husband back from hell

Chapter 8 Am I Crazy?

Dr. Chen was a famous psychiatrist before the apocalypse. After the apocalypse, he awakened his psychic powers and combined them with treatment to help many patients get out of their psychological shadows.

The human mind is fragile, especially after experiencing the end-time disasters, most of the people who survived will suffer from the same disease-post-traumatic stress disorder.

Most of the patients witnessed their relatives and friends being eaten to death by zombies in person.

Or a patient whose loved one has died and needs to be enlightened to come out.

On the contrary, after the end of the world, Dr. Chen became even busier.

"The next patient." Dr. Chen rang the bell to inform the front desk.

The front desk smiled and handed the case sheet to the young man in front of him, "Okay, Mr. Si, you can go in."

When Dr. Chen saw that the patient was a healer, he smiled slightly, "Mr. Si, we are colleagues."

Si Huan nodded.

Some patients are very silent when they come here, and the one in front of them is no exception. "Mr. Si wrote on the form that he suspected he was delusional, followed by a series of ellipsis. Why did he doubt himself so much? What happened?"

"Hmm." Dr. Chen's professional and gentlemanly smile made Si Huan slowly let go of his guard, and told him about the troubles he was facing.

He suspects that his lover is not dead.

After listening to Si Huan's experience, Dr. Chen thought for a few seconds and said, "Is it too hasty to think that your lover is not dead just by making a few phone calls?"

"I recognize his voice, I'm sure it's him."

"As far as I know, it is impossible to survive being bitten or scratched by a zombie," Dr. Chen reminded.

Si Huan twitched his lips and said that he knew that people bitten by zombies would definitely be assimilated into zombies, but he just didn't want to tell this aspect: "I know."

"Mr. Si—" The patient became emotional.

"I thought he was dead at first, and I'll be fine after this period of resistance, and I can take my daughter to live a good life. But those damn phone calls gave me hope again! I hope he is still alive and can go home one day."

"Doctor, I really don't know what to do. I want to go to him. Even if I die and let me see it with my own eyes, I will give up, but my mother doesn't agree with me going out to take risks. Doctor, I use different Can help many patients, but why no one can help me!"

Si Huan said bitterly.

"I can fully understand your feelings. Doctors don't heal themselves, and it's difficult to get over others." Dr. Chen tried to stabilize the patient's emotions, and then switched to another angle: "Mr. Si Huan still has a daughter, right?"

"Yes, she just turned ten months."

Dr. Chen stared into the patient's eyes and said slowly: "You are going out of the base to get back your lover, what about your daughter?"

"If you go to another base, let's not mention the safety issue. I will definitely not come back halfway. Who will take care of the ten-month-old daughter? Who will feed her when she is hungry and thirsty? What will she do when she misses her father? With your mother, do you want to leave them alone?"

The psychiatrist magnified the problems that Si Huan had been avoiding in his heart, what would Xiao Zhier and his mother do if he went out by himself.

He thought about it, but didn't dare to think deeply.

Seeing the patient stunned, Dr. Chen knew that his question had worked. No matter how hard a person tried to fight, there would always be concern deep in his heart. A person who has no concern for the world would not be like Si Huan.

"In ordinary life, do you rely more on your lover?"

Si Huan nodded embarrassingly, and Dr. Chen smiled softly, "Did Mr. Si have any dreams at night?"

"Yes, I dream almost every night."

"Is there anything about your lover in the dream? Have you seen him in the dream?" Dr. Chen continued to ask gently.

Si Huan recalled those misty dreams, Jiang Changjing's figure appeared very frequently.

"Ah."

Si Huan told Dr. Chen all the contents of the dream. Regarding Jiang Changjing, he seldom actually talked to him in the dream, and it was mostly the hazy back and profile.

Dr. Chen analyzed: "Mr. Si, dream mirrors often reflect our true inner world. The hazy thick fog represents uncertainty, and your lover is the obsession in your heart."

"When we have very strong expectations for something, the things we expect will appear. Coupled with some very accidental factors, you give yourself very strong psychological hints, and you resist and deny your partner from the bottom of your heart dead fact."

Si Huan asked confusedly: "Then what should I do? Am I crazy?"

"No, you're not crazy, it's just that it's difficult for you to get out of the shadows for a while." Dr. Chen shook his head, and then said: "If you want, I can use psychic powers to help you at a deeper level."

Psychic powers can read people's minds to understand what you are thinking.But there is one bad thing, it will touch your privacy clearly.

Si Huan thought about it, but still refused, "No, I don't really like other people entering my brain."

Dr. Chen pushed his glasses and said kindly: "It's okay, as long as you need psychological counseling, you can come to me at any time."

After Jiang Changjing died, time seemed to stand still.But now he has to give him slim hope and pull him back into the abyss of pain.

"Doctor, I have something else to do, can I go first?"

Dr. Chen nodded and said, "Of course, the time is under your control. If you have any questions, Mr. Si can continue to look for me."

"Thank you doctor." Si Huan closed the door and left.

Anger is anger, Fang Yilan went home on time on Saturday night.

"Mom, you're back, have you had dinner yet?" Si Huan poked his head out from the kitchen.

Fang Yilan unnaturally replied that she had already eaten, and they had a heated argument last week, and she was afraid that her son would also sulk at her.

"Xiao Si, come out, let's chat." Fang Yilan beckoned her son to sit on the sofa.

Si Huan knew what his mother was going to say to him, and it happened that he also had something to say. "You go ahead."

Fang Yilan looked up at her son who was already a head taller than herself, and sighed: "You grow up, and you have to make many decisions by yourself. But I hope that you will think carefully before making a decision, instead of thinking about it. Like a child, what you say is what you say."

"Now that you have your own child, you must consider the young one in everything you do. Mom has a job and the ability to take care of herself, so you don't have to worry about it. What about Xiaozhi? She is only so old, you have to leave him behind."

During this week, Si Huan thought a lot and struggled with the balance day and night, until today he had the answer in his heart.

"I'm sorry, Mom."

Fang Yilan looked at him in disbelief, "I've said so much, do you still want to leave! Si Huan!"

His mother rarely called him by his full name, and Si Huan knew she was really angry.

"Give me three months. Whether I can find it or not, I will come back. If I can't find it, I will give up and forget Jiang Changjing to live a good life." Si Huan said with red eyes.

Fang Yilan: "Three months? What if you die outside! When Xiaozhi grows up, how will I be with her? Why doesn't she have a father!"

"If I hadn't gone out to find him, I would really have turned into a walking dead, so I wouldn't be a responsible father." He said seriously.

"I'm sorry mom, I must go to T city."

After hearing this, Fang Yilan was drained of all her strength, and leaned on the sofa weakly. She looked at Si Huan for a while, "I can't control you anymore, you can do whatever you like."

"You help me take care of the twigs, and I will come back alive."

Si Huan felt that he was extremely unfilial, he finally reunited with his mother and wanted to honor her by his side.But now I have to leave her again...

The atmosphere at home was very gloomy. After Xiaozhi woke up, she lay down on the mat to play. Si Huan fed her and piled up blocks with her.

He piled the building blocks high, and then pushed the building blocks down by the twigs, and carried out several rounds tirelessly.

He was really reluctant to leave the baby.

That night, the phone calls continued, and Si Huan took the initiative to answer them.No matter what the situation was at the other end, he grabbed the phone and said slowly: "I'm going to T city, I'll go find you, and I'll leave my daughter to mom to take care of."

Finally, Si Huan said, "Wait for me." and hung up the phone.

The big stone that had been hanging in my heart finally fell.

The next day Si Huan went to the hospital to submit his resignation letter, and the hospital agreed.

"The handover process is a bit cumbersome, you have to wait for a few days." The last time Si Huan teased him, Zhang Wen didn't take kindly to him.

Si Huan: "It's okay."

Zhang Wen couldn't figure out why Si Huan resigned from this iron job. Could it be that he had taken advantage of other thighs?

"Where will you go after you resign?"

However, their relationship was mediocre, and Zhang Wen was already prepared that Si Huan would not tell him.

Si Huan said calmly: "Should join the team."

"You quit your job as a doctor at the supernatural base and go outside to kill zombies!" Zhang Wen suspected that Si Huan had gone crazy.

He didn't intend to make any other explanations, so he responded lightly and left the office.

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