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In fact, not long after the college entrance examination, Jiang Xuan went to the nursing home, and went with Cheng Hong.

At that time, my mother had already transferred to the suburbs for psychological treatment. The doctor's arrangement was to treat both physical and mental illnesses together and influence each other. While recuperating the body and bones, he was supplemented by the counseling and treatment of a psychologist. If the patient cooperates enough, Even the symptoms accumulated over the years like my mother's can get better.

Jiang Xuan didn't think too much about it. Anyway, Jiang Jianguo didn't take his money, and his mother didn't bother to see him, so it was useless for him to say anything.Listening to the voice sent by Jiang Jianguo in WeChat, he didn't even bother to click on the message board-like content on the screen. After converting it into text and reading the general idea, he felt that it was quite medical, so he felt relieved.

The reason why Cheng Hong was allowed to accompany him was even simpler, because even though it had been so long—the results of the college entrance examination would come out in three days, he looked in a good mood and looked radiant. He still couldn't make it through.

This is not like accidentally breaking a glass, which can be easily forgotten after regretting at the time. This is the predicament that has fettered him in his heart for more than ten years.

Cheng Lang didn't even have to go in with him, even if he sat in the car and stayed in the parking lot, it would give him a lot of peace of mind.

Cheng Lang sent him to the gate of the nursing home, and Jiang Xuan walked the rest of the way.

He walked through the hall according to the information Jiang Jianguo sent him, walked along the garden path of the nursing home, and came to a brown building with eyes full of greenery and romantic flowers. Turning the corner of the first corridor is my mother's ward.

After taking a few deep breaths on the spot, Jiang Xuan raised his foot and was about to enter.

At this time, a very unexpected figure appeared.

In midsummer, it was very hot outside, and this man was dressed very coolly. He wore a white striped shirt over his ginger short sleeves, and light blue jeans were exposed with his arms open. The widened belt around his waist was more practical than decorative. Sex plays a bigger part.A woman in her thirties dressed like a little girl.

No, my aunt has always been like a little girl. If she stood with her mother, she would think it was a mother and daughter.

When they looked into each other's eyes, the two oncoming people stopped at the same time.

"..."

"..."

Jiang Xuan was stunned and surprised, but my aunt was flustered no matter what she saw. After a moment of embarrassment, she hurriedly looked away. After realizing that she couldn't dodge no matter what, she was quite broken and walked towards Jiang Xuan on her stiletto shoes. come over.

In fact, she didn't need to explain, Jiang Xuan immediately understood everything after he reacted.

Looking at my aunt's expression, it seemed that she didn't have the anger and hatred she had when she mentioned her mother in the past. She only frowned slightly when she saw Jiang Xuan, and then she couldn't see any anxiety or anger.

In the past few seconds, my aunt had already stood still in front of him, and greeted him very unnaturally: "...Are you coming to see her?"

Jiang Thrush quietly hooked the corners of his mouth, noncommittal.

"..."

Auntie's face is numb.

"Then what?" She pretended not to care and looked around, "That bastard Jiang Jianguo called me, didn't he? "

Jiang Xuan's smile widened.

"Are you laughing again?" The aunt clapped her hands and explained for a long time. Seeing his casual look, she was also angry. She clenched her fist and thumped him on the shoulder gently, "She is like that, I will It's not interesting to watch...you laugh again! I'll let you laugh again! You brat..."

"Okay," Jiang Xuan pursed his lips, looked behind her, and guessed about the conversation that my aunt might have with her mother in the ward. Now the corridor is very quiet, and there is basically no sound, he I feel more relieved, "Go back, I will go first."

The little aunt couldn't wait, "Then you go in quickly, I'm leaving, come to eat at home when you have time!"

However, Jiang Xuan had already passed her, and without saying anything, he waved to her as a response.

He didn't realize until he was halfway there that Cheng Lang was still outside, and he wondered if he had changed places now, and whether he would be bumped into by his aunt.

But this thought only flashed in his mind, because he had already walked to the door of the ward, raised his hand and pushed gently, and the door opened without much effort.

The first thing that broke into Jiang Xuan's nose was a faint smell of aromatherapy, and then he saw the woman leaning on the recliner by the French window in the ward.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, my mother looked away from the hardcover book in her hand, turned her head slowly, and landed on Jiang Xuan's face.

Jiang Xuan felt that time stood still at that moment.

My mother had no expression on her face. When she saw him, she didn't even move her eyebrows. She was as calm as if she saw a little nurse who was doing a daily routine inspection, and there was no wave in her eyes.

It's just that this kind of situation that seems to have turned off the five senses in the eyes of others fell into Jiang Xuan's eyes. Apart from being stunned at the beginning, he soon realized that something was wrong.

Mom was too calm, but she really saw Jiang Xuan in her eyes.

Jiang Xuan stared at her silently while quietly observing her state. This is a habit he has been forced to form for a long time. Every time he faces her, he will unconsciously explore her appearance and expression, as if through These details can judge her mood at this time.

He saw her thin legs hanging under the white skirt, saw her protruding elbows and her thin body, and suddenly realized that after so long, she seemed to have changed without him knowing.

And this change is positive.

He actually saw... vitality in her.

and vitality.

At that moment, he suddenly thought in his heart that she would be fine.

The stubborn stone that had been stuck on his body for an unknown period of time—the stubborn stone covered with a layer of dark green moss—suddenly began to disintegrate out of thin air.

The speed of its disintegration accelerated with Jiang Xuan's gradually clear consciousness, and in the end almost even the tooth-souring debris was gone. It was decomposed by the air and disappeared without a trace.

"What are you doing standing up, come and sit down."

His mother's cold voice reached his ears, and Jiang Xuan's dazed expression finally changed.

Close.

He glanced at his mother, then closed the door, walked into the room in silence, and sat on the sofa.

The environment of this single ward is very good, the room is very large, in addition to the hospital bed and fixed medical facilities, it is more like a small bedroom, with a sofa, water dispenser, TV, and an independent bathroom.

Jiang Jianguo must have spent a lot of money.

To put it bluntly, he has been exiled from the house, but it seems that he has saved a lot of private money.

My mother saw that he hadn't spoken for a long time and didn't change his face like before. She didn't stare and scold him. Instead, after looking at him for a long time, she sighed softly and asked, "Have you finished the college entrance examination?"

Jiang Xuan looked at her and nodded.

"Have you figured out where to take the exam?" My mother raised her hand and straightened her skirt, and before Jiang Xuan could answer, she said, "The exam is over, so don't be too stressed, you can go to college, if you can't spend some money A junior college would be nice too. Where do you live now?"

Jiang Xuan automatically ignored her previous question. Anyway, she said so much, maybe she didn't care about his answer at all.

She just asked him how he studied and where he passed the exam.

It seems that this is a ridiculous responsibility.

She didn't care about his good or bad at all.

"Live at a friend's house." Jiang Xuan replied without changing his expression.

My mother raised her eyebrows when she heard this, but this time she reacted quickly: "Cheng Hong's family? He... took you in?"

As if she felt that her words were ironic, she immediately laughed twice, shook her head, and waited leisurely for Jiang Xuan's answer.

When Jiang Xuan was asked by her, he suddenly had an impulse.

"Forget it, we live together." His voice rose slightly, his eyes flashed, and he said it again: "We are together."

Mom was stunned and didn't answer for a long time.

Jiang Xuan didn't feel how uncomfortable this kind of silence and dead silence was, and didn't even think about whether she would become abnormal again after hearing this.

He just stared at her expression and waited.

It's just that what he said was sincere, but my mother almost lost her temper—Jiang Xuan thought so.

She suddenly laughed.

"Interesting," she trembled, the book on her lap fell to the ground, she covered her belly with one hand, and didn't say a word for a long time, "I just said, how can you be a normal person."

"I look like you, you are definitely not a normal person, so it seems that Cheng Lang is not normal, otherwise how could the two of you get together."

Jiang Xuan listened quietly.

"It's such a surprise," my mother kept smiling, leaning forward and backward, pointing at Jiang Xuan, "You are actually gay, don't you think you are disgusting?"

"But think about it carefully. You have never hidden from me. You just have a problem. You don't know what is going on in your mind. Instead of giving birth to a mentally abnormal child just like you in the future, it is better to cut off your children and grandchildren. Don't you? Do you think so?"

Jiang Thrush didn't answer her almost nervous questioning directly, in his opinion, there was no need to reply at all.

He listened to the knives she spat out in a calm manner, feeling that it was actually innocuous.

It seems to be watching a TV series, it seems to be watching other people's stories, it seems that my mother... There is a thick barrier between Jiang Yuan and herself, directly separating the two spaces.

The pain did not stimulate him.

Jiang Xuan thought it was amazing.

He doesn't know who is right and who is wrong between him, Jiang Yuan, and Jiang Jianguo. Maybe there is no way to tell right from wrong in this kind of thing. Anyway, he doesn't care. Apologies from any of them.

Because this matter is too complicated, no one can figure out whether their apology is to get forgiveness from the other party or to make themselves feel comfortable. Before distinguishing these, their repentance may not be forgiven by the other party, so even if they are sincere, The other party refused to accept it, and it was useless to put it bluntly.

Jiang Xuan felt that it was difficult for him to accept it.

Of course, it may be that Jiang Xuan is thinking too much, and Jiang Yuan and Jiang Jianguo may not have thought about it at all.

But Cheng Lang said that he is not wrong, and his existence is not wrong. He is here, in every place, doing everything he wants, all for what I think, what I can and what I can.

Because there are good times ahead, and unexpected people are waiting for him.

When I walked out of the nursing home, the sun was shining outside, birds singing, green trees and colorful flowers came into view, and the cold winter in my memory seemed to be gone.

Jiang Xuan walked steadily at first, then quickened his pace, and finally ran.

It was as if a group of vicious dogs were chasing after him, and he had to run away quickly to leave it behind.

This place, he thought, he would never come to again.Just like those two strange adults related to him, he thought that unless it involved life and death, he would never see him again.

When he ran towards Cheng Lang, he thought of this in his heart.

The author has something to say:

Hey, this is the final ending of my mother and Jiang Xuan, which has been set long ago. It doesn't matter who is right and who is wrong, and I can't tell who is right and who is wrong at all, just like many things will become mysterious and will produce inexplicable reactions , Anyway, it doesn't make sense!Don't feel sorry for Jiang Xuan, because he has also changed and grown up. People always have to move forward, and he won't stay in the same place for a long time and just endure it!Even if it is the biological parents, I think it is difficult for me to accept such a pair of parents.Well, I merged a wave of other episodes, probably not four or five, but there are still three!We'll be done in no time!See you tomorrow!