wooden fish

There was no light in the room, Langyue pushed open the door lightly, and quietly walked back to her bed, supervising in her heart not to wake up the running water, she wanted to hide the truth, so that the running water would not ask questions again, the point is that the running water is very I don't like hanging out with Qingfeng by myself.But Lang Yue couldn't lie to her elder brother, she just avoided it if she could.

Lang Yuejiao, who was worried like a little mouse, hadn't gotten on the bed yet, Liu Shui sat up and said slowly, "Light on the lamp."

Langyue was so shocked that she panicked and turned around. The blurred and dark shadow of the flowing water made Langyue tremble even more.

Following the faint light, Liu Shui saw Lang Yue's stiff shadow, cursing inwardly why he was so worthless.He got out of bed by himself and lit the wick.With a breath, the room was brightened up, and the running water could clearly see Lang Yue's somewhat ashamed expression.It's not that he doesn't know what he's afraid of, but the idea that people in the upper world don't have a good thing has been deeply implanted in Liu Shui's mind today, so Liu Shui must make it clear to Lang Yue, and can't get deeper and deeper.

"Sit." Liu Shui sat on the round stool, pointing with his hand, Lang Yue sat beside Liu Shui in an orderly manner.Liu Shui didn't even look at Langyue, just tapped his fingers lightly on the table, the faint sound was like a thunderous thunder, hitting Langyue's trembling heart.

"Where did you go?" Liu Shui asked slowly, not wanting to hit Lang Yue prematurely, after all, Lang Yue's affection for Qingfeng was not indifferent in Liu Shui's eyes.

Langyue knew that the problem of Liushui was just throwing bricks to attract jade, so she went straight to the point: "Senior brother Qingfeng and I went to look for medicine together." Frankly speaking, Langyue felt that it was not a bad thing to be scolded by Liushui to settle things earlier.But Langyue was even more nervous when she couldn't hear Liushui's reprimand.Whenever Liu Shui restrained his anger, he always forbeared like this, but at this moment, in this house, no one would come to hold back Liu Shui who was about to get angry. Lang Yue buried her head deeply, not daring to look at the running water.

Looking at the Suxincao that was still tightly held in her hand, Langyue handed it over with trembling hands: "Brother." Even her voice was trembling.

Looking at the Suxincao in Langyue's hand, Liushui sighed in his heart.This younger brother, this younger brother who has been looking forward to since he was born, this younger brother who has grown up in his hands since he landed, this younger brother who has broken his heart, the flowing water actually has a feeling of physical and mental exhaustion.

"You," after thinking about it a few times, Liu Shui felt that his brother had explained it, and he would always understand.Even if you don't understand it now, you will understand it in the future. It's better than sinking deeper and deeper in the quagmire.Listening to the knocking sound, Liu Shui looked at Lang Yue seriously, and asked seriously: "Do you like the breeze?"

Unexpectedly, it was not a thunderstorm, but a sunny day. Langyue was a little surprised but very happy, because the running water was not angry.Relaxing her tense nerves, Langyue pursed her lips and thought: "I like it."

"Slap!" Liu Shui slapped the table, hearing Langyue's most honest answer, Liu Shui still couldn't accept it, the anger in his heart surged up all of a sudden, with too much force, the palm of his hand was hot and painful, but it was not as good as the anger in Liu Shui's heart.

Surprised by Liushui's slap on the table, Langyue tensed up again, and saw the flames in Liushui's eyes when she stiffened, he knew that Liushui was not out of breath, but in a hurry.It's terrible now, it's the first time Langyue sees running water so angry, she doesn't dare to reveal the words hidden in her heart.

Seeing Langyue who was frightened like a little rabbit, Liushui temporarily suppressed his anger, and asked earnestly: "You know I don't like him, why are you still involved with him?"

It was the first time Langyue was asked by Liu Shui with such a strong tone, and she didn't dare to speak nonsense for a long time, but tears were rolling in her eyes, she was frightened and didn't know what to do.From the beginning of the memory, although Liu Shui often taught himself, those things just passed Langyue's heart like scratching the skin, and never left any traces.But today, Langyue was suddenly choked up by the running water, which made Langyue feel a little scary being trapped in it.

Seeing Langyue's trembling mouth, Liushui also knew that he was serious, but he couldn't be cruel, and he had to finish his words with clenching fists, otherwise Liushui would feel sorry for Langyue, his dying father, and those rotten and dilapidated people. memory.Some people are destined to become bad people, because if they are not bad, how can they have a happy tomorrow.Liushui never regrets sternly speaking to his doting brother: "He or I, you choose one." In order to make Langyue make up his mind, Liushui got up and walked away in a lonely voice: "If you don't say anything, just pretend that you chose him. Tomorrow, I will leave, so as not to obstruct your eyes."

Langyue has been with Liushui since she was a child, and he has no impression of her parents. Langyue's attachment to her father and longing for her mother are all attached to Liushui.Flowing water is the root of Langyue.Let Langyue strip off her roots, Langyue can't do it, let alone be willing.Forced by the running water, Langyue threw herself at him immediately, crying again and again: "Brother, brother, I was wrong, I was wrong. I will never be with Senior Brother Qingfeng again." The tears were like mines, and they exploded in Langyue's eyes drop by drop. In the bottom of Yue's heart, thousands of waves were stirred up, disturbing the world she thought was stable.

Seeing Lang Yue rushing towards him, seeing his trembling hands grabbing his sleeves, seeing his unstoppable tears, he was like a puppy that was about to be abandoned, he couldn't bear the water but had to be cruel Cut off the thread of love, so as not to be entangled in the future, but it hurt Lang Yue deeply.

Pulling Langyue's hand, Liushui felt the uneasiness coming from the palm of his hand, he gritted his teeth, and must break it thoroughly today, lest weeds grow again when the breeze blows: "You swear, if you break today's promise, I will suffer from being crushed by a heavy hammer, and I will be wiped out in ashes in the end, and I will never be reborn." In order to prevent Langyue from running away, Liu Shui held Langyue's stiff shoulders tightly.

Langyue doesn't know why Liushui hates Qingfeng so much. Although his behavior is a bit frivolous, his character is gentle and kind. Although his reputation in the upper world is not very good, he is a first-class good person in front of her. He always does things that make Liu Shui angry, but his original intentions are not bad.Langyue couldn't figure out if she heard the oath of the running water and the thunderbolt from the blue sky, whether it was her attachment to the breeze or the attachment to the running water that was shattered.Langyue was a little dazed, was this person in front of her the elder brother she admired wholeheartedly?Why is his oath so poisonous and cruel.What Langyue is most reluctant to part with in this world is running water, threatening with herself, Langyue feels a little bit cold in her heart.Why did he use himself to swear, but to break himself completely, cleanly, without any room for conversion.Langyue's shattered heart suddenly disappeared, and her empty chest made Langyue feel that nothing was important anymore.All is nothing but nothingness.Since he wants to hear, why hide it.

"I, Langyue, in the name of Yueguang, swear that if I have even the slightest intimacy with Senior Brother Qingfeng." Langyue was unable to utter the poisonous oath to Liushui.With tears in her eyes, Lang Yue wondered why she had to be caught between them. If she disappeared, there would be no problems.Liu Shui will no longer be sad for his actions, Qingfeng will not mourn for his actions, he will not be in a dilemma, and his heart will be cut like a knife.

Clutching Langyue's shoulder firmly, Liu Shui said in a more emphatic tone: "Say."

Langyue's mouth suddenly wasn't her own, and she said mechanically, "Let the thousand gold hammer hit my heart and lungs so that it will be wiped out, and I will never be reborn." Just allow yourself to bear all the guilt.

Hearing Lang Yue's bad oath, Liu Shui suddenly raised his head, trying to stop it, but it was too late, so he sighed regretfully.Liushui embraced the somewhat numb Langyue, patted him on the shoulder, just like when he was a child, and whispered softly: "I'm all for your own good." What kind of position does Langyue occupy in her heart?

Langyue seemed to have lost her soul, hugged by flowing water without a backbone, Langyue felt that she had lost something, as for what it was, Langyue was a little vague, that is, her whole body was empty and fluttering, letting the flowing water take her She dragged herself to the bed, let him cover her with the quilt, let him turn off the light, and put out her own light.

That night, Langyue's eyes were incomparable, no one thought about it, and she didn't shed tears, but she didn't know how to change her makeup, how to dress, which steps to take, and what to say when it was dawn.I remember the first time I threw myself into Liushui's arms, Langyue was still a little kid who couldn't utter a word, and Han Dong waited for her brother to bring food back behind the dilapidated mud Buddha in the ruined temple.But seeing the light getting darker and darker, Lang Yue froze her nose and wanted to cry, but her brother told her before leaving that crying would attract wolves and eat her, so Lang Yue didn't dare to cry, so she could only watch the temple helplessly. The door, looking forward to my brother's return.After finally looking forward to her elder brother stepping into the temple gate, Lang Yue rolled down from the mud platform, before her tears fell, she rushed into her elder brother's arms like an arrow, feeling the kindness, Lang Yue burst into tears , At that time, my brother hugged himself on his lap, took out white flour steamed buns from his arms, and fed himself bit by bit. At that time, Langyue felt that the steamed buns were really delicious, and it was so warm in his brother's arms. With my brother for a lifetime.But now, in the endless darkness, Langyue feels that her brother is so cold, his eyes are cold, his words are cold, his behavior is cold, and Langyue is also cold.Lang Yue felt that Liu Shui was no longer the elder brother she used to be, and her warm embrace disappeared at some point.

Lying quietly in the cold quilt, Lang Yue didn't know how to face the so-called tomorrow.Then, what about tomorrow's tomorrow?Langyue wants to know, does she still have tomorrow?Perhaps in the eyes of Liu Shui, only the obedient Lang Yue is needed, but in Lang Yue's heart, the obedient Lang Yue has already fallen asleep, and the rest is just a skin that is favored by others.Langyue felt that her blood was congealing, her breathing was silent, and her heartbeat was disappearing.

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A touch of sadness~~~~(>_<)~~~~ touch the moon