Traveling through memoirs
Chapter 60 The Protagonist's Confession
After lunch, the four of them set off again and continued on their way.Since Qing Luo and Chen Ling are now dressed as women, Yingcao is still a child, and Qing Ke is still required to drive the car.
Yingcao is very resentful about Qing Ke having to drive the car all the time. If there is any substance to the resentment, it may be that the car is already covered with dark clouds.
Originally, Yingcao disguised Qing Luo as a woman to tease him, but she dug a hole and buried herself, and Qing Ke was the one who suffered.It would be too late to say anything, Yingcao was furious, angry that she felt sorry for Qing Ke, so she went to the car door and sat with Qing Ke outside, only Chen Ling and Qing Luo were left in the car.
Nibbling on the fruit that Chen Ling picked up somewhere, Qing Luo put one arm on the car window, resting her chin on her lower arm and staring out the window in a daze.And Chen Ling squatted in a corner of the carriage, staring at Qing Luo's faintly visible nose in a daze.
"Chen Ling."
"Ok?"
Sitting up straight, Chen Ling leaned closer to Qing Luo, seeing that Qing Luo didn't intend to turn around, so he froze in place, not daring to get any closer.
"I understand you……"
"There is no balance between good and evil, and the fate of a teacher is difficult... I can think of all your difficulties, and I can understand them." After a pause, Qing Luo continued: "It's understandable, I can't do it as if nothing happened Yes. I am very petty, and I cannot forgive easily."
"Because if I stood in your position, I wouldn't do anything to you, can you understand?"
After being silent for a while, Chen Ling responded in a low voice: "En."
Pursing her lips, Qing Luo slumped down and lay lazily on her arms.
Qing Luo admitted that at the beginning, he had murderous intentions towards Chen Ling, and that he did not do anything to Chen Ling was a decision made after careful calculation. All the goodness of Chen Ling and all the help to Chen Ling are partly because Chen Ling is the protagonist and has the aura of the protagonist.
However, it cannot be denied that Chen Ling was indeed the most important person since Qing Luo came to this world. It could even be said that Chen Ling was the most important person he trusted in his two lifetimes.
Although he was tentative and suspicious when he first met Chen Ling, Qing Luo was really moved by Chen Ling's care and accommodation.
In previous lives, some people said that people who are injured or sick will be more emotional and sentimental. If you want to pursue someone, meticulous care when you are vulnerable is undoubtedly the best weapon to break through their defenses.
No one in his previous life had the opportunity to pursue Qing Luo in this way, so he naturally couldn't understand how profound these words were.
In this life, he was taken care of by Chen Ling by accident. Although it was not a pursuit, it was enough to move Qing Luo.
I don’t know how many injuries I have all over my body, every breath is a torture to my ribs, my throat is hard to open my mouth, and I even have to use my strength to suck when I move my fingers...
That kind of helpless pain, the grief of being unable to control her own body, the fear and fear of death in the silence and stillness...Qing Luo still doesn't even want to recall it, wishing to bury it and never bring it up again.
At that time, Qing Luo's only reliance was Chen Ling.Two people, one with complete loss of internal strength and the other half-disabled, struggled to survive under the deserted cliff.
Qing Luo understands that no matter how powerful the aura of Chen Ling's protagonist is, it is impossible for food to fall directly from the sky. Even if a rabbit crashes and dies in front of Chen Ling, it must be because there is a tree in front of Chen Ling.
Chen Ling never complained to Qing Luo, he just fed him mouthfuls of food every day, tried his best to find some more nutritious food to replenish his body, and tried his best to change his medicine and massage.
In that case, no matter how selfish and ruthless Qing Luo is, it is impossible not to be moved, it is impossible not to be moved.
The most ruthless and passionate, Qing Luo gave Chen Ling all the trust she could give.He believed that Chen Ling would not betray him, so even if he never told Chen Ling anything, he was not worried that Chen Ling would leak the news of [Purple Mist Valley] to the sect; he believed that Chen Ling treated him sincerely, so he tried his best to understand what Chen Ling did What he did, he didn't resent Chen Ling for participating in the martial arts conference, nor did he complain about Chen Ling's attack on [Purple Smoke Valley].
What really hurt Qing Luo was what Chen Ling said in the [Purple Mist Valley] battle: "He saved me, and I owe him my life."
Qing Luo couldn't help laughing, if it wasn't for the fact that his injuries didn't allow it at the time, he would almost have smiled up to the sky, laughing at himself for being sentimental.
No matter what kind of thoughts Chen Ling had in saying this, and no matter what Chen Ling was thinking in his heart, it didn't matter to Qing Luo.
If a person is unwilling to admit that he knows you well, no matter what the reason is, you can't expect you to have a place in his heart.
At that moment, Qing Luo realized that the relationship between him and Chen Ling was not as simple as the contradiction between good and evil.There is a deep chasm between them, and the difference between sects is just the most superficial surface.
Qing Luo may not care about anyone, as long as Chen Ling is with Chen Ling; but for Chen Ling, Qing Luo is just a small part of what he wants, and what he wants is more important.
Qing Luo was so selfish that he hated it, and he couldn't accept that after he devoted himself wholeheartedly, he only gave so little.He is willing to give because he believes that the other party will give him more. Only when the other party gives him more, will he be willing to give more, and then the cycle continues.Qing Luo believes that only in this way can an unbreakable relationship be established.
Unreliable love or hate that occurs without giving is unreliable, and any relationship needs the careful cultivation and watering of both parties.
[Purple Mist Valley] The first battle caused the small seedling that Qing Luo carefully cultivated to wither in an instant. Despite the discomfort and heartache, Qing Luo still uprooted this tiny seedling and abandoned it far away.
Just like a scar, if it is not eradicated, it will only rot deeper and hurt more. It is better to have a long-term pain than a short-term pain.
After Qing Luo gnawed all the fruits, the carriage was completely quiet, only the sound of the wheels rolling could be heard.
"Qing Luo, I like you." Although Qing Luo kept lying there without any movement, Chen Ling knew that he was not asleep and could hear his own words: "I want to have a new and different relationship with you."
"I actually want to say a lot, but I thought about it, and I'll tell you later when you want to hear it. Now, I just want to tell you that I like you." After a pause, Chen Ling continued: "I won't give up on you again."
Qing Luo suddenly turned her head, staring at Chen Ling closely with a pair of peach blossom eyes, rolling her eyes to scan Chen Ling's whole body to one side, her brows moved slightly but she didn't speak.Chen Ling was a little overwhelmed, and before he could think of what to say, Qing Luo turned his head away, lay down on the frame of the car again and started wandering away.
In this way, most of the time, Chen Ling and Qing Luo stayed relatively silent in the carriage, while Yingcao molested Qing Ke non-stop outside the car.Occasionally, Yingcao would sit in the carriage for a while, and the three of them looked at each other silently.
Ever since Chen Ling and Qing Luo expressed their intentions, Qing Luo seemed to be a little absent-minded, and was in a daze all day long except for practicing.
In Yingcao's words: "Your brother may have been seduced by a lonely ghost on the road..."
Qing Ke usually laughed off Yingcao's smearing of Qing Luo.Although Yingcao and Qing Luo have more fun, it proves that her relationship with Qing Luo is better.
When they meet a small town, the four of them will also stop to have a good rest for a day or two, and replenish some dry food and snacks, so as not to be too boring on the road.In the blink of an eye, twelve days passed, and the four of them successfully arrived in Misty City.
Although the name of Piaomiao City is poetic and romantic, it is just an ordinary city with a lot of people, without the poetic and picturesque charm revealed in the name.
Except for the carriage with the sign of [Piaomiao Pavilion], ordinary carriages are not allowed to enter the city at will.If the horses and chariots carrying goods want to pass through the city, they have to pay 50 taels of silver and let the people in [Piaomiao Pavilion] check carefully before they can enter the city. However, even if they enter the city, [Piaomiao Pavilion] People followed, and they could only stay in the city for two days at most.
Qing Ke and the others were not escorts, and there was nothing important in the carriage, so there was no need to waste the money, so they sold the carriage at the gate of the city, and paid the entrance fee with the money from the sale, and the four of them entered the city. Misty City.
Compared with other cities, a hub-like city like Piaomiao City is more lively, with constant exchanges of people.There are four entrances to the city alone, one in the southeast, one in the north, and one in the north, for the convenience of passers-by.
I found a random inn to settle down. Due to the high turnover of people, there are many inns in Misty City, and the environment is also very good. Even a picky person like Qing Luo can't find much fault.
The four ordered two rooms, one for Qing Luo and Chen Ling, one for Qing Ke and Yingcao.It's not that they don't want to sleep in separate rooms, it's just that the inns in Misty City are almost always full, and it's not easy to book two rooms.After traveling for too long, Qing Luo didn't want to bother anymore, so the four of them made it up.
They all went into Qingke and Yingcao's room first, and after fastening the doors and windows, Yingcao let the messenger snake out.The little snake's emerald green body slid around Yingcao's arm, and occasionally licked Yingcao's chin with a cold letter: "They haven't arrived yet." After Yingcao finished speaking, she put the little snake on the ground, and within a few blinks , The little snake didn't know where it went.
Seeing the little snake hiding, Yingcao took out a candle from the package, replaced the candle on the candlestick, and lit it up.
"When they arrive, they can find us directly." Yingcao said.
After everything was settled, Qing Luo and Chen Ling returned to their room.As soon as she entered the room, Qing Luo threw herself on the bed lazily, didn't bother to take off her shoes, and buried her whole face in the quilt to fall asleep.
Misty City has a lot of people coming and going, and the rooms in the inn are relatively large, and each room is equipped with two beds.Qing Luo occupied one bed, and the other bed was naturally Chen Ling's.
Not in a hurry to make the bed, Chen Ling walked gently to Qing Luo's bed, carefully held Qing Luo's ankle, and took off a boot for Qing Luo.
Qing Luo didn't fall asleep, so she turned her head and opened her eyes to watch Chen Ling's movements.Chen Ling paused, but calmly took off Qing Luo's other boot.
Yingcao is very resentful about Qing Ke having to drive the car all the time. If there is any substance to the resentment, it may be that the car is already covered with dark clouds.
Originally, Yingcao disguised Qing Luo as a woman to tease him, but she dug a hole and buried herself, and Qing Ke was the one who suffered.It would be too late to say anything, Yingcao was furious, angry that she felt sorry for Qing Ke, so she went to the car door and sat with Qing Ke outside, only Chen Ling and Qing Luo were left in the car.
Nibbling on the fruit that Chen Ling picked up somewhere, Qing Luo put one arm on the car window, resting her chin on her lower arm and staring out the window in a daze.And Chen Ling squatted in a corner of the carriage, staring at Qing Luo's faintly visible nose in a daze.
"Chen Ling."
"Ok?"
Sitting up straight, Chen Ling leaned closer to Qing Luo, seeing that Qing Luo didn't intend to turn around, so he froze in place, not daring to get any closer.
"I understand you……"
"There is no balance between good and evil, and the fate of a teacher is difficult... I can think of all your difficulties, and I can understand them." After a pause, Qing Luo continued: "It's understandable, I can't do it as if nothing happened Yes. I am very petty, and I cannot forgive easily."
"Because if I stood in your position, I wouldn't do anything to you, can you understand?"
After being silent for a while, Chen Ling responded in a low voice: "En."
Pursing her lips, Qing Luo slumped down and lay lazily on her arms.
Qing Luo admitted that at the beginning, he had murderous intentions towards Chen Ling, and that he did not do anything to Chen Ling was a decision made after careful calculation. All the goodness of Chen Ling and all the help to Chen Ling are partly because Chen Ling is the protagonist and has the aura of the protagonist.
However, it cannot be denied that Chen Ling was indeed the most important person since Qing Luo came to this world. It could even be said that Chen Ling was the most important person he trusted in his two lifetimes.
Although he was tentative and suspicious when he first met Chen Ling, Qing Luo was really moved by Chen Ling's care and accommodation.
In previous lives, some people said that people who are injured or sick will be more emotional and sentimental. If you want to pursue someone, meticulous care when you are vulnerable is undoubtedly the best weapon to break through their defenses.
No one in his previous life had the opportunity to pursue Qing Luo in this way, so he naturally couldn't understand how profound these words were.
In this life, he was taken care of by Chen Ling by accident. Although it was not a pursuit, it was enough to move Qing Luo.
I don’t know how many injuries I have all over my body, every breath is a torture to my ribs, my throat is hard to open my mouth, and I even have to use my strength to suck when I move my fingers...
That kind of helpless pain, the grief of being unable to control her own body, the fear and fear of death in the silence and stillness...Qing Luo still doesn't even want to recall it, wishing to bury it and never bring it up again.
At that time, Qing Luo's only reliance was Chen Ling.Two people, one with complete loss of internal strength and the other half-disabled, struggled to survive under the deserted cliff.
Qing Luo understands that no matter how powerful the aura of Chen Ling's protagonist is, it is impossible for food to fall directly from the sky. Even if a rabbit crashes and dies in front of Chen Ling, it must be because there is a tree in front of Chen Ling.
Chen Ling never complained to Qing Luo, he just fed him mouthfuls of food every day, tried his best to find some more nutritious food to replenish his body, and tried his best to change his medicine and massage.
In that case, no matter how selfish and ruthless Qing Luo is, it is impossible not to be moved, it is impossible not to be moved.
The most ruthless and passionate, Qing Luo gave Chen Ling all the trust she could give.He believed that Chen Ling would not betray him, so even if he never told Chen Ling anything, he was not worried that Chen Ling would leak the news of [Purple Mist Valley] to the sect; he believed that Chen Ling treated him sincerely, so he tried his best to understand what Chen Ling did What he did, he didn't resent Chen Ling for participating in the martial arts conference, nor did he complain about Chen Ling's attack on [Purple Smoke Valley].
What really hurt Qing Luo was what Chen Ling said in the [Purple Mist Valley] battle: "He saved me, and I owe him my life."
Qing Luo couldn't help laughing, if it wasn't for the fact that his injuries didn't allow it at the time, he would almost have smiled up to the sky, laughing at himself for being sentimental.
No matter what kind of thoughts Chen Ling had in saying this, and no matter what Chen Ling was thinking in his heart, it didn't matter to Qing Luo.
If a person is unwilling to admit that he knows you well, no matter what the reason is, you can't expect you to have a place in his heart.
At that moment, Qing Luo realized that the relationship between him and Chen Ling was not as simple as the contradiction between good and evil.There is a deep chasm between them, and the difference between sects is just the most superficial surface.
Qing Luo may not care about anyone, as long as Chen Ling is with Chen Ling; but for Chen Ling, Qing Luo is just a small part of what he wants, and what he wants is more important.
Qing Luo was so selfish that he hated it, and he couldn't accept that after he devoted himself wholeheartedly, he only gave so little.He is willing to give because he believes that the other party will give him more. Only when the other party gives him more, will he be willing to give more, and then the cycle continues.Qing Luo believes that only in this way can an unbreakable relationship be established.
Unreliable love or hate that occurs without giving is unreliable, and any relationship needs the careful cultivation and watering of both parties.
[Purple Mist Valley] The first battle caused the small seedling that Qing Luo carefully cultivated to wither in an instant. Despite the discomfort and heartache, Qing Luo still uprooted this tiny seedling and abandoned it far away.
Just like a scar, if it is not eradicated, it will only rot deeper and hurt more. It is better to have a long-term pain than a short-term pain.
After Qing Luo gnawed all the fruits, the carriage was completely quiet, only the sound of the wheels rolling could be heard.
"Qing Luo, I like you." Although Qing Luo kept lying there without any movement, Chen Ling knew that he was not asleep and could hear his own words: "I want to have a new and different relationship with you."
"I actually want to say a lot, but I thought about it, and I'll tell you later when you want to hear it. Now, I just want to tell you that I like you." After a pause, Chen Ling continued: "I won't give up on you again."
Qing Luo suddenly turned her head, staring at Chen Ling closely with a pair of peach blossom eyes, rolling her eyes to scan Chen Ling's whole body to one side, her brows moved slightly but she didn't speak.Chen Ling was a little overwhelmed, and before he could think of what to say, Qing Luo turned his head away, lay down on the frame of the car again and started wandering away.
In this way, most of the time, Chen Ling and Qing Luo stayed relatively silent in the carriage, while Yingcao molested Qing Ke non-stop outside the car.Occasionally, Yingcao would sit in the carriage for a while, and the three of them looked at each other silently.
Ever since Chen Ling and Qing Luo expressed their intentions, Qing Luo seemed to be a little absent-minded, and was in a daze all day long except for practicing.
In Yingcao's words: "Your brother may have been seduced by a lonely ghost on the road..."
Qing Ke usually laughed off Yingcao's smearing of Qing Luo.Although Yingcao and Qing Luo have more fun, it proves that her relationship with Qing Luo is better.
When they meet a small town, the four of them will also stop to have a good rest for a day or two, and replenish some dry food and snacks, so as not to be too boring on the road.In the blink of an eye, twelve days passed, and the four of them successfully arrived in Misty City.
Although the name of Piaomiao City is poetic and romantic, it is just an ordinary city with a lot of people, without the poetic and picturesque charm revealed in the name.
Except for the carriage with the sign of [Piaomiao Pavilion], ordinary carriages are not allowed to enter the city at will.If the horses and chariots carrying goods want to pass through the city, they have to pay 50 taels of silver and let the people in [Piaomiao Pavilion] check carefully before they can enter the city. However, even if they enter the city, [Piaomiao Pavilion] People followed, and they could only stay in the city for two days at most.
Qing Ke and the others were not escorts, and there was nothing important in the carriage, so there was no need to waste the money, so they sold the carriage at the gate of the city, and paid the entrance fee with the money from the sale, and the four of them entered the city. Misty City.
Compared with other cities, a hub-like city like Piaomiao City is more lively, with constant exchanges of people.There are four entrances to the city alone, one in the southeast, one in the north, and one in the north, for the convenience of passers-by.
I found a random inn to settle down. Due to the high turnover of people, there are many inns in Misty City, and the environment is also very good. Even a picky person like Qing Luo can't find much fault.
The four ordered two rooms, one for Qing Luo and Chen Ling, one for Qing Ke and Yingcao.It's not that they don't want to sleep in separate rooms, it's just that the inns in Misty City are almost always full, and it's not easy to book two rooms.After traveling for too long, Qing Luo didn't want to bother anymore, so the four of them made it up.
They all went into Qingke and Yingcao's room first, and after fastening the doors and windows, Yingcao let the messenger snake out.The little snake's emerald green body slid around Yingcao's arm, and occasionally licked Yingcao's chin with a cold letter: "They haven't arrived yet." After Yingcao finished speaking, she put the little snake on the ground, and within a few blinks , The little snake didn't know where it went.
Seeing the little snake hiding, Yingcao took out a candle from the package, replaced the candle on the candlestick, and lit it up.
"When they arrive, they can find us directly." Yingcao said.
After everything was settled, Qing Luo and Chen Ling returned to their room.As soon as she entered the room, Qing Luo threw herself on the bed lazily, didn't bother to take off her shoes, and buried her whole face in the quilt to fall asleep.
Misty City has a lot of people coming and going, and the rooms in the inn are relatively large, and each room is equipped with two beds.Qing Luo occupied one bed, and the other bed was naturally Chen Ling's.
Not in a hurry to make the bed, Chen Ling walked gently to Qing Luo's bed, carefully held Qing Luo's ankle, and took off a boot for Qing Luo.
Qing Luo didn't fall asleep, so she turned her head and opened her eyes to watch Chen Ling's movements.Chen Ling paused, but calmly took off Qing Luo's other boot.
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