Traveling through memoirs

Chen Ling's masseter muscles were stretched like two stones, blood was seeping between his teeth, and there was a salty smell in his mouth.His eyes were fixed on Qing Luo, his eyes were flushed, but Chen Ling kept silent.

Qing Luo breathed a sigh of relief impatiently, and closed her eyes.

"Cough..." Qing Luo coughed lightly, ready to speak.

It was really impossible to spend any more time with Chen Ling. If he kept refusing to go out, someone would definitely come in to look for him again, and then Qing Luo and the others would definitely be exposed.

Unexpectedly, Chen Ling, who had always been like a stone sculpture, made a move now. He took out an extremely thin booklet from his arms, and with a flick of his wrist, the booklet flew towards Qing Luo, who subconsciously caught it.

"Suo Ling?" Qing Luo looked at the two seal characters on the dark blue cover.

"This way you don't have to worry." Chen Ling nodded, and swallowed hard: "You can tell the authenticity of the exercises."

Raising her eyelids to glance at Chen Ling, Qing Luo swiped her index finger and turned the pages of the book.

Judging by the standards of decent families, this 'Shuo Ling' is obviously crooked.

According to the introduction in this pamphlet, 'Ling Ling' is a skill to restrict the movement of captives.Injecting a few wisps of true energy into specific acupoints will lock the internal force of the captive, making him similar to that of an ordinary person.And every four days, someone with infused zhenqi needs to channel it, otherwise the captive's zhenqi will explode and die.

In addition, the "spirit lock" utilizes the different characteristics of each person's true energy, ensuring that only the person who has the "spirit lock" can release and channel it, avoiding the trouble of the captives escaping.

"Tsk..." Qing Luo smacked his lips, and with his knowledge, he could naturally see that this exercise was true, so he couldn't help being a little surprised.

Qing Luo really did not expect that Chen Ling would go to this extent just to help him.Chen Ling had completely handed over his wealth and life to Qing Luo's hands, and willingly became a fish under the sword.

After rehearsing the fingering technique several times with bare hands, Qing Luo raised his eyebrows at Chen Ling, and hooked his fingers lightly: "Come here."

Chen Ling looked into Qing Luo's eyes, pursed his lips and walked in front of Qing Luo.

Qing Luo was also polite, and according to the operation method of the zhenqi on the 'Suo Ling', used a special technique to drive the zhenqi into several acupuncture points on Chen Ling's body.

With a muffled snort, bright red blood oozes from the corners of Chen Ling's tightly pursed mouth.As soon as the Adam's apple rolled, the salty blood flowed back down the throat.

Forcibly cutting off the flow of true energy, spitting blood is considered light.

Smiling with the corner of her mouth tilted, Qing Luo raised her hand and patted Chen Ling's cheek, wiped off the blood from the corner of his mouth with her thumb, and said meaningfully: "It's still far away..."

Chen Ling lowered his head and said in a low voice: "I'll go out first to distract the guards. After you come out, wait for me at the back of the Kung Fu Hall. I'll take you to the back mountain. I'll live there alone, so it's safer."

"En." Qing Luo nodded without asking any further questions.

Seeing that he didn't need to explain himself, Chen Ling acted according to the plan.

When the four people met at the back of the kungfu hall, Chen Ling's breath was constricted in his chest before he retreated, and his brows that had been locked all the time were relaxed.

Qing Luo's fluttering eyes stayed on Chen Ling's red and smiling face for a long time, until Chen Ling's neck was also completely red, and then turned to look elsewhere: "Lead the way."

Chen Ling also came back to his senses, hurriedly nodded several times, and walked in the forefront.

Under Chen Ling's leadership, the journey was extremely smooth. No one had carefully checked whether Qing Luo and the others were strangers, and the four of them went straight back to the back mountain.

After looking at the small yard in front of him, Qing Luo said playfully, "Your head treats you well, so you can live in such a big yard alone?"

"Senior Jie and Yueying also live here. Senior Jie went to the Medical Sage to heal his wounds, and Yueying accompanied him..." Chen Ling paused, as if realizing that there was something wrong with what he said, and hurriedly added: "You can Don't worry, they won't come back in a short time, you can hide here forever."

Looking at Chen Ling's flushed face with a half-smile, Qing Luo shook her head, walked into the courtyard with her shoulders in her arms.

In addition to the main room and kitchen, there are four bedrooms. There are only three of Chen Ling and the others, and one room has been vacant.In that room, things are only collected during the New Year's Eve, and the bedding is exposed to the sun, and dust is usually separated from it.

"Qing Luo, you can live in my room, and I can live in this room." As soon as Chen Ling opened the door, the three of them rushed towards the smelly dust.

"No need, Yingcao and Qingke can share a room."

After hearing Qing Luo's words, Chen Ling was taken aback.Although Yingcao is now dressed as a man, he clearly remembers that Yingcao was a girl.At this moment, lonely men and widows live together in the same room, eating and sleeping together, I'm afraid it's not good, right?

"Why?" Qing Luo chuckled lightly, "Isn't it possible?"

"This... I'm afraid it's not good..." Chen Ling hesitated, but still said the words.

"Isn't it possible?" His tone didn't fluctuate, and he still looked like a smile that wasn't a smile.

Suddenly, Chen Ling shook his head, closed the door, and locked it: "Yes."

After arranging the accommodation, Chen Ling went to the kitchen to boil water and cook.

"Let Qing Ke go..." Noticing Chen Ling's surprised expression, Qing Luo smiled and said, "What if you poisoned me?"

After hearing this, Chen Ling's face turned pale, and his whole body seemed to be frozen.The chill emanating from his chest made him dizzy from the cold.

"Just kidding." Qing Luo patted Chen Ling's cheek, bringing him back to his senses: "You don't owe me anything anymore, and you are still helping us, how can I bother you?"

Qing Ke obediently went to cook and boil water, Yingcao with her little tail naturally stuck behind Qing Ke and left, leaving only Qing Luo and Chen Ling in the main room.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Qing Luo, I'm sorry..." Chen Ling apologized in a murmur, his eyes seemed to be glued to Qing Luo's skirt, and he didn't dare to raise his head.

"There's nothing to be sorry about, it's me..."

"It's me!" Before Qing Luo finished speaking, Chen Ling interrupted loudly.

Qing Luo was taken aback for a moment, and stopped talking, wanting to hear what Chen Ling wanted to say.

"It's my fault, I shouldn't have fought with you, I shouldn't have said that I owe you my life, I shouldn't have hurt you..." His voice shrank, with a strong nasal tone, and Chen Ling's eyes were flushed: "Qing Luo ,sorry."

"I finally know how hypocritical and disgusting I am."

"I'm an upright disciple. I was saved by you. I have feelings for you...but I dare not admit it, or even admit that you are my brother and friend. I watched you guys being cornered, but I stopped you from taking revenge. prevent you from protecting yourself."

"I watched you being injured by the old senior, and I dare not protect you. I dare not let him know that we know each other, and I dare not let him know our relationship."

"I miss you. I want to protect you. But that's not what I do. I keep, keep hurting you."

"I lied to myself the whole time, constantly trying to explain to myself that I had no other way, constantly telling myself that I had to."

"But the truth is, I'm a hypocrite! I'm not being tied up, no one is forcing me with a sword, it's me from beginning to end..."

The lacrimal glands collapsed, and turbulent tears flowed down his face following Chen Ling's words. Every word was like a whip soaked in salt, and the whip whipped his body with blood.It was as if the most shameful and fragile place was torn apart with his own hands, and all the dirty, bloody and shameful things were exposed in front of the person who least wanted him to know.

"I thought you were dead, that explosion, I thought you were dead."

"I'm blank, I regret it so much, I want to die, but I don't even deserve to die."

'Tearing' Chen Ling tore off his shirt, revealing his upper body covered with scars.Protruding dark brown scars of various shapes hovered over Chen Ling's lower abdomen and chest: "Only in this way can I know how much pain you have."

Qing Luo approached, stopped in front of Chen Ling, and looked at Chen Ling's eyes full of tears: "Have you noticed? I've grown taller?" Qing Luo said this without beginning and end, with his palms between the two of them. The top of the head gestures back and forth.

Qing Luo, who was originally much shorter than Chen Ling, is now about the same height as Chen Ling, but his body is much thinner, and his wrists are as thin as branches.

"I've grown taller very quickly..." Qing Luo sighed, lying on Chen Ling's shoulder, and said softly, "Every night, I can hear the sound of my bones growing, tearing my flesh. The skin around each joint was ripped open from the inside out, flowering, layers of tissue torn away."

"I'm very hurt, really, you know how afraid I am of pain."

"But I can't cry. When I cry, I get discouraged. I am practicing. If I get discouraged, I will die. I don't want to practice, but if you don't practice, you will not let me go. You will kill me. I don't want to be Kill... I'm afraid of pain, but I'm even more afraid of death, so I try to bear it. Just bear it, bear it, and I'm used to it..."

"I can watch my skin break away bit by bit, revealing flesh and bone, and I watch them grow. It's like this every day, it's a habit. Habits, it's scary, isn't it?"

"That's how I grew taller, and became as tall as you."

"Chen Ling, you will never know how much pain I have and how much I don't want to go through those things." Qing Luo tilted her head and looked at Chen Ling's tear-stained side face: "You think I will feel comfortable if you do this, Will you be comfortable?"

Qing Luo laughed: "It's useless, if you're like this, I won't get well, and neither will you."

"Because you were not by my side when I was in the most pain, and you were not by my side when I was most afraid. You said you wanted to protect me, but you never protected me, and you didn't even work hard for it. In my worst When I needed help, you threw me away; when I was hurt, you turned and walked away; even when I wanted to protect myself, you came out to stop me and tell me to stop!"

"But I don't blame you at all, really. Like I said, it was my fault. I got scammed once, but I still don't have a long memory. I still believe you. It's my stupid fault, I What an idiot, I deserve to be rough."

"But Chen Ling, you can't ask me to be stupid for the rest of my life, until I die, right?"