draw love

This love was thrown into the bottom of the lake by Ye Tan, who didn't want to, didn't hurt, didn't love, didn't know...

With a sound of "wow", Ye Tan came out of the water, bringing a reverberation with life to this quiet and empty swimming pool.

Ye Tan wiped his face, and swam to the pool to lean against, but there was no water.

This is a gym just opened near his residence, with a swimming pool inside.

Ye Tan seldom goes out, lacks exercise, and feels in poor health every day, so he buys a fitness card with the money from selling paintings.This gym is open 24 hours. Ye Tan likes to come here at six o'clock in the morning, swim for half an hour, take a shower, and then take the fried dough sticks and soy milk from a breakfast cart not far from the gym back to his residence.

The sound of leather shoes trampling on the ground was also evident in the empty swimming pool.

Maybe someone came, Ye Tan didn't think much about it.

Ye Tan didn't raise his head until the pair of shiny leather shoes stepped on the edge of the pool where he was leaning.

Ye Tan was stunned by Gong Shaotang's familiar face that used to occupy his nightmares, countless thoughts flashed through his mind, but none of them could catch the tail.

Gong Shaotang looked at him condescendingly, and said coldly: "I finally found you."

Ye Tan didn't know why Gong Shaotang came to him. The relationship between them was completely broken at the beginning, and Gong Shaotang never disturbed his life in these years. It was like walking through two crossing lines whose focus had been separated. , there is no need to say goodbye at all.

"You come up." Gong Shaotang's tone was the same as before, there was no discussion, only instructions.

Ye Tan reflexively wanted to start the water, but suddenly realized that he had nothing to do with Gong Shaotang anymore, and there was no need to listen to his orders anymore, so he suddenly gained some confidence.

"Just tell me if you have anything to say." Ye Tan soaked in the water and looked up at him.

Gong Shaotang looked at him for a long time, and said: "You have grown up."

It's hard to tell whether it's praise or disappointment, Ye Tan smiled lightly, "We're done, there shouldn't be any more intersections."

Gong Shaotang looked at him without blinking, "I regret it now."

Ye Tan frowned slightly, suppressing the complicated mood, "I have no regrets."

Gong Shaotang looked at him with gloomy and fierce eyes, as if he would be dragged up and tied back by the bodyguards in the next second.But this is within the territory of Hua Kingdom, Gong Shaotang can't and dare not.

Ye Tan lowered his eyelids and stopped looking at him.

Gong Shaotang stood by the pool for a long time, but finally turned around and left without doing anything.

Ye Tan didn't know how long he maintained the posture when Gong Shaotang left. It wasn't until the uncle who came to swim in the morning kicked in his slippers that he came back to his senses. It took three times to climb ashore in embarrassment, and the old man standing over there looked at him and entered the water after making sure that he was all right.

Ye Tan returned to the residence in a muddleheaded manner, even forgot to buy breakfast, and didn't feel hungry.He fell on the bed as if he had exhausted all his strength, his eyes were empty, as if he was thinking about something, but he didn't seem to think about anything.

The relationship between him and Gong Shaotang ended three years ago. He didn't know why Gong Shaotang wanted to find him, and why he regretted it. Maybe it was because he never met Xinyi again, so he wanted to go back to him ?But he can't fall in love anymore, Gong Shaotang...it's too late.

four years ago--

As an exchange student, Ye Tan went abroad to study painting. At that time, Ye Tan was in his third year of junior high school. He was full of youth and simple personality, and was very popular with his classmates.

Ye Tan grew up without a father, grew up with his mother, and has a younger brother.My younger brother is well-behaved and obedient. He just entered the first year of high school this year. He has good academic performance. He is simple-minded and very filial. This is the pride of him and his mother.

However, just three months after Ye Tan went abroad to study, one night, his mother suddenly made an international long-distance call, saying that his brother was sick and needed a sum of money urgently, and he didn't know what to do.

Ye Tan has never seen his mother so helpless. When his father left, his younger brother was only two years old. After wiping away tears, his mother resisted the family and took care of their brothers with all her heart. She never showed favoritism, the family was harmonious, and they were neighbors. Envious family.

Now that her mother is like this, Ye Tan knows that she is really helpless.

"What disease does my brother have?" Ye Tan asked anxiously.He still remembers that when he went abroad, his younger brother's eyes turned red with reluctance. He told his younger brother that in just two years, when he came back to work, he would have money to pay for his college education.

"I... I can't tell. I said there was something growing in my head. I'll take a picture of the case and send it to you later." The mother said in a panic.She didn't have much education, and she was laid off after the enterprise reform, so she relied on odd jobs to support her children. It was too difficult for her to describe the mouth-wrenching medical terms.

"Okay. Mom, don't worry, you have to take care of my brother." Ye Tan comforted.

"Okay, okay, I know. I want to say, no, let's sell the house and treat your brother." The mother's voice was a little choked.

Ye Tan hurriedly said: "If it doesn't work, it can only be like this. Did the doctor say how much it will cost to treat this disease?"

"I didn't say specifically, just say that it is prepared at 50."

Ye Tan's eyes darkened, his small house can sell for 30 at most, what about the remaining 20?

"Mom, I see, don't worry, send me the case later, and I'll ask my classmates. If the money doesn't work, I'll sell the house first, and I'll figure out what else to do." Ye Tan said.

"Okay, the doctor called me, I'll hang up first. You should also pay attention to your health."

"Eh, I know."

The next day, Ye Tan took the case to his classmate and asked his classmate who was studying medicine to show it to him. The classmate was very responsible and even took him to visit his professor.After the professor saw it, he also suggested surgery as soon as possible, but the location of the tumor is not good, and it is easy to become a vegetative state.But conservative treatment is afraid that the situation will take a turn for the worse, and there will be no way to save it.Moreover, it is best to go to a large hospital for this operation, and the success rate will be relatively high.

Ye Tan thanked the professor and the classmate with a pale face, and left first.

Their family is in a third-tier city, and the hospital there costs 50 yuan to treat this disease. What about the big hospitals? 100?Or 200 million?Where was he going to get the money?

The younger brother has no insurance, and no one can help them pay for it, and it is impossible for them to give up his younger brother, so... what to do?

The cloudless sun scorched Ye Tan's face, making him dizzy. He knew he couldn't fall down, otherwise his brother would be even more hopeless.

Walking into the shadow of the corner with heavy steps, Ye Tan squatted down and looked at the passing vehicles in front of him.

Suddenly, it occurred to him that the head waiter at the bar he was working for seemed to have accidentally mentioned that there was a guest in the high-end club opposite, who liked young boys and spent a lot of money, and was the yearning for those young men in the club.Because the club didn't have the resources to suit that guest's taste, and that person didn't like to force it, only voluntary, so in order to keep this patron, the club went around looking for a boy who suited his taste.

Ye Tan squeezed his fist, struggling so hard that he almost tore him to pieces.

He liked men, and although he hadn't come out, there was nothing to deny.But for the sake of money, he has sex with a man he doesn't know, or even doesn't know his appearance and personality, and he is conflicted in his heart.And if he let the school know, he would have to drop out of school.

But from another perspective, in order to save my younger brother, what's the point of sleeping with a man a few times?If you close your eyes and treat the other person as your lover, it should be okay... Compared with your body, your natural life is more important.

It wasn't until the sun went down that Ye Tan, who was struggling endlessly at both ends, stood up.

The sudden numbness in his feet made him almost unable to stand still. He supported the wall for a while, and Ye Tan walked towards the bar where he worked with heavy steps.