Rivals are robbing me every day

A letter from Su Xianian, her handwriting is still the same as before, vigorous and powerful, as if the person has returned to the original.

In her heart, Su Xianian apologized for her departure, and she asked Su Xiawei to take good care of her parents and herself.The three cards left by Su Xianian, the parents' card, each have 100 million, while Su Xiawei's card has 500 million.Su Xianian wrote: I gave my sister a little more money. There are a lot of places to spend money outside the house, and my parents are too old. It is not good to put too much money with them. They need it, so you just give it. , no need to say that I gave it.

Su Xianian is not stupid, she can tell that her mother doesn't like her, Su Xianian wrote: I'm a stupid person, and I don't know what to do, no wonder my mother doesn't like me.It doesn't matter, I should repay them for giving birth to me and raising me.

Su Xiawei shed tears, her heart ached, and she disliked her so-called parents even more.How could she still treat Su Xianian like that when Su Xianian lost her memory, especially her mother? Although Su Xiawei's feelings are light, she still cares about family affection.What Su's mother did hurt Su Xiawei's heart time and time again. Su Xianian forgot, but Su Xiawei never forgot.Since childhood, my mother has been too harsh on Su Xianian.

Su Xianian: You must be curious about the reason why I left, and you must also want to ask me in person, am I right?No need, I can tell you right here.I have amnesia, this is an indisputable fact, but you love me and always hide it from me, but I can feel it.I don't know when I always have the same dream.In the dream, my soul became a messenger, always lost in my memory space.Except for a few colorful pieces of time, most of my memory is blank. I really want to know what is under that blankness. I have an indescribable feeling that an important person has disappeared in my life. The person, all my white time, is related to her, so I'm going to find her.

Su Xia only knows that the white time is Yan Xizhi.Silly boy, where are you going to find her?If you want to know, I will tell you, why did you leave?The world is so big, where are you going to find it?

Su Xianian: My soul has no place to attach to. I want to find that person and stay by her side. She is my ferryman.No matter where she is, even if it takes a lifetime, I will find her.

Su Xiawei's tears wet the letter paper, Su Xianian: You must think I'm crazy, I don't know who that person is, what he looks like, where he is... I don't know anything about her, so I left to find her.Sister, do you believe that everyone will have a ferryman in his life.When we meet that person, we feel differently, and I believe, I can find her.

Ferryman?Su Xiawei wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Su Xianian is not happy here, is she?It's just that she didn't realize that it was her negligence.Because she wanted Xia Qingqian to wake up quickly, she went there more and more and stayed longer and longer. She failed Su Xianian.The corners of Su Xiawei's eyes became moist again.

Su Xianian: Don't worry, I'm not a child anymore, in case you worry, I will write to you regularly.But don't try to find me, when I write to you, it means that I have left that place.So, you don't need to write back to me, I believe, you will take good care of yourself.

Su Xia Nian blocked all the way back, Su Xia Wei wanted to find someone, like looking for a needle in a haystack.Yan Xizhi hasn't been found yet, Su Xianian is lost again, Xia Qingqian is still unconscious, Su Xiawei is exhausted physically and mentally.

God, what did I do wrong?Why, every time I have to bear it alone?Su Xiawei was really tired.

Su Xianian: There are a lot of things I want to say, but I will stop here.Sister, I love you, take care of yourself.If there is a destiny in the future, we will definitely meet again.Don't come after me, promise me, this is the last thing I beg of you.Hello, sister.

This was the end of the letter. Su Xiawei was exhausted, so she put away the letter and spread out the three cards on the table.No matter how much she denied it, Su Xianian's departure was an unchangeable fact.

Are you looking for Su Xianian?Of course Su Xiawei wanted to look for it, but Su Xianian said no, "She said no, so don't look for it." Yuan Muqing was quite open-minded, "She's not a child, and you still plan to do it for her?" Does she live forever?"

Seeing that Su Xiawei was silent, Yuan Muqing approached Su Xiawei and put his arms around her shoulders, "Aren't you tired? You've been thinking about others all the time, when will you think about yourself?" Yuan Muqing's words made people Su Xiawei felt a little sore in her heart, yes, she was always thinking about others, but they didn't think about her, she wasn't complaining, but when she was tired, she also hoped to have a shoulder to lean on.

"Don't think so much, I'm always here." Yuan Muqing asked Su Xia to lean on his shoulder, "Tell me, I'm such a beautiful woman, I don't see your heart in front of your eyes, I have to like Su Xia year." Yuan Muqing half-jokingly said, "She is gone now, just in time, you like me, I am unconditionally good to you, don't you think?"

"Be serious." Su Xiawei sat up straight, "You think I'm not messy enough?"

"Why is it so unreasonable to like me?"

"Be careful that your boyfriend will be jealous again if he knows about it."

"If you like me, I'll kick him."

"..." Su Xiawei was quite sad at first, but Yuan Muqing came to visit her every now and then, and every time she came, it was a nonsense, and Su Xiawei spent less time sad.For more time, Su Xiawei still went to visit Xia Qingqian.Xia Qingqian's body functions are recovering well, and the wavy line of the instrument is also more active than before. The doctor said this is a good sign, "But don't be anxious about this kind of people. Even if you wake up in the future, you have to be patient."

Most of the time, Su Xiawei responded. Before the doctor left for rounds, he reminded Su Xiawei, "The patient sleeps well at night, try to make her sleep less during the day, and talk to her more."

say?say somethingIf you can't think of anything to say, just say whatever you want.Su Xiawei knew that to treat such patients, one should communicate like normal people.

"Little friend, you have really slept for a long time, and I have never seen you so sleepy before."

"Is sleeping so good? You can't see anything with your eyes closed, but it's different when you open your eyes. You can see the colorful world."

"In the past, when we were two, you were the one talking most of the time, or I said something, and you always said something. You are that kind of naughty kid. But now, I'm the only one talking, and I'm really I'm not used to it," Su Xiawei sighed with a sense of loss in her heart, "At that time, how did you persist and keep talking to those who didn't respond?" Su Xiawei was thinking, maybe this is a kind of retribution In the past, her indifference to Xia Qingqian was returned.

"When you sleep every day, do you dream? Do you dream of anything fun?" Su Xiawei said with a smile on purpose, "Maybe you can dream of a peerless beauty, otherwise, why would you be reluctant to wake up?" In the bottom of my heart, That indescribable sourness.

"The doctor said that although you have your eyes closed, your subconscious mind can perceive objects of different colors shaking in front of you." Su Xiawei raised her hand and waved, "I specially wore clothes of different colors today." Bright clothes, I don’t know if you can see them, but I’m really not used to them.”

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It turned out that talking alone and not responding was really tiring.How bitter should the unresponsive feelings be?Su Xiawei felt distressed and took Xia Qingqian's place.

For Su Xianian, Su Xiawei has no way to forget, no matter what his identity is.Su Xiawei didn't go to Su Xianian immediately, but wanted to see if Su Xianian would do what she said. If she could receive messages from Su Xianian regularly, Su Xiawei would feel more at ease.As Yuan Muqing said, Su Xianian is no longer a child, and she can't take care of her forever.

Su Xiawei didn't know when her mood began to change. The day before Su Xianian left, when she was rejected when she wanted to kiss her, she realized that her intimacy with Su Xianian was no longer what it used to be. eager.The person who used to like, love deeply, and even wanted to get, after going through so many things, Su Xia only has one thing in mind for Su Xia Nian, as long as she is happy, nothing else matters.

Perhaps, Su Xianian wanted to kiss her just to say goodbye, and it didn't mean much, but she didn't realize it at the time, and avoided it out of instinct.At that time, what was on your mind?That night, after Su Xiawei lay down, she thought a lot, and finally the picture was fixed on Xia Qingqian, who was lying on the hospital bed, hanging on the nutrient solution. A small tube was buried in her arm, saving the daily Needle hassle.

That child has suffered for too long, in addition to wishing Su Xianian to be well, he also hopes that Xia Qingqian will get well.Regarding Yan Xizhi, even though she had emotions and even beat her, after Su Xianian left, Su Xiawei gradually let go of Yan Xizhi, and she didn't ask anyone to look for her again.

Su Xianian is looking for Yan Xizhi, whether he can find it or not depends entirely on God's will.If the heavens let them be together, then no one will be able to separate them.In fact, no one really wants to separate them, but themselves.Days, hurry up and live in peace, Su Xia is tired, and she doesn't know when and how long she can hold on.When Xia Qingqian woke up, she also wanted to leave, go to a place where no one knew her, and take a good rest.

In the world, where is it so easy to walk around?People are already full of injuries before they reach middle age.

Su Xianian was also injured all over, but his mind was pure, and compared to Su Xiawei, he felt much less pain.Therefore, amnesia is not necessarily a bad thing. The memory is too good, and the sesame and mung beans can be remembered. How can the little heart let it go.

Besides, when Su Xianian arrived in Country A, she first went to find a hotel to stay.Apart from looking for the so-called ferryman, Su Xianian didn't have a strong purpose. She wanted to watch while walking.In country A, Su Xianian followed the pre-designed route, walking from scenic spot to scenic spot, wearing a DSLR on his back, and only took pictures if he liked it.So, after staying in country A for half a month, Su Xianian took a photo.What did you shoot?Su Xianian didn't read it and forgot about it the next day.

Su Xianian thought, just take photos now, wait until the next location, and then look at the photos of a country.As for the reason for this, Su Xianian gave himself the reason: Xiaobie is better than a newlywed, so if you bid farewell to the last attraction for a while and look again, it will definitely be very beautiful.

Su Xianian's short-term amnesia is selective. It is not up to her to choose what to forget.Fortunately, I still know which hotel I am staying in, otherwise, I might get lost every day.After walking for a long time, Su Xianian gradually discovered that she forgot about people very seriously. For scenery, she was a little bit better. Some places, she had been to, and she would leave a vague impression. Sometimes, in order to test her memory, she I will go again, it is completely correct several times, there are occasional mistakes, and the distance is not too far away.

Before leaving country A, Su Xianian wrote a letter to Su Xiawei, to be exact, a postcard.The postcard was bought on the side of the road, and Su Xianian wrote: The sky here is very sunny, the water is very clear, and the people are still very strange, but I am very happy, sister, you should be happy too.

It took half a month for a postcard with longing to land on Su Xiawei's palm. It was a sunny day. Su Xiawei was about to go out to visit Xia Qingqian. Before going out, she looked at the wooden barrel in front of her house. There is actually a postcard in the mailbox.

It was Su Xianian, and Su Xiawei's eyes suddenly became sore. She looked up at the sky, and said to Su Xianian in her heart: Well, the sky here is also very blue, and the water is also clear. I am also happy to receive your letter. happy.Xia Qingqian, today is a good day, I hope you can bring me a little surprise.

Xia Qingqian was very upbeat and really brought Su Xiawei a surprise, and it was a huge surprise that made people cry.

Xia Qingqian woke up.

The author has something to say:

If you can't wait, the babies can wait until tomorrow to see.

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When I wrote it myself, there was a feeling of ending, babies, do you feel it?