Rivals are robbing me every day

People, as long as they are free, they will think wildly, which is almost a common problem of everyone.Su Xianian has a lot of time. As her body recovers, she will think for a longer period of time, and her head will not hurt so much.

Most of the time, Su Xianian would lie on the rocking chair on the balcony, looking at the floating clouds in the sky, and his thoughts would slowly empty.When the air reaches a certain level, she will slowly close her eyes, and everything around her seems to be silent, including her body and mind.When the body returned to calm, the wandering soul landed slowly, and she could hear the sounds deep in her body, including the beating of her heart.

In Su Xianian's ears, there was a sound of plop plop, fresh and powerful, she was alive, a fresh life.Don't be afraid of the depth and height that the body cannot reach, there is a soul that can reach it.The soul turned into a watcher of Su Xianian's body. Looking back at the blank past, Su Xianian felt that she was standing in the blank area of ​​memory, at a loss. No one's memory would be blank, but she was.

Everyone's memory is made up of different fragments, and each fragment has a different time color. It may be red when happy, black when sad, and blue when sad.Going deeper into the soul, Su Xianian saw different colors, different from the blank ones. Although there were only a few pieces, this let her know that there were colors in her world.

Su Xianian's soul reached out to touch her memory fragments, the only colorful fragments.There are overheated reds that have turned into deep dark reds, blue fragments that have reached the extreme black and are still breaking apart, and black bottomless swirl fragments that seem to be able to suck her in... Su Xianian Wanting to pick up those fragments, but found it futile, ah, this is her soul, it is illusory.

The most is white, like the vast grassland, the vast ocean, the blue sky... This piece of memory is the most fragmented in time, which means that someone once left a deep mark in her life.Who will it be?Who did she forget?That person, why didn't he come to find her?Su Xianian's soul was floating in the white space, unable to find the way he came here.Lost, Su Xianian's soul is a little tired after wandering for a long time, so let's go to sleep first.

Su Xianian lay on the recliner, fell asleep, curled up, and gently covered her with a blanket.Curly retreated to the living room, and Mao Mao asked her softly, "Did you sleep again?"

"kindness."

"She's been particularly lethargic lately."

"Well, maybe I'm tired."

"Tired if you don't do anything?" Maomao curled her lips and kicked her, "I'm not saying she's tired from working, it's because she's tired here." Curly pointed to his head, then touched his heart , "There is still here."

In the final analysis, in a word, think too much.If you think too much, you will naturally get tired.No matter how Su Xianian's soul wanders in the dream, when she wakes up, the soul will come out of the maze, but when she thinks deeply, the soul will get lost again.

Her soul needs a ferryman, otherwise, she will always be lost.In the middle of the night, Su Xianian opened her eyes, thinking about this question, where would she go to find her ferryman.When she was awake, she was thinking about this question, and when she fell asleep, Su Xianian's soul would touch her own white fragments of time. Although she was an illusory existence, she seemed to be able to touch them. The white fragments were cold Yes, it was cold to the touch.

What color are these white pieces?Will they be as colorful as other time shards?Su Xianian didn't know, but she wanted to know.

After thinking too much, thinking for a long time, my mind became restless.Su Xianian began to plan one thing, to leave.

This is not her home, it's just a residence. She wants to find the ferryman, and the place where that person is is the place where her soul lives.Su Xianian knew that this matter could not be discussed with Su Xiawei, as she would not agree to her leaving.But leaving without saying goodbye, Su Xianian can't do it, she cares about Su Xiawei, that's for sure, she is her favorite sister.

"elder sister."

"kindness."

At the dinner table, Su Xianian asked her, "Do I have any money?" In fact, all her money was given to her by Su Xiawei, and she didn't know if she had it or how much.

"You have a lot of money." Su Xiawei fixed her eyes on her, "What's the matter? Tell my sister what you want to buy."

"It's nothing..." She left and needed money, and it was a lot of money. Su Xianian lowered her eyes and eyelashes, as if she was shy, Su Xiawei said tentatively, "You can buy it yourself, how much is it, Sister gives you."

"No." The drooping eyelashes trembled, Su Xiawei bit the chopsticks, and asked softly, "Do you want to manage your own money?"

This time, Su Xianian did not deny it, "You can manage the money yourself, but you have to remember your password." Su Xiawei said.

"You tell me, I'll remember." Su Xia Nian quickly answered, Su Xia only smiled, "It seems that I really want to manage the money by myself, the baby has grown up."

"I'm not a baby." Su Xianian twisted her lips and denied.

"Then what are you?"

"I, I am, I am..." A word suddenly flashed in Su Xianian's mind, and she blurted out, "I am Xiaotuanzi." Su Xiawei was obviously stunned for a moment, did she remember?But it didn't look like it after a closer look, Su Xiawei concealed her surprise, "Why did you remember saying that you are Xiaotuanzi?"

Su Xianian didn't know, this word popped up suddenly, and she liked it a lot, "How cute is Xiaotuanzi."

"You're praising yourself for being cute." Su Xiawei said with a smile.

"Aren't I cute?"

"Cute, little cutie."

"I'm cute."

Su Xiawei said to her, you are the cutest in the whole world.Su Xiawei gave part of the money to Su Xianian. She has more assets of her own. She is afraid that it will be inconvenient for Su Xianian to lose her bank card. The credit card will also be returned to Su Xianian. In the notebook." Su Xianian did write it down, and when she wrote it, she sighed in her heart, Su Xianian is really rich.

Once you have money, you need to send people and time. She also has time, but it is winter and the weather is turning cold, so it is not suitable for tossing.Su Xianian decided to wait. At the same time, she began to consciously exercise her body. No matter where she went, she needed good physical strength.

Apart from forgetting her memory, Su Xianian is still very good at planning. She even secretly started to make plans, how to get along the route.When Su Xianian started exercising, no one thought much about it, because his behavior was too normal.Everyone even secretly felt relieved, thinking that Su Xianian was on the right track.

Su Xianian began to try cooking. Although she often forgot to put some seasonings, it didn't affect the food in general.Su Xia Nian is like a rapidly growing child, Su Xia Wei is gratified, but afraid of tiring her, "Su Su, you need to rest more, and your body needs to be raised slowly." With Su Xia Nian's persistence, she can clearly I feel that my physical strength is better than before.

Su Xianian's exercise space has changed from indoors to outdoors, and of course, every time he has Curly and Mao Mao to accompany him.Su Xianian was jogging, and Juanjuan and Maomao could keep up for a while at first, but gradually, they couldn't keep up.Su Xianian jumped on the spot, "You guys take a break when you're tired, let's meet up at the starting point." The man said as he ran away.

"I have to say, Su Xianian's physical strength is really good." Mao Mao was panting.

"You don't even look at how long she has been exercising. It's almost Chinese New Year, it should be about two months."

"Well, more and more like a normal person."

"Oh, I just can't remember me." Curly sighed, and Mao Mao stroked her hair, "It's okay, she doesn't remember me, I will never forget you in my life."

This year, I still plan to spend it as a family.Su Xianian forgot the past, and also forgot all the bad memories of her parents, but Su Xiawei remembered, and was very fussy.Although Su's father and Su's mother quarreled and said they wanted a divorce, they didn't have much courage to divorce when they reached a certain age, and they wouldn't really get divorced unless they quarreled to a certain extent.

In the eyes of outsiders, the two are still loving and respectful to each other.Su's mother missed Su Xiawei eagerly and wanted to celebrate the New Year together. Su Xiawei said she would not go back, and Su's mother said she could come.Su Xiawei was reluctant, she didn't agree, but she didn't refuse either.When the new year was approaching, Su's father and Su's mother appeared at the door of the house. No matter how Su Xiawei didn't like it, it was impossible for her to drive her parents out.

On the contrary, Su Xianian was quite happy, "Mom and Dad." He was warm and smiling, which surprised Su's father and Su's mother.

Su Xiawei had greeted them in advance, but when she met the real person, what Su Xiawei described as "people have amnesia and have forgotten a lot, but they only remember their family members, miss you well, and yell to find their parents when they have nothing to do."

"Sit every year, don't get tired." Father Su took the initiative to sit down first, patted the side, and Su Xia Nian also sat down, "Are father and mother healthy?" She seemed to have not seen her parents for a long time.

After exchanging greetings and chatting, prepare everything for the New Year.Su Xianian is not in high spirits, and so is Su Xiawei, but the New Year is still to come.I also bought a lot of couplets, window grilles, and blessings.On the evening of New Year's Eve, the family had a reunion dinner. Su Xia Nian was happy and drank some wine.The overwhelmed person drank two cups and became so weak that he couldn't stand up. Su Xiawei helped him into the bedroom. Su Xianian was half drunk and half awake, "I'm very happy today." Su Xianian was vague say.

Su Xiawei hummed, and Su Xianian muttered again, "Mom and Dad, you have to take good care of me." Su Xiawei waited for Su Xianian to lie down, and touched her head, "Are you dizzy?"

"Promise me, huh?"

"kindness."

Satisfied, Su Xianian squinted her eyes and had a good night's sleep after a long absence.The new year is over, the first month is out, and the weather is getting warmer.

Everything revived, and Su Xianian's heart also came alive. It was time for her to leave.

The author has something to say:

If you can't wait, the babies can wait until tomorrow to see.

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Babies don't worry, BE is impossible.

By the way, do you have many questions about Wen?Or, do you understand them better?I suspect I'm kidding myself...