Rivals are robbing me every day

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When Huo Xintong sent a message asking if I would go to America to see Yan Xi, I thought I would hesitate, but I agreed without hesitation.My emotions told me I wanted to see her, I wanted to ask her what she was like to me.Even if she replied that she loves me, I won't believe her right away, I will spend a period of time, with my own heart, to see if she really loves me.

I have always firmly believed that loving someone cannot be hidden, as long as the loved one wants to find out, they will definitely be able to find out.If, I can be sure, she loves me, then I will fall at an uncontrollable speed, and at this moment, I am restraining myself.I dare not let myself fall too fast, I am afraid that what awaits me is endless pain.

Growing up, I was constantly abandoned, and I couldn't bear to be abandoned again.If Yan Xizhi says she doesn't like me, I will be myself and go back to the original point with her. If I can't do this, I will go to a place where no one knows me.

I wrote so much at once, Weiwei, in fact, I really have a lot to say to you.Perhaps, a book can be written. Now that I think about it, I have almost finished writing here. There are some things that are not good if they are too full.

No matter what you and Huo Xintong are doing, please stop, don't do illegal things for Yan Xizhi, for me, you know?I need you well, I would rather lose myself than lose you, you are the only existence in this world that I am willing to call family.

For my parents, I don't want to say too much. They probably just fulfill their obligations to me. Sometimes, they feel that I am not their daughter at all.Fortunately, I have grown up, and I can live without them.

Recalling my childhood, I can't think of anything but you, and I don't know what happiness is; when I grow up, I meet Yan Xizhi, a pervert, who always tortures me; seeing people approaching middle age, I am still alone and have nothing, It's a terrible thing.What's even more frightening is that I fell in love with the pervert who tormented me, so, am I also a pervert, right?So what?My perversion doesn't bother anyone, does it?

In fact, our family is rich, but I have always been a "poor person". You don't know what kind of state of mind I was in when I first got money by my own ability.That was the first time I walked under the camera and shot the first print advertisement. I was so nervous that I ran to the bathroom to throw up after the filming was over.

When I got the 1000 yuan, I hid in the bathroom and cried for nothing. Do you still remember the dress I bought for you? I bought it with this money. The funny thing is, I bought the wrong size. You took me I went to change it, and bought me a similar skirt. I was so happy at the time, it felt like a couple's outfit.

Weiwei, you must be happy, you know?Stop living for me, stop living for Yan Xizhi, live for yourself!

I like your smile, but you rarely smile, you may never notice, your smile always gives people a sad taste, your smile is always shallow, faint, that smile seems to be only in Your face has never entered your heart.

Weiwei, you are unhappy, I don't know why, I asked before, but you didn't tell me; later, I didn't ask again, I think, you just haven't met the person who makes you happy.

I always thought that you were the one who made me happy, but in fact, because of you, I was always unhappy, I was cautious, I was at a loss, I was jealous... On the other hand, when I was with Yan Xizhi , I can be unscrupulous, the Su Xianian in front of Yan Xizhi is more real, there is no need to cover up.

People are selfish, and when they have something better for themselves, they give up the original and pursue something better.Today, I don't regret telling you these things. I'm going to find Yan Xizhi, so I want to say goodbye to the past. After reading this letter, Su Xiawei, who I once liked, will be put together by me. past.I'm going to find Yan Xizhi now, I want to confirm with her, whether she wants to come with me in my future, I hope she can, if she can't, it's okay.

One day in the future, the best result is that I will appear in front of you with her, and the worst result is that I will travel far away alone.Either way, I hope you can accept it, don't be sad, take good care of yourself, and be happy.Mine, my lord.I love you, for the last time, after exhausting all the confessions I have tried so hard to say, let me say, I love you.From this moment, we are just sisters, sister, please be well.

——Sister: Su Xianian

Su Xiawei's vision was so blurred that she couldn't see Su Xianian's name clearly, but the name in her heart was clearer.

I have always hoped that you would be brave. Unexpectedly, you grew up so fast. Before I was fully prepared, you already spread your wings and flew out impatiently.

Silly child, your wings are not yet full. I feel sorry for you leaving me so urgently. What hurts me even more is the unknown price you may have to pay for this.

Sure enough, he was tempted, so he was in a mess. The most patient child in the past was so irritable.Su Xiawei was a little helpless. She had made so many preparations, but Su Xianian suddenly disrupted her plans. Should she stop?

"I can't stop," Yuan Muqing heard, Su Xiawei, who has always been courageous, was confused, "Your sister is in her hands, don't you worry, what will that pervert do to her?" Worried, just because of worried , so irritable, "Muqing, Susu may have guessed what I was doing."

"So what if you guessed it?" Yuan Muqing said sharply, "Don't tell me, she is the Holy Mother, Huo Xintong didn't hurt you enough?" Yuan Muqing was a little emotional, "I tied you and hurt your sister , you want to forgive her like this?" How is it possible, Su Xiawei is not such a magnanimous person, especially when Huo Xintong hurt two people she cared about.

But right now, Su Xianian suddenly chose to leave with Huo Xintong, which was a big blow to Su Xiawei.Her pressing step by step before had already annoyed Huo Xintong, and Su Xianian took the initiative to send her to the door, which was tantamount to directly exposing her weakness to Huo Xintong.

If Huo Xintong now threatens Su Xianian, Su Xiawei has nothing to do but submit.Huo Xintong will not hurt Yan Xizhi, but she will most likely be merciless towards Su Xianian, and she will vent her resentment towards herself on her.

"Sister Su, I don't want to talk about anything else. Huo Xintong's personality is obviously a vengeful one," Yuan Muqing said firmly, "We played her little X so badly, she will definitely wait for the opportunity to take revenge."

"That's my worry. I'm afraid she will match Susu."

"Sister Su." Yuan Muqing breathed out, seemed to be stretching, and made a sound of um, huh, huh, Su Xiawei frowned, "Don't make strange noises." Yuan Muqing laughed, "Where is that?" There are strange voices, slandering me, people are so pure."

"Forget it, I'm not in the mood to joke now."

"I just wanted to say that you thought your sister was too idiotic. She left well prepared."

Su Xiawei also guessed this possibility, but her worry will not be reduced by this, "We will wait and see what happens now, don't attack X, Susu told me not to worry about it, I can't do it, Huo Xin Tong asked me to let Xiao X go, and I can't do it, I have to see that they are all right." Su Xiawei was really anxious, so she finished these words in one breath, "Muqing, I I'm thinking about going to the United States and going to them directly." She began to regret that she didn't go with Huo Xintong, her plan, which she thought was foolproof, was kept secret.

"Sure! Sister Su, you've caught Huo Xintong's mind like this," Yuan Muqing advised her, "When your precious sister arrives in the United States, the two of you can get in touch and see the situation before making a decision. Looking at it now, Huo Xintong is too grandson, her target should not be Su Xianian, but you."

"Oh? Why do you know that?" Su Xiawei was always worried that something would happen to Su Xia Nian because she was confused and couldn't concentrate.

"Is there anything happier than directly torturing your enemy?" Yuan Muqing sighed, "We tied up Xiao X, but she can't find out who tied it up. She only knows that you ordered her to do so. She will definitely find a way Take revenge on you."

"I'm not afraid of her revenge on me." What Su Xia was only afraid of was that Su Xianian would get hurt.

"Listen to me, Sister Su," Yuan Muqing cleared his throat, "You also said that Huo Xintong would not hurt Yan Xizhi, and besides Yan Xizhi, only Su Xianian is left beside you." This is the bait. Now she has successfully abducted Su Xianian. I guess her purpose is to lure you out. If you go to the United States, she will definitely succeed. She hurt you, which is equivalent to hurting Su Xianian at the same time , but, if she hurt Su Xianian, according to what you said, she hurt Yan Xizhi, so, do you understand? Huo Xintong cares about Yan Xizhi, Yan Xizhi the most, and the one who falls in love with Su Xianian Yan Xizhi, the person she cares about the most is Su Xianian, not you... So, you are the first target she wants to hurt."

Su Xiawei didn't move for a while, Yuan Muqing asked cautiously: "Sister Su, are you okay?" Yuan Muqing knew it, and what he said was very straightforward.

Yuan Muqing doesn't like Yan Xizhi from the bottom of her heart. To Su Xianian, she is Su Xia's only sister who loves her dearest. She doesn't want to say anything more, but at this moment, she is cursing in her heart: Fuck, you love each other, it will only hurt me Sister Su, you bastard, it's better to go away.

Su Xiawei coughed and said in a soft voice, "It's okay." Su Xiawei rubbed her temples, "Leave everything else aside now, let's put it simply, the first is that you can't let Xiao X go now, and the second is to follow your instructions. As I said, I will wait for Susu to arrive in the United States and contact her to see the situation."

"Okay, that's it, just remember, don't act rashly." Yuan Muqing repeatedly instructed.

In the middle of the night, Su Xiawei couldn't sleep at all, and felt an unprecedented sense of powerlessness and loneliness.

Su Xiawei rarely feels this way. She has always been full of self-confidence, she has her own opinions and courage, so she can do anything with ease.However, only Su Xianian would always be easily disturbed by her.

Su Xianian's letter completely broke the line with her.

Su Xiawei expected this day, but she didn't expect that it would come so soon, and she didn't have time to say her confession.

Su Xiawei stared straight at the light outside the window, she didn't dare to blink, tears would fall.

She is the only one who can make her cry, who can easily make her cry.

How can I hold back my tears?

When hot tears fell on the back of her hand, Su Xiawei bit her lip, and the tears fell silently.

In fact, I am also tired, I also want to act like a baby occasionally, I also want to have a shoulder to rely on occasionally, and I also want to have a warm embrace.You have all forgotten that I am just an ordinary person, and my pain is no less than any of you.

Wandering that never stops, with no end in sight, like the sky will never be bright again.

A trace of despair grew in Su Xiawei's heart. She seemed to have nothing at once.Or, she never had.

The author has something to say: the text has been replaced, babies can eat with confidence.

I haven't finished the work yet, so I came to update the article, and I was really drunk. OTL

Babies, leave a lot of messages to encourage the queen to attack. I can’t say when, I will not move anymore. Why are there so many things at the end of the year!