Every time you travel, the painting style is unique [Quick Transmigration]

Xiao Bai has a crush.

That person was Jian Mo who had brought him up since he was a child.

Sometimes Xiao Bai himself finds it unbelievable.They have been together for so many years, and their ages are so different. They should have only family affection. Jane is silent to him, and should be like a brother like a father.

But Xiao Bai never regarded him as his father and brother.

Whenever tracing the source of this feeling, Xiao Bai felt that he fell in love with Jian Mo at first sight.Even if he was just a five-year-old kid at that time.

Xiao Bai didn't know much when he was a child.Later, when he grew up a bit, he knew that there is a kind of fantasy love, called marriage and pre-existence.He thought that he must have been obsessed with Jian Mo in his previous life.It's just reincarnation in this life, forgetting the past.

He forgot about Jian Mo, and Jian Mo also forgot about him.

But the hidden unresolved fate still brought them back together.

Otherwise, why would he fall in love with Jian Mo at first sight, and why did Jian Mo treat him so well.

Thinking of this, Xiao Bai's heart was as sweet as honey.

But saying such baseless words will only make people laugh, Xiao Bai can only think about nothing, and put all the novels he has read in the past and present life on him and Jian Mo, fantasizing about their past lives How vigorous and vigorous it was, it moved the ruthless gods just now, allowing them to reincarnate and continue their relationship.

The little boy couldn't hide his youthful thoughts, and was quickly noticed by the smart man, who then began to alienate him.

But they live together in that palm-sized place, and they don't see each other when they look up every day, not to mention that the man has to cook for him and teach him to read.

Xiao Bai originally thought that the man refused to accept him because of their different identities and age differences.But he soon discovered that was not the case.

The man who has always been rigorous and meticulous will run to a place where no one is around and get drunk every year on November [-]th.

The first time Xiao Bai discovered it was when he was ten years old.At that time, he didn't dare to do anything, but followed from a distance, hiding in the dark and watching.

The man looked pitiful and terrifying.Crying and laughing, drinking alone, and when the wine was gone, he crazily destroyed everything around him with his bare hands, making his hands dripping with blood, which was horrible.

Xiao Bai vaguely understood that Jian Mo must have lost someone important on this day of a certain year.

Maybe someone he loved deeply.

Because Xiao Bai's father, Xiao Yan, would lock himself up and get drunk every year on the day of Xiao Bai's mother's funeral.

Xiao Bai was jealous of that person.Because that person can peel off Jian Mo's perfect but cold skin, even though he looks a little crazy, but he is real and warm.

When Xiao Bai was 14 years old, with the help of Jian Mo, Xiao Yan successfully returned to the capital Xingzhong to take over the military and political power.

As Xiao Bai's "nanny" and Xiao Yan's "assistant", Jian Mo naturally wants to live with them.

On November [-]th, the man came back after going crazy outside, and locked himself in the downstairs room.

Xiao Yan is busy and not at home.Hearing the noise, Xiao Bai got up in the middle of the night, wandered around outside the door of the man's room for a while, took a glass of warm water, and knocked on the door of the man's room.

No one answered, Xiao Bai pressed the handle without any hope, unexpectedly the door opened.

"Jane Mo? Jane Mo?" He called softly, but the man should not.

Xiao Bai put water on the bedside of his bed, lying on the side of the pillow, carefully looking at the man's face under the moonlight.

The man smelled of alcohol, exuded a decadent aura from head to toe, his brows were tightly frowned, as if he was enduring some kind of painful torture, he was not as clean, shrewd and capable as usual.

Xiao Bai felt very uncomfortable, so he pouted and asked him, "For whom did you make yourself like this? Who is he/she to you?"

It is impossible for Jian Mo to answer him.Xiao Bai stared at him for a while, sighed, and stretched out his fingertips, trying to smooth the Sichuan character between the man's eyebrows.

When he was about to touch it, the man suddenly opened his eyes.

Xiao Bai was startled, and hurriedly wanted to withdraw his hand to hide it, but the man grabbed his wrist and pulled him into his arms tightly: "Yuelou! Yuelou, don't leave me behind, Yuelou!"

Xiao Bai felt that his small body was about to be crushed by the man's powerful arms.

He didn't have time to struggle, didn't have time to ask who "Yuelou" was, the man held his head and kissed him indiscriminately with the irritating smell of alcohol.

Xiao Bai was brutally dragged onto the bed by the man, pressed under him, and kissed ferociously almost like devouring.

He thought he would be completely eaten by the man, but the man tore his clothes and kissed half of him, then fell asleep.

Xiao Bai's mind was blank and he was pressed down by the man sleeping like a corpse, staring at the pitch-black roof in a daze.

The tingling pain from the skin was eroding his nerves, Xiao Bai was thinking why he lay here obediently, neither crying nor screaming, letting the man hug him and go crazy.

He felt as if he was being dominated by an inexplicable force.

Xiao Bai even suspects that he is a jerk.Although it really hurts, he likes men to crush him and eat him.Because at this moment, the love in the man's eyes was burning like crazy.His heavy breathing and voice full of emotion all showed how much he loved the person he was holding in his arms at the moment.

For the sake of the one he loves, he took off the gorgeous coat of the gods, stepped down from the altar, abandoned his calmness and rationality, and became a hopeless, crazy beast.

That god-like perfect Jian Mo is too far away from Xiao Bai.He preferred this beast that would go mad, as if it couldn't live without him.

He could secretly hold him in his arms like now, greedily sniffing the unpleasant smell of alcohol on his body - after Xiao Bai grew up, they had never been so close.Xiao Bai couldn't remember the last time he acted like a baby in Jian Mo's arms.

The man's chest was warmer than he remembered.

No, it should be fiery.

Xiao Bai was somewhat resentful, resentful of why the man is such a waste, and fell asleep halfway.

He wants to be eaten by men.Even if it hurts to death, it must be a pain worth remembering for a lifetime.

Then he can justifiably threaten the man, you will be responsible for the rest of my life!

I don't care...whether you think of me as that Yuelou...

The tip of his nose suddenly became sour, and tears poured out violently.Xiao Bai bit his lower lip tightly, opened his eyes wide, not letting tears flow down.

He struggled out from under Jian Mo, straightened him up and lay him down, erased all traces of his past, closed the door and left.

He went to pour out the cup of warm water, and stared blankly at the water rushing into the pool and disappearing from the drain.

My first kiss disappeared inexplicably like this.

He had imagined many times and countless wonderful scenes, but none of them happened.

Reality is a mess.

Jian Mo will not remember that he kissed Xiao Bai forcefully.When he kissed Xiao Bai forcefully, he still regarded Xiao Bai as someone else.

Xiao Bai endured and endured, but he still couldn't hold back, and knelt down on the kitchen counter, weeping silently.

Ten days later, it was Xiao Bai's birthday.

Xiao Bai didn't know that his birthday was on the same day as Mingyuelou.

Wearing a newly customized small suit, he slowly walked down the magnificent curved log staircase, looked at the person at the end of the stairs who greeted him with tender eyes, and wanted to tell him: Jane Mo, I am an adult, wear a beautiful The clothes look the same, right?Still... worthy of you?Then can I officially start pursuing you?I know you have someone you like, but since you are not together, can you give me a chance?I must treat you better than him, and I will love you more than him.

Before he could say these words, the man lost his composure in front of Xiao Bai who had grown into a small adult.The madness in his eyes and the strength in his hands at that moment terrified Xiao Bai, and he was unable to say another word.

The man left him and shut himself into the room.

Xiao Bai suddenly realized that perhaps, the night ten days ago was not just because of Jian Mo's drunkenness.Perhaps, there is something about him, similar to the person Jian Mo lost.

The reason why Jian Mo treats him so well is because he looks like that...Yuelou?

When Xiao Yan hurried home to celebrate his son's birthday, he saw his son sitting on the sofa alone.It was deserted.

Xiao Yan knew everything.

Jane Mo told him everything.With Xiao Yan's shrewdness, lying can't be fooled.

Xiao Yan doesn't believe in the reincarnation of ghosts and gods, but Jian Mo's kindness to Xiao Bai is true.This is enough.

Seeing the situation at home, he could guess what happened with his toes.But Xiao Yan pretended not to know anything.

In addition to being Xiao Bai's father, Xiao Yan is also the marshal of the empire.From his point of view, it is undoubtedly a good choice for Xiao Bai to be with Jian Mo.As for whether it can be done, it depends on the two of them.Xiao Yan neither wanted to obstruct nor match.

Although he is very clear that the misplaced relationship between Xiao Bai and Jian Mo is very likely to deeply hurt Xiao Bai.

But feelings are such a thing, like people drinking water, knowing whether they are warm or not.Whether it is worth it or not, you have to taste it yourself to know.Outsiders have no right to comment or interfere.

The little wolf cub he gave birth to was also thrown to others, but it didn't work.When he arrived at Jian Mo's place, he was obedient.It is enough to explain many problems.

So he just walked over, patted Xiao Bai on the head, and said with feigned anger: "Your father rushed back to help you celebrate your birthday, who will you show your unhappy face to?...Huh? Where's Jian Mo?"

"I... let him go to bed first. I only want to celebrate my birthday with you and Dad this year." Xiao Bai turned his head and smiled.

Xiao Yan felt that he might be a good marshal, but he wasn't a good husband, let alone a good father.Because he had a good wife who gave him a good son.

Xiao Bai began to carefully observe Jian Mo's attitude.He had a bold guess - he was the reincarnation of Mingyuelou!

There is a lot of piecemeal evidence, but it is a pity that it is not convincing.

There are also a lot of rebuttal evidence, but in fact, only one is enough - if this is the case, why does Jian Mo refuse to accept him?

What else could he do to make Jian Mo accept him?

Xiao Bai accidentally heard Jian Mo suggest that his father send him to the Central Military Academy, and his father actually agreed!

This also means that he can only stay with Jian Mo for another half a year.When you enter the military academy, it's as difficult as going to heaven to meet.

Xiao Bai knew that Jian Mo was trying to hide from him, and he couldn't let Jian Mo succeed.

Xiao Bai launched a strong offensive.But he took one step forward, and Jane retreated ten steps silently.Xiao Bai didn't dare to confess directly, he was afraid of hearing the most straightforward rejection from Jian Mo.

He is like a balloon, he has pushed his strength to the limit, and he just needs to poke it lightly.If Jian Mo poked him, he would explode, break down, and never get better again.

Xiao Bai thinks that Jian Mo is a bad person, a bad person through and through.She seduced him conscientiously for ten years, fascinated him fascinated, but in the end she didn't want him.

Xiao Bai remembered what Xiao Yan said to him: If you have something you want no matter what, then go for it by any means.Don't let yourself have regrets.

Xiao Bai has already used all means, and only the last one is left.

One he particularly didn't want to use.

Because he doesn't know whether he will gain more or lose more if he uses it.

Maybe there is nothing to gain at all, only to lose.

But he still had a hot brain and did it.

Xiao Bai asked a group of aristocratic children he met in Capital Star to go drink, saying that it was the last indulgence before entering the military academy.In the middle of the journey, he shook Jian Mo and asked him to hold the wine for himself.

There is hallucinogen in the wine.

Jian Mo was knocked down.

Xiao Bai made some nonsense words from the delirious Jane Mo, leaned over and kissed the sleeping Jane Mo, and said in a low voice: "Xiao Mo, from now on, I will be your Yuelou."

It rained that night.Xiao Bai was drenched in the rain for half the night in the yard.

The need for the plot is just by the way, he just feels uncomfortable and wants to harm himself.

Xiao Bai caught a cold the next day and developed a high fever at night.

With an ice towel on his head, he murmured to Jian Mo: "You drink too badly, and I have to drag you out of the car into the house like a dead dog on a rainy day, otherwise I wouldn't be lying in bed. It's half dead here."

Jian Mo originally had doubts about his drunkenness, but after Xiao Bai made such a fuss, he couldn't care about anything else, he just took care of Xiao Bai and hoped that his little ancestor would get well soon.

Xiao Bai fell asleep.Jian Mo also fell asleep beside his bed.

When night fell, Jian Mo suddenly sat up in shock.

Xiao Bai was talking in his sleep.

He said, "Xiao Mo, leave me alone, run away."

He said: "Xiao Mo, I'm leaving. Be well yourself, don't come to me, be good."

Jane was shocked.It turns out... Does Xiao Bai actually have memories of being Mingyuelou? !

Xiao Bai's fever subsided, and his whole body was alive and kicking again. He kept silent, and he was still the young master who fell in love with him like a moth to a flame.There is no sign of turning into Mingyue Tower.

This is not acceptable.But if this is the case, Xiao Bai is still Xiao Bai, and Mingyue Tower is still Mingyue Tower.

Jian Mo blocked Xiao Bai's attack to death.

Xiao Bai was in despair.Jian Mo didn't even give him the last chance to keep himself.If he doesn't completely become Mingyuelou, Jian Mo won't accept him.

Oh, just make a whole set if you want to do it.It's just that awareness is not enough.

Xiao Bai felt that he had some demonic obstacles.The more he can't get it, the more he wants it.at all costs.

So he stripped himself naked and sent him to Jian Mo's bed, and shouted at Jian Mo who was determined to leave: "Xiao Mo! I'm your Yuelou!"

He got Jian Mo as he wished.

But did he really get it?

From the beginning to the end, what Jane called out was "Yuelou".There was no "young master" or "Xiao Bai".

Xiao Bai felt that his body was hurt to death by Jian Mo's scourge. The defensive shell he had spent more than half a year building bit by bit was shattered into pieces by Jane Mo's "Moon Tower", and his heart was broken. He was in a mess, and he had to be repeatedly crushed on his feet.

He buried his face in the pillow and cried loudly, that bastard Jian Mo wanted to dig him out and asked him, "Yuelou, are you unhappy? Why are you crying so sadly?"

What can Xiao Bai say?It was the costume and mask he put on himself.I could only endure the pain of being riddled with wounds, and said with a smile: "I am happy. I am so happy. I was so happy that I cried."

Jian Mo, who was mad while holding him, readily accepted such a lame statement.

Xiao Bai finally understood that Jian Mo only loved his costume and mask.As long as he thinks about himself a little bit in his heart, he will definitely be able to see his bleeding face under the mask.

But Jian Mo didn't.

Xiao Bai is willing to believe that he is the reincarnation of Mingyuelou.He thought clearly that the so-called reincarnation of someone was just a self-contained attribute, which did not affect who he was now.He doesn't mind that Jian Mo likes him because of someone named Mingyuelou, as long as Jian Mo can accept himself as Xiao Bai.In this way, everyone is happy.

But Xiao Bai worked hard for a long time before he realized that what Jian Mo wanted was not the reincarnation of Mingyuelou.He only wants Mingyue Tower.

So if Xiao Bai is still Xiao Bai, it won't work.If he wants to get Jian Mo, he can only turn himself into Mingyue Tower.

It's wonderful to be in a relationship with someone you've had a crush on for ten years.

Jian Mo, who used to be separated from Xiao Bai by a piece of glass, suddenly became warm, even enthusiastic.

Xiao Bai sank headlong into it, completely becoming Jian Mo's prisoner.

In fact, Xiao Bai is still Xiao Bai, with Xiao Bai's face, Xiao Bai's voice, and Xiao Bai's personality.He didn't know much about Mingyue Tower, so he couldn't pretend to be Mingyue Tower.

He just couldn't have his own name in front of the person he deeply admired.

He just needs to remind himself all the time, when Jian Mo calls out the word "Yuelou", he is calling himself, he wants to laugh, not cry.

Xiao Bai was ready to completely abandon his name and be called "Yuelou" for the rest of his life, but at the last moment of his life, he hoped that Jian Mo could call him by his own name, followed by "I love you" ".

Then he can die without regret.

But he only heard a voice full of shock, "Master".

Well, stop talking.He already understood.

It turned out that he gave up so much and never got it.

Xiao Bai cried heart-rendingly in the intense light and heat of the explosion, and when the light and heat dissipated, he saw Yan Ruxi.

Xiao Bai ignored no one, and continued to knelt on the ground with his back bent and wept loudly.

But crying and crying, suddenly stopped.

He remembered everything.

He remembered 18 years ago, when he was still in Mingyue Tower, he stood here and had a conversation with Yan Ruxi and Xiao Ye.

Yan Ruxi said that as long as Mingyuelou nods, he can let the reincarnated Mingyuelou retain the current memory, voice and smile, and then send the immortal Jian Mo to his side, so that they will be together for life and life, until the long time passes. People's love wears off, and they are no longer attached to each other.

But Mingyuelou said: "No, thank you for your kindness."

Xiao Ye asked: "Why? Don't you want to continue to be with Jian Mo?"

Mingyuelou said: "I hope. But I can't do this. I can't let him grow up with me again and again, watch me grow old and die, and then fall into a long wait alone."

"Besides, Jian Mo is with me, he is too tired. I...I don't have the confidence to accept that 'him'." Mingyue Lou closed his eyes, and his slightly frowned brows showed the pain and entanglement in his heart, "I He is a person with a serious flaw in his character."

"I try to climb up and become strong because I want to stay away from many of the most basic interpersonal problems. I don't know how to fit in, and I don't want to be neglected and looked down upon by others, so I try to climb to the top and let everyone People come to look up to me and please me. I don't know how to coax an angry person, so I can only be careful all the time, only make him laugh, not make him angry."

"I can only do what I am sure of. Once I encounter something I am not sure of, I will be very flustered and irritable."

"I don't know how to face that 'him'. Over the years, I secretly read a lot of books to study, and practiced many times in my mind, but it didn't work. I still didn't have the courage to ask Jane Mo to release that 'him' .”

"'He' is very smart. His nerves are thinner than mine. 'He' knows what I think. So 'he' has been avoiding me, not letting me see 'him'.”

"Me and 'him' are two useless people, together, it won't get better."

"So I have to let go and let Xiao Mo find someone who can fully accept him."

Xiao Ye: "But he likes you so much, you leave him like this, are you not afraid that he will be sad?"

"Sadness is only temporary. A long time will heal his pain. If he is lucky enough to meet someone early to heal his pain and give him new happiness, it would be the best." Mou said, smiling softly.

Yan Ruxi asked: "So, are you sure you choose to forget the past and go straight into reincarnation?"

Mingyue Tower: "Yes."

Xiao Ye: "But Mingyue Tower, you have too much obsession with Jian Mo. If you just jump into the reincarnation pool like this, even if you forget everything in your life after reincarnation, there will be a vague shadow in your heart. It will make you lonely for the rest of your life until You will die alone forever. It cannot be resolved without a lover in the previous life. In your situation, if Jane does not appear silently, it will probably take seven lifetimes of reincarnation. Only the water in this pool can completely wash away your obsession and give you a new life. Seven lifetimes of loneliness , you, do you not regret it?"

Mingyuelou smiled: "Oh, only the seventh generation."

Xiao Ye: "In a sense, forgetting the past and changing your voice and smile, your reincarnation and you are two completely unrelated people. It is too cruel for you to treat a stranger who has never met before. ?”

Mingyuelou smiled: "Who told him to be unlucky, he is my reincarnation. I am his parents, he has no choice."

Yan Ruxi: "Then what if Jian Mo insists on finding your reincarnation?"

Mingyuelou lowered her eyes and thought.He thinks what Xiao Ye said is right, if he doesn't remember the past, his reincarnation is someone who has nothing to do with him.Jian Mo can't let go of Mingyue Tower, and may keep rejecting others.But if this person is the reincarnation of Mingyuelou, maybe he will accept it easily.

He pursed his lips, raised his head and said with a smile: "Then, I hope that in my next life, I will have a good character that tolerates 'him'."

***

Xiao Ye: "Do you still remember?"

Xiao Bai, or Yuelou, well, let's combine them into one, and call it "Baiyuelou" for the time being.

"Baiyuelou" came back to his senses, wiped his face, sat cross-legged on the spot, stared blankly for a while, and laughed a few times as if mocking himself.

He asked the two people behind the veil: "Why am I here again? Or am I too obsessed?"

Yan Ruxi: "Heavier than before."

"Baiyuelou" took a deep breath, let it out long, and buried his face in his palm.

Mingyuelou's obsession is gone, what matters now is Xiao Bai's obsession.If reincarnation continues like this, when will it end?

"Baiyuelou" is not feeling sorry for himself, he is feeling sorry for Jian Mo.

Xiao Bai couldn't understand it, but "Bai Yue Lou" could clearly see it—Jian Mo liked Xiao Bai.He just couldn't admit it.He felt that it was betraying Mingyuelou.

That's why he was ambiguous and indifferent towards Xiao Bai.That's why he panicked and wanted to send Xiao Bai to the military academy.Therefore, Xiao Bai pretended to be Mingyue Tower, so he would easily believe it.

It's not that Jian Mo can't see it, he just doesn't want to see it, and he doesn't want to doubt it.

Xiao Bai likes Jian Mo, likes everything about Jian Mo.He has seen and experienced Jane Mo going crazy so many times with his own eyes, but he has not been scared away, and he likes it very much.He even liked Jian Mo more than the usual Jian Mo who was so perfect that he couldn't find a single crack.

Jian Mo did it on purpose.

How could he not notice the boy's stalking and the boy's little tricks once.

It was he who discovered the boy's limitless tolerance, so he took the opportunity to try, peeling off his airtight coat little by little, and let the bloody self who had been trapped in the thorn coat for a long time come out to breathe.

Who would be willing to be permanently trapped in a cage woven of thorns, bruised and bleeding, and endure endless pain, cold and loneliness alone?

Not only was the boy not scared away by him, but he always hugged him tightly, letting him go crazy, treating his brutal possessiveness as a kind of enjoyment, and doing everything he could to satisfy all of Jian Mo's needs and comfort him. disturbed.

Compared to Jian Mo, Xiao Bai is more like that sickly girl who can't leave the other party even for a moment, wishing he could lock the other party in his field of vision.

They possess each other crazily, a natural pair.

But, the sad thing is, Xiao Bai never knew that Jian Mo loved him, and Jian Mo never dared to admit that he liked Xiao Bai.

"Bai Yuelou" said: "Now I hope to be reincarnated with my memory and keep Xiao Bai's appearance, is that okay?"

Yan Ruxi smiled: "No waiting after the deadline. You have to be responsible for the choices you have made."

"Baiyue Tower": "..."

"However—" Xiao Ye said, "We recently discovered a new and interesting thing, and we want to invite the two of you to participate."

"Baiyuelou": "...what's so fun?"

Xiao Ye turned her head and asked Yan Ruxi: "Jian Mo dare not admit that he has changed his mind, so if we make Xiao Bai change his mind, will the two be evened?"

"Baiyuelou" stared wide-eyed: "Hello!"

Yan Ruxi rolled her eyes and said with a smile: "Good idea."

"Baiyuelou" panicked: "What are you going to do?!"

Yan Ruxi smiled but said nothing, pointed at "Baiyuelou", and then swiped to the side - "Baiyuelou" felt that something was missing, and there was suddenly a Xiao Bai beside him.

Just like when he first arrived, the boy was kneeling and curled up into a ball, crying with his head in his arms.

"Baiyuelou" seemed to understand something, and hastily bent over to pull the boy up and stuff it into his body, but he couldn't touch the boy, and the boy couldn't sense him.

The boy is Xiao Bai, but not Xiao Bai.To be precise, he is the Xiao Bai who begged Jian Mo so hard and finally put himself in a cover.

He has been imprisoned for too long, too far away from Jian Mo.In his distorted cognition and memory, Jian Mo has never been kind to him, and has always been cold and merciless in rejecting him thousands of miles away.He resisted the existence of Mingyuelou from the bottom of his heart, so he didn't remember that there was a person named Mingyuelou, let alone Mingyuelou that he had pretended to be for a long time.

He is just Xiao Bai, the obsessive Xiao Bai.

Xiaoye ran over to "Baiyue Tower": "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. We let Xiao Bai who was imprisoned fall in love with the 'reincarnated' Jian Mo who was imprisoned. After they pass the level, let you be together." .Is it fun?"

"Baiyuelou" turned to look at Xiao Ye's pure and lovely face, which I still feel pity for.

It's fun your sister.