exploded

After returning from the TV station, Yu Shengwei continued to work.

He has just entered the entertainment industry not long ago. He has a new face and many fans. As long as he is willing, there are too many jobs to choose from.

Then the soup came and I found it.

He held the professional nutritionist's report in his hand, and communicated with his assistant, but his eyes kept on Yu Shengwei.

Tang Lai: "Judging from this report, it is obvious that the intake of meat has been increased. Why is Yuyu's weight still dropping? Is it because you have worked too hard recently?"

The assistant hurriedly complained: "Yes, brother Yu is really busy at work recently, the crew has been working overtime, sometimes two or three days combined without eight hours of rest!"

Tang Lai pondered for a moment, then asked Yu Shengwei: "Then after this job is over, I won't arrange work for you for the time being, so you can take a good rest?"

Yu Shengwei: "No need, I think I can persist, I hope to have more work."

Tang Lai persuaded: "When you are young, it is right to try your best, but if you really give up your life, it will be a waste of time to fetch water from the bamboo basket."

Yu Shengwei was noncommittal, and for a moment, smiled lightly: "What if the spell is successful?"

Yes.

What if the fight succeeds?

Since the last time I saw Bo Yijian, there was another kind of nightmare haunting Yu Shengwei.

In the dream, Bo Yijian no longer just throws the letters he sent into the trash can one by one, but turns and leaves indifferently when he walks over mountains and finally reaches him.

Every time he woke up from such a dream, Yu Shengwei would sweat profusely.

He was scared.

His life is different from Bo Yijian's.

Those precious memories left in his childhood are not unique to him.

The letters he treasured are also treasured by other children in the orphanage.Until now, he still remembers when he waited for several months, and finally received a letter from Brother Yijian. He just wanted to hide it well and not show it to anyone, but he was told, "What's so great about this, I also have Brother Bo. letter" feeling.

It seemed that the most precious thing was pulled out and smashed, but he didn't even have the position to cry.

He kept looking at Brother Yijian, but Brother Yijian's gaze stayed on everyone equally.

I'm one of these people, just one of them, nothing unique about it.

Yu Sheng admitted it painfully.

... I am not good enough.

If I'm good enough, Brother Yijian will be attracted to me, and his eyes will stay on me.

Will there be a day when I can stand beside him openly and let his gaze stay on me, only on me?

Yu Shengwei didn't know.

But he longed for that day to come as soon as possible.

Desire is like a weed, growing wildly in his mind all the time, driving him forward all the way, collecting anything related to thin and gradual.

The other party's interviews, the other party's photos, the other party's endorsements, and the other party's movies.

Anything related to the other party can bring him a lot of comfort.

He touched these things, as if through them, lightly touching them gradually.

Then he saw an interview about Bo Yijian.

In the interview, Bo Yijian said that the goddess he had been secretly in love with for ten years got married, and his heart was ashamed, and he needed to slow down.

Seeing the whole day of the interview, Yu Shengwei was very out of shape, he didn't know what he was doing the whole time, and all actions were based on instinct. When the work was over, he would listen to the assistant:

"Brother Yu, are you happy today? You've been laughing all the time."

The wandering Yu Sheng was slightly taken aback, subconsciously touched his cheek: "Am I laughing?"

Assistant: "I'm still smiling happily, and now the corners of my mouth are curled up."

Yu Shengwei quickly flattened the corners of his mouth and corrected, "I'm not smiling, and I'm not very happy either. I'm... sad. Yes, I'm pretty sad."

There was a loud voice in his heart, and he spoke solemnly:

How can I be happy when my idol is emotionally hurt?

I've been feeling sorry for my idol!

But under the loud voice, there seems to be a small voice, thin and hesitant:

In fact, even if you are married, the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain.

I really don't understand which woman, with such high eyesight, can't even look down on Brother Yijian...

After explaining to the assistant, Yu Shengwei was a little uncomfortable all the time, paying attention to his expression all the time, looking quite serious.

When he got home, he walked into the study room, looked at the half-traveled journey map posted on the wall, and then took out a copy of the letters that Bo Yijian had written to himself from the drawer, and reviewed the words on it.

small fish:

The last time I received your letter, I was very happy to see that you said that you wanted to become a great person like me.

So my brother decided to tell you the secret of becoming powerful.

That is, from now on, Xiaoyu should get in touch with various social science interests in many ways, find out what he really likes, and then determine it as his goal, and make persistent efforts for this goal.

As long as he does it, Xiaoyu will definitely become very powerful in the future, even more powerful than his brother.

your thinning

The curtains were drawn, blocking out the noise from the outside world.

The bedside lamp was bright in the quiet space, illuminating the person on the bed and the letter in his hand.

The slightly old black handwriting reflected the moist light under the light, as if all the past time had been condensed in this small letter paper.

The person lying on the bed closed his eyes at some point.

He was still holding the letter in his hand, but his sanity had already fallen into a dream.

He dreamed... It was getting thinner.

On this day, the familiar nightmare receded.When he saw Bo Yijian, he looked haggard and depressed, and was immersed in the pain of a goddess marrying a man.

Yu Shengwei once again felt guilty.

How can I feel happy when the person my idol likes is married?

I must be sad with the idol.

In order to correct his mistake, he hurried forward, sat next to Bo Yijian, asked about his health, was careful and attentive, racked his brains to say a lot of comforting words.

When you are depressed, you can't avoid drinking to relieve your sorrow.

When comforting, it is inevitable to urge wine to relieve sorrow.

... I don't know why.

Comforting, comforting, they comforted and went to bed.

Bo Yijian got drunk, really drunk.

He was also drunk, fake drunk.

The lights flickered dimly at this moment.

The exposed skin was as hot as if it was on fire under the other's touch.

Alcohol blended into the blood, and danced with the flames.

He couldn't resist, and couldn't help leaning forward, kissing and touching, and eagerly exploring the more secret things hidden under the clothes.

Bewitched, he dragged Bo Yi to gradually become intoxicated, fell down, all the way, until he entered the abyss that no one could climb up, entangled and closely intersected, and climbed to the highest point of life.

It is the joy that makes every nerve in the body tremble, and the satisfaction that makes the mind go blank.

It was a poppy-like fragrance that he had never experienced before.

Then Yu Shengwei woke up from the dream.

The aftertaste of the dream seemed to still linger on his body, the coldness of the sensitive place and the unique taste of men made him understand something.

He took a long breath and let it out slowly.

The breath he exhaled seemed to be full of secret joy and sweetness.

Time is still ticking and everything is moving forward.

Yu Shengwei gradually gained a firm foothold in the entertainment circle, he became powerful, and he stood in the position he had always dreamed of before.

At the same time, Bo Yijian became silent.

The other party no longer made movies, and no longer appeared in public, so he turned to become a producer.

The only thing that makes Yu Shengwei feel gratified is that the entertainment industry is so big, and as his status improves, he can still get news about Bo Yijian. He knows how the other party works on the set, knows the other party's phone number, knows The other party's address, even anyone in the entertainment industry who is close to Bo Yijian knows it.

But he didn't even dare to add Bo Yijian's WeChat account, let alone contact others.

Those were not just pieces of information, but also pieces of poison, which were locked in the safe, extremely tempting and dangerous, Yu Shengwei looked around at them, never daring to act rashly.

Sometimes, you feel that you already have the whole world, but sometimes, you find that you actually have nothing.

He can only continue.

Continue to wander, continue to wait, continue to endure until the day when the best opportunity comes.

This opportunity has come.

Yu Shengwei got the news.

"Big Lawyer" has passed the trial.

Yao Liming was casting his net everywhere, actively looking for partners, and he found the variety show he participated in.

He made a request to the variety show he is cooperating with, and he wants Bo Yijian to be the flying guest of the variety show.

***

2016, Café.

Yu Sheng flashed into a booth in the coffee shop.

He lowered his head, looked around secretly, and then slowly raised his head.

"that……"

A smile jumped into his eyes, and was hidden in his eyes when the eyelids blinked slightly.

Those too complicated feelings have already sunk into the bottom of my heart, leaving only a little bit of cunning for camouflage, still floating on the surface.

He looked at the person in front of him.

An all-too-familiar figure was reflected in his pupils.

"Excuse me, can I hide from you for a while?"

The author has something to say:

Secret love is plum candy =w=

It's over!The end of another article, the companionship during the serialization, to me, is like talking about a love between me and you 2333

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