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"Little devil! Damn child! Stop making trouble!"

"Where have you been, where are you..."

"Little devil! Little devil!"

"Come out, okay? If you don't come out, I'll make trouble!"

"Little devil..."

……

Mu Sensen walked around the dormitory for a long time, but still couldn't find the kid.This period of time has never been like this. Ever since I met the little ghost, this guy has been by my side. Why can't I find him tonight?Mu Sensen went to look for a few stray cats near the dormitory building, because Mu Sensen remembered that the kid liked one of the cats in white boots very much. She guessed that the kid had gone to suck cats?However, she didn't find the cat, let alone the kid.

She was suddenly terrified.

Is it just a dream to spend time with the kid during this period of time?Could it be that there are really no ghosts in this world, is it all just Mu Sensen's paranoia?How could this happen!Is it a long dream?Could it be that it is fake that I came out to look for the little ghost now, and then the people around me are actually watching me go crazy?

"Little devil, where are you..."

Mu Sensen took a deep breath to stabilize his emotions, but couldn't help it, tears kept streaming down.

It's weird, really weird.

The premonition in her heart was too strong.

Finally, after an hour, Mu Sensen, who was on the verge of collapse, saw a familiar figure under the tree where the little orange cat was buried. "Little ghost..." Mu Sensen's breath was stagnant, and he didn't dare to rush over to call her, fearing that if he made a loud voice, he would scare the little ghost away, and then he couldn't find her again.She stayed where she was for a long time, and could only comfort herself in a low voice to calm herself down.And when she saw the too transparent phantom of the little ghost, a string that was tense in Mu Sensen's mind broke.

"Little ghost..." Mu Sensen held on, raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and smiled at the kid: "It's late at night, why are you running out..."

The little ghost heard her voice and turned to look at her.

There is no surprise anymore.

"You—" Mu Sensen walked up to her and said softly, "Do you know that I've been looking for you for a long time...Little devil, let's go back to the dormitory, okay? It's late, I, we... Let's go back to the dormitory Okay, okay?"

The kid seemed to sigh, then shook his head.

"Little devil! I have to go to class tomorrow!" Mu Sensen pretended to be angry and scolded her: "Do you know that I get a headache easily after drinking tonight, and I'm still standing here with such a strong wind blowing outside. You must catch a cold! Come back with me quickly, what are you feeling so sad here at night."

The more she was like this, the more that sad mood flooded in.

It seemed that the little ghost really had something to hide from her. Hearing what she said, two lines of tears flowed out directly, as if they fell on the ground, but there was no trace.

Mu Sensen panicked.

"Sister...well, Mu Sensen..."

Mu Sensen was stunned, only staring at her in rapt attention, not daring to interrupt her.

"I thought that I could be a ghost for many, many years. I thought that I would be wandering in this world for hundreds of years... At least, I have been a ghost for 20 years. It has been a long time. Knowing you , liking you, is really the happiest thing I have been doing for so many years... The old ghosts told me at the beginning, but I forgot... They told me, to be a ghost, as long as you want to be a ghost , you will always exist, and no one can take you away... But if, if you don't want to, then you will disappear. You may be reincarnated, or you may just disappear..."

The little ghost stood in front of her, as if he was making up for her confession that he had never had before.

"I've been a ghost for 20 years, and I've never thought about reincarnation. But Mu Sensen... After I met you, I really want to be human more and more..." The little ghost said to himself, laughing It's a little sad.She took a deep breath, finally raised her eyes to look at her, and couldn't help but pursed her lips, trying to hold back her tears. "I want to be human every day, when you go to eat by yourself, when you are blown by the wind on the road, when you laugh, when you are dreaming and sleeping... I want to be human so much, I am no longer qualified to stay here like before..."

The separation of yin and yang means that the yin and yang will never merge together.

If you are nostalgic for Yangjian, you will have the opportunity to start all over again, but it will no longer be the previous identity, but a new life.

Therefore, the soul cannot touch everything in the world, because this world has its own rules, no matter who it is, it will be dominated and arranged.The old ghosts are familiar with this, but because they don't want to be human, they bid farewell to the past and become ghosts with peace of mind.The little ghost is too greedy, she acts as a ghost but at the same time has contact with people and things in the yang world. When her feelings stay inside, it is tantamount to breaking this law.

The result of breaking the law is that you can no longer stay in the underworld.

If she was just reincarnated, would she still meet Mu Sensen?

"Little devil..." Mu Sensen was a little at a loss, and his voice was trembling. "You...then you...then where are you going..."

The kid didn't answer her, just smiled.

"The old ghosts told me that it is fate that you can see me. Mu Sensen, since you can see me when I am a ghost in this life, then I will be a human in the next life, and you will, and you will too." Met me...I'm not sure when it was...but if I want to drink Mengpo soup before I become a human, I must not drink it so cleanly, forget everyone, and I will never forget you..."

"Little devil, I don't want...I don't want to meet you again in my next life...I just want to be now, now, do you understand?"

"I remembered something yesterday. I used to be at home with many brothers and sisters, and I was the youngest. Although I have forgotten my real name, I remember that my nickname is Yaoyao."

"Little devil, please don't go...no, you can't..."

"I don't want to either, Mu Sensen..."

Mu Sensen broke down in sobs, and the dry tears on his face were moistened again.

"Little devil..."

The appearance of the little ghost is like a gust of wind, coming suddenly.

And when she disappeared, it was like a gust of wind blowing, and she left suddenly.

Mu Sensen didn't remember how long he stood under the tree crying that night, but only vaguely remembered that when she looked at the little ghost, the little ghost kept smiling at her and reached out his hand in front of her, wanting to wipe her tears.Then Mu Sensen's tears burst, and while crying, she told her not to go, not to go.The little ghost didn't answer her all the time, just stood there until a gust of wind blew after a long time, and the little ghost disappeared, as if he had never appeared before.

She was comforting herself, maybe the kid is just playing invisibility, maybe this dead child is hiding in some corner to watch her embarrass herself?But Mu Sensen sat under that tree until dawn, and didn't wait for the kid to reappear.The second day's sunshine was particularly bright, and Mu Sensen squatted under the tree with disheveled hair and face, feeling that he had shed tears for several years that night.

This ghost is really too much.

She stared at a certain place in a daze, she didn't cover her face and cry, and she didn't yell so that her face was red.

But at this moment, Mu Sensen was even more sad.

One day, two days, three days, five days.

One week, two weeks, three weeks, one month.

Mu Sensen wakes up from her dream every day with anticipation, but every time, she doesn't get what she wants.The kid probably really left.It wasn't until three or four months later, at the end of a semester, that she began to slowly accept this fact.

It's not considered acceptance, but she didn't deceive herself anymore.

When she thinks of the little ghost, she still feels heartache, and when she thinks of the past, she still hides in bed and cries with her voice suppressed.

The little devil who said he would always remember Mu Sensen just disappeared.

"If there are any ghosts here, can you tell me how the little devil is doing now?"

Occasionally, Mu Sensen would stand in an open place and be lost in thought, and it was at night.She used to be extremely afraid of ghosts, but now she really hopes to meet ghosts.Even if it was the ghost of a small animal, she wanted to ask if the dead child had really left.

In the days that followed, Mu Sensen became taciturn.

Because she is beautiful, she is very popular with boys and girls, and because she doesn't like to talk too much with people, she is often called the goddess of iceberg.During several years of college life, Mu Sensen has never been in a relationship. To the questioning of her roommates, she just said that her sweetheart has gone abroad to study, and now she is working hard in a foreign relationship.Everyone cast envious eyes, and she smiled contentedly.

Even so, some persistent suitors will not give up, thinking that Mu Sensen's "exotic love" is unreliable.

"The person I like is so good, if you can compare to her, then let me consider you."

She rejects others like this every time, even if the other party has perfect talent and is very romantic, she still feels that the other party is far worse than the person she likes.

It was.Mu Sensen thought to himself.That dead child can go through walls and fly, who among you is better than her?

Before graduating from university, Mu Sensen did all the preparations for the teacher qualification certificate examination, so after graduation, she was hired as a teacher by a large number of local elementary, middle and high schools with very favorable conditions.She stayed in elementary school for the first few years, and after a few years, her qualifications gradually increased, and she climbed up one level at a time. Finally, in the third natal year of her life, Mu Sensen had become a teacher at Guangxin High School. The head of the art department, even though there are only a few art teachers in the school.

She is no longer a student in her teens or 20s, but she is still so well maintained.

Pang Ming got married before the age of 30, walked on the red carpet with the handsome junior who asked her to drink milk tea before school started, and soon became pregnant and lived a happy life.She was out of shape after pregnancy, so when she saw that Mu Sensen didn't seem to have changed at all, she nagged her for a long time.

"Wow, that's too much, why are you still the same as when you were in college?"

"I'm afraid I'm too old and my little girlfriend won't recognize me."

For the first time, Mu Sensen smiled so happily, as if she would see her sweetheart tomorrow.

On September 9, before the start of the school year of Guangxin High School, a reform was made.

The trend is a reincarnation. The school thought that the second edition of the school uniform was pretty good, so it contacted the factory responsible for making the school uniform, changed the school uniform again, and then asked the students to change into the new school uniform.When Mu Sensen received this notice, she kept saying that the school was trying to make money in a disguised form, and rolled her eyes countless times, but when she walked into the campus and saw the students running around the school wearing the second version of school uniforms, She almost fainted.

The second version of the school uniform of Guangxin High School is the one worn by little Guitou Yaoyao in high school more than 30 years ago.

So many students walked by her, wearing clothes like little ghosts, stimulating Mu Sensen's nerves all the time, like an awl, piercing into her heart.She didn't know how she ignored everything and went to class calmly. She only knew that when she packed her things and came home from get out of class, her palms were still sweating.

That day, when she walked out of the office, she saw a small figure with a crossbody bag and a long ponytail walking on the school road from a distance.

It was exactly the same as the little girl in her memory.

"Yao Yao!"

For the first time in so many years, Mu Sensen failed to control his emotions.She hadn't seen such a back for a long time, so the name she wanted to call blurted out, even scaring the passing students.Mu Sensen stood there and looked at her. To her surprise, the little girl turned her head back.

She believed in ghosts in this world back then, but now, she believes in reincarnation in this world.

"Yaoyao..." Mu Sensen whispered these two words, and then proceeded cautiously until he walked in front of the child and could see her face clearly.

That child is exactly the same as the kid.

Even when she made a puzzled expression, she had the charm of a kid on her face.She looked at Mu Sensen with some puzzlement, and said softly, "Teacher, what do you want me to do?"

"You..." Mu Sensen was a little embarrassed, he hesitated for a long time before asking: What's your name?

"Report to the teacher, my name is Zhou Yao, and my nickname is Yaoyao!"

Yaoyao, Yaoyao.

No wonder the kid turned back.

Mu Sensen nodded, seeing that the child still looked confused, he knew that he was being abrupt.But before letting the child go back, Mu Sensen suppressed the emotions in his heart and asked her very calmly: "Yaoyao, can the teacher give you a hug?"

Zhou Yao was startled, and smiled brightly: "Of course, teacher!"

Mu Sensen waited for this hug for 17 years.

When she held the child in her arms, she almost cried out.

If time can be turned back, if she can talk to that dead child again, Mu Sensen really wants to tell her:

Kid, I have you in my arms.