i want to be your boyfriend for a long time

Go home later.

Tang Bai grasped the point of this sentence immediately.

The male god said "Go home later", does that mean——

Just as he turned his head around, Gu Nanwang patted his shoulder lightly again: "Speaking of which, you didn't study art before, did you?"

Gu Nanwang paused, and seemed to think for a while: "I remember what economics major you were studying at that time, right?"

Tang Bai stiffened his neck, and a layer of astonishment gradually appeared in his eyes: "You have already remembered who I am?"

Gu Nanwang lowered his eyes, and Tang Bai's fair and small earlobes fell into his eyes.

Something flashed through his mind, and Gu Nanwang moved his gaze away inch by inch: "Yes."

At such a time, the two of them were still close together and biting their ears, with a gesture of not paying attention to the person opposite at all.

Qin Guang couldn't bear it anymore.

Gu Nanwang hoped that he could bear it, after all, this person usually put on a show.

But why should Tang Bai?

Qin Guang took a deep breath, feeling that he didn't understand what he just said.

In other words, Gu Nanwang was fascinated by the current appearance of the guy in front of him, and missed the crux of the problem.

Qin Guang knocked on the table and said to Mingli: "Senior Gu Nanwang, this Tang Bai next to you was originally named Xu Tang."

Seeing that Gu Nanwang was still maintaining his intimate conversation with Tang Bai, he added: "That's the one, Xu Tang who got you into a fight and got punished, and missed out on the honors of insurance research and outstanding graduates."

Qin Guang is a year younger than Gu Nanwang, and he is also an art major.

The conflict between him and Tang Bai came from a small art competition held by a certain school.

Qin Guang was quite well-known in the department at that time, especially the group of big brothers who had already reached their senior year, or were busy taking postgraduate entrance examinations or going to the society.

Under such circumstances, he, who had a little money and was willing to spend it, became a fragrant bun in no time.

In order to make himself more worthy of the "fame" in front of him, Qin Guang locked in the second prize of this competition very early on.

It also cost time and money.

It's just that I didn't expect that the final award would go to a little fat guy who was not an art major and had never heard of it.

Probably because he was used to being flattered, he couldn't accept the result for a while, so he went to trouble Xu Tang.

Unexpectedly, he ran into Gu Nanwang on the way.

The two fought vigorously in the small wonton shop, and the scar between his eyebrows was left at that time.

After that, Qin Guang stared at the two of them.

So he knew a lot about the follow-up between the two of them, which is why, later in the hotel, he could immediately recognize Tang Bai as the former "Xu Tang".

To a certain extent, he is the person in C University who is most aware of Tang Bai's series of movements.

He didn't even know much about the roommates and classmates who brought Tang Bai with him.

This sentence finally caught Gu Nanwang's attention.

His deep brows and eyes gradually curled up, as if caught in some kind of displeasure.

Qin Guang slowly raised the corners of his lips, sure enough, Gu Nanwang still cared about those things.

At that time, because of this incident, he couldn't let go of it, so he naturally stared at Gu Nanwang and Xu Tang.

Xu Tang probably felt ashamed in his heart, and kept following Gu Nanwang secretly, trying to make up for something.

But every time, Gu Nanwang would drive him away with a very cold attitude.

It was obvious that he didn't like Xu Tang very much.

Gu Nanwang must have been ignorant of these past events before, so he was fascinated by this "Xu Tang" named Tang Bai.

Now that you know the truth, you will naturally wake up.

Gu Nanwang's hand was still on Tang Bai's shoulder. He looked at Qin Guang and said in a very natural tone: "What does this have to do with Tang Bai? Fighting with me caused me to miss out on insurance research and outstanding graduates. The person of honor, isn’t it you?”

Qin Guang: "..."

Gu Nanwang ignored him with a look of disbelief, Qin Guang, who was about to blow up like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, walked up to Li Heng first.

"I'm sorry, Tang Bai may have refused clearly enough before, which caused you to misunderstand something. Then let me explain clearly now, he already has a boyfriend now, and currently has no plans to accept anyone else. In the future——" Gu Nanwang paused After a while, I emphasized word by word, "Yes, no, will, consider, consider."

Li Heng was overly stimulated all of a sudden, his face was ashen.

His eyes passed over Gu Nanwang, fixed on Tang Bai's face, gritted his teeth and said, "Tang Bai, let me ask you one last time, if in the end, Gu Nanwang gave up on you, would you regret that you didn't do it at all?" Give me a chance?"

Tang Bai's nerves have been tense since Gu Nanwang appeared until now.

Even though Gu Nanwang's attitude was not as he thought, he even acted as if he was on his side.

But he still couldn't get out of that tension.

The heart is always beating at a high speed.

In his mind, the images of getting along with Gu Nanwang in the past repeatedly appeared.

Hearing that he was being called at this moment, Tang Bai suddenly stopped his memory.

Facing Li Heng's eyes with too much emotion, Tang Bai's heart suddenly surged with complicated emotions.

He has never disliked Li Heng.

Even later, Li Heng brought him a lot of trouble, and even Qin Guang came to him today, maybe it was because of Li Heng.

He didn't dislike Li Heng either.

Probably because, on some level, they are similar.

It's just a certain level.

But that's enough.

Tang Bai looked into Li Heng's eyes and said sincerely, "I'm sorry."

He had said these three words to Li Heng many times before, but none of them had any effect.

It's just that at this point in time, all he can think of are these three words.

This is also the best answer to Li Heng's question.

Li Heng suddenly laughed.

He shook his head several times: "Obviously I have been forcing you all this time, but now I want you to apologize, what am I?"

As he spoke, his eyes shifted to look at Gu Nan's face, and he opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something.

After hesitating for a few seconds, he finally gave up.

Then with a particularly dejected gesture, he turned and walked out.

Because of Qin Guang's overly excited words just now, many people gathered around this place.

Several of them knew Li Heng.

Seeing him like this, they all came forward one after another, apparently wanting to ask Li Heng what was going on.

Li Heng lowered his head and squeezed out: "Let's go."

Never gave anyone a chance to speak.

So far, he has completely understood.

The crux of the problem is not who Tang Bai likes, but Tang Bai never has him in his heart from the beginning to the end.

Once I accepted this point, the unwillingness in my heart became much lighter.

After Li Heng left, Qin Guang, Gu Nanwang and Tang Bai were left in the center of the vortex.

Gu Nan looked at the people around him, frowned, and walked in front of Qin Guang.

In view of the large number of people, his voice was very low: "There is a grievance and a debtor. I created your scar. You should come to me."

Gu Nanwang is tall, and when he looks down at people on weekdays, he will give people a strong sense of oppression.

Coupled with the cold eyebrows and low tone, the overwhelming momentum can almost make people's breathing difficult.

Qin Guang couldn't help but took a step back.

After many years, he clearly felt that the man in front of him was far more difficult to deal with than before.

Back then, he had a helper by his side, and he didn't get any benefits from this person, let alone now alone?

There are more and more people coming up around, and this place is obviously not a suitable place to talk.

In particular, Qin Guang is from the bride's family, so it's not easy to do something when someone's big event is happening.

Moreover, Gu Nanwang didn't seem to mind the past at all, which made him somewhat confused.

Those who know current affairs are heroes, Qin Guang immediately gave up his original plan, and decided to make a long-term plan later.

After taking two or three steps away, Gu Nanwang's voice came from behind him: "If you need anything, remember to find me."

With emphasis.

Qin Guang paused and couldn't help turning his head.

Gu Nanwang raised his eyelids, gave him a look, and said in a low voice, "Tang Bai is mine, so his affairs are naturally mine. Is that clear enough?"

Qin Guang almost couldn't swallow his breath: "You—"

Gu Nanwang had already walked back to Tang Bai's side, and grabbed his hand: "Let's go, go home."

He had a lot of strength this time.

Tang Bai was directly pulled up from the chair by him.

He was still stuck in that complicated and dazed thought.

Everything that was once worried has been laid out naked in front of Gu Nanwang.

Gu Nanwang's attitude made it difficult for him to understand, but he didn't look that angry.

Does this mean that he still has hope?

Seeing that everyone around him was looking at him, Tang Bai bit his lower lip, and suddenly remembered something: "I'm going to say hello to Zhan Yichen before leaving."

"Qin Guang will tell."

"..."

When they passed each other, Gu Nan glanced at Qin Guang with extremely cold eyes: "Is that right?"

Qin Guang gritted his teeth: "It's good to go, lest I look at you sick."

Gu Nanwang raised his eyebrows, didn't say anything, just pulled Tang Bai tightly and walked out.

The two men are holding hands, and they are such a man with a strong sense of presence, which will naturally attract the attention of many people.

In particular, they had some disputes with others there just now.

Gu Nanwang didn't seem to notice the gazes of others, and even inserted his long fingers into Tang Bai's fingers one by one when he passed by a crowded place.

Tang Bai's hands froze for a few seconds.

Soon, he softened, and his movements turned into intertwined fingers.

·

Gu Nanwang's car was parked not far away.

But the administrator was near the car, so after arriving at the parking lot, Gu Nanwang opened the door and got into the car, and lit the ignition.

Then, he signaled Tang Bai to get in the car with his eyes.

Two minutes later, the car had left the parking lot and entered the driveway.

There was no music in the car, and what was captured in the ears was the noise outside the car, in addition to each other's breathing.

Tang Bai felt tight in his chest.

He felt that he could not sit still and should say something.

Sitting now, calm down and recall everything that happened just now.

Tang Bai suddenly realized that Gu Nanwang's attitude just now was not only not angry, but also performed superbly.

So good that he had no idea what the other person was feeling.

Not sure if the calm right now is the calm before the storm.

Tang Bai didn't dare to look at Gu Nanwang's profile.

He lowered his head, and the words that he finished drafting went up and down his throat, and finally he only said in a muffled voice, "I'm sorry."

"Apologize again?" Gu Nanwang's voice was very calm, so calm that Tang Bai could only feel his heart beating faster again.

The feeling of bewilderment in my heart grew stronger.

He has always been clumsy, especially when facing Gu Nanwang.

Tang Bai's thick eyelashes trembled several times, the corners of his mouth parted and closed, and there was no sound.

It wasn't until several red lights passed that he seemed to regain the ability to speak: "Because I lied to you, I have never explained the previous things to you."

"Isn't this normal?" Gu Nanwang's voice was still calm.

"..." Tang Bai gradually opened his eyes wide.

"I remember that you didn't have much contact with me at that time. Later, when you met again, you thought I didn't remember the past, so you didn't say anything. Besides——" Gu Nanwang paused, his brows slightly frowned, as if Recalling something, "At that time, you were indeed not as eye-catching as you are now. People tend to forget some bad pasts, which is also normal."

Tang Bai was dumbfounded.

What Gu Nanwang said was very reasonable, and he even explained all his motives very clearly.

If he followed the other party's words, then today's affairs would pass like this.

Maybe he can continue to maintain this relationship with Gu Nanwang and live like this forever.

But no.

Because the truth is more than that.

He has come to this point, if he doesn't speak clearly, then in the next countless days.

As long as Gu Nanwang treats him well and is gentle to him, he will fall deeper into that abyss.

Because he is dishonest.

Even my lover, the person I have liked for so long, cheated.

The slightly cramped space inside the car made Tang Bai's breathing a little short.

What followed was a brief loss of control of the brain, and then, emotions began to surge.

"It's not normal, I did it on purpose."

Gu Nanwang interrupted him suddenly: "We'll talk about it when we go home."

Tang Bai's high mood came to an abrupt end because of his words.

Gu Nanwang knocked on the steering wheel: "I'm driving now."

The implication is that now is not the right time to talk.

It is even more inappropriate to say something exciting.

Tang Bai's tense back suddenly relaxed.

He leaned back in the chair, his thick eyelashes drooping, leaving a very haggard shadow under his eyes.

Tang Bai was slowly immersed in his own world and thoughts, his brows were tightly condensed together, and he didn't realize that during the whole journey, Gu Nanwang turned his head and looked at him many times.

Next, the car entered the community, and the two got on the elevator one after the other.

Next, get out of the elevator and open the door.

Tang Bai did this almost mechanically, until he walked home, and then closed the door with a "bang".

He glanced casually across the room.

With just one glance, he realized that there were traces of Gu Nanwang everywhere in this room.

The coat on the sofa in the living room, the teacup on the table, and even the shoes in the entrance.

Wait, wait, etc., all of which no longer show the presence of the other party here.

Tang Bai's fingers curled up involuntarily, and his eyes slowly condensed, and finally settled on the man standing in front.

Gu Nanwang stood in front of him, with his back turned to him, unbuttoning his cuff buttons.

On the side of the injured hand.

He was dressed formally for the wedding today.The shirt is somewhat not as loose as casual clothes, so it's normal to untie it now.

Tang Bai looked at him, broad shoulders and narrow waist, and further down, there were strong and slender thighs.

Just the sight of his back made his heart flutter beyond measure.

Then, the sore and sour feeling in his chest surged again.

Tang Bai's Adam's apple twitched, trying to get rid of all the messy thoughts in his head, and then spoke in a calm tone.

"The way I look now is actually intentional. I lost weight, changed my name, and even had eye surgery, all for a purpose. This purpose is because I want to change my identity and look closer to you."

When he was talking, Gu Nanwang slowly turned around.

This time Tang Bai did not avoid Gu Nanwang's intense eyes.

In other words, after he said those words just now, the next words were already filled with self-defeating psychology.

"Later in the bar, Wei Zhuo came to me and said that you wanted to find someone. He said that I was very attractive, and that I might be able to get your favor. The idea of ​​concealing it. Later, many things happened between us, and it gradually became the current state, so I dare not tell you everything.

After Tang Bai finished speaking, he leaned back suddenly, and the back of his head hit the wall hard, making a loud muffled sound.

But he didn't feel much pain at all.

"I have always been caught in the contradiction between telling you and continuing to hide it, but in the end, I chose to hide this in my heart and continue to hide it from you. Because I am afraid that after you know everything, you will not want me."

Tang Bai kept looking at Gu Nanwang, but his eyes were empty.The light in the pupils that had always been sparkling with water also dimmed.

"I'm sorry," he said again, his voice also hollow, "I'm just a dark devil inside."

Gu Nanwang had no expression on his face, his eyebrows and eyes remained the same, and he didn't show any surprise.

Tang Bai became more and more frustrated. He grabbed his hair vigorously, lowered his eyes and stopped looking at the other party: "I lied to you. If you think I'm disgusting or hate me, I will accept it. After all, doing bad things is to be punished."

Gu Nanwang stared at Tang Bai for a long time.

When he heard the last sentence, a stern look finally flashed in his eyes.

Gu Nanwang reached out and raised Tang Bai's face vigorously, "Then have you ever thought about what if I don't come back?"

Tang Bai still lowered his eyes and didn't dare to look at him: "I've thought about it. If you don't come back, I'll be single for the rest of my life."

Gu Nanwang heard Li Beijing say this before.

Although he was quite shocked at the time, subjectively he felt that the other party was just young and hurt, so he had that kind of dejected thought.

Unexpectedly, Tang Bai took this idea very seriously.

Gu Nanwang's chest was suddenly filled with that warm and sweet feeling.

It's full.

Then, in the innermost place, there is still a little soreness and pain hidden.

Even though Tang Bai had an extreme view on emotions, Gu Nanwang didn't feel displeased or bored at all.

"You love me." He sighed.

This is the first time that Gu Nanwang didn't use "like" but "love".

"You love me so much, why should I hate you?"

Tang Bai suddenly raised his eyes, his eyes were full of disbelief.

Gu Nanwang stroked his thin chin with his fingers: "Besides, I never hated you. Maybe in your college memory, I was not so friendly, but that's not annoying. If I hate you, then graduate When I was dozing off in the reading room, when you sneaked in and kissed me, I would definitely interrupt you and beat you up."

As if being electrocuted by something, Tang Bai's eyes widened to the extreme, full of astonishment.

"You weren't asleep then?"

"Not asleep."

Tang Bai's face turned from white to red in an instant, and it became extremely fast, and his words became awkward: "I, I thought you..."

Gu Nanwang directly took his words: "I thought I was asleep, so I dared to sneak in and steal a kiss, as the end of my hopeless secret love."

Seeing Tang Bai staring at him blankly without speaking, Gu Nanwang continued on his own: "It's just that I didn't expect that this relationship did not fade with time, but became more intense, so you changed your major, changed your name, and even Try to make yourself good-looking and pleasing, and hope that one day, the person you like will come back and see you, will be attracted, and then develop something."

Gu Nanwang's fingers moved upwards, caressing his plump lips: "Congratulations, your dream has come true."

Tang Bai's lips trembled violently, and the watery light in his eyes flickered, almost falling down.

He had a lot to say, a lot of emotions to express, and in the end, thousands of words were reduced to one word.

"elder brother."

Gu Nanwang's heart was soft and itchy, and he couldn't help repeating it again, in a hoarse and seductive voice: "You love me."

Tang Bai's breathing stopped for a beat, and he looked deeply into the man's eyes, as if he was bewitched: "Yes, I love you."

As soon as the words fell, Gu Nanwang hugged Tang Bai tightly without hesitation.

It was very forceful, as if trying to hug him into his flesh and blood.

Tang Bai suddenly became nervous: "Your hand."

Gu Nanwang buried his head in the crescent of his neck, and bit his earlobe: "It's better for you to worry about yourself first."

Tang Bai's chin lightly rubbed against his head, and then he pressed his ear warmly, "As long as it's you, I'm not afraid of anything."

Gu Nanwang hugged him even tighter, and then hugged him in this posture.

This movement was a little too big, and Tang Bai's figure swayed back twice.

He took a few small breaths, and quickly posted it again.

Gu Nanwang looked up at him: "Aren't you afraid of anything? Anything is fine?"

"Don't be afraid." Tang Bai's voice was not loud, and his breath was a little unsteady, but he did not hesitate at all: "As long as it is yours, I can do it."

The author has something to say: This chapter is a bit stuck, and it will be later_(:з」∠)_

Tomorrow's may be locked, I'll see if I need to separate it for more...