Refinement

Most of the medicines that Li Yanan used for Su Yulian came from the imperial palace, and they were much better than the medicines used by ordinary doctors. The Li family was a family of imperial doctors. Although they could not completely cure Su Yulian's illness, they could make his weak body slightly better.

After a few days, Su Yulian got up earlier every day, circling in the yard, playing with the birds and feeding the fish, feeling very refreshed.After breakfast, he was still boxing with the martial artists in the courtyard. It was the first time Luo Xian had seen such concentration and earnestness.Su Yulian didn't want to practice boxing before because he felt that practicing boxing was not suitable for his physique, and it was a waste of time. He couldn't use his limited life to do such meaningless things. What he wanted to learn was to be flexible and fast, to be able to do it all at once. recruit the enemy.Those who died under Su Yulian's hands never had time to make a move.

When Su Yulian found Luo Xian appeared, it was time for him to rest with the martial artist.Luo sits under a tree and plays chess, one person controls two chess pieces.

"It's boring to play by yourself."

Luo Xian raised his head: "It's just a habit to pass the time, you are different today, you have started to practice boxing."

"It's fun to watch. I didn't like boxing before?" Su Yulian sat down and watched the chess, holding the white pieces and continuing to play according to the original chess position.

Luo Xianluo Heizi raised Su Yulian's left hand, supported his forearm and said, "There has always been a knife hidden in this place, wider and longer than a dagger, shorter and narrower than a big knife. You usually use it for self-defense, and your father measures it for you." A custom-made weapon. You usually hide it in your sleeve, and few people know about it. You usually don’t provoke others, and once you need to do it, you will kill them.”

Su Yulian raised her head, paying attention to this question: "Do I kill every time?"

Luo Xian was stunned for a moment, looked down at the chess and said indifferently: "Only one time." Luo Xian recalled the eyes that looked at Su Yulian before he lost his memory, anger, hatred, and sadness, as if he had lost everything, which made him finally give up resistance, let him slaughter.

Su Yulian breathed a sigh of relief, and took Baizi: "Fortunately."

"fortunately?"

Su Yulian Luozi smirked: "Now I feel that killing so many people is too insane, but fortunately I have softened my hands."

"You really don't remember anything."

"The forearm of the left hand may have a memory. I always felt that something was missing. It turned out to be a knife. Now it seems that I don't need it. It will save people's lives and add crimes."

Luo Xian stared at him: "You would never say such things before." Su Yulian knew from a young age that he would not live long, so he was not afraid of murder. Well, we all don't live long.

Su Yulian: "I believe you know me very well, but I still can't remember anything. The me you speak of doesn't look like me at all."

"You're not the same as I remember you now."

Su Yulian's smile was slightly mischievous: "Which one is better?"

Luo Xian: "Now." At least I don't hate him, and I don't live in suffering.

Xiao Jiuer brought a few plates of dim sum and put them aside, Su Yulian reached out and took one and handed it to Luo Xian's mouth, saying, "You have tried Xiao Jiu'er's handicrafts, it becomes more delicious every day." Luo Xian watched The food near his mouth did not open his mouth, but turned his face to refuse.Su Yulian shrugged, stuffed the soft cake in his hand into his mouth, and said slowly, "I want to move out in a few days."

"Where are you going?" Luo Xian and Xiao Jiu'er were taken aback, and they both spoke in unison.

Su Yu was amused: "Why are you two reacting this way? Didn't you say that I will be alone after my father dies? I will go out sooner or later and go wherever I want. So, the point is that I need to borrow some money to live."

Xiao Jiu'er was full of worries: "You are sick now and have lost your memory, who will take care of you when you go out to live, wouldn't it be good to stay at our house?"

"It's because I'm sick, so the rest of the day is earned. Naturally, I have to go out and do things that I might be afraid of leaving regrets. As for the memory—" He looked at Luo Xian and pursed his lips, "I heard What I got and guessed is not good. Anyway, I am about to die, so why bother looking for memories. There is still time, I might as well play the piano, listen to music, and play the flute.” On the opposite side of life and death, everything else is too small.Since he woke up, he found that his body was out of control, and every piece of flesh and every bone in his body was his burden.Especially after several attacks, he felt that he would not be able to survive the next attack.

Xiao Jiuer: "Whatever you want, we can do it in our house."

Su Yulian scratched her nose: "Little Jiu'er, you are such a good girl. If I can live past 30 years old, I will take you home as my wife."

Luo Xian: "I don't agree with you going out to live, and I won't lend you any money." Su Yulian used to pester him to find memories, and his whole person is different from before. Luo Xian is almost convinced that they can live in peace. Live on, but he suddenly wants to leave, how could Luo Xian agree.

Su Yulian tugged at his sleeve: "Aren't you serious, anyway, it doesn't matter to you whether I'm around or not." Especially a few days ago, Luo Xian still treated him as air, and still ignored him.

Xiao Jiu'er's red face was filled with deep worry: "You must recuperate here."

Su Yulian: "I am aware of my own situation. I have returned your family's medical books in the past few days. That doctor Li also said that my illness cannot be cured, so it is the same wherever I am."

Luo Xian is rarely stubborn: "Since they are the same, then stay."

Su Yulian: "I've been thinking for the past few days, how good friends we were before, what happened to us, and what kind of conflicts we had caused, I can't guess. I remember I asked you, I How to contact you when I get home. You said, if I remember the past, I will know if we will still be in touch. Think about this sentence and you will understand what it means. If I remember, we will not Will be in touch."

Luo Xian shook his head: "This is just your guess." He knew that he couldn't remember anything at all, and they didn't have to settle the old scores.

Su Yulian is rare and serious: "This is the truth. Thinking of how well you have taken care of me, I thought you did something wrong to me, and you didn't dare to face me, so you hid from me. In fact, I only knew that the me in the past was a murderer without blinking an eye." My bad guy, I guess I did something wrong, which caused a gap between us, and then I realized that maybe it was my fault and I did something bad. Since it is not good, we might as well stop pursuing it and keep a distance. And the punishment I deserved, I have been suffering until I die."

Luo Xian was impatient: "It's not what you think, you should never be the one who should be punished."

Su Yulian smiled sincerely: "It shouldn't be me—could it be you? And I just said that, but I didn't mean to ask you to punish me. For the past, I want to use amnesia as an excuse to let it pass."

Luo Xian: "Okay, we don't care about the past, we only talk about the future. I will invite the best doctor to see you, and you will definitely get better."

Su Yulian was actually a little moved, this person really worked hard to be nice to him, so: "I guess our relationship was really good before, but unfortunately I don't live long, I know it's because I've been—"

"Give me a month." Luo Xian's eyes were extremely determined.

Su Yulian was helpless, and finally nodded: "Okay, if I live for a month."