pure white

In fact, the Chen family sent two photos of Nian Guo, Chen Jingyu gave me one, and she kept one for herself, wearing it next to her body.I saw her take it out of the inner lining when she was changing clothes, and the photo was flat, without a single crease.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that she was full of the radiance of the Virgin, just like the serene and peaceful statue of the Virgin described by Raphael, the color tone is full of light and warmth. I also thought that if we change to a different era, a peaceful era , without war, without broken countries and poor people, maybe Chen Jingyu would not be what she is now, maybe there would be more rouge and gouache dresses in her life, she would not have to go to Germany from Cambridge to suffer, she could read her books with peace of mind Classic literature Shakespeare, she does not need to wear military uniform to take Browning to the battlefield.

I want her to live a brighter life, at least for herself.

But it's just my extravagant hope. Her brightness is to save the country, and the only way to save the country.

Chen Jingyu half-buttoned his shirt, and half turned around to look at me with a puzzled frown, "Lu An, what are you thinking?" She motioned to my face, "You're crying."

I quickly lowered my head to wipe my face, it was dry, showing the warmth under my skin.I didn't cry.I raised my head and said angrily: "I didn't cry, why are you teasing me again?!"

Chen Jingyu asked me inexplicably: "Really?" She came over and suddenly bent down and stroked my face with her hand. I subconsciously hid for a while, but she didn't pause, and stretched out directly, as if I didn't avoid it.

Her hand was warm to the touch, hotter than my face. The index finger and middle finger rested lightly under my eyes. The nails were cold, but the rest was hot. Her blood was gurgling in her veins. Only a skin and bone away from me.

"Chen, Chen Jingyu..."

"The expression is all written on the face. If you didn't cry, then you are guilty." She moved her fingertips, "The expression on the face is full of bitterness and hatred, just like failing a high grade after the final exam."

I didn't care about the strange look on my face, and almost jumped up to reason with Chen Jingyu: "Except for the first year of college, how can I get high math in the future? I passed all subjects, and the tutor said I was his hope!"

"Oh, hope." She stared at me with a half-smile.

I covered my face and glared at her viciously, thinking to myself that it was not your fault that I blushed, what are you doing touching my face if you have nothing to do, you are a disciple.And your style buttons, the shirt is baggy, and the skin underneath is exposed.I glanced at her, her collarbone peeking out under her clothes, her skin white as milk on the breakfast table, and the scent of soap wafting through her nostrils.

I took a breath and looked away from her collar.

"Chen Jingyu."

"Ok?"

"You know that in order to attract peahens, male peahens will spread their tail screens and make various movements constantly to court."

"Ok, I know."

I think I'm going to be tormented by her and go crazy, insane, and crazy, so that when I meet her, all the mathematical logic and law formulas that I am proud of all disappear in an unknown corner of my mind, just like There is an attic in Sherlock Holmes' memory palace, which is specially used to store useless memories.Now my memory palace is completely occupied by Chen Jingyu, and in that corner of the attic is the dusty thinking and rationality.

It took me a while to recall the memory of that day at the bonfire.

With the accompaniment of the accordion, Xiao Huo sang a Soviet folk song that I was familiar with but didn't understand the lyrics. The moonlight was beautiful, and the people sitting beside me were also beautiful.

I remembered sentences that I didn't understand when I first watched Natsume Soseki.

Chen Jingyu whispered in my ear word by word, "I hope you don't have any regrets."

I recalled that I later understood that sentence was because Chen Jingyu left for Germany, but I would think of her all the time.

Feeling aggrieved and sad, I went to look at the moon in the sky again, it was clear and lingering, just like her.

The moonlight is beautiful tonight.The person who looks at the moon with me is also beautiful.I want to share my whole world with you.

I want to drag you down to earth.

I love you.

I looked up at her, and she was standing in front of me, standing upright, wearing only a white shirt, no tie, no buckle.The bones of the limbs are all under the shirt, and the flesh and blood have a clear temperature.

on purpose.

I laughed, "That day, you were at the bonfire party, do you remember what you answered me?"

Under the moonlight that day, Chen Jingyu turned her head, the bright fire light reflected on her face, and the handsome and straight eyebrows were all outlined with one stroke.She looked at me and smiled softly, as gentle as a spring breeze, and the undisguised sharpness in her eyes turned into water, and the moon was reflected in the ripples of the lake.

She answered me: "Well, the moonlight is really beautiful tonight."

And I, a fool, took this sentence as her admiration for the moonlight.

Chen Jingyu stared at me, and I looked at her nervously.She smiled, and reached out to rub my head, "Natsume Soseki, I've seen it too."

My eyes were hot, and the tip of my nose was sour. Her figure formed a vague shadow in my eyes. I widened my eyes, and the warmth fell from my eyes.

"Look, I'll tell you that you're crying." She wiped my tears with her fingertips, and her tone was gentle to the bone, "You're a big girl, and you're still like a child. Didn't the military commander teach you not to show emotions when you are angry? "

"I'm a logistics technical specialist, I don't want to learn their indiscriminate assassination methods!"

"Don't talk nonsense, it's all about saving the country, the road is different."

"We will win."

Chen Jingyu's hand was originally close to my cheek, but after hearing the words, it gently slid down to my shoulder along the arc, and rested there, with the military rank on his fingertips.

She smiled slightly, but she was full of firm fearlessness.She was born in the deepest winter of the night, and the flowers and the bright starry sky of the summer night are unattainable dreams.But that was also the age when the faith was the strongest, and there were always [-] million people walking the same path.

The night is dark and dark, but spring is not far away.

Nothing terrible.

"The war of resistance must be won."

she says.

After the devil retreated to the Xinqiang River, Changsha was able to live in peace for a while.

But I was still so busy that I wanted to split it into two for use by myself. We intercepted more and more secret messages, and the paper on my desk became thicker and thicker.

Chen Jingyu also occasionally took me to the playground to shoot targets when we were both free, followed by Xiao Huo, who was followed by two or three guards.

It looks like the chairman of the committee is traveling.

Chen Jingyu pointed at the target and asked, "Competition?"

I squinted and calculated secretly, the distance was within the strike range.

"What should I do if I lose?"

Chen Jingyu raised his eyebrows, probably because he didn't expect me to be so rampant.She said contemptuously: "Punishment."

I glanced at my mouth and shook my head, "I underestimate you."

Chen Jingyu drew his gun without waiting for me to finish speaking, holding the Browning in one hand and firing continuously until all the bullets were exhausted.

Xiao Huo counted the targets and reported the number with a smile on his face.I frowned, this is not a good sign.

After Chen Jingyu finished shooting, he loaded the gun smartly, then took a symbolic step back, looked at me across his chest, "please?"

Just please.I took out the Browning, closed my eyes, took a deep breath and held my breath.

My teacher once said that mathematics is the law that constitutes the world, and all things can be solved with mathematical formulas.

Shooting is also possible, of course.

Wind speed, wind force, ballistic recoil, and different factors will form different angles. When you can correct these angles one by one, then only a central cross will be formed in the end.

innermost circle.

I shook my numb right hand, returned the magazine and replaced it with a new one.Xiao Huo reported the number of targets dumbfounded, I raised my eyebrows, laughed at her and said, "Who wins now?"

Chen Jingyu squinted his eyes and looked at the target number, "It was a good shot."

I said happily: "When I was trained in Chongqing, I ranked first in military skills. The instructors in Frunze all praised me."

"Praise you for changing the magazine well?"

Hey, what's the matter with this mocking tone.I looked down at the clip, and stayed where it should be, "Is there a problem?"

Chen Jingyu tapped the case of the watch on her wrist lightly with her fingertips, "It's more than ten seconds. The devil's 765-style rifle gun has a rate of fire of 11 meters per second, and the 756-year-style light machine gun has an initial velocity of 7.7 meters per second." Seconds, as for the heavy machine gun, the Type [-] with [-]mm caliber is beneficial to you, but it’s not because of the rate of fire, but because it keeps getting stuck.” She smiled sarcastically, “Do you think you can shoot through the dense bullet net? Accurately and calmly calculate the ballistic wind, dodge and return fire?"

I can't, neither can Archimedes.

Chen Jingyu was good at flicking my head, "I'm so proud of using some skills, and I don't know how to die when I go to the battlefield."

It has the meaning of hating iron not becoming steel.

I did not dare to refute that I am a logistics technician, and it is not my turn to go to the battlefield.

"Then you teach me?"

"Teaching is not necessary, now that ammunition is in short supply, you should save more for the logistics to kill devils." She stood behind me, breathing into my ear as soon as she spoke, "I'm thankful that you can protect yourself when you evacuate. "She took my hand behind herself, and as soon as she slipped her hand, she held the butt of the gun against my knuckles, "Your standing and holding posture are fine. Although you don't like the methods of the military commander, you must admit They teach you very well. But bullets are invisible on the battlefield, and it is even more chaotic when evacuating. You can't rely on guards to protect you. Anyone may be weak in the face of death. You can only rely on yourself."

She held my hand tightly, and her arms merged into a straight line. Her bony hands looked abnormally white under the glove all year round, "Counterattack is secondary, and the most important thing is to survive. Like your shooting technique, that is simply Set a living target for the devils."

My heart suddenly tightened. Her words were too plain, as if she was telling her last words. I like to think about it, so I quickly turned around and asked her: "But you are by my side." You will protect me.

Her eyes were as deep as the sea, and it was too late to hide the hostility of being in the army all year round. I leaned too close to her, and I could feel her breathing.My heart was pounding. It used to be a finite recurring decimal, but now it was beating so hard that it became a graph of an infinitely growing function.

She was stunned for a second, and tenderness appeared in her eyes very skillfully. She chuckled and said, "Lu An, I'm going to the battlefield."

The author has something to say: the exam is over.The subject I was most concerned about got the grades the earliest, so I didn't fail the subject, luckily.

I spent two days reviewing before the exam. I couldn’t sleep until [-] o’clock the night before the exam. I got up at [-] o’clock in the morning to hurt my friend. My friend said, “You are good, your teacher is so good to you, you can’t fail the class!” TAT became more nervous Okay!

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The thank you list has been read out.

Acting cute.

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Can I ask for another comment?This is the first time I wrote an anti-war article (although I was wearing a dog-blooded love coat), I was still very nervous, I was afraid that I could not write well orz

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If there is no accident, "Writing and Cutting Music" will be published on the 17th, and this book will be completed within 20 chapters.