Thick and gorgeous: a strategy for developing beauty

When Chen Zhi was young, his father once took him to a fortune-telling. The fortune-telling old man was nearly seventy years old, and his beard was very white. He didn't open his eyes when he saw him, but slapped him on the forehead after hearing his horoscope. After two clicks, Chen Zhi was dizzy from being photographed, and just as he was about to get angry, he heard the old man's voice pretending to be mysterious.

He said: "This child is rich and well-fed, and he will not have to worry about food and clothing for the rest of his life. He has a wealth of gold and silver in his career, so it is reasonable that there will be no major problems, but look..." He pulled Chen Zhi's palm away and gave it to him. Father Chen looked, "The lines on his palms are messy, and his marriage line is not good. I'm afraid he will have a setback because of it. If he loses money, it's okay, but I'm afraid there will be bloodshed."

Not to mention that Chen Zhi didn't believe it now, he didn't believe in these bizarre things at that time, but his father has always felt that it was God's blessing, and whenever he heard the master's words, he asked if there was any way to crack it.The master was also unambiguous. After collecting tens of thousands of yuan, he only taught Chen's father to send people away, the farther away the better, and not to go home before the age of 20.

Because of this, Chen Zhi was forced to live abroad for many years.

Chen Zhi thought more than once, if he sees that old man pretending to be a ghost again, he must beat him up.

But at this time, there was a burst of unexplainable sourness in his heart. He thanked the master for his lack of knowledge, and left the child with him instead of the worst outcome he predicted.

Chen Zhi took the baby to the apartment on the second ring road. Compared with the small villa in the suburbs, Chen Zhi was more willing to regard this house of just over 100 square meters as his home.He bought it independently when he was 22 years old. The decoration is exquisite, and the decorations inside are many times more expensive than the house. Even Chen's father thinks that his brain is flooded, and he can't live in the big villa he gave him. I just came here to suffer.

But Chen Zhi knew that what he wanted was never just money.

Chen Zhi filled the bathtub with water, and went to the living room to take the doll to take a bath.

Chen Zhi had never brought anyone here before. This is his safe haven. All his untold stories are hidden in the corners of this room. He doesn't want those unrelated people to disturb his life. remember.

But today when he carried the doll into the car, all he could think about was the plants and trees at home, and the way the child was sitting on the sofa at home. Linked to their own lives, no one can separate them.

Wrapped tightly in a white sheet, the doll sat on the sofa in a daze, his eyes staring at nowhere, and his hair fell down, blocking half of his small face.

Chen Zhi stood by and watched for a long time. His thin body was curled up on the plush sofa, looking small and fragile. The vitality hidden under his thinness made Chen Zhi feel sorry for him inevitably.It was as if he was a cactus growing in the wilderness with thorns and had been stabbed.

Chen Zhi stepped forward to hug him, and when he touched him, the baby dodged back like an electric shock, Chen Zhi's hand was hanging in the air, and he didn't put it down for a long time.

The doll lowered her head, kept her face tense, and stayed there for a while, then put her body into Chen Zhi's hands bit by bit, her appearance was docile, as if she was terribly afraid, and she just wanted to be more obedient, and then more obedient. Just to spend a long and deep night.

Chen Zhi looked at him, and let out a breath.

Chen Zhi felt that it was too difficult, this boy was living a very difficult life, he saw his distraught look, his heart was in a mess, he just wanted to turn the water temperature higher, so he planned to turn around and go to the bathroom, but he didn't wait to leave Then I realized that my sleeve was being held by something——

The doll stretched out her slender hands, and timidly grabbed his clothes.

With watery eyes, he looked at the man and said, "Don't be angry, I won't do it anymore..." The baby's voice was soft, compromising and flattering, "Don't leave me... I will be very obedient ……OK……"

The baby raised a pair of red eyes, and looked at Chen Zhi beggingly.Those eyes were full of anticipation, they stood like water, and melted into Chen Zhi's heart effortlessly, breaking through his last self-made line of defense.

Chen Zhi pulled his hand from pulling his clothes, held it in his palm, and rubbed his hair.

"You don't have to be afraid, you don't have to go back to that place... now you are free..."

Chen Zhi looked at the boy in front of him, he thought he would rejoice or cry bitterly, but there was no such thing, the doll just had a trace of disbelief, with tiredness that had not disappeared after too much force on his face, and he was stunned. He said, repeating faintly like a nightmare in his mouth, "I... free..."

He has been waiting for this sentence for too long. No one has taught him how to love and hate since he was a child, and no one has told him how to live. Everything about him seems to be prepared for others. There are no flowers, no sunshine, nothing. No, only the seemingly endless night, and the pain that never let him go even in his dreams.But the sickle of fate lay in front of his young and thin body, and he was not even allowed to choose, so it gave him a result that he had to bear.

But when he was almost unable to hold on, a man like a god told him that you are free...

So will he abandon him?

If freedom is solitude apart from him, then the doll is gone.He would rather stare at his figure humbly, in order to have the illusion of being loved for a moment.

Living alone...it's too painful...

But he dared not say it.

Chen Zhi held his hand, the water in the bathtub was very warm, and the doll was lying in the bathtub looking at him, with hesitant begging in his eyes.Chen Zhi deliberately ignored his gaze, gave him a clean nightgown, and closed the door for him.

One more person in a small room makes it look a little more popular, the sofa the child was sitting on just now has a very shallow sag, Chen Zhi stands in the living room and looks at it, there is a kind of floating scattered.

The relationship between him and him is like a ball of twine. Chen Zhi exchanged money for a surviving beginning, but found that the thread was getting tighter and tighter, and the time to untie it was getting shorter and shorter, but the rope The people at both ends were unwilling to let go. Chen Zhi stood alone by the thread, but felt that the future was cloudy and he had too many things to solve. He didn't even know if what he was expressing was love or not?

For a moment, he didn't know what to do.

The bathroom door slammed lightly behind him, Chen Zhi turned around with his heart closed, and saw the doll standing in front of him without a trace.

The doll's body was still covered with scars, and those bruises were steamed by the heat, making them even more treacherous and delicate.The devastated body has a natural allure, and people are willing to leave their own share of sins for it. This is the source of Doll's tragedy and the capital for his survival.

But at this moment, the baby felt extremely ashamed, he felt that he was completely dirty.

Chen Zhi looked at him silently, the boy's naked body walked towards him, every step seemed to bring wind, which made people tremble.

Chen Zhi looked at his hair, his facial features, and his desperate determination like a little beast.

The doll stood quietly in front of him and let him look at it all over, then tiptoed to kiss his face with eyes closed.

Chen Zhixiang took a step back, the baby opened his surprised and disappointed eyes wide in the emptiness, but the next moment, Chen Zhi opened his arms to embrace his cold body, felt the boy's thin shoulder blades, and also felt the tears hitting his chest It's piping hot.

Chen Zhi thought, let's indulge once.

Outside the window was the dark night, and the wind beat against the glass, whimpering, as if someone was crying.

Chen Zhi hugged him and kicked open the door of the master bedroom. His big bed was soft, the doll was stuck in the quilt, and the long black hair rolled around his face. He needed a lot of effort to make himself look less scared.

Chen Zhi came to kiss him, the kiss was suppressed and silent, it seemed that all the unfinished words were silently wiped away, leaving only two equally lonely souls, wanton and indulgent in the rest of their lives after the catastrophe.

The doll adjusted to the weight on her body, and then reached out to untie Chen Zhi's belt.But before he could find a place, he was stopped by someone. Chen Zhi looked at him seriously, his eyes turned red from the gasp caused by suffocation, like a beast.

"From now on, you don't need to please me... I brought you back, not for this..."

The doll's long eyelashes trembled, and her whole face was frighteningly white, "But I..." There was a slight tremor in his tone, as if it was too difficult to speak, and then he said, "But I only have this..."

Looking at the boy's drowning expression, Chen Zhi clenched his fists unconsciously.He thought of the few times he met him for the first time, he also fell on the bed so weakly, shrinking his body, trying to please him in every possible way, but Chen Zhi was able to bully him ruthlessly under him. His hair soaked in cold sweat, seeing his biting lips, drove people to a corner bit by bit.

But now, he finally felt that those things were like punishments, and a seemingly impassable river was crossed between him and him.

But Chen Zhi wanted to give it a try.

Chen Zhi pulled the quilt over the two of them, the doll's eyes under the bright light were very cold, Chen Zhi didn't want to see his lonely gaze, so he covered the boy's eyes with his hands as if bewitched superior……

"Follow me... We have no way out..."

Hearing these words, the baby finally closed her eyes under Chen Zhi's palm, tears trickled out from the thin cracks, scalding people's hearts.

No one knows what kind of gamble the doll made on the day they first met in the basement.

He stayed in the dark for too long, so long that he felt that his soul was about to fly away. He finally spent the last bit of persistence in the long wait. Compared with the pain in his body, he was tired of the pain that had been branded on his soul. The label of humiliation, he no longer wants to be treated as a toy, he doesn't want to live a humble and painful life, he wants to accept his fate.

He used his teeth to bite his tongue countless times when he was most desperate, but he finally bit down unwillingly.He thought, if he couldn't survive, then he would die, just die today.

But fate gave him a choice that day.The doll was nestled in a cold and damp cage, and when she raised her eyes, she saw Chen Zhi's face.His eyes were cold, scanning the poor children in the basement in circles.And the doll has never been so bold before, crawling to the side of the cage, thinking of smiling at him.

Like begging him to take him away.

The author has something to say:

Little cuties, Brother Bei, I finally brought the two of them together, I feel good when I think about it!open!Heart!

So I decided to make a small daily complaint——

Chen Zhi: Tell me!Were you tempted by my beauty when you first saw me, so you wanted to elope with me!

The corner of Chen Xiaowa's mouth twitched, she glanced at the man beside her and replied: Hehe, you are overthinking, I just think you are quite stupid.