love without warning

Zhao:

I have never told you my story, maybe you have heard a little bit from my nosy colleagues.I don't want you to know, because I don't want your pity.Maybe, I haven't let go completely yet.Today I want to tell you.

My child passed away two years ago and contracted leukemia inexplicably.During that time, I almost collapsed. I, who never complained, began to condemn the injustice of God, and I, who had no faith, also began to pray to gods and Buddhas. God longed for miracles to happen.However, nothing happened and the child left anyway.It is said that children are the bond that connects the family. If the bond is broken, the family will fall apart.The child's father left without taking anything, leaving me an empty home.My heart was empty too, and it took me a year to fill it slowly, with work.In one year, I didn't cry or laugh.In the next year, I spent a lot of time reading. Books are really the best friends. You are moved. "When you are lost and unlucky, you might as well think about it this way: God gave me a chance to see clearly the happiness I have had, and let me know how to grasp the happiness that is coming."I used to be happy too, and now I am also happy. Meeting you is my happiness.

2017. 4, 25