One Xu Qinxin for the rest of his life
Chapter 25...
The kind of person who can live will definitely learn about his situation in the newspaper, but He Huilan didn't ask him the reason for the decline in performance.
For He Huilan, this is actually very normal. Xu Mu will not maintain his public image in front of the public. Everyone's concept of him is still that of a somewhat arrogant young master, and he is always worried that Mu Yang will fall into his hands. In the hands of investors, stockholders will doubt and question, which is actually quite normal.
He needs more time to establish a new image of being the head of the family in front of the public. She knows best how good her son is.
Xu Mu peeled the fruit and handed it to He Huilan. Before she could eat it, she saw Xu Mu, who was still talking to her about work just now, kneeling in front of her just like that year. He Huilan was startled She didn't understand where Xu Mu was playing, but this was the first time she heard Xu Mu say:
"Mom, I'm sorry."
It was the first time He Huilan heard Xu Mu say such a thing, she was stunned for a long time, her eyes turned red uncontrollably, she didn't understand how Xu Mu suddenly figured it out and wanted to apologize to her.
Later, he heard Xu Mu say to her:
"Maybe I can't do anything in this life but you want my wish to get married and have children, but I will try my best to manage Muyang Paper well."
Sorry for these years, I have been puzzled and resentful towards you in my heart. I have never taken you seriously, put you in my eyes, and never considered your feelings from your perspective, like a mother.
I'm also sorry, I clearly know what your wish is, but I can't realize it, I can't deceive my heart, follow the trend, get married and have children.
He Huilan was stunned for a long time, looked at her son Xu Mu who was kneeling on the ground, and raised her hand to cover her eyes:
"People come to this world naked, and they shouldn't take so much greed and desire with them when they leave, so I try to understand you and let go of the greed in my heart..."
As a gay mother, He Huilan has tried her best to convince herself and the prejudices in her heart. The pressure she endures is often unimaginable to ordinary people. Pointing and pointing, she has to bear ten times and a hundred times the pressure than ordinary parents. There must be no parent in the world who would like their children to live under the mocking eyes of everyone. Although she has incomprehensible anger in her heart, but more More, or distressed and helpless.
Seeing that Xu Mu suddenly seemed sensible, the grievances in her heart seemed to have slowly settled in her heart following Xu Mu's apology tonight.
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After that, the relationship between the mother and son seemed to have undergone a leaping change. Except for the occasional dinner at home, Xu Mu brought Xu Qinshen and her boyfriend to visit last weekend. Back then, she made trouble for Xu Qinshen. Since she gave Xu Qinshen a share of the company, she has long since lost the initial grudges, and she has long regarded Xu Qinshen as her own granddaughter.
Xu Mu took over the company's first board of directors. Xu Mu made a bold plan for the upcoming natural color paper. He proposed that natural color paper will replace the main paper in life in the future and occupy a certain leading position. Not only can it be positioned on maternity and baby products, the concept of environmental protection and health is also the core of this advertisement. During the promotion period, it is completely possible to provide free distribution of natural color paper in major cities.
"Ordinary paper towels still occupy a large market share. Xu Dong has been in Chaomu Company for so long. It is impossible that he has not done market research. Now natural paper is not the mainstream, and it is very risky to distribute it for free." The protester is Mr. Jiang, the old shareholder of Muyang Paper, used to be the No. 1 investor in the company at the beginning of its establishment. His status and prestige in the company are no lower than that of Xu Mu.
"It's not the mainstream, because the price of unbleached paper was positioned very high at the beginning." Since unbleached paper appeared on the market at the beginning, the concept of environmental protection and health has been preconceived. Raise the price up:
"Since environmental protection is advocated, extensive publicity and affordable prices are the first step."
Mr. Jiang raised his hand and flipped through the project plan in Xu Mu's hand, and asked, "Mr. Xu dares to say that, has he investigated the cost and labor cost of natural color paper?"
Hearing Mr. Jiang's words, Xu Mu replied confidently: "Of course I have done research, and the cost of natural-colored paper is more than half lower than that of ordinary paper. Make a fuss about packaging and paper printing, Mu Yang has the strength to take the lead in setting off a major reform of household paper, why not do it?"
After Xu Mu finished speaking, the big conference room was silent for a long time. Shen Teng had been silently watching Xu Mu explaining his ppt on the stage, as well as his market research data these days and the future development scale and plan for natural color paper in the corner. .
If you want to be a leader in toilet paper reform, the first thing you need to do is to convince the board of directors to lower the price of natural color paper, because the high-end line is not suitable for mass consumption.
But for Xu Mu's bold plan to imagine the future, the approval rate of the board of directors was not high, so it had to be shelved in the end. The only one that passed the board of directors was an advertising plan that Xu Mu had selected thousands of times and made some modifications.
Next, someone raised the issue of personnel transfer in the head office, and someone mentioned Cheng Guangqi, who has been working as a regional manager in Haiquan City:
"Cheng Guangqi's performance in Haiquan City has always been good. This time, the general manager of the market research department resigned and just happened to be a substitute."
It is not a bad thing to transfer Cheng Guangqi from Haiquan City to the headquarters. After all, Cheng Guangqi is quite sincere to Xu Mu. It is no wonder that Cheng Guangqi brought gifts to see Xu Mu a few days ago. The company showed its face and gave it a sense of presence.
In the end, Cheng Guangqi's return to the headquarters was approved with [-]% support.
After returning from the board meeting, Xu Mu was not idle. The first thing to do was to perfect his big paper plan and continue to revise those rules and regulations that could not convince the public.
"Actually, your proposal is very good. If it was proposed by Director He, no one would not support it." Shen Teng could see Xu Mu's frustration at the board meeting for the first time. This plan is also very simple, Xu Mu insisted firmly that it would be fine, but in this way, his image would be greatly compromised.
On the contrary, Shen Teng liked Xu Mu's plan very much: "This plan just fits the public's psychology and can take the lead. Although no one can tell what will happen in the future, it's good to seize this opportunity now."
"What's the use of this?"
If the plan of the board of directors cannot be passed, it is always a blank.
Xu Mu raised his hand to close the document, suddenly thought of something, and said to Shen Teng:
"I think I need to work on my personal image."
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Xu Qinshen, who thought he could sleep well at home on the weekend, was dragged out of bed early in the morning by Xu Mu, who said he was going to take her to Chenghai City to participate in a charity event. For the first time since I took the initiative to find her.
Naturally, Xu Qinshen did not refuse. After getting dressed, he got into the car and saw that Shen Teng and Liao Xi were coming with him, so he asked Xu Mu:
"Why do you suddenly want to go to a charity meeting?"
In the past, these occasions were always exclusive to He Huilan. Xu Mu would do charity work, but never showed up.
"Of course it is to establish the image of your father and me." It was as if his mind had been enlightened in an instant, Xu Mu did not dwell on the person he used to be in his heart, but kept thinking in his heart, how can he make Mu Yang Paper is well managed, how can we take over this burden.
The little dad, Xu Mu, seemed to be much more open-minded than before. The father and daughter talked about some recent work situations in the car, and also talked about her love situation. Xu Qinshen only blushed, and kept stuffing grapes into his mouth:
"It's really not that far."
Xu Mu almost died of laughter at Xu Qinshen's reaction, and said, "Which step do you think I'm asking about? I'll just ask if there is a kiss, the little girl's mind is full of messy thoughts all day long."
Xu Qinshen: "..." (ㄒ-ㄒ)
Xu Qinshen never regarded Xu Mu as his father, and the relationship between them was delicate. She had whispered countless whispers with him, and shared troubled and happy things with him.On the contrary, Xu Mu is more like his close friend and relative.
When I arrived at the Charity Fair in Chenghai City, there was still some time before the event started. After arriving at the hotel where I was staying, Xu Mu changed his clothes first, and ran to the lobby to ask Xu Qinshen to give his opinion. Tie, with a jealous and envious look:
"My little dad looks good no matter what he wears." After Xu Qinshen finished speaking, he joked with him:
"Gorgeous looks look good no matter what they wear, they simply fascinate thousands of girls."
Qin Shen knew that Xu Mu would never fall in love again, let alone find a woman to marry, it was just a joke, but just after she finished speaking, she saw Qin Ke coming in from the hotel door, probably because he He had just arrived, and he was still carrying a simple suitcase in his hand. He was alone and was not accompanied by anyone.
Xu Qinshen already knew that Qin Ke had returned to Xinchen City, and had met before Xu Mu knew about it. Even though so many years had passed between the old father and daughter, that person was still the father in his heart. There was no paranoid resentment.
"I know that Mr. Qin is a qualified father. He must be full of longing for you. You must not have resentment and dislike. He will be very sad."
Because he once said that to her, even if she couldn't understand why Qin Ke left him, even now, she felt relieved.
Without thinking too much, Xu Qinshen immediately stepped forward to say hello and asked him:
"Dad, why are you here?"
Qin Ke did not expect to meet his daughter Qin Shen here, nor did he expect to meet Xu Mu. The people who arranged to stay in this hotel were probably here to participate in charity activities. Pull it over, and say to Qin Ke:
"My little dad and I came here for a charity event."
In front of Qin Ke, she called Xu Mu little daddy without any scruples.
Qin Ke only responded, and looked at the wristwatch in his hand: "I'm also here to participate in the charity meeting. The time is almost up, so go up and put things away first."
Xu Qinshen immediately took the box from Qin Ke's hand, and wanted to ask Xu Mutong behind him if he agreed to carry the box for Qin Ke, so Xu Mu waved his hand to Qin Ke:
"Go, I'll wait for you in the event area."
Qin Ke didn't ask Xu Qinshen to help carry the suitcase, but only said that he could do it, so he asked his daughter to accompany him to the hotel to find the room number. After putting away the luggage, Xu Qinshen wandered around the room for a while before tentatively asking:
"Dad, do you know we're here?"
"No." Qin Ke vetoed it, dispelling the random suspicions in the girl's heart: "I think that's fine, you don't need to worry about it."
He thinks this is fine, as if he is a stranger, the only hub, Xu Qinshen, is already a big girl, and he doesn't need two big men to care and take care of him too much. The paper that was once torn can never be complete.
Hearing Qin Ke's decisive tone, Xu Qinshen finally gave up in his heart the plan to talk about Xu Mu's recent situation with Qin Ke.
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The scale of this charity meeting is very large, and the location is right by the beautiful Liulihai seaside. This charity meeting also invited the popular movie star Tan Yanai as the image ambassador of love.The purpose of Xu Mu's coming here this time is still for the plan of the set of natural color paper. The advertising spokesperson of the natural color paper is to talk about love, so this time it can be regarded as a face-to-face meeting.
This is the first time Xu Mu has appeared in public since he became the chairman of Muyang Paper. The fundraising is very generous. In addition to a Hope Primary School, there are 100 million funds and some school supplies. Among them, there is a special fundraising supplies , this item is the main color paper of Muyang Paper this time.
Xu Mu didn't want to give up his plan, but also hoped to have a warm-up for this fundraising, and Qin Ke's existence was relatively lower-key than Xu Mu's.When Xu Mu was promoting Muyang Paper's declaration of love and corporate culture on stage, he only made a low-key donation and did not appear on stage.
After the event, the gossiping media fans turned their attention to Xu Mu after interviewing and talking about love. It was able to attract the attention of the media, which was exactly what Xu Mu wanted. Apart from expressing some personal thoughts in front of the camera, Xu Mu Mu also mentioned the donation items this time, including natural color paper.
After asking Xu Mu some normal questions, a gossip reporter boldly asked:
"Mr. Xu, I saw that you came with your daughter Xu Qinshen, and I also saw Mr. Qin Ke. Are you a family of three?"
The reporter deliberately put emphasis on the family of three. Obviously, they were more concerned about the gossip about Xu Mu and Qin Ke, but Xu Mu did not admit it, only saying:
"Then I'm sorry, my mother didn't come, it made you happy for nothing."
Xu Mu automatically filtered out the words about Qin Ke's existence, and directly interpreted the family of three as three generations of grandparents and grandchildren. The reporter also understood. Seeing Xu Mu's attitude, he felt embarrassed to continue asking, so he gave up.
After that, the reporter's question became popular on the Internet for no reason. It is no longer like in previous years. Mentioning homosexuality will make people feel ashamed and embarrassing. With the progress of the times, most people begin to understand and start It's not surprising to see such words.
The old stories about Xu Mu being torn up became a mess on the forum again. Later, someone secretly uploaded a photo of Xu Mu and Qin Ke at the banquet. Everyone knows who Xu Mu is, but Qin Ke, who knows But it was very rare. Now that such a handsome photo was suddenly taken, it caused a lot of discussion on the Internet.
Xu Mu didn't know about all this on the Internet at the first time. At that time, he was arguing with Xu Qinshen over a glass of wine at the charity party. Xu Qinshen didn't like Xu Mu's drinking very much, so he stayed by Xu Mu's side all the time. , seeing him drinking, took his wrist and pinched it to remind him:
"You'll go crazy when you're drunk, Assistant Shen and I may not be able to resist it."
Xu Mu didn't think so, and gave Qin Shen a big roll of his eyes: "How is it possible, nonsense."
When he and Xu Qinshen were talking here, they saw Qin Ke coming towards him. He went straight to meet him, and took the initiative to talk to Qin Ke:
"Mr. Qin, haven't you left yet?"
He knew that he had always disliked socializing, and he didn't even like places where there were lights and feasting. In this case, he stayed a little longer tonight.
He probably didn't drink alcohol, his complexion looked normal, he didn't smell of alcohol like Xu Mu, and he only had a faint fruity smell on his body. When he heard Xu Mu's question, Qin Ke took a glass from the bar next to him. Juice, to him:
"It's almost time to go."
Probably because he wanted to meet Xu Qinshen again, and he deliberately came here to toast Xu Mu for this reason.
Xu Mu was not very satisfied with the juice in his hand, and said with a smile, "We have been in a relationship for so many years, how sincere is drinking juice?"
I don't know if he is still the same as before, because he hates social gatherings and can't drink very much. He is unwilling, but he has bad intentions to deliberately tease him. Seeing that Qin Ke was unmoved, he directly asked Xu Qinshen next to him:
"Do you think your father is particularly boring?"
Xu Qinshen didn't know what his father's drinking capacity was. Seeing that Xu Mu was not happy, he was in a dilemma, so he chose a glass of beautifully colored cocktail from the bar next to him, handed it to Qin Ke, and took the juice from him :
"It's rare to meet, shall we have a drink together?"
He was very afraid that Qin Ke would quarrel with Xu Mu here, and he was even afraid that the two of them would be embarrassed, so he had no choice but to act as a mediator inside.
Qin Ke didn't refuse, just lifted it up and shook it, and drank the beautiful cocktail in one gulp. Seeing that Qin Ke was really bored, Xu Mu bit his lip and wanted to laugh. This Qin Shen really sucked A good hand, this wine, after one sip, is sweet at first, but after a while, it will be overwhelming from the stomach, with full stamina.
How could Xu Mu be so easily fooled? He just took a shallow sip and raised his glass: "Then Mr. Qin, be careful when you go back. After all, those who have a family should leave early and return early."
"If you don't have a family, you should go back early." Qin Ke knew the little things in Xu Mu's heart, frowned, put down the wine glass, and walked straight to the door.
Xu Mu was stunned for a while, before he had time to think about it, seeing Qin Ke walking away, he couldn't help but say to Qin Shen:
"I think you are more like my own daughter." After all, you are a good hand at cheating.
After that, Xu Mu didn't stay for long, and he went back to the hotel with Xu Qinshen and his group. He and Qin Ke probably went back at about the same time, because he had just arrived at the hotel entrance when he saw the hotel's elevator attendant holding him up. Qin Ke:
"What room do you live in, sir?"
Qin Shen went to his room with Qin Ke at noon, took Qin Ke down after drinking a glass, and then sent him halfway, Qin Shen saw that Liao Xi and Shen Teng had returned to their rooms, so he directly sent Qin Ke to Xu Mu. A push there:
"I left my stuff at Liao Xi's place, Uncle Xu Mu, give it to me."
This girl ran faster than a rabbit, and as soon as she finished speaking, only half of her figure was visible.
Xu Mu looked at Qin Ke who had lost his mind, thought for a while, supported Qin Ke, and threw him to the door of his room. He wanted to leave directly, but after walking a few steps, he didn't Looking at it reassuringly, he found that Qin Ke was still leaning against the wall, as if he was quite drunk, and he was looking at his back all the time.
Xu Mu was worried that he would stand here until dawn, so he yelled at him impatiently: "Your brain is flooded, get out of here, look at me!"
Qin Ke was unmoved, and only said lightly: "I see you go back to the room and I will go in again."
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Xu Mu was worried that he would stand here until dawn, and yelled at him impatiently: "Your brain is flooded, get out, look at me!"
Qin Ke was unmoved, and only said lightly: "I see you go back to the room and I will go in again."
The lights in the corridor were not bright, he was leaning against the wall, his whole face was hidden in the shadow, only those black eyes were left, looking at him deeply and peacefully.Seeing his eyes, Xu Mu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly hated his temper that had just erupted. He suppressed the irritability in his heart, walked over a few steps, took out the room card from his suit pocket, and opened the door , and said to him patiently:
"Come in."
Xu Mu saw that he was having a hard time walking, so he took the initiative to put his hand on his shoulder, convincing himself in his heart, it is better to settle this person down, if something goes wrong, he will feel uncomfortable and even more worried Qin Shenhui was sad, locked the door, Xu Mu helped him in, his eyes fell on his left leg unnaturally, and frowned, he wanted to ask him how he made his leg like this, After thinking about it, I felt that there was no need to uncover other people's scars.
But just after taking a few steps, Qin Ke went into the bathroom and vomited directly on the sink.
He didn't expect him to be so drunk, but it's just a glass of margarita, can he get so drunk?
"After so many years, you haven't improved your drinking capacity?" Xu Mu wiped his face with a towel, and said to him a little disgusted, "You clearly know what's going on, and you still don't take your assistant out with you."
I don't know if Qin Ke is still awake. Hearing what Xu Mu said, he looked up at Xu Mu and asked him:
"How many years?" Seeing that Xu Mu was a little confused, he asked again, "Have we not seen each other for how many years?"
He probably knew it, but he wanted to ask Xu Mu this question on purpose. Xu Mu naturally didn't even have to think about it, he opened his mouth and said directly:
"It's been six years." During these six years, he never thought of forgetting him, and he kept thinking about why he left, why he was willing to give up on him, but that day, when he saw him with his family , suddenly understood:
They probably already have their own lives and circles, so why worry about the reason why he let go and left? It was a love that was unlikely to last long. Now he can be so calm, as if nothing happened. Can't do it?
Why should he tie up his life because of a previous relationship? He can get married, have children, start a family, and start a business, so he can naturally live his life exquisitely and richly.
Even if we finally meet in the future, there are only these kinds of relationships:
Friends, partners and most of all strangers.
Qin Ke was already a little inconvenient in his legs and feet. After vomiting, his whole body was pressed on Xu Mu's shoulders. He was originally shorter than Qin Ke, so he could only carry him and move into the bedroom step by step. Xu Mu exhausted himself. It took some strength to move half of his body up, and he himself was a little out of breath because of drunkenness, so he simply lay on the bed and never wanted to get up again. After a while, he seemed to feel Qin Ke moved, opened his eyes, and finally Seeing Qin Ke pulling his tie with his eyes closed, after pulling it for a long time, the tie was still quietly worn around his neck, motionless, Xu Mu sat up, untied his tie, and threw it on the ground, looking at the tie with his eyes closed. Qin Ke.
It has been six years, yes, for six full years, there has been no contact between the two people, and he even had a very bad idea. This person probably returned to his hometown, found a girl, and lived his life in peace. Small days, since then isolated from the world.
But who would have thought that they would meet on such an occasion, he is not mediocre, and he is not as useless as He Huilan said, he is excellent, just like that year, he was once in his heart, so supreme, invincible people who can't.
Xu Mu thought of the past and was very absorbed in his thoughts. When he came back to his senses, he saw Qin Ke staring at him. He probably thought he was dreaming. While admiring, he carefully stretched out his hand and pulled up Xu Mu's hand that was placed on the bed sheet.
It's not an ordinary holding, but a stubborn one, forcing Xu Mu's hand to intertwine with his own fingers.
Xu Mu's drunkenness seemed to wake up at that moment. He looked at Qin Ke in a trance, but saw that the man's face was still the same, neither talking nor smiling, just pulling him and staring at him. He sees.
Later, Qin Ke said something inexplicable, he asked Xu Mu:
"Xu Mu, how old are you?"
Xu Mu spat in his heart, he couldn't even remember his birthday and age, so he had the nerve to speak, so he said, "."
Xu Xiaolanggou and the 23-year-old Qin Damendan, if time stays at that time, it must be the happiest ending in the world, and the endless cycle of youth at that time.
He used to like to sit on the back seat of his bicycle, letting the little deer in his heart bump around. The heart he liked was still cautious at that time, and he used to be full of thoughts of wanting to seduce this person. Thoughts, seeing him not moving at all, but never thinking about giving up, this is Xu Mu, who still had full love and enthusiasm for him at that time.
Qin Ke was silent for a while, still clasping his fingers tightly, he turned sideways, and buried half of his face on the pillow, as if he was half awake and half dreaming, resting on his other arm, looking out the window. Moonlight was in a daze.
Xu Mu couldn't figure out Qin Ke's emotions, but he had been holding back his anger for so many years. Seeing Qin Ke's inexplicable, hopeless and indifferent look on his face made Xu Mu think a lot , so Xu Mu started chatting with Qin Ke like a resentful woman:
"Qin Ke, you live a happy life. You have a car, a house, a woman, and soon a son-in-law. You have slept with a man and a woman. You are already the biggest winner in life. Don't be overwhelmed. Yes, jumping off this building suddenly, it's all over."
"I didn't think about dying. And there were no women."
Qin Ke turned his back to Xu Mu, he couldn't see the expression on his face, he could only see his shoulders moving and trembling slightly when he spoke.
"Heh." Xu Mu trusted his own eyes. Hearing what Qin Ke said, he asked directly, "Mr. Qin, can you speak more truthfully and honestly?"
"I don't know which of the two of us is the one who tells a lot of lies." Qin Ke spoke intermittently, but he could hear some strong nasal voice. Xu Mu was a little sleepy. Hearing Qin Ke say this, Without going into the details, he leaned on the other side of the big bed, pillowed his arm, and talked to Qin Ke with his eyes closed:
"The only thing I ever lied to you was that I concealed my own background." Xu Mu didn't think there was anything wrong with his behavior. He thought Qin Ke was talking about this old thing, but after he finished speaking, he just It turns out that what Qin Ke said was not referring to this matter.
Qin Ke said: "It's 15 years. You used 15 years to cheat me away."
Xu Mu lay at the end of the bed, opened his eyes and looked at the back of that person, he was lying on his side all the time, after saying this, he didn't talk about any more topics, but Xu Mu was stunned for a long time because of this sentence, 15 Years, this is not a small number for a person's life, but Xu Mu is not like this, Xu Mu naturally felt wronged in his heart, and said:
"My 15 years are not worth remembering, not worth cherishing, only your 15 years are the golden period, you don't want me to apologize to you, there is no way, I did nothing wrong, I have no guilt, I am not sorry for you, it is you I am too selfish, you are bound by your own shackles, I am the one who should feel wronged and sad..."
Xu Muyue said that the more he felt that Qin Ke was blaming himself and oppressing him to say sorry, why should he say that it was Qin Ke who left him, not him, he raised his hand and rubbed his sore eyes while sucking his nose:
"Qin Ke, the relationship between us has long been settled."
After he finished speaking, he let out a sigh of relief, as if he was about to get up and leave, as if he had let go of all the unhappiness that had accumulated in his heart, but the man moved to join him at some point, raised his hand and hugged Xu Mu from behind, Then he didn't speak and remained silent.
Xu Mu didn't dare to move, he just kept his body stiff, feeling his even breath on his shirt, it was hot and extremely warm.
Xu Mu called him tentatively: "Qin Ke?"
The man didn't speak all the time, but held his hands tighter and tighter, as if trying to embed him in the bone marrow. Later, Xu Mu heard him say in a trembling voice:
"Even though I know you are a terrible person, I...I really hate me like this. I can't hate you, forget you, let alone hate you."
How hard is it to hate someone you love?
Xu Mu probably never knew that from the moment he met him again, the hatred that Qin Ke thought would exist in his heart was actually not at all.He had imagined the scene of meeting him countless times, and imagined the quarrel between them, but from the first meeting on the balcony, his indifferent turn around, to the most recent meeting, he disdained his help and treated him They are like the most familiar strangers, keeping a polite distance from each other and not aggressing each other.
Now, he doesn't care about him anymore, and he doesn't care about his teacher Qin anymore.
He is still living a glamorous and enjoyable life alone, taking his daughter to attend meetings, and gaining a sense of presence on the Internet. Without Qin Ke, he is still living a good life, and he can't see the slightest sadness.
But from the moment he lost Xu Mu, his life has been gray and white. Even in such a position, he will always be like a blind person, unable to respond to all the colors of this world.
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Qin Ke hugged him, with his face on his back. He liked to hug him in this position when he was sleeping. At that time, he felt that Xu Mu was a fluffy animal, and it was just right to stuff it in his arms. , I just want to spend a lifetime with him with endless tenderness.
But the Xu Mu now is no longer the fluffy little wolf dog back then. They have become very alienated and unfamiliar, and there is no such affection as before. Xu Mu was silent for a long time, and said to him:
"Don't hug me, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore."
After he finished speaking, he felt that the whole room was completely silent. He could only feel his even breathing on his shirt, and the warm breath on his back, like his heart. The stiff heart was also stained with dampness, the man still hugged him, but did not respond to his words.
Xu Mu waited for a long time, did not wait for his response, turned around only to find that Qin Ke had already fallen asleep.
The two of them were facing each other, and the face that he had been obsessed with for several years now appeared so clearly and truly in front of his eyes. Xu Mu stared at him in a daze for a long time, his drunken mind was a little overwhelmed. Originally, he wanted to get up and leave, but his body didn't listen to him, and he couldn't get up. In the end, he simply gave up and let himself and Qin Ke lie together. After a while, he fell asleep immediately.
When Xu Mu got up early the next morning, he realized that he was alone on the bed. He rubbed his sore head, straightened up, and then noticed Qin Ke standing on the small terrace, leaning against the terrace to smoke a cigarette At seven o'clock in the morning, the sun had just revealed some golden threads from the clouds, and the soft light fell on the face. The originally indifferent and solemn face seemed to be dyed, and gradually became gentle.
Xu Mu touched his arm, and then realized that he was holding his upper body. His heart skipped a beat, and he quickly touched his lower body...
Fortunately, the pants are still there.
Didn't you sleep with your clothes on last night?When did you take off your clothes?
Probably aware that Xu Mu woke up, Qin Ke stubbed out the cigarette, took a clean shirt from the bag over there and gave it to him:
"I asked Ah Shen to bring it to you."
Xu Mu responded, he probably couldn't remember what he had woken up to vomit in the middle of the night after sleeping, raised his hand and rubbed his head, put on his shirt, and asked Qin Ke in embarrassment:
"Where's my daughter?"
"They said they were in a hurry, so they went back first."
Going back first... Where are you going?Going back to Xinchen City and leaving him with Qin Ke?
Xu Mu was about to explode. This is how Xu Qinshen was a daughter. He went back in a luxury car and left his little dad here?What is this?
After Xu Mu got dressed and got up from the bed, he ran to the bathroom and called his assistant Shen Teng. As soon as Shen Teng got through, he yelled:
"Shen Teng, who is your boss? I told you to leave? What about you guys, bring the car back for me!"
Shen Teng didn't know that Xu Qinshen left Xu Mu in Qin Ke's room on purpose, and said with an innocent face: "Didn't Miss Xu say that you plan to take the high-speed train back?"
After Shen Teng said this, he saw Xu Qinshen sitting in the car winking at him, clasped his hands together, and begged him like a bodhisattva.
At this time, Xu Mu was yelling on the phone: "Take your uncle's high-speed train, you all get the hell out of here!"
Later, Shen Teng looked at Xu Qinshen, then at Liao Xi who was pretending to be ignorant, thought for a while, fell silent for a while, and hung up the phone directly...
Xu Mu heard the beeping sound on the phone, looked at the dialed number, cursed "Get out" in his heart, and sent a message to Xu Qinshen, asking her:
【What do you mean by leaving your father and me here? 】
After a while, the girl replied: [I came to see you in the morning and called you too. I threw you to my dad because you couldn’t get up by yourself. I’m in a hurry to go back on a business trip, so you come back with my dad , don't worry, he must have booked the ticket. 】
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For He Huilan, this is actually very normal. Xu Mu will not maintain his public image in front of the public. Everyone's concept of him is still that of a somewhat arrogant young master, and he is always worried that Mu Yang will fall into his hands. In the hands of investors, stockholders will doubt and question, which is actually quite normal.
He needs more time to establish a new image of being the head of the family in front of the public. She knows best how good her son is.
Xu Mu peeled the fruit and handed it to He Huilan. Before she could eat it, she saw Xu Mu, who was still talking to her about work just now, kneeling in front of her just like that year. He Huilan was startled She didn't understand where Xu Mu was playing, but this was the first time she heard Xu Mu say:
"Mom, I'm sorry."
It was the first time He Huilan heard Xu Mu say such a thing, she was stunned for a long time, her eyes turned red uncontrollably, she didn't understand how Xu Mu suddenly figured it out and wanted to apologize to her.
Later, he heard Xu Mu say to her:
"Maybe I can't do anything in this life but you want my wish to get married and have children, but I will try my best to manage Muyang Paper well."
Sorry for these years, I have been puzzled and resentful towards you in my heart. I have never taken you seriously, put you in my eyes, and never considered your feelings from your perspective, like a mother.
I'm also sorry, I clearly know what your wish is, but I can't realize it, I can't deceive my heart, follow the trend, get married and have children.
He Huilan was stunned for a long time, looked at her son Xu Mu who was kneeling on the ground, and raised her hand to cover her eyes:
"People come to this world naked, and they shouldn't take so much greed and desire with them when they leave, so I try to understand you and let go of the greed in my heart..."
As a gay mother, He Huilan has tried her best to convince herself and the prejudices in her heart. The pressure she endures is often unimaginable to ordinary people. Pointing and pointing, she has to bear ten times and a hundred times the pressure than ordinary parents. There must be no parent in the world who would like their children to live under the mocking eyes of everyone. Although she has incomprehensible anger in her heart, but more More, or distressed and helpless.
Seeing that Xu Mu suddenly seemed sensible, the grievances in her heart seemed to have slowly settled in her heart following Xu Mu's apology tonight.
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After that, the relationship between the mother and son seemed to have undergone a leaping change. Except for the occasional dinner at home, Xu Mu brought Xu Qinshen and her boyfriend to visit last weekend. Back then, she made trouble for Xu Qinshen. Since she gave Xu Qinshen a share of the company, she has long since lost the initial grudges, and she has long regarded Xu Qinshen as her own granddaughter.
Xu Mu took over the company's first board of directors. Xu Mu made a bold plan for the upcoming natural color paper. He proposed that natural color paper will replace the main paper in life in the future and occupy a certain leading position. Not only can it be positioned on maternity and baby products, the concept of environmental protection and health is also the core of this advertisement. During the promotion period, it is completely possible to provide free distribution of natural color paper in major cities.
"Ordinary paper towels still occupy a large market share. Xu Dong has been in Chaomu Company for so long. It is impossible that he has not done market research. Now natural paper is not the mainstream, and it is very risky to distribute it for free." The protester is Mr. Jiang, the old shareholder of Muyang Paper, used to be the No. 1 investor in the company at the beginning of its establishment. His status and prestige in the company are no lower than that of Xu Mu.
"It's not the mainstream, because the price of unbleached paper was positioned very high at the beginning." Since unbleached paper appeared on the market at the beginning, the concept of environmental protection and health has been preconceived. Raise the price up:
"Since environmental protection is advocated, extensive publicity and affordable prices are the first step."
Mr. Jiang raised his hand and flipped through the project plan in Xu Mu's hand, and asked, "Mr. Xu dares to say that, has he investigated the cost and labor cost of natural color paper?"
Hearing Mr. Jiang's words, Xu Mu replied confidently: "Of course I have done research, and the cost of natural-colored paper is more than half lower than that of ordinary paper. Make a fuss about packaging and paper printing, Mu Yang has the strength to take the lead in setting off a major reform of household paper, why not do it?"
After Xu Mu finished speaking, the big conference room was silent for a long time. Shen Teng had been silently watching Xu Mu explaining his ppt on the stage, as well as his market research data these days and the future development scale and plan for natural color paper in the corner. .
If you want to be a leader in toilet paper reform, the first thing you need to do is to convince the board of directors to lower the price of natural color paper, because the high-end line is not suitable for mass consumption.
But for Xu Mu's bold plan to imagine the future, the approval rate of the board of directors was not high, so it had to be shelved in the end. The only one that passed the board of directors was an advertising plan that Xu Mu had selected thousands of times and made some modifications.
Next, someone raised the issue of personnel transfer in the head office, and someone mentioned Cheng Guangqi, who has been working as a regional manager in Haiquan City:
"Cheng Guangqi's performance in Haiquan City has always been good. This time, the general manager of the market research department resigned and just happened to be a substitute."
It is not a bad thing to transfer Cheng Guangqi from Haiquan City to the headquarters. After all, Cheng Guangqi is quite sincere to Xu Mu. It is no wonder that Cheng Guangqi brought gifts to see Xu Mu a few days ago. The company showed its face and gave it a sense of presence.
In the end, Cheng Guangqi's return to the headquarters was approved with [-]% support.
After returning from the board meeting, Xu Mu was not idle. The first thing to do was to perfect his big paper plan and continue to revise those rules and regulations that could not convince the public.
"Actually, your proposal is very good. If it was proposed by Director He, no one would not support it." Shen Teng could see Xu Mu's frustration at the board meeting for the first time. This plan is also very simple, Xu Mu insisted firmly that it would be fine, but in this way, his image would be greatly compromised.
On the contrary, Shen Teng liked Xu Mu's plan very much: "This plan just fits the public's psychology and can take the lead. Although no one can tell what will happen in the future, it's good to seize this opportunity now."
"What's the use of this?"
If the plan of the board of directors cannot be passed, it is always a blank.
Xu Mu raised his hand to close the document, suddenly thought of something, and said to Shen Teng:
"I think I need to work on my personal image."
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Xu Qinshen, who thought he could sleep well at home on the weekend, was dragged out of bed early in the morning by Xu Mu, who said he was going to take her to Chenghai City to participate in a charity event. For the first time since I took the initiative to find her.
Naturally, Xu Qinshen did not refuse. After getting dressed, he got into the car and saw that Shen Teng and Liao Xi were coming with him, so he asked Xu Mu:
"Why do you suddenly want to go to a charity meeting?"
In the past, these occasions were always exclusive to He Huilan. Xu Mu would do charity work, but never showed up.
"Of course it is to establish the image of your father and me." It was as if his mind had been enlightened in an instant, Xu Mu did not dwell on the person he used to be in his heart, but kept thinking in his heart, how can he make Mu Yang Paper is well managed, how can we take over this burden.
The little dad, Xu Mu, seemed to be much more open-minded than before. The father and daughter talked about some recent work situations in the car, and also talked about her love situation. Xu Qinshen only blushed, and kept stuffing grapes into his mouth:
"It's really not that far."
Xu Mu almost died of laughter at Xu Qinshen's reaction, and said, "Which step do you think I'm asking about? I'll just ask if there is a kiss, the little girl's mind is full of messy thoughts all day long."
Xu Qinshen: "..." (ㄒ-ㄒ)
Xu Qinshen never regarded Xu Mu as his father, and the relationship between them was delicate. She had whispered countless whispers with him, and shared troubled and happy things with him.On the contrary, Xu Mu is more like his close friend and relative.
When I arrived at the Charity Fair in Chenghai City, there was still some time before the event started. After arriving at the hotel where I was staying, Xu Mu changed his clothes first, and ran to the lobby to ask Xu Qinshen to give his opinion. Tie, with a jealous and envious look:
"My little dad looks good no matter what he wears." After Xu Qinshen finished speaking, he joked with him:
"Gorgeous looks look good no matter what they wear, they simply fascinate thousands of girls."
Qin Shen knew that Xu Mu would never fall in love again, let alone find a woman to marry, it was just a joke, but just after she finished speaking, she saw Qin Ke coming in from the hotel door, probably because he He had just arrived, and he was still carrying a simple suitcase in his hand. He was alone and was not accompanied by anyone.
Xu Qinshen already knew that Qin Ke had returned to Xinchen City, and had met before Xu Mu knew about it. Even though so many years had passed between the old father and daughter, that person was still the father in his heart. There was no paranoid resentment.
"I know that Mr. Qin is a qualified father. He must be full of longing for you. You must not have resentment and dislike. He will be very sad."
Because he once said that to her, even if she couldn't understand why Qin Ke left him, even now, she felt relieved.
Without thinking too much, Xu Qinshen immediately stepped forward to say hello and asked him:
"Dad, why are you here?"
Qin Ke did not expect to meet his daughter Qin Shen here, nor did he expect to meet Xu Mu. The people who arranged to stay in this hotel were probably here to participate in charity activities. Pull it over, and say to Qin Ke:
"My little dad and I came here for a charity event."
In front of Qin Ke, she called Xu Mu little daddy without any scruples.
Qin Ke only responded, and looked at the wristwatch in his hand: "I'm also here to participate in the charity meeting. The time is almost up, so go up and put things away first."
Xu Qinshen immediately took the box from Qin Ke's hand, and wanted to ask Xu Mutong behind him if he agreed to carry the box for Qin Ke, so Xu Mu waved his hand to Qin Ke:
"Go, I'll wait for you in the event area."
Qin Ke didn't ask Xu Qinshen to help carry the suitcase, but only said that he could do it, so he asked his daughter to accompany him to the hotel to find the room number. After putting away the luggage, Xu Qinshen wandered around the room for a while before tentatively asking:
"Dad, do you know we're here?"
"No." Qin Ke vetoed it, dispelling the random suspicions in the girl's heart: "I think that's fine, you don't need to worry about it."
He thinks this is fine, as if he is a stranger, the only hub, Xu Qinshen, is already a big girl, and he doesn't need two big men to care and take care of him too much. The paper that was once torn can never be complete.
Hearing Qin Ke's decisive tone, Xu Qinshen finally gave up in his heart the plan to talk about Xu Mu's recent situation with Qin Ke.
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The scale of this charity meeting is very large, and the location is right by the beautiful Liulihai seaside. This charity meeting also invited the popular movie star Tan Yanai as the image ambassador of love.The purpose of Xu Mu's coming here this time is still for the plan of the set of natural color paper. The advertising spokesperson of the natural color paper is to talk about love, so this time it can be regarded as a face-to-face meeting.
This is the first time Xu Mu has appeared in public since he became the chairman of Muyang Paper. The fundraising is very generous. In addition to a Hope Primary School, there are 100 million funds and some school supplies. Among them, there is a special fundraising supplies , this item is the main color paper of Muyang Paper this time.
Xu Mu didn't want to give up his plan, but also hoped to have a warm-up for this fundraising, and Qin Ke's existence was relatively lower-key than Xu Mu's.When Xu Mu was promoting Muyang Paper's declaration of love and corporate culture on stage, he only made a low-key donation and did not appear on stage.
After the event, the gossiping media fans turned their attention to Xu Mu after interviewing and talking about love. It was able to attract the attention of the media, which was exactly what Xu Mu wanted. Apart from expressing some personal thoughts in front of the camera, Xu Mu Mu also mentioned the donation items this time, including natural color paper.
After asking Xu Mu some normal questions, a gossip reporter boldly asked:
"Mr. Xu, I saw that you came with your daughter Xu Qinshen, and I also saw Mr. Qin Ke. Are you a family of three?"
The reporter deliberately put emphasis on the family of three. Obviously, they were more concerned about the gossip about Xu Mu and Qin Ke, but Xu Mu did not admit it, only saying:
"Then I'm sorry, my mother didn't come, it made you happy for nothing."
Xu Mu automatically filtered out the words about Qin Ke's existence, and directly interpreted the family of three as three generations of grandparents and grandchildren. The reporter also understood. Seeing Xu Mu's attitude, he felt embarrassed to continue asking, so he gave up.
After that, the reporter's question became popular on the Internet for no reason. It is no longer like in previous years. Mentioning homosexuality will make people feel ashamed and embarrassing. With the progress of the times, most people begin to understand and start It's not surprising to see such words.
The old stories about Xu Mu being torn up became a mess on the forum again. Later, someone secretly uploaded a photo of Xu Mu and Qin Ke at the banquet. Everyone knows who Xu Mu is, but Qin Ke, who knows But it was very rare. Now that such a handsome photo was suddenly taken, it caused a lot of discussion on the Internet.
Xu Mu didn't know about all this on the Internet at the first time. At that time, he was arguing with Xu Qinshen over a glass of wine at the charity party. Xu Qinshen didn't like Xu Mu's drinking very much, so he stayed by Xu Mu's side all the time. , seeing him drinking, took his wrist and pinched it to remind him:
"You'll go crazy when you're drunk, Assistant Shen and I may not be able to resist it."
Xu Mu didn't think so, and gave Qin Shen a big roll of his eyes: "How is it possible, nonsense."
When he and Xu Qinshen were talking here, they saw Qin Ke coming towards him. He went straight to meet him, and took the initiative to talk to Qin Ke:
"Mr. Qin, haven't you left yet?"
He knew that he had always disliked socializing, and he didn't even like places where there were lights and feasting. In this case, he stayed a little longer tonight.
He probably didn't drink alcohol, his complexion looked normal, he didn't smell of alcohol like Xu Mu, and he only had a faint fruity smell on his body. When he heard Xu Mu's question, Qin Ke took a glass from the bar next to him. Juice, to him:
"It's almost time to go."
Probably because he wanted to meet Xu Qinshen again, and he deliberately came here to toast Xu Mu for this reason.
Xu Mu was not very satisfied with the juice in his hand, and said with a smile, "We have been in a relationship for so many years, how sincere is drinking juice?"
I don't know if he is still the same as before, because he hates social gatherings and can't drink very much. He is unwilling, but he has bad intentions to deliberately tease him. Seeing that Qin Ke was unmoved, he directly asked Xu Qinshen next to him:
"Do you think your father is particularly boring?"
Xu Qinshen didn't know what his father's drinking capacity was. Seeing that Xu Mu was not happy, he was in a dilemma, so he chose a glass of beautifully colored cocktail from the bar next to him, handed it to Qin Ke, and took the juice from him :
"It's rare to meet, shall we have a drink together?"
He was very afraid that Qin Ke would quarrel with Xu Mu here, and he was even afraid that the two of them would be embarrassed, so he had no choice but to act as a mediator inside.
Qin Ke didn't refuse, just lifted it up and shook it, and drank the beautiful cocktail in one gulp. Seeing that Qin Ke was really bored, Xu Mu bit his lip and wanted to laugh. This Qin Shen really sucked A good hand, this wine, after one sip, is sweet at first, but after a while, it will be overwhelming from the stomach, with full stamina.
How could Xu Mu be so easily fooled? He just took a shallow sip and raised his glass: "Then Mr. Qin, be careful when you go back. After all, those who have a family should leave early and return early."
"If you don't have a family, you should go back early." Qin Ke knew the little things in Xu Mu's heart, frowned, put down the wine glass, and walked straight to the door.
Xu Mu was stunned for a while, before he had time to think about it, seeing Qin Ke walking away, he couldn't help but say to Qin Shen:
"I think you are more like my own daughter." After all, you are a good hand at cheating.
After that, Xu Mu didn't stay for long, and he went back to the hotel with Xu Qinshen and his group. He and Qin Ke probably went back at about the same time, because he had just arrived at the hotel entrance when he saw the hotel's elevator attendant holding him up. Qin Ke:
"What room do you live in, sir?"
Qin Shen went to his room with Qin Ke at noon, took Qin Ke down after drinking a glass, and then sent him halfway, Qin Shen saw that Liao Xi and Shen Teng had returned to their rooms, so he directly sent Qin Ke to Xu Mu. A push there:
"I left my stuff at Liao Xi's place, Uncle Xu Mu, give it to me."
This girl ran faster than a rabbit, and as soon as she finished speaking, only half of her figure was visible.
Xu Mu looked at Qin Ke who had lost his mind, thought for a while, supported Qin Ke, and threw him to the door of his room. He wanted to leave directly, but after walking a few steps, he didn't Looking at it reassuringly, he found that Qin Ke was still leaning against the wall, as if he was quite drunk, and he was looking at his back all the time.
Xu Mu was worried that he would stand here until dawn, so he yelled at him impatiently: "Your brain is flooded, get out of here, look at me!"
Qin Ke was unmoved, and only said lightly: "I see you go back to the room and I will go in again."
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Xu Mu was worried that he would stand here until dawn, and yelled at him impatiently: "Your brain is flooded, get out, look at me!"
Qin Ke was unmoved, and only said lightly: "I see you go back to the room and I will go in again."
The lights in the corridor were not bright, he was leaning against the wall, his whole face was hidden in the shadow, only those black eyes were left, looking at him deeply and peacefully.Seeing his eyes, Xu Mu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly hated his temper that had just erupted. He suppressed the irritability in his heart, walked over a few steps, took out the room card from his suit pocket, and opened the door , and said to him patiently:
"Come in."
Xu Mu saw that he was having a hard time walking, so he took the initiative to put his hand on his shoulder, convincing himself in his heart, it is better to settle this person down, if something goes wrong, he will feel uncomfortable and even more worried Qin Shenhui was sad, locked the door, Xu Mu helped him in, his eyes fell on his left leg unnaturally, and frowned, he wanted to ask him how he made his leg like this, After thinking about it, I felt that there was no need to uncover other people's scars.
But just after taking a few steps, Qin Ke went into the bathroom and vomited directly on the sink.
He didn't expect him to be so drunk, but it's just a glass of margarita, can he get so drunk?
"After so many years, you haven't improved your drinking capacity?" Xu Mu wiped his face with a towel, and said to him a little disgusted, "You clearly know what's going on, and you still don't take your assistant out with you."
I don't know if Qin Ke is still awake. Hearing what Xu Mu said, he looked up at Xu Mu and asked him:
"How many years?" Seeing that Xu Mu was a little confused, he asked again, "Have we not seen each other for how many years?"
He probably knew it, but he wanted to ask Xu Mu this question on purpose. Xu Mu naturally didn't even have to think about it, he opened his mouth and said directly:
"It's been six years." During these six years, he never thought of forgetting him, and he kept thinking about why he left, why he was willing to give up on him, but that day, when he saw him with his family , suddenly understood:
They probably already have their own lives and circles, so why worry about the reason why he let go and left? It was a love that was unlikely to last long. Now he can be so calm, as if nothing happened. Can't do it?
Why should he tie up his life because of a previous relationship? He can get married, have children, start a family, and start a business, so he can naturally live his life exquisitely and richly.
Even if we finally meet in the future, there are only these kinds of relationships:
Friends, partners and most of all strangers.
Qin Ke was already a little inconvenient in his legs and feet. After vomiting, his whole body was pressed on Xu Mu's shoulders. He was originally shorter than Qin Ke, so he could only carry him and move into the bedroom step by step. Xu Mu exhausted himself. It took some strength to move half of his body up, and he himself was a little out of breath because of drunkenness, so he simply lay on the bed and never wanted to get up again. After a while, he seemed to feel Qin Ke moved, opened his eyes, and finally Seeing Qin Ke pulling his tie with his eyes closed, after pulling it for a long time, the tie was still quietly worn around his neck, motionless, Xu Mu sat up, untied his tie, and threw it on the ground, looking at the tie with his eyes closed. Qin Ke.
It has been six years, yes, for six full years, there has been no contact between the two people, and he even had a very bad idea. This person probably returned to his hometown, found a girl, and lived his life in peace. Small days, since then isolated from the world.
But who would have thought that they would meet on such an occasion, he is not mediocre, and he is not as useless as He Huilan said, he is excellent, just like that year, he was once in his heart, so supreme, invincible people who can't.
Xu Mu thought of the past and was very absorbed in his thoughts. When he came back to his senses, he saw Qin Ke staring at him. He probably thought he was dreaming. While admiring, he carefully stretched out his hand and pulled up Xu Mu's hand that was placed on the bed sheet.
It's not an ordinary holding, but a stubborn one, forcing Xu Mu's hand to intertwine with his own fingers.
Xu Mu's drunkenness seemed to wake up at that moment. He looked at Qin Ke in a trance, but saw that the man's face was still the same, neither talking nor smiling, just pulling him and staring at him. He sees.
Later, Qin Ke said something inexplicable, he asked Xu Mu:
"Xu Mu, how old are you?"
Xu Mu spat in his heart, he couldn't even remember his birthday and age, so he had the nerve to speak, so he said, "."
Xu Xiaolanggou and the 23-year-old Qin Damendan, if time stays at that time, it must be the happiest ending in the world, and the endless cycle of youth at that time.
He used to like to sit on the back seat of his bicycle, letting the little deer in his heart bump around. The heart he liked was still cautious at that time, and he used to be full of thoughts of wanting to seduce this person. Thoughts, seeing him not moving at all, but never thinking about giving up, this is Xu Mu, who still had full love and enthusiasm for him at that time.
Qin Ke was silent for a while, still clasping his fingers tightly, he turned sideways, and buried half of his face on the pillow, as if he was half awake and half dreaming, resting on his other arm, looking out the window. Moonlight was in a daze.
Xu Mu couldn't figure out Qin Ke's emotions, but he had been holding back his anger for so many years. Seeing Qin Ke's inexplicable, hopeless and indifferent look on his face made Xu Mu think a lot , so Xu Mu started chatting with Qin Ke like a resentful woman:
"Qin Ke, you live a happy life. You have a car, a house, a woman, and soon a son-in-law. You have slept with a man and a woman. You are already the biggest winner in life. Don't be overwhelmed. Yes, jumping off this building suddenly, it's all over."
"I didn't think about dying. And there were no women."
Qin Ke turned his back to Xu Mu, he couldn't see the expression on his face, he could only see his shoulders moving and trembling slightly when he spoke.
"Heh." Xu Mu trusted his own eyes. Hearing what Qin Ke said, he asked directly, "Mr. Qin, can you speak more truthfully and honestly?"
"I don't know which of the two of us is the one who tells a lot of lies." Qin Ke spoke intermittently, but he could hear some strong nasal voice. Xu Mu was a little sleepy. Hearing Qin Ke say this, Without going into the details, he leaned on the other side of the big bed, pillowed his arm, and talked to Qin Ke with his eyes closed:
"The only thing I ever lied to you was that I concealed my own background." Xu Mu didn't think there was anything wrong with his behavior. He thought Qin Ke was talking about this old thing, but after he finished speaking, he just It turns out that what Qin Ke said was not referring to this matter.
Qin Ke said: "It's 15 years. You used 15 years to cheat me away."
Xu Mu lay at the end of the bed, opened his eyes and looked at the back of that person, he was lying on his side all the time, after saying this, he didn't talk about any more topics, but Xu Mu was stunned for a long time because of this sentence, 15 Years, this is not a small number for a person's life, but Xu Mu is not like this, Xu Mu naturally felt wronged in his heart, and said:
"My 15 years are not worth remembering, not worth cherishing, only your 15 years are the golden period, you don't want me to apologize to you, there is no way, I did nothing wrong, I have no guilt, I am not sorry for you, it is you I am too selfish, you are bound by your own shackles, I am the one who should feel wronged and sad..."
Xu Muyue said that the more he felt that Qin Ke was blaming himself and oppressing him to say sorry, why should he say that it was Qin Ke who left him, not him, he raised his hand and rubbed his sore eyes while sucking his nose:
"Qin Ke, the relationship between us has long been settled."
After he finished speaking, he let out a sigh of relief, as if he was about to get up and leave, as if he had let go of all the unhappiness that had accumulated in his heart, but the man moved to join him at some point, raised his hand and hugged Xu Mu from behind, Then he didn't speak and remained silent.
Xu Mu didn't dare to move, he just kept his body stiff, feeling his even breath on his shirt, it was hot and extremely warm.
Xu Mu called him tentatively: "Qin Ke?"
The man didn't speak all the time, but held his hands tighter and tighter, as if trying to embed him in the bone marrow. Later, Xu Mu heard him say in a trembling voice:
"Even though I know you are a terrible person, I...I really hate me like this. I can't hate you, forget you, let alone hate you."
How hard is it to hate someone you love?
Xu Mu probably never knew that from the moment he met him again, the hatred that Qin Ke thought would exist in his heart was actually not at all.He had imagined the scene of meeting him countless times, and imagined the quarrel between them, but from the first meeting on the balcony, his indifferent turn around, to the most recent meeting, he disdained his help and treated him They are like the most familiar strangers, keeping a polite distance from each other and not aggressing each other.
Now, he doesn't care about him anymore, and he doesn't care about his teacher Qin anymore.
He is still living a glamorous and enjoyable life alone, taking his daughter to attend meetings, and gaining a sense of presence on the Internet. Without Qin Ke, he is still living a good life, and he can't see the slightest sadness.
But from the moment he lost Xu Mu, his life has been gray and white. Even in such a position, he will always be like a blind person, unable to respond to all the colors of this world.
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Qin Ke hugged him, with his face on his back. He liked to hug him in this position when he was sleeping. At that time, he felt that Xu Mu was a fluffy animal, and it was just right to stuff it in his arms. , I just want to spend a lifetime with him with endless tenderness.
But the Xu Mu now is no longer the fluffy little wolf dog back then. They have become very alienated and unfamiliar, and there is no such affection as before. Xu Mu was silent for a long time, and said to him:
"Don't hug me, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore."
After he finished speaking, he felt that the whole room was completely silent. He could only feel his even breathing on his shirt, and the warm breath on his back, like his heart. The stiff heart was also stained with dampness, the man still hugged him, but did not respond to his words.
Xu Mu waited for a long time, did not wait for his response, turned around only to find that Qin Ke had already fallen asleep.
The two of them were facing each other, and the face that he had been obsessed with for several years now appeared so clearly and truly in front of his eyes. Xu Mu stared at him in a daze for a long time, his drunken mind was a little overwhelmed. Originally, he wanted to get up and leave, but his body didn't listen to him, and he couldn't get up. In the end, he simply gave up and let himself and Qin Ke lie together. After a while, he fell asleep immediately.
When Xu Mu got up early the next morning, he realized that he was alone on the bed. He rubbed his sore head, straightened up, and then noticed Qin Ke standing on the small terrace, leaning against the terrace to smoke a cigarette At seven o'clock in the morning, the sun had just revealed some golden threads from the clouds, and the soft light fell on the face. The originally indifferent and solemn face seemed to be dyed, and gradually became gentle.
Xu Mu touched his arm, and then realized that he was holding his upper body. His heart skipped a beat, and he quickly touched his lower body...
Fortunately, the pants are still there.
Didn't you sleep with your clothes on last night?When did you take off your clothes?
Probably aware that Xu Mu woke up, Qin Ke stubbed out the cigarette, took a clean shirt from the bag over there and gave it to him:
"I asked Ah Shen to bring it to you."
Xu Mu responded, he probably couldn't remember what he had woken up to vomit in the middle of the night after sleeping, raised his hand and rubbed his head, put on his shirt, and asked Qin Ke in embarrassment:
"Where's my daughter?"
"They said they were in a hurry, so they went back first."
Going back first... Where are you going?Going back to Xinchen City and leaving him with Qin Ke?
Xu Mu was about to explode. This is how Xu Qinshen was a daughter. He went back in a luxury car and left his little dad here?What is this?
After Xu Mu got dressed and got up from the bed, he ran to the bathroom and called his assistant Shen Teng. As soon as Shen Teng got through, he yelled:
"Shen Teng, who is your boss? I told you to leave? What about you guys, bring the car back for me!"
Shen Teng didn't know that Xu Qinshen left Xu Mu in Qin Ke's room on purpose, and said with an innocent face: "Didn't Miss Xu say that you plan to take the high-speed train back?"
After Shen Teng said this, he saw Xu Qinshen sitting in the car winking at him, clasped his hands together, and begged him like a bodhisattva.
At this time, Xu Mu was yelling on the phone: "Take your uncle's high-speed train, you all get the hell out of here!"
Later, Shen Teng looked at Xu Qinshen, then at Liao Xi who was pretending to be ignorant, thought for a while, fell silent for a while, and hung up the phone directly...
Xu Mu heard the beeping sound on the phone, looked at the dialed number, cursed "Get out" in his heart, and sent a message to Xu Qinshen, asking her:
【What do you mean by leaving your father and me here? 】
After a while, the girl replied: [I came to see you in the morning and called you too. I threw you to my dad because you couldn’t get up by yourself. I’m in a hurry to go back on a business trip, so you come back with my dad , don't worry, he must have booked the ticket. 】
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