One Xu Qinxin for the rest of his life

It was the first time Xu Mu saw Qin Ke's helpless and gaffe-like appearance. Obviously, it was not because he was angry that Xu Mu went out to play. Hearing him say that, Xu Mu faintly sensed that Qin Ke was a little different tonight, and asked him :

"Mr. Qin, are you jealous?"

Qin Ke didn't admit it, didn't say anything, just left Xu Mu, and walked straight to the faculty dormitory. Xu Mu followed quickly with popcorn in his arms, seeing that there was no one around, he became more courageous:

"Qin Ke, why don't you want to admit that you like me."

Qin Ke stopped and looked at Xu Mu behind him:

"Why should I like you?"

If I know why I like you, I can know how to avoid inexplicable anger and jealousy.To hide from you, to hide where I can't see you.

Xu Mu grabbed Qin Ke who was about to leave: "You kissed my hand that day, do you not like it?"

As if someone had slashed his heart severely, Qin Ke froze on the spot, watching Xu Mu biting his lip when he said this, it turned out that Xu Mu, a bastard, didn't understand anything.Seeing that he didn't speak, Xu Mu clenched his fist and became more courageous:

"Mr. Qin, I want to fall in love with you?"

Xu Mu was fearless, he never thought it was a sin or impossible, he just looked at the man in front of him stubbornly.Under the street lamp, most of Qin Ke's face was hidden in the darkness, indifferent and stern. He looked at Xu Mu's face raised up with courage, his tightly pursed lips and stubborn eyes, as if he was staring at Xu Mu under the night. It was too difficult to make a decision. He is a mature adult who knows what it means to be fearful and what it means to be fearless.He couldn't believe the latter, so he could only succumb at the feet of the former, crawling, hiding his self-esteem, pretending that to live in this world, he must be the same as others.

Seeing that he was silent, Xu Mu leaned over to kiss him boldly. Qin Ke subconsciously pushed him, raised his hand to wipe his lips, and turned his eyes to the stubborn and fearless bastard. With a look of fearlessness, she pushed him against the corner of the wall, squeezed his chin and kissed him...

The night was quiet, and Xu Mu could only hear his own heartbeat clearly. It seemed that he was about to run out soon, and all the popcorn in his hand fell to his feet, and it fell all over the ground. , with his mouth open, he didn't know what to do, he could only feel the man's lips caressing his lips, finally pried open his teeth, and licked them with his tongue, with anger and grievance, As well as the uncontrollable excitement, his nerves that were tense at the beginning were swallowed up bit by bit in the end, and he slowly relaxed. He bit Xu Mu's lips, and then let him go, looking at Xu Mu who was still frowning because his lip was bitten:

"This is what is called love, with unscrupulous consequences and always painful."

Seeing his stern face, Xu Mu raised his hand to wipe his lips, and grabbed his wrist:

"How do you know it's painful if you don't try it?"

Qin Ke shook off his hand, looked at him, and said word by word:

"Because I know what this society looks like."

He blocked Qin Ke's way, and asked for the last time: "I just want to see the way you smile at me." He tried his best to explain, "Can't we secretly, can't we fall in love secretly?"

Qin Ke didn't speak, but said to Xu Mu:

"Go back to sleep."

After finishing speaking, he walked directly towards the faculty dormitory. Xu Mu stood there, watching his back as he walked further and further away, thinking about his expression just now. Did Teacher Qin agree, or did he not?

At that time, he couldn't fully understand Teacher Qin's hesitation, but he probably understood that Qin Ke was afraid of this society and other people's strange eyes.He is an adult, he knows what is good for him, and he also knows what will ruin him.

For several days after that, Qin Ke never appeared in Xu Mu's line of sight. Xu Mu deliberately went to the cafeteria to squat for several days and couldn't see him. Until that day, Yi Qian asked Xu Mu inadvertently, saying that that night Teacher Qin went to karaoke to catch him. Did he fall into the lake? When he came back, his whole body was wet. He had a cold for several days and didn't go out.

"Then is Teacher Qin serious? Have you seen a doctor?"

"I feel that he may be under a lot of work pressure and tired. He didn't go to the hospital. Maybe he'll be fine after a night of sleep." Yi Qian only said here, Qin Ke didn't allow him to say it, look at this bastard Tian Tiancha Not thinking about food, waiting for him in the cafeteria eagerly waiting for him, I really feel pitiful, so I broke my mouth.

Knowing this, Xu Mu went to the school doctor's office to prescribe medicine after class. The doctor had an impression of him and said how he prescribes medicine well. Xu Mu only said that he bought it for his roommates, and after taking the medicine, he went to the faculty dormitory Go, he knocked on the door several times, and heard the sound of the chair falling, which scared him into a cold sweat. After a while, he saw Qin Kehao open the door for him. When the door was about to be closed, Xu Mu slipped in like a loach. Seeing that his face was pale and his lips were chapped, it was indeed a sign of a cold, so he hurriedly asked:

"Mr. Qin, is your cold better?"

Qin Ke didn't want to talk to him very much, and said feebly

"Don't worry about it, I won't die yet."

As soon as Xu Mu heard this, he knew that he probably still had knots in his heart. He was neither anxious nor angry, poured out the water, prepared the medicine and put it on the bedside table, cleaned the room for him, cleaned up the dishes, and was alone Silently busy, completely like a little daughter-in-law:

"what are you doing?"

"I care about you, no!"

Qin Ke was going to be pissed off by Xu Mu, really, he was too hard to be soft, and he took advantage of his illness to sneak in, and he really lost his face.

-

Qin Ke had a terrible headache. Knowing that this bastard came, he didn't plan to leave. He took the medicine he had put on the bedside table and fell back on the bed, not bothering to bother with him anymore.

When he woke up, there was no sign of Xu Mu in the room. Qin Ke rubbed his eyebrows. He smelled a burning smell just after he woke up. He quickly got up, went to the kitchen and turned off the fire. Look at the yellowed porridge that has been cooked in the pot.

With a splitting headache, he was about to get the porridge out in silence, only to hear the sound of the door being opened, followed by Xu Mu's footsteps rushing in:

"My porridge..."

Qin Ke closed the lid silently: "You can't eat it."

Xu Mu leaned over and took a look, frowning so much that he was able to put down a pencil: "It failed, it will definitely be better next time."

He was still carrying a few packs of pickles in his hand, and now he saw that the porridge was mushy, and he sighed, as expected, it is very difficult to become a man like Mr. Qin who works in the study and the kitchen. He saw that Qin Ke wanted to wash the pot, Immediately grabbed it, and blocked him with his body:

"I'll come, I'll come, Teacher Qin, I can cook noodles for you. I'm very good at cooking noodles."

"I can do it myself."

Seeing that Qin Ke wasn't impatient, Xu Mu was a little happy, and grabbed it forcefully, insisting on cooking the noodles by himself.

After several disputes, Qin Ke had to hand over the kitchen to Xu Mu, but he didn't dare to sleep, fearing that the little wolf dog would burn the kitchen, so he silently leaned against the door frame of the kitchen, watching him wearing an apron and concentrating on the kitchen. It’s warm in the small kitchen. He probably hasn’t seen him for a few days. He feels that he has grown a lot taller and stronger than when he was in the college entrance examination. He doesn’t look so thin. The apron, looking down at the noodles in the pot quietly, this picture is beautiful and warm.

Xu Mu saw that Qin Ke had been watching him by the kitchen door, turned to look at him, smiled, and said to him:

"Mr. Qin, you haven't attended class for several days, and I've been waiting so long."

"Don't flatter me, I don't like that." Qin Ke didn't appreciate it at all.

Xu Mu felt that Qin Ke should be like this when he recovered from his illness. He was stern and decisive, and when his voice was calm, he was full of deterrence.But Xu Mu was not afraid, he picked a few noodles from the pot, held them with a spoon and brought them in front of him:

"Mr. Qin, have you tasted it to see if it's ready?"

Xu Mu was much shorter than him, and seeing his whole face lifted at this moment, his face was full of smiles, like a spring breeze.This man has a really bright smile.

Qin Ke shook his head, not knowing where he was thinking, and refused to eat.Xu Mu continued to move closer without giving up:

"Try it, Mr. Qin." His voice was flattering. Seeing that Qin Ke was still leaning against the kitchen door, he forcefully handed the chopsticks to his lips. Qin Ke thought for a while, Bow down and eat.

Xu Mu tightened his grip on the chopsticks, feeling very happy for no reason in his heart. Teacher Qin is such a man, stuffy and warm.

In fact, thinking about it now, he feels that there is nothing wrong with such an ambiguous relationship. They know each other well, but there is no need to expose it.

He knew he actually liked him too, and that was enough.

"Mr. Qin, when you get better, can I go to your class?"

Qin Ke didn't speak, just looked at Xu Mu who was full of smiles, and said in a perfunctory tone: "Come or not, if you want to come, be obedient, and don't wear a mask to distract yourself."

"Be good, be good, I will be good."

With Qin Ke's permission, Xu Mu felt dizzy as if he had picked up a marshmallow dropped from the sky.

The extravagant desire of wanting to be with this person has been met in a small way, just like the whole world is blooming with flowers, happiness is in a mess.

-

Knowing that Xu Mu signed up for Qin Ke's class, Chen An smiled and said:

"Mr. Qin tied you up to listen to it. Appreciation of beautiful essays is super boring."

Although at the beginning, Xu Mu was indeed "tied" to study by Qin Ke, but now it's different, Xu Mu let out a sigh:

"You think too much, Chen San'er. Appreciation of beautiful essays is an elegant course. It can improve my literary quality, and it can also make me..." He said, standing on the chair: "It can also make me look like a literati. Mo Ke is approaching, maybe in the future it will be Xu Mu, the poet fairy."

Xu Mu admitted that he was almost disgusted by himself.His speech promoting Teacher Qin's course was too explicit.

What kind of poetic fairy, it's all nonsense, he just wanted to covet Teacher Qin's beauty in class, so in the first half of the class, Xu Mu kept acting very interested, until he couldn't pretend anymore, he didn't care I stopped myself and started to draw villains in my notebook.

He drew a dog in his notebook, the little girl said, her father is a big dog, she is a little dog, how could it be a dog with Mr. Make the painting bigger and wear glasses for a while. Teacher Qin is standard equipment. He thinks that his painting is quite vivid, so he is complacent in his heart. Before he was happy for a long time, he felt that the person who was lecturing was sitting on his desk. Xu Mu looked up guiltily, but he didn't look at him, and he was still talking about what he hadn't finished just now.

It scared my father to death.I almost thought Teacher Qin noticed that he was not paying attention.

Just as he was rejoicing in his heart, he was about to put away the notebook silently, when the man suddenly pulled the notebook out of his hand and took it away.

"Come to the office after class and get it from me."

Xu Mu wants to cry but has no tears, it doesn't make sense, his deskmate next door is wearing lipstick, he doesn't care?He is blind...

Hmph, he was clearly targeted by Mr. Qin.

When Xu Mu thought of this, the injustices and small grievances in his heart were vividly expressed, and he kept staring at him with extremely resentful eyes in the following classes.

After class, Xu Mu sat in the classroom unwillingly for a while, and then reluctantly went to Teacher Qin's office. There was only Teacher Qin in the office. When he saw Xu Mu coming in, he put down the work, adjusted his glasses, and asked him:

"When did your ADHD get better?"

Xu Mu said aggrievedly: "Mr. Qin, are you bullying me because I like you? Why don't you care if my deskmate is wearing lipstick, she deliberately painted bright red to seduce you."

Qin Ke frowned, dared to quibble, dared to play tricks on him, he put down his pen, and told him: "I don't pay much attention to women."

Taking advantage of Xu Mu's emptiness in a daze, Qin Ke directly threw the notebook he just took back to him:

"Go to your class."

No blame, no lesson, just throw it to him after saying this vague sentence, and drive him out of the office, Xu Mu didn't want to leave at first, worried that Teacher Yi would come later, so he left reluctantly , When he reached the stairs, he opened the notebook and glanced at it. His feet slipped and he almost fell down the stairs:

The little wolf dog he drew just now was colored by him with yellow crayons and wrote three words on it:

Small dogs.

Xu Mu opened his mouth and smiled, holding the notebook tightly, and ran down the teaching building like the wind

To say who is a little wolf dog, he no longer has yellow hair.

Yi Qian, who passed by Xu Mu, entered the office, saw Qin Ke making tea slowly, and asked with some doubts:

"Something good happened to that bastard, and he laughed foolishly."

Qin Ke sat back at the desk, took a sip of tea, slightly hooked the corners of his lips, with a smile in his eyes:

"Who knows what happened to him."

26, 1.30 Jin|Jiang exclusive release...

At the end of October, He Huilan, who had been on a business trip for a long time, came back. This time, she personally found Qin Ke's school. The first thing was to hand over the tuition fees that had been in arrears to Qin Ke, and the second thing was to directly pay Qin Ke There was a problem.

He Huilan gave Qin Ke a leaflet, which was an introduction to the famous American university MIT. He Huilan didn't understand this, so she simply asked Qin Ke:

"Mr. Qin, take a look at this school. I want Xu Mu from our family to study abroad and see the world. Do you think he can go?"

Qin Ke poured tea for He Huilan. When he heard her question, he was stunned for a long time. He poured the tea and handed it to her, his face as calm as water:

"Mrs. He, I'm not Xu Mu's class teacher now. If you want to know about this problem, you can go to his class teacher, Mr. Yi."

He Huilan responded without noticing the strange look in Qin Ke's eyes, and just said: "Mr. Qin, if it wasn't for you, Xu Mu of our family would have been in the society by now. Thank you for your strict discipline on Xu Mu." , take your daughter tonight and go out for dinner together."

In He Huilan's eyes, Qin Ke was too low-key. The two of them had known each other for so long, and they only went out to eat once. This time they gave extra money when they came back, but they confiscated it and returned it all.I thought that Qin Ke would give some thin noodles this time and go out to eat, but unexpectedly, Qin Ke refused even more simply, and refused to go if he couldn't.

When He Huilan took Xu Mu out for dinner at night, she couldn't help but say to Xu Mu:

"Teacher Qin is a low-key and modest man. Alas, it's a pity that he has never had a date."

Xu Mu immediately stopped her mother's carelessness:

"Mr. Qin lives at ease by himself, why bother him with finding a woman, he just doesn't want to get married."

"There is no man who doesn't want to get married. Stop pouring your thoughts on others." After finishing speaking, He Huilan continued to pinch Xu Mu's meat:

"I feel that you are much taller than when I went out, how is your study, can you keep up?"

Xu Mu knew that He Huilan would ask these questions a long time ago, so he had already prepared a draft, and said confidently:

"Ms. He Huilan, don't worry, I'm not that yellow-haired boy now."

He Huilan hadn't seen Xu Mu for a long time. Hearing what Xu Mu said, she really felt that Xu Mu seemed to have matured a bit. She was quite relieved, and said to him:

"The children of the big bosses and expensive wives I know are all studying abroad."

When Xu Mu heard what He Huilan said, he knew what she wanted to say. Sure enough, the next moment He Huilan said to Xu Mu with envy:

"Son, you should go to study abroad too. I can find a relationship. International students are so rare. Many companies are scrambling to get them."

Xu Muqiang pretended to be calm, fiddled with the rice in the bowl with chopsticks, and took a look at He Huilan:

"You think too much, you can only go if you study well, but I can't."

"Didn't you just say that you are fine."

"It's very good. Our class is very good like mine. If you grab a handful, most of them have a very good foundation in mathematics. Those who study abroad are all top-notch, not to mention MIT, which is a world-renowned university. , not to say that you can enter if you want, don't forget, I can speak English, just a few words, why go there?"

He Huilan listened to Xu Mu's talkative words, and was too lazy to discuss with him. To put it bluntly, Xu Mu just didn't want to study abroad, but just wanted to get a college degree. The child is the flesh that fell from her body. How could she not know Xu Mu's thoughts? , if she has no relationship with the study abroad institution, can she ask Xu Mu like this?

But now it seems that her son is not very interested. She has only been back for a few days, so she didn't continue to question Xu Mu, and put it on hold for a few days.

-

As soon as He Huilan came back, Xu Mu felt uncomfortable. She always felt like someone was staring at her. In addition, when she heard that she was going to study abroad, she felt even more irritable. She was not even interested in the trick of pretending to "encounter" with Qin Ke in the cafeteria. Yes, I rushed into the cafeteria early to get dinner.

Unexpectedly, today, the person who habitually "met" with him in the cafeteria actually took the initiative to strike up a conversation with him, and sat directly opposite him.

Xu Mu only said hello in a low voice, and kept eating the rice in his own bowl with a guilty conscience. He didn't know if he knew about it. He wanted to leave after eating, but he heard the voice of the man above his head :

"Are you ready to go abroad?"

He spoke in a low voice, but Xu Mu could hear him very clearly. He suddenly heard him raise this question, Xu Mu immediately refuted, saying with all his heart:

"I'm not going!"

Qin Ke raised his eyes and glanced at him, his fingers holding the chopsticks loosened for a while, then tightened again. After thinking about it, he finally said nothing and ate in silence.

Later, Xu Mu left first, and he was afraid for no reason in his heart. Maybe He Huilan went to see Qin Ke just to mention this matter. Maybe Qin Ke came back to persuade him to go abroad just like he was his tutor at that time.

He must have taken some advantage from He Huilan and wanted to send himself abroad.

Thinking of this, Xu Mu felt that his body and mind were completely chilled. Today, he didn't go to Teacher Qin's appreciation of beautiful essays. When he returned to the dormitory, he was bored in the room. He lay on the bed and slept for a long time. In the end, he was woken up by knocking on the door. He thought it was his roommate, but when he opened the door, he found it was Qin Ke.

Xu Mu let him in and saw that there was no one in the dormitory, so he asked him:

"Ms. Qin, I don't care what agreement you have with my mother, I don't want to go abroad."

"What decision can I make for you?" Qin Ke saw the worry in Xu Mu's eyes, but he also clearly knew why Xu Mu resisted going abroad.Children of this age are more emotional than rational, "This is your own life, you have to think clearly, this decision is very important."

"Aren't you just here to persuade me to go abroad?" Xu Mu was worried that Qin Ke had already formed a lineup with He Huilan. Hearing Qin Ke's tone of voice at this time, he made up his mind that Qin Ke would accept He Huilan's benefits. It was from the beginning In this way, if it wasn't for his tutor, how could he discipline him conscientiously.

Seeing that Qin Ke didn't make any excuses, Xu Mu felt bored and uncomfortable, and twitched the corners of his lips mockingly: "I thought it didn't matter if I just secretly liked you like this and was ambiguous."

You don't want to be upright, you only need to look at me and smile at me, and I'm already satisfied, and I don't want anything else.

"But you don't want to see me now, and you want to send me abroad. You and He Huilan are together!"

Qin Ke didn't expect Xu Mu to be so disgusted with his appearance, he didn't even give him a chance to explain, now that he was so disgusted, he wanted to go back first, wait for him to calm down, but he didn't want Xu Mu to see him leaving, Immediately grabbed him, anxiously:

"Qin Ke, do you really want me to go?"

What's the use of saying no?Why leave a thought for a child?So he resolutely broke free from his hand:

"Listen, Xu Mu, I don't think there's anything wrong with this."

Hearing him say such words with his own mouth, Xu Mu's heart was a little cold, and he opened the door of the dormitory silently:

"Then you go, I don't want to see you anymore."

It wasn't until the man went out and walked for a long time that Xu Mu closed the door and kicked the dormitory door fiercely, wanting to scold him to death, scold this man who had no idea what he had in mind for him.

-

After that, the two of them had no communication at all, and left after class without staying for a moment. On this day, Qin Ke had just returned from class when he saw an extra person in the office.

He Huilan focused on Yi Qian. When he entered, the two were talking, and He Huilan took the initiative to greet him.

Yi Qian didn't know how He Huilan found him inexplicably to ask about his child's learning situation. When Xu Mu was still a high school student, he could probably see a little parent's education method from Xu Mu before, and suddenly took the initiative , I was still a little confused, knowing that I was asking Xu Mu to learn, so I said truthfully:

"Xu Mu is very talented in mathematics, but he discovered it a little later. If he started to study mathematics since he was a child, he would be a natural mathematician. He is very smart, but he has a lot of absenteeism in class. Knowledge tires faster, and the rest have no shortcomings."

This is the highest evaluation He Huilan has heard of Xu Mu in the eyes of the teachers so far. Qin Ke was also in the office that day, listening to Yi Qian as a teacher, speaking to He Huilan impartially and objectively. He Huilan didn't say that she wanted to study abroad. After learning about it, she greeted Teacher Qin and left.

There are other teachers in the office. Yi Qian finished distributing the oranges that He Huilan sent, walked to Qin Ke's desk, saw that he was a little distracted, leaned over, weighed the oranges in his hand, and threw them to him:

"Mr. Qin, something is wrong with you recently. Have you had a cold yet?"

Qin Ke nodded, feeling a little uncomfortable, got up and took the textbook:

"It's a little bit, I'll leave early."

After speaking, he packed his things and left.

It is rare for Qin Ke to leave early, and he used to stay in the office until after school. At this time, it is inevitable to arouse everyone's curiosity. A young female teacher said half-jokingly:

"Teacher Qin is in a very bad state recently. It's a bit like the feeling of worrying about gains and losses in love."

Yi Qian booed: "Really, where is Teacher Qin's girlfriend, is she pretty?"

"How do I know this, Mr. Yi, don't think I'm joking. Although I am an etiquette teacher, let me tell you, we pay attention to this kind of details. Mr. Qin's recent clothes are obviously more attentive than before. Now, this is a sign of love." The etiquette teacher said clearly, she was still single, and she sighed after speaking:

"I don't know which girl is so lucky to get into the eyes of our number one handsome guy."

"Teacher Qin has a high vision. He may like fairies."

Yi Qian ended this irrelevant discussion with a joke.

After returning from school, Yi Qian bought fruit and went to Mr. Qin's house to bother him. Seeing Mr. Qin busy in the kitchen silently, he chatted with Qin Ke in the kitchen:

"Mr. Qin, I feel that you have fallen in love recently."

Qin Ke was cooking in the kitchen, when he heard Yi Qian say this, he smiled, "Do you think I'm that kind of irrational person?"

Yi Qian grew up with Qin Ke, so he knew the tone of this man very well. He smiled and said, "How can there be [-]% rationality in front of love? Even gods can't do it." Yi Qian put his hand on Qin Ke's shoulder :

"Hey, mortals, I can see some of it, but I think that in life, you have to follow your own heart."

Qin Ke turned off the bubbling soup in the pot, and Yi Qian leaned over to take a look. It was rare for this person to cook desserts like rock sugar pears.

Qin Ke took off the apron and held it in his hand, tightened it, then relaxed it. He looked at Yi Qian and said:

"How can I use the unknown future to gamble on the bright future of a young man? Mrs. He sees a bright future. Going to study abroad is the mainstream today."

"Study abroad? That's great." Yi Qian obviously yearns to study abroad. In this day and age, studying abroad is almost as difficult as going to heaven. Being able to study abroad is a dream, with a bright future.

"Her mother is a businessman, and sometimes she only has money in her eyes, but this time she finally put her heart into him. If it were me, I would also hope Ah Shen could go."

Yi Qian was silent for a long time, he knew at this time that this is the rational Qin Ke, and also an ordinary man struggling on the edge of his thoughts, thinking about everything about their future for his family and the people he likes.

"He is still so young, his life is very long, and there are many uncertainties. If I ruin my bright future, I will not only feel guilty, but maybe every night in the future will be difficult to sleep."

"You think it's too great." Yi Qian was greedy for the Sydney in the pot, took a chopsticks and wanted to take a bite, but Qin Ke stared at him: "Don't do it blindly."

"You, you really think I don't know. Xu Mu's throat is uncomfortable recently, and his speeches are hoarse in class. Do you still want me as a brother?"

"Can our brotherhood be broken up with a bowl of pears?"

Yi Qian: "This...is true." ┑(￣Д￣)┍

Later, Qin Ke still generously served Yi Qian a small bowl, and the two of them stayed in the small living room, continuing the topic just now: "Mr. Qin, I know you have always carried the burden of being a teacher, but how can you guarantee , he will have a bright future in the future, if not, wouldn't you regret it to death?"

"I can't guarantee that I will regret whether he goes or not, but I know that if he doesn't go, it will be a pity that I gave up a good opportunity to exercise myself at that time. I have a child now, what can I have, I have nothing."

Qin Ke took out the pears and packed them up, and handed them over to him. Yi Qian thought they were all for himself. Just when he wanted to laugh, he heard Qin Ke say:

"Run errands, I don't really want to go."

Yi Qian wanted to punch someone: "What the hell, I'm still a microphone now, right?"

"Do you still want to be a microphone for the rest of your life? How can there be such a happy thing."

Qin Ke tried his best to turn the topic in a more relaxed direction, but when he said it, it made Yi Qian feel uncomfortable.

Young people's views on love are mostly beautiful and sacred, they would rather die than submit, with a lot of dreamy colors, Xu Mu probably feels like this now, and now he is suddenly poured with cold water, it is really hard to imagine what that bastard is state.

The etiquette teacher's speculation is quite interesting and quite correct, because Xu Mu has indeed felt the same way as Mr. Qin recently, because the two of them have a good understanding and wear the same style of clothes. Sometimes Mr. Qin will wear clothes outside the shirt Put on a sweater, and when he goes to class, he will find Xu Mu wearing a woolen vest.

After all, Xu Mu's age is here, so he won't be able to restrain himself when he goes to Teacher Qin's class. Looking at it openly, Qin Ke must be under a lot of pressure, but what can he do, bear it, do he still have to beat him? pause?

But Yi Qian went to Xu Mu's dormitory, and didn't see the bastard, but the roommate kindly reminded him that Xu Mu said he wanted to go to the rooftop to see, and Yi Qian was so scared that he broke out in a cold sweat, for fear of making some big mess Case, hurried to the roof, went in and saw Xu Mu squatting in the corner and playing with burning paper.

He walked over with black lines all over his head, and kicked Xu Mu's ass:

"Fuck you, little bastard, you are impatient, who are you burning paper on the roof? Who is dead?"

Xu Mu turned around, saw Yi Qian looking at him behind him, and hurriedly put away the test paper in his hand, only then did Yi Qian realize that Xu Mu was burning his own test paper, and his anger immediately rose, and at that time I know why Teacher Qin can bear the temper of this little bastard, because of love.

"Xu Mu, why are you burning papers?"

Xu Mu explained naively: "I don't want my mother to know my grades."

"Is this something that can be solved by burning the papers? Ah, why don't you burn yourself to death?"

Yi Qian stomped out the little flame with a few feet, and couldn't help wanting to smack Xu Mu. This child has never made such a stupid problem in mathematics, and he is so stupid in terms of relationship. He still does this kind of thing. Boring cover up.

If you really have a mother who wants you to go abroad, you can get out of the country even if your academic performance is zero.

Yi Qian did not forget to hand over the pears to Xu Mu, and the two of them leaned on the roof. Xu Mu opened it and ate a few mouthfuls without saying a word. same.

Lowering his head, he saw Xu Mu crying while eating, just like a little boy, crying with grievance and helplessness.

He suddenly felt sorry for him, Xu Mu had been flying moths to the flame, Qin Ke was just the candle that was influenced by his efforts, now that the candle was about to burn, the feeling in his heart was probably like the whole world Let go of his despair.

Xu Mu said: "Mr. Yi, I know that maybe Mr. Qin is also good for me, but I don't want to go abroad. As soon as I go abroad, he will empathize with you. What should I do?"

Yi Qian almost laughed to death: "Fuck off, you, I know what kind of person Qin Ke is, you can see that he knows Teacher Da Qin that his wife's child must be raised, and he will repay his kindness and miss the old love. How can a person like him empathize with someone else, besides, is there another Xu Mu in the world who would be so stupid to like someone like him, unless the human race is extinct."

There is no second Xu Mu, there is only one Xu Mu who likes Qin Ke so much in the world.

Seeing that Xu Mu was not happy, Yi Qian said, "Actually, I also look at it from the perspective of an outsider. You, Mr. Qin, consider you from the perspective of an elder, not from the perspective of a lover. Maybe he is now Treating you is still like treating a child. You are young, so you probably can’t understand the suffering in his heart, and you probably can’t know that when he sleeps every night, he will definitely ask himself over and over again, is it right to do this? Why do you want to accept a little boy’s liking? He’s going to take it, can he bear it? You don’t think about it, you only think about why he wants you to study abroad. In fact, he is not selfish, he just can’t bear it, yours Like, your future."

Yi Qian thought that the relationship between the two of them was probably like this.

It's like two scales at the top, one loves too passionately, and the other loves too heavy.

Xu Mu was silent for a long time, and took the last few mouthfuls of pears. While eating, his eyes were red with unwillingness: "Mr. Yi, do you think I'm self-willed?"

"It's not that you are willful, but that you are too young, and you still have a lot of time to experience the emotions you want to experience in the future."

"Anyway, I don't want to agree with your words."

Xu Mu stood on the rooftop, the rock candy pears that day were no longer sweet, he only tasted full of bitterness.

The young Xu Mu didn't understand the world view of adults. Love never waited for someone. He just regretted dying in his heart. Why did he like someone at an inappropriate time.

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Later, Qin Ke could not see Xu Mu at school again. He heard from Yi Qian that He Huilan had asked for leave on his behalf. The reason given was very vague, but Qin Ke could probably understand why the bastard didn't come to school. Fighting against himself, making useless excuses with He Huilan.

Until the beginning of November, he saw Xu Mu again downstairs in his dormitory.

This time, Xu Mu had a kind smile on his face, probably because he felt that Qin Ke was powerless, or that he already had some small thoughts and plans in his heart, and he seemed a lot more relaxed:

"Mr. Qin, I want to eat your cooking."

Qin Ke didn't say anything, but nodded, it was a promise. It was still early, and the little girl hadn't finished school yet, so he didn't go out to buy vegetables. He just cooked a few home-cooked dishes for him with the vegetables in the kitchen. As a result, the small kitchen was still chilly at first, but after a while, I could smell the aroma of rice and feel the warmth even more.

Serving and serving the rice, all in one go, the two sat face to face, Qin