One Xu Qinxin for the rest of his life

The surroundings were dead silent for a few seconds, and the dim streetlights at the intersection flickered a few times. Xu Mu looked at the familiar figure in front of him. Most of Qin Ke's face was shadowy. He leaned over to protect him, wrinkled tightly. He frowned, but remained silent.

Xu Mu's heart was empty, as if he had lost something important, he blinked his eyes, and his voice was hoarse:

"Mr. Qin?"

Probably because she realized that she had gone too far, Xiaoying immediately grabbed Wang Xiao's sleeve, her face turned pale with fright, and her voice trembled a little:

"Wang Xiao, forget it, let's go, let's go. It's over like this."

After receiving Wang Xiao's instructions, several people put away their sticks and disappeared into the dark alley. Xu Mu sat on the ground and watched Wang Xiao leading the crowd disappear into his sight, and called out to him:

"Wang Xiao."

The man stopped under the dim streetlight at the entrance of the alley, his figure was shrunk into a dim black spot by the streetlight, he didn't turn around, Xu Mu yelled at him:

"It's over, Wang Xiao, I'll treat you as dead!"

Wang Xiao didn't speak. Xiaoying pulled his wrist and led him to disappear from Xu Mu's sight. Xu Mu looked at Teacher Qin who was holding on to the wall. When I went back, the stick hit my leg just now, and the injury was not serious.

Qin Ke, who had been silent all this time, pulled him up and supported him. With his help, Xu Mu got up, and only then did he see some fine sweat on his forehead. The sap just now must have hurt a lot. At that time, his expression was normal, and he couldn't tell that there was a fight just now.

"Mr. Qin, how are you doing?"

Qin Ke shook his head. Seeing that Xu Mu was struggling to stand up, he didn't teach him a lesson. He just bent down and lifted up his trouser legs to see that he looked serious, so he squatted down and carried him on his back:

"Come up, go to my house, I'm afraid that bastard will come back again."

Xu Mu looked at the back of his approaching, and was still hesitating, so he took the initiative to carry him on his back and said, "What's the matter with you and that girl?"

Xu Mu then told about Xiaoying's visit to him at noon. After talking, Xu Mu rubbed his nose, remembering that his good brothers turned against each other because of a woman's words, and recalled the good times when they were together with good brothers. Feeling sad for a while, I didn't want to talk anymore, not even cursing my mother.

Qin Ke didn't hear Xu Mu's words for a long time, Qin Ke moved his shoulders, didn't hear Xu Mu's response, only heard his soft sniffling, intermittently, and asked him:

"drink wine?"

Xu Mu didn't know what Teacher Qin meant when he asked him whether he drank or not at this juncture, but he nodded when he heard him say that, and didn't think much about whether Teacher Qin would help him at this juncture.

That night, Xu Mu felt that the man beside him was not just his teacher.

Qin Ke bought a lot of wine from a small shop on the side of the road. The two of them sat on the grass of Haiquan City University. The surface of the lake is very clear, reflecting the bright moon in the sky. When the wind blows, the surface of the lake is shimmering and shattered.

"Teacher Qin."

Seeing that Xu Mu was finally willing to speak, Qin Ke responded and turned his head to look, only to see the kid raised his hand and pinched his nose, his eye circles were even redder than when he asked him if he drank;

"Mr. Qin, I found that I really hate creatures like women."

Hate women for no reason, hate everything related to women.

Knowing that Xu Mu was just saying something angry at this time, Qin Ke put his hand on his shoulder, trying to appear as approachable as possible:

"What is there to hate? For the rest of your life, it is necessary to put all your hate on something or someone?"

As a teacher's occupational disease, he always likes to say such vague words to enlighten students, but Xu Mu likes it.He was silent for a long time, buried his head on his knees, and didn't want to talk anymore. It's true to say so, but how can I make my heart like a mirror?

Seeing the sad boy silent again, Qin Ke leaned over, raised his face, and looked at him:

"If you want to cry, it's no big deal. If it can bring a different perspective to your life, it's worth it."

Those young and frivolous, the so-called brotherhood, there will always be a day when time and the world will gradually change. It's just that Xu Mu met in advance, and children will inevitably not understand, but there are so many things in this world that they don't understand. Many, maybe you don't understand today, but you will suddenly realize it tomorrow.

Xu Mu suddenly heard the words Qin Ke said: In this world, if there is a relationship that can last forever, it must be family love.

But these words are nothing but extravagant wishes for Xu Mu now.

The brotherhood is gone, and the family love has never been experienced. As for love... He looked at Qin Ke in front of him with red eyes. Against the sparkling lake, some small rays of light fell in his eyes. His eyes no longer have the seriousness and sternness of his usual lectures. Teacher Qin is actually a gentle man, but such moments are rare. Tonight, he was deliberately allowed to drink to relieve his worries, but the more he drank, the more confused he became. .

As for love...

He thought, probably far away from him.

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Xu Mu didn't know how much wine he drank, and his mind was a little unclear. Later, he didn't know how he talked about He Huilan. He probably talked a lot about He Huilan's past. Later, he couldn't control his emotions. , always talking and stopping, like a child complaining to his elders:

"I remember my grandma cared about me very much when I was a child, but after my grandma passed away, I no longer have the feeling of being cared for."

Even if there is an arrogant and domineering side, it can hide in the dark, like a young animal in a cage, after all, it is just a child who wants someone to care about him.

On the way back, Qin Ke was still carrying him on his back. Xu Mu lay on his back and asked inarticulately:

"Mr. Qin, you smell bad."

"It smells like soap." Qin Ke answered him patiently. The bastard is quite obedient when he is drunk, but he likes to keep talking nonsense, nonsense.

I don't know what came to mind, Xu Mu smiled again: "I don't like girls like Xiaoying, I have something else in my heart."

Qin Ke only thought Xu Mu was drunk and talking nonsense, and ignored it, but the kid became more serious, and leaned closer to his ear:

"Teacher Qin, let me tell you a secret."

The breath of the boy behind him was on his ears, which were a little itchy. Qin Ke shrank his ears reflexively, and found that he was very close to his ears, and wanted to raise his hand to push his head. , I heard him say clearly:

"I like men."

Qin Ke froze on the spot, only hearing the sound of the wind blowing the leaves in his ears, and his ears were messy, but the sentence "I like men" fell into Qin Ke's heart very clearly.

He carried Xu Mu's hands behind his back, and he didn't know where to put them, so he stood in the early morning deserted campus with his back stiff...

He has always thought that people who think like him in the world are a strange species that runs counter to the normal track, so he desperately wants to integrate into this society and make himself appear normal.So I never confided my heart to anyone, and I disliked myself who had such thoughts from the bottom of my heart.

Until today, he met a person who thought exactly like himself.

Xu Mu saw that Qin Ke was frozen in place, so he put his arms around his neck: "Teacher Qin?" Seeing that Qin Ke was stunned, Xu Mu smiled foolishly:

"Mr. Qin, are you scared to death by me?"

Qin Ke came back to his senses, and continued to carry him to the faculty dormitory. Seeing that Teacher Qin continued to walk, Xu Mu buried his head in his neck again, wrapped his arms around his neck, and carried all the weight on his back. On Qin Ke's shoulders:

"Mr. Qin, tell me what to do. Am I crazy? I always think differently from others."

"It's probably not crazy." Qin Ke spoke vaguely, and didn't tell Xu Mu what to do, because he didn't know whether it was right or wrong to have such an idea.

It was already three o'clock in the morning when he arrived at his place with Xu Mu on his back. After putting Xu Mu on the sofa, he first glanced at An Ran's daughter who was sleeping in the small bedroom, and then began to treat Xu Mu's wound. Skin trauma, deal with it, rest for two days and it will heal naturally.

As soon as the potion fell on the ankle, the burning pain spread all over the body. Xu Mu gritted his teeth and endured it. He lowered his head and looked at the discolored calf smeared by the purple potion. He felt that his calf at this moment was like It is a sick pig's trotter that cannot be sold in the market, disgusting and ridiculous.

"I feel like my leg is a sick pig's trotter."

Feeling that the atmosphere between the two was a bit awkward, Xu Mu said such a joke. Qin Ke heard him say that, tiptoed with his hands, and answered his words seriously:

"It's probably more than a catty, and it can't be sold for a few dollars."

Xu Mu saw that he lowered his head, his eyebrows were stretched, and only the curly eyelashes were left with some small shadows cast by the light, flickering. This kind of teacher Qin is like a big beauty, pleasing to the eye, beautiful like a painting, seeing He bent down to roll up his trouser legs, Xu Mu noticed that his back seemed to be stained with something, took a closer look, was startled, and hurriedly pulled his clothes:

"You have blood on your back."

He must have been injured by that stick. At this time, the shirt was stained with blood. If the lights in the room were not on at this time, he probably would never have known that this person was wounded and carried him for so long. road.

He frowned distressedly, seeing that he didn't care, he forced Qin Ke to take off his clothes, and said to see if it was serious, Qin Ke would not take off:

"If it was serious, I would have complained of pain earlier, and this injury is nothing."

"Let me take a look." Xu Mu was in a hurry, grabbed his collar and looked inside like a kitten. His clothes were soaked, and he must have been injured more than himself, but he didn't notice it, and even hurt him. Grinding on his back for a long time.

Self-blame and guilt flooded his heart in an instant, Xu Mu's brows almost wrinkled and he put down a pencil: "Take it off and let me see."

The two had been deadlocked for a long time because of this matter. Seeing that Xu Mu refused to give up, Qin Ke turned around, took off half of his shirt, and turned his back to Xu Mu. He didn't hear Xu Mu's voice for a long time. In the past, I realized that Xu Mu, who had been holding back her tears all this time, actually cried at this moment:

"Mr. Qin, I feel that my life is a failure."

Xu Mu, who was getting more and more drunk, shed tears unscrupulously in front of outsiders for the first time because he felt sorry for his back, which caused Teacher Qin to be beaten together with him, and rubbed on his injured back for a long time. But he didn't notice it, he was distressed and regretful, probably he didn't know how he cried in front of this person, he couldn't control it, and wanted to slap himself twice.

But the man didn't give him a chance to slap his mouth, he just raised his hand and touched his head when he was crying helplessly like a woman:

"If you don't cry, I won't be in pain, okay?"