Love Taker [Quick Transmigration]

Surprised and disturbed, he called his name again.

"I won't leave you alone." The young man answered him calmly, "You are my patient, and I will always stand by your side, but don't make me angry again, okay?"

His voice was very soft, "Don't hurt yourself again, I just hope you can become a normal person, can you promise me?"

"...I'm sorry." Xie Jinhe rubbed his hand, sobbing like a wounded little animal, repeating in a low whimper, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't go."

Give me tenderness, give me pain, give me love.

Xie Jinhe found that he had fallen into this feeling of knowing that he was firmly held by the other party but still unable to extricate himself.

Ivan patted him on the shoulder until he was almost crying, and said, "Go and wash off the blood on your body, remember to wipe it gently with a wet hot towel, and don't let the wound get wet."

He hesitated for a moment, thinking that this kind of request was too difficult for someone like Xie Jinhe who had no medical concept, so he asked, "Do you need my help?"

Xie Jinhe's face turned red, he looked at Yiwen uneasily, and shook his head.

Just when Yiwen was thinking that it would be too shameful to be naked in front of the same sex, he saw Xie Jinhe sitting up from the bed, approaching his hand, and whispered, "Can you give me a kiss?"

Ok?

A little surprised, but there is no reason to refuse.Yiwen nodded, approached Xie Jinhe's face, and gently dropped a kiss on his cheek, just like he kissed those children with autism in the past, not ambiguous, just encouraging and gentle.

Xie Jinhe's expression suddenly became a little strange.He showed a shameful expression, jumped up from the bed, ran to the closet in a panic, pulled out the clothes, and ran to the bathroom, leaving Ivan standing there with a dazed expression.

What's going on here?

It's too abrupt to understand.Yi Wen shook his head, looked around at the chaos around him, and sighed, it seemed that he had to clean it up by himself, let's clean it up before Xie Jinhe came out.

……

—smelled it from him.

Yiwen's, only Yiwen's, infiltrated the smell of another person in the fresh and clear breath like the sea breeze.

Moreover, it seemed to be some kind of delusional desire.

--disgust.

However, even this deep disgust cannot be shown.If the young man who was smiling in front of him as if nothing had happened, if he showed his sick side, he might push him further away.

Emotions are like ice, on the surface of the water, there is a very thin layer, but the chill below is bottomless, because such feelings must not be leaked.

The light in the bathroom was turned on, the warm white light filled the bathtub with hot water of just the right temperature, and then the whole bathroom was filled with white mist, like some kind of dream, rising so that the room was hazy mist.

Tentatively putting his hand into the water, Xie Jinhe felt the sharp pain of the unhealed wound touching the water. Xie Jinhe took a light breath, the pain seemed to go directly from the heel to the brain.

Gently wipe with a warm, moist towel, keeping the wound from getting water.Psychotherapists say so.

But no, if you don't use the pain to stimulate yourself to stay awake, the hatred and jealousy will overflow like poisoned wine.The pain and longing in my heart are getting bigger and bigger, and I can't control it... I must use the pain to give a lesson, telling myself that I must never show the slightest.

Xie Jinhe gently took off the bloody clothes sticking to the skin, stepped his feet into the water, then took a light breath, and sat down slowly.

The pain pierced the body sharply.Sinking your body into the water is like falling into bottomless water.

Evan.

No, no, no matter who it is, he will never allow him to take Yiwen away from him. No matter who it is, especially Xie Zheng, he must never let Xie Zheng take Yiwen away...

Or I want to take Yiwen back from Xie Zheng.

Because the pain caused mental confusion instead, Xie Jinhe opened his eyes wide, staring at the white bathroom tiles in a daze. It seemed that the hot water mist was attached to the tiles and condensed into tiny water droplets, which were wet.

The tingling was initially piercing into the bone, but after getting used to it, it became flat.Xie Jinhe wiped his arm lightly, watching the blood seep into the water, turning into strands of red.His breathing became heavy, and his eyes began to blur. After hesitating for a moment, he still stretched his hand down.

The man didn't find out—

When that unmemorable kiss gently leaned against his cheek, Xie Jinhe had fallen into many unreasonable delusions in pain and longing.The body violated its own will and chose excitement without authorization.How much effort does it take to restrain yourself from showing your ugly face in front of that person.

Want to hold him, want to kiss him, want to...

No, even Xie Jinhe understands how ugly this kind of self is full of longing and desire.

Embarrassing and absurd.

But the body is against the will, the emotions are crying for hugs, and then the reason is also against the self, eager to dissolve him and himself, only the desire is inseparable.

He is craving.

The young man's face is handsome, and if he smiles, there is something feminine about him.Whether it's gentle like a soft March rain falling on a mountaintop, or cold like a taiga piercing snow and a gray sky, there's no doubt—

It was a gesture that was enough to shake his mind.

He shouldn't have such a meaningless desire, longing to paint the young man's peaceful face that seemed to have no desires with his own gorgeous color.

So don't let him notice it.

Can't let him notice.

It's ridiculous.When did it start.But the inner heat has penetrated the body, and the pleasure surpasses the pain of the wound being pierced by water, covering up the reason. Everything in the world is no longer cold and dark, but a magnificent warm red, ambiguous red.

Sinking, sinking, until the whole body is immersed in the water, feeling the warmth that surrounds the whole body, Xie Jinhe thinks of Ivan, the gentle smile like the soft March rain falling from the top of the mountain, like the coniferous forest piercing the gray sky The stern expression, the warmth of the palm when holding his hand, and the breath as clear as the sea breeze that seeps in——

His breathing became heavier and heavier.

You are always looking at him.

You take it too far.

It is quite dangerous to look at a person so passionately.

Terrible things will happen eventually.

You should no longer look at him...

Don't look at him, I beg you.

why are you talking to himwhy are you looking at himThe terrible thing happened at last.

One of his hands went into the water, and the other hand tightly gagged his mouth. Even if he gritted his teeth hard, he couldn't feel the pain at all in the face of excessive pleasure.

"...Ivan... woo..."

The author has something to say: The gist of this article is: the courier that requires delivery will be delivered—but feelings are irresponsible.Even so, it will bring you the happiness (/curse) you deserve.That is, the recipient can become a winner in life in addition to feelings.But... for you (/ him), what is the most important thing?

Let me have another round of literature and art (no), the next step is to run the plot

note:

You are always looking at him*: Adapted from Oscar Wilde's "Salome", symbolizing the doomed but unstoppable love, the boy is very good, but it is a pity that Salome only loves John

☆, the ninth course of treatment for mental illness

Psychotherapy is advancing steadily.

After experiencing the self-harm incident, Xie Jinhe became more submissive to his psychotherapist.Although he also obeyed Yiwen's words in the past, he would show an extreme side to some extent.It's not like it is now, no different from any normal young master of everyone.

Lazy expression, peaceful attitude, heavy gaze, smile, arc when looking at him.

It's too mellow.On the contrary, it looked like a mask, which made Ivan feel unspeakably uneasy.

But trying to let Xie Jinhe act alone did not show any problems. Even if he was allowed to sleep alone at night, he would not wake up in a cold sweat, shivering under the quilt like in the past.Trying to contact domestic colleagues he knew for a second diagnosis, Xie Jinhe did not reject treatment as in the past, but calmly accepted the observation of another psychotherapist.

The conclusion is that the mental state is gradually recovering and is close to the level of normal people.

All in all a good thing.Yiwen estimated the time and felt that it was almost time to hand Xie Jinhe back to Xie Zheng.

There is only one problem left in front of him——

Excessive projective dependence.

Xie Jinhe's current recovery is largely due to his blind obedience to Yiwen, but no normal person with mental health in society must rely on others to live, and losing them means losing the meaning of life.If Er Shao Xie always maintained this attachment attitude, then when he withdrew from this world, it might actually cause the recipient's mental state to rebound and deteriorate.

As a result, the method has not been thought out yet, but the original plan has been crossed.

——Xie Zheng asked him to meet in the company.

"I'm very curious about you." His employer, the young master of the Xie family, cut to the chase.

The light from the floor-to-ceiling windows was warm, but the man sitting behind the large desk made people feel cold and out of tune with everything around him.

His appearance is undoubtedly quite handsome, the kind of sharp-edged handsomeness.Although his appearance is very similar to that of Xie Jinhe, his blade-like temperament is different from his younger brother's lazy posture, so sharp that it seems to be able to tear his opponent apart.

With dark and penetrating eyes, no one can hide any thoughts in front of him, nor can they face him squarely.

——Thank you for fighting.

The young ruler of the Xie family is also the employer who hired him to treat Xie Jinhe and sell his younger brother.If he hadn't known his goal in advance, when he saw him for the first time, Ivan would have thought that he was going to heal this Young Master Xie.

Workaholics, obsessive-compulsive disorder, perfectionism, self-oppression, a perfect tyrant who pursues the ultimate.

In short, horrible guy.

Therefore, facing the "interest" theory raised by this dangerous character at the beginning, Ivan still kept silent with a soft and calm smile.

Xie Zheng stared at his wait-and-see attitude, and pointed to the documents on the table with the tip of the pen in his hand: "I have received several open and secret inquiries from the Lu family. I am very curious, one for me My younger brother is doing psychotherapy, how could he attract the attention of the Lu family?"

Lu family?

Ivan was taken aback.Because he has been thinking about how to deal with Xie Jinhe's excessive projective dependence during this time, he almost forgot about the unimportant things, and only recalled what happened before.

This is Lu Di?

He replied calmly: "I accidentally offended the young master of the Lu family before. Although it was only a trivial matter, it must have been hated."

"Remember the grudge?" Xie Zheng asked back, "With Lu Di's temperament, even if he is still afraid of me, whoever really resents him has rushed forward to settle the score. Isn't it unusual to ask me for news in the name of the Lu family?"

"...I'm sorry." Ivan smiled, "I didn't know, Mr. Xie."

Tsk, it's annoying to be so aggressive, you know, Mr. Xie?

The pen bounced slightly in the air.

"You've caused too much trouble." Xie Zheng's eyes were cold, and Yiwen looked at him, feeling in his heart that he and Xie Jinhe are indeed brothers. These two people have the kind of silence and coldness hidden like ice on the water. "I remember I invited you here just to treat Xie Jinhe."

Ivan still responded calmly: "Mr. Xie, I remember that when we signed the contract, I said that if you want me to cure the patient in such a short period of time, please tell me everything about the patient and respect my treatment. "

The man's voice was steady: "It's not a hope, but a request."

Ivan was silent for a moment: "...So what do you mean? Fire me?"

"Maybe I should judge according to the situation." Xie Zheng replied frankly, with the attitude of a ruler who is used to controlling everything and cannot tolerate the existence of variables outside the plan.

But what he said this time was not echoed.Xie Zheng paused, put the nib of the pen on the table, and looked up at the silent Yiwen with a little confusion.

Then he found himself a little dizzy again.

It's like... when I met this person for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off that face.In all fairness, this man's face is really good. Although he is not used to admiring the beauty of men, it is undeniable that such a gentle and handsome appearance makes people...

Make people... what?

"Second Young Master's situation has improved a lot, and I will leave when he can communicate with other people normally." At this time, Ivan put his index finger on his lips and smiled softly, "But, just as we agreed , whatever impedes healing..."

……

……what?

When he regained consciousness, Xie Zheng found himself kneeling on the ground.

Reason was unable to deal with the current situation, he looked around stiffly, only to realize that he was still in the office.

But what happened in the middle, in retrospect, there is only a blank space separated by fragments.Obviously the gentle young man was still smiling in front of him last moment, but now the scene in front of him is completely different.

Although the brain can't handle the current situation, Xie Zheng still quickly observes the surrounding environment.During the time he was unconscious, the minute hand of the clock in the office made half a revolution.

half an hour.

If I were to kneel here, the one behind the desk is——

Xie Zheng immediately swept to his original position, and saw Yiwen sitting there, eating chicken wings and eating deliciously.

"Hey." The young man greeted him with a gentle smile when he saw him raise his head, "I just asked you to make an arrangement for the secretary, after all, I didn't eat anything in order to come here in the morning." His voice carried Complaining, but still in a soft tone.

It is estimated that the young, beautiful and capable secretary outside is still doubting his life because his always aloof big boss suddenly asked for junk fast food to come to the office.

But Young Master Xie couldn't take his gentle smile seriously anymore.

"You..." Xie Zheng gritted his teeth and was about to stand up, but saw Yiwen smiling and said, "Good boy, good boy, kneel there."

Then he couldn't really get up.The body rebels against its own will and toward others.

"What did you do?!" Xie Zheng was surprised and angry.

Ivan drank Coke: "Hypnosis, Young Master Xie, you haven't woken up from the semi-hypnotic state yet, don't you realize it?" He raised his eyebrows and smiled softly.

The eldest son of the Xie family has obviously never encountered such a situation. He was completely stunned at this moment. He was stunned for a moment before realizing that he should fight back: "Impossible, I will never..."

Hypnosis is not as magical as some novels say.In many cases, hypnosis as one of the methods of psychotherapy is nothing more than diluting the conscious self-defense mechanism and inducing the subconscious to instill psychological hints. In many cases, it is closer to a magical stage performance.

Hypnosis is difficult to achieve without the active cooperation of the hypnotized person and the appropriate environment.Even when Ivan saw this office for the first time, he felt that this environment was actually very suitable for hypnosis, but with Xie Zheng's terrifying willpower and self-control, he shouldn't have reached this level of obedience.

"Indeed," Ivan sucked on the straw with a confused expression on his face, "It's strange that you don't reject me."

So even when Ivan met him for the first time, in order to ensure that Xie Zheng signed a treatment contract with him, he had already started to hint at the other party, but the effect even surprised him.

He was actually curious in his heart, did Xie Zheng fall in love with him at first sight when he saw him at first sight, or as the saying goes, rigidity is easy to break?But these are all things that have nothing to do with his express mission in this world, so they are simply ignored.

Xie Zheng's face was ugly.

In fact, it's really interesting to see Young Master Xie, who has always been indifferent and arrogant, showing such an expression of embarrassment that he wants to get into the cracks in the ground, but Yiwen also knows in his heart that if he keeps making fun of him, this one will really become angry from embarrassment.

"I won't touch you. I have only one purpose for returning to China...I just want to treat my patients well. If there is no conflict of interest, I hope our cooperative relationship can be maintained forever." He smiled and looked at the kneeling Xie Zheng who was on the ground still couldn't hold back a burst of laughter.

Xie Zheng's expression vividly explained that if he could really stand up at this time, he would hit someone.

Yiwen threw the garbage into the trash can next to him, stood up, walked up to Xie Zheng, and said with a smile, "Now, go to sleep." The carpet on the floor is quite soft, so it shouldn't be cold?

Xie Zheng was stunned, and his upper and lower eyelids immediately fought, but he still tried his best to restrain his drowsiness, struggling to ask: "What... do you want..."

"Young Master Xie hasn't had a good night's sleep for a long time. Take a good rest." Ivan replied, "The deep hypnotic sleep is very comfortable. I will tell the secretary that Mr. Xie doesn't want to be disturbed."

He is smiling.

But those eyes no longer looked at him.

The plain shirt was so white that it didn't fit in with everything around him. Even though the young man looked around idly, he still seemed to be standing under a flower tree.At that time, there were white and pink petals falling under her feet, and her black eyes were clear and silent, unable to respond to anything.

Do not……

Xie Zheng struggled to speak.

But what did he want to say?

Unable to recall the answer, consciousness fell into chaos.

The author has something to say: Although there is still a plot in the reservation, after reading it, it is already full of 3000 characters... cut it off (drink tea)

☆, the tenth course of treatment for mental illness

After getting off the building from the elevator, Ivan thought about the current situation.

Xie Zheng was settled for the time being, although he knew from his character that he would not let it go, but if he didn't find a way, he wouldn't come to him to humiliate himself.

Mainly Xie Jinhe.

Xie Jinhe obviously has a competitive or even hostile attitude towards his brother.Even if it is the result of Xie Zheng forcing him to socialize for so many years, there must be its root cause.

He remembered again the kidnapping case mentioned in the information report that caused Xie Jinhe to fall into fear and autism.It was after that incident that Xie Zheng, who was still young, firmly grasped the status of the family under the coveted eyes of other relatives.The original murderers had already been imprisoned through judicial procedures, but they died in prison one after another strangely not long after.

So there are also rumors about what happened back then and Xie Zheng.

Although Yi Wen didn't know his employer very well, Xie Zheng, although he showed his sharpness based on just a few meetings, was definitely not someone who would use such meaningless cruelty.

Just maybe take advantage of it.

Xie Jinhe didn't trust anyone, and this distrust turned into repulsion and hatred in the long-term oppression, accompanied by pain and self-doubt about his own powerlessness.So he should know that he can rely on others, secondly, he can solve the problem by himself, and finally, face the past and present rationally.

If environmental therapy alone is not effective, then event stimuli need to be relied upon.

Just thinking about it, Ivan went down to the parking lot and pressed the car key in his hand, but he still hasn't heard the car's response.Suddenly someone rushed up from the other side of the driveway and covered his mouth and nose with a piece of cloth.

This pungent smell is... narcotic sevoflurane? !

Realizing that the situation was wrong, Yiwen immediately struggled violently, but the men who ran out after him pressed his hands and feet firmly.Seeing that it was getting more and more difficult to escape, he couldn't care about anything else, he hit the abdomen of the person behind him hard with his elbow, broke free from the restraints, and ran towards the outside of the parking lot.

However, the short-lived weakness of his limbs caused by inhaling the anesthetic gas made him almost fall to the ground for a while.

What was then heard was muffled gunshots.

Before passing out of a coma, Ivan heard some familiar voices shouting angrily: "Idiot, didn't I tell you not to shoot?!"

When he woke up, there was still darkness in front of him.

It wasn't until the oxygen supply to the brain promoted the smooth flow of blood that Ivan saw the surrounding situation clearly and realized that he was in a warehouse.

His hands were tied behind his back on the chair he was sitting on, and he pulled it. Although it wasn't as tight as the hand-holding, it was tied firmly, and the technique was quite skillful. He couldn't pull it away in this situation alone.

The fumbling motion apparently alarmed another person in the warehouse.

Following the sound of footsteps, someone came out of the darkness: "Are you hurt?" Although it should be expressing concern, the voice sounded awkward.

It really was Lu Di.Ivan glanced at him and replied flatly, "The gun missed me." He realized how hoarse his voice was, "What time is it?"

The sevoflurane anesthesia didn't take long, and the amount he inhaled was not too much, so it shouldn't take long for him to be unconscious.

Seeing Yiwen so calm, Lu Di was full of confusion: "Hey, don't forget that you are being kidnapped by me now!"

"So should I cry and beg you to let me go, or should I threaten to hurt me like you did back then? The Xie family will never let you go?" Ivan said to him, "So if you have something to say, don't waste my time .”

Although Xie Jinhe's treatment is basically completed, his sudden disappearance without notice may cause irritation to the patient. Now that the one-month period of recovery is coming to an end, he dare not take risks.

Lu Di was very angry at being kidnapped by this indifferent face of the current situation, but even if he wanted to get angry, thinking of his purpose this time, he stood there silently and hesitated, hesitating for a long time and unable to speak.

Yiwen was speechless, and looked around, only to find that the men who kidnapped him before had disappeared, and Lu Di was the only one in such a large warehouse.

"What shameful things do you want to say?"

"I..." Lu Di was desperate, "What did you do to me last time!?"

What have you done?

Yiwen blinked, is this talking about the last time?

"Didn't I just give you a cock?" He replied frankly.

Although men masturbating each other is definitely not something that good buddies can do with each other, otherwise they are not gay but also deep in the closet, but in the end it is not being raped, why bother to show such an expression that cannot bear to look back on the past?

He looked at Lu Di curiously. At that time, he just wanted to embarrass young master Lu, who had a bad temper but a high degree of shame, to tell his family what happened, so as to prevent him from pursuing him. Unexpectedly, the other party came to him.

But what's the matter now?

Lu Di was about to blow up, but he still couldn't get angry: "How can it be so simple, otherwise I...I..." He held back for a long time, but couldn't help but say, "I can't be normal now. Already!"

"... Ha." Ivan was stunned for a moment.What's happening here?

Lu Di stared at him: "What kind of medicine did you give me, what exactly is it?!"

That night, he was thrown alone in the alley, savoring the pain of being forcibly stripped of his pants as if he had been a prostitute, and staggered back home by himself.If that's the case, young master Lu, who has always been self-willed, is naturally embarrassed to tell others that he has suffered such a shameful thing, but it's just that he has a stinky face and doesn't talk to anyone throughout the day.

But what happened at night was simply the shadow of Young Master Lu for the rest of his life.

He...dreamed that the guy bowed his head down to kiss him, and he also took the initiative to respond to the other party. When the other party smiled and moved his head, he took the initiative to grab the other party's neck and ask for a kiss as if he wanted to be dissatisfied.

He felt the guy's hand, just like before...

When he woke up the next day, Young Master Lu wished he could burn the entire bed sheet and quilt cover.

Lu Di felt that the shock of that pervert must have been too great for him, so the shadow left was too deep. These days, he went out desperately to find a girl, but every time he went to battle, touching the beauty's face, he always remembered The look of that person.

He was obviously doing something disgusting, but he looked so focused.For a man, the eyelashes that are ridiculously long are curved and beautiful, and the black eyes are clean and bright, as if the eyes are only looking at you.Clean and neat, frivolous and soft at the same time a paradoxical blend, is Narcissus' fantasy.

And then—he was hard.

In the end, of course, Young Master Lu pulled the quilt and angrily told the bewildered beauty to get out by herself. Naturally, a pair of beautiful white eyes responded.

Lu Di suspected that he was suffering from some kind of mental illness, but he was too embarrassed to go to a psychiatrist, so he could only rely on his knowledge on the Internet.

And then... the Internet with everything available successfully opened the door to a new world for Young Master Lu who only had the concepts of "dead gay" and "pervert" in his mind before.

The consequence is to find out with grief and indignation that my dream has started to slide in a worse and worse direction.

Later, even my friend's younger brother could see that he was not in the right state, and winked and insisted on asking him if he met some beautiful women in the bar who could successfully tie Young Master Lu.

"She must have a hot figure, ecstasy in her eyes, turbulent waves, making people passionate, like a devil, unfathomable but unstoppable..." The friend who said in an exaggerated tone caused laughter from all around.

Young Master Lu, who had always been arrogant and arrogant, blushed rarely, and stared at this group of bad friends for a long time, but couldn't say anything, and finally covered his face into the pillow of the KTV sofa, unwilling to face the world.

He does involve my heart and soul... But, he is a man! ! !

It's not that Lu Di didn't doubt whether he was forcibly bent, but he didn't have the slightest interest in watching the men in those movies. He rolled his eyes and felt that it would be better if a big wave of beautiful women could make him hard.

However, once it is substituted into that guy's face...

"If you really did something, I will definitely let you die!" Lu Di added viciously, more like despair than threats.

Well, it's hard on the inside and soft on the inside.

Although Yiwen hasn't figured out the situation yet, looking at the arrogant and arrogant young man who was squinting at others when he first met him, his face was full of shame, and he realized that the upper hand is now on his side, so he laughed instead: "If I said I didn't do anything, Young Master Lu?"

"You—!" Lu Di was dumbfounded.

He is used to being arrogant through his family relationship, but he is definitely not a third-rate gangster who bullies people casually without reason.What if the other party really didn't do anything?It is impossible for him to blame the other party for everything, could it be me...

Young Master Lu began to doubt life.

Ivan coughed, and felt his voice begin to return to normal. He smiled helplessly and peacefully and said, "Anyway, Young Master Lu, since you didn't mean to hurt me, there's no need to continue venting your anger on such a small person like me. Let it go quickly." I'll go back, and that's all."

"That's all?" Lu Dila raised her voice in disbelief.

"...Otherwise, what else do you want?" Yiwen paused as he said this, thinking of Xie Jinhe's unsolved treatment plan.

Relying on event stimuli if environmental therapy alone does not ensure verification that the patient has indeed recovered...  

Yes, there is an opportunity in front of us.

"Then," Ivan looked at Lu Di, with a soft and friendly smile on the young man's face, "how about doing something for me, and I'll treat your disease? Let me state in advance, I'm just a psychotherapist, and I don't have any physical problems." There is a way."

"Physical your sister!" Lu Di frowned.

"I don't have a younger sister." Ivan replied calmly, "Why don't you tell me the truth."

Glaring: "Do it!"

The vicious tone made Yiwen unable to tell whether he was agreeing or responding to the swear words for a moment.

The author has something to say: In high school, I once asked a male classmate who had a very good relationship (otherwise I would be embarrassed) if men really often masturbate each other in the dormitory (his character is the source of Young Master Lu, There are a lot of thoughts about him, such as buying a one-meter-long craft sword and playing handsome with my roommate, but I cut my hand. It is said that blood dripped from the dormitory to the corridor, and we complained about it. You broke down and asked me what you were thinking all day long, that expression at that time was really funny wwww

☆、No.11 course of treatment for mental illness

In retrospect, the child was very timid as a child.

Blood, eyes, and so-called "others" have all become very terrifying existences.

The trust that was rarely delivered was finally used and deceived by people with ulterior motives, and the parents finally died in misery.From then on, in his eyes, there were many ghosts and darkness behind those who approached, and the blood dripping from the mouth during the exchange of words.

The world as you know it and the world as it is known to others.

The feelings I feel and the feelings others feel.

For this kind of life, the child→boy→youth feels unbearable terror.

Then it is connected with "rejection". Even if you don't have to think rationally, you can feel it even instinctively. Rejection is comfortable.

Even if they are happy, they are afraid to join in, and the smiles that others show to get closer to each other are simply unacceptable.Like a freak out of the world, he pursed his lips, trembling with pain.

Then the light came.

Camouflaged with warmth, the cold interior has a breath of gentle wind, which becomes the key to the outside world.

Then, the light was taken away.

……

Xie Jinhe is looking at the phone.

He has been sitting in bed all day.

In the morning, he was sitting on the bed, calmly thinking about taking Ivan to the nearby Italian restaurant for lunch when he came back, wondering if Ivan liked Italian food.

At noon, he wondered anxiously, did Ivan really not like Italian food?Tired of coming back?

Then at night, he was already just staring at the phone, sliding his fingers meaninglessly repeatedly, looking at the lighted screen in the dark room, waiting for a possible incoming call, without any thoughts in his mind.

Evan didn't like him being crazy.

But... almost... I can't restrain myself anymore.

Xie Jinhe got up from the bed, dug out the cleanest and neatest clothes from the closet, faced the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the room, and slowly arranged the clothes, from cuffs to collars.

The young man in the mirror looked calm, but his black eyes were bloodshot.

So depressing.

Xie Jinhe thought, and then he smiled at himself in the mirror. It was the lazy smile of the wealthy young master Xie Ershao in the eyes of outsiders, with the charm of killing the opposite sex.

But it’s not right, it’s still not right, it’s not right, it’s not right, it’s not right, no matter how you look at it, it’s not right in any way——

The phone rang.

Xie Jinhe froze for a moment, he turned around slowly, picked up his phone, and the caller showed Yiwen.

The answer key was pressed.

"Yo, Second Young Master Xie?" Zhang Yang's laughter from the opposite side was completely different from Ivan's soft and gentle voice, "What, is it a surprise? Your men are now in my hands~ Well, how about it, answer me ?”

Xie Jinhe didn't speak.

There was no response, and the person on the other side was quite disappointed: "I said, this guy looks like a woman, soft, but I didn't expect his personality to be quite tough. They all took out their knives and said they were going to slash him three times. Why don't you say a word, why don't you cut off an arm and send it to you?... I know, I know! Don't make noise!"

As if being urged by someone on the other side of the phone, the voice was awkward, and he reluctantly put away his profligate tone, "On the contrary, I said I was going to thank you, Second Young Master, and this kid will give it to me immediately." Knelt down, quite loyal, huh?"

Xie Jinhe didn't respond.He turned around and looked at himself in the mirror.A frivolous and carefree nobleman, with a smile and a radiance, is normal, without any problems.

"I am yours, master, I exist for you."

His voice is like the rain in March on the top of the mountain, so clear, but gentle and gentle, it seems that no matter what kind of person it is, it seems that it can be heard from such a smile.