Love Taker [Quick Transmigration]
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A hoarse voice came out from the bottom, "Stop!"
"I can't." Black eyes stared at him, death stared at him, "You didn't give me an answer, master."
brush--
The second Xie Jinhe thought they were about to fall from the corner, the car body turned over the side of the mountain road, and the momentary feeling of suspension caused by the drift made Xie Jinhe feel that they had been thrown into the sky.
It's night.
The sky was overcast, and the lights of the city were dim in the distance.The night is burning, and then the sky will be peeled off like a thin slice of skin after a dry wound, and the sky of night will fall.The sky was falling, getting closer and closer, and the dark sky began to show color, which was the light and thick red that was smudged after the wound soaked the paper, and it was the color of blood.
The sky and the earth are getting closer, the mountain peak is the only point standing, the world is getting more and more crowded, the nightmares in the night are all coming out of reality, they are screaming desperately in the narrow world and running around this life and death Spinning back and forth on the sports car on the edge of death - spinning -
Xie Jinhe's dizziness became more and more severe, he wanted to shout and vomit, he couldn't even tell if he was still alive.
Because he is between heaven and earth.Man cannot fly, and the earth cannot contain him.If a person is in the sky, he is doomed to fall to the earth, a gesture of doomed death.
- have to go, grab something.
The young man who was smiling at him was the only thing that could be caught in the vision blurred by tears at some point.
gentle--
His gentleness is like the rain in March on the top of the mountain, and even the madness is as light as a dream.No matter what kind of emotion can fall gently in such tenderness, it will be softly wrapped.
Xie Jinhe didn't even realize that he was crying.
"Stop—" The wind gushing in from the unclosed car window filled his empty body, "It's not...it's not like this...I...!"
I don't want to die.
He was dully aware of what he was trying to say.
Even though I had the urge to commit suicide countless times during the onset of the disease, I never had the courage to pick up the blade with my hands.When he was afraid that the darkness would really fall down, it was like the blood splashed on the ground he saw when he was a child, and his life was passing by.
Then he is now standing on the edge of life and death.
Black eyes stared at him: "Why?"
"I do it for..." His mind went blank, "I want...to really live...!"
Ivan looked at him and smiled: "Then, I have got the answer, young master."
Psychologists who knew Xie Jinhe's social phobia could know Xie Jinhe's suicidal impulse from the information they got, so they all adopted normal therapy, drug therapy, contact therapy, approaching and comforting gently.Contact that opens the heart, words that stimulate the emotion, and communication that leads to fellowship are the means of healing the common mental patient.
But not so.
Xie Jinhe didn't want to die.
A person with real social phobia cannot always pretend to be a playboy just because his elder brother asks him to maintain a normal appearance.He did those actions only because he wanted to be healed and live as a normal person.
But no one can see these two essences. In the end, loneliness becomes an inescapable destiny, drugs become a mechanism to destroy equality, and communication becomes ruthless exposure without reaching the essence.He couldn't get the answer, those dudes who seek excitement because life was too smooth couldn't give him real emotion, because what Xie Jinhe wanted was not to surpass ordinary people, but to live as a human being.
What Evan needs is for him to realize it himself.
The sports car rushed towards the end of the mountain road.Xie Jinhe stared at the approaching sky with his eyes wide open, his consciousness blank.
But the car stopped.
Xie Jinhe even forgot that the finish line they had agreed on was on this road.So when the sports car slowed down and finally stopped easily behind the finish line, Xie Jinhe was still staring at the sky outside the car window. He felt that his soul had not returned to his body from the high-speed drift.
Then, as the real feeling of his body on the ground gradually returned, a light finally appeared in his eyes.Xie Jinhe moved his body in the passenger seat, as if he finally realized something, he slid down the back of the seat, gasping for breath more limply than sitting, the breathing brought pain like a tear in his throat, Then I can only cough again, even if the cough itself is tearing.
The body seems to be useless, feeling the feeling of regaining life after losing it.The sharp humming sound from his consciousness penetrated into his brain, and he couldn't realize where the pain was coming from. The pain in his whole body made him want to shrink into a ball but he couldn't move.
——Then Xie Jinhe felt the kiss.
Ivan didn't know when he loosened his seat belt, rolled up from the driver's seat, pressed against him, and kissed his cheek lightly.That breath is like a sea breeze, clear and soft.
"I'm sorry..." The young man's voice was very soft, his breath intertwined on his face, without any ambiguity, more like parents coaxing a child who woke up from a nightmare, gently kissing the child's cheek.
"I will never hurt you," he said.
Xie Jinhe finally couldn't help crying.
He leaned on the seat, his eyes were the despair of a ship with its sails broken in the tsunami, but he suddenly saw a safe haven from the storm.In other words, he fell off that ship a long time ago, but he grabbed the driftwood, pulled on Ivan's sleeve, and cried in embarrassment.
That's why he didn't see Ivan's eyes. His dark eyes were like drops of water on the alpine fir trees. They were crystal clear in the sunlight, and when night fell, they would become ice crystals, which solidified and were bone-chilling when touched.
But it was still warm, at least during the day, it would be a soft warmth.
Yiwen is very aware of Xie Jinhe's situation, just like autistic patients can always sensitively perceive other people's emotions, Xie Jinhe also has an almost intuitive recognition ability for other people, he can pierce the disguise and see others clearly true meaning in emotion.
It is useless to him with simple tenderness.
So Xie Jinhe can also feel Yiwen's true emotions.The gentle gaze of the person in front of him, as well as the importance he attaches to himself, are of course. For Yiwen, the purpose of his coming to this world is for Xie Jinhe, and there is nothing more important than him.
Therefore, no matter how sharply you recognize it, what you can perceive is "true love".If it is between life and death, this feeling will be even more profound.
There was no deception in what Evan said.
--I will protect you.
I'm all for you.
I will never hurt you—
Giving commitment and affection, giving everything and nostalgia, giving him something that no one else could give before, this is a fatal temptation for Xie Jinhe who is afraid of the outside world and suspects that everything around him is hurt.
But Xie Jinhe didn't expect that he was also a person with a knife to some extent.
But at this moment, Second Young Master Xie, who had lost his strength, could only obediently close his eyes, sighed lightly, and then carefully pinched the corner of Ivan's clothes until the hand that clenched the corner of the clothes became tighter and tighter. The harder you work.
He was kissing the young man back, and he felt that his consciousness seemed to be in the void, and the feeling of being separated from heaven and earth has not receded. It turns out that when he was relying on something, it turned out to be a feeling of falling.He held the hem of his coat as if holding redemption.
When those behind in their sports cars rushed over and were about to rush over to lament that Young Master Xie was really desperate tonight, they could only stare dumbfounded at the second young master of the Xie family who had always been the first-class flirtatious girl, laughing and cursing, being pressed on the seat by another man. superior.
They were kissing, and Xie Ershao was still hugging his neck and inviting him to kiss, as hard as the last joy when the end of the world came.Although the scale is pitifully small, the deep emotion makes all the dudes who walk among the thousands of flowers blush in bewilderment.
What most people thought that night was:
Master Xie really knows how to play.
The author has something to say: The first course of treatment is to gain the patient's dependence on the therapist (laughs)
Of course, this is the wrong treatment method for reality. In this regard, I recommend "Crossover: Depression Cure Notes". This book is super well written and can really be used as a textbook for patients with depression.
☆, the fourth course of treatment for mental illness
In the end, Yiwen managed to bring Second Young Master Xie, who had become vulnerable, back to Xie's villa.Perhaps finally starting to show some real affection for him, Xie Jinhe stood at the door of the villa without saying a word.
He didn't want to go in.
... Sure enough, Xie Jinhe rejected this family.
Sensing the patient's emotions, Ivan smiled gently at him: "Master?" His voice was calm, like rain in March.
Xie Jinhe just avoided his eyes and didn't answer his question, and then said: "I don't want to go back."
I was really stunned.The second young master of the Xie family thought awkwardly, he actually said what he really wanted to say in his heart to such a stranger not long ago, could it be that he had unknowingly developed an emotion similar to relying on it, so that he delivered the never-ending Maybe some nostalgia?
Ivan blinked, his black eyes were deep but soft, they were dark pools glowing with water under the street lights: "Okay, are you going to the hotel?"
"You don't ask me why?"
"I am a robot produced for Er Shao. Your order is the value of my existence. I hope you are happy... No matter what, as long as it is your inner desire."
"...Are you kidding me?"
Isn't this person ashamed to say such a thing? It's obviously something that both parties know is false.Xie Jinhe wanted to laugh, but found that he couldn't meet those soft eyes.He frowned, his eyes could only wander under the white streetlights outside the villa.
He is afraid.
The line of sight could not be concentrated on the gentle face of the other party.Why not go and see, he knew in his heart that the guy in front of him was probably a psychotherapist hired by Xie Zheng, but, he said, but.
—There was something unusual about him in those black eyes.
He was afraid that he would be unable to look away when he met his gaze, and he was also afraid of the answer he was about to get, afraid that the light of resentment in his eyes would be seen at that time.
So, he asked: "If there is a conflict between Xie Zheng and my order, who will you listen to?"
ha?Although Yiwen considered that the other party would ask this question, but now it was too sudden and too early. He was taken aback by surprise, but this hesitation was enough for Xie Jinhe who was silently waiting for his answer to be keenly aware.
A patient with social phobia is emotionally sensitive and suspicious, this brief hesitation is enough to make his heart fall into the abyss, he sneered: "Okay, I understand."
Xie Jinhe stared closely at the street lamp in the distance, biting his lip. Under the light, the figure of the second young master of the Xie family looked lonely and lonely. Although he was standing not three steps away, he seemed to have been isolated from the outside world Opened a bottomless dark narrow sea.
The light from the street lamps was dim, and it was already three o'clock in the morning.In the dark night and under the street lamps, all the colors on Xie Jinhe's body are fading, and his ethereal vision swayed from glass to glass, turning into an amorphous transparent liquid, like tears and illusion, and then he will be like that Dissolving in the world of the amorphous self.
—Before that he must be held.
So Yiwen sighed and said, "Master, why don't you look at me?"
His eyes are still extremely gentle, like the eaves in the mountains, the night rain dripping into the water-filled bamboo tube, very cold but gentle.
He stared at Xie Jinhe's profile. Xie Ershao was about the same age as him, but his height was a few centimeters shorter than him, but the gap was not that big, and he could already be regarded as shoulder-to-shoulder.
So this is not a child like those autistic children he treated in the United States in the past. The other party has the thinking values of adults, but refuses to communicate with anyone.But the places that can be used are as obvious as the shortcomings. If the other party can be relied on, the means that can be used are actually more than those for children.
Because he understands a certain feeling, because he will sink into the abyss of this feeling.
Xie Jinhe's body was trembling, and his clenched lips were pale under the street lamp.His appearance is the kind of handsome that is very suitable for flirting with girls in bars, and his unrestrained smile can attract the attention of the audience, but at this time there is a shadow hanging over it, the shadow of a nightmare.
"What are you afraid of?" Ivan asked.
In this way, pressing step by step, tearing apart the opponent's skin, even if the skin is as hard and cold as ice, after being torn apart, it is soft enough to be taken away at will, or even trampled on.
Xie Jinhe looked really embarrassed, he said: "It's nothing." Then he raised his head, pretending to be fearless, and glanced at Yi Wen hastily, but his eyes quickly moved away again.
It's like a cub that has been violated in its territory, trying hard to demonstrate against a tall opponent, but realizes that it can't do anything, just sticking to the unshakable bottom line of nothingness, that's all, it's funny to be stubborn, but it's too fragile to be worth it Mention.
He said, "You go."
Unable to meet the eyes, but thinking of another answer in my heart, I am also looking forward to the other party's answer.At the same time, it is complaining.
why are you not replying.
tell me... tell me, what?
Of course, it was impossible for Yiwen to leave at this time. At such a good time, retreating would be a waste of all previous efforts.So he still smiled gently, took a step forward towards Xie Jinhe, and noticed that the other party shrank instinctively.
"I will never hurt you." He promised, and then there was sadness in his expression, "Anyway, as long as it is your wish, young master..."
What?Xie Jinhe didn't hear the end of his voice clearly, and subconsciously looked at him with a confused expression.Then saw Ivan smile at him and took his hand.
"If you don't like this family, young master, and everything you're living in now, then"
The first course of treatment for a psychotherapist in healing a patient is gaining trust.
The second course of treatment is to start healing.
A suitable environment, a peaceful mood, and contact with the outside world are all necessary, just like growing flowers requires sufficient air, water, and soil.Don't live in a gloomy environment, let him see another possibility, expose him to another world, let him think that someone will be the key to this possibility.
and so--
"Just let me take you away."
……
In short, Ivan took Xie Jinhe and ran away.
——And he didn't even notify Young Master Xie, the employer who hired him as a psychotherapist.
They simply packed up the necessary clothes, withdrew part of the cash, and threw all the credit cards in the villa, and the two of them boarded the train to another city in the dark.Of course, Yiwen chose the address very carefully. After all, his intention was not to elope.
Xie Jinhe has never left the city where he was born, and it is really a terrible thing for him to give up all his identities and go to a completely strange place without hesitation.But Second Young Master Xie was surprised to find that he was not afraid.
He looked out of the window of the train, which had already revealed the bright sky, and the dimmed lights flew past the window, and were swallowed at the end of the horizon.
This feeling is completely different from usual drag racing.Totally... different, he thought.
There seemed to be some wonderful excitement inside, but also some confusion.Xie Jinhe's eyes hesitated, and his uneasy eyes stopped on Ivan who was sitting next to him. After a moment of silence, he asked, "Are you here?"
Yiwen is very aware of his current psychological situation. Facing unfamiliar situations, the patient will definitely question his own existence and the existence of the outside world.But on the surface, he just smiled: "I am here, and I will never leave." He took Xie Jinhe's hand, close to his chest and heart, and said calmly, "I am yours, and I exist for you."
Anyway, these words are like the correct options in GALGAME. If you brush more, it will only increase your favorability. There is absolutely nothing wrong with saying it.
And so a new life began.
Now let's revisit the data of patients with mental illness this time.
Xie Jinhe, the second young master of the Xie family, is a playboy who hangs out with his friends all day long. Because of his handsome appearance and excellent family, he is very popular with girls.Frivolity and arrogance are very conspicuous, but just right, the young master of a family who is loved and hated.
But under the frivolous and arrogant appearance, he actually suffers from strong social phobia.Extreme aversion to communicating with the outside world, sometimes accompanied by symptoms of anxiety and mania.Unlike autism, which is also known as autism in children, Xie Jinhe, as an adult, can show the appearance of a normal person, but cannot hide his pain, so it has become a very rare and difficult to cure rejection symptom.
Yiwen has obtained the information left by several previous psychotherapists. The reason for his situation should be the incident of kidnapping when he was young.In that kidnapping case, Xie Jinhe watched his parents die.
After that, Xie Zheng, the eldest son of Xie, was in charge of everything in the family, and maintained his position as the head of the family amidst the coveting of various uncles.
However, in order to prevent rumors from the outside world, Xie Zheng has been forcing Xie Jinhe to contact the outside world, asking him to stick to the appearance of a normal person and not to damage the image of the Xie family.This compulsion also made him more anxious and manic.
"Fail, fail, fail..."
There are a lot of confidential records on the psychotherapy materials, and the red handwriting written in different styles looks really shocking. Ivan even saw the signatures of several psychotherapists who are internationally recognized.
He couldn't help thinking, is it because the treatment is too difficult, or is Xie Jinhe, who is emotionally sensitive from the beginning, refusing others to treat him with a superior attitude?
In short, due to the needs of the current power reorganization, Xie Zheng, the young master who is now the head of the Xie family, is also his nominal employer this time, asking Xie Jinhe to marry the eldest lady of another family.After all, marriage is different from a friendship with wine and meat. If this level of intimacy cannot cure the other party's illness, the truth of the second son of the Xie family will be revealed to others. This is something that Xie Zheng, who is accustomed to controlling, cannot accept.
——So at this time, Yi Wen, who had just returned from abroad and was very famous in the field of psychology, just appeared in front of Young Master Xie.
Yiwen has already seen the possibility of writing "treatment completed" on the confidential record.Because Xie Jinhe has become dependent on him, and dependence is the premise of delivery, and delivery is to give the other party the possible right to change his life at will.
Xie Jinhe shouldn't have trusted his tenderness so easily.
Thinking of this, Ivan smiled slightly.
This is a park in a strange city. The summer sun is a warm color. Even when it is hot, the lake in the park will glow with light, just like the wings of a butterfly passing over it.The children's laughter rang out in the park, they ran across the embankment laughing, and it was so cool under the shade of the trees, amidst the mottled light and shadow, there was a smile on the youth's lips.
So he didn't notice that Xie Jinhe was sitting under the shade of a tree and staring at him quietly.
The black eyes are clear and quiet, and there is only one person that can be seen wholeheartedly.
It was some kind of delivery—and it must be the poison the deliverer himself drank.
The author has something to say: Friend: These few chapters of yours are too artistic...
Me: Isn't it you who complained about my original plot description and tablet description is bad?
Friend: But your plot development is too slow
Me: ... I was wrong
In fact, it is because Chapter 3 and Chapter 4 should be the same chapter, but because of the expanded description, it became 7000+ chapters that had to be cut (cover your face. In short, the plot line will be accelerated next time
清河扔了1个地雷投掷时间:2017-09-2120:53:49
读者“淮湮”,灌溉营养液+12017-09-2113:25:11
Thank you little angel~ I will try to bring the plot back
☆, the fifth course of treatment for mental illness
This is a park in a strange city.
Today is still Wednesday, and the people who are still hanging around here in broad daylight are either parents with children who have not gone to kindergarten, or couples who are tired of panic, they sit together and bite their ears, play and laugh.
Even in the hot season, it is full of lazy and sweet breath of time.
On this occasion, two men of the same age walking together look quite conspicuous.The gazes of others seemed to make Xie Jinhe quite uneasy. After realizing this, whenever someone looked over, Yiwen would look back with a gentle smile, and curious people would look away shyly.
Just living in a hotel where the second son of the Xie family probably has never lived in such a poor environment in his life, he would come out to hang out in the afternoon.Time passed very leisurely.
In the park, someone set up a booth where they used toy guns to shoot balloons in exchange for gifts. There were not many people there. Yiwen dragged Xie Jinhe and ran over, but it turned out that he had a good time by himself.
When he threw the toy gun in his hand to Xie Jinhe who was watching him with great interest, and saw Xie Ershao staring at the warm toy gun in his hand with a dazed expression on his face, it suddenly dawned on him that the other party didn't even know this kind of gun. Having never played before, she kindly stood behind him, took his hand and turned the toy gun, pointing the muzzle forward.
"Yeah, that's it, aiming... well done."
Xie Jinhe was a little embarrassed: "I played for real, no need..."
"Is it different?" Ivan lowered his head and smiled beside him, "This is a human feeling, can you feel it?"
human feeling?
Xie Jinhe glanced blankly at the toy gun in his hand.This light and fluffy balloon shooting thing is completely incomparable with the guns he used to play with when he joined various shooting clubs.
But he miraculously understood the meaning of the other party's words.
It's not... a cold weapon that fires enough to kill life, but a toy that can bring laughter to children and couples, and something that is more suitable for everyday life.
Does he like it?
Xie Jinhe asked softly in his heart.
... No, he doesn't care.
Both murderous and everyday things are numb, and there is no difference for him.But at this moment, the black-eyed young man who smiled in front of him was genuine, and Xie Jinhe was surprised to find that the other party really liked the ordinary feeling of being alive.
This guy really liked it.
Then he is also very happy.
The toy bullet in his hand pierced the balloon, and there was a popping sound. Following Yiwen's smile, Xie Jinhe couldn't help showing a very shallow smile.In the end, the stall owner begged for mercy and handed them the biggest gift, a super-sized teddy bear, begging the two super-skilled uncles to leave quickly.
"So hot."
Xie Jinhe, who was hugging the teddy bear, muttered.After all, the sun is so big now, holding such a big fluffy teddy bear in the sun, compared to caring about the wonderful eyes of others, he is a bit too much.
Ivan noticed that he was already sweating: "Hold it to me?"
Xie Jinhe shook his head and hugged the teddy bear in his hand even tighter. To him, this thing had a different meaning.
However, seeing Xie Jinhe's breathing became more and more heavy, although he knew that the patient had a psychological problem rather than a physical problem, out of the professional ethics of a therapist, Yi Wen half-forcibly pulled him to the shade of a tree, and went to the canteen to buy two bottles For drinks, he unscrewed the bottle cap for his companion very skillfully.
Xie Jinhe took the drink and smiled wryly: "You don't have to treat me like a child." He is a real adult, and he is well-known in the entire circle of dandies for being cynical. What about attitude?
Evanmer.I'm used to it. After all, in order to gain treatment experience and reputation, he treated the same type of autistic children in the United States.
They just sat in the shade of the trees in the park, which is very close to the lake in the park. From here, they could see the empty and leisurely white stone road during the weekdays. Only the green shadows of the trees swayed with the sunlight.The sparkling light on the lake reflects the sunlight and the green leaves push into the distance in the breeze.
The sound of someone blowing a flute came from somewhere, probably a retired old man.The crisp sound of the flute floats in the lazy afternoon air, floats on the edge of the lake, and tethers the weeping willows on the shore unsteadily.There are children's laughter in the distance.
Time.
Ivan stared at the water, and suddenly felt a kind of illusory unreality in surprise.
He is still alive.
What an amazing feeling.
"People don't belong to themselves." He suddenly said softly, "There is nothing in this world that belongs only to oneself. Everyone is related to others and has something in common, so they cannot be free. But...it is precisely because of this , it’s funny, it’s sad, it’s... pitiful.”
"...?" Xie Jinhe looked at Yiwen in confusion.He heard what his companion said, but he didn't understand what the other party meant.
Ivan smiled: "It's nothing." It's just a feeling of indifference.
Just as he was about to sit up from the stone chair, a white shadow suddenly passed under his feet, which surprised him. When he lowered his head to look, he realized that it was a small Pomeranian, which came from nowhere in the woods. The one that rushed out now stopped at his feet and circled around him, rubbing his feet with its fur, looking very lively.
Ivan squatted down and turned over its neck. There was a hang tag, which should have been brought by the person who took the dog out for a walk.
Because of his approach, the little Pomeranian stuck to his ankle even more, rubbing his wet nose against his hand, and seemed to like Ivan quite a lot.He couldn't help smiling, and gently stroked the puppy's fur.
Xie Jinhe watched from the side and couldn't help asking: "Do you like animals?"
Ivan thought about it: "No." He gave a negative answer. "I just remembered the dog we had when I was a child. One morning when I got up from the bed, I accidentally stepped on its left hind foot. As a result, the family saw the doctor and bought delicious food for it. Where did it go? They all hugged me and scolded me severely. It wasn’t until one day that it found that its limp suddenly turned into a right hind foot, and it returned to normal after a severe lesson.”
Xie Jinhe's voice was chilly: "You don't play robot games anymore?"
"Robots also need to have a family." Ivan looked at him with a smile, fooling around casually.
Xie Jinhe kept a straight face and said nothing, this person didn't take him seriously at all.
Ivan had to coax him: "Okay, okay, how about you touch it, it's cute." Cultivating care for pets is also one of the ways to cure social anxiety.
"No need." Xie Jinhe refused with a cold face, "I don't like animals." He leaned on the teddy bear beside him as he spoke, apparently unwilling to come closer.
Tsk, why is this man still making trouble?Yiwen looked at him in trouble, thought for a while, and stroked Xie Jinhe's hair: "It's okay, you are the cutest." He also stroked the neatly groomed hair into a mess very smoothly.
"Are you really trying to coax me like a child?" Xie Jinhe stroked his hair, gritted his teeth and shouted to his companion.But when the smiling Ivan looked away, he bit his lip and his face turned red.
Ivan patted the dog for a while before he saw a little girl running towards her. The Pomeranian was also barking at the girl at his feet, and happily leaned over. He confirmed that it was the girl's pet, so he handed the dog back to her.
"It's ready until five o'clock." Ivan looked at his watch, "How about eating at that western restaurant in the afternoon? You don't seem to be used to the food these days." He didn't care, but the home-cooked food in ordinary restaurants For the young master who came from a wealthy family, it seemed that he was too simple. Xie Jinhe didn't eat much these days.
Ivan is planning to let him take some psychotherapy drugs, and that kind of diet is not enough to ensure his physical condition.
As he was thinking about it, there was a vibration in his pocket.Yiwen was taken aback, and quickly swiped to refuse before Xie Jinhe noticed, then smiled and said to him: "I have something to deal with, can you wait at that western restaurant first? I have made a reservation before, but Haven't ordered food yet."
Xie Jinhe was taken aback.
His expression is a little strange, somewhere between fear and confusion.Xie Ershao seldom acts alone, either with friends or with a driver and bodyguard. For him, doing things in a strange place alone is too...
"You can do it?" Ivan looked at him with gentle eyes, soft but expectant.
Xie Jinhe hesitated, but still nodded. He rarely violated what Ivan said, let alone being watched by such expectant eyes.
"Then, see you later."
The hand that touched the cheek, before he could react, was already a close kiss on the corner of the lips, with a refreshing breath like the sea breeze, and he retreated as soon as he touched it.
Xie Jinhe used his fingertips to lightly touch the place where Ivan kissed just now. He didn't know when it started, this kind of kiss was like a kind of agreement and proof for them.
Standing in the corner watching Xie Jinhe leave, Yiwen thought about the current treatment situation.
At present, the patient's mood seems to be much better, and he does not tremble when contacting outsiders, and can communicate with other people normally in most cases.But as an adult, it is necessary to ensure that the other party has the ability to socialize normally, which is the essence of psychotherapy.
So he must be allowed to do something independently.
Having said that, normal psychotherapy practice still requires monitoring the situation in the dark to prevent unexpected situations, and now it is a last resort to advance the plan.
Ivan sighed, took out his phone, and looked at the missed calls on it.
【employer】
"It really is Xie Zheng..."
Except for Xie Zheng, no one in China knows the phone number he used for working hours after returning to China.
Yiwen really didn't want to deal with Young Master Xie. The fierce and cruel man was too difficult for the meek person in his world, and the other party was always aggressive.
But he took away the patient who was going to be treated without saying a word, and Xie Zheng only called him now, which was enough to calm down.
Evan called the number back.
The call was answered quickly, but there was only silence, which made one wonder if there was really a living person over there.As soon as Yiwen heard it, he knew that Xie Zheng was annoyed. He hung up his phone just now. Although their personalities were completely opposite, the essence of the two brothers was sometimes really similar, strangely childish.
"Sorry, I was talking to Xie Jinhe just now," Yiwen explained, "According to the current situation, I don't recommend letting Er Shao know about our relationship. He seems to dislike you very much."
Although Xie Jinhe probably knew that he was the psychotherapist hired by Xie Zheng, but guessing and admitting were completely different things. The paranoid young master might still have the delusion that everything Ivan did was true.
"...I know." Even though the fact that his brother had a negative opinion of him was revealed, Xie Zheng's voice was still calm, "I will not interfere with your treatment, but you must tell me the current treatment situation."
It's still the same tone as this pair of subordinates.
"Currently, half of the scheduled situation has progressed. The second young master has been able to communicate normally with other people, and the next step is to cultivate independence. In addition, I hope to allow drugs to intervene to ensure emotional regulation."
Some mental illnesses are more like physical illnesses than mental illnesses, such as depression. Questioning "You can't be more optimistic" "Why are you so hypocritical" "It will be better when you are in a good mood" is completely a kind of harm to the patient, because severe Depression often directly affects the secretion of hormones. For patients, the world is completely black and white, and there is nowhere to look for any bright colors. If the highest emotional value is 0, multiplying it by 100 will not bring any optimism.
According to Xie Jinhe's current situation, drug treatment is not needed, but out of the ethics of a therapist, Yi Wen still put forward his opinion to Xie Zheng.The domestic understanding of psychotherapy is still very backward, he doesn't want to get into trouble with his family, so he should argue with Xie about this dangerous situation.
"I can't." Black eyes stared at him, death stared at him, "You didn't give me an answer, master."
brush--
The second Xie Jinhe thought they were about to fall from the corner, the car body turned over the side of the mountain road, and the momentary feeling of suspension caused by the drift made Xie Jinhe feel that they had been thrown into the sky.
It's night.
The sky was overcast, and the lights of the city were dim in the distance.The night is burning, and then the sky will be peeled off like a thin slice of skin after a dry wound, and the sky of night will fall.The sky was falling, getting closer and closer, and the dark sky began to show color, which was the light and thick red that was smudged after the wound soaked the paper, and it was the color of blood.
The sky and the earth are getting closer, the mountain peak is the only point standing, the world is getting more and more crowded, the nightmares in the night are all coming out of reality, they are screaming desperately in the narrow world and running around this life and death Spinning back and forth on the sports car on the edge of death - spinning -
Xie Jinhe's dizziness became more and more severe, he wanted to shout and vomit, he couldn't even tell if he was still alive.
Because he is between heaven and earth.Man cannot fly, and the earth cannot contain him.If a person is in the sky, he is doomed to fall to the earth, a gesture of doomed death.
- have to go, grab something.
The young man who was smiling at him was the only thing that could be caught in the vision blurred by tears at some point.
gentle--
His gentleness is like the rain in March on the top of the mountain, and even the madness is as light as a dream.No matter what kind of emotion can fall gently in such tenderness, it will be softly wrapped.
Xie Jinhe didn't even realize that he was crying.
"Stop—" The wind gushing in from the unclosed car window filled his empty body, "It's not...it's not like this...I...!"
I don't want to die.
He was dully aware of what he was trying to say.
Even though I had the urge to commit suicide countless times during the onset of the disease, I never had the courage to pick up the blade with my hands.When he was afraid that the darkness would really fall down, it was like the blood splashed on the ground he saw when he was a child, and his life was passing by.
Then he is now standing on the edge of life and death.
Black eyes stared at him: "Why?"
"I do it for..." His mind went blank, "I want...to really live...!"
Ivan looked at him and smiled: "Then, I have got the answer, young master."
Psychologists who knew Xie Jinhe's social phobia could know Xie Jinhe's suicidal impulse from the information they got, so they all adopted normal therapy, drug therapy, contact therapy, approaching and comforting gently.Contact that opens the heart, words that stimulate the emotion, and communication that leads to fellowship are the means of healing the common mental patient.
But not so.
Xie Jinhe didn't want to die.
A person with real social phobia cannot always pretend to be a playboy just because his elder brother asks him to maintain a normal appearance.He did those actions only because he wanted to be healed and live as a normal person.
But no one can see these two essences. In the end, loneliness becomes an inescapable destiny, drugs become a mechanism to destroy equality, and communication becomes ruthless exposure without reaching the essence.He couldn't get the answer, those dudes who seek excitement because life was too smooth couldn't give him real emotion, because what Xie Jinhe wanted was not to surpass ordinary people, but to live as a human being.
What Evan needs is for him to realize it himself.
The sports car rushed towards the end of the mountain road.Xie Jinhe stared at the approaching sky with his eyes wide open, his consciousness blank.
But the car stopped.
Xie Jinhe even forgot that the finish line they had agreed on was on this road.So when the sports car slowed down and finally stopped easily behind the finish line, Xie Jinhe was still staring at the sky outside the car window. He felt that his soul had not returned to his body from the high-speed drift.
Then, as the real feeling of his body on the ground gradually returned, a light finally appeared in his eyes.Xie Jinhe moved his body in the passenger seat, as if he finally realized something, he slid down the back of the seat, gasping for breath more limply than sitting, the breathing brought pain like a tear in his throat, Then I can only cough again, even if the cough itself is tearing.
The body seems to be useless, feeling the feeling of regaining life after losing it.The sharp humming sound from his consciousness penetrated into his brain, and he couldn't realize where the pain was coming from. The pain in his whole body made him want to shrink into a ball but he couldn't move.
——Then Xie Jinhe felt the kiss.
Ivan didn't know when he loosened his seat belt, rolled up from the driver's seat, pressed against him, and kissed his cheek lightly.That breath is like a sea breeze, clear and soft.
"I'm sorry..." The young man's voice was very soft, his breath intertwined on his face, without any ambiguity, more like parents coaxing a child who woke up from a nightmare, gently kissing the child's cheek.
"I will never hurt you," he said.
Xie Jinhe finally couldn't help crying.
He leaned on the seat, his eyes were the despair of a ship with its sails broken in the tsunami, but he suddenly saw a safe haven from the storm.In other words, he fell off that ship a long time ago, but he grabbed the driftwood, pulled on Ivan's sleeve, and cried in embarrassment.
That's why he didn't see Ivan's eyes. His dark eyes were like drops of water on the alpine fir trees. They were crystal clear in the sunlight, and when night fell, they would become ice crystals, which solidified and were bone-chilling when touched.
But it was still warm, at least during the day, it would be a soft warmth.
Yiwen is very aware of Xie Jinhe's situation, just like autistic patients can always sensitively perceive other people's emotions, Xie Jinhe also has an almost intuitive recognition ability for other people, he can pierce the disguise and see others clearly true meaning in emotion.
It is useless to him with simple tenderness.
So Xie Jinhe can also feel Yiwen's true emotions.The gentle gaze of the person in front of him, as well as the importance he attaches to himself, are of course. For Yiwen, the purpose of his coming to this world is for Xie Jinhe, and there is nothing more important than him.
Therefore, no matter how sharply you recognize it, what you can perceive is "true love".If it is between life and death, this feeling will be even more profound.
There was no deception in what Evan said.
--I will protect you.
I'm all for you.
I will never hurt you—
Giving commitment and affection, giving everything and nostalgia, giving him something that no one else could give before, this is a fatal temptation for Xie Jinhe who is afraid of the outside world and suspects that everything around him is hurt.
But Xie Jinhe didn't expect that he was also a person with a knife to some extent.
But at this moment, Second Young Master Xie, who had lost his strength, could only obediently close his eyes, sighed lightly, and then carefully pinched the corner of Ivan's clothes until the hand that clenched the corner of the clothes became tighter and tighter. The harder you work.
He was kissing the young man back, and he felt that his consciousness seemed to be in the void, and the feeling of being separated from heaven and earth has not receded. It turns out that when he was relying on something, it turned out to be a feeling of falling.He held the hem of his coat as if holding redemption.
When those behind in their sports cars rushed over and were about to rush over to lament that Young Master Xie was really desperate tonight, they could only stare dumbfounded at the second young master of the Xie family who had always been the first-class flirtatious girl, laughing and cursing, being pressed on the seat by another man. superior.
They were kissing, and Xie Ershao was still hugging his neck and inviting him to kiss, as hard as the last joy when the end of the world came.Although the scale is pitifully small, the deep emotion makes all the dudes who walk among the thousands of flowers blush in bewilderment.
What most people thought that night was:
Master Xie really knows how to play.
The author has something to say: The first course of treatment is to gain the patient's dependence on the therapist (laughs)
Of course, this is the wrong treatment method for reality. In this regard, I recommend "Crossover: Depression Cure Notes". This book is super well written and can really be used as a textbook for patients with depression.
☆, the fourth course of treatment for mental illness
In the end, Yiwen managed to bring Second Young Master Xie, who had become vulnerable, back to Xie's villa.Perhaps finally starting to show some real affection for him, Xie Jinhe stood at the door of the villa without saying a word.
He didn't want to go in.
... Sure enough, Xie Jinhe rejected this family.
Sensing the patient's emotions, Ivan smiled gently at him: "Master?" His voice was calm, like rain in March.
Xie Jinhe just avoided his eyes and didn't answer his question, and then said: "I don't want to go back."
I was really stunned.The second young master of the Xie family thought awkwardly, he actually said what he really wanted to say in his heart to such a stranger not long ago, could it be that he had unknowingly developed an emotion similar to relying on it, so that he delivered the never-ending Maybe some nostalgia?
Ivan blinked, his black eyes were deep but soft, they were dark pools glowing with water under the street lights: "Okay, are you going to the hotel?"
"You don't ask me why?"
"I am a robot produced for Er Shao. Your order is the value of my existence. I hope you are happy... No matter what, as long as it is your inner desire."
"...Are you kidding me?"
Isn't this person ashamed to say such a thing? It's obviously something that both parties know is false.Xie Jinhe wanted to laugh, but found that he couldn't meet those soft eyes.He frowned, his eyes could only wander under the white streetlights outside the villa.
He is afraid.
The line of sight could not be concentrated on the gentle face of the other party.Why not go and see, he knew in his heart that the guy in front of him was probably a psychotherapist hired by Xie Zheng, but, he said, but.
—There was something unusual about him in those black eyes.
He was afraid that he would be unable to look away when he met his gaze, and he was also afraid of the answer he was about to get, afraid that the light of resentment in his eyes would be seen at that time.
So, he asked: "If there is a conflict between Xie Zheng and my order, who will you listen to?"
ha?Although Yiwen considered that the other party would ask this question, but now it was too sudden and too early. He was taken aback by surprise, but this hesitation was enough for Xie Jinhe who was silently waiting for his answer to be keenly aware.
A patient with social phobia is emotionally sensitive and suspicious, this brief hesitation is enough to make his heart fall into the abyss, he sneered: "Okay, I understand."
Xie Jinhe stared closely at the street lamp in the distance, biting his lip. Under the light, the figure of the second young master of the Xie family looked lonely and lonely. Although he was standing not three steps away, he seemed to have been isolated from the outside world Opened a bottomless dark narrow sea.
The light from the street lamps was dim, and it was already three o'clock in the morning.In the dark night and under the street lamps, all the colors on Xie Jinhe's body are fading, and his ethereal vision swayed from glass to glass, turning into an amorphous transparent liquid, like tears and illusion, and then he will be like that Dissolving in the world of the amorphous self.
—Before that he must be held.
So Yiwen sighed and said, "Master, why don't you look at me?"
His eyes are still extremely gentle, like the eaves in the mountains, the night rain dripping into the water-filled bamboo tube, very cold but gentle.
He stared at Xie Jinhe's profile. Xie Ershao was about the same age as him, but his height was a few centimeters shorter than him, but the gap was not that big, and he could already be regarded as shoulder-to-shoulder.
So this is not a child like those autistic children he treated in the United States in the past. The other party has the thinking values of adults, but refuses to communicate with anyone.But the places that can be used are as obvious as the shortcomings. If the other party can be relied on, the means that can be used are actually more than those for children.
Because he understands a certain feeling, because he will sink into the abyss of this feeling.
Xie Jinhe's body was trembling, and his clenched lips were pale under the street lamp.His appearance is the kind of handsome that is very suitable for flirting with girls in bars, and his unrestrained smile can attract the attention of the audience, but at this time there is a shadow hanging over it, the shadow of a nightmare.
"What are you afraid of?" Ivan asked.
In this way, pressing step by step, tearing apart the opponent's skin, even if the skin is as hard and cold as ice, after being torn apart, it is soft enough to be taken away at will, or even trampled on.
Xie Jinhe looked really embarrassed, he said: "It's nothing." Then he raised his head, pretending to be fearless, and glanced at Yi Wen hastily, but his eyes quickly moved away again.
It's like a cub that has been violated in its territory, trying hard to demonstrate against a tall opponent, but realizes that it can't do anything, just sticking to the unshakable bottom line of nothingness, that's all, it's funny to be stubborn, but it's too fragile to be worth it Mention.
He said, "You go."
Unable to meet the eyes, but thinking of another answer in my heart, I am also looking forward to the other party's answer.At the same time, it is complaining.
why are you not replying.
tell me... tell me, what?
Of course, it was impossible for Yiwen to leave at this time. At such a good time, retreating would be a waste of all previous efforts.So he still smiled gently, took a step forward towards Xie Jinhe, and noticed that the other party shrank instinctively.
"I will never hurt you." He promised, and then there was sadness in his expression, "Anyway, as long as it is your wish, young master..."
What?Xie Jinhe didn't hear the end of his voice clearly, and subconsciously looked at him with a confused expression.Then saw Ivan smile at him and took his hand.
"If you don't like this family, young master, and everything you're living in now, then"
The first course of treatment for a psychotherapist in healing a patient is gaining trust.
The second course of treatment is to start healing.
A suitable environment, a peaceful mood, and contact with the outside world are all necessary, just like growing flowers requires sufficient air, water, and soil.Don't live in a gloomy environment, let him see another possibility, expose him to another world, let him think that someone will be the key to this possibility.
and so--
"Just let me take you away."
……
In short, Ivan took Xie Jinhe and ran away.
——And he didn't even notify Young Master Xie, the employer who hired him as a psychotherapist.
They simply packed up the necessary clothes, withdrew part of the cash, and threw all the credit cards in the villa, and the two of them boarded the train to another city in the dark.Of course, Yiwen chose the address very carefully. After all, his intention was not to elope.
Xie Jinhe has never left the city where he was born, and it is really a terrible thing for him to give up all his identities and go to a completely strange place without hesitation.But Second Young Master Xie was surprised to find that he was not afraid.
He looked out of the window of the train, which had already revealed the bright sky, and the dimmed lights flew past the window, and were swallowed at the end of the horizon.
This feeling is completely different from usual drag racing.Totally... different, he thought.
There seemed to be some wonderful excitement inside, but also some confusion.Xie Jinhe's eyes hesitated, and his uneasy eyes stopped on Ivan who was sitting next to him. After a moment of silence, he asked, "Are you here?"
Yiwen is very aware of his current psychological situation. Facing unfamiliar situations, the patient will definitely question his own existence and the existence of the outside world.But on the surface, he just smiled: "I am here, and I will never leave." He took Xie Jinhe's hand, close to his chest and heart, and said calmly, "I am yours, and I exist for you."
Anyway, these words are like the correct options in GALGAME. If you brush more, it will only increase your favorability. There is absolutely nothing wrong with saying it.
And so a new life began.
Now let's revisit the data of patients with mental illness this time.
Xie Jinhe, the second young master of the Xie family, is a playboy who hangs out with his friends all day long. Because of his handsome appearance and excellent family, he is very popular with girls.Frivolity and arrogance are very conspicuous, but just right, the young master of a family who is loved and hated.
But under the frivolous and arrogant appearance, he actually suffers from strong social phobia.Extreme aversion to communicating with the outside world, sometimes accompanied by symptoms of anxiety and mania.Unlike autism, which is also known as autism in children, Xie Jinhe, as an adult, can show the appearance of a normal person, but cannot hide his pain, so it has become a very rare and difficult to cure rejection symptom.
Yiwen has obtained the information left by several previous psychotherapists. The reason for his situation should be the incident of kidnapping when he was young.In that kidnapping case, Xie Jinhe watched his parents die.
After that, Xie Zheng, the eldest son of Xie, was in charge of everything in the family, and maintained his position as the head of the family amidst the coveting of various uncles.
However, in order to prevent rumors from the outside world, Xie Zheng has been forcing Xie Jinhe to contact the outside world, asking him to stick to the appearance of a normal person and not to damage the image of the Xie family.This compulsion also made him more anxious and manic.
"Fail, fail, fail..."
There are a lot of confidential records on the psychotherapy materials, and the red handwriting written in different styles looks really shocking. Ivan even saw the signatures of several psychotherapists who are internationally recognized.
He couldn't help thinking, is it because the treatment is too difficult, or is Xie Jinhe, who is emotionally sensitive from the beginning, refusing others to treat him with a superior attitude?
In short, due to the needs of the current power reorganization, Xie Zheng, the young master who is now the head of the Xie family, is also his nominal employer this time, asking Xie Jinhe to marry the eldest lady of another family.After all, marriage is different from a friendship with wine and meat. If this level of intimacy cannot cure the other party's illness, the truth of the second son of the Xie family will be revealed to others. This is something that Xie Zheng, who is accustomed to controlling, cannot accept.
——So at this time, Yi Wen, who had just returned from abroad and was very famous in the field of psychology, just appeared in front of Young Master Xie.
Yiwen has already seen the possibility of writing "treatment completed" on the confidential record.Because Xie Jinhe has become dependent on him, and dependence is the premise of delivery, and delivery is to give the other party the possible right to change his life at will.
Xie Jinhe shouldn't have trusted his tenderness so easily.
Thinking of this, Ivan smiled slightly.
This is a park in a strange city. The summer sun is a warm color. Even when it is hot, the lake in the park will glow with light, just like the wings of a butterfly passing over it.The children's laughter rang out in the park, they ran across the embankment laughing, and it was so cool under the shade of the trees, amidst the mottled light and shadow, there was a smile on the youth's lips.
So he didn't notice that Xie Jinhe was sitting under the shade of a tree and staring at him quietly.
The black eyes are clear and quiet, and there is only one person that can be seen wholeheartedly.
It was some kind of delivery—and it must be the poison the deliverer himself drank.
The author has something to say: Friend: These few chapters of yours are too artistic...
Me: Isn't it you who complained about my original plot description and tablet description is bad?
Friend: But your plot development is too slow
Me: ... I was wrong
In fact, it is because Chapter 3 and Chapter 4 should be the same chapter, but because of the expanded description, it became 7000+ chapters that had to be cut (cover your face. In short, the plot line will be accelerated next time
清河扔了1个地雷投掷时间:2017-09-2120:53:49
读者“淮湮”,灌溉营养液+12017-09-2113:25:11
Thank you little angel~ I will try to bring the plot back
☆, the fifth course of treatment for mental illness
This is a park in a strange city.
Today is still Wednesday, and the people who are still hanging around here in broad daylight are either parents with children who have not gone to kindergarten, or couples who are tired of panic, they sit together and bite their ears, play and laugh.
Even in the hot season, it is full of lazy and sweet breath of time.
On this occasion, two men of the same age walking together look quite conspicuous.The gazes of others seemed to make Xie Jinhe quite uneasy. After realizing this, whenever someone looked over, Yiwen would look back with a gentle smile, and curious people would look away shyly.
Just living in a hotel where the second son of the Xie family probably has never lived in such a poor environment in his life, he would come out to hang out in the afternoon.Time passed very leisurely.
In the park, someone set up a booth where they used toy guns to shoot balloons in exchange for gifts. There were not many people there. Yiwen dragged Xie Jinhe and ran over, but it turned out that he had a good time by himself.
When he threw the toy gun in his hand to Xie Jinhe who was watching him with great interest, and saw Xie Ershao staring at the warm toy gun in his hand with a dazed expression on his face, it suddenly dawned on him that the other party didn't even know this kind of gun. Having never played before, she kindly stood behind him, took his hand and turned the toy gun, pointing the muzzle forward.
"Yeah, that's it, aiming... well done."
Xie Jinhe was a little embarrassed: "I played for real, no need..."
"Is it different?" Ivan lowered his head and smiled beside him, "This is a human feeling, can you feel it?"
human feeling?
Xie Jinhe glanced blankly at the toy gun in his hand.This light and fluffy balloon shooting thing is completely incomparable with the guns he used to play with when he joined various shooting clubs.
But he miraculously understood the meaning of the other party's words.
It's not... a cold weapon that fires enough to kill life, but a toy that can bring laughter to children and couples, and something that is more suitable for everyday life.
Does he like it?
Xie Jinhe asked softly in his heart.
... No, he doesn't care.
Both murderous and everyday things are numb, and there is no difference for him.But at this moment, the black-eyed young man who smiled in front of him was genuine, and Xie Jinhe was surprised to find that the other party really liked the ordinary feeling of being alive.
This guy really liked it.
Then he is also very happy.
The toy bullet in his hand pierced the balloon, and there was a popping sound. Following Yiwen's smile, Xie Jinhe couldn't help showing a very shallow smile.In the end, the stall owner begged for mercy and handed them the biggest gift, a super-sized teddy bear, begging the two super-skilled uncles to leave quickly.
"So hot."
Xie Jinhe, who was hugging the teddy bear, muttered.After all, the sun is so big now, holding such a big fluffy teddy bear in the sun, compared to caring about the wonderful eyes of others, he is a bit too much.
Ivan noticed that he was already sweating: "Hold it to me?"
Xie Jinhe shook his head and hugged the teddy bear in his hand even tighter. To him, this thing had a different meaning.
However, seeing Xie Jinhe's breathing became more and more heavy, although he knew that the patient had a psychological problem rather than a physical problem, out of the professional ethics of a therapist, Yi Wen half-forcibly pulled him to the shade of a tree, and went to the canteen to buy two bottles For drinks, he unscrewed the bottle cap for his companion very skillfully.
Xie Jinhe took the drink and smiled wryly: "You don't have to treat me like a child." He is a real adult, and he is well-known in the entire circle of dandies for being cynical. What about attitude?
Evanmer.I'm used to it. After all, in order to gain treatment experience and reputation, he treated the same type of autistic children in the United States.
They just sat in the shade of the trees in the park, which is very close to the lake in the park. From here, they could see the empty and leisurely white stone road during the weekdays. Only the green shadows of the trees swayed with the sunlight.The sparkling light on the lake reflects the sunlight and the green leaves push into the distance in the breeze.
The sound of someone blowing a flute came from somewhere, probably a retired old man.The crisp sound of the flute floats in the lazy afternoon air, floats on the edge of the lake, and tethers the weeping willows on the shore unsteadily.There are children's laughter in the distance.
Time.
Ivan stared at the water, and suddenly felt a kind of illusory unreality in surprise.
He is still alive.
What an amazing feeling.
"People don't belong to themselves." He suddenly said softly, "There is nothing in this world that belongs only to oneself. Everyone is related to others and has something in common, so they cannot be free. But...it is precisely because of this , it’s funny, it’s sad, it’s... pitiful.”
"...?" Xie Jinhe looked at Yiwen in confusion.He heard what his companion said, but he didn't understand what the other party meant.
Ivan smiled: "It's nothing." It's just a feeling of indifference.
Just as he was about to sit up from the stone chair, a white shadow suddenly passed under his feet, which surprised him. When he lowered his head to look, he realized that it was a small Pomeranian, which came from nowhere in the woods. The one that rushed out now stopped at his feet and circled around him, rubbing his feet with its fur, looking very lively.
Ivan squatted down and turned over its neck. There was a hang tag, which should have been brought by the person who took the dog out for a walk.
Because of his approach, the little Pomeranian stuck to his ankle even more, rubbing his wet nose against his hand, and seemed to like Ivan quite a lot.He couldn't help smiling, and gently stroked the puppy's fur.
Xie Jinhe watched from the side and couldn't help asking: "Do you like animals?"
Ivan thought about it: "No." He gave a negative answer. "I just remembered the dog we had when I was a child. One morning when I got up from the bed, I accidentally stepped on its left hind foot. As a result, the family saw the doctor and bought delicious food for it. Where did it go? They all hugged me and scolded me severely. It wasn’t until one day that it found that its limp suddenly turned into a right hind foot, and it returned to normal after a severe lesson.”
Xie Jinhe's voice was chilly: "You don't play robot games anymore?"
"Robots also need to have a family." Ivan looked at him with a smile, fooling around casually.
Xie Jinhe kept a straight face and said nothing, this person didn't take him seriously at all.
Ivan had to coax him: "Okay, okay, how about you touch it, it's cute." Cultivating care for pets is also one of the ways to cure social anxiety.
"No need." Xie Jinhe refused with a cold face, "I don't like animals." He leaned on the teddy bear beside him as he spoke, apparently unwilling to come closer.
Tsk, why is this man still making trouble?Yiwen looked at him in trouble, thought for a while, and stroked Xie Jinhe's hair: "It's okay, you are the cutest." He also stroked the neatly groomed hair into a mess very smoothly.
"Are you really trying to coax me like a child?" Xie Jinhe stroked his hair, gritted his teeth and shouted to his companion.But when the smiling Ivan looked away, he bit his lip and his face turned red.
Ivan patted the dog for a while before he saw a little girl running towards her. The Pomeranian was also barking at the girl at his feet, and happily leaned over. He confirmed that it was the girl's pet, so he handed the dog back to her.
"It's ready until five o'clock." Ivan looked at his watch, "How about eating at that western restaurant in the afternoon? You don't seem to be used to the food these days." He didn't care, but the home-cooked food in ordinary restaurants For the young master who came from a wealthy family, it seemed that he was too simple. Xie Jinhe didn't eat much these days.
Ivan is planning to let him take some psychotherapy drugs, and that kind of diet is not enough to ensure his physical condition.
As he was thinking about it, there was a vibration in his pocket.Yiwen was taken aback, and quickly swiped to refuse before Xie Jinhe noticed, then smiled and said to him: "I have something to deal with, can you wait at that western restaurant first? I have made a reservation before, but Haven't ordered food yet."
Xie Jinhe was taken aback.
His expression is a little strange, somewhere between fear and confusion.Xie Ershao seldom acts alone, either with friends or with a driver and bodyguard. For him, doing things in a strange place alone is too...
"You can do it?" Ivan looked at him with gentle eyes, soft but expectant.
Xie Jinhe hesitated, but still nodded. He rarely violated what Ivan said, let alone being watched by such expectant eyes.
"Then, see you later."
The hand that touched the cheek, before he could react, was already a close kiss on the corner of the lips, with a refreshing breath like the sea breeze, and he retreated as soon as he touched it.
Xie Jinhe used his fingertips to lightly touch the place where Ivan kissed just now. He didn't know when it started, this kind of kiss was like a kind of agreement and proof for them.
Standing in the corner watching Xie Jinhe leave, Yiwen thought about the current treatment situation.
At present, the patient's mood seems to be much better, and he does not tremble when contacting outsiders, and can communicate with other people normally in most cases.But as an adult, it is necessary to ensure that the other party has the ability to socialize normally, which is the essence of psychotherapy.
So he must be allowed to do something independently.
Having said that, normal psychotherapy practice still requires monitoring the situation in the dark to prevent unexpected situations, and now it is a last resort to advance the plan.
Ivan sighed, took out his phone, and looked at the missed calls on it.
【employer】
"It really is Xie Zheng..."
Except for Xie Zheng, no one in China knows the phone number he used for working hours after returning to China.
Yiwen really didn't want to deal with Young Master Xie. The fierce and cruel man was too difficult for the meek person in his world, and the other party was always aggressive.
But he took away the patient who was going to be treated without saying a word, and Xie Zheng only called him now, which was enough to calm down.
Evan called the number back.
The call was answered quickly, but there was only silence, which made one wonder if there was really a living person over there.As soon as Yiwen heard it, he knew that Xie Zheng was annoyed. He hung up his phone just now. Although their personalities were completely opposite, the essence of the two brothers was sometimes really similar, strangely childish.
"Sorry, I was talking to Xie Jinhe just now," Yiwen explained, "According to the current situation, I don't recommend letting Er Shao know about our relationship. He seems to dislike you very much."
Although Xie Jinhe probably knew that he was the psychotherapist hired by Xie Zheng, but guessing and admitting were completely different things. The paranoid young master might still have the delusion that everything Ivan did was true.
"...I know." Even though the fact that his brother had a negative opinion of him was revealed, Xie Zheng's voice was still calm, "I will not interfere with your treatment, but you must tell me the current treatment situation."
It's still the same tone as this pair of subordinates.
"Currently, half of the scheduled situation has progressed. The second young master has been able to communicate normally with other people, and the next step is to cultivate independence. In addition, I hope to allow drugs to intervene to ensure emotional regulation."
Some mental illnesses are more like physical illnesses than mental illnesses, such as depression. Questioning "You can't be more optimistic" "Why are you so hypocritical" "It will be better when you are in a good mood" is completely a kind of harm to the patient, because severe Depression often directly affects the secretion of hormones. For patients, the world is completely black and white, and there is nowhere to look for any bright colors. If the highest emotional value is 0, multiplying it by 100 will not bring any optimism.
According to Xie Jinhe's current situation, drug treatment is not needed, but out of the ethics of a therapist, Yi Wen still put forward his opinion to Xie Zheng.The domestic understanding of psychotherapy is still very backward, he doesn't want to get into trouble with his family, so he should argue with Xie about this dangerous situation.
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