The goddess is a child her father

What is the difference between a lover and a husband and wife?

There are rings on each other's ring fingers. Even if they are of the same sex and cannot announce this beautiful message to the whole world, every time they see the ring, it will make each other feel sweet.

Also because of this, after each other completely possessed each other, looking at Lin Miaomiao, who was still slightly pale even in sleep due to the first time, but still slightly raised her lips, expressing fragility and joy to the extreme at the same time, Wang Baiyu I just feel full.

Even if you keep watching like this, you will never get tired of it for a lifetime.

And the moment Lin Miaomiao woke up the next day, Wang Baiyu handed over the husband and wife agreement written early in the morning and all his passbooks and salary cards to Lin Miaomiao.

"Miaomiao, from today on, you are my responsibility, and I will do my duty to keep you happy forever."

Those were the most romantic love words that Wang Baiyu could think of. Even the husband and wife agreement that she wrote with great pains, although every one of them was her vow to Lin Miaomiao, but in fact it was dry without any romantic tone. .

"One of the couple's agreement is that Wang Baiyu will work hard to make money and hand in the salary card in full.

The second couple's agreement is that Wang Baiyu will promise to go home every day and have dinner with Lin Miaomiao.

Husband and wife agreement three, Wang Baiyu...

The husband and wife agreed on [-], and Lin Miaomiao had to promise to be with Wang Baiyu for the rest of her life, through wind and rain. "

It was such an agreement, enough for Lin Miaomiao to hold her in tears and cry loudly.

Really, how could Lin Miaomiao be so emotional.

Feeling the soaked clothes on her chest, she thought helplessly, but her lips curled up slightly.

She and Lin Miaomiao must be the most suitable people in the world, so no matter what she does, no matter how much her behavior has deep meaning in the eyes of her parents, it can always make Lin Miaomiao feel extremely.

At that time, she really wanted to follow the agreement.

At that time, Lin Miaomiao also sincerely felt that they would definitely be able to do it.

only...

The desire to give Lin Miaomiao a better life was stronger than anything else.

As a novice, even if she has a careful plan, even if she has a natural business acumen, but if she wants to do it, it is far from enough to work nine to five.

Because of the orders from customers who have followed for a long time, I started to get drunk for the first time.

Had to work overtime due to a mistake by a subordinate.

Because of a word from the leader, I had to go to the company as soon as I got home.

Because he wanted to be better, he had to take charge of the company. At first, even though he felt helpless, he didn't show it on his face.

because....

Making an exception for the first time, seeing Lin Miaomiao taking care of herself and feeling extremely guilty, repeated her promises.

When breaking the rule became a habit, looking at Lin Miaomiao who was curled up on the sofa waiting for him to fall asleep, he swallowed those words before they came out of his throat.

What's the point of speaking up if those guarantees are known to be false?

Because of her hard work, her salary is getting higher and higher.

"Miaomiao, you don't have to worry about money when you buy things in the future. My salary has increased again, so you can buy some good ones."

Wang Baiyu can't remember how many times he talked about this topic, but Lin Miaomiao always responded sweetly, but he was still the same, always the same few clothes, always the same few decorations, except for the food Apart from being more refined, there is no difference at all.

"Miao Miao, don't you have anything you want to buy?"

"Yes, I have."

"then you..."

"Bai Yu, I know, don't worry."

...

When did it start? Due to the busy schedule of work and fewer and fewer opportunities for the two to meet each other, the conversation between the two became less and less, and even Lin Miaomiao's sweetest smile in her opinion became less and less. Not much, until several times, she began to clearly notice that Lin Miaomiao's smile didn't reach her eyes.

That's not good, it's not right.

But...

No, it doesn't matter, after a while she adapts to the rhythm of the company, finds suitable subordinates, and has a fixed source of customers, everything will be fine.

It has been a long time since the notepad that belongs to the sweetness between the two has not written down a word or a word, and the number of times when I wake up in the middle of the night and look at the sleeping face of Lin Miaomiao who is sleeping soundly is frowning slightly.

In the blink of an eye, the two had been married for five months, and when they left early in the morning, Lin Miaomiao rarely dressed up carefully, with a bit of flattery and anticipation: "Bai Yu, I know you are busy with work, but can you come back early today? "

"Oh, I see."

Since Lin Miaomiao hadn't received such expectations for a long time, Wang Baiyu was extremely determined to go back sooner, even if he didn't show it on the surface.

But it was as if the heavens were against her. There were so many things on that day, and the biggest client came over on that day. Even though she tried her best to restrain herself, she still drank too much. Her drunken eyes seemed to be touched by someone. She, but because she just retreated at the touch of a button, she didn't care at all. She glanced at the time and hurried back.

As soon as she saw it, Wang Baiyu couldn't help feeling tense in the extremely dark environment, but when she tried her best to calmly turn on the light, her girl didn't leave in the warm light.

Lin Miaomiao, who was dressed in a well-dressed suit and looked extraordinarily sweet, was sitting on the sofa at the moment with her head lowered. On that white and beautiful face, there were crystal tears dripping down one after another.

Flowers, red wine, dishes that have lost the slightest heat, and the melodious music that was played so low that she had never heard it, everything seemed warm at first, but because of the lonely girl sitting on the sofa, it seemed to be so warm. Extremely depressed and lonely.

"Miao Miao, I.. have something to do with the company, so I'm late."

It wasn't my intention.

But the drunken eyes were smoky, and there was a strong smell of alcohol when she opened her mouth. The delicate and neat clothes in the morning began to look untidy due to the previous entertainment, and even her clothes were unbuttoned several times without her noticing. Lin Miaomiao's favorite Suogu.

All of that made her already pale words even more powerless.

"Is there something wrong? Bai Yu, apart from something wrong, do you have nothing else to say to me?

Bai Yu, do you know? Today is my birthday, our first birthday after marriage, I want to spend it with you, but you have completely forgotten, right?"

Lin Miaomiao's birthday?

She remembered that just a week before, she was still planning what to do on this day, but in the end she was so busy that she forgot until the last day.

"Miao Miao, I... let's go buy cakes now, what else do you want to do, let's do it together."

Wrong is wrong, just do your best to make up for it.

"Now?"

In Lin Miaomiao's slightly suspicious words, Wang Baiyu couldn't help but look at the alarm clock of the smiling girl on the wall, "21:00"

The cake shop has closed long ago, no, it should be said that most of the shops have closed long ago.

"Miao Miao..."

"Bai Yu."

Her girl finally stood up from the sofa. Her bare, bare insteps were white and alluring on the soft carpet, but her girl walked in front of her lightly, stroking her right hand with trembling fingers. The face, the eyes are flushed, the tears are like falling pearls, and there will be no rest.

"Bai Yu, I dressed up carefully early in the morning, thinking about your preferences, and dressed myself up beautifully. I cooked the dishes on the table five times before they were similar to those on the computer.

I know you're busy, so I shouldn't do anything as a birthday star, but I did everything myself.

I remember my own birthday, cook the dishes they like to eat by myself, and dress myself up beautifully.

And you just need to be with me.

You have an appointment with me tomorrow morning.

But you didn't come back until nine o'clock, the food was already cold, and you couldn't even feel the heat in the room, and you were drunk, and there were other girls' lip marks on your face...

You don't remember anything at all.

Bai Yu, we've only been married for five months, don't you like me?"

Lin Miaomiao's fingertips were trembling at this moment, icy to the bone, but the tears were so hot that her heart ached.

She finally knew what that light touch was before.

But her girl couldn't listen to her explanation at this moment.

That year, she was 23 years old, and in March just after the new year, she had a fight with her girl, and she made the girl who swore to be treated well for the rest of her life sad.

Wang Baiyu doesn't remember where he heard a sentence. When you trust someone, even if she doesn't come back all night, you won't think about it. When you don't trust someone, even if she swears to you every time, You will also feel that those oaths are mixed with water, fake and scary.

And from the day after her birthday, she and Lin Miaomiao have been in this state.

In her assurance, Lin Miaomiao smiled and said it was okay, but she never believed her again.

Every time she asks questions that are not clever before leaving, calls every few hours, and asks questions when she returns late, even if she explains again, Wang Baiyu still finds that her clothes, bags, and mobile phones have been flipped through countless times. trace.

Even so, her girl still laughed less and less every day, and the room that made her feel so warm began to become depressing.

Even if she tried to speak openly and honestly, it still didn't help.

"Bai Yu, I stay in the room every day and don't know anything, and you are so busy every day. Although I don't know how the company's positions are distributed, I think your position is quite high now, and your long You are so good-looking, successful in your career, young and promising, there must be many beautiful girls in front of you every day.

Bai Yu, are you really not moved?

Even if you don't fall in love, won't they fall in love with you?

You know, I took the initiative to confess my love to you at the beginning?"

When did Lin Miaomiao start to feel extremely inferior, and her trust in her had completely disappeared.

Dull, quarreling, depressed, until finally, there was no patience, and the two hardly had a word to say.

Obviously they still love each other, but for some reason they both set up sharp thorns, mercilessly piercing each other's softness, and at the same time stabbing the other end of the thorns towards themselves.

Scarred all over!

This is true for her and for Lin Miaomiao.

Even though the two of them would still sleep on the same bed every day, even with the body temperature of two people, it was still bitingly cold.

"Bai Yu, let's get a divorce. Let you go and me too."

Wasn't that the ending that had already fallen during the first quarrel?

Such an ending was accompanied by piercing pain, but it was not the only relief for each other at that time

That year, Wang Baiyu was 23 years old. In the bitterly cold December, their marriage, which lasted only a little over a year, came to an end.

And she also thoroughly knows one thing, loving someone is such a sweet but extremely hard thing.

***

After asking a word, Lin Miaomiao has been silent all the time, just looking at her quietly, in the cold night wind, in the heart was stabbed by the last figure who left absolutely. , Wang Baiyu only felt that the person in front of him was a little blurry, but when Lin Miaomiao's long hair was blown a little by the wind, that vague feeling became extremely real.

Her Lin Miaomiao returned to her side again.

so...

"Miao Miao, we used to love each other very much, but in the end you still chose to leave me."

The words that admitted that she was cowardly and useless finally overflowed from Wang Baiyu's mouth.