The goddess is a child her father

home? her home?

That home that I lived for nearly 20 years, but gritted my teeth after being sad, and told myself that if I could in this life, I would never go back to my home!

want to go back

When I was young, I was self-willed, and when I was ruthless, I had the courage to go forward, but now...

When I became a mother, I knew the unique weakness of facing children for the sake of elders.But suddenly realized how hurtful that kind of mentality actually is.

Even if her so-called mother doesn't care, but her father...

"Your father can't recognize the reality, and has been waiting for you to go back, even if he is lying on the hospital bed."

The cold, slightly mocking tone rang in Lin Miaomiao's mind, and then gradually coincided with Lin Chengdong who was smiling more and more sadly in front of her in the silence.

"Miaomiao, are my words still reluctant to you? If so..."

Lin Chengdong tried his best to pretend that nothing had happened, and just halfway through his words, he saw that Lin Miaomiao, whose lips were bitten and whose lips were bitten, unconsciously clenched Lin Miaomiao smiled at him, with crooked eyebrows and no trace of embarrassment on her face. with haze.

"Dad, I didn't expect you to say it first. I was still thinking about it and I haven't gone back for a long time. I don't know if you are ready when I go back suddenly. I am still thinking about how to mention it. I didn't expect Dad to mention it first. Then It's really great, it seems that Yuanyuan and I will go back, so we don't have to worry about having nowhere to sleep."

"Miao Miao you..."

Lin Chengdong took a deep breath, and then smiled gently: "Miao Miao, if you can think like this, Dad can rest assured, you child, the home of Dad and Mom is your home, and the room you live in, Dad can't worry about it." Cleaning has been done all the time, since Miao Miao, you have this idea, tomorrow Saturday, you also rest, why don't you go back with Dad now?"

"Huh? But..."

Even if you just made up your mind, will it be too sudden, and...and...

Listening to Lin Chengdong's words, Lin Miaomiao opened her mouth slightly, feeling a mess in her heart. Even if she finally made up her mind, it was too sudden.

"Miao Miao, Dad has prepared everything for you at home. You only need to bring a few clothes that you and Yuan Yuan changed. Although it was a bit sudden, Dad has been looking forward to your return home for a long time. .”

Under the bright light, Lin Chengdong smiled warmly, and sighed heavily between words, the jet-black hair mixed with a few white strands looked so vivid.

At this moment, there was still no sign of clearing up the mess in her heart, but when Lin Miaomiao looked at Lin Chengdong's slightly gray hair, everything was not important anymore.

That's right, I have to go early and late, so what's the point of so many excuses, besides, she is not going to other places, that is, she has lived for 20 years, although she is unhappy, she also brings The joy and warmth of all youthful ages.

"Okay, Dad."

Responding crisply, this time Lin Miaomiao was not looking at Lin Chengdong, but swept away the footsteps that had not been moving for a long time before, walked to the room in a few strides, and stood in front of Yuan Yuan.

In Yuanyuan's disappointed eyes due to the sudden lack of TV screens, Lin Miaomiao smiled brightly and proudly: "Yuanyuan, Saturday and Sunday, I want to go somewhere to play."

"Where are you going, mother?"

No matter how beautiful the animation on TV is, there is absolutely nothing more attractive to Yuan Yuan than going to a fun place. Almost at the moment when Lin Miaomiao opened his mouth, the disappointment in Yuan Yuan's eyes disappeared instantly, and he looked at Lin Miaomiao happily and excitedly. Miao Miao asked.

"Yuanyuan, you haven't been to your grandparents' house at this age, have you?"

"Yeah. But... that's okay."

Yuan Yuan was a little puzzled, but said comfortingly.

"Grandpa is here too, seeing how cute Yuan Yuan is, I decided to invite my mother and Yuan Yuan to grandparents' house today.

So Yuanyuan, now mom needs your help to pack the clothes together, we are going to visit grandparents' house soon.

Let me tell you secretly, grandparents have a small garden with all kinds of beautiful flowers and a swing, when you arrive, mom will push the swing for you, okay?"

"it is good!"

He responded heavily, and I don't know if Lin Miaomiao's "swinging high" behind Lin Miaomiao gave him infinite imagination. The TV turned off without Lin Miaomiao's words, and then began to rush around like a little bee .

"Mom, in two days, can Yuan Yuan take the sleeping bear?"

"Mom, mom should also take her pajamas when she goes to bed at night, right?"

"Mom, Yuanyuan, take this pair of fluffy slippers?"

Busy, clear and crisp, with infinite joy, Lin Miaomiao looked at Yuan Yuan, the corners of her mouth could not help but rise, when she turned her head unconsciously, she saw that Lin Chengdong was looking at Yuan Yuan with a smile through the unclosed door. Looking at them, that look, just like she looked at Yuan Yuan.

Perhaps for Lin Chengdong, no matter what happens, in his eyes, she will never grow up.

And what a blessing it is to be loved so much~

***

Lin Miaomiao's home is actually not too far from where she lives. It takes an hour by bus, but if you drive a car, you will arrive in half an hour. It's just that the three of them got home at six o'clock. Yuan Yuan was busy packing up her things, and when she got into the car and arrived at her destination, it was already past seven o'clock.

The sun that had been half-fallen had long since disappeared. Along the way, the not-so-bright moonlight, the sparkling stars, and the lights that gradually turned on, illuminated the road ahead, even if it was an empty road. With Lin Dongcheng's car While driving, Lin Miaomiao was able to find some memories even if he looked at a tree or a grass.

That was Lin Miaomiao, and it was the first time that she knew with certainty that her memory of her family was deeper and deeper than she had imagined.

"Yuan Yuan, Miao Miao, wait a minute, I'll stop the car."

In those words, no matter what Lin Miaomiao was thinking, she was already standing at the door of the house holding Yuan Yuan by the hand.

Compared with the small house that she and Yuan Yuan rented, this is a house with a single door and a single courtyard. The wooden gate facing them, but even in the night, under the bright light, you can still see the house. In the not-so-big yard, there are flowers of various colors in full bloom. Even if you can't see the species or appearance clearly, they are extremely beautiful.

She even knew that the mother who was extremely indifferent to her was so patient with these flowers and plants, watering and fertilizing, weeding and insect pests, pruning branches and leaves, every step was with grace, and all the patience, even in these carefully raised When the flowers bloomed, she showed a faint smile, but that smile was something she longed for but could hardly get.

Therefore, no matter how beautiful and moving these flowers are, she never takes a second look, and even grows countless times to uproot these flowers and plants.

But in the end she didn't do it because she knew...that would make her mother sad.

"Mom, it's so beautiful. Sure enough, my mother didn't lie to me."

Yuan Yuan didn't know when he had let go of Lin Miaomiao's hand, leaned on the fence, and opened the courtyard through the gap. When he looked at the colorful and beautiful flowers in the moonlight, his words were full of joy .

At that time, she didn't do anything because her mother would be sad, but now, even if these flowers and plants still don't have a good memory for her, but seeing Yuan Yuan so happy, she thought, just like these blooming flowers, she will To regain the memory of this yard.

"Well, yes, mother knew Yuan Yuan would like it."

Lin Miaomiao did not stop Yuan Yuan's movements, but just looked at her with a smile, as if she could look at these flowers and smile at this moment even though she felt sad at first.

"Miao Miao, the car is parked, shall we go in?"

When Lin Chengdong parked the car and walked slowly, what he saw was the warm backs of the big one and the small one. Although he was vaguely prepared when he brought Lin Miaomiao and the two together, seeing Lin Miaomiao like this , Lin Chengdong still couldn't help feeling more than half relieved.

He loves Lin Miaomiao, and he also loves his wife, but to him, the two most important people in his life seem to be born at odds, and they will never be able to stand on the same parallel line.

And now everything is the best step, next...

"Okay, Dad."

"Okay, grandpa."

Almost speaking in unison, seeing that the one big and one small in front of him had nearly [-]% similar looks, Lin Chengdong couldn't help speeding up his slow steps until he got to the side of the two, and looked at the two who came in unknowingly, chuckled lightly, and followed With a "pop", the door swung open.

"Wow~"

If it is said that looking through the crack of the door, the yard is already beautiful, but at this moment, when the door is opened, the beauty is almost doubled.

White water lilies, pink roses, lilac orchids...

Large or small, or dense, or sparse, or fragrant, or rich.

In the courtyard with at least [-] square meters, except for a cobblestone road for people to pass by, the two sides are almost filled with flowers, and there is a light green swing among the flowers, with two wooden rocking chairs.

Beautiful, serene, yet comfortable.

Yuan Yuan could only see the beauty of the flowers and the surprise on the swing, but Lin Miaomiao took everything in front of her eyes carefully, and gradually overlapped with the pictures in her memory until the slightly unfamiliar Memories start to feel fresh and familiar.

"Miao Miao, you also know that your mother loves flowers."

As if explaining but with a slightly proud tone, Lin Chengdong took Yuan Yuan's hand, and patted Lin Miaomiao's shoulder lightly: "Okay, go in, Mom is waiting for you."

Wait?

Mother?

This one was really new to Lin Miaomiao, but looking at Lin Chengdong's gaze, Lin Miaomiao swallowed back the almost instinctive ridicule.

"Is grandma waiting too? Grandpa, let's hurry up, don't make grandma wait too long."

Reluctantly looking back at the swing, Yuan Yuan took Lin Chengdong's hand and quickened his steps.

"it is good."

"it is good."

During the short chat, the three walked towards the room one after the other.

"Grandma, Yuan Yuan and mother are here to see you."

Lin Miaomiao finally saw her mother again in Yuan Yuan's words full of enthusiasm and affection.

At the door of the house she thought she would never step into again.

Thinking about it at that moment, there is still a young and warm home that belongs to her, father, mother, and lives together!

"Mom~"

After a long, long time, Lin Miaomiao heard herself shouting in a low voice, and at this time, the woman who had been sitting on a chair holding a cup of tea with a faint fragrance stood up from her seat and walked forward for a few minutes. Step by step, one high and one low, looking down at Lin Miaomiao from top to bottom.

The author has something to say: While writing, I suddenly remembered that every time I go home, I will still pick up my father at the train station, and every time I leave home, my mother can’t wait to move all the things in the house to herself.

I feel a little homesick, covering my face.