The goddess is a child her father

That night, Li Ailian and Lin Chengdong slept with their backs facing each other for the first time. Although no one mentioned it, it seemed that some kind of unspeakable estrangement had quietly formed that night. Early the next morning, when Li Ailian felt sour , Lin Chengdong ran to the toilet and vomited again without disturbing him, and then went to work as usual, but when he came back from work, he went to the pharmacy with a calm face.

Thanks to the development of science and technology, if she wants to know a certain cognition in her heart, she does not need to spend a lot of time and energy going to the hospital, but just go to the toilet for 5 minutes, and a test strip can clearly get the information she wants.

Two bright red bars!

Li Ailian stared at the test paper for a long time, sure and certain that the two bars on the test paper would not change, and it would not be an illusion of her eyesight, she pursed her lips vigorously, and threw the test paper into the trash can.

She really had a baby in her belly.

It's amazing.

Maybe it was because she was mentally prepared yesterday, so Li Ailian was stroking her still flat stomach, thinking like that in her heart, and when she walked out of the toilet, her complexion was already normal.

Now that the speculation has been verified as a fact, the best solution now is to get rid of her during the rest day when no one knows.

However, it is said that miscarriage will hurt the body. It seems that we need to find a suitable reason to use up the annual leave. In order not to disturb Lin Chengdong in those few days, it seems that it is better to use a temporary babysitter.

Eating very delicious food on weekdays, even though most of her mind was divided into thinking at this moment, when Li Ailian habitually put the food in the bowl, she couldn't help but vomited again.

"Porf."

Perhaps it was too quiet today, so that the sound of Lin Chengdong putting down the chopsticks was too distinct, so distinct that Li Ailian was slightly startled, and subconsciously looked in Lin Chengdong's direction, her eyes met, her heart ached a little.

Lin Chengdong, who was usually gentle and elegant, now had his lips tightly pursed and his brows furrowed, his eyes were like a lake full of waves, shaking full of sadness.

"Dongcheng, you..."

Before the murmured words were finished, between the dull sound of "squeak" the chair and the ground dragged, Lin Chengdong sat beside her like that, and he stretched out his hand to hold her hand tightly. Fair and generous but warm, but today, the hand holding her tightly trembled slightly, and it was as biting as ice.

"Eileen, you have it, don't you?"

The tone was low, as if suppressed to the extreme, although it was an interrogative sentence, but the tone was affirmative.

Li Ailian, who is used to being strong, may be the only weakness in this life in this man. Even if others don't think highly of them, she knew from the moment they met that she would be with this man forever.

She loves him!

So even if she was used to being tough, looking at the man's expression at this moment, she swallowed back the words that were obviously overflowing her mouth.

"Um."

She responded in a low voice.

"Eileen, but you don't want her, do you?"

The words became more and more suppressed, and Lin Chengdong's other hand attached to Li Ailian's stomach very carefully, before touching it firmly, he retracted again, as if he was afraid that his strength would hurt the child in his stomach.

Such cherishing, such cautiousness, and the despair brought out in words because of knowing each other too well.

Li Ailian pursed her lips vigorously, lowered her eyes slightly, and clasped Lin Chengdong's hand behind her back: "Dong Cheng, just yesterday, Mr. Wang told me that he was optimistic about me and wanted to change my position. Now it's not suitable for me." We are still young to have children, and when I have a stable job in the future, we will have many children."

"Ailian, Ailian, that is our child, the first child, you... I beg you, this child, if you are afraid of affecting you, I can take her."

"...Dongcheng, I..."

"Ailian, don't make a decision in such a hurry, think about it carefully, okay?"

What is there to think about? Now that she has opened up the discussion, she will not want this child, but seeing Lin Dongcheng carefully surrounding her with all his strength, and listening to the slightly rapid heartbeat, Li Ailian finally compromised. .

"it is good."

Even if it's for Dong Cheng, she'd better keep this child a little longer.

***

People really can't have weaknesses, and when facing weaknesses, they will always become particularly unprincipled, not to mention that this weakness will listen to her in other things, but when she is stubborn on one thing, she compromises the first Many times, that ignorance will become a compromise many times.

In the most difficult first three months, Li Ailian vomited to death, but no matter what time it was, when she woke up, Lin Chengdong would also be awake, and he would cook delicious food for her, tease her, and even Rumors about morning sickness spread across most of the city. Every time when she was weak, Lin Chengdong would reach out and gently touch her belly: "Ailian, the child is very healthy. She must be looking forward to coming to this world."

Looking forward to it?

Lin Chengdong is looking forward to it, right?

She wasn't looking forward to it at all.

But three months passed in a blink of an eye, and the prenatal checkup was done. Listening to the beating heartbeat of the fetus, the hard-as-iron mood began to gradually fluctuate.

Both sides have to give birth, if she has to vomit to death next time, why not give birth this time, otherwise, wouldn't she have spent the first three months in vain?

That kind of thought flashed vaguely from the first time, and then flashed every now and then, until her lower abdomen was slightly rumbling, and the child would kick in her stomach, and the thought became more and more obvious.

"Ailian, are you pregnant?"

"This... manager, why do you say that?"

"Don't lie to me, this kind of thing has been spread by everyone. Pregnancy is a happy event, and I want to congratulate you too, but Ailian, you also know that a company is a company after all, and some things have to be considered from the overall situation. If you are really pregnant Well, then the job thing..."

Those unfinished words are enough to express the unfinished meaning clearly.

No, absolutely not!

When she was tortured by morning sickness to death, she still struggled with all her heart and soul, and she gritted her teeth and persisted until the end to get the promise, how could it be, how could she just leave her like this!

Under Lin Chengdong's expectation for those months, the motherhood brought about by the child kicking in the stomach, was hit hard by reality at this moment.

She doesn't want this baby!

immediately!immediately!

At that moment, the thought that she had suppressed for a long time hit again, and this time, in order to avoid being shaken, Li Ailian took leave that day and went to the private hospital that she had long been optimistic about.

"Miss Li, this child is more than four months old now, and the B-ultrasound shows everything is normal, do you really decide not to want her?"

"Yes."

"Miss Li, logically speaking, since you have decided, we can't say anything, but Miss Li, are you sure? Your son has a thin uterus, although it is only 65% ​​likely, after you abort this child, maybe this It is very difficult to have a child in your life, are you still sure to kill this child?"

Get rid of it, what good does the child have?

At the beginning, such almost cold thoughts floated in her mind, but soon, Li Ailian remembered Lin Chengdong's Qiyi's eyes again.

If the child is just killed, maybe Lin Chengdong will blame her, but based on their feelings, the problem is not too big, but if the child is gone, there will be no children in this life...

It's too cruel for Lin Chengdong to love the child like that.

"Whoo~"

Li Ailian let out a heavy breath, looking at the child who knew nothing about the joy and turmoil in her stomach, her heart was so oppressed.

"Thank you, I decided to keep this child."

"Okay, Miss Li will definitely not regret this decision."

Do you not regret it?

Who knows?

But this child is really destined to come to collect debts from her.

Huh~

No one knows what happened on this day. Even when Lin Chengdong was happily stroking Li Ailian's turbulent belly that night, and raised his brows with happiness, he heard Li Ailian's very affirmative answer for the first time: "Dongcheng, since you like it so much. She, let's give birth to her, what shall we name her?"

It has been more than four months, even though he vaguely felt that the child would stay, but when he really heard the news, Lin Chengdong was still dumbfounded, followed by a completely uncontrollable joy.

"Eileen, you decided to keep her, that's great.

Okay, I'll think of a name right away, and I'll definitely choose the best name. "

Her lover, so happy.

So, no matter what, this kid is still useful, isn't it?

Because of this child, her promotion naturally disappeared, and after the long maternity leave ended, all the things she had taken over had been taken over by others. It was obviously a company that had worked for so long, and everything seemed so strange to others. To bear the torment of breastfeeding, while being squeezed out by those who are not as experienced as her, I heard again:

"Ha, then Li Ailian thought it was in the past. Now that she has a baby, she spends most of her time on the baby. How could President Wang still trust her?"

"Yeah, I really didn't expect her to be so stupid."

That gleeful tone!

Li Ailian felt her sore chest swelled due to the time, and her reason finally collapsed!

baby, baby, why should she have a baby

What is the use of that child besides crying, fussing, and wanting to be hugged?

Obviously she has worked so hard, why does she have to endure such a life just because of her existence?

Obviously a little angry, but since the child was conceived, Li Ailian's dislike for her has become more and more intense, even if there are occasional maternal instincts.

But more of an indescribable powerless anger!

Because of Lin Miaomiao, she didn't get a promotion and salary increase as she had planned at the beginning, but she resigned angrily after she started doing hopeless jobs day after day.

Because Lin Miaomiao, her lover, the person who put her first in everything, started to have someone more important. She was scratching her heart and soul for that villain, wishing to spoil that villain into a little princess.

Because of Lin Miaomiao, firewood, rice, oil, salt, children's education, and differences of opinion between husband and wife, everything began to become mundane.

And when Lin Miaomiao was born one year old, her parents were rushing to celebrate their granddaughter's first birthday and on the way back by plane, the plane crashed and there was no body left!

"Mommy mommy."

When she was crying in horror at the news, Lin Miaomiao, who had just learned to walk, threw herself in front of her, hugged her leg, and murmured: "Mom, mom."

"Lin Miaomiao, go away! Because of you, they died!"

"Mom, mom, hug, hug!"

When she was so sad, the child would only yell softly, hugging her leg tightly, and yelling over and over again.

After that, it seemed that Lin Chengdong took Lin Miaomiao away.

Maybe, but who cares about her.

Anyway, from that day on, she never smiled at the child who was attached to her.

Lin Chengdong told her countless times: Ailian, it wasn't Miao Miao's fault.

Ailian, the world is impermanent, some things we can only accept, and everything will be fine.

Miao Miao, she loves you, she is close to you, she is our child. "

but……

Even if it was to vent anger, even if it was a little unreasonable to make trouble, Li Ailian still didn't like Lin Miaomiao who was nearly [-]% similar to her and was close to her.

I haven't liked it since I was pregnant.

Why did she have such a child?

Why is this child coming at this time?

No matter what this child is doing, it seems to be silently reminding her:

"Li Ailian, even though you have been proud all your life, in matters, you are a failure!

See, this existence is proof of your complete failure. "

The author has something to say: Well, in fact, Miao Miao is quite pitiful, she doesn’t know anything.

But sometimes it's really like this. When you like someone, everything can find excuses for that person. When you hate someone, all the bad things are related to that person.

But it doesn't matter, Miao Miao still has a father who loves her very much, and now she has a goddess who loves her the most, a cute child, she is still very happy~