[Comprehensive] Danger Investigator

"Uh..." When Yuriko tried to explain, she realized that her delusion was not so easy to explain.

Kuroro gently tapped the table with his hands, and asked in a casual tone as much as possible, "Oh, it doesn't matter if it's just your wishful thinking, let me hear it first..." For being too timid and cautious by nature As far as Yuriko is concerned, it is a very rare phenomenon to come up with any subjective idea that includes self-awareness.

Kuroro's own speculation about this started from the inexplicable email, and he could understand what the other party wanted to ask just by looking at it.But he was never a kind person who would take the initiative to give answers to questions, Kuroro carefully calculated the degree of anxiety that Yuriko could bear.Before the other party was about to reach the critical point, that is, he would take the initiative to call him, he made a call.The moment the phone was connected, he knew that the situation was as he predicted.Just based on the breathing rate of the other party and the rapid heartbeat that can be heard clearly through the phone, one can imagine how much the other party is eager for this answer.

That's what makes it interesting. Even if he and the other party are temporarily divided into the same camp because of their blood, that can't stop Kuroro from fighting for some small benefits for himself at the right time.Thinking of this, the smile on the corner of Kuroro's mouth widened again, and he quietly waited for the other party to speak.

Compared with Kuroro's calmness, Yuriko seemed much more uneasy, and there was a slight trill in her voice when she spoke, "That... Kuroro, you once doubted the authenticity of the world you lived in. or not?"

The concise answer of "No" didn't even give Yuriko a chance to continue the topic, but Kuroro immediately changed his tone and said: "I only doubted whether there is a god in this world, but the answer to this question is not important now. "

"It's not important anymore?" Yuriko asked in surprise, "That question is actually just a question on your whim, right?"

"No..." Kuroro's tone was very serious, "In fact, this question has plagued me throughout my childhood and adolescence, but when I entered youth, I realized that the answer to this question really doesn't matter anymore. When I was young and confused, I also committed the stupid and ignorant idea of ​​putting my fate in the hands of others and hoping that gods would save me. But I soon sobered up, but at that time I was stubborn I think that if there is a god in this world, then he must be an unfair god. It must be wrong to say that gods love the world, at least gods don’t love us who live on Meteor Street.”

Yuriko's face turned pale, and her brain began to automatically play the scene she had seen about Meteor Street.

"...So, since God doesn't love us, why should we fear God and believe in God? It's like you asking me whether you doubt the reality of the world. Liriko, I ask you, if you live The world is false, did your life have any devastating impact due to the collapse of the fictional world?" Kurolo's speech was not fast, and when Kuroro finished speaking, Yuriko actually had an answer, but she didn't Know how to speak.

"It's the same, isn't it? As I said, even if there is a god in my world, he has never saved me..." Kuroro paused, and he added silently in his heart The second half of the sentence, 'so I never believe in God'.

Yuriko's heart was blank. If it corresponds to Kuroro's way of thinking, that is, if this world is a story, the plot has no impact on her life, so... so no matter whether this world is real or not, at least she Is life absolutely real? !

So...the last match was really because Echizen Ryoma was stronger?

For a moment, the two people in different worlds did not speak, and all they could hear on the phone was the sound of each other's breathing.It was Kuroro who finally broke the silence. He sighed: "...Sometimes I really doubt that we really have the same blood? You are always like this, you can easily accept other people's opinions, But I’m always not confident enough in my own ideas.”

"Let me guess, first you get some evidence or a very strong factual basis, and then you come to a point of view from which you start to wonder if the world you live in is real? In what you might call In the meager 15 years of life, there are not many experiences that can correspond to your guess. Maybe it was not your experience. You just witnessed it all as a bystander, right? The game that you think should not be lost in the end is The assumption you made, that's why you are eager to seek an answer from me. And the result, after you accepted my idea, did you just shake your own guess?" As if finally unable to bear the slowness of Yuriko on the phone, Kuroro decided to go one step further.Compared with Yuriko's illogical words, Kuroro's precise summary made Yuriko unable to speak a word.

She could only mutter in her heart, moving... shaken...

But Yuriko didn't know that Kuroro didn't intend to stop here. He continued: "Further speculation, what kind of viewpoint will make you doubt the reality of the world? Or what makes you feel that the world you live in is fake, As long as you can easily deduce it, you can draw a conclusion, a fake world... a fictional world, so where did this fictional world come from?"

Kuroro asked meaningfully: "...Answer me, Yuriko..."

Yuriko:"........"

"Silence can't solve anything... If this fictional world exists, it must have been created by someone for a certain purpose. This fictional world operates according to the creator's ideas. Then everything makes sense , the game you want me to evaluate is your questioning of the creator who created this world! In your opinion, if this world is real, the idol you support will definitely win the game, but the reality is that He lost the game. If this world is fake, then I am afraid that this result is what the creator wanted, and this is the result of the intervention of a third party...." Speaking of this, Kurolo himself felt it was true There's no need to go on, he couldn't help thinking in his heart, why does it take a lot of brain cells to help her understand the logic every time he talks to her?

Thinking so, Kuroro was still responsible for helping Yuriko make the final conclusion, "Yuriko, you dare to question the authenticity of the world just by one game...you are really...really..."

What is it?

Stupid...naive...or maybe an ill-timed secondary episode?

Kuroro wanted to sigh again, and he said patiently: "People always take things for granted when they are teenagers, but you are rather special. Compared with your own situation, you pay more attention to your idols... I really lost to you, is your worship of this idol just because of his defeat in a game? If this is the case, your so-called worship...is nothing more than that..."

But so...

that is it....

Kuroro quietly listened to the changed breaths of the person on the other end of the phone, his smile changed from a pleasant one to a slightly sarcastic smile, even though his IQ was much higher than ordinary people, he was trapped by the fact that he was completely different from Yuriko. Different growth environment, the other party's extravagant thinking, please forgive him for his incompetence.Every day on Meteor Street is like the last day of your life. Just to survive is already doing your best. Who has that kind of time to think about the nature of the world?

"However, your thinking is also human, and that's how people are. If a person does a hundred good deeds, as long as he does one small evil deed, he can easily erase all his previous past. Good deeds. Our eyes will always be more subconscious, focusing on a person's flaws. But..."

But...you are different...

The phone didn't hang up, but Kuroro's mind strangely recalled the only conversation he had with that brat that went smoothly to the end.That kid who always had a gloomy face and a blunt expressionless face, when he mentioned someone, the brilliance in his eyes was something that Kuroro, who grew up on Meteor Street, had never seen before.The kid was covered in wounds, and the right eye that was forcibly taken away was still bleeding. Every word that came out of his mouth had a strong smell of blood.

"No.. the same... she.. is.. not.. the same.. she.. no.. the same.."

The light in his only left eye pierced Kuroro subconsciously and wanted to take out that eye as his own collection.At that time, Kurolo realized that even though this kid grew up on Meteor Street, he never came here and never belonged here, so after he disappeared for a while, everyone thought that this kid who had offended countless people with his poisonous tongue must have died At that time, only Kuroro instinctively thought that he just went to the side of the person who convinced him to be 'different'.

Today's phone call once again strengthened Kuroro's thoughts. This person is really interesting. Yuriko, you are really an interesting person. Why do you always devote so much energy to the affairs of strangers?

"...Krollo? But what...?" Seeing that the other party was silent for a long time, Yuriko couldn't help but interjected to ask, but after that, you said it!

"...But putting aside such a lofty topic of truth and falsehood in the world, for any person...everything that can't kill him will only make him stronger in the end. If you don't change your idol Just learn to trust him, as you did in the past, that failure will only be the key to his resurrection..."

"Lily..." Kuroro shouted in an unusually gentle tone, "If you really have any doubts in the future, instead of looking for me, you might as well go to that kid Crow first. After all, he can serve you for free. My side...the price is quite expensive..."

Yuriko:"............."

Kuroro: "As for this time... what do you want to exchange?"

The author has something to say: It is really hard to write a protagonist who is not smart, has a low EQ, is a little slow to respond, and is still... Many behaviors in youth and memories of adulthood are black history that needs to be sealed. Change the word Describing those stupid, immature, emotional, paranoid, and impulsive pasts is everyone's youth.Don't dislike Yuriko, she is an idiot with immature mental development and late-maturing behavior habits, and... The focus of this chapter is actually the last mentioned Yasawa.

"What doesn't kill me, only makes me stronger", is my favorite quote about Nietzsche?