dream play

"Why does it always appear again and again?"

"because I love you"

This sentence made Zhang Sixian lose his mind for a moment, and remembered the young and frivolous Wan Yan back then. That day was the peak season of peach blossoms. He took him to see the peach blossoms in the garden, but Wan Yan was very happy. Among the peach blossoms in the garden, I sang "Peach Blossom Fan" with a discount. After the song was over, I leaned in Zhang Sixian's arms and said

"Sixian, I really love you"

Zhang Sixian laughed and said, "You opera actors have feelings?"

It was originally a joke, but Wan Yan was dissatisfied. He stood in front of him and retorted

"Don't say actors are ruthless, Anzhi is the most ruthless people in this world, it's..."

Zhang Sixian was startled when Wan Yan opened his mouth, he sealed his words with a kiss, and he didn't know what he would say if he continued, Wan Yan leaned against his arms and took a deep breath, his cheeks were slightly red

At that time, Wanyan was innocent and cute, which Zhang Sixian loved very much. Later, Wanyan quietly left and joined the gang. After knowing this, Zhang Sixian did not react much. The reason is that he indulged Wanyan too much.

After that, Zhang Sixian had no one around him regularly, and no one dared to say a word in front of him. One year after Wanyan left, Wanyan actually appeared in front of him, inviting him in his room and on his bed. One night only physical fit, entangled breath, chaotic room

The next morning, Zhang Sixian woke up and looked at Wan Yan's sleeping face

"What is your purpose here?"

Seeing Wanyan who was pretending to be asleep, opened his eyes, without a trace of embarrassment, he leaned into his arms again.

"I just came to see you, can I stay here for a few days? My whole body is sore now..."

Zhang Sixian rubbed his waist for him, Wan Yan also nestled in his arms enjoying

"Are you really into it?"

When you notice that the body of the person in your arms is stiff, you listen to

"Yeah, why do you want to hand me over?"

It's still the late talk, but it's just become mature

"If you have no other heart, just stay"

"Of course I will stay for the next few days, and I will come to you when I have time"

The words have come to this point, there is nothing to say, this is fine, at least he is willing to return to him

"Then stay?"

Wan Yan glared at him dissatisfied.

"It's been a year, I don't talk about things in bed"

"right"

Zhang Sixian laughed at himself for being confused, and kissed him more passionately

Intertwined and indulgent, Wan Yan deliberately lowered his voice, just because there is one more person in the mansion——Qing Xun, he probably understands Qing Xun's background and some things, and he also knows that Zhang Sixian has something for Qing Xun interest

In the early morning of the next day, Zhang Sixian had already left, and Wan Yan went downstairs while wearing pajamas and yawning, just in time to meet Qing Xun in the living room, Qing Xun was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head to go upstairs, but was stopped

"Don't go, there's just someone to talk to"

"Um"

The two sat together, Qing Xun didn't dare to speak rashly, Wan Yan didn't feel embarrassed

"what's your name?"

"Qing Xun"

"Can you sing?"

"meeting"

"I used to sing opera, can you sing with me?"

"it is good"

Qing Xun sang a section with Wan Yan, and couldn't help but admire Wan Yan. This singing skill is much better than him, but he was trapped beside Zhang Sixian, with regret and envy. Wan Yan saw his expression without guessing. I know he thinks too much

"Can you read?"

"know a few words"

"I'll teach you how to read in the past few days. I will check when I come later. You are yourself, not anyone's appendage. You have your own thoughts, and you will know and understand more things."

Qing Xun looked at Wanyan, the surprise in his eyes could not be concealed

"Really?"

"Of course, you can just call me Chi Yu"

"Qing Xun"

This can be regarded as a formal acquaintance, Wanyan is pity Qingxun, he wants Qingxun to live a better life than himself, more comfortable than himself, to be able to be with the one he loves all the time, it is no longer possible for him and Zhang Sixian to have a closer relationship Too much, if one of the two dies, he will die for Zhang Sixian

"Qing Xun, I guess you just want to live in this troubled world. The world calls opera actors ruthless, but I say, don't say opera actors are ruthless. Anzhi is the most ruthless people in this world. You can do a lot of things, do what you want of"

Qing Xun listened carefully to Wanyan's every word, every word touched his heart, he should live for himself, have his own emotions, his own thoughts, and do what he wants

Seeing the talk, Wan Yan began to teach him how to read. He also took out one or two foreign books from Zhang Sixian's bedroom and asked Qing to read them. Seeing him studying hard, Wan Yan was a little dazed and couldn't help laughing. Memories not to go, Sixian...

After reading it for a while, Qing Xun would ask Wanyan many words he didn't know, and Wanyan taught them patiently.

I saw Zhang Sixian as soon as he came back, Wan Yan was sitting next to Qing Xun in his pajamas, Qing Xun was holding a book and immersed himself in reading, there was coffee and snacks on the seat, Wan Yan was tasting, Zhang Sixian took off his coat and walked to sit next to Wan Yan Down

"How did you get down today?"

"Someone, come and see"

Wan Yan picked up a piece of pastry and brought it to his mouth, he took a bite and ate the rest, Zhang Sixian thought that Wan Yan was not happy about Qing Xun's existence, so he said

"If you don't like it, you can..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Wanyan

"This is my new apprentice, who is teaching reading."

"It's fine if you like it, as long as you don't teach..."

Wanyan put down the coffee, get up and go upstairs

"Don't worry I won't" won't make him go the same way I did

Seeing him go upstairs, Zhang Sixian said to Qing Xun

"Remember to eat dinner, and go to bed early"

"it is good"

Qing Xun watched Zhang Sixian go upstairs, thinking that Chi Yu and Zhang Sixian should be in love, but why did Zhang Sixian raise himself in this mansion?Does Chi Yu really not mind his existence?Puzzled in his heart, he picked up a few books on the table and went back to his room. He didn't even eat dinner

In the master bedroom, Wanyan lay lazily on the bed, picked up a newspaper and read it carefully, Zhang Sixian came out of the bathroom, lay down beside him, Wanyan voluntarily retracted into his arms

"How long will you stay this time?"

"At least a month, I told you all the secrets"

"Then be with me"

"Okay, now the Kuomintang and the Communist Party are cooperating on the surface, but in secret, I don't know how many people have been killed. You and I are now hostile..."

"In this room, you are Wanyan, I am Zhang Sixian, that's all"

But when you get out of this room, you are no longer innocent, you have responsibilities, and you are in opposing camps

"I told Qing Xun that my name is Chi Yu. Don't make a mistake in calling him in front of him. He can take care of me when I'm not around."

"The most important thing in my heart is you"

With your words, this life is enough, nothing else

During Wan Yan's days in this house, he taught Qing to find many new things and knowledge every day. When he was in a good mood, he would teach him to sing.

After Wanyan left, Zhang Sixian became even busier, coming back every evening and leaving before six o'clock in the morning

When Gao Yuan saw Wan Yan again, he was pleasantly surprised

"Are you okay? Why hasn't there been any news?"

Wanyan sat down and took a sip of water before saying

"I went to the commander's office"

"What? Why are you so reckless!"

"Aren't I okay? I didn't find any favorable information"

"It's good that people are fine, don't be like this next time"

Gao Yuan heaved a sigh of relief, it is not a good thing for him to be so reckless, but fortunately he is fine, so he can feel at ease

"Brother Gao, has anything happened recently?"

"Our situation is not optimistic, and we will have to change places tomorrow at the latest"

"I see, Brother Gao"

The two talked about other things

One night, Zhang Sixian came back very early and was sent by Liu Zilin. At that time, Qing Xun was still reading in the living room.

"Please take care"

Of course, Liu Zilin said this to Qing Xun, and he left after he finished speaking. Qing Xun looked at Zhang Sixian who was drunk on the sofa, thinking about what to do, and finally helped him back to the bedroom and put him on the bed , was about to leave, but heard Zhang Sixian say

"Qing Xun, sing a song"

Qing Xun was really frightened, Zhang Sixian had only a handful of times when he asked him to sing, and I don't know what he was thinking tonight, but he didn't dare to disobey, so he sang the best "Drunken Concubine", Zhang Sixian knew who the singer was, but then His movements and demeanor were too similar to Wan Yan, he grabbed Qing Xun and pressed him under him, and kissed him, Qing Xun was very obedient and cooperative, this is what he should do when he lives here, when he climaxed, he was confused Suddenly, I heard "Qing Xun, I like you"

Reluctantly pulled out a smile, this liking is nothing more than looking at another person through him

On the second day, Qing Xun woke up and found lying in his room with a new set of clothes on his body. His whole body was so sore that he had to lie on the bed and read a book. What happened last night didn't seem to have any effect on him

When Wanyan taught him how to sing, he knew it would be like this. This is not only Wanyan's selfishness, but also taught him a long-term method to stay by Zhang Sixian's side

Whenever Zhang Sixian asked him to sing an opera, he knew that he was interested. Every time Qing Xun sang in different operas, his relationship with Zhang Sixian also developed a lot unconsciously. Zhang Sixian would explain the book to him when he was free. What he can't understand, after a long time, Qing Xun understands a lot, and also knows a little about the world situation, can write and often compose poems

When Qing Xun saw Wanyan again, it was half a year later. In autumn, the leaves outside the window were falling happily. Qing Xun was watching the falling leaves in the wind and didn't know what he was thinking.

"What are you thinking about?"

The sudden appearance of Wan Yan frightened Qing Xun who was in a daze, he came back to his senses and calmed down the heart that had just been frightened by Wan Yan

Wan Yan thinks, at first he was like this, he would be frightened by people when he was in a daze, but now, there is nothing that can frighten him anymore, no matter when...

"Chi Yu, are you done with your work?"

"Yeah, I came to play with you, how are you doing?"

"not bad"

Wan Yan sat on the sofa, biting a piece of pastry, Qing Xun sat upright and listened, Wan Yan smiled like this

"Why are you so serious, this time I'm here mainly to teach you how to sing, so that you can get rid of my shadow and make your own style"

Qing Xun guessed in his heart that something big will happen soon, and it will involve him

"it is good"

Wanyan especially likes a person like him who doesn't ask too many questions. After a month of repeated practice, Qing Xun has basically got rid of the shadow of Wanyan and changed into his own style.

Before leaving, Wanyan gave Qing Xun a book with a letter in it, but Wanyan said

"Wait a month before opening this book"

"Okay, be careful"

"Qing Xun, you are much luckier than me, keep going like this, okay"

Qing Xun didn't understand the meaning of these words, just listened to Wan Yan's words, and took out the letter a month later

And in this month, he watched Zhang Sixian go from angry and irritable to calm and sad alone, and took care of him more carefully. Sometimes Zhang Sixian would tell him some past events, and he would say some words that Qing Xun couldn't understand. For example, once Zhang Sixian said "Qing Xun , you don’t choose that path, I won’t be able to bear it” etc.

Qing Xun only knows about Zhang Sixian's distress, but he doesn't know why Zhang Sixian is in distress

One month later, it was already spring, but the Commander's Mansion was still as cold as usual. In the middle of the night, a light snow fell outside. Qing Xun remembered the book and the envelope, so he opened the book and took out the envelope. The envelope read-- Sixian

For Zhang Sixian?Qing Xun didn't think too much, picked up the envelope and walked to the door of the study, knocked on the door

"Who?"

"Qing Xun

"come in"

As soon as Qing Xun entered, Zhang Sixian leaned on the chair and looked at him with a smile

"Why do you want to come to me?"

Qing Xun handed the envelope in front of Zhang Sixian, when Zhang Sixian saw the four characters, all smiles disappeared, grabbed the envelope, pulled out the letter paper, see:

Sixian, when you see this letter, I should die under your gun. Please forgive me for doing this. I stole the information, but I never disclosed it. Instead, I destroyed it immediately. I think you will regret it and hate me when you read this letter, but please love Qingxun well. He is much luckier than me. He is not my substitute. I hope you forget me and let him grow old with you

Wanyan autograph

After reading the whole letter, Zhang Sixian looked up at Qing Xun with a cold face the whole time.

"What did you say to him? And what did he say to you?"

Qing Xun took the letter paper in his hand and took a rough look at it.

Late talk?who is it?Could it be Chi Yu, that's right, Wan Yan was originally Chi Yu. The actor who was very popular in Beiping back then was left by the same officer and never appeared on stage again. After so long, he didn't know that Chi Yu was Wan Yan. It's ridiculous.

"Say nothing"

"go out!"

At Qing Xun's decision to leave, Zhang Sixian thumped the table fiercely, then swept everything on the desk to the ground, and lay back on the seat weakly.

Heh, are you so interesting?You used this method to make him remember, but you have hurt two people. How can you make him look for Qing again and forget about you?From the beginning to the end, it's just your selfishness, planning with one hand, this year the peach blossoms are blooming, let's go and see together

A few days later, Zhang Sixian took Qing Xun to the Taoyuan where he had been with Wanyan. Among the peach blossoms in the garden, Zhang Sixian said

"Qing Xun, in this garden full of peach blossoms, sing "Peach Blossom Fan" just like him."

At this point, Qing Xun lowered his eyes, raised his hand and sang "Peach Blossom Fan", quite like Wanyan

Wanyan, I will be you again, for the last time, in that scene, Zhang Sixian shed tears, Qing Xun also got into the scene, didn't pay attention, the song ended

Zhang Sixian turned his back to Qing Xun, admiring the spring scenery in the garden, but said

"Don't say actors are ruthless. Anzhi is the most ruthless people in this world. It's this troubled world. Qing Xun, let's go back to Liyuan."

"it is good"

Qing Xun walked out of the peach blossom garden step by step, behind him was Zhang Sixian's lonely back, standing under the peach blossom tree, seeing the petals falling, he loved Zhang Sixian, and Zhang Sixian also had him in his heart, but what he said later made Zhang Sixian unable to accept him , I can only say that Wan Yan is undoubtedly a success

On that day, gunshots were heard in Taoyuan, and Zhang Sixian was found dead, suspected to be killed by

The next day, Qing Xun returned to Liyuan, changed into costumes, put on makeup, and performed on stage. This song he seldom sang was also the best song Wan Yan sang--"Farewell My Concubine"

The one on the stage is Yu Ji, Qing Xun, and Wanyan. He didn't really draw his sword and kill himself, but now he really fell down on the stage, with a smile on his mouth, a smile on his face, and holding the blood-stained the sword

"Qing Xun, wake up, it's time to start"

Qing Xun opened his eyes and looked into the mirror, picked up the eyebrow pencil and drew a few more strokes, forgot to touch the tear mole, and hurried to the stage, wondering why he suddenly fell asleep

A man in military uniform sat in the first row under the stage, listening to the play with his eyes closed

At the end of the song, Liyuan Pass, Qing Xun took off his costume and makeup, and practiced a song "Farewell My Concubine" alone under the moon

Wanyan died under Zhang Sixian's gun, and it was still on that snowy winter night, and Zhang Sixian died on the battlefield, Du Qing found someone and sang the song "The Drunken Concubine" and no one came.

The author has something to say: I thought I could have a total of [-] words, but I really overestimated myself. The first short story is over!I sprinkle flowers for myself!