you came in time

Ying Feng ran into the corridor, and climbed up three flights of stairs step by step.

He was in a mess, but he couldn't help thinking, since Jin Shu is back, how did he tell the media?What is the situation online now?

But anyway, what does it have to do with him?

Isn't it a good decision to say goodbye to the past?

What does everything related to Jin Shu have to do with me?

Ying Feng said this to himself, but Jin Shu's voice and the WeChat message he sent were still lingering in his ears and still lingering in front of his eyes.I don't know if it was an illusion, but when Jin Shu called him just now, his voice was indeed a little cautious, including the WeChat he sent.

To put it bluntly, it's a bit pathetic.

Is he wrong?

Ying Feng stopped and opened WeChat again.

"So can you put Weibo back again?" It was a clean sentence, and there were no emojis, but it was a bit pitiful.Ying Feng had a headache, an illusion, it must be an illusion!

No more microblogging, no star chasing!save money!buy a car!Buy a house!

No more chasing stars!

Ying Feng put the phone in his pocket and continued to climb the stairs.

When he reached the door of the house, he reached into his pocket to look for the key, but Jin Shu called him "Ying Feng" sounded in his ears.

Ying Feng didn't take out his hand after all.

Eight years ago, he told Jin Shu his name and told Jin Shu that he liked him.At that time, he thought that Jin Shu should also like him.As long as he has time, he will listen to Jin Shu sing and practice songs every day, although he only dares to mix in the crowd.Jin Shu is handsome, and many girls talk to him, as well as boys, but Jin Shu doesn't talk to anyone.

He was the only one who would talk to him timidly while wearing a mask, Jin Shu would talk to him every time.

Jin Shu would eat everything he gave Jin Shu and thank him.

He once summoned up the courage to say: "You look so pretty when you smile, you, you can smile more."

He felt that Jin Shu was young, but a bit too decadent, and he hoped that this boy would be happier.

After hearing what he said, Jin Shu really smiled at him.

At that moment of elation, Ying Feng thought that Jin Shu might also like her.

At that time, he still thought his name was Jin Shu.

Ever since he told Jin Shu his name and mood, he had been waiting for Jin Shu's response for a while.

How he wished that Jin Shu could call him by his name and say "like" to him.

Later, Jin Shu became a star.

Jin Shu really didn't like him.

He waited for a day and a night, but did not wait for Jin Shu.

After the reunion, Jin Shu kept calling him "Teacher Ying". Who would have thought that there would be a day when he would be called "Ying Feng".

Ying Feng's nose was a little sore.

The wish of the year was half fulfilled.

He took out his phone again, installed Weibo after all, and after logging in, he didn't have time to read countless news, so he went directly to search for Jin Shu's name.

The top one is the video of Jin Shu responding to reporters at the airport.

"I'm single".

Ying Feng finished watching this very short video expressionlessly, but he didn't turn it off, and the video played repeatedly.

In fact, these three words have the same meaning as what Jin Shu said to him on the phone before.

It's just that "I'm single" is an explanation to the media, the public, and fans.

The long passage that Jin Shu told him was an explanation for him.

Why did you explain it to him?

He can really think about it!

But his wild thinking was unfounded. It was true that he went to Jin Shu every day, but he was afraid that Jin Shu would think he was a pervert.Every time he wears a mask, Jin Shu has no idea what he looks like.We had to wait for Jin Shu. On his own birthday, he bravely did not wear a mask, but Jin Shu did not come.

Jin Shu didn't know his face. As for his voice, eight years had passed, so no one could remember it.Over the past eight years, his voice has also changed.

Now, Jin Shu has only known him for more than two months, so why would he be interested in him?

He is not so arrogant, so arrogant that he thinks such a big star will fall in love with him.

Ying Feng squatted down slowly, squatting at the door of the house, reaching out to hold his head.

In the darkness, after a while, the phone rang, and he took it out to see that it was Feng Leilei.When he answered the phone, Feng Leilei worriedly asked, "Why haven't you come back yet? It's very late."

"I..." Ying Feng suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Fengfeng?"

"Sister, I'm so confused."

"Ah?" Feng Leilei was silent for a while, then suddenly opened the door, Ying Feng, who was squatting on the ground, slowly raised her head to look at him, except that she didn't cry, she was the same as the person who was crying while hiding in the cramped path between the barbed wire fence in the playground and the dormitory. like.

It's been eight years, why hasn't this kid improved?

Feng Leilei sighed distressedly, and hung up the phone: "Just pouring water, passing the gate, I heard your voice outside. How long have you been squatting here? Are your legs not numb?" Feng Leilei stretched out her hand to pull Ying Feng up , Ying Feng's legs were really numb, and he was able to move into the room only by relying on Feng Leilei.

"You." Feng Leilei pushed him onto the sofa and handed him the water glass.

Ying Feng drank a few sips, and then held the cup with just the right temperature in his hand.

Feng Leilei looked at his unfamiliar clothes, and said first: "Tell me, what's the matter."

"Senior sister..." Ying Feng called him in a low voice.

"Well, you said, the senior sister is here."

"Do you remember the last time you said that he was chasing me?"

"Remember." Feng Leilei's eyes lit up, "He confessed to you? You don't know how to choose?!"

Ying Feng shook his head, but said in a low voice: "Senior sister, do you know that he had a girlfriend before." He didn't dare to say anything about having a child, otherwise Feng Leilei, who is so smart, would really be able to guess it.

"Ever had a girlfriend?"

Ying Feng nodded: "He is really a straight man."

Feng Leilei thought for a while in silence, and said, "You came back so late, did you go to see him?"

"almost."

"The clothes and scarves on his body are all his?"

Ying Feng nodded.

"I'm heterosexual, and I really can't empathize with your thoughts. But sexual orientation does change, doesn't it? I can't guarantee how certain he will become homosexual, so I'll just talk about it from a personal perspective After all, I have been in a few relationships, and I didn’t confirm my true love until I met you, Brother Kai, and it has been for so many years. I know what actions indicate liking.” Feng Leilei looked at him, “At least, he definitely likes it Yours. Just look at the more than 1000 photos, Fengfeng, have you looked at those photos carefully. Really, you are so dazzling in every one of them. "

"Although you look good yourself, why does every picture he takes look good? Because when he takes pictures of you, when he looks at you, he uses his heart."

Feng Leilei said again: "Of course, I'm not speaking for him. I can only confirm one thing, he must like you. It depends on you to observe his character."

"But he is a straight man." Ying Feng also raised his head, "And senior sister, he is really outstanding, handsome, capable of work, and very rich. Many people like him. Why do people like me?"

"Fengfeng, you have always been a very confident person. Why are you so unconfident when it comes to liking?" Feng Leilei said seriously, "You are really nice, do you know that? Just say you are going on a blind date today Teacher Bai Fumei, you don’t understand why she likes you after just seeing you. Why doesn’t she like you? Do you know how good-looking you are, and how good-looking your character is? Your tutor and teacher's wife are still thinking about you, and they will give you whatever delicious food they make, and tell me to take care of you all day long, why? It's not because you study well, you treat them well, and you have a good personality."

"When you went to my school with me, do you know how many female teachers asked me to inquire about you? Whenever there are photos of you in my circle of friends, they are always praised so much." Feng Leilei patted him on the shoulder, "Baby, you It's really much better than what you think and what you show. Why don't you deserve others to like you like this?"

"It's only been two months."

"What's the matter for more than two months, can't you fall in love at first sight? I've established a relationship with you, brother Kai, in three days."

Ying Feng was at a loss for words, he had real love at first sight for Jin Shu back then, and it was only for a song.

"He knows you went on a blind date today?" Feng Leilei asked again.

"Ah."

"What did he say?"

"He didn't say anything clearly, but he was afraid that I would block him."

Feng Leilei smiled: "So you were blocked before?"

"...That's right."

"Fengfeng, don't you think it's amazing that you made a straight man bend over for you? Besides, you only had girlfriends before."

Ying Feng thought to himself that this matter is not sure.Although Jin Shu said he was single, who knew what kind of relationship Jin Beibei's mother had with Jin Shu now, but he couldn't ask at all.

"Senior sister, do you know that although I don't mix circles, I more or less know that people who easily turn corners will easily go straight back. I still don't believe it."

"Well, as you said, the time is still short, just over two months, and you should just observe for a while. I think the person you really love must be patient. Let's wait a little longer and see how he behaves? And it seems that he Haven't made it clear yet?"

Ying Feng shook his head.

"Then wait, we Fengfeng, what kind of good man can't be found."

Ying Feng smiled wryly, Jin Shu is really the only one in the world.

The atmosphere got better, and Feng Leilei joked again: "But the coat and scarf you are wearing are good. It can be seen that he has good taste, and the clothes are very long. You are already very tall, and the clothes are a bit long. He is really Is it very high?"

Ying Feng sighed: "It's more than 1.9 meters, and it's really handsome."

He didn't dare to say the exact height, after all, Feng Leilei knew Jin Shu's basic information after hearing him talk about it every day.

"I think so, you don't even care about your online husband. He called me that day and got blocked, right?"

Ying Feng smiled wryly again, the online husband is him.

He also sighed again, and nodded: "It's him." In fact, he didn't know why Jin Shu knew Feng Leilei's phone number. Does Jin Shu care about him so much?I am concerned that Feng Leilei's phone number can be found.

"Pretty smart." Feng Leilei didn't worry too much about the phone number.Maybe at some point, Ying Feng called himself, and the man was spotted.It was thoughtful, and I always remember it.She smiled and said, "Isn't it a good feeling to leave the Internet without chasing stars? With that said, I'm really grateful to this one."

If one day, Feng Leilei knows that these two are the same person, she will regret it crazily.

"I wish this one an early success." Feng Leilei said.

"Who knows." Ying Feng took off the scarf around his neck, "Every day is a day." He got up, "Sister, I'm going to take a shower, I still have some work to do, it's too early to get off work today."

"Go."

Ying Feng took off his coats again, and hung them up carefully.

Feng Leilei thought to herself, with this appearance, Ying Feng should also like that person.I just hope that that person is really sincere, not just playing around.After so many years, Ying Feng has finally forgotten the heartless person back then, but he must not be hit again.

Ying Feng took the pajamas to take a bath, Feng Leilei called him again: "That's right, how was the blind date today, did you talk to her properly?"

"Senior sister, that girl is very nice today, very quiet, I was the only one who chatted awkwardly the whole time, and she didn't say that she liked me, so I was too embarrassed to refuse. But she didn't take the initiative, and she probably wouldn't contact me again, so she just faded away. Bar."

"Alright."

After chatting with Feng Leilei for a while, Ying Feng gradually recovered.

He took a shower standing up, and the hot water slowly surrounded him. With his eyes closed, his head was more awake.

Things have come to this, just wait and see what happens, he can only do this.

It is impossible to say goodbye to the past completely.

But Ying Feng didn't have the guts to go all out and gamble.

As the senior sister said, just watch.

After thinking about it, he turned off the water, wiped himself clean with a big towel, and changed into pajamas.

Feng Leilei heated up a cup of milk for him and put it next to his computer.

He sent a WeChat message to Feng Leilei to say "thank you".

Feng Leilei replied: Falling in love early and treating me to dinner is the greatest thanks.

Ying Feng finally smiled.

In fact, there is nothing to be afraid of, at least, no matter what the situation is, he will always have Feng Leilei as a friend.

While drinking milk, he turned on the computer.

As soon as the computer was turned on, the penguin chat box quickly popped up, and he remembered that he forgot.Penguin is automatically logged in at startup!

He inevitably saw countless group chats and private chat messages.

He was a little sad for a while, he really didn't want to watch it at this time, it was an escape, and he wanted to stay away from the fans.

But in the private chat box, there are people who are very worried about him.He couldn't bear to worry everyone, so he replied.

Everyone knew that he was online, and everyone in the group was calling for him.

He sighed helplessly, so he had to greet everyone one after another.

Finally, there is the "I'm carrying a cannon against a big wall for my brother" group——

tf: Heartless!You are finally here!

Lucky Meow: Sister is here? !

Jin Shu's glasses: I'll just say it, it will appear today hahaha

Queen Tarot: Sister, don't be sad, let's take care of it together

tf: The self-proclaimed calmest magic stick, come here!

The rest of the people thought of Queen Tarot being so frightened and saying that she was not afraid, and started laughing "hahaha" again.

It's also very inexplicable, seeing the bustle and bustle in the group, Ying Feng suddenly became very happy miraculously.

Even sister Zhaocai, who has always liked "qaq", rarely did not make this emoji. Everyone was thinking about him and worried about him.

At this moment, he felt that he was extremely rich.

Although he finished the afternoon tea today, he was so poor that Cary was no longer in four figures.

He finally mustered up the courage to open Weibo again, and saw countless private messages and comments.And the most unusual thing is that this time, it was not all scolding him, but many people asked him what was wrong, and some comforted him and said to wait for him.

In fact, Ying Feng is really a person who clearly distinguishes two-dimensional from three-dimensional, and he never thought of confusing the two worlds.

This is the first time that he was truly moved by a group of friends online.

Jin Xiaoyu originally existed only for Jin Shu.

But Jin Xiaoyu no longer just represents Jin Shu.

Ying Feng was a little moved.With his hands on the keyboard, he couldn't help typing four words: Thank you everyone.

Then, he hit send.

Since the establishment of this microblog, it was the first time he sent a microblog that had nothing to do with Jin Shu.

And soon, many comments and likes came.Everyone was very happy to see him back, and they also said that they would carry it together, as the group said.

Ying Feng saw a message: Sister, you are finally back!I see you are still there!Even when I go out to quarrel with people, I have more confidence!Sister, you have been with brother for eight years, but don't leave!What's the matter, we all carry it together!We agreed, we want to watch our Jin Shu become popular all over the universe!

Many people agree.

Ying Feng silently opened his first Weibo post.

Yes, I once said to accompany Jin Shu to become the most magnificent ocean, and I also said to watch him become popular all over the universe.

Although when he posted that Weibo, he was crying so hard that he couldn't keep his eyes open.

There was no way, the person who had been missing for several months and disappeared suddenly reappeared, and still appeared on the entertainment headlines.

How can you not cry?

People who like so much that they want to be together for a lifetime and even give everything for it, suddenly go to another world, they are no longer possible, and that person can no longer see themselves.

Ying Feng was extremely desperate at the time.

On the day of Jin Shu's debut, the ceremony was very grand, and the debut press conference was broadcast on the huge electronic screen in the square.

When many people stood guard and turned their heads to look up, Ying Feng crouched on the ground, breaking down and crying.

But no one cared that he was crying.

Everyone only knows, oh, there is a very handsome singer who sings very well and is about to debut.

His name is Jin Shu.

It was not the "golden tree" that Ying Feng had always thought of.

After crying and returning to the school dormitory, Ying Feng turned on the computer, numbly created Weibo, Chaochao, and then posted on Weibo.

At that time, he was actually very unwilling, he didn't want to share this person he really liked with anyone.

But no one will care about his unwillingness.

The only thing he can do is to accompany the person who has just debuted, and stay with him all the time, so as not to let that person fall into a situation where no one has it.He wants that person, no matter how bad it is, there will always be someone who will always be with him.

What others have, Jin Shu wants.What others don't have, Jin Shu also has.

This can be regarded as having a lifetime in another sense.

Even now, seeing this Weibo, Ying Feng can still recall his feelings back then.

Such a mood has never changed.

Over the years, when I was down and depressed, looking at Jin Shu's photos and videos, I could always slowly recover.

Ying Feng suddenly understood more deeply that it is impossible for him to really leave Jin Shu in his life.

The senior sister said that Jin Shu was watching him attentively and patting him.

But he is chasing Jin Shu with his life.

Ying Feng drank a glass of milk and replied to that comment: Come on together_.

No one wants to give up their life halfway.

So is he.