On the contrary, Xie An became more and more excited because of the word "murder". He stretched out his separated hand and grabbed Li Nan's neck again.

If it was said that he did it unconsciously just now, then now, he really has murderous intentions.

Li Nan didn't struggle, her yellowish face became even more flushed because of her depression.

Seeing that the person in his hand was about to roll his eyes and pass out, someone approached behind him and reached out to hug him.

"And I."

Xie An was stunned, pinching Li Nan's neck with his hand, and suddenly lost his strength.

He raised his head blankly, seeing him like this, Lu Yao felt sore in his heart, he waited for the others to calm down, let go and walked in front of him, carefully embraced him in his arms in a posture that was most close to his heart.

This embrace is too warm, it is easy for people to indulge in it, and they are no longer willing to break free.

He originally wanted to struggle, but suddenly, he stopped moving.

A soft voice slowly sounded above his head.

"You still have Lu Huai, and I, if we kill him, what shall we do?"

The person in his arms began to tremble because of his words, and two lines of hot tears soaked his chest at the same moment.

With both hands, he tightly grasped the corner of his clothes.

"Uncle Yao."

"I'm here."

"Yu Yu is gone."

Every time he said a word, he could feel the strength in the opponent's hand tightened.

"I know, and us."

Xie An seemed to have found an outlet to vent. He couldn't hear the other person's words, as if he had fallen into a closed self-space, and kept murmuring in his arms.

"Yuyu was killed by him."

"Yuyu was killed by him."

"We can go to the new house today, but Yuyu was killed by him."

Lu Yao uttered again and again, trying to wake him up tenderly, but he seemed to have lost his sense of self, and only knew how to repeat that sentence over and over again.

He sensed something was wrong, and pulled him away from his arms. The boy's originally beautiful eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of filthy mist for a moment, and his whole body began to feel a little delirious due to too much stimulation.

Lu Yao didn't dare to let him stay here any longer, picked him up, turned and left.

"Death is a relief for you, so what would it be like to want to die but not be able to die?"

Li Nan opened his eyes suddenly: "What are you going to do!"

No one answered him, the room was empty, and an inexplicable sense of crampedness came over him.

……

Just as Lu Yao put the man on the passenger seat, the man who had been muttering suddenly went crazy, desperately trying to break free from his seat.

He reached out to stop him, but was grabbed, Xie An opened his mouth, and viciously bit the man's white wrist.

The blood oozes out quickly, and Lu Yao's other hand clenched his fist instantly, his chest heaved for a few moments, but in the end, he did nothing, lowered his eyes to look at him, and let him bite quietly.

Tasting the faint smell of blood in his mouth, Xie An's consciousness suddenly became clear.

He opened his mouth blankly, blinked, and two streams of tears fell from his eyes, fell into the man's hand, and melted into the bloodshot.

Lu Yao reached out and took a piece of paper, first wiped it on his face twice, threw it away, took another piece of paper, and then pressed it on his wrist with a deep tooth mark.

After the blood was wiped dry, he leaned over and buckled the seat belt for him. Just as he was about to back out of the car, the person who was sitting quietly stretched out his hand and hugged him face to face.

Depressed crying sounded low in the carriage, such a half-bent posture was uncomfortable, he didn't move any more, and stood quietly, like a statue, guarding the heartbroken person in his arms.

……

"Uncle Yao, take me to the hospital."

Xie An withdrew from his arms and said something in a hoarse voice.

Lu Yao didn't speak, he closed the door on this side, walked around the front of the car, and sat in the driver's seat.

The car was driving slowly on the dark road, with a bit of night wind blowing in from the open windows, it was very cool, Xie An hadn't been in a calm mood all night, because of the slight breeze, he calmed down a little.

Neither of the two spoke. It was not until the car stopped at the gate of Anmin Hospital that Xie An looked ahead and said to the people around him, "Uncle Yao, thank you."

Lu Yao didn't make a sound, looked at his lonely back, looked down at his bitten hand, and something flashed in his eyes.

……

Xie An sat on the only long wooden chair in the corridor, with his head half down, his back pressed against the cold white wall.

Lu Yao sat down beside him, stretched out his hand gently, and pressed the man's head onto his shoulder.

The boy was as well-behaved as a puppet with an empty skin.

Lu Yao didn't say anything, and accompanied him quietly in this posture.

After a long time, the boy opened his mouth to speak, and the words popped out mechanically from his mouth.

"I want to stay with him in the end. He is afraid of the cold. I put gloves on him in winter, and his hands are still cold. Every time I have to pull him and stuff his hands into my pockets." , so that it can be better.

"I don't know if he has gone there. Will it be cold on the way? Is there anyone with him? Can he take care of himself when he gets there? If someone still bullies him, will there be another person, Can you also protect him like me?"

He still had a lot of words in his stomach that he wanted to confide in others, but he suddenly stopped talking.

"I'm here, it doesn't matter what you want to say."

Xie An shook his head slowly, looked down at the dried blood on his chest, his eyes became hot, and tears fell one by one: "It would be great if he hadn't met me, then he will live a good life , will definitely be happier than now. Why didn’t I take him away earlier, it would be great if I took him to find you, it’s all my fault, Li Nan is right, I am the most damned! If it is me who dies How wonderful, if it was me, no, it should be me, it should be me lying in it, it should be me, it should be me..."

"Xie An!"

Lu Yao's repeated calls finally woke up the man who had fallen into a dazed state again.

He looked up, and the tenderness in the man's eyes was completely revealed in the hazy tearful eyes.

Xie An wanted to tell him that he was fine and that he could get through it, but his heart really hurt, as if a piece had been torn off by someone, and the blood kept flowing, no matter what he tried to mend it, he couldn't mend it.

Lu Yao had already hugged him, the young man was as fragile as a doll made of ceramics, he kept silent, his appearance made people feel distressed.

"What did he say to you when he left?"

Xie An shook his body, dry tears poured out like a spring, instantly soaking the man's clothes.

Lu Yao hugged him, looking at the dim corridor ahead, the dim light hit his face, blurring his expression.

"More than anyone else, he hopes that you can continue to walk well. Does the person who has left really just leave? No, he didn't leave, but just changed a way to stay by your side forever .

"You can't see him, but no matter where you go, he is there. He looks at you, follows you, and stays with you. Everything you touch will have him. Because you have him in your heart, then no matter what he is Wherever you are, you will definitely be able to perceive it.

"I know it's going to be a tough day, but it's okay, he's here, we're here. I want to tell you that from today onwards, there will be more sunshine on you, because ah, every beam His light is all his."

……

Xie An was holding the charcoal-gray urn, and the sea breeze in front of him blew up his loose hair.

He started to walk forward, stomping hard on the soft sand, one foot after another.

The sea water washed up, soaking his shoes, and then he climbed up, leaving dark marks on his trousers little by little.

A thin figure ran desperately behind him.

He stepped on the sea water and continued to walk deep. When he stopped, the sea water was constantly rising and falling at his knees.

Panting for breath, Lu Huai finally rushed to his side.

His eyes were red and swollen and the size of two walnuts.

"How did you come?"

"I want to send him off too."

Xie An looked at the sun that was about to rise from the sea level, and smiled softly: "He must be very happy."

Behind him, Lu Yao leaned against the side of the car, watching the two people open the urn, took a handful, and gently sprinkled it into the silvery sea.

He watched silently, watching them repeat the action over and over again.

Finally, Xie An stopped and gave the bunch of keys in his hand to Da Hai.

After finishing all this, Xie An carefully closed the box and handed it to Lu Huai beside him.

Lu Yao's eyelids twitched suddenly, and the person in sight couldn't hold back after all, and fell straight backwards.

Everything happened so suddenly that even Lu Huai who was beside him couldn't react in time.

"Xie An!"

He screamed in panic, hugged the urn tightly with one hand, stretched out the other hand and wanted to pull him, someone moved faster than him, picked up the unconscious man, and called him: "Go home."

Lu Huai couldn't help but glanced at the man, and clearly caught the bewilderment on his face that he hadn't had time to hide.

"what happened?"

Lu Yao had already landed, turned around and saw that he was still standing there, and called him again.

He shook his head and hurried to follow.

……

The car drove into the underground parking lot, just as Lu Huai opened the door on his side, Xie An, who was lying on the other side, was already bent down by Lu Yao to hug him.

The young man's clothes were soaked by sea water, and when Lu Yao hugged him like this, his clothes were soaked too soon.

He frowned, and Lu Huai was a little worried that he would be unhappy, so he said, "Dad, why don't I come?"

Lu Yao glanced at him: "Can you hold him?"

Lu Huai hesitated, but before answering, Lu Yao had already walked a certain distance: "Follow up, there is still something for you to do."

"Oh, good."

……

Lu Yao put Xie An on the bed, and said to Lu Huai who was beside him, "Go get my clothes. There are new towels and underwear. They are in the corner. Look for them and bring them here."

Lu Huai later realized that this was what Lu Yao said he needed to do. He glanced at the unconscious man and asked softly, "Dad, do you want to give Xie An a bath?"

Lu Yao had already taken off the boy's coat, and glanced at him when he heard the words: "Do you think he can take a bath like this? Go get the things first."

Lu Huai ran out of the room in a hurry, and rushed back after taking the things.

Lu Yao was just taking off the last thin thing on Xie An's body, the young man who was not wearing anything was like a freshly boiled egg with its shell peeled off, his whole body was powdery.

Lu Huai looked at him subconsciously, but before seeing anything, Lu Yao had already lifted the quilt and covered him tightly.

"Go out, I'll change his clothes."

Lu Huai never questioned Lu Yao's decision. He put down his clothes and turned to leave without thinking about it.

After a while, Lu Yao closed the door and came out.

Lu Huai was finally able to ask him: "Dad, are you also worried about Xie An?"

His expression was a little unnatural, and his voice was a little hoarse than usual: "What's wrong?"

The innocent boy shook his head, watching him slightly curl the corners of his mouth and squeeze out two small dimples: "I'm glad you care about Xie An so much."

……

When Xie An woke up, it was already noon the next day.

He saw the ceiling above his head and knew that he was being taken back to Lu Huai's house.

The texture of the clothes on his body was a little different, and when he looked down, he immediately guessed who it belonged to.

Xie An stood up, saw the extra charcoal gray square box on Lu Huai's desk, and was taken aback.

The person who was about to walk in from outside the door stopped in his footsteps. He didn't make a sound, and stopped quietly. He didn't make a sound until the people in the room calmed down and put the things down again.

"The meal is ready, let's eat."

……

"Where's Lu Huai?"

"go to school."

Xie An stretched out his chopsticks hand, remembering that today is not the weekend.

Lu Yao put a piece of meat into his bowl: "I asked you for a week's leave."

"it is good."

He was too tired, so he didn't try to be brave.

Neither of them spoke again, and the clock hanging on the wall was ticking.

Halfway through the meal, Lu Yao broke the silence.

"You and his stuff, I've packed them up and put them in the room next to the balcony. Stay here for a while, Lu Huai knows you're coming, he's very happy."

He tightened his grip on the chopsticks, and squeezed out a dry word "good" from the end of his throat.

After a long time, he asked.

"Where is Li Nan?"

Lu Yao knew what he wanted to ask, his expression was cold, and there was a coldness in his words.

"He didn't die. In this world, there are many things scarier than death."

"what is that?"

He put another piece of meat into his bowl, and didn't answer him: "Let's eat."

Xie An glanced at him, but finally didn't ask any more questions.

The author has something to say: Li Nan's results are temporarily left blank, as long as you understand that you will not live well.Starting from the next chapter, all these nasty sluts are gone. When Xie An cheers up, the ones you want to see will come one after another. The man who is about to open his mind can't be stopped!So, please wait for two more chapters, please!

I'm going to be on the clip tomorrow, and the update will be at eleven o'clock in the evening.The day after tomorrow, the daily shift will resume at [-]:[-] am.

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