I tease myself after rebirth

After being stunned for a long time, Su Yu came back to his senses very slowly.

He raised his hand and pulled up the wide sleeve robe a little bit, revealing the string of nourishing red bean bracelet on his wrist. His eyes stayed on the bracelet on his wrist for a moment, and then fell on the baby's wrist, looking back and forth like this After a long time, he finally determined: the two strings of bracelets are indeed exactly the same.

After confirming this, the doubts and incomprehension in Su Yu's eyes became more and more intense. He gently stroked the qi-nourishing red beans on his wrist with his fingertips, and his eyebrows frowned.

"In the future, if you see another string of bracelets like this, you will know my identity..."

Su Kanjie's words rang repeatedly in his mind, and Su Yu let out a breath slowly.

According to the senior, this string of bracelets should represent his identity.

But since it is a bracelet representing the identity of a senior, why is it exactly the same as the bracelet his mother prepared for him?

Su Yu didn't believe it was just a coincidence.

What is the identity of the senior?

What is the relationship between him and his predecessors?

All kinds of guesses came to mind, and something suddenly flashed in Su Yu's mind. Su Yu was startled, and a kind of unprecedented disbelief suddenly rose in his heart.

His eyes fell on the baby again.

Is this... really him?He couldn't be sure at all.

So, is it possible that this child is actually... Senior?

Father and mother, maybe not only his son?

After flashing this guess, Su Yu only felt as if his heart was being grabbed by something. He even felt that his breathing was extremely difficult, and his mind was buzzing.

He and his predecessors...

Thinking of that guess, Su Yu's face instantly turned pale.

The bloodless thin lips pursed unconsciously, Su Yu took a light breath, and then slowly walked over.

At this time Fu You was already asleep, Su Mian left the room at some point, and the baby in swaddling was placed in a cradle beside the bed.

Su Yu walked over slowly.

Clearly, the distance was only two or three steps, but these two or three steps seemed as long as he walked for decades.

When he finally got close, his gaze fell on the baby's face very slowly.

The baby in the swaddle was sleeping soundly with eyes closed.

can not see……

I can't see the color of my eyes...

Without letting go of the breath in his heart, Su Yu sniffed hard, feeling more and more panicked.

If the same Qi-nourishing bean bracelet was prepared by my mother, it would make sense.

His mind was in a mess, and he almost completely lost the ability to think.

He almost believed more and more that this guess was the truth.

If he and Senior are really... brothers...

Those two words came to mind, and Su Yu's heart tightened suddenly.

The intimacy of being with Su Kanjie in the past emerged in his mind, Su Yu closed his eyes hard, and his heart was so dull that it hurt.

Those memories that were only sweet when I think of them in the past suddenly turned into a gloomy scene at this moment.

Confusion, fear, guilt, bitterness... all kinds of complex emotions intertwined and trapped him firmly.

Fog suddenly surged up in the eye sockets, and the scene in front of him gradually became blurred.

A tear, quietly slipped down the face.

Once the tears started to flow, it seemed as if a certain switch had been turned on, and they could no longer be controlled, one drop after another.

Then what about the relationship between him and his senior?

Senior... do you know about this matter?

Su Yu's heart trembled, his chest was filled with soreness and panic.

He was immersed in his own thoughts, and his mind was completely occupied by the idea of ​​what Su Kanjie would do if he knew.

Until the baby's howling suddenly broke out in the quiet room.

Su Yu woke up suddenly.

The tears on his face were still wet, and his blank eyes fell into the cradle.

Why did the senior suddenly cry?

Su Yu stood there in a daze for a moment, then hurried over, and suddenly met the child's eyes.

Then he froze.

Eyes are black?

Without waiting for him to think about it, Fuyou, who was originally sleeping, woke up the first time the child cried. She quickly got out of bed, carried the child out of the cradle, and softly comforted her.

"Yu'er is awake?" Su Mian's voice came from the door.

He ran over in three steps and two steps, looking at his crying son in a daze.

"Are you hungry?" Seeing that he couldn't be coaxed all the time, Fu You guessed and asked the maid who just came in, "Where's the nanny?"

Just as he was talking, several people poured in from outside the house, a large group of people circled around the baby, and the room was extremely noisy for a while.

But Su Yu had no time to take care of the scene in front of him.

Yuer?

Thinking of the call from his father just now, Su Yu's unfocused eyes slowly recovered a little.

So... it's not senior, it's him?

So, he and senior are not brothers?

The redness at the end of the eyes has not dissipated, and the mood fluctuates too much, Su Yu blinks very slowly, looking very innocent.

The emotions that had been entangled in his heart for a long time just now slowly faded away, and Su Yu's face after crying was stained with a blush of embarrassment. He thought that no second person would know about his embarrassing career just now. I feel embarrassed to suppress it, and then I feel deeply grateful and afraid.

His mind was in a mess just now, and he concluded his relationship with senior with just a single bracelet, which is a bit precarious.

Shaking his head, Su Yu turned his gaze back to the crying baby over there.

The nanny has already fed the baby, but the baby is still crying. The crying is heartbreaking, and the hearts of everyone around are pulled together.

Fu You hugged the child and softly coaxed her, her bright face was full of anxiety, and because she hadn't had a good rest, her face was full of tiredness that couldn't be hidden.

Su Mian at the side was also helpless, she only knew how to send people to invite the pharmacist over and over again.

Seeing the exhaustion and concern on the faces of his parents, Su Yu felt a kind of astringency that he had never experienced before, and there was a hint of softness in the astringency, as if a warm current was passing by.

After a while, the pharmacist hurried over, and after taking the pulse carefully, a trace of worry appeared on her face.

Seeing the look of the pharmacist, Su Mian and Fu You's hearts tightened, and they asked the reason nervously.

"Princess, the demon blood in Xiaozun's main body has not been awakened, and it is no different from ordinary humans at this time. I am afraid that crying like this is not suitable for the environment of my demon world." Pharmacist replied.

Hearing this, Fu You exchanged a glance with Su Mian, and tightened her hand holding the child, she asked, "Pharmacist, what should I do?"

The pharmacist hesitated for a moment, and said: "The little lord is too young, and it might be dangerous to forcibly draw out the blood of the demon race. In my opinion, it would be safer to go back to the human world first, but... the princess may have to be separated from the little lord for a while. , the princess's body has not yet recovered, and it is very dangerous to rush to the human world without demon energy."

Su Yu, who was at the side, immediately understood when he heard the words.

So, this is why his father sent him back to the Su family first, and then went to the Devil Realm to pick up his mother?

It was precisely this that gave Su Yuan an opportunity to take advantage of.

Su Yu's hand hanging by his side tightened.

After hearing what the pharmacist said, there is no doubt that Su Mian and his wife have made a decision. Su Mian will go home with Su Yu first, and then come to pick up Fuyou.

Knowing what would happen later, Su Yu's eyes darkened.

This is just an illusion, no one can see him in the illusion, he can't stop it.

So even knowing how cruel things will be in the future, Su Yu can only watch helplessly.

Knowing that the youngest son has not awakened the slightest blood of the demon race, naturally he can no longer wear the qi-nourishing red beans. Fuyou carefully took off the bracelet, took out a box, put the bracelet away, and then took a note, and put it on the note. Carefully wrote the word "Yu" on the front, and when she finished, she pressed the note on the bottom of the box and kept it together with the bracelet.

Su Yu stood aside and watched her move, and involuntarily stroked the Qi-nourishing red bean bracelet on his wrist.

Doubt appeared again in his eyes.

What is the identity of the predecessor?

Naturally, no one can answer his doubts now.

She was about to be separated from her child for a while, and before departure, Fuyou sat beside the cradle all night and watched over him. She clearly had a bright and charming appearance, but in the warm yellow light in the middle of the night, it showed even more that she was a mother. kindness and warmth.

Knowing her reluctance, although Su Mian felt sorry for her, she didn't persuade her to go to sleep, and just sat by her side to accompany her.

Looking at his wife and children in front of him, his expression was also extremely gentle.

Su Yu's heart was extremely quiet. Only from the scene in front of him did he truly understand what a blood relationship is.

On the second day, Su Mian brought the young Su Yu back to the human world.

When leaving, Fu You stood at the door and watched from a distance, Su Yu's footsteps paused, and he didn't choose to follow Su Mian immediately.

Since this illusion is his inner demon, the range he can stay in should be around the self in the illusion.

He didn't know how far away he was from himself in the illusion, and the illusion would dissipate, but even if he could see his mother one more time, it would be good.

After leaving, he in the illusion could never see his mother again.

Su Yu felt a little heavy in his heart, and his eyes stayed on Fu You who was standing at the door.

Su Mian's figure in the field of vision became farther and farther away, until she could no longer see her, and the surrounding scenes disappeared in an instant.

The sudden change caused Su Yu to subconsciously close his eyes, and when he opened them again, he found that his father was holding him as a child in front of him.

Just as he guessed, this illusion unfolded around him, and the range he could see was only around him in the illusion.

Recalling just now when his mother watched his father leave from afar, Su Yu's heart ached.

From the demon world to the human world, there was not much change along the way. When passing through the border spirit formation, Su Yu noticed that the secret order that his father presented at this time was still the real Su family secret order.

I'm afraid that this real secret order will be dropped by Su Yuan when he gets home.

After crossing the border spirit circle, we arrived at the monster forest.

Back then when Su Yu passed through the monster forest, he only had a peak foundation cultivation base, but he passed through the monster forest safely with his "light soul swordsmanship" and a long axe. No problem, the "Light Soul Swordsmanship" is even more superb in his hands, Su Yu watched it very seriously, and even had the urge to take out the sword and practice a few moves along with it.

But what puzzled Su Yu was that his father's "Light Soul Swordsmanship" only had the first two moves.

He remembered that there was another style behind the "Light Soul Sword Technique", called Pohun, but this style was more mysterious than the first two styles, and his father only left three words - "self-enlightenment".

When he first saw this pose, he was extremely puzzled, now seeing that his father only used the first two poses, he couldn't help guessing: Could it be that his father has not realized the third pose yet?

He shook his head, and felt that it was impossible. If his father hadn't realized the third form, why bother to name the third form.

With doubts in their hearts, they finally returned to Fuzhou.

At this time, Su Mian was still the head of the Su family. When he returned home, all the offshoots of the Su family came to greet him at the door, and Su Yuan, as a member of the head family, naturally stood at the front.

Seeing Su Yuan again after a long time, Su Yu didn't feel any fluctuations in his heart, he just silently calculated in his heart what level of cultivation he had reached to be able to kill Su Yuan to avenge his parents.

Seeing Su Mian holding a child when she came back, the rest of the Su family seemed a little surprised. The battle between humans and demons is not a secret in the aristocratic family, but this battle came vigorously, but ended very secretly. People who know the reason for the end, even Among the aristocratic families, there are not many.

The first thing Su Mian did when she returned to the Su family was to create a family tree for her wife and children. It was only then that the rest of the Su family finally believed that the patriarch they had left for a long time not only had a family, but even had a son when he came back.

Thinking about his wife who was still in the Demon Realm, Su Mian didn't stay at home for long, and arranged someone to take care of his youngest son, so he found Su Yuan, told him that he was leaving home, and asked him to take care of Su Yu.

Su Yuan has always disguised himself very well in front of people, so let Su Mian just rest assured that he will take good care of his nephew.

Before leaving, Su Yuan came to Su Yu's room and put a ring on little Su Yu's hand. As soon as the ring was put on, it automatically disappeared.

"Yu'er, be good. Father is going to pick up your mother, and he will come back to accompany you soon." Su Yuan scratched little Su Yu's nose lightly.

Su Yu stood aside, hearing these words, suddenly felt a choking feeling in his throat.

Father broke his promise...

After that, everything went as expected. Su Yu couldn't stay too far away from him in the illusion, so he could only stay at Su's house and watch Su Mian leave.

Not long after Su Mian left, Su Cen was born.

The Su residence was full of joy. Half a month after Su Cen was born, Su Yuan finally walked into the courtyard where Su Yu lived, and carried away little Su Yu who was still asleep.

Because of Su Mian's request before he left, the people in the courtyard who Su Mian hired to take care of little Su Yu didn't stop him at all.

Su Yu, who was watching from the side, suddenly realized something, and immediately followed Su Yuan.

After all, after living in Su Mansion for so many years, although Su Yu doesn't often walk around in the mansion, she still has a clear understanding of the structure of Su Mansion.

He followed Su Yuan and turned left and right, and finally stopped in a small unused courtyard in the southeast corner of Su Mansion.

Su Yu recalled for a moment, in his impression, this courtyard was later transformed into a small garden by Su Yuan.

He still remembered that other members of the Su family liked to come to this small garden to play, but he seldom came here.

After entering the courtyard, Su Yuan immediately locked the courtyard door, and even set up a spiritual formation on the door without worrying about it.

Seeing his action, Su Yu knew that his guess just now was [-]% correct.

After setting up the formation, Su Yuan walked into the main room with little Su Yu in his arms. Su Yu followed him in, and sure enough, he saw the young Su Cen inside.

Su Yuan casually placed little Su Yu on the table, even went to hug Su Cen, and even coaxed him lovingly.

As soon as he entered the door, Su Yu's eyes were attracted by the things on the table.

I saw a spirit stone on the table in the center of the main room, and a very tattered book beside the spirit stone.

The appearance of this spirit stone is similar to that of the test spirit stone in the Linyuan Sect's acceptance ceremony, Su Yu guessed that this spirit stone should also be used for tests; and the book on the side...

The book was kept open, and the text on it was a bit obscure, Su Yu read it for a long time and could only recognize the two words at the beginning of the page, which were "rebuke".

Su Yu thought it was true.

Su Yuan has always been extremely kind to him since he could remember, so the secret art of stealing must have been done when he was very young.

Apparently it was today.

Su Yuan coaxed Su Cen for a while, then walked to the table with Su Cen in his arms. He first picked up the spirit stone on the table, then slowly pulled Su Cen's hand out of the swaddle, and then carefully Put the spirit stone into Su Cen's hand.

Touching Su Cen's hand, the whole body of Lingshi slowly emitted light. Su Yuan looked at Lingshi with anticipation in his eyes, and there was also a trace of nervousness and paranoia in his eyes that was not easy to detect.

Seeing his appearance, Su Yu roughly guessed the function of this spirit stone.

Probably used to test talent.

He was very aware of Su Cen's talent, so he raised his eyebrows and waited quietly for Su Yuan's expectations to come to nothing.

And the fact is indeed as he expected, the light in the spirit stone only lights up for a moment, and then gradually goes out.

Su Yuan's eyes widened in disbelief. He didn't want to believe such a result, so he stuffed the spirit stone into Su Cen's hands again.

His actions at this time were no longer cautious as before, but extremely rough, and Su Cen immediately howled loudly.

However, no matter how many times Su Yuan tried, the result didn't change at all. He was so angry that he threw the spirit stone out, and when he heard Su Cen crying all the time, he cursed angrily: "Trash!"

The face of the loving father just now was no longer seen.

Putting Su Cen on the bed and letting him cry, Su Yuan picked up the thrown spirit stone, and then walked towards little Su Yu who had been placed on the table by him since he entered the door.

Still stuffing the spirit stone into little Su Yu's hand, waiting for the result, Su Yuan's eyes were full of viciousness, but there was also a strange sense of anticipation.

The next moment, the spirit stone in his hand was caught off guard by the light, and the dazzling aura lasted for a full quarter of an hour before slowly extinguishing.

Seeing this result, Su Yuan stared, anger and unwillingness flashed in his eyes for a moment, the anger on his face dissipated when his eyes fell on the open book at the side, and he looked at Su Yuan who was crying loudly over there. Cen, a gloomy smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "My dear Cen, being a father will definitely make you a unique genius!"

Su Yu felt extremely uncomfortable watching such a distorted expression and movement.

What happens next is obvious.

Su Cen immediately took the book and went to the courtyard to start drawing.

Su Yu didn't understand the formation at all, and couldn't see anything.

The next thing was logical, Su Yuan drew a total of two spirit formations, he put Su Cen and little Su Yu into each formation, and then began to activate the formations.

After the formation was activated, Su Yu could vaguely feel the uncomfortable feeling of "predation" coming from it, and even the aura around him dropped rapidly. In the entire courtyard, only the aura where Su Cen was located gather.

As time went by, the uncomfortable feeling gradually dissipated until the spiritual circle turned into a dark gray, and Su Yu understood that the secret technique of stealing was completed.

After completing the secret technique of stealing, Su Yuan picked up the spirit stone just now and tested it for Su Cen and little Su Yu respectively. Naturally, the results he obtained were opposite to the previous ones, and he immediately smiled with satisfaction.

After doing all this, Su Yuan brought little Su Yu back, and it was from this day that his attitude towards Su Yu changed dramatically.

One month later, Su Mian did not return.

A few days later, the spiritual lamp belonging to Su Mian in the Su residence went out.

When the lamp goes out, it means death.

Everyone in the Su family mourned.

That day, Su Yu stood on the highest roof of the Su Mansion, looking to the north from afar.

Everything developed according to Su Yuan's design, Su Mian passed away, and he became the Patriarch of the Su family as he wished.

After the funeral of the Su family was over, Su Yu stood in Xiao Su Yu's room, quietly waiting for the changes in the surrounding scenes.

His parents have left, and his obsession should end here.

However, he waited for a long time, but the expected scene change never came, Su Yu was slightly surprised.

Could it be that he guessed wrong, his obsession has nothing to do with his parents?

He frowned suspiciously, but after a moment of surprise, he regained his composure.

No matter what his obsession is, when he gets out of this illusion, he will naturally understand that since this illusion is not over now, he can just watch it with peace of mind.

However, he did not expect that the time span in this illusion would be so long.

Little Su Yu grew up gradually, and those scenes that were dusty in his memory were staged in front of his eyes one after another.

In this illusion, he not only remembered many things that he had almost forgotten in the past, but also knew some details that he had never noticed before.

The caregivers that Su Mian had found for little Su Yu were sent away by Su Yuan with various reasons. The people who took care of little Su Yu were all replaced by Su Yuan's confidantes. These people would be there from time to time. Little Su Yu mentioned Su Yuan and Su Cen's friendship in front of him, probably because of this, he believed Su Yuan and Su Cen so much in the past.

Thinking about it carefully, Su Yuan treated him only by pretending to be kind when he usually had to talk. The rest of the things, such as strictly prohibiting subordinates from talking about his inability to break through spiritual consciousness, were just for him to see. In fact, the people in the mansion Even if the subordinates talk about it, there will be no punishment.

It was also probably because he had never felt any love from the people around him, so Su Yuan showed a little bit of protection to him, and he always remembered it in his heart.

What happened in the illusion has always been carried out according to the situation in his memory. Su Cen broke his spiritual consciousness at the age of ten, and Fuzhou was full of red clouds that day and night, so Su Cen was accepted as a personal disciple by the Beixuan Immortal. The name of genius resounds throughout the world of comprehension.

And his title of "the good-for-nothing son of the Su family" is also spreading in Fuzhou more and more.

The longer Su Yu stayed in this illusion, the more confused Su Yu became about his obsession.

Could it be that this illusion is trying to show him all of his past?

Su Yu really couldn't figure out how this had anything to do with his obsession.

It's just that he can't figure it out and there's nothing he can do. If the illusion doesn't end, he doesn't know how to get out.

In the past, his life in Su's residence was extremely boring, and now he wants to experience this boring life again, even though he has always been calm, he can't help but feel a little careless and slack when encountering this kind of thing.

In this slack, the timeline is slowly approaching the day when he met Su Kanjie.

As that day approached, Su Yu's heart, which had been silent for a long time, finally had some fluctuations.

The time in the illusion will speed up inadvertently, but Su Yu is in it, the past 20 years have been lived, but it will be less of the vicissitudes of the real experience. Thinking about it this way, if you will Counting the time in the illusion, he hadn't seen Su Kanjie for 20 years.

Thinking of this, Su Yu became more and more looking forward to the day when he first met Su Kanjie.

In this anticipation, that day finally came.

Early that morning, in the illusion, he hadn't gone out for a long time, so he suddenly had the idea of ​​going out for a walk, passing by the restaurant he usually went to, and went in.

"The guest officer is here?" A waiter in the store warmly greeted Su Yu as soon as he saw Su Yu, "The guest officer will still sit in the original private room today?"

Familiar questions sounded. After being in the illusion for so long, Su Yu, who was on the sidelines, felt for the first time that he was in a trance for a moment.

He saw him in the illusion and nodded: "Thank you."

Thinking that Su Kanjie was upstairs, Su Yu couldn't help but look up.

"Okay, you come with me!" The waiter's answer sounded.

Looking at the figure upstairs, Su Yu suddenly stopped, and then immediately turned around to look at the waiter, with obvious surprise in his eyes.

He remembered clearly that the waiter in the shop should tell him that there was already someone sitting in the private room he used to frequent, and that person was none other than Senior!

After being in the illusion for so long, it was the first time that Su Yu saw a deviation between the scenes in the illusion and his memory, and this deviation happened to happen on the day when he and Su Kanjie first met. flustered.

He had the urge to grab the waiter for confirmation, so he stretched out his hand, but passed through the waiter's sleeve directly.

This is fake.

It's fake, not real.

Su Yu suddenly came back to his senses.

He forcibly calmed down.

The shop waiter over there was leading Su Yu upstairs in the illusion: "I don't know when you will come, as long as there are still private rooms in our restaurant that are not full, I will specially reserve this room for you... "

The figures of the two disappeared behind the corner upstairs.

After experiencing the initial panic, Su Yu has slowly calmed down now, and a guess emerged in his heart.

Could it be that what he feared in his heart was that he would not meet his senior?

The author has something to say: Promise me, when you see Su Xiaoyu mistaking Su Kanjie for a brother, the little angels don't laugh, Yu'er is so sad, if we laugh again, we will be bullying others.

(The promised day and night have not been coded yet, so put more than 6000 characters first, and the rest will be updated. The author continues to code. Little angels, go to bed early, don’t wait, good night, An acridine~)

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