The study fell into a brief silence.
Lin Yi lowered his eyes, looking at the IPAD as if he was concentrating on it. Qu Yun couldn't see his expression, nor could he tell his reaction to this sentence. He was a little nervous-he shouldn't be so impulsive, he should be slow Pave the way slowly, and wait until everything is in order, and then draw it slowly.
This requires a little patience, and Qu Yun's patience has always been very good.
It's just that in this matter, he seemed too impatient.
When I touched Lin Yi's hand, I wanted to go one step further, to hug him, to...kiss him.
When I got Lin Yi's smile, I wanted to go further, to get more gentle responses, and to get his unblinking gaze.
After a little closer distance, I want to go one step further, and it is best that there is no gap between them.
He knew that it would take time to turn these secret reveries into reality. Lin Yi had a "person" in his heart, and he needed enough time to let go of him, and then stop his gaze on him.
At the beginning, Qu Yun took it for granted that he could do it.
But at this moment, he has to admit that some things cannot be controlled by humans—it is there, running endlessly in the body and blood, forcing Qu Yun to keep losing control.
Lin Yi fell silent for Qu Yun's words, and Qu Yun was also surprised by his own words.
But when the words are exported, there is no room for turning around.
He had no choice but to make his nervousness and surprise less conspicuous, and then pretended to be calm and waited for Lin Yi's answer.
If he chooses the first option, it’s okay, Qu Yun thought, this would be too embarrassing for him, he doesn’t like me that much, and he even has a "person he likes", Qu Yun added this word in his heart Accented.
Although he didn't emphasize it, in fact, the name of this unknown person has been written in the small notebook in his heart, and he has planned a whole set of plans for him.
Of course, he is determined not to show these things in front of Lin Yi. This kind of jealousy and possessiveness will occasionally make Qu Yun feel terrified, let alone being exposed in front of Lin Yi?
But if Lin Yi chooses the second option...
Qu Yun's gaze was always on Lin Yi, and Lin Yi's silence at this moment undoubtedly increased the success rate of this possibility countless times, giving him the illusion that he was only an inch away from Lin Yi.
It seems that as long as they walk this small distance, they will fall in love.
This is undoubtedly an illusion——Qu Yun thought, after all, he just rejected me so categorically a few days ago, and even told me that he loves someone who is very similar to me. Only then did the other party stop for a while and stay here.
In just a few days, will everything be completely different?Will he find out that the person he really loves is him?
This is too wishful thinking.
Sometimes Qu Yun feels that he doesn't know Lin Yi well, but sometimes he feels that he knows Lin Yi too well. Between these two diametrically opposed perceptions, there is one thing he is very sure of - Lin Yi's emotional indecision.
This provided him with an opportunity to get close to Lin Yi, and also cut off the possibility of him getting an immediate response from the other party.
Lin Yi was silent for a long time, and it was Qu Yun who finally broke the silence.
"However, our country has not yet passed the same-sex marriage bill." Qu Yun solemnly eased the tense atmosphere at the scene: "So if you say this, is it not strong enough?"
Lin Yi's Adam's apple twitched slightly, and he was a little terrified—it was not the choice Qu Yun made, but his uncontrollable fear of the latter choice.
For a moment, he wanted to tell him that he chose the second option.
Tell the world we are in this together.
This is the thought that everyone will have-everyone who is in love, they can't wait to tell others about their love, and they want the whole world to witness their happiness, and this kind of declaration of sovereignty is also very easy Satisfy the little desire for exclusiveness between lovers.
But... are they in love?
No, to be precise, are they dating?
of course not.Lin Yi decisively gave himself the answer, but what Qu Yun said before drifted through his mind uncontrollably.
He said he likes me.
He said, because it is me, so like me.
He said that he wanted to share with me a part of his life that I had never experienced.
He said... the love didn't know where it started, but it went deeper and deeper.
The ipad has long been dimmed, and the sensational title has long since disappeared, but it cannot be erased from Lin Yi's mind in a short time.
He remembered that such a thing had never happened in his previous life. In his previous life, the label that he belonged to Qu Yun had been firmly attached to him from the moment he signed the contract. Everyone in the circle knew it, even many people outside the circle. also know.
They knew that Mr. Qu, who was sick, had a canary, and that the canary wanted to act.
But because Lin Yi gradually disappeared from people's sight, in the end, there was no such article to expose the so-called "truth".
But now, because of the difference in the initial choice, everything has become completely different. Lin Yi became angry, so this article appeared, and they had to face the choice of how to solve this matter.
After Qu Yun finished speaking, he waited for a few minutes, but Lin Yi didn't answer his words, as if he was immersed in his own thoughts, and seemed to be a familiar rejection.
Because of Qu Yun's previous experience, he is more used to guessing the answer, rather than directly asking questions to get the correct answer - his previous experience told him that even if he asked questions, he could not get the truth from their mouths, and his guesses were too big. Sometimes it's pretty close to the truth.
This small habit has been retained because I have never encountered any problems.
Qu Yun's talent and his sensitivity to people's hearts are enough for him to maintain that he is always right.
So he never thought that Lin Yi's silence, or most of the silence, might not be rejection, but... a product of indecision.
This time, it should have been the same. When they were informed of the rejection, they changed the topic with knowledge and interest, so that the atmosphere would not get worse, and the relationship between them would not fall to the bottom.
But Qu Yun was a little bit unwilling, because he saw a ray of liking for the other party, because he realized that he was also loved, and because of the good relationship these few days, he was unwilling.
He was obviously shaken...
A little unwillingness made Qu Yun make a different choice.
He pretended not to understand Lin Yi's silent subtext, and asked again: "Lin Yi, don't you have anything to say?"
Lin Yi's eyelashes trembled slightly, he was a little hesitant, but also a little eager to try, reason was restraining his impulse, but the impulse was extremely strong, almost breaking through the blockade of reason.
"I..." Lin Yi raised his head to look at Qu Yun, and Qu Yun stared at him intently, with a slight expectation.
Lin Yi's rationality was defeated under Qu Yun's gaze, and the words flowed out of his mouth naturally: "I want to choose the second one."
Qu Yun was stunned.
After the words had been spoken, Lin Yi no longer hesitated, he analyzed with reason: "As you said, what is fake is fake, we did come here together, even if we make up a seamless arrangement, there is still a possibility of being caught Possibility of being punctured."
"Being exposed to lies means that we will completely lose the initiative and can only be slaughtered." Lin Yi looked reasonable, as if he made this choice only out of advantages and disadvantages.
"So, no matter how you look at it, the second choice is better than the first choice." Lin Yi felt a warm touch from his fingertips, he paused, and subconsciously glanced at Qu Yun.
Qu Yun smiled at him, beckoning him to continue.
Lin Yi was silent for two seconds, and felt the warm temperature slowly move up along the skin, and he didn't stop until he wrapped his hands completely.
Lin Yi glanced sideways under the table, Qu Yun was holding his hand, and he didn't intend to let go.
"Why don't you say it?" Qu Yun urged him: "What else?"
It feels a little weird.
Lin Yi withdrew his gaze and continued: "Although it is not true, no one can produce evidence to prove it, and..." Lin Yi paused: "I rejected your foster care, this is a fact."
Qu Yun held Lin Yi's hand, no matter what he said, he could get a little sweetness from it, and the smile never fell from the corner of his mouth.
He was surprised—to be precise, very, very surprised by Lin Yi's answer.
Those little sweets, those seemingly unreachable wishful thinking, in Lin Yi's choice, turned into incomparably bright fireworks, blooming brilliantly in Qu Yun's heart.
No matter how many reasons there are, no matter how reasonable these reasons are, they cannot cover up the fact that Lin Yi really likes him.
You can tell the difference between loving someone and not loving someone.
And being liked can also be felt.
Qu Yun thought, but at this moment, I feel this very clearly.
He held Lin Yi's hand, and the other party never tried to break free except for the initial little struggle.
We are in love.
Qu Yun took a deep breath, trying to wake up from the dizzying joy.
Lin Yi had never seen Qu Yun like this before. The Qu Yun he was familiar with was calm and self-restraining, and he rarely showed emotions. He always seemed to be restraining something, so that people felt a sense of distance that could not be bridged.
But at this moment, Qu Yun has almost become another person.
An ordinary person who cannot hide his happiness and joy.
Those things that belonged to Mr. Qu disappeared, leaving behind a brand new Qu Yun.
Showing a silly smile, there seemed to be an incomparably bright light in his eyes, enough to melt everything in sight.
You don't even need to think too much about it to know what his emotions are at the moment.
He was very happy, very happy with Lin Yi's choice, very happy...he got a response.
This made it impossible for Lin Yi to say the words to separate the relationship, his lips squirmed, and then closed again.
Is he that happy?
Does he... like me so much?
Lin Yi had the illusion of being deeply loved, as if it was not just Qu Yun's whim, but a long-planned plan.
The corners of Lin Yi's eyes were a little wet, which he controlled himself.
Whenever he sensed Qu Yun's deep affection, Lin Yi would flinch and fear.
He still can't believe that Qu Yun actually likes him.
He couldn't face the past that only he knew.
If happiness can come so easily, then what are those seven long years?
Self torture?Wrong choice?Or... a past that needs to be denied?
Why did you not fall in love with me in those seven years, but you fell in love with me so easily when you started all over again?
What did i do wrong?What is wrong with the choice of giving up ideals and everything?Why can't I even wait for your return to the capital?
Lin Yi took a deep breath to suppress the restless negative emotions.
That has nothing to do with him, Qu Yun in this life doesn't know anything, he just likes me.
But Lin Yi, who was carrying the past in his arms alone, was really uncomfortable.
He could no longer get the answer, but he couldn't get out of that story easily, as if he was abandoned alone in the past time and space. He knew that he should come out, but he couldn't do it anyway.
Qu Yun woke up for a while, and then noticed Lin Yi's abnormality.
Those joyful emotions receded like a tide, and he stared at Lin Yi, feeling a little confused for a long time.
Obviously it was your own choice, why did you show that look like you were about to cry?
Qu Yun stretched out his hand, and lightly touched the corner of Lin Yi's eyes, a small amount of water vapor condensed into mist, and slipped down from his fingertips.
Qu Yun's voice became lower and lower: "What's wrong?"
Lin Yi's sadness easily infected him, making him feel more sad than Lin Yi.
"Don't you like it?" Qu Yun lowered his voice a little, and said without hesitation, "Then we won't do this."
He stared at Lin Yi's flushed eyes, and surrendered unconditionally in front of Lin Yi's tears.
"There must be a better way to solve it." So don't be sad, don't show such an expression.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Lin Yi lowered his eyes, looking at the IPAD as if he was concentrating on it. Qu Yun couldn't see his expression, nor could he tell his reaction to this sentence. He was a little nervous-he shouldn't be so impulsive, he should be slow Pave the way slowly, and wait until everything is in order, and then draw it slowly.
This requires a little patience, and Qu Yun's patience has always been very good.
It's just that in this matter, he seemed too impatient.
When I touched Lin Yi's hand, I wanted to go one step further, to hug him, to...kiss him.
When I got Lin Yi's smile, I wanted to go further, to get more gentle responses, and to get his unblinking gaze.
After a little closer distance, I want to go one step further, and it is best that there is no gap between them.
He knew that it would take time to turn these secret reveries into reality. Lin Yi had a "person" in his heart, and he needed enough time to let go of him, and then stop his gaze on him.
At the beginning, Qu Yun took it for granted that he could do it.
But at this moment, he has to admit that some things cannot be controlled by humans—it is there, running endlessly in the body and blood, forcing Qu Yun to keep losing control.
Lin Yi fell silent for Qu Yun's words, and Qu Yun was also surprised by his own words.
But when the words are exported, there is no room for turning around.
He had no choice but to make his nervousness and surprise less conspicuous, and then pretended to be calm and waited for Lin Yi's answer.
If he chooses the first option, it’s okay, Qu Yun thought, this would be too embarrassing for him, he doesn’t like me that much, and he even has a "person he likes", Qu Yun added this word in his heart Accented.
Although he didn't emphasize it, in fact, the name of this unknown person has been written in the small notebook in his heart, and he has planned a whole set of plans for him.
Of course, he is determined not to show these things in front of Lin Yi. This kind of jealousy and possessiveness will occasionally make Qu Yun feel terrified, let alone being exposed in front of Lin Yi?
But if Lin Yi chooses the second option...
Qu Yun's gaze was always on Lin Yi, and Lin Yi's silence at this moment undoubtedly increased the success rate of this possibility countless times, giving him the illusion that he was only an inch away from Lin Yi.
It seems that as long as they walk this small distance, they will fall in love.
This is undoubtedly an illusion——Qu Yun thought, after all, he just rejected me so categorically a few days ago, and even told me that he loves someone who is very similar to me. Only then did the other party stop for a while and stay here.
In just a few days, will everything be completely different?Will he find out that the person he really loves is him?
This is too wishful thinking.
Sometimes Qu Yun feels that he doesn't know Lin Yi well, but sometimes he feels that he knows Lin Yi too well. Between these two diametrically opposed perceptions, there is one thing he is very sure of - Lin Yi's emotional indecision.
This provided him with an opportunity to get close to Lin Yi, and also cut off the possibility of him getting an immediate response from the other party.
Lin Yi was silent for a long time, and it was Qu Yun who finally broke the silence.
"However, our country has not yet passed the same-sex marriage bill." Qu Yun solemnly eased the tense atmosphere at the scene: "So if you say this, is it not strong enough?"
Lin Yi's Adam's apple twitched slightly, and he was a little terrified—it was not the choice Qu Yun made, but his uncontrollable fear of the latter choice.
For a moment, he wanted to tell him that he chose the second option.
Tell the world we are in this together.
This is the thought that everyone will have-everyone who is in love, they can't wait to tell others about their love, and they want the whole world to witness their happiness, and this kind of declaration of sovereignty is also very easy Satisfy the little desire for exclusiveness between lovers.
But... are they in love?
No, to be precise, are they dating?
of course not.Lin Yi decisively gave himself the answer, but what Qu Yun said before drifted through his mind uncontrollably.
He said he likes me.
He said, because it is me, so like me.
He said that he wanted to share with me a part of his life that I had never experienced.
He said... the love didn't know where it started, but it went deeper and deeper.
The ipad has long been dimmed, and the sensational title has long since disappeared, but it cannot be erased from Lin Yi's mind in a short time.
He remembered that such a thing had never happened in his previous life. In his previous life, the label that he belonged to Qu Yun had been firmly attached to him from the moment he signed the contract. Everyone in the circle knew it, even many people outside the circle. also know.
They knew that Mr. Qu, who was sick, had a canary, and that the canary wanted to act.
But because Lin Yi gradually disappeared from people's sight, in the end, there was no such article to expose the so-called "truth".
But now, because of the difference in the initial choice, everything has become completely different. Lin Yi became angry, so this article appeared, and they had to face the choice of how to solve this matter.
After Qu Yun finished speaking, he waited for a few minutes, but Lin Yi didn't answer his words, as if he was immersed in his own thoughts, and seemed to be a familiar rejection.
Because of Qu Yun's previous experience, he is more used to guessing the answer, rather than directly asking questions to get the correct answer - his previous experience told him that even if he asked questions, he could not get the truth from their mouths, and his guesses were too big. Sometimes it's pretty close to the truth.
This small habit has been retained because I have never encountered any problems.
Qu Yun's talent and his sensitivity to people's hearts are enough for him to maintain that he is always right.
So he never thought that Lin Yi's silence, or most of the silence, might not be rejection, but... a product of indecision.
This time, it should have been the same. When they were informed of the rejection, they changed the topic with knowledge and interest, so that the atmosphere would not get worse, and the relationship between them would not fall to the bottom.
But Qu Yun was a little bit unwilling, because he saw a ray of liking for the other party, because he realized that he was also loved, and because of the good relationship these few days, he was unwilling.
He was obviously shaken...
A little unwillingness made Qu Yun make a different choice.
He pretended not to understand Lin Yi's silent subtext, and asked again: "Lin Yi, don't you have anything to say?"
Lin Yi's eyelashes trembled slightly, he was a little hesitant, but also a little eager to try, reason was restraining his impulse, but the impulse was extremely strong, almost breaking through the blockade of reason.
"I..." Lin Yi raised his head to look at Qu Yun, and Qu Yun stared at him intently, with a slight expectation.
Lin Yi's rationality was defeated under Qu Yun's gaze, and the words flowed out of his mouth naturally: "I want to choose the second one."
Qu Yun was stunned.
After the words had been spoken, Lin Yi no longer hesitated, he analyzed with reason: "As you said, what is fake is fake, we did come here together, even if we make up a seamless arrangement, there is still a possibility of being caught Possibility of being punctured."
"Being exposed to lies means that we will completely lose the initiative and can only be slaughtered." Lin Yi looked reasonable, as if he made this choice only out of advantages and disadvantages.
"So, no matter how you look at it, the second choice is better than the first choice." Lin Yi felt a warm touch from his fingertips, he paused, and subconsciously glanced at Qu Yun.
Qu Yun smiled at him, beckoning him to continue.
Lin Yi was silent for two seconds, and felt the warm temperature slowly move up along the skin, and he didn't stop until he wrapped his hands completely.
Lin Yi glanced sideways under the table, Qu Yun was holding his hand, and he didn't intend to let go.
"Why don't you say it?" Qu Yun urged him: "What else?"
It feels a little weird.
Lin Yi withdrew his gaze and continued: "Although it is not true, no one can produce evidence to prove it, and..." Lin Yi paused: "I rejected your foster care, this is a fact."
Qu Yun held Lin Yi's hand, no matter what he said, he could get a little sweetness from it, and the smile never fell from the corner of his mouth.
He was surprised—to be precise, very, very surprised by Lin Yi's answer.
Those little sweets, those seemingly unreachable wishful thinking, in Lin Yi's choice, turned into incomparably bright fireworks, blooming brilliantly in Qu Yun's heart.
No matter how many reasons there are, no matter how reasonable these reasons are, they cannot cover up the fact that Lin Yi really likes him.
You can tell the difference between loving someone and not loving someone.
And being liked can also be felt.
Qu Yun thought, but at this moment, I feel this very clearly.
He held Lin Yi's hand, and the other party never tried to break free except for the initial little struggle.
We are in love.
Qu Yun took a deep breath, trying to wake up from the dizzying joy.
Lin Yi had never seen Qu Yun like this before. The Qu Yun he was familiar with was calm and self-restraining, and he rarely showed emotions. He always seemed to be restraining something, so that people felt a sense of distance that could not be bridged.
But at this moment, Qu Yun has almost become another person.
An ordinary person who cannot hide his happiness and joy.
Those things that belonged to Mr. Qu disappeared, leaving behind a brand new Qu Yun.
Showing a silly smile, there seemed to be an incomparably bright light in his eyes, enough to melt everything in sight.
You don't even need to think too much about it to know what his emotions are at the moment.
He was very happy, very happy with Lin Yi's choice, very happy...he got a response.
This made it impossible for Lin Yi to say the words to separate the relationship, his lips squirmed, and then closed again.
Is he that happy?
Does he... like me so much?
Lin Yi had the illusion of being deeply loved, as if it was not just Qu Yun's whim, but a long-planned plan.
The corners of Lin Yi's eyes were a little wet, which he controlled himself.
Whenever he sensed Qu Yun's deep affection, Lin Yi would flinch and fear.
He still can't believe that Qu Yun actually likes him.
He couldn't face the past that only he knew.
If happiness can come so easily, then what are those seven long years?
Self torture?Wrong choice?Or... a past that needs to be denied?
Why did you not fall in love with me in those seven years, but you fell in love with me so easily when you started all over again?
What did i do wrong?What is wrong with the choice of giving up ideals and everything?Why can't I even wait for your return to the capital?
Lin Yi took a deep breath to suppress the restless negative emotions.
That has nothing to do with him, Qu Yun in this life doesn't know anything, he just likes me.
But Lin Yi, who was carrying the past in his arms alone, was really uncomfortable.
He could no longer get the answer, but he couldn't get out of that story easily, as if he was abandoned alone in the past time and space. He knew that he should come out, but he couldn't do it anyway.
Qu Yun woke up for a while, and then noticed Lin Yi's abnormality.
Those joyful emotions receded like a tide, and he stared at Lin Yi, feeling a little confused for a long time.
Obviously it was your own choice, why did you show that look like you were about to cry?
Qu Yun stretched out his hand, and lightly touched the corner of Lin Yi's eyes, a small amount of water vapor condensed into mist, and slipped down from his fingertips.
Qu Yun's voice became lower and lower: "What's wrong?"
Lin Yi's sadness easily infected him, making him feel more sad than Lin Yi.
"Don't you like it?" Qu Yun lowered his voice a little, and said without hesitation, "Then we won't do this."
He stared at Lin Yi's flushed eyes, and surrendered unconditionally in front of Lin Yi's tears.
"There must be a better way to solve it." So don't be sad, don't show such an expression.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
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