that nice ex boyfriend

Song Xiyan had also seen the photo Yao Xinyu mentioned.

During the more than ten days when he ran the train with his mouth full, Zheng Ziran was so angry that he didn't come to him, he basically had to dig out Zheng Ziran's wallet that he left at his house to appreciate it every day.

17 years old, youthful, lively, ignorant, and brave. When he returned the wallet to Zheng Ziran, he almost secretly kept the photos.There are not many photos like that, even himself.

Song Xiyan asked: "So you discovered it yourself, and Zheng Ziran didn't tell you?"

Yao Xinyu nodded, "Everyone only knows that the squad leader has a lover of the same sex. He hasn't mentioned your specific situation to others. Anyway, those people don't know you, but he didn't mention it to me either. About his coming out I know all about these things from his friends. It seems that he revealed them in the first two years after he went abroad. I don’t know why he didn’t mention these things later.

"I saw that he didn't mention it at the time, and I didn't ask him. After all, I was still in China for the two years when he just left. I saw your situation. You were very wrong back then. I guess there must be something wrong between you. He didn’t dare to expose his scars when something unpleasant happened. He probably didn’t think that I knew about it in the past few years.”

When she mentioned this, memories of Zheng Ziran's two years just left suddenly flooded into Song Xiyan's mind.

When he was still young, he was well known for his drinking capacity. After drinking a bottle of beer, he could spit out three bottles.Moreover, he fell asleep after drinking, and often when the meal was over, he slept so much that he woke up from the wine.In the two years since Zheng Ziran left, his drinking capacity has grown by leaps and bounds, and he can overwhelm a table with one person.Every classmate reunion, no one dared to sit at the same table with him, for fear of being grabbed by him to drink together.

In addition, he was also obsessed with traveling in those two years, as if his whole body would rust if he didn't walk for a day, it was difficult for relatives and friends to see him.Thinking about it now, he doesn't really love the mountains and rivers of the motherland very much, he just wants to fill his brain with those magnificent scenery and squeeze out the sorrow of spring and autumn in his head, or he just wants to pass through the endless walking. The tiredness that comes is just paralyzing myself.

He packed his bags like a normal person, walked outside like a normal person, and returned home like a normal person.Stop for a while, and continue to start the next journey like a normal person.

But anyone with long eyes can see that he is abnormal.

A different kind of decadence.Song Xiyan feels a little ashamed when he thinks about it now, "Don't mention it, weren't you young back then? Losing a relationship makes it feel like the sky is about to fall." But that is also a part of being young. Now that he is about 30 years old, I am afraid There will never be that reaction again.

Speaking of that year, Yao Xinyu also remembered something interesting: "Yes, at the class reunion, you said in a serious manner that the class leader died. You don't know, it should be after I have been in A for a year, and I went to join a friend organization I actually saw the dead squad leader at the party. That scared me, I drank a little wine, I was a little emotionally ups and downs, and I cried until my nose was full of tears, and my makeup was almost gone." , She recalled the scene at that time in her mind, and couldn't help laughing.

Song Xiyan also remembered the scene of the last class reunion, "He came back only a few days this year, and it just happened to catch up with our class reunion, and scared the shit out of everyone in that group. It's a pity that I came late that day, I couldn’t see the scene, so I could only listen to someone else’s account of a dry addiction.” The tone was indeed quite regrettable.

"I can imagine that scene." Yao Xinyu nodded empathetically, and asked again: "You must have been punished later, right?"

Song Xiyan nodded in embarrassment: "It's true, I was fined several times with alcohol." Afterwards, he had sex after drinking, it was all retribution.

"Kyle told me that on the second day after he received the call from home—the one that agreed to you being together—the squad leader proposed to resign and go back to China. They didn’t stop them.” Yao Xinyu mentioned something about foreign countries, “Kyle said that the squad leader has been waiting for this day for a long time, and for a long time he thought it was hopeless, but it finally came.”

"Squad leader has been very popular abroad in recent years." Yao Xinyu continued to explain Zheng Ziran's situation abroad to Song Xiyan, "I heard that when he didn't come out at first, there was a group of enthusiastic beauties chasing after him. Later, he came out. There were fewer beauties, and then a group of soft and tender little zeros came chasing after them. At that time, I knew you were still single, and I thought that you two would have to continue your relationship, so I helped you get rid of those beauties. It's all cleaned up. Who said it's not good for a girl to be too aggressive? How can you keep your boyfriend if you aren't aggressive?"

"I think it's necessary for me to tell you one thing." Song Xiyan saw that her tone was full of sighs for the lover's marriage, and the pride of her bravely protecting a relationship, but she had to pour some water on her. With a scoop of cold water, "We haven't reconciled yet."

"Ah?" Yao Xinyu was stunned for a moment, "I see that you usually only posted about dogs on Weibo and space, and never showed affection. I thought you were single all the time. Did you have a date when the monitor was away?" Yao Xinyu went abroad Wechat hadn't been widely used at the time, but even if she looked at Song Xiyan's Moments, she probably could only see a string of healthy figures.

"I don't have a date." Song Xiyan denied her guess, "But I didn't reconcile with him either."

Perhaps because of the influence of Zheng Ziran and various rumors around him in the past few years, Yao Xinyu always thought that Song Xiyan and Zheng Ziran were deeply in love with each other, and it was only because of family resistance that they regretted their separation.Hearing what Song Xiyan said at this time, it was completely inconsistent with Yao Xinyu's perception of their relationship, and she suddenly had a guess: "Don't love anymore?"

Before getting Song Xiyan's answer, he was interrupted by Niu Teng's loud voice: "Did you two fall into the toilet?"

Niu Teng's voice was still a short distance away from the window, and the two people here responded and walked out.Niu Teng was startled when he saw the two of them turning out from the end of the corridor: "If you want to reminisce about the past, go back and sit and chat. What are you doing standing here? Half of the dishes are served, so go back quickly."

Yao Xinyu could only temporarily suppress the doubts in her heart, and went back to the private room with the two of them.

"Where did you two go to the bathroom? Why have you been there for so long?" Yang Kexin asked them a question when he saw them coming back.

Lin Xiaona spoke at the side: "It's sweet, why are you not as flexible as you were when you were a child after so many years, we people, when did we really say that we went to the bathroom?"

Liang Xiaofei nodded while eating: "It's true. The first time I said that I went to the toilet and went to the art building to catch ghosts, and the second time I said that I went to the toilet because I missed my self-study and slipped out to pick plums... How do you feel that we were so careless back then? In the great Under the leadership of squad leader Zheng, he never did a single serious thing."

Speaking of those years, everyone felt nostalgic for a while.

Yao Xinyu thought of the bustling scene he saw just now standing in front of the window, and couldn't help feeling emotional: "Watching Xiao Laifu become more and more prosperous, it's like watching my own son grow up."

"Hey, every time I pass by here and look at our own son, I can't help but think that my decision to borrow money from my mother was so wise." Liang Xiaofei said.Back then, everyone was trying to find ways to raise money to help Niu Teng's family tide over the difficulties, but he didn't have much lucky money left in his hand. In order to help, he had to borrow some money from his mother.

Now after so many years, Niu Teng's idea of ​​opening chain stores back then has been effectively implemented.He planned a set of business models and dishes unique to Xiaolaifu, which are very popular among diners.Up to now, seven or eight branches have been opened, distributed in several prosperous cities in the province.Niu Teng has indeed realized his rhetoric back then, and several shareholders can now receive a large dividend at the end of each year.

"Thank you, Boss Niu, for his good management. My daughter doesn't have to worry about everything from milk powder diapers to her future dowry." Liang Xiaofei raised his glass and said enthusiastically to Niu Teng, "Come on, Boss Niu, I have to respect you today."

"This glass must be respected!" Others also raised their glasses, "Thank you, Boss Niu, for leading everyone to a well-off life!"

Everyone laughed and drank it all. Niu Teng blushed and scolded with a smile: "It's such a good shareholders' meeting, why do you make it into a business bragging? Don't bragging, just talk about people!"

So Yang Kexin went on to say: "Our group has caught ghosts together, skipped classes together, stole plums together, fought together, and finally did business together. It's really fate. I didn't expect time to pass like this Hurry up, in the blink of an eye we will grow from sixteen or seventeen to almost thirty."

Niu Teng smiled, "That's right, back then our sister Na and classmate Xiao Song became famous in a battle, it seems like it was yesterday."

Everyone followed suit and laughed.

Song Xiyan couldn't help laughing when he heard people talk about his bravery when he was a child.After recovering from his second-year illness in junior high school, he became a good baby. Who knew that he had been a good boy for three years, but when he was about to take the college entrance examination, he fought with the National People's Congress.

At that time, there was a boy named Li Jiechao in the class. He was negative, vicious, and irritable, and he was incompatible with the atmosphere of the whole class.By the last semester, he was basically in a state of giving up. He would not necessarily stay in school for two days a month, and wandered outside the school for the rest of the time. .The class teacher talked to him countless times to no avail, and even asked the parents to tell him that he couldn't take care of him, so he could only watch him helplessly.

After three mock exams, Li Jiechao's grades changed from unsatisfactory to no grades.Because of absence.

The head teacher talked to him for the last time, but he pushed him away irritably.Li Jiechao probably didn't get rid of his adolescent rebellion until the third year of high school, or he had such a character in his bones.He yelled at the class teacher who was trying to persuade him: "You fucking shut up, I have long since disliked you!" Then he kicked the class teacher.

Song Xiyan did it at that time. He and Lin Xiaona had just left the classroom and were about to go to the office to count the papers when they saw that scene.Without even thinking about it, he returned Li Jiechao's kick, "We have long since disliked you!" Li Jiechao was kicked to the side by him, and Lin Xiaona made up his kick just as he was about to swear.

Later, when the boys in the classroom heard the movement, they all came out at once.Under the leadership of squad leader Zheng, the situation turned into a group of boys chasing and beating Li Jiechao.

Finally, the whole class was reported and criticized.

"Thinking about it now, it's because we bullied more and less." Song Xiyan said.

"No," Zheng Ziran followed, "Actually, when I went out, the three of you had already decided the winner. Sister Na is a girl, so she can't be regarded as a bully. As for chasing him later, she just wanted to scare him. That's all."

Everyone laughed again.Song Xiyan asked: "How is Li Jiechao now? Is there any news?"

Niu Teng replied: "When I just graduated from university, I heard people mention it. I found a partner who had just grown up, but I didn't get the certificate. At that time, it was said that he had two children. I also heard that he went to squat for half a year. .”

Hearing this, Song Xiyan glanced at Zheng Ziran who was sitting beside him.When I was thirteen or fourteen years old, if no one took care of me, would I have become like Li Jiechao later?

The party ended in harmony and laughter.Since being interrupted by Niu Teng, Yao Xinyu never had a chance to talk to Song Xiyan alone.Her cognition of the relationship between Song Xiyan and Zheng Ziran was stuck on her question - no more love?

As soon as I got home, I received an overseas call. "Sister, it's three o'clock in the morning with you, don't you sleep?" Yao Xinyu looked at the caller ID, dumbfounded.

"Didn't you say that you can see Brother Zheng and his lover today? I'm waiting here, have you taken any photos of their love for me?" The sister on the opposite side asked excitedly, "Send it soon Come!"

Yao Xinyu was very helpless, "Aren't you just waiting, it's the big weekend, you're still in high spirits at all, aren't you?" After exposing the person opposite, she had no choice but to regret: "Without photos, the two of them didn't get back together at all. "

"Why?!" A female voice suddenly came out from the phone, Yao Xinyu took the phone away, waited for the person on the other side to calm down, and then relayed the content of the chat with Song Xiyan today. "Do you want me to ask again? Both of them have been single since they broke up. How can it be possible to say that they have no relationship?"

The person opposite said: "I don't think you should ask. Since you have already said that, it shows that there are still some problems that have not been resolved. We know about Brother Zheng, so it should be that the other party has concerns about the reunion. In this case, it’s best not to ask people directly, let’s judge for ourselves.”

"How to judge?" Yao Xinyu asked.

"...Wait for me to add up."

Song Xiyan and Zheng Ziran each called a surrogate driver and returned home one after another.They drank a lot, and now they felt a little sleepy when the alcohol was strong, and they both lay down on the bed after washing.

When I woke up, it was already dark and hazy outside the window.Sleeping until dark, the more you sleep, the lazier you become.

Song Xiyan opened his eyes and closed them comfortably, not wanting to get up.He tightened the quilt again, and found that his side was fluffy, tilted his head to look, and just happened to kiss Chuan Chuan, "Girl, why are you here?" He turned over and hugged Chuan Chuan's warm back.

Hearing the movement, Zheng, who was already on the verge of waking up, also woke up naturally. He glanced at the door and said, "Maybe the door was open when he was sleeping." After speaking, he also turned over and put his arms around Song Xiyan's. waist.

The two of them and the dog didn't want to move, so they hugged each other and lay down chatting.

Zheng Ziran first asked: "When I heard about Li Jiechao's situation today, I noticed that you glanced at me. What did you think of?"

Song Xiyan replied truthfully: "I was thinking, if I didn't have you and Xiaofei behind me, would I have become like that?"

Zheng Ziran's head rubbed against the back of Song Xiyan's neck, and when he spoke, his voice was still languid as if he had just woken up, and it sounded extraordinarily magnetic, "No, Song Xiyan back then was a second-year but principled child, and he couldn't walk away. up to that point."

"Well, that's true." Song Xiyan nodded slightly, as if he was very confident in himself when he was a child.

"What did you chat with Xiao Yao outside today? We talked for a long time." Zheng Ziran asked again.

Song Xiyan stroked his stringy hair, and replied, "She said that you have many suitors abroad, and all of them are beauties."

"Why did she tell you this?" Zheng naturally didn't understand.

Song Xiyan asked him back, "What do you think?"

"Ah..." Zheng Ziran sighed, "So she knows, and she hides it quite deeply."

"She said that when you were abroad, your sexual orientation was made public." Song Xiyan suddenly said this.Zheng naturally heard what he meant—since it was made public, why didn't he tell Xiao Yao the truth?

Seeing that Song Xiyan wanted to ask a question in such a twists and turns, Zheng Ziran smiled and moved forward a few times, sticking closer to Song Xiyan.He said: "When I heard that you were married, I thought it was impossible for the two of us, so I thought there was no need to talk about it."

Song Xiyan turned his head abruptly and touched Zheng Ziran firmly. He grinned in pain and asked, "Who is married?"

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