that nice ex boyfriend

Thinking of this, Song Xiyan was feeling sweet in his heart, but Zheng Ziran continued the previous words: "And I chose to give up playing football, not all because of you. The main reason is that I have too much strength and I can't control it when I kick the ball." , I was afraid that there would be another accident if I played again, so I didn’t kick it at all.”

He didn't notice Song Xiyan's silence until he finished speaking. "What are you thinking?" Zheng asked naturally.

Song Xiyan: "..." He was a little skeptical at first, Zheng Ziran had impure feelings for him since junior high school, and because of this, he gave up playing football for him.Although this sounds a pity, it is a bit sweet to touch carefully.Later, he found out that there were no small flames between the two of them when they were in junior high school. He had just convinced himself and forcefully put the taste of sugar on his memories. Zheng was naturally fine, and he just gave him all the taste of sugar with a single sentence. Gone.

The boyfriend's face was a bit ugly, Zheng Ziran suddenly realized that he seemed to have said something wrong.In an instant, he was quick to think, and then said to Song Xiyan: "But thinking about it now, it's good to be strong. If I have strong strength, I can easily hug you."

"Hu... What the hell are you talking nonsense? Who wants you to hug me?" Song Xiyan stuttered a bit, directly ignoring the previous discomfort.

Seeing that he really diverted his attention, Zheng Ziran stepped forward cheekily, "You let me hug you last time it snowed, and another hug?" After finishing speaking, he gave Song Xiyan a princess hug.

Song Xiyan left his feet off the ground in an instant, his body flew into the air, and quickly put his arms around Zheng Ziran's shoulders to maintain his balance, completely forgetting the previous discomfort.Zheng Ziran thought he was very witty.But I don't know that this kind of eagerness to develop wisdom is called the desire to survive.

After that, grades, parent-teacher conferences, holidays, and soon the New Year.After the Chinese New Year, the whole city was bustling for half a month, and it was not until the Lantern Festival that the New Year's Eve was over.

On the day of the relatives gathering on the Lantern Festival, the fourth uncle was late for a long time, and after finally rushing over, he also had a sad expression on his face.The eldest uncle asked while serving the dishes: "What's the matter? What are you worried about?"

The fourth uncle said: "I have a third-year graduate student who was reported as a homosexual. Photos of him and his...boyfriend were posted on the bulletin board. Today the school asked me to talk about this matter. The child He was forced to suspend school, saying that he would be postponed for a year, and the student would come back to continue his studies after the incident had passed.” He lamented, “The child has good grades, and he has talent and perseverance in research. If the project continues, it will be possible to publish articles in foreign academic journals. This way, everything will be delayed, and he has been busy with this project for more than a year. Sigh—"

Song Xiyan, who had been praised by the whole family for half a month because of the great improvement in the final exam results, and who was living a little smugly because of this, suddenly fell to the ground at this moment, and his whole body felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.

"For this kind of thing, does it matter if you like boys or girls?" Song Xiyan suddenly asked when the elders were feeling sorry or regretful about it.He tried his best to keep his tone as usual, as if he only asked this question out of curiosity.

Uncles, aunts, and the others didn't have any doubts. The fourth uncle said: "Actually, it stands to reason that it is his freedom to like what kind of person a person likes, and no one else can say anything about it. But there are only a few people who really think so, or even Very few. Once something like this happens, it will be regarded as extremely bad. A one-year suspension of school is already a good result. But..." The fourth uncle paused, "I talked to that child, he It is said that because of this incident, the families of the two of them knew about it, and now they have been forced to break up. With this result, it is not certain whether he will return to school in a year, and whether he will be able to return to school. It is a pity. "

These words made a hole in Song Xiyan's heart.When he first found out that he fell in love with Zheng Ziran, the content he found on the Internet suddenly came to his eyes, and all the negative words in the world hit his head in an instant, making him a little out of breath.

How had he not thought of it before?It is impossible for him and Zheng to be together secretly all their lives, their relationship will always be known by others.So, will the results of the two of them be the same as this student?During this time, he was overwhelmed by the joy of finally being able to be with Zheng Ziran, and he didn't think about the future at all.

Song Xiyan didn't fall asleep all night.The next day, the first day of school after the winter vacation, Song Xiyan went to school with a pair of obviously sleep-deprived eyes.On the way, Zheng Ziran saw that his expression was not good, and asked him, "Did you finish your homework?"

Song Xiyan glanced at him complicatedly, and this glance gave Zheng Ziran a message——Song Xiyan had something hidden in his heart.

Sure enough, Song Xiyan called him to the small balcony during the big break in the morning.At the end of winter and the beginning of spring, the wind is still a bit cold, blowing on the small balcony for 5 minutes can cool you down.

"Zheng Ziran, why don't we break up." It was cold enough, but Song Xiyan's words were even more chilling.

"Why?" Zheng Ziran frowned and asked him.He could tell that Song Xiyan's tone was not joking.

Song Xiyan told what he heard yesterday, and said: "I don't want us to be like them in the future. And I was the one who confessed to you first, you didn't like me..."

"But I like it now." Zheng naturally interrupted him.

"...Then I apologize to you. Don't like me anymore, let's separate." Song Xiyan lowered his head, not looking at Zheng Ziran at all.

"Song Xiyan, if I hadn't promised not to beat you, I really want to beat you up now to make you sober up. Do you think it's as simple as talking about whether you like it or not, and just saying a word?" Zheng Ziran was so angry that he laughed, "Since you confessed to me, I agreed, and I fell in love with you, it's not that simple. It's over when you say it is over? Do you think this is two children playing house?" ?”

"Anyway, I won't be with you." Song Xiyan couldn't talk to him, and finally put down his words stubbornly, turned and ran away.The speed was very fast, as if he was afraid that Zheng Ziran would catch up with him.

But Zheng naturally didn't chase after him. He just stood there and shouted at Song Xiyan's back: "I'll give you time to think about it. We'll talk about it after we think it through."

Zheng naturally didn't know whether Song Xiyan had thought about it, but since that day, Song Xiyan really started to practice the phrase "I won't be with you", and he didn't let Zheng naturally kiss or hug her, so Even if he accidentally bumped into it while walking to and from school, he would jump away as if his tail was burned.

"Break up" The next morning, the three of them were walking to school. Liang Xiaofei was walking on the innermost side, shaking his head while stepping on the curb, Song Xiyan was walking in the middle, and Zheng Ziran was on the outside.

Suddenly, the sound of a roaring motorcycle approached quickly behind him. Zheng Ziran subconsciously glanced back, and at the same time took a step back with Song Xiyan in his arms.When Song Xiyan was hugged by him, his whole body was shocked and his hair exploded.

The technology of the motorcycle is not bad, but the sound is a little louder and the speed is a little faster. In fact, there is no danger of hitting people.Song Xiyan looked at the tail of the motorcycle, stretched out his arms, broke away from Zheng Ziran and took half a step back, turned around and reminded him with a worried expression, "Don't move."

Regarding the sudden change in the way the two of them get along, Liang Xiaofei, who didn't know it, thought it was a little love between lovers.For this reason, he was amazed: "I really don't understand young couples like you who are in love, there are so many tricks, life is really interesting, tsk tsk."

After hearing what he said, Song Xiyan wanted to tell Liang Xiaofei about their breakup, "Xiaofei, actually we..." But just as the conversation started, Zheng Ziran interrupted him before he could speak clearly.

Zheng Ranran squeezed Song Xiyan's waist with a serious face. The strength was not heavy, and it didn't hurt, but it was itchy, numb and itchy.Song Xiyan was speechless for a moment, his ears were a little hot, he didn't know if he was angry or teased.After dating for two and a half months, it is impossible to say that he is still an innocent boy like before.Although I haven't done anything further, I can still feel the physical reaction between each other when kissing and hugging.

So Song Xiyan felt that Zheng was naturally a bit shameless.

"Xiaofei..." was about to speak again, but was interrupted again.This time Zheng Ziran patted his butt lightly.

Song Xiyan: "..." He didn't want to say anything anymore.

Liang Xiaofei looked at the small interactions between the two of them, and felt that they were tired of crookedness, so he walked to the front with a "tsk tsk".

This kind of life passed for more than a month, until the birthdays of Song Xiyan and Zheng Ziran.

When Song Xiyan mentioned the breakup, Zheng was naturally not angry.He knew that it was because Song Xiyan was afraid, so he instinctively wanted to avoid it.But after a period of time, after the fear of the unknown faded and settled over time, Zheng naturally dared to guess that Song Xiyan would definitely regret it.At that time, Song Xiyan will start to think, why not be brave?Why give up before trying?Keep going, what if the result is different?

Zheng naturally knew Song Xiyan well enough, but this was also his guess.

In fact, however, he did guess right. After her 17th birthday, Song Xiyan regretted it.

The new one-year-old age seemed to suddenly bring him stronger self-confidence and courage than before, and he began to regret his timidity and withdrawal for a while.He thought, so what if you try it?What if it comes true?Besides, Song Xiyan put himself and Zheng Ziran in the position of those two boys and thought about it. With their personalities, they would never give up their studies.So even if unfortunately someone finds out and is opposed by everyone, the result is just a breakup, what is the difference from now?Why did you give up so early?

He suddenly felt that if he thought about it in a different way, everything would become much simpler.

From this moment on, he regretted it, but he didn't regret it.After all, he unilaterally announced his breakup with Zheng Ziran without shame, and the echo could be heard on the ground. Now that he said that and he regretted it, Zheng Ziran might really not be able to resist beating him.

The words of reconciliation were held back in Song Xiyan's heart for half a month, but he still didn't have the cheek to say it out.But many things come from the heart, which is very different from the previous period.For example, on the way to school in the morning, Zheng Ziran accidentally touched his hand, and he would put his hand where it was, waiting for Zheng Ziran to accidentally touch him again.For another example, when eating in the cafeteria, he would sit next to Zheng Ziran, and when serving food, the two of them would occasionally touch each other's hands.

He didn't think these performances were very obvious, but Zheng naturally saw them very clearly.Zheng naturally knew that Song Xiyan had already begun to waver.Between the two of them, now they need a chance to have a good talk, to spread everything out, and to prevent the same hidden dangers in the future.After making up his mind, Zheng naturally began to look for opportunities, and asked Song Xiyan to clarify.

During evening self-study, Zheng Ziran has been observing Song Xiyan.He held a pen in one hand, and the tip of the pen stopped a millimeter away from the homework paper. He stopped alive for a class, but it didn't fall.

Finally, he noticed that Song Xiyan at the front desk rubbed his stomach, and then tore off a long piece of toilet paper.It's time to go to the toilet.

Song Xiyan stuffed the paper into his pocket, got up and walked to the toilet.The moment he got up, he didn't notice that a small black hand stretched out from the back table, and gently squeezed the toilet paper in his pocket while he took a step forward.

The author has something to say:

All nonsense that is not aimed at breaking up is just spreading dog food.

This sentence is also applicable to the 29-year-old part in the future, little angels remember~