that nice ex boyfriend
Chapter 24 6 years old
Zheng Ziran heard the movement, stopped teaching quickly, and tore off the hem of his clothes.The boys who rushed in behind Song Xiyan only had time to see a group of terrified girls, and they were scolded.
There was a lot of noise in the rest room, but Song Xiyan didn't seem to hear anything.He was still standing there, his face was abnormally red, and his heart was beating fast.Yuxi team organizes, please pay attention.
Zheng Ziran saw that Song Xiyan was suddenly in a daze, so he took a step forward, intending to grab his shoulders.Song Xiyan, however, seemed to be scalded, and took a step back to avoid it, "I... I'm going to the bathroom." After speaking, he turned around and ran out.
The people who stayed behind didn't know what to do, and then someone laughed and said: "Is he shy when he sees so many girls?" Everyone thought this guess was reasonable, after all, the girls were wearing tight clothes, and they competed one by one. It's good-looking, and the innocent little boy who has never seen the world will easily blush and heartbeat.
Zheng naturally felt a little uncomfortable when he heard their guesses.After thinking about it, he categorized it as an old father-like sense of loss that "the child I've been protecting will grow up to have a girl he likes and then become a little fat pig who feeds other people's cabbage".
"Okay, don't get in the way here, hurry up and leave." Zheng Ziran held the door with one hand, and drove out a group of boys who would be fooling around if they had nothing to do.This time he locked the door in case anyone came in and made trouble.
Song Xiyan did go to the toilet, he needed a quiet place to calm down.His face was still hot, and his heartbeat slowed down, but he could vaguely hear his own rapid heartbeat.
What's going on here?He was at a loss for a feeling he had never felt before.
He thought about his strange state, and suddenly the incident of the night of hunting ghosts popped into his mind.His reaction after having a seizure that day was exactly the same as now, but now he didn't have a seizure.So, it's not a question of fork.
So... that's Zheng Ziran's problem.In Song Xiyan's mind, Zheng Ziran's hand rubbing his stomach that night, what he said in his ear, and the waist just now, several scenes flashed alternately, in a trance, rushing towards His bewildered perception.
The meridians all over his body began to scream together, and suddenly opened from the beginning to the end.Suddenly, he understood one thing - he likes Zheng Ziran.
On the first day of turning around, Yao Xinyu said he was cute and touched his face, but he didn't feel anything.She was the prettiest girl he had ever seen, but he showed no signs of blushing.It's all because he doesn't like girls, he likes Zheng Ziran, this liking is different from the previous ones.
Song Xiyan began to feel cold and his head was buzzing.The unknown world made him feel at a loss and fear. He didn't know how to face his feelings. Boys like boys. He had never heard of such a thing.
I was thinking at a loss when the class bell rang.Song Xiyan had no choice but to stop thinking for a while, went out of the toilet and returned to the classroom.
Zheng Ziran had already returned, with sweat on his forehead and wet temples.It was still cold in early September, and Zheng naturally didn't wear his school uniform jacket after sweating, only the white shirt on his body.The slim fit style outlines the slender and tenacious lines of the young man. Song Xiyan became more panicked the more he looked at it, and quickly moved his eyes away.
Song Xiyan didn't listen to anything in the class. Song Xiyan stared at the blackboard with a concentrated expression on his face, but his mind had already gone to Zheng Ziran.
How can you like him?Because he is good to himself?It is undeniable that Zheng Ziran must have a place among the three people who treat him best.But no matter how good he was, he was still a boy, why did he have such a liking for him?
The whole day was muddled, and before I knew it, the evening self-study was over.Liang Xiaofei pulled out his schoolbag from the table and greeted the other two, "Go home."
The community where the three of them live is next to the attached high school, and it only takes more than ten minutes to walk, so they don't live in the school.Hearing Liang Xiaofei's voice, Song Xiyan pulled himself together, put on his schoolbag and walked to the door of the classroom.
Zheng Ziran saw that he was going wrong all day long, and now he was walking so fast that he was about to hit the table, so he quickly followed him and gave him a hand, "Are you feeling unwell?"
Song Xiyan lowered his head and answered, "A little bit." Then he covered his forehead with a hand, which was very warm.Song Xiyan was taken aback.
Zheng Ziran tried the temperature, and said strangely: "If you don't have a fever, you should see a doctor."
As soon as he finished speaking, Song Xiyan opened his hand and looked at him in surprise.Zheng was naturally stunned.Song Xiyan later realized that he had overreacted, so he had no choice but to make amends and said, "I'm a little hungry, I'm fine, let's go home."
"Speaking of which, I'm hungry too, let's go home and have supper." Liang Xiaofei hurried the two of them out of the classroom heartlessly.
At night, Song Xiyan nestled in the room, his heart was beating so fast, his hands were almost trembling, and he typed a string of words on the computer - boys like boys.Then hit the enter key.
An overwhelming amount of information came into his eyes.Song Xiyan's heart beat like a drum. After reading the first few search results, he learned a new term - homosexuality.
Turns out he was gay.
In the first few search results, there was a link to a forum post.Song Xiyan clicked in, and saw that the host inside used a very strong pen and ink, vigorously criticizing the awfulness and absurdity of the homosexual group.The landlord told about many gay people's decadent or promiscuous or shameless behaviors, which made Song Xiyan frowned.
But at the same time, he also understood that even if what the landlord said was true, he was different from these people.He won't do those ridiculous things, he just likes Zheng Ziran.
Song Xiyan turned off the computer and lay down on the bed.
Zheng is naturally right?Is he the same as himself?Song Xiyan pondered with doubts and expectations, but the result disappointed him, so naturally Zheng should not.The kindness he treats himself is the kindness he treats his friends and younger brother, and it is not mixed with other emotions.Besides, there are so many girls who like Zheng Ziran, and all of them are excellent and beautiful, I can't compare them at all.
Even, if Zheng naturally knew that he liked him, would he hate himself?Just now I saw that the attitude towards the homosexual group on the Internet is not very friendly. What if Zheng naturally thinks that he is an outlier?What if he finds out that he doesn't even have to be a brother?Then don't like him anymore, it's good to be a brother.
Song Xiyan's first love had just germinated, but he used the facts to hold down the momentum of its development.He felt that he had figured it out and fell asleep peacefully.
The next morning, Song Xiyan slept refreshed, finished breakfast, and went out in the grandma's "Be careful on the road".Zheng Ziran, who was at the opposite door, was closing the door with his back turned.The moment he saw him, Song Xiyan suddenly felt that the decision he made last night was an extremely difficult decision.
Zheng Ziran turned around, still holding a bag of milk in his mouth.Seeing Song Xiyan looking at him sadly, he asked vaguely, "Is it swollen?"
When he didn't like Zheng Ziran, Song Xiyan only thought that Zheng Ziran was better-looking than ordinary people.Now that I have realized my own thoughts, the more I look at Zheng, the more pleasing it is to my eyes. It is simply that God made him for him according to my own preferences.But it was made to torment him.
Song Xiyan shook his head, "It's nothing, I didn't wake up. When will Xiaofei come down?"
Zheng naturally took down the milk, "Hurry up."
Said Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, there was a sound of kicking and tapping footsteps from far to near, Liang Xiaofei ran down from upstairs happily, "Brothers, let's go!"
A few days later, Zheng naturally felt that something was wrong with Song Xiyan. This feeling seemed familiar, and he had a similar feeling in junior high school.
After thinking about it carefully, something was wrong since the three of them went to school together that day.In the past, when the three of them walked together, Song Xiyan was in the middle, and he and Liang Xiaofei were on both sides.This is a habit developed from a very young age.Because Song Xiyan used to be the weakest of the three, he and Liang Xiaofei would protect him in the middle.But that morning, Song Xiyan deliberately walked to the side and pulled Liang Xiaofei into the middle.
Liang Xiaofei didn't think much of it, talking and laughing along the way.But Zheng Ziran felt a little uncomfortable. He could feel that Song Xiyan was deliberately alienating him.
Besides, Song Xiyan's estrangement from him had other manifestations.For example, I seldom talk to him during class breaks. I don’t know when the content of the conversation between the two of them has become only questions and answers.It seems that it has been a long time since the previous state of gagging and making noise.
Furthermore, and the most obvious point, when he ran into Song Xiyan outside the toilet these days, that bastard would avoid him.Obviously they were all going to the toilet, but Song Xiyan turned around and went to another place when he saw him.If it weren't for the deliberate alienation, Zheng naturally couldn't think of any reason why Song Xiyan wouldn't even pee.
Zheng Ziran was very worried and panicked. Song Xiyan's middle school soul had been living in peace for more than two years. Besides, he didn't have any abnormalities other than alienating himself. He even studied more seriously, not because of rebellion.It is simply puzzling.
Halfway through the first month of school, the class teacher remembered to change the class committee.In the last class meeting on Monday afternoon, the head teacher stood on the podium and handed a stack of white papers the size of a palm to the students in the front row, and asked them to distribute them, "one sheet for each person, and each person wrote three papers that you think are qualified for the class committee." Candidates, vote by secret ballot. The top eight with the most votes, starting from No.1, can choose the positions you want. Write quickly, everyone.”
Song Xiyan looked at the white paper in his hand, picked up the pen, and when the tip of the pen touched the paper, he suddenly stopped.He wanted to write about Zheng Ziran, but Zheng Ziran was like a bomb to him now, and he was afraid that just writing his name might detonate the bomb.With a change of pen, he wrote three other names.
The classroom was quiet for a while, and soon became commotion again.The teacher in charge asked people to collect the tickets again, casually ordered a few students to go up to the podium, and voted, supervised, and counted the votes.
Ten minutes later, the result came out.There are 51 students in the class, and Zheng Ziran has [-] votes.This number is really interesting. Immediately, some students joked, "Who is the other one? Could it be the monitor who has a crush on him?"
Another person followed him closely, deliberately lowering his voice: "Woman, you have successfully caught my attention."
"..." Song Xiyan's heart tightened, as if he had been hit by an arrow.He lay on the desk with a guilty conscience, trying to reduce his sense of existence, although no one would know that it was him.
There was laughter in the classroom, and the head teacher was very helpless.He is also very puzzled, why is the class he leads so lively for such a serious person?The teacher knocked on the teaching desk, "Don't make such a dangerous joke." He asked Zheng Ziran, who was still standing near the podium just after singing, "Squad leader, or is it the squad leader?"
Zheng naturally nodded, "All right."
So the head teacher asked the next one: "Fang Ming, how about you?"
The girl stood up, looked at the blackboard, looked at the teacher, then quietly turned her face away, looked at Zheng Ziran from the corner of her eye, and said, "Let's go to the school committee."
There was another burst of excitement in the classroom.The two positions of class monitor and academic committee are simply the official CPs in the minds of the students. There have long been rumors in the class that Fang Ming likes Zheng Ziran.
"Don't make a fuss." Fang Ming blushed and shouted in feigned anger.However, she was not very confident, so the deterrent effect was not great, and the noise was only slightly suppressed by her.Fang Ming blushed and sat down angrily.
Song Xiyan envied her very much.It's nice to be able to blatantly like someone.
He tilted his head, just in time to see the pasted paper in the lower right corner of the table.I reached out and touched it, feeling a little uneven.This table was picked by Zheng Ziran by accident, and he still hated it to death.But now, he suddenly hoped that Zheng Ziran had chosen it for him.
Ugh……
Zheng Ziran threw the used tickets into the trash can and returned to his seat.He left a note in his hand and stuffed it into his pocket without a trace.
The only note without his name on it belonged to Song Xiyan.He recognized Song Xiyan's handwriting.Looking at Song Xiyan who was lying on the table in front of him, and thinking of the two words that his classmates joked just now, Zheng Ziran felt a strange feeling spread in his heart.A very strange feeling.
But before he thought about it, the head teacher called Song Xiyan's name.Because of the ghost catching incident last time, Song Xiyan was very popular in the class, and his personality was also gregarious, so it didn't take long for him to turn around, and he gained a lot of favorability points.
Song Xiyan, who was called by name, was lying on the table in a daze. The head teacher called him again, but he still didn't recover.The students in the class have already started to laugh, "Song Xiyan, how about opening your eyes and becoming a dream wife?" I have to say that Song Xiyan's kissing classmates' mouths are really amazing, and they can step on everything at once.
Liang Xiaofei slapped Song Xiyan on the back and woke him up.
"What's the matter?" Song Xiyan almost jumped up, and then found that everyone was looking at him.Did the note thing come to light? "That vote..." Just as he was about to say something, Zheng Ziran kicked his stool behind him, stopping his next words.
As soon as he paused, the head teacher just followed his words and said: "You are No.7, and you have a spot for the Sports Committee and the Culture and Entertainment Committee, which one do you want?"
Song Xiyan didn't even need to think about it, "Sports Committee."
"Okay, then the next Tan Mengru will be the Culture and Entertainment Committee." The head teacher said.
A girl named Tan Mengru wailed: "Why me again? There are several evening parties a year, and you never cooperate. Life is hard!" There was a burst of laughter in the classroom.
Song Xiyan wasn't in the mood to listen to their laughter. He was completely focused on Zheng Ziran's kick just now. It was obvious that Zheng Ziyan knew that he hadn't voted for him.Will he think too much?
His apprehension lasted until after school at night, but Zheng Ziran didn't discuss this matter with him during that time.Back home and upstairs, Liang Xiaofei continued upstairs with his schoolbag on his back. Song Xiyan turned around and was about to knock on his door when someone grabbed his schoolbag from behind.Zheng Yelu's strength almost lifted him up.
"What are you doing?" Song Xiyan roared.
Zheng Ziran took out the note from his pocket and flashed it in front of his eyes.Song Xiyan fell silent for an instant.Seeing that he was obedient, Zheng naturally let go of his hand, "Let's talk."
"Talk... about what?" Song Xiyan asked warily.As long as you don't fall in love with him, everything else will be fine.
"Why are you avoiding me recently? Did I make you angry somewhere?" Zheng Ziran said openly and honestly.
Song Xiyan said stiffly: "Where do I have it?"
"You even avoided me when you went to the toilet, and you said you didn't avoid me? If not, what's the matter with this ticket?"
Regarding going to the bathroom, Zheng Ziran really wronged Song Xiyan, he really didn't mean it.Now Zheng is naturally the person he likes, which is very different from before.In the past, they could even stand together and compare their size, but now?cannot.He felt uncomfortable even meeting Zheng Ziran at the toilet door, let alone standing with him to drain the water?If you accidentally see it, you will become a hooligan.
Song Xiyan had a hard time.
Seeing that he was in a daze, Zheng naturally stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, "What are you thinking?"
Song Xiyan was dazzled by him, and Zheng Ziran asked again: "Why are you avoiding me?"
Because I like you.But this must not be said, Song Xiyan searched his mind for reasons that could be used as excuses, and finally, he came up with a bad way of saying: "I kind of like a girl, but she likes you."
Zheng Ziran was stunned, and at the same time his face darkened, "The girl I like? Who?"
His tone was also not very good. Although he didn't know why it was bad, Song Xiyan still bit the bullet and wrote down: "You don't know me, you're from another class."
"Oh." Zheng Ziran nodded with half-closed eyes, then stretched out his hand to pat Song Xiyan's head, stroked his head twice, and petted his dog obediently, "Why do you care about such things? ..." If you like it, go after it, but he suddenly couldn't say it, so he changed the subject, "You are still young, you can't fall in love early, it will affect your studies, these three years are very critical, and you can't delay it because of these things."
Song Xiyan seemed to be convinced by him, and nodded obediently.Later, afraid that Zheng Ziran would feel that he would be suspicious if he agreed too much, he added another sentence: "Anyway, he doesn't like me either."
Seeing his disappointed face, Zheng Ziran patted his head again, "I don't even know who she is, we have been brothers for so many years, you accidentally avoided me because of this accident, am I too wronged?"
Song Xiyan nodded receptively.
Zheng was naturally satisfied, and let Song Xiyan go home.As soon as he turned around, Song Xiyan raised his hand and touched the top of his head, muttering silently: "Touch your sister, touch, touch, something will scare you to death!"
Song Xiyan struggled to maintain the brotherhood with Zheng Ziran, and soon, it was time for the National Day party.
There was no self-study for the whole night, no homework yet, the students were relaxed, and all of them were like birds just released from the cage, flapping their wings and flying to the gymnasium.There were too many students, and it took more than half an hour just to sit down.
Because of the deep brotherhood, Song Xiyan sat in front of Zheng Ziran.The gymnasium was very lively, crowded and crowded, Zheng Ziran's long legs had no place to rest, everyone was already seated, so it was difficult to move, but the distance between him and Song Xiyan's stool was too tight, so he had to stretch his legs Open it a little, and put them on the side and back of Song Xiyan's stool.
Zheng is naturally a living person, it is impossible for him to remain motionless.During the movement, his knee rubbed against Song Xiyan's butt several times from time to time.Song Xiyan tried his best to shrink himself, trying to keep Zheng from touching him.The thought of a party lasting several hours made him think he might be over.
The first two programs were prepared by the art students of the school, and the level was quite high.Afterwards, the programs of each grade were interspersed with the programs of the teachers.
The art teacher and the music teacher collaborated on a skit. The male art teacher wore a floral apron, a wig, and heavy makeup, and played the role of a tough and strong housewife.The female teacher who teaches music plays the role of a rake ear who racks her brains to hide a small coffer.
The performances of the two teachers were not professional, but they were very life-like. All kinds of flirting between the husband and wife made people laugh. There was constant laughter in the gymnasium.
It was hard for Song Xiyan, Zheng Ziran rubbed his knee on his butt seven times in a short effort, and he was able to summon the dragon.
The teachers' performances came to an end, and the students said they hadn't seen enough.The host came to the stage and announced the next program: "Thank you teachers for the wonderful performance, haven't you watched it yet? I think the next program will not let you down. The dance "Folding Fan" by Class [-] ", the performers - a group of girls, applause is welcome."
The girls quickly stepped onto the stage and took their positions.They all changed into performance costumes today, and the costumes added a lot of ancient elements, such as cross-collars, right lapels, ties, and wide sleeves. The overall color is light blue and white.I chose long trousers for the bottom, and the dancing is smart and elegant, but the top is very short, which just exposes the slender waist of the girls, adding a sense of modernity and looking very playful.
As soon as they appeared on the stage, they attracted the attention of most people.The music sounded, and the girls danced beautifully, and the whole gymnasium applauded.
Song Xiyan sat under the stage, watching the girls twist their waists, but thought in his heart: They dance not as good-looking as Zheng Ziran.
He felt he was possessed.
"Squad leader, why don't you go up and reverse it? The teachers are all reversed. If you go up, everyone in the gymnasium will go crazy now." In the gymnasium, only the stage has lights, and the audience is pitch black.I don't know which bold boy said something.
"Keep, isn't life beautiful? Why bother to seek short-sightedness?" Zheng Ziran heard who it was.
Yang Kexin said hilariously: "Isn't this the first time I've seen the monitor dance? It's a pity, it's a pity." Under the pity, he accidentally confided in a little trick, "Last time I secretly brought my mother's DV Yes, I asked Xiao Yao to take some videos for me, but that bastard opened his mouth and asked me to pay for her snacks for half a year, what a shame...Ah!"
"Xiao Yao did the right thing, you should be exploited if you have no conscience." Zheng Ziran said, and stretched out his hand to shave the top of Yang Kexin's head.
Yang Kexin was sitting in front of Song Xiyan, Zheng naturally wanted to cut him, he had to pass Song Xiyan.At this time, Zheng Ziran leaned forward and almost hugged Song Xiyan completely. He slashed Yang Kexin repeatedly, and his chest bumped against Song Xiyan's back at the same time.
This day is unbearable, Song Xiyan thought.He struggled a little, and pulled Zheng Ziran away, "Stop arguing, can we have some fun with our class's show?"
The others nodded in agreement and stopped making trouble.
The performance of the girls was very successful and became one of the highlights of the whole party.Another highlight is the sketches by the teachers. Class [-] won an award at the end.With a good mood, the National Day Golden Week is here.Seven days of vacation, it's wonderful to think about it.
Zhao Linlan has been unrestrained and unruly all her life, but she has a delicate mind, and her intuition tells her that her adolescent son has something troublesome.Because after the holiday, his son, who has always loved sports, stayed in the room all the time. Liang Xiaofei came to make two appointments but failed to make an appointment.
On the night of the third day of the holiday, Zhao Linlan brought fruit to Song Xiyan's room.Her son, who was once tired of studying, is buried in his studies. "Let's stop for a while and eat some fruit. It's only the third day, so what's the rush?"
Song Xiyan didn't stop his hands, and said: "Hurry up, eat this question after writing it, mom, let's put it away for now." After speaking, he continued to concentrate on answering.It wasn't until he finished writing the solution that he realized that Zhao Linlan hadn't left and was sitting by his bedside folding his clothes. "Mom, is there anything else?"
Zhao Linlan fiddled with her clothes and said, "Why are you working so hard all of a sudden?"
"There's a lot of homework. If you don't work hard, you can't finish it." Song Xiyan said seriously.
"You used to have a lot of homework. And didn't you say that you could copy Ranran even if you couldn't finish it? Why, Ranran won't copy homework for you?" Zhao Linlan said, "Then you are miserable."
"...Obviously I don't want to copy it anymore." Song Xiyan said.He really didn't want to copy Zheng Ziran's homework anymore. On the one hand, he didn't want to get involved with him too much, because he was afraid that he would have some impulse, and that even his brothers would not be able to do it by then.Moreover, he can't rely on Zheng Ziran blindly, and he can't rely on Zheng Ziran like this for the rest of his life. He should make himself better and be able to support his future. "I know I've worked hard now, aren't you happy?"
"Of course I am happy." Zhao Linlan put the folded clothes into the closet, turned to Song Xiyan and said, "But you are not happy." She clapped her hands and sat down, "Tell me, why are you unhappy?"
"I'm not unhappy." Song Xiyan said firmly.
Zhao Linlan didn't believe it, she sat there calmly and waited while eating the fruit that Song Xiyan was supposed to eat.Song Xiyan originally wanted to continue working on the questions and make a silent protest, but she couldn't bear it because she enjoyed eating too much. Song Xiyan obviously felt that the number of halazi had surged, so he couldn't hold it back, "Mom, I have someone I like."
"Cough cough...cough cough...cough..." Zhao Linlan choked.Song Xiyan patted her on the back, dragged the fruit plate in front of him, forked a piece of cantaloupe and put it in his mouth, hey, it's so sweet.
Zhao Linlan finally stopped coughing, and looked at Song Xiyan in surprise and joy, "Son, tell me, who is my daughter-in-law?"
"Cough cough...cough cough...cough..." Now it was Song Xiyan who coughed.Zhao Linlan patted him on the back in turn, dragged the fruit plate back, and continued to eat happily.
Song Xiyan coughed and thought, why is his mother's brain circuit so different?Whose parents would react like this when they knew their child had a puppy love?
The different Zhao Linlan was still urging him: "Drink your saliva slowly, and tell me."
Song Xiyan calmed down and asked her: "You are my mother, won't you be angry when you hear such things?"
"As your mother, should I be angry? Then you can treat me as your sister." Zhao Linlan joked, "What's the point of being angry? People have emotions and desires, and it's a beautiful thing that they can't control who they like for a while. What's more, you are still working so hard now, is it because the person you like has influenced you?"
Song Xiyan nodded.
Zhao Linlan said happily: "Then I should be happy. You have met someone who will make you a better person. This kind of person is rare." She patted her son on the shoulder, "Treasure it. As long as it doesn't treat you If you have a bad influence, your mother will not object to you. But you must remember that you are not allowed to cross the line before you are a minor. If you dare to do irresponsible things to others, my mother will chop you to death with a kitchen knife!"
Song Xiyan was speechless for a while, he was a miserable single dog, where would he be irresponsible to whom?
"I...is just a crush." He told the truth in a very embarrassing manner.
Zhao Lin Lanbai was happy, and said, "There is no cure. You are young, so I can't encourage you to chase after others. I thought you two were together. If you can maintain this positive state after being together, then There's nothing to talk about. But if you haven't...you're smashing it, or you can continue to have a crush on it. Wait until you graduate and you're more mature, you can chase after it, and it won't be too late to talk about it."
Song Xiyan felt that if he and Zheng Ziran were together, the two of them would not be negatively affected by it.But he opened his mouth and tried hard for a long time, but he didn't dare to tell Zhao Linlan that he liked a boy, Zheng Ziran who was the opposite door.
What's more, Zheng naturally shouldn't want to be with him.
Zhao Linlan finished the fruit with her son and left with the plate.
"Graduation..." Song Xiyan wrote these two words on the paper.When he graduates, can he become better? If he confesses his love to Zheng Ziran, is it possible that the other party will agree because he is good enough?
Thinking about it, Song Xiyan shook his head, throwing away his daydream.He obviously thought about it and gave up, but he really didn't want to be a brother.
Autumn is gone soon, and after winter, the temperature drops sharply.After class, students don't like to go outside the teaching building.
Boys aged [-] or [-] are just at the age when they are full of energy, lively and active. As the semester is coming to an end, they are busy with their homework, and studying consumes most of their energy, but they can still use the remaining part to entertain themselves.
During the big break in the morning, the boys chatted about the relationship between the opposite sex.At this age, whether they are old or young, most of them have not yet come into contact with pure love, but they have longing for it.After watching a romantic idol drama for a while, it is inevitable that I will feel a little emotional.
Yang Kexin was leaning against the wall at the back of the classroom, and Niu Teng was standing opposite him, with one hand placed next to Yang Kexin's ear, leaning against the wall, as if preparing for a wall.Yang Kexin was trapped between his body and the wall by Niu Teng, and he explained to the other boys: "This pose is very popular now, and it can be tried and tested. Generally, when a little girl encounters it, she will only blush and heartbeat." As he said, he patted Pat Niu Teng on the shoulder, "Daniu, don't you like that one? Try it."
"Pull it down." Lin Xiaona turned her head, lay on Liang Xiaofei's table and looked at them, and said to Yang Kexin: "You innocent little boy who has never held a girl's little hand, you are only talking about wars on this paper. You are not reliable, you are not reliable Spectrum."
"Then how do you say it's reliable?" Yang Kexin was not happy.
Lin Xiaona said: "It's not that I'm hitting you. To flirt with little girls, you not only need to study movements, image is also very important." She looked around at the boys, "Look at each of you, haven't you washed your school uniform for a few days? Haven’t cut your hair for a few months? Can you treat the pimples on your face and pay attention to your diet? Look at all of them as rough as potato skins, what capital do you use to chase girls?”
All the boys looked down at themselves, and then looked up at each other, it was a bit rough, "Then how to change it?"
Lin Xiaona pouted at Zheng Ziran, "Learn from the monitor."
Squad leader Zheng was explaining the topic to Yao Xinyu. After three times, he still didn't understand.
Lin Xiaona said: "Squad leader, come on, show them how to flirt with girls."
Zheng Ziran asked her, "How do you flirt?"
Lin Xiaona: "..."
Yao Xinyu twirled her pen and said, "Squad leader, have you watched the bloody idol drama that is being broadcast on Mangkhut TV?"
Zheng Ziran nodded: "Watch a few episodes with my mother."
"It's the posture of the male protagonist chasing the female protagonist. You have learned to dance, so you can do it. Come on." Yao Xinyu turned her pen, and offered herself with a flattering expression, "Do you want me to cooperate?"
"Go and play." Zheng Ziran said, he glanced at Song Xiyan who was staring at the handout at the front desk, and patted him, "Xiyan, come here."
Suddenly being photographed, Song Xiyan shuddered and turned his head in a daze, "What's wrong?"
"Come here and do me a favor." Zheng Ziran said.
Song Xiyan followed hesitantly.As soon as he got close to the wall, he was pulled by Zheng Ziran, and his body's center of gravity was unstable for a moment, and he leaned forward.He had no choice but to take a step, leaning his back against the wall.Immediately afterwards, Zheng Ziran followed him and stood in front of him almost close to his body.
Before Song Xiyan could be shocked, Zheng Ziran smiled, tilted his body slightly, raised his right leg "swish", leaned against the wall effortlessly, raised one hand casually on his leg, chic and handsome ——An extremely perfect leg dong.
In an instant, Song Xiyan's heart was beating like a drum, and his face was slightly red.But he reacted quickly and pretended to be angry, "What are you doing? Looking for a beating!"
Zheng Ziran crossed his legs, lowered his head slightly, and patted Song Xiyan, "They said they want to learn how to tease girls, let me demonstrate it, are you scared?"
Just as he was talking, someone behind him suddenly pushed Zheng Ziran. He was only supported by one leg, and his center of gravity was unstable under this push, and he pressed forward.Song Xiyan, who was trapped between his legs and the wall, watched him approach suddenly, nervously surprised, and instinctively hid back, but there was a wall behind him, and there was nowhere to hide.
Finally, Zheng Ziran's lips rubbed against Song Xiyan's forehead.
Zheng Ziran put down his legs, turned around and turned to the group of boys, "Who pushed me? Looking for a beating." After speaking, the group of people laughed together.
Song Xiyan leaned against the wall, not regaining consciousness for a long time.It has been more than three months since he discovered that he likes Zheng Ziran, but not only has his liking not been diminished by time, but it has become more and more intense.That little bit of slight touch brought him a great shock, and his face turned pale and red.Zheng Ziran had had enough trouble with the boys, turned around and found that he was still in a daze, and poked his face with his hand, "Are you stupid?"
Song Xiyan's face, which was suddenly white and red when he poked it with his finger, completely stayed on red.He took a step back and stared at Zheng Ziran.This guy has no self-consciousness at all, doesn't know his mind at all, and often makes small moves to him.Maybe it's nothing in the eyes of others, but every time Song Xiyan is hurt by him, his mood fluctuates, and his life is startled.If it goes on like this, it will be crazy.
Zheng Ziran was stared inexplicably, withdrew his hand and asked, "Did I bump into you just now?"
Song Xiyan didn't answer, but turned back to his seat.Zheng naturally looked at him, even more puzzled.
Afterwards, Song Xiyan didn't listen to a single lesson.Zheng Ziran at the back table was ignorant, still concentrating on listening to the class and taking notes. The sound of friction between the tip of the pen and the pages of the book sounded again and again, which disturbed Song Xiyan.
This kind of contradiction and gap of "I like you, but you don't know it, and you are still fighting with me unconsciously" is constantly fermenting in the hearts of young people.The pen in Song Xiyan's hand was cracked a few times by him. Even if he might not even have to do it with his brother, he could bear enough.If you don't succeed, you will succeed.Better than being tortured like this.
in the afternoon
There was a lot of noise in the rest room, but Song Xiyan didn't seem to hear anything.He was still standing there, his face was abnormally red, and his heart was beating fast.Yuxi team organizes, please pay attention.
Zheng Ziran saw that Song Xiyan was suddenly in a daze, so he took a step forward, intending to grab his shoulders.Song Xiyan, however, seemed to be scalded, and took a step back to avoid it, "I... I'm going to the bathroom." After speaking, he turned around and ran out.
The people who stayed behind didn't know what to do, and then someone laughed and said: "Is he shy when he sees so many girls?" Everyone thought this guess was reasonable, after all, the girls were wearing tight clothes, and they competed one by one. It's good-looking, and the innocent little boy who has never seen the world will easily blush and heartbeat.
Zheng naturally felt a little uncomfortable when he heard their guesses.After thinking about it, he categorized it as an old father-like sense of loss that "the child I've been protecting will grow up to have a girl he likes and then become a little fat pig who feeds other people's cabbage".
"Okay, don't get in the way here, hurry up and leave." Zheng Ziran held the door with one hand, and drove out a group of boys who would be fooling around if they had nothing to do.This time he locked the door in case anyone came in and made trouble.
Song Xiyan did go to the toilet, he needed a quiet place to calm down.His face was still hot, and his heartbeat slowed down, but he could vaguely hear his own rapid heartbeat.
What's going on here?He was at a loss for a feeling he had never felt before.
He thought about his strange state, and suddenly the incident of the night of hunting ghosts popped into his mind.His reaction after having a seizure that day was exactly the same as now, but now he didn't have a seizure.So, it's not a question of fork.
So... that's Zheng Ziran's problem.In Song Xiyan's mind, Zheng Ziran's hand rubbing his stomach that night, what he said in his ear, and the waist just now, several scenes flashed alternately, in a trance, rushing towards His bewildered perception.
The meridians all over his body began to scream together, and suddenly opened from the beginning to the end.Suddenly, he understood one thing - he likes Zheng Ziran.
On the first day of turning around, Yao Xinyu said he was cute and touched his face, but he didn't feel anything.She was the prettiest girl he had ever seen, but he showed no signs of blushing.It's all because he doesn't like girls, he likes Zheng Ziran, this liking is different from the previous ones.
Song Xiyan began to feel cold and his head was buzzing.The unknown world made him feel at a loss and fear. He didn't know how to face his feelings. Boys like boys. He had never heard of such a thing.
I was thinking at a loss when the class bell rang.Song Xiyan had no choice but to stop thinking for a while, went out of the toilet and returned to the classroom.
Zheng Ziran had already returned, with sweat on his forehead and wet temples.It was still cold in early September, and Zheng naturally didn't wear his school uniform jacket after sweating, only the white shirt on his body.The slim fit style outlines the slender and tenacious lines of the young man. Song Xiyan became more panicked the more he looked at it, and quickly moved his eyes away.
Song Xiyan didn't listen to anything in the class. Song Xiyan stared at the blackboard with a concentrated expression on his face, but his mind had already gone to Zheng Ziran.
How can you like him?Because he is good to himself?It is undeniable that Zheng Ziran must have a place among the three people who treat him best.But no matter how good he was, he was still a boy, why did he have such a liking for him?
The whole day was muddled, and before I knew it, the evening self-study was over.Liang Xiaofei pulled out his schoolbag from the table and greeted the other two, "Go home."
The community where the three of them live is next to the attached high school, and it only takes more than ten minutes to walk, so they don't live in the school.Hearing Liang Xiaofei's voice, Song Xiyan pulled himself together, put on his schoolbag and walked to the door of the classroom.
Zheng Ziran saw that he was going wrong all day long, and now he was walking so fast that he was about to hit the table, so he quickly followed him and gave him a hand, "Are you feeling unwell?"
Song Xiyan lowered his head and answered, "A little bit." Then he covered his forehead with a hand, which was very warm.Song Xiyan was taken aback.
Zheng Ziran tried the temperature, and said strangely: "If you don't have a fever, you should see a doctor."
As soon as he finished speaking, Song Xiyan opened his hand and looked at him in surprise.Zheng was naturally stunned.Song Xiyan later realized that he had overreacted, so he had no choice but to make amends and said, "I'm a little hungry, I'm fine, let's go home."
"Speaking of which, I'm hungry too, let's go home and have supper." Liang Xiaofei hurried the two of them out of the classroom heartlessly.
At night, Song Xiyan nestled in the room, his heart was beating so fast, his hands were almost trembling, and he typed a string of words on the computer - boys like boys.Then hit the enter key.
An overwhelming amount of information came into his eyes.Song Xiyan's heart beat like a drum. After reading the first few search results, he learned a new term - homosexuality.
Turns out he was gay.
In the first few search results, there was a link to a forum post.Song Xiyan clicked in, and saw that the host inside used a very strong pen and ink, vigorously criticizing the awfulness and absurdity of the homosexual group.The landlord told about many gay people's decadent or promiscuous or shameless behaviors, which made Song Xiyan frowned.
But at the same time, he also understood that even if what the landlord said was true, he was different from these people.He won't do those ridiculous things, he just likes Zheng Ziran.
Song Xiyan turned off the computer and lay down on the bed.
Zheng is naturally right?Is he the same as himself?Song Xiyan pondered with doubts and expectations, but the result disappointed him, so naturally Zheng should not.The kindness he treats himself is the kindness he treats his friends and younger brother, and it is not mixed with other emotions.Besides, there are so many girls who like Zheng Ziran, and all of them are excellent and beautiful, I can't compare them at all.
Even, if Zheng naturally knew that he liked him, would he hate himself?Just now I saw that the attitude towards the homosexual group on the Internet is not very friendly. What if Zheng naturally thinks that he is an outlier?What if he finds out that he doesn't even have to be a brother?Then don't like him anymore, it's good to be a brother.
Song Xiyan's first love had just germinated, but he used the facts to hold down the momentum of its development.He felt that he had figured it out and fell asleep peacefully.
The next morning, Song Xiyan slept refreshed, finished breakfast, and went out in the grandma's "Be careful on the road".Zheng Ziran, who was at the opposite door, was closing the door with his back turned.The moment he saw him, Song Xiyan suddenly felt that the decision he made last night was an extremely difficult decision.
Zheng Ziran turned around, still holding a bag of milk in his mouth.Seeing Song Xiyan looking at him sadly, he asked vaguely, "Is it swollen?"
When he didn't like Zheng Ziran, Song Xiyan only thought that Zheng Ziran was better-looking than ordinary people.Now that I have realized my own thoughts, the more I look at Zheng, the more pleasing it is to my eyes. It is simply that God made him for him according to my own preferences.But it was made to torment him.
Song Xiyan shook his head, "It's nothing, I didn't wake up. When will Xiaofei come down?"
Zheng naturally took down the milk, "Hurry up."
Said Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, there was a sound of kicking and tapping footsteps from far to near, Liang Xiaofei ran down from upstairs happily, "Brothers, let's go!"
A few days later, Zheng naturally felt that something was wrong with Song Xiyan. This feeling seemed familiar, and he had a similar feeling in junior high school.
After thinking about it carefully, something was wrong since the three of them went to school together that day.In the past, when the three of them walked together, Song Xiyan was in the middle, and he and Liang Xiaofei were on both sides.This is a habit developed from a very young age.Because Song Xiyan used to be the weakest of the three, he and Liang Xiaofei would protect him in the middle.But that morning, Song Xiyan deliberately walked to the side and pulled Liang Xiaofei into the middle.
Liang Xiaofei didn't think much of it, talking and laughing along the way.But Zheng Ziran felt a little uncomfortable. He could feel that Song Xiyan was deliberately alienating him.
Besides, Song Xiyan's estrangement from him had other manifestations.For example, I seldom talk to him during class breaks. I don’t know when the content of the conversation between the two of them has become only questions and answers.It seems that it has been a long time since the previous state of gagging and making noise.
Furthermore, and the most obvious point, when he ran into Song Xiyan outside the toilet these days, that bastard would avoid him.Obviously they were all going to the toilet, but Song Xiyan turned around and went to another place when he saw him.If it weren't for the deliberate alienation, Zheng naturally couldn't think of any reason why Song Xiyan wouldn't even pee.
Zheng Ziran was very worried and panicked. Song Xiyan's middle school soul had been living in peace for more than two years. Besides, he didn't have any abnormalities other than alienating himself. He even studied more seriously, not because of rebellion.It is simply puzzling.
Halfway through the first month of school, the class teacher remembered to change the class committee.In the last class meeting on Monday afternoon, the head teacher stood on the podium and handed a stack of white papers the size of a palm to the students in the front row, and asked them to distribute them, "one sheet for each person, and each person wrote three papers that you think are qualified for the class committee." Candidates, vote by secret ballot. The top eight with the most votes, starting from No.1, can choose the positions you want. Write quickly, everyone.”
Song Xiyan looked at the white paper in his hand, picked up the pen, and when the tip of the pen touched the paper, he suddenly stopped.He wanted to write about Zheng Ziran, but Zheng Ziran was like a bomb to him now, and he was afraid that just writing his name might detonate the bomb.With a change of pen, he wrote three other names.
The classroom was quiet for a while, and soon became commotion again.The teacher in charge asked people to collect the tickets again, casually ordered a few students to go up to the podium, and voted, supervised, and counted the votes.
Ten minutes later, the result came out.There are 51 students in the class, and Zheng Ziran has [-] votes.This number is really interesting. Immediately, some students joked, "Who is the other one? Could it be the monitor who has a crush on him?"
Another person followed him closely, deliberately lowering his voice: "Woman, you have successfully caught my attention."
"..." Song Xiyan's heart tightened, as if he had been hit by an arrow.He lay on the desk with a guilty conscience, trying to reduce his sense of existence, although no one would know that it was him.
There was laughter in the classroom, and the head teacher was very helpless.He is also very puzzled, why is the class he leads so lively for such a serious person?The teacher knocked on the teaching desk, "Don't make such a dangerous joke." He asked Zheng Ziran, who was still standing near the podium just after singing, "Squad leader, or is it the squad leader?"
Zheng naturally nodded, "All right."
So the head teacher asked the next one: "Fang Ming, how about you?"
The girl stood up, looked at the blackboard, looked at the teacher, then quietly turned her face away, looked at Zheng Ziran from the corner of her eye, and said, "Let's go to the school committee."
There was another burst of excitement in the classroom.The two positions of class monitor and academic committee are simply the official CPs in the minds of the students. There have long been rumors in the class that Fang Ming likes Zheng Ziran.
"Don't make a fuss." Fang Ming blushed and shouted in feigned anger.However, she was not very confident, so the deterrent effect was not great, and the noise was only slightly suppressed by her.Fang Ming blushed and sat down angrily.
Song Xiyan envied her very much.It's nice to be able to blatantly like someone.
He tilted his head, just in time to see the pasted paper in the lower right corner of the table.I reached out and touched it, feeling a little uneven.This table was picked by Zheng Ziran by accident, and he still hated it to death.But now, he suddenly hoped that Zheng Ziran had chosen it for him.
Ugh……
Zheng Ziran threw the used tickets into the trash can and returned to his seat.He left a note in his hand and stuffed it into his pocket without a trace.
The only note without his name on it belonged to Song Xiyan.He recognized Song Xiyan's handwriting.Looking at Song Xiyan who was lying on the table in front of him, and thinking of the two words that his classmates joked just now, Zheng Ziran felt a strange feeling spread in his heart.A very strange feeling.
But before he thought about it, the head teacher called Song Xiyan's name.Because of the ghost catching incident last time, Song Xiyan was very popular in the class, and his personality was also gregarious, so it didn't take long for him to turn around, and he gained a lot of favorability points.
Song Xiyan, who was called by name, was lying on the table in a daze. The head teacher called him again, but he still didn't recover.The students in the class have already started to laugh, "Song Xiyan, how about opening your eyes and becoming a dream wife?" I have to say that Song Xiyan's kissing classmates' mouths are really amazing, and they can step on everything at once.
Liang Xiaofei slapped Song Xiyan on the back and woke him up.
"What's the matter?" Song Xiyan almost jumped up, and then found that everyone was looking at him.Did the note thing come to light? "That vote..." Just as he was about to say something, Zheng Ziran kicked his stool behind him, stopping his next words.
As soon as he paused, the head teacher just followed his words and said: "You are No.7, and you have a spot for the Sports Committee and the Culture and Entertainment Committee, which one do you want?"
Song Xiyan didn't even need to think about it, "Sports Committee."
"Okay, then the next Tan Mengru will be the Culture and Entertainment Committee." The head teacher said.
A girl named Tan Mengru wailed: "Why me again? There are several evening parties a year, and you never cooperate. Life is hard!" There was a burst of laughter in the classroom.
Song Xiyan wasn't in the mood to listen to their laughter. He was completely focused on Zheng Ziran's kick just now. It was obvious that Zheng Ziyan knew that he hadn't voted for him.Will he think too much?
His apprehension lasted until after school at night, but Zheng Ziran didn't discuss this matter with him during that time.Back home and upstairs, Liang Xiaofei continued upstairs with his schoolbag on his back. Song Xiyan turned around and was about to knock on his door when someone grabbed his schoolbag from behind.Zheng Yelu's strength almost lifted him up.
"What are you doing?" Song Xiyan roared.
Zheng Ziran took out the note from his pocket and flashed it in front of his eyes.Song Xiyan fell silent for an instant.Seeing that he was obedient, Zheng naturally let go of his hand, "Let's talk."
"Talk... about what?" Song Xiyan asked warily.As long as you don't fall in love with him, everything else will be fine.
"Why are you avoiding me recently? Did I make you angry somewhere?" Zheng Ziran said openly and honestly.
Song Xiyan said stiffly: "Where do I have it?"
"You even avoided me when you went to the toilet, and you said you didn't avoid me? If not, what's the matter with this ticket?"
Regarding going to the bathroom, Zheng Ziran really wronged Song Xiyan, he really didn't mean it.Now Zheng is naturally the person he likes, which is very different from before.In the past, they could even stand together and compare their size, but now?cannot.He felt uncomfortable even meeting Zheng Ziran at the toilet door, let alone standing with him to drain the water?If you accidentally see it, you will become a hooligan.
Song Xiyan had a hard time.
Seeing that he was in a daze, Zheng naturally stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, "What are you thinking?"
Song Xiyan was dazzled by him, and Zheng Ziran asked again: "Why are you avoiding me?"
Because I like you.But this must not be said, Song Xiyan searched his mind for reasons that could be used as excuses, and finally, he came up with a bad way of saying: "I kind of like a girl, but she likes you."
Zheng Ziran was stunned, and at the same time his face darkened, "The girl I like? Who?"
His tone was also not very good. Although he didn't know why it was bad, Song Xiyan still bit the bullet and wrote down: "You don't know me, you're from another class."
"Oh." Zheng Ziran nodded with half-closed eyes, then stretched out his hand to pat Song Xiyan's head, stroked his head twice, and petted his dog obediently, "Why do you care about such things? ..." If you like it, go after it, but he suddenly couldn't say it, so he changed the subject, "You are still young, you can't fall in love early, it will affect your studies, these three years are very critical, and you can't delay it because of these things."
Song Xiyan seemed to be convinced by him, and nodded obediently.Later, afraid that Zheng Ziran would feel that he would be suspicious if he agreed too much, he added another sentence: "Anyway, he doesn't like me either."
Seeing his disappointed face, Zheng Ziran patted his head again, "I don't even know who she is, we have been brothers for so many years, you accidentally avoided me because of this accident, am I too wronged?"
Song Xiyan nodded receptively.
Zheng was naturally satisfied, and let Song Xiyan go home.As soon as he turned around, Song Xiyan raised his hand and touched the top of his head, muttering silently: "Touch your sister, touch, touch, something will scare you to death!"
Song Xiyan struggled to maintain the brotherhood with Zheng Ziran, and soon, it was time for the National Day party.
There was no self-study for the whole night, no homework yet, the students were relaxed, and all of them were like birds just released from the cage, flapping their wings and flying to the gymnasium.There were too many students, and it took more than half an hour just to sit down.
Because of the deep brotherhood, Song Xiyan sat in front of Zheng Ziran.The gymnasium was very lively, crowded and crowded, Zheng Ziran's long legs had no place to rest, everyone was already seated, so it was difficult to move, but the distance between him and Song Xiyan's stool was too tight, so he had to stretch his legs Open it a little, and put them on the side and back of Song Xiyan's stool.
Zheng is naturally a living person, it is impossible for him to remain motionless.During the movement, his knee rubbed against Song Xiyan's butt several times from time to time.Song Xiyan tried his best to shrink himself, trying to keep Zheng from touching him.The thought of a party lasting several hours made him think he might be over.
The first two programs were prepared by the art students of the school, and the level was quite high.Afterwards, the programs of each grade were interspersed with the programs of the teachers.
The art teacher and the music teacher collaborated on a skit. The male art teacher wore a floral apron, a wig, and heavy makeup, and played the role of a tough and strong housewife.The female teacher who teaches music plays the role of a rake ear who racks her brains to hide a small coffer.
The performances of the two teachers were not professional, but they were very life-like. All kinds of flirting between the husband and wife made people laugh. There was constant laughter in the gymnasium.
It was hard for Song Xiyan, Zheng Ziran rubbed his knee on his butt seven times in a short effort, and he was able to summon the dragon.
The teachers' performances came to an end, and the students said they hadn't seen enough.The host came to the stage and announced the next program: "Thank you teachers for the wonderful performance, haven't you watched it yet? I think the next program will not let you down. The dance "Folding Fan" by Class [-] ", the performers - a group of girls, applause is welcome."
The girls quickly stepped onto the stage and took their positions.They all changed into performance costumes today, and the costumes added a lot of ancient elements, such as cross-collars, right lapels, ties, and wide sleeves. The overall color is light blue and white.I chose long trousers for the bottom, and the dancing is smart and elegant, but the top is very short, which just exposes the slender waist of the girls, adding a sense of modernity and looking very playful.
As soon as they appeared on the stage, they attracted the attention of most people.The music sounded, and the girls danced beautifully, and the whole gymnasium applauded.
Song Xiyan sat under the stage, watching the girls twist their waists, but thought in his heart: They dance not as good-looking as Zheng Ziran.
He felt he was possessed.
"Squad leader, why don't you go up and reverse it? The teachers are all reversed. If you go up, everyone in the gymnasium will go crazy now." In the gymnasium, only the stage has lights, and the audience is pitch black.I don't know which bold boy said something.
"Keep, isn't life beautiful? Why bother to seek short-sightedness?" Zheng Ziran heard who it was.
Yang Kexin said hilariously: "Isn't this the first time I've seen the monitor dance? It's a pity, it's a pity." Under the pity, he accidentally confided in a little trick, "Last time I secretly brought my mother's DV Yes, I asked Xiao Yao to take some videos for me, but that bastard opened his mouth and asked me to pay for her snacks for half a year, what a shame...Ah!"
"Xiao Yao did the right thing, you should be exploited if you have no conscience." Zheng Ziran said, and stretched out his hand to shave the top of Yang Kexin's head.
Yang Kexin was sitting in front of Song Xiyan, Zheng naturally wanted to cut him, he had to pass Song Xiyan.At this time, Zheng Ziran leaned forward and almost hugged Song Xiyan completely. He slashed Yang Kexin repeatedly, and his chest bumped against Song Xiyan's back at the same time.
This day is unbearable, Song Xiyan thought.He struggled a little, and pulled Zheng Ziran away, "Stop arguing, can we have some fun with our class's show?"
The others nodded in agreement and stopped making trouble.
The performance of the girls was very successful and became one of the highlights of the whole party.Another highlight is the sketches by the teachers. Class [-] won an award at the end.With a good mood, the National Day Golden Week is here.Seven days of vacation, it's wonderful to think about it.
Zhao Linlan has been unrestrained and unruly all her life, but she has a delicate mind, and her intuition tells her that her adolescent son has something troublesome.Because after the holiday, his son, who has always loved sports, stayed in the room all the time. Liang Xiaofei came to make two appointments but failed to make an appointment.
On the night of the third day of the holiday, Zhao Linlan brought fruit to Song Xiyan's room.Her son, who was once tired of studying, is buried in his studies. "Let's stop for a while and eat some fruit. It's only the third day, so what's the rush?"
Song Xiyan didn't stop his hands, and said: "Hurry up, eat this question after writing it, mom, let's put it away for now." After speaking, he continued to concentrate on answering.It wasn't until he finished writing the solution that he realized that Zhao Linlan hadn't left and was sitting by his bedside folding his clothes. "Mom, is there anything else?"
Zhao Linlan fiddled with her clothes and said, "Why are you working so hard all of a sudden?"
"There's a lot of homework. If you don't work hard, you can't finish it." Song Xiyan said seriously.
"You used to have a lot of homework. And didn't you say that you could copy Ranran even if you couldn't finish it? Why, Ranran won't copy homework for you?" Zhao Linlan said, "Then you are miserable."
"...Obviously I don't want to copy it anymore." Song Xiyan said.He really didn't want to copy Zheng Ziran's homework anymore. On the one hand, he didn't want to get involved with him too much, because he was afraid that he would have some impulse, and that even his brothers would not be able to do it by then.Moreover, he can't rely on Zheng Ziran blindly, and he can't rely on Zheng Ziran like this for the rest of his life. He should make himself better and be able to support his future. "I know I've worked hard now, aren't you happy?"
"Of course I am happy." Zhao Linlan put the folded clothes into the closet, turned to Song Xiyan and said, "But you are not happy." She clapped her hands and sat down, "Tell me, why are you unhappy?"
"I'm not unhappy." Song Xiyan said firmly.
Zhao Linlan didn't believe it, she sat there calmly and waited while eating the fruit that Song Xiyan was supposed to eat.Song Xiyan originally wanted to continue working on the questions and make a silent protest, but she couldn't bear it because she enjoyed eating too much. Song Xiyan obviously felt that the number of halazi had surged, so he couldn't hold it back, "Mom, I have someone I like."
"Cough cough...cough cough...cough..." Zhao Linlan choked.Song Xiyan patted her on the back, dragged the fruit plate in front of him, forked a piece of cantaloupe and put it in his mouth, hey, it's so sweet.
Zhao Linlan finally stopped coughing, and looked at Song Xiyan in surprise and joy, "Son, tell me, who is my daughter-in-law?"
"Cough cough...cough cough...cough..." Now it was Song Xiyan who coughed.Zhao Linlan patted him on the back in turn, dragged the fruit plate back, and continued to eat happily.
Song Xiyan coughed and thought, why is his mother's brain circuit so different?Whose parents would react like this when they knew their child had a puppy love?
The different Zhao Linlan was still urging him: "Drink your saliva slowly, and tell me."
Song Xiyan calmed down and asked her: "You are my mother, won't you be angry when you hear such things?"
"As your mother, should I be angry? Then you can treat me as your sister." Zhao Linlan joked, "What's the point of being angry? People have emotions and desires, and it's a beautiful thing that they can't control who they like for a while. What's more, you are still working so hard now, is it because the person you like has influenced you?"
Song Xiyan nodded.
Zhao Linlan said happily: "Then I should be happy. You have met someone who will make you a better person. This kind of person is rare." She patted her son on the shoulder, "Treasure it. As long as it doesn't treat you If you have a bad influence, your mother will not object to you. But you must remember that you are not allowed to cross the line before you are a minor. If you dare to do irresponsible things to others, my mother will chop you to death with a kitchen knife!"
Song Xiyan was speechless for a while, he was a miserable single dog, where would he be irresponsible to whom?
"I...is just a crush." He told the truth in a very embarrassing manner.
Zhao Lin Lanbai was happy, and said, "There is no cure. You are young, so I can't encourage you to chase after others. I thought you two were together. If you can maintain this positive state after being together, then There's nothing to talk about. But if you haven't...you're smashing it, or you can continue to have a crush on it. Wait until you graduate and you're more mature, you can chase after it, and it won't be too late to talk about it."
Song Xiyan felt that if he and Zheng Ziran were together, the two of them would not be negatively affected by it.But he opened his mouth and tried hard for a long time, but he didn't dare to tell Zhao Linlan that he liked a boy, Zheng Ziran who was the opposite door.
What's more, Zheng naturally shouldn't want to be with him.
Zhao Linlan finished the fruit with her son and left with the plate.
"Graduation..." Song Xiyan wrote these two words on the paper.When he graduates, can he become better? If he confesses his love to Zheng Ziran, is it possible that the other party will agree because he is good enough?
Thinking about it, Song Xiyan shook his head, throwing away his daydream.He obviously thought about it and gave up, but he really didn't want to be a brother.
Autumn is gone soon, and after winter, the temperature drops sharply.After class, students don't like to go outside the teaching building.
Boys aged [-] or [-] are just at the age when they are full of energy, lively and active. As the semester is coming to an end, they are busy with their homework, and studying consumes most of their energy, but they can still use the remaining part to entertain themselves.
During the big break in the morning, the boys chatted about the relationship between the opposite sex.At this age, whether they are old or young, most of them have not yet come into contact with pure love, but they have longing for it.After watching a romantic idol drama for a while, it is inevitable that I will feel a little emotional.
Yang Kexin was leaning against the wall at the back of the classroom, and Niu Teng was standing opposite him, with one hand placed next to Yang Kexin's ear, leaning against the wall, as if preparing for a wall.Yang Kexin was trapped between his body and the wall by Niu Teng, and he explained to the other boys: "This pose is very popular now, and it can be tried and tested. Generally, when a little girl encounters it, she will only blush and heartbeat." As he said, he patted Pat Niu Teng on the shoulder, "Daniu, don't you like that one? Try it."
"Pull it down." Lin Xiaona turned her head, lay on Liang Xiaofei's table and looked at them, and said to Yang Kexin: "You innocent little boy who has never held a girl's little hand, you are only talking about wars on this paper. You are not reliable, you are not reliable Spectrum."
"Then how do you say it's reliable?" Yang Kexin was not happy.
Lin Xiaona said: "It's not that I'm hitting you. To flirt with little girls, you not only need to study movements, image is also very important." She looked around at the boys, "Look at each of you, haven't you washed your school uniform for a few days? Haven’t cut your hair for a few months? Can you treat the pimples on your face and pay attention to your diet? Look at all of them as rough as potato skins, what capital do you use to chase girls?”
All the boys looked down at themselves, and then looked up at each other, it was a bit rough, "Then how to change it?"
Lin Xiaona pouted at Zheng Ziran, "Learn from the monitor."
Squad leader Zheng was explaining the topic to Yao Xinyu. After three times, he still didn't understand.
Lin Xiaona said: "Squad leader, come on, show them how to flirt with girls."
Zheng Ziran asked her, "How do you flirt?"
Lin Xiaona: "..."
Yao Xinyu twirled her pen and said, "Squad leader, have you watched the bloody idol drama that is being broadcast on Mangkhut TV?"
Zheng Ziran nodded: "Watch a few episodes with my mother."
"It's the posture of the male protagonist chasing the female protagonist. You have learned to dance, so you can do it. Come on." Yao Xinyu turned her pen, and offered herself with a flattering expression, "Do you want me to cooperate?"
"Go and play." Zheng Ziran said, he glanced at Song Xiyan who was staring at the handout at the front desk, and patted him, "Xiyan, come here."
Suddenly being photographed, Song Xiyan shuddered and turned his head in a daze, "What's wrong?"
"Come here and do me a favor." Zheng Ziran said.
Song Xiyan followed hesitantly.As soon as he got close to the wall, he was pulled by Zheng Ziran, and his body's center of gravity was unstable for a moment, and he leaned forward.He had no choice but to take a step, leaning his back against the wall.Immediately afterwards, Zheng Ziran followed him and stood in front of him almost close to his body.
Before Song Xiyan could be shocked, Zheng Ziran smiled, tilted his body slightly, raised his right leg "swish", leaned against the wall effortlessly, raised one hand casually on his leg, chic and handsome ——An extremely perfect leg dong.
In an instant, Song Xiyan's heart was beating like a drum, and his face was slightly red.But he reacted quickly and pretended to be angry, "What are you doing? Looking for a beating!"
Zheng Ziran crossed his legs, lowered his head slightly, and patted Song Xiyan, "They said they want to learn how to tease girls, let me demonstrate it, are you scared?"
Just as he was talking, someone behind him suddenly pushed Zheng Ziran. He was only supported by one leg, and his center of gravity was unstable under this push, and he pressed forward.Song Xiyan, who was trapped between his legs and the wall, watched him approach suddenly, nervously surprised, and instinctively hid back, but there was a wall behind him, and there was nowhere to hide.
Finally, Zheng Ziran's lips rubbed against Song Xiyan's forehead.
Zheng Ziran put down his legs, turned around and turned to the group of boys, "Who pushed me? Looking for a beating." After speaking, the group of people laughed together.
Song Xiyan leaned against the wall, not regaining consciousness for a long time.It has been more than three months since he discovered that he likes Zheng Ziran, but not only has his liking not been diminished by time, but it has become more and more intense.That little bit of slight touch brought him a great shock, and his face turned pale and red.Zheng Ziran had had enough trouble with the boys, turned around and found that he was still in a daze, and poked his face with his hand, "Are you stupid?"
Song Xiyan's face, which was suddenly white and red when he poked it with his finger, completely stayed on red.He took a step back and stared at Zheng Ziran.This guy has no self-consciousness at all, doesn't know his mind at all, and often makes small moves to him.Maybe it's nothing in the eyes of others, but every time Song Xiyan is hurt by him, his mood fluctuates, and his life is startled.If it goes on like this, it will be crazy.
Zheng Ziran was stared inexplicably, withdrew his hand and asked, "Did I bump into you just now?"
Song Xiyan didn't answer, but turned back to his seat.Zheng naturally looked at him, even more puzzled.
Afterwards, Song Xiyan didn't listen to a single lesson.Zheng Ziran at the back table was ignorant, still concentrating on listening to the class and taking notes. The sound of friction between the tip of the pen and the pages of the book sounded again and again, which disturbed Song Xiyan.
This kind of contradiction and gap of "I like you, but you don't know it, and you are still fighting with me unconsciously" is constantly fermenting in the hearts of young people.The pen in Song Xiyan's hand was cracked a few times by him. Even if he might not even have to do it with his brother, he could bear enough.If you don't succeed, you will succeed.Better than being tortured like this.
in the afternoon
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