My ex boyfriend won't let me fall in love

After talking on the phone with Fang Lingfei, Lu Xing raised his eyebrows a little, and raised the window after passing the toll booth.

According to the existing information, the exchange between him and Gu Xia may have something to do with Jiang Kuiyun, but he did not jump to a conclusion.

He needs more tangible memory as evidence.

A text message just came to the phone.

【Xing Chen, you haven't been home for a while, Xia Ya also misses you very much, when will you come back for dinner? 】

Lu Xing paused for a moment, and when he was refueling halfway, he replied: [Temporarily busy, in a few days. 】

The capital and H province are close to each other, so it took more than seven hours to drive by high speed.

The shanty town had low eaves and narrow roads, and cars couldn't drive in. Lu Xingchen found a seat and stopped.

Those who are out of stalls, go to work and those who have nothing to do are just going home. When passing by here in the rain, they turn their heads frequently, their eyes are fixed on the car, and occasionally the word "luxury car" floats by.

This car is more than 100 million, and it is the cheapest in Lu Xingshen's garage, but it is a luxury car in the eyes of many people, and it takes a lifetime of savings to buy it, and it is the same for the young Lu Xingshen.

Lu Xingchen still remembered that he was walking around the streets with the old beggar to pick up rubbish. The old beggar had bad legs and feet, and his legs were often swollen after walking for a day. The pain made him unable to sleep at night, but he was afraid of disturbing his sleep, so he didn't want to move because of the pain. move.

Lu Xingshen's cleverness and precociousness were probably born with him, and he soon noticed it, and then told the old beggar that he didn't drink milk, saved the money to pay the gas bill, boiled water for him to soak his feet, and said that he would buy a car for him in the future, Let him go everywhere without walking.

In order to make his words more solemn and more like a promise, he also seriously asked the uncle who lived next door which car was the most comfortable to sit in. He learned of a brand called BMW from the uncle who liked to smoke, and he was serious. Make a note of it.

Now it's not just BMW, Bentley, Maserati, Lamborghini, Rolls-Royce... His money is enough to buy any brand of car in the world.

Should be able to be called a successful person.

However, Lu Xingshen stood here and recalled the past, and no successful person looked back on the poverty period with nostalgia and condescension.

He opened the umbrella and looked at this place through the rain curtain, as if he was looking at the five-year-old self more than 20 years ago at both ends of the long river of time.

Then I suddenly realized that after so many years, I still didn't seem to have made much progress.

In the end, none of the dreams that I dreamed about in my childhood were realized, and none of them had a chance to be realized.

Following the tortuous road in memory, Lu Xingshen walked deep into the shanty town.

The outside world is changing with each passing day, but it seems that this place has never changed for decades.

Lu Xingchen stepped on the stagnant water, he was wearing the suit he wore in the morning, and the people who were eating with bowls under the eaves couldn't stop glancing at him.

The phone vibrates lightly.

Fang Lingfei's voice came from the Bluetooth headset, "Are you there?"

Lu Xing Shen bent his eyes: "Here we are."

None of them continued talking, and their breathing followed the signal. After a long time, Fang Lingfei asked him, "Aren't you happy?"

Lu Xingchen gave a soft "hmm" and said, "Not happy."

Fang Lingfei lowered his voice: "Why are you unhappy?"

"Because none of the goals I set when I was a child were achieved."

When five or six-year-old children were asked about their dreams, they couldn’t understand anything except understanding. Eight out of ten wanted to be scientists or entrepreneurs. This kind of unintentional dream usually changed after two years. Only when you really take it seriously It will make people laugh.

But Fang Lingfei didn't laugh at Lu Xingchen, he just walked to a quiet place and asked him, "Why didn't it work?"

Lu Xingshen: "Because grandpa is gone."

The old chairman of the Gu family, Lu Xingshen's blood-related grandfather was on vacation abroad, and Fang Lingfei understood almost instantly that the grandfather Lu Xingshen was talking about must be the person he had lived with during the 19 years that he hadn't mentioned. .

The torrential rain has passed, but the rain still hasn't stopped, the sound is pattering, and it is raining in the capital and H province.

Fang Lingfei made his voice softer, and then softer, "Don't hang up the phone, I'll accompany you, okay?"

"Okay." Lu Xingchen lowered his eyelashes and said softly.

Then, they didn't talk like this, but they also wore bluetooth headsets, didn't hang up the phone, and listened to the other party's slight breathing on the other side.

The post-production of "Who Am I" has been completed, and the publicity has officially started to warm up for the release.The screenwriter Lu Xingshen can be absent, but Fang Lingfei must be present as the lead actor.

What is going on today is the press conference of the movie.

A small and exquisite bluetooth headset was worn on the ear, like an exquisite decoration, Fang Lingfei answered the reporter's questions in a leisurely manner, elegant and calm, and his gestures attracted countless crazy fans.

The reporters lamented in their hearts that the young actor was still as impeccable as ever, and played Tai Chi well, but they didn't know that Fang Lingfei was distracted.

The breath in the earphones is soft, and it should be easy to ignore in the venue where the sound reinforcement equipment is used, but he can easily distinguish the lightest and weakest breath among the many voices.

Lu Xingchen stepped on the stagnant water, walked for more than ten minutes, and arrived at the place in his memory.

The current occupant of that hut is swearing at his wife: "Damn it, water is leaking everywhere, that bastard dares to charge me 80 yuan a month. Next time he comes, I must pour the water on him." body, tell him that I won’t rent it anymore.”

The distressed woman sighed: "If you don't rent here, where else can you rent? The rent is so expensive now."

As she spoke, she raised her eyes and saw a young man holding a black umbrella a few steps away.

The young man was extremely handsome, with a calm and elegant demeanor, and his clothes were crisp. Even the hand holding the umbrella handle was so slender that it seemed that it should be used to hold red wine or champagne.

Oddly, though, the man seemed to be from high society, but he didn't feel out of place here.

Probably because he was too calm and too composed.

Lu Xingshen greeted politely: "It's raining too much, can you invite me in for a seat?"

It was only when he sat on the plastic chair in the house that the family came to their senses. Did they just let a stranger into the house?

But when he looked at the young man sitting on the simple and dirty chair again, the vigilance melted like snow in the face of the scorching sun.

This guy really doesn't look like a bad guy.

——On the importance of appearance.

Lu Xingshen's eyes lightly glanced at the interior furnishings, and his memory constantly confirmed that he is a person who doesn't like to recall the past. Over the years, he has indeed rarely recalled the past.But when I saw this place again at this time, I could still clearly remember the furnishings of this house back then.

The daughter-in-law looked at him for a while and asked hesitantly, "You, do you want some water?"

"Thank you." Lu Xingshen accepted their kindness.

The hostess pushed the man and asked him to buy a bottle of mineral water in a small shop not far from the door. It was probably because Lu Xingchen accepted her kindness that she gained some confidence and began to talk: "Why are you here?" Are you looking for someone?"

Most of the outsiders came here to find someone, but eight times out of ten times they saw it before, they were looking for someone to collect debts, but this young man didn't look like a debt collector at all.

Lu Xingshen: "Look for someone."

The male host handed him the mineral water: "Who are you looking for? I am familiar with this area, and I can ask for you."

Lu Xingshen tilted his head, and caught the sound of the door opening in the rain: "He has returned."

"Thank you for your hospitality." He stood up and went to the next door.

When the person left, the male host said in surprise: "Isn't the old Yanmucang next door? I didn't expect him to know such a person."

His daughter-in-law scooped out a bowl of rice and began to steam the rice: "Who knows, but it's definitely not Lao Yanmucang's relatives, his relatives can't look like this.

"Too."

When Lu Xingchen was standing outside the door holding an umbrella, Old Yan Mucang was sitting on a small bench and smoking a cigarette. After identifying himself, he stared at him for a long time before finally saying, "You are really picked up by old man Lu. that child?"

"Yes." Lu Xingshen sat down opposite him, with his long legs bent, posing for a conversation.

"You are doing well now and earning money, but it's a pity that old man Lu died early and didn't enjoy the blessings. By the way, what do you want to see me today?"

Lu Xingshen: "Do you remember where Grandpa picked me up?"

Old Yan Mucang frowned and thought for a while: "It seems to be at the overpass about three miles away from here. I remember old man Lu told us that. The place was prosperous in the early years, but now the city has been re-planned. It’s desolate. What? Do you want to visit? Are you going to find your parents?”

"Boy Lu, listen to me, you have struggled now, what do you want? Your parents lost you back then, so it can be seen that they didn't care about you too much. Why do you get it back? Use money to marry a daughter-in-law. A big fat boy, is it not good for your wife and children to be hot on the kang?"

In the earphones, Fang Lingfei repeated lightly: "Marry a daughter-in-law? Give birth to a big fat boy? Wife and children on the bed?"

Lu Xingshen: "..."

Old Yanmucang is still asking: "Do you think so?"

Lu Xingshen found a few words to deal with it, left a phone number, so that the young neighbor could call him for anything, and left quickly, quickly.

Xia Cheng asked: "The press conference is over, why are you still standing here?"

Fang Lingfei: "I'm planning a scene."

The agent was curious: "What scene?"

Fang Lingfei: "Catch the traitor!"

Xia Cheng: "???!!!"

After going out, without using his mobile phone to search, Lu Xingchen went to the overpass according to his memory. When he was a child, he and the old beggar used to carry a bag together and pick up bottles nearby.

"You haven't answered me yet," Fang Lingfei said.

He knew that it was just a joke, and he asked so persistently that he just wanted to find something to break the silence on Lu Xingchen's side.

Lu Xingshen: "There will be no daughter-in-law, nor will there be children."

"Will there be a husband?" Fang Yingdi began to tease the tiger's whiskers.

Lu Xing raised his eyebrows slightly: "You want to go to the house recently to expose the tiles."

Fang Lingfei: "No, not only do I want to remove the roof tiles, but I also want to remove the ceiling. Will you remove it?"

"No." Lu Xingshen said.

Fang Lingfei blinked: "Your good friend is already mad."

"Then who is breathing now?"

"It's a ghost."

After talking nonsense to each other, Lu Xing sank to the overpass.

The location given by the old Yanmu warehouse is very broad, just under a flyover, but as soon as he got here, Lu Xingchen seemed to have touched some perception, and naturally walked to the corner of the cement escalator.

This place may be regarded as a key. After he saw it, those memories naturally flooded into his mind.

It must have been winter, because from his vantage point he could see snowflakes falling from the sky.

The woman who took off the Taoist robe and changed into a down jacket hugged him with one hand. The wrong posture made him uncomfortable, but Lu Xingshen, who was still a baby, probably had some radar for danger, so he didn't cry No fuss, didn't do anything that would get a woman's attention.

The much younger Jiang Kuiyun's cold eyes fell on the baby's face, and Lu Xingshen heard her say: "You are so cute and cute, and you are born with rich blessings. It would be great if you were my child."

After saying this, he felt himself thrown to the ground.

There was no effort, and there was still snow on the ground, but it was still not something a baby could bear, not to mention that it was still so cold, only a child like Lu Xingchen who had a heart of a demon clan could persist until the old beggar found out.

After this memory was over, another memory surfaced.

It was a woman with a coat over a nurse's uniform, and Lu Xingshen suddenly had a clear feeling - this clip should come from his newborn, he felt himself being held in the arms of this woman, the woman looked terrified, and flinched as she walked look around.

As a baby in his arms, Lu Xingshen had limited vision, but soon a familiar face appeared in his eyes.Jiang Kuiyun took him, and a smile seemed to appear on the corner of his lips: "It's him, the money has already paid off your husband's debt, and you know what to say and what not to say in the future."

The woman said yes.

I closed my eyes.

Lu Xing walked back, but there were still fragments popping up in his mind.

But he stopped paying attention, and instead turned his attention to Fang Lingfei who started to read his sumptuous dinner to him.

When he heard "braised pork", he smiled and said, "Can you eat braised pork? Don't worry about your weight anymore? Or are you eating meat in the cloud?"

In the entertainment circle, it is as common as Yun raising cats is Yun eating meat.

Fang Lingfei: "That's better than you, who is still in the rain and hasn't even arrived home. I can at least smell it."

There was a smile between Lu Xing's brows and eyes: "Can you smell it? It's so miserable."

Fang Lingfei: ...

Gossiping all the way, Lu Xingshen walked through the winding alleys again and returned to the car.

As he drove away, he looked back.

He has now confirmed that it was Jiang Kuiyun who deliberately switched them, and it was Jiang Kuiyun who deliberately abandoned him here.

hate it?Not so.

This place did make him poor and difficult in his childhood, but it also gave Lu Xingchen something more important.

For example, the tenacity to face any setbacks alone.

He closed the window and left here.

The grave of the old beggar had already been moved to the Capital Cemetery after he earned money from a part-time job in college, so there was no need to stay here.

Lu Xingchen didn't know that after he left, a sneaky figure also came to this area.

Fang Ling'an: [What the hell, the props that were agreed to be able to monitor the protagonist in real time and report back what happened to the protagonist, can barely give a route to where the protagonist has gone right now?Do you want to be so pitiful? 】

0764: [The host please don't complain, the item effect system is out of control. 】

Fang Ling'an: [If it wasn't for the force of the surname Xu, I wouldn't follow the protagonist.Sigh... When will I be able to get rid of him and get out of this world? 】

After complaining a few words as usual, he followed the small map formed by the props and walked deep into the shanty town.

[I don't know what the protagonist is doing here? 】

0764: [According to the data and analysis, this may be the place where the protagonist lived when he was a child? 】

Fang Lingfei: [Huh?That's it, that's not unrewarding, doesn't it mean that this kind of protagonist who had a bad childhood usually has heart knots in childhood?Don't know if we can find out anything. 】

0764: [Isn't the host already planning to give up the mission? 】

Fang Ling'an: [Giving up won't delay my curiosity. 】

Having said that, he stood outside the house where Lu Xingchen went in and sat for a while, and was given a bottle of mineral water. He was about to use props to see if he could pry some information out of this family. , Suddenly there was a slight electric current in the ear.

The sound of the electric current slowly returned to normal after the "sizzling", and a complete sentence came to the ears——

"The host of System 444 has fallen, and he has suffered heavy injuries. He requests assistance from the passing host. In exchange, he can provide important news related to this world."