My ex boyfriend won't let me fall in love

The March wind blew on my face, making it painful.

There was continuous pain in Lu Xingchen's heart, he pursed his thin lips tightly, and didn't care.

Others have short legs, so naturally they can't keep up with the bicycle, so Zheng Qing intentionally slowed down a bit.

Lu Xingshen: "Why are you slowing down?"

Zheng Qing was startled, and didn't dare to think about it any more, and hurried to the clinic.

"Meow." Fang Lingfei wanted Lu Xingshen to put him down, and he said that although he was injured, it was not impossible for him to run.

Lu Xing tightened his grip on the cat in his arms, feeling the soft warmth, it seemed that there was something in his empty and aching heart.

When I arrived at the clinic, the doctor had already checked Grandpa Lu.

Lu Xingshen happened to hear what he said to Zheng Qing: "...the old man is old, and there are many bruises on his body. It is impossible to judge whether the internal organs and bones are injured. It is best to go to a big hospital for an examination. There is not enough equipment here, so I can’t check it, but at such an advanced age, the family still needs to be mentally prepared.”

Grandpa Lu grabbed Zheng Qing's hand that was trying to help him up, and his body remained motionless: "I don't want to go to the hospital, the old man, I know about the old man's body. It's nothing serious, so I don't want to go to the hospital."

The poor don't dare to get sick, and they don't know how much it will cost to step into the clinic. As for the big hospital with several floors, every tile in it is so smooth that people dare not set foot.

With great difficulty, he saved more than 1000 yuan for his grandson, which will be reserved for his grandson to study in the future. It may not even be enough to pay for all the medical treatment. He is 67 years old, and he has no money. Have a good life for a few years, and you can't drag the stars down.

If he dies, Xing Xing can be entrusted to the orphanage. His Xing Xing is so good, there must be a good family willing to adopt him and let him grow up like a normal child. "

Lu Xingchen put his little hand on the back of his dry bark-like hand, raised his head, his eyes were red: "Grandpa, let's go to the hospital for treatment."

"Xing Xing is good, grandpa is fine, don't go to the hospital."

Lu Xingchen nodded as if he had been fooled by him: "But Xingxing has a chest pain, Xingxing wants to go to the hospital."

The old man was anxious: "Why do you have chest pain? Did it just start? Doctor, help my grandson to see what's going on."

The doctor was begged to examine the child, but after repeated examinations, he felt that the child was in poor health.

Grandpa Lu asked anxiously: "How is it? Why does my grandson have chest pain?"

The honest doctor just wanted to say that I think your grandson is as strong as a calf, when he suddenly met the calf's eyes.

It was cold and deep.

Not like a six year old.

He trembled unconsciously, and the words in his mouth turned for some reason: "Heart is the place, lack of some formal examinations can't show anything, I still have to go to a big hospital, although I didn't see anything, but the human body is so Precise, if there is something wrong, right?"

The stubborn doctor insisted on the setting that he didn't see anything.

Grandpa Lu looked at Zheng Qing and begged, "Ah Qing, please help me take Xing Xing to the hospital for examination, and I will give you money when I get back."

Lu Xing remained still and insisted: "Grandpa will go together."

"Grandpa won't go." If the little grandson gets sick, he will need to spend even more money. Grandpa Lu can't wait for the medicines prescribed by the doctor to remove blood stasis and reduce swelling, so why would he go to the hospital with him?

When I go to my little grandson, I will definitely ask him to check.

He can't check, he has to save money for the stars.

Zheng Qing also persuaded Grandpa Lu to go, but Grandpa Lu, who has always been good-tempered and kind, has made up his mind this time. No matter what they say, he will not be moved. Instead, he urged: "Xing Xing is obedient, go to the hospital with brother Ah Qing."

Lu Xingchen clenched his sleeves: "I won't go."

"If Grandpa doesn't go, I won't go."

But this time Grandpa Lu didn't intend to let his little grandson mess around. Enduring the pain in his body, he forced a smile to Zheng Qing: "Ah Qing, please take Xing Xing to the hospital."

"I'm not going!" Lu Xingchen's voice became louder, and when Zheng Qing really came to hug him, he held on to Grandpa's sleeve tightly, remained silent for a few seconds, and finally said, "It doesn't hurt."

Zheng Qing asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

Lu Xingshen: "My chest doesn't hurt."

In fact, the heart is still hurting, the pain seems to be constantly shattering and overlapping, but it seems to be covered with a layer of frosted glass, knowing the pain, but the pain is unreal, as if there is a voice telling him that he cannot express it, absolutely cannot express it .

No pain?Looking at his face again, it really didn't look like he was feeling unwell at all, and he even had a slight blush after running a long distance.

The kid is lying?

Everyone present almost had a second thought and figured out why Lu Xingshen said that. The doctor who was frightened just now said with emotion that the child of the poor family was already in charge of the family, and his son who was the same age only knew how to eat and play every day. Have this thought.

Grandpa Lu wanted to leave the clinic as soon as possible. Although the doctor was gentle and kind, in his eyes this place was no different from a money-sucking hole. Staying longer seemed to save less money for his grandson.

Lu Xingshen couldn't persuade his grandfather to go to the hospital, but he definitely wouldn't let him go just like that.

The stalemate between the grandfather and grandson finally ended with Grandpa Lu's forehead burning up and starting a fever.

The doctor urgently helped to hang up the water.

Lu Xingshen guarded his grandfather by the hospital bed for a long time. After his grandfather fell asleep, he came out with the kitten and sat alone on the steps outside the clinic.

Zheng Qing didn't leave, but also sat on a chair outside, took a piece of bread in his hand, and handed it to Lu Xingchen.

"Xing Chen, grandpa has fallen down, you have to pay more attention to your body, eat well, and don't worry your sick grandpa."

Lu Xing lowered his eyelashes, Fang Lingfei raised his head and licked him with his tongue, and met the golden flames jumping in Lu Xing's cold and deep eyes, he heard Lu Xing's plain and normal voice: "Brother Ah Qing How could it be there?"

Zheng Qing was overjoyed. In the past, Lu Xingchen always ignored his closeness. Even if he reluctantly called him brother twice, it was because Grandpa Lu was present, so he couldn't hear any intimacy, but now he took the initiative to call him "Brother Ah Qing", Doesn't this mean that he has at least opened a gap?

The guilt in my heart for not reminding Grandpa Lu to avoid it suddenly faded away.

He smiled, and stretched out his hand to touch Lu Xingchen's head, but was frightened by the black cat that suddenly arched its back and stretched out its paws in Lu Xingchen's arms, and stopped his hand, thinking of the evil spirit on this black cat, My heart is also a little unnatural.

He is different from those gangsters. He has traveled through many worlds, so he naturally knows that there are indeed unscientific things in some worlds. Although the script he got in this world is supernatural science fiction, he still can't help but mutter in his heart.

Forcibly shifting his attention away from the cat, Zheng Qing said: "I made an appointment with my classmates to go to the Internet cafe to check information at noon. I happened to pass by there and saw a group of punks surrounding you."

Zheng Qing still wanted to say more, Fang Ling Feila stretched his body, put his front paws on Lu Xingchen's shoulders, opened his mouth to him, and raised his blood-stained paws, Zheng Qing's handsome His face turned pale, he quickly ended the topic and left.

After scaring away the bad guys, Fang Kitty regrouped, trying hard to pass his body temperature to Lu Xingshen in this cold winter.

"Meow meow." Don't worry, grandpa will be fine.

Lu Xingchen hugged him tightly: "Xiao Hei, I actually know that grandpa will die, right?"

"I don't know why, it's obvious that grandpa is lying in it, but I just think grandpa will die." He said softly.

Tears suddenly flowed out of the eyes with golden flames, and fell on Fang Lingfei's back like boiling oil, scalding him instantly.

Fang Lingfei licked his eyelids.

He knows that these are all fake, and they are all just memories that happened more than 20 years ago, but the distress he feels because of this will not decrease because it is a memory.

In other words, it really happened more than 20 years ago that Fang Lingfei was unable to touch, which is what makes him uncomfortable.

Lu Xingshen: "Am I so bad that I even thought that Grandpa had already died once?"

Fang Lingfei could only keep rubbing against him with his cat face, trying to give him some comfort.

He didn't know if Lu Xingshen had recalled that this was just a great dream.

Lu Xingshen's ability to say such things means that he has at least vaguely sensed the future, or sensed that something is wrong, but if he wakes up, there are golden flames in his eyes, but Fang Lingfei clearly remembers that his boyfriend Pull out the flame of the left eye.

The sky was dark and cloudy.

After hanging the bottle of water and the fever caused by inflammation subsided a little, Grandpa Lu insisted on going home.

It was only five o'clock in the afternoon, but for some reason, the sky was completely dark.

Faced with Grandpa Lu's request, Zheng Qing hesitated to agree.

He knew that the old man would not be able to survive this catastrophe, so he was quite worried. He said that if he agreed to send the old man home, what would Xingchen do if Grandpa Lu died and Xingchen resented him?

Zheng Qing didn't want to take any risks.

Lu Xingshen said calmly: "Take grandpa home."

Zheng Qing was taken aback.

He turned his head and saw Lu Xingshen's slightly pale face half-melted into the night, mysterious and distant.

I don't know why, but Zheng Qing should refute it, at least he can show his concern for Grandpa Lu, but when he met those eyes, he couldn't say anything, he just walked into the clinic, helped Grandpa Lu up, Sit on the back of your bike.

Back home, Lu Xingshen made porridge and boiled water for his grandfather silently.

It didn't take long for Grandpa Lu to feel hot again.

He stood by the bed, applying a wet veil to his grandfather's forehead, without saying a word, as if he was performing a hopeless ceremony, but also as if he was saying goodbye silently.

"Boy Lu, what happened?" Uncle He poked his head at the door.

A trace of disgust flashed in Zheng Qing's eyes, but thinking of the role of this person, he still laughed and replied, "Grandpa got hurt a little."

"Are you alright?" Uncle He looked towards the bed, but his gaze did not fall on Grandpa Lu on the bed, but on the child next to the bed, with a greedy light.

How much can such a fair and sensible child be sold for?

"Fortunately."

After Zheng Qing also left, Lu Xingchen stayed by his grandfather's side like this. He kept changing the handkerchief on his grandfather's head, and occasionally used a spoon to scoop up some water on the old man's chapped lips.

Fang Lingfei was always with him.

When the sun was about to come out the next day, Fang Lingfei, who was unable to resist his body's instincts and dozed off, heard the child next to him who hadn't rested all night and hadn't even drank a drop of water say: "I saw that grandpa would I know that this is a wasted effort.”

Fang Lingfei was startled, but looking at Lu Xingchen again, the little child seemed to be tired, closed his eyes, and carefully lay down beside his grandfather.

On the third day, the life of Grandpa Lu, who had been lingering in bed for two nights, finally came to an end.

Fang Lingfei was very anxious, no one else knew, but he had been with Lu Xingshen for the past three days, knowing that he hadn't had enough water.

At this time, like countless times in the past few days, he bit the corner of Lu Xingchen's clothes and pulled at the pot on the stove.

Lu Xingchen smiled softly, his lips were bright red, but his face was as pale as snow, inexplicably strange: "I don't need to eat, I don't need to eat human food, don't worry."

"Meow meow?" Have you recovered your memory?

Lu Xingchen stopped talking, and Fang Lingfei also felt that his current state seemed a little strange, so he fell silent.

After those people had left, Uncle He knocked on the door.

Lu Xingshen opened it for him.

Uncle He tried hard to show a simple and honest smile, but was spoiled by the greed on his face. He took out a handkerchief from his pocket, covered Lu Xingchen's nose and mouth, and said in a hoarse voice: "Anyway, the old man is dead. , Uncle will find you a new pair of parents."

Lu Xingchen closed his eyes.