My ex boyfriend won't let me fall in love

After being adopted like this for a few days, Fang Lingfei fully realized how lovable a little heartthrob his little boyfriend is.

The fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy carried a bag of bottles every day and gave them to him when he passed by. In addition, he would prepare breakfast for two and stuff it for him without rejection.

The young man named Zheng Qing greeted him specially every day, tried to touch the child's head many times, and gave him various snacks.

The brother and sister who were also picking up trash, the elder brother praised him for his good looks, and offered to share his precious steamed buns with Lu Xingchen, and after Lu Xingchen refused to eat them, Aiwu and Wu shared them with Fang Xiaomao.

In addition to these, the store that sells steamed buns takes special care to give him the biggest steamed buns, and the younger brothers and sisters who throw the bottle will take the initiative to give the bottle to him. There are countless things.

Most of Lu Xingshen didn't accept it, and often it made Fang Lingfei cheaper.

Fang Xiaomao feels like the concubine next to the ancient emperor now. In order to make him blow the pillow wind, there are always all kinds of people to curry favor with him.

Hi, proud.

But life is not always happy.

The poverty and hardship of life have always surrounded this small home.

Fang Lingfei felt a little sad when he saw Lu Xingchen who got up early, boiled water, cooked rice and washed in an orderly manner, and took care of him and Grandpa Lu like a little adult.

The person he likes has learned to be content with poverty and suffering when they were young.

But he looked uncomfortable.

It was already December and it was close to January. This province was originally located in the north, and the weather was very cold. When Lu Xingchen got up from the bed, he didn't hesitate at all.

After he finished these things, he picked up the kitten, put it in his arms warmly, and then looked at the door and window with a little sadness.

The houses in the shantytowns cannot be expected to be very strong, and it is commonplace to have seams.

This is fine in summer, but not in winter.

Although Lu Xingchen was a little one, he already knew that the cold wind would make him sick.

People in the neighborhood said that Grandma Zhang, who was two streets away, fell ill from the cold and was dragged to death.

Lu Xing thought deeply of his grandfather's body and was worried.

It's raining outside today, not too much, but because it's winter, it's so cold that people's bones are shivering.

Fang Lingfei arched his balled body into Lu Xingchen's arms. Lu Xingchen felt that he was warm, but he felt that Lu Xingchen was really warm, like a small stove in winter.

Holding down the restless kitten, Lu Xingshen taught him seriously: "Don't rub around, your clothes will be messed up."

Yes, little friend Lu made a dress for Fang Xiaomao.

Grandpa Lu coughs when winter arrives, and the kitten is too small and weak, relying entirely on its fur, it is likely to freeze to death in winter, little Lu Xingshen is not only worried about grandpa's body, but also worried about the kitten's frailty. A family of three is a very qualified head of the family.

In order to let the kitten survive the winter smoothly, Lu Xingshen remembered the time when he walked a long way to the pedestrian street.There is a community near the pedestrian street. In the community, people often take clean and well-groomed dogs for a walk. Those dogs wear small clothes.

Lu Xingshen also wanted to sew a small dress for the kitten.

Grandpa had bad eyesight, so he gave all the eight pieces of candy in the cardboard box to Grandma Li's house who was three houses away from them.

Grandma Li took on a lot of sewing work, and Lu Xingchen sat beside her quietly watching her do it.

After looking at it for several days, I came back and picked up the needle by myself and started to sew clothes.

In the middle, he also stabbed his hand several times. At that time, Kitty Fang would first rub around his leg, then circle around continuously, and stick out his tongue to lick his wound.

Distressed, but a little flattered.

[Hi, system, my wife is sewing clothes for me. 】

No. 1 sneered: [I'm afraid you forgot when you were in bed. 】

Fang Lingfei blushed, his hair puffed up, and he wanted to scratch the system's claws a few times.

Lu Xingchen's craftsmanship is naturally not very good, but it is comfortable and warm to wear. Fang Xiaomao firmly refuses to admit that it is his psychological factor.

Looking at the rain falling outside today, Grandpa Lu said: "Xingxing will stay at home with the kitten today, okay?"

Lu Xingchen shook his head: "The kitten stays at home, I want grandpa to come with me."

Grandpa Lu sighed. His little grandson's decision has always been something that even nine cows can't pull back.

There were two raincoats at home, and Lu Xingchen and his grandfather put them on. He put the kitten next to the stove that was still warm after cooking in the morning, touched the cat's head and said, "Be good at home, you can't make trouble."

However, Fang Xiaomao didn't want to stay, and wanted to jump on his little boyfriend, but he didn't know how Lu Xingchen did it, so he grabbed the nape of his neck and said with a serious face, "Be obedient."

At first glance, there is still some momentum.

Of course Fang Lingfei didn't go there in the end, but he didn't wait by the stove in the house. Instead, he squeezed out of the small hole and squatted under the eaves, waiting eagerly for Lu Xing to come back.

When Zheng Qing came out, he was holding an umbrella and wearing a scarf, exhaling continuously into his hands.

He took a look at Lu Xingshen's house, and as expected, he had already left.

Although subjectively I hope that it is best to meet Lu Xingchen every morning, be able to say a few words, and give a candy, but it is so cold in winter, although Lu Xingchen and Grandpa Lu wake up a little later than in summer, when they go out It's only a little past six.

Going out at a little after six o’clock, and getting up at five o’clock is a real test of work in winter. Zheng Qing lay on the bed one day, stretched out his hand, and was shivering from the cold After that, I couldn't get up again, and the meeting in the morning was just like that.

After sighing that Lu Xingshen's willpower is extraordinary at such a young age, Zheng Qing didn't care too much. He still has a lot of time, and everything can be done slowly.

As time goes by, dripping water wears away rocks, and there will always be success.

It was already seven o'clock at this time, he frowned and said, "Why did you leave the gloves at school?"

As he said that, he saw the little black cat under the eaves, and took out a small package of cat food from the side of the schoolbag, opened the mouth a little wider, put it in front of Fang Lingfei and said with a gentle smile: "Your brother put the cat food in the bag today." Did you stay at home? Are you hungry? Eat."

People who love to laugh can never be ugly, not to mention that Zheng Qing is handsome and fair, and his eyes will bend when he smiles, which can make a girl's heart beat.

After putting away the cat food, he originally wanted to touch the kitten's head in order to get closer to the kitten and let the other party get close to him, but he withdrew his hand thinking that it might not have been bathed after it was picked up.

Fang Lingfei didn't notice the other party's entanglement.

He actually liked this little boy, not because he often brought him cat food.

Well, he obviously doesn't have a cat, but the behavior of preparing cat food for him at any time is also very pleasing, but the main reason is that Zheng Qing perseveres in expressing kindness to Lu Xingshen.

Those who like my little boyfriend are good people, Fang Xiaomao probably has this mentality now.

He thanked Zheng Qing with a "meow", and then ate one to save face.

Zheng Qing was even happier. Normally, when Lu Xingshen was here, he would always hold the cat in his arms, making it difficult for anyone to get close.

On the other side, Lu Xingshen bought steamed buns at the bun shop with his grandfather as usual at noon, and Jiang Yuan was there, but his sister Xiaobao was not there.

Grandpa Lu was surprised: "It's raining today, why did Xiao Jiang come out?"

Jiang Yuan said obediently: "I want to quickly save money for my sister."

The old man sighed. Although he didn't know much about heart disease medicine, he knew it was very expensive just by hearing it. It was rare for the child's heart, but he was afraid that he would be disappointed in the end, but the old man didn't know how to say this. He worked hard for his sister. is a good thing.

After Jiang Yuan finished speaking, he looked at Lu Xingchen again, and smiled embarrassedly: "I still want to see the stars, and I want to give this to you."

He fumbled carefully in his pocket, and found three beautiful purple-red grapes.

This is now a high-end fruit imported from abroad. If the orphanage hadn’t bought it for the children this time, Jiang Yuan would not have been able to share it. They usually eat fruit occasionally, but it is the most common, and often The kind that was dying or was damaged somewhere.

Because it is cheap, you can buy a few more catties with less money.

There are many children in the orphanage, and some of them need medical treatment. They are poor and have no choice.

But even in such a difficult orphanage, the living conditions are still much better than those of Lu Xingshen. At least the children in it don't have to worry about not having enough food and clothing. There are not many, but their basic life is fine.

Lu Xingchen shook his head: "Thank you, I don't want to eat."

Based on his experience of being often given things by others, the best way to refuse is to say that he doesn't want it, not that he doesn't want it.

As expected, Jiang Yuan took his hand back, and the little big brother packed the tickets like he said: "Next time the aunts give out other fruits, I will bring them to you again, there must be something you like."

Grandpa Lu's face was full of guilt and remorse like the bark of an old tree.

When he first picked up the stars, he also wanted to send them to an orphanage. He knew that he was already 60 years old. How could a 60-year-old man earn his living by picking up trash, so how could he afford to raise a child?

But when Xing Xing smiled at him, Grandpa Lu hesitated.

This child is so obedient that everyone likes it. He doesn't cry or make trouble. He has fair skin and loves to laugh. A pair of black eyes are like two clear glass beads.

Most importantly, he would always happily grab his wrinkled hands as he passed by.

Grandpa Lu thought and thought, but in the end he was still not willing to send the child away, so he just raised him.

Now that the child has grown up, he is smart and cute, but Grandpa Lu feels uncomfortable. Such a good child should not live with an old man whose half of his body will be buried in the dirt, nor should he live in a slum.

How cruel are the parents, how could they be willing to lose their children?

"Grandpa, let's go back early today." Suddenly, Lu Xingchen held the old man's hand and said.

Grandpa Lu regained his thoughts, smiled lovingly and said, "Okay, Xing Xing and Grandpa will go back early."

When I went back, Kitty Fang was sitting under the eaves dignifiedly. The big fat mother smiled and said, "Your cat is very well-behaved. It has been sitting here since the morning until this time. It is waiting for you to come back."

Lu Xingchen took off his raincoat, picked up the kitten, and stroked it gently: "Xiao Hei is the best."

Fang Lingfei: ...What the hell is Xiao Hei?No matter how many times he heard the name chosen by the little boyfriend, he couldn't get used to it.

While hugging the cat, Lu Xingshen also saw the cat food on the ground.

Familiar packaging, he knows who gave it.

There was still a small half bag inside, he pursed his lips, and touched Fang Kitty's belly.

Naturally deflated.

"Why are you still hungry?"

Kitten Fang meowed for a while, you didn't come back, is Ben in the mood to eat some cat food?

Of course, Lu Xingchen couldn't understand it as always, so he carried it in, and picked up the rest of the cat food, and sighed old-fashionedly along the way: "It's so easy to deceive, what should I do if I'm sold out in the future?"

Fang Lingfei: ...

After finishing packing up, Grandpa Lu sorted out the rubbish he found today, and said with a smile, "Xing Xing will be six years old."

Lu Xingchen was also obviously a little happier: "I'm one year older. When I'm ten years older, I'll earn money to buy a car for grandpa and start a company. Grandpa won't have to pick up trash by himself in the future, he can direct others to do it."

"Okay, grandpa is waiting."

Fang Lingfei suddenly thought of what Lu Xingshen had told him in the past, that none of his childhood dreams had come true, because the most important person in the dream was gone.

His nose is sore, life is very bitter and tiring now, but he doesn't know why, but instead hopes that time will go slower, and slower.