King and General untie their battle robes

Ruan Xi is not someone who has never experienced chaos, on the contrary, he has been experiencing such encounters since he was a child.

He knows that many people will gradually move away, sooner or later, closer or farther, and repeat it every once in a while.

It's almost become a habit.

With the accumulation of all these incidents in the past, Ruan Xi originally thought that if he could not completely let go of the separation, at least he could at least take it lightly.

But unexpectedly, Jiang Yan's sudden disappearance caused an uncontrollable storm in his heart.

——It turned out that it wasn't that he was already indifferent, it was just that the weight of the people who had gradually left before that was not enough.

After the departure of his mother and queen, the people who came after him were no longer very important, and one more or one less was not enough for him to care about.

But Jiang Yan was different.

Jiang Yan was his friend since he was a child, he was like a brother, he was a teacher, and he was a trustworthy and close person.

That's why something happened to Jiang Yan, and Ruan Xi suddenly realized that his defenses were still so weak.

But now, besides Jiang Yan, there seemed to be another person who made him feel the same way.

Although the two are so different.One has been acquainted for a long time, the other met by chance, and their personalities are worlds apart.

But he actually had such a worry at a certain moment: Will you leave, and when will you leave?

Although Bian Youli had been talking about the things in the military camp, he wasn't very interested. He just saw that Ruan Xi didn't want to mention what he just said, and just talked about other things according to the trend. Both of them understood this.

In fact, he was observing Ruan Xi's reaction.

Ruan Xi felt a little strange to him tonight, and he couldn't tell what was wrong, but it was still a little different from usual.

You can't even ask, Bian Youli can only attribute this strangeness to his worries about Jiang Yan.

After talking about three or two interesting things, Bian Youli stopped talking, and turned to Ruan Xi, "It's a good thing that you can't find any news, it means there is no accident."

His consolation was a bit far-fetched, but Ruan Xi still understood his kindness.

"That's right," Ruan Xi said with a smile, "Jiang Yan does things on his own, maybe on a whim, and deliberately hides somewhere, it's hard to find every time."

"He can still do this?" Bian Youli was very surprised when he heard the words, "Does the Taifu not care?"

"Well..." Ruan Xi paused slightly, and said, "Teacher and I both feel that even if Jiang Yan's behavior is a bit out of line sometimes, if he can be more open-minded, those things are nothing."

"That's right." Bian Youli nodded understandingly, "He suffered great changes when he was a child, and his life was not easy."

Fortunately, the people Jiang Yan met were not bad, Ruan Xi and Tai Tuo even tolerated him.

Thinking of this, Bian Youli sighed: "Hiding in the dark and watching people looking for me is really interesting. Unfortunately, every time I hid when I was young, the master would scold me and let the senior brother watch me recite. "

Ruan Xi: "You don't like to endorse books?"

"Who would like to memorize memorization!" Bian Youli complained immediately, "Isn't it enough to understand those things? If I have to memorize them word by word, I'm definitely not willing."

Ruan Xi laughed: "When I was a child, I liked reciting books in the study the most."

Bian Youli seemed to be looking at a fool: "There is someone like you?"

Ruan Xi understood Bian Youli's gaze, and explained with a smile: "Because I am memorizing in the study, no one will disturb me."

"Then isn't it good for you to hide and play?"

Ruan Xi shook his head helplessly: "When my mother was here, I said that I can't be willful. After my mother left, I can't even more."

The only person he could rely on was gone, and the immature boy had to force himself to grow up. From then on, he put on a mature mask, behaved in a well-behaved manner, and his speech and behavior were perfect|seamless.

It's ridiculous to say that only the moment of reciting in the study, which is the most boring thing in the eyes of others, can give him a free space.

Bian Youli opened his mouth, but was unable to speak for a while.

Because he saw that there was a trace of envy clearly in Ruan Xi's eyes.

Bian Youli knew that Ruan Xi couldn't possess many things that others could easily obtain, but he never showed anything. Until then, he showed a little yearning for the life of an ordinary teenager.

Just because he was born in the royal palace, he was born with supreme dignity, so it was doomed that it would be difficult for him to do whatever he wanted from birth to growing up.

But even with his natural destiny, he is just a mortal.

So, after catching this look of envy, Bian Youli felt sad as if he felt the same way.

He couldn't bear to stare into Ruan Xi's eyes anymore. After thinking for a while, he lowered his eyes and said, "If there is a chance in the future, how about I go out for a walk with you? Although the palace is nice, it is not as vast as the outside world, and it has a different taste."

Ruan Xi was stunned, and looked at Bian Youli steadfastly, there seemed to be something strange in his gaze, it was hard to tell whether it was joy or melancholy, and he replied after a long while: "Okay."

"Alas," Bian Youli waited for Ruan Xi's reply, then sighed, and said, "When Jiang Yan is found, I'll scold him for you. Let's bring tens of thousands of people just to find him. , if you don’t punish him, it’s okay for me to scold him to vent my anger, right?”

Ruan Xi understood Bian Youli's mood in his words very well. Compared with other people, he reckoned that no one wanted to scold Jiang Yan more than himself.

However, he still rationally stopped Bian Youli: "Farewell, if you scold him, you will end up getting angry."

Bian Youli didn't believe it: "If I scold him, he must be angry."

Ruan Xi: "Really, you must be angry in the end."

When he said this, he looked like he couldn't look back on the past.

"..." Bian Youli hesitated, "Why?"

This matter hit Ruan Xi's heart, he suppressed his emotions, didn't hold it down, slammed the table, and said angrily: "You don't know, he won't listen at all! No matter what he says, he just let it go If you die without repentance, you know your mistakes on the surface, but you just don’t take it to heart, and you will forget everything before you leave the palace!"

Bian Youli paused, then said cautiously, "Have you tried it?"

Ruan Xi froze, and nodded sincerely: "You have learned from the past, don't learn from it."

Bian Youli imagined that scene for a while and found it very interesting, so he stopped insisting on asking Jiang Yan to give him a meal, and sighed instead: "I haven't heard from him for so long, I guess he must have really hidden himself. I used to like it too. Playing like this, what an interesting interest, was killed by my master."

Ruan Xi couldn't help but laugh when he put on an expression of bitterness and hatred, and immediately said with a smile: "Then next time you hide for a while, I'll go find you, how about it?"

Bian Youli clicked his tongue in dissatisfaction, expressing his refusal: "Forget it, you all know I'm going to hide, that's so boring."

Ruan Xi was just making a joke casually, and didn't care about Bian Youli's refusal, so he said, "Your master can find you every time?"

Bian Youli continued to suffer bitterly and bitterly: "If he does a fortune telling, he knows everything."

As soon as the words fell, he suddenly realized that he shouldn't have said those words.