Bu Tian Gang

Chijia is well prepared. The guest room is clean and spacious. It has been carefully cleaned. The bedding and pillows on the big bed should all be new. The winter solstice scalds the skin sorely, and the clothes on the body hurt so badly. Lying down to sleep, I can barely change into clean clothes, sit on the bed and rest for a while.

An hour passed quickly, and Mr. Chi couldn't help but look down when he saw the "peach blossom" behind him that had only faded in color but hadn't disappeared.

After the winter solstice, I looked back in the mirror and found it naturally.

"Sorry, my ability is limited. It seems that there are too many high-level people in this world!" Old Master Chi shook his head, although he was unwilling, he could only smile wryly, "In this situation, the lowering of the head should be suppressed a little bit, but the symptoms are not the root cause. , If you want to release the surrender, I am afraid there is only one way, the person who tied the bell is needed to untie the bell, find the person who descended, kill him, and the surrender will naturally be released."

He also knew that if he said this, he didn't say it. There is no doubt that a person who can lower his head like this has a vicious mind. How could Dong Zhi and the others easily find him?Even if you try to find it in the end, I'm afraid it will be too late.

Winter Solstice was a little disappointed, but it was also expected. He had already had a hunch that things might not be resolved so easily.

"Old man, if this head drop cannot be resolved, what will be the end result, will I die?"

Old Man Chi hesitated for a moment, but Dong Zhi had already seen the answer from his face.

"Then if I die, will the soul be used by the descendant to do other things?"

Winter Solstice is afraid of death. He yearns for and loves life like every person with a strong desire to survive. He still has many dreams to fulfill, but he is even more afraid that he will be treated as a puppet after his death, standing on the opposite side of his former friends and companions. , Cai Na really has no way to survive, and no hope to die.

Before old master Chi could answer, Dong Zhi's shoulder was already held down.

Long Shen said: "You will not die."

Old Master Chi sighed secretly, and expressed regret and apology to them. It could be seen that the old man was hit hard, not only because he failed to help Long Shen and the others, but also because this incident made him realize that although he was considered powerful, There are still many head-down techniques in the world that he can't do anything about.

The surrender failed, and both of them had no intention of attending the reception banquet at Chi's house. Mr. Chi knew that what they needed most now was to rest and discuss countermeasures, so he didn't try to persuade them to leave. He personally sent them away, and promised to help them with any progress. Can come anytime.

Chi Banxia's cousin, the young man who sent them over, drove them back to the hotel himself.

"I've already checked in for you, and all your luggage has been taken in. You can just go up."

Dong Zhi thanked him, took the room card, and went upstairs with Long Shen.

They booked two adjacent rooms on the same floor. The location is excellent. There is a huge and open floor-to-ceiling window in the room. When you open the curtains, you can see the gorgeous Liuxia slowly falling into the sea level with the setting sun. People in twos and threes are walking on the beach. , regard this place as an excellent romantic place.

"Master, do you have any plans for the next step?" He barely pulled himself together.

Long Shen said: "Take you to the northwest, meet someone, he may have a solution."

Even Long Shen said the word "possible", which shows that he is not very sure, but Dong Zhi didn't ask further, but instead asked, "Are you going to leave tomorrow?"

Long Shen shook his head: "Didn't you say you want to stay here for a few more days? I booked for five nights."

Winter Solstice said with a smile: "That's great. We can walk along the seaside and eat seafood these few days. I have been to Sanya before. I will be a tour guide and take you to have a good time."

Long Shen said yes.

"Master, I'm a little tired. I want to sleep first. I'll go see you tomorrow morning. You don't need to call me for dinner." Tired and weak in voice.

Long Shen stared at him for a moment: "Then you have a good rest."

Watching the other party leave and closing the door, before Dongzhi could breathe a sigh of relief, he was overwhelmed by the surging pain.

He bent down, his back pressed against the door and slowly slid down, his hands tightly clutching the clothes on his chest, dense pain pierced his back like being pricked by needles, the pain was so painful that he couldn't do anything else, the only way to relieve the pain .

In fact, this attack was not as intense as the last time, perhaps it was Mr. Chi's measures that relieved it, but Dong Zhi still didn't want Long Shen to see him in such a state of embarrassment, because he clearly saw the pity in Long Shen's eyes just now. and pain.

Long Shen was supposed to be powerful and omnipotent. In the thousands of years he has gone through, he has experienced many winds, frosts, rains and snows, but now he has finally accepted an apprentice. Not only did he not enjoy the benefits brought by the apprentice, I have to worry about running around for my apprentice.

Even the winter solstice is worthless to Long, because not only does the apprentice he accepts not enjoy the long lifespan like him, but even when he was able to make some achievements, he was demoted and faced a terrible ending. If you go back, the other party will probably regret it too.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing out loud, but it caused another throbbing pain in his heart, this time it was a little more severe, Dong Zhi closed his eyes, and told himself that he just had to endure it, the last time the attack was so severe, he suffered Come here, this time it will definitely be okay, but tears come out unknowingly.

He saw the Changshou sword beside the bed with his luggage, wiped away his tears and staggered over, grabbed the sword in his hand, and hugged it in his arms, as if he could draw a little strength by doing so.

He is afraid of death, he is afraid of the dark and unknown world, he wants to fight with He Yu and see Chaosheng Liu Qingbo and the others, and in the face of future dangers, he wants to stay behind Long Shen silently, even if he is healthy, his life is only for the right weapon For decades, even if they can only be masters and apprentices for a lifetime, Lingling wants to draw another picture for Long Shen, and he wants to keep the phrase "don't be afraid if I am here" firmly in his heart. Even if you go to Qiongbi and fall to Huangquan, you will never forget it.

Tears gushed out and dripped on the scabbard of Changshoujian. At this moment, it seemed that only this icy temperature could convey a little comfort.

I'm sorry, Master.The winter solstice is silent, I could have been more careful, so that maybe I would not be plotted against. I wanted to be your apprentice because of my own selfishness, but now I am tired of you and worrying about me. You should have someone who can accompany you Over the years, a strong apprentice like you, not weak and useless like me...

The protruding lines on the scabbard hurt his face, but the pain was not one-tenth of the pain when he fell his hair. The cold sweat had already soaked his entire back. to divert attention.

But that round of red sun has been completely submerged by sea water, and the rest of the orange light in the sky is still struggling in the sapphire blue sky, and soon it is no match for the overwhelming night. But how can that sporadic fire warm the cold heart?

The wind blows in from the window. Even though there is no severe cold here all year round, the wind in winter nights still brings a bit of coolness.

Dong Zhi was motionless, sitting on the edge of the bed, as if falling asleep.

He also forgot when he lost consciousness later, he only knew that when he woke up, he was already lying on the bed, clean and covered with a quilt, there was still steaming porridge and side dishes beside the bed, and there was a familiar person.

"Master."

When he opened his mouth, Dong Zhi realized that his throat was tearing, his nose was blocked, and his voice was muffled.

He thought about it, and thought that he probably caught a cold when he was blown by the wind when he sat and fell asleep later.

Long Shen hummed: "Eat the porridge first, then the medicine."

He acted as if nothing had happened, but Dong Zhi felt guilty instead, and didn't dare to say anything. He picked up the bowl obediently, drank the porridge in one gulp, then took the water and medicine handed by the other party, swallowed it in one gulp, and couldn't help laughing: "Master , how did you get in?"

Long Shen: "I have the key card of your room."

He also saw the tear-stained face when he was holding the sword before?The winter solstice is getting more and more guilty.

"I'm sorry." He quickly apologized in the principle of being frank and lenient.

Long Shen looked at him: "Why didn't you call me when you had a seizure?"

Winter Solstice lowered his head and said in a low voice: "I know you have spent a lot of effort on my affairs, and you have also done many things that I don't know about. I can't help you much, and I don't want to make you worry more."

Long Shen said lightly: "In this matter, I don't want you to hide it from me. You are my apprentice and the only apprentice I have accepted so far. I am willing to care about you, and I don't think it is a burden."

At the beginning, Dong Zhi nodded obediently and did not dare to respond, but after hearing it, he couldn't help but look up at Long Shen.

Long Shen said: "I'm not the person who doesn't care about anything as you imagined. I also have emotions and desires, which may be weaker and duller than ordinary people, but I have them after all. Before, I also thought it was because of your obsession. You will be accepted as a disciple only if you work hard to impress, but then think about it, if you didn’t see it differently from the beginning, how could you pay attention to your persistence and hard work?”

Dong Zhi was stunned and couldn't recover. He found that his comprehension had gone wrong. For the first time, he couldn't understand Long Shen's words, or he didn't dare to think in that direction at all.

Long Shen did not continue this topic.

"Do you want to continue sleeping?"

Winter Solstice shook his head.

Long Shen: "The weather is not bad today, let's go for a walk?"

Winter Solstice nodded when he heard the surging waves coming from the window.

He had a bit of a cold, so Long Shen brought him a coat and asked him to put it on. Winter Solstice lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed, but he forgot that he was weak after the hair fall attack, and almost fell forward when his feet softened.

After hesitating for a moment, he said to Long Shen, "Master, why don't we go tomorrow?"

Long Shen saw that he didn't want him to carry it on his back, and it was a bit troublesome to carry someone to the beach in the middle of the night. The key point was that there might not be a place to sit at the beach. Long Shen paused, said "wait for a while", then turned and left.

Dong Zhi didn't know what he was going to do, but after ten minutes, Long Shen pushed a wheelchair.

"Let's sit here first, it's easier to get up and down."

Winter Solstice: "Master, is your alias Tinker Bell?"

Long Shen explained quite seriously: "The hotel has wheelchairs for rent."

With a wheelchair, it is much more convenient to get in and out. Long Shen even put a thin blanket on his knees. The aftereffect is that others thought he was disabled, and gave way to the oncoming people. In the elevator, Dongzhi even met a little girl with a flower in her hand. Give it to him, saying that brother wishes you a speedy recovery.

There is a beach in front of the hotel, and there are many people walking on the beach at night, but now it is almost late at night, and there are few tourists, and the vastness and emptiness carry the smell of the sea, which immediately clears the mind.There was a shower during the day, and the night looked exceptionally clear. The sky was full of stars rushing out to defend the crescent moon. There was no need for artificial lights, but there were also sparkling waves. Leave a lonely wet mark.

A couple ran past laughingly. The girl was barefoot in a long dress and her long hair was blown by the wind, covering her face. The boy who was far behind her picked up his mobile phone and took a picture of the best moment of his girlfriend. Even if the clarity of the night is not enough, that moment may have been imprinted in his heart.

The boy quickly caught up with his girlfriend, and the two kissed under the witness of Xingyue. Xu Shi caught a glimpse of Dongzhi and the others coming from the corner of his eye. The girl was a little embarrassed, and hurriedly pushed her boyfriend away, dragging him away quickly A few strings of hurried footprints were left on the beach, and the tides came and went, but the traces could not be wiped away, and there was still a faint taste of love.

The two walked away with a smile, leaving a few strings of footprints on the beach. Dong Zhi couldn't help but sighed, like envy and regret.

Standing behind him, Long Shen suddenly made a sound.

"Are you envious of them?"

Dong Zhi shook his head: "I'm just happy for their simple and beautiful little happiness."

I'm glad that not everyone in this world can't get what they want, and there are still people like the two just now who find each other in the vast sea of ​​people, fall in love with each other, and finally get married.

"Do you think this is happiness?" Long Shen asked.

Winter Solstice smiled and said: "It should be. Some people want a lot of happiness. The whole world is in front of him, and he still thinks he can get more. Some people want little happiness. Even if they see the sea and the stars , Seeing the person you like makes you happy for half a day.”

Another wave of waves came, and they were still some distance away from the flooded place, so they didn't need to rush to retreat, but the footprints left by the couple just now almost disappeared after being swept by the sea water several times.

As far as he could see, the young couple had disappeared. Maybe they went to the distant darkness to whisper love words, or maybe they had gone back to rest. His eyes followed their figures, and he felt a little lost for no reason.

Suddenly, a small shadow shrouded his eyes, and before he could react, his lips felt warm.

Long Shen bent forward, tapped lightly, and when Dong Zhi was stiff and petrified, unable to respond, his lips had left.

"Now, do you feel happy?"

Dong Zhi regained his composure, he almost thought that he had hallucinated just now, and this hallucination was so real, even the temperature on his lips seemed to be still there.

His heart skipped a beat, and then it intensified again. He couldn't help pressing his chest, fearing that he would be revived by lowering his head.

"Master, what were you doing just now?" His voice was a little floating.

If it's not an illusion, then it may be that Long Shen thought it was a way of expressing the master's love for the apprentice, or the other party originally wanted to kiss the forehead or nose, but he didn't find the right position for a while, so he made a misleading move.

He began to think of excuses for Long Shen, but the other party's next sentence was: "I'm kissing you."

"Why?" Winter Solstice was in a daze. He looked at the dark sea in front of him, as if he wanted to see them blooming a flower in the waves, and he didn't even move. I am not in a calm mood.

But Long Shen's tone was more puzzled than him: "Don't you like me? I thought you would be happy if you did this."

Happy, of course he was.

Huge joy flooded in like a flood, and he was at a loss as if the string of footprints had been submerged in an instant. He felt that time was standing still at this moment, and he would die without regret.

But the joy turned into severe pain in an instant, like a sharp knife cutting his heart, the pain was so painful that Dong Zhi couldn't help bending over slightly, and his eyes were sore and swollen from the pain, almost crying.

Long Shen saw that he seemed to be showing signs of hair loss, and bent down to hug him horizontally, but was held down by Dong Zhi's wrist.

"I am fine."

Long poked his forehead deeply, and there was a normal temperature under his palm, and his skin was clean and sweat-free.

Dong Zhi took a breath, as if he had endured the sudden pain, and said: "Actually, when I entered this industry, I had already considered the danger, knowing that I might be injured or even sacrificed. Anyway, my parents have passed away. If something goes wrong, don’t worry your family.”

Long listened quietly.

"Even if the ants steal their lives, I'm also afraid of death, and I'm even more afraid that after being hit by the bow head, I will live like a human and a ghost. I can't help myself like Mingxian, and I am against you. At that time, I will be just a puppet, not yours." Apprentice, you are no longer a living person with feelings and thoughts."

He thought he had already calmed down, but when he saw Long Shen squatting down in front of him, watching the other party's focused expression, tears still couldn't help pouring out.

"You won't become like that, I will try my best." Long Shen said, reaching out to wipe away his tears, "I have already contacted the director of the Northwest Bureau, he is an extremely powerful person, maybe there is a way."

"So, Master, I don't need any sympathy, including yours." Winter Solstice held his hand, the slightly coldness met the warmth, and the coolness was soon wrapped in warmth. "I'm Long Shen's disciple. Even if I can't be as strong as Long Shen, I should be as strong as him."

Long Shen frowned, "I'm not sympathizing with you."

He didn't know how the winter solstice came up with such an idea.

"I never force others or myself to do things I don't want to." He pinched the other person's chin and pecked his lips again.

This meaning should be clear enough, right?

Dongzhi pushed him away.

"Sorry, Master, I regret it."

"You also know that human beings, especially men, are always so bad-natured that what you can't get is the best. After you kissed me, I realized how I felt about you. Before that, I might just be wrong. Confusing admiration with love."

"And you are right. When I am old and you still have the same face, I will definitely be angry or inferior, and cannot accept such a situation. I figured it out. What I like should be as sweet as that girl just now. Lively, like to act like a baby, ordinary, like you, I will feel pressure and sense of distance."

He had to pinch his nails into the palm of his hand and use the pain to wake himself up, so that he could speak out these words one after another.

Covered with one hand, he separated Dong Zhi's fingers one by one.

"You're lying." Long Shen said, "When you feel guilty and nervous, you will clenched your fists, just like the last time you wanted to get me drunk."

Seeing Dong Zhi's stunned expression, there was a hint of a smile in his eyes, and it was rare for him to be narrow-minded, so he deliberately asked, "Why, forgot?"

How could he forget the winter solstice? He remembered it clearly, but he didn't expect Long Shen to remember such small details long ago.

"This time, I may not be able to survive. Even if I can, at best, I will only have a few decades of life. I can't be with you for a long time. I can't just see my life and ignore yours. It's not suitable for us. , me too, not worthy of your liking."

Life in this world is nothing more than gain and loss. On the road of continuous abandonment, we keep getting something, and in the process of getting it, we keep giving up other things.

He used to confess to Long Shen in order to "get", to get Long Shen's love, to get Long Shen's respect, to get what he wanted, in the final analysis, it was a kind of possessive desire, but now he "gives up", but abandons everything. Desire, choose restraint, just to let the other party not feel sad because of worrying about yourself in the future.

If it was Long Shen who had just turned into a human form, or Long Shen who watched Yu Qian calmly die, he might not understand the difference between the winter solstice and the sacrifice, but now that he has been in the Special Administrative Bureau for many years, how can he not see it? The winter solstice pretends to be calm, duplicity.

Feeling slightly moved in his heart, there was an emotion that even he couldn't explain clearly, Long Shen said: "There is no value in this world, only whether you like it or not."

He lowered his head again, this time the kiss was deeper, a red mark was pinched on Dong Zhi's chin, his eyelashes trembled, his eyes drifted, and his breathing was messed up.

"I've never treated anyone like this before." Long Shen said.

Solstice is the first and probably the only one.

"Without you, I will continue to walk like this. With you, at least for the past few decades, someone will walk with me. Would you like to?"

Long Shen's face was half-hidden in the darkness, but the hot air he breathed could be seen very close at hand. Dong Zhi blinked, as if to blink away the dense mist there. , Impulse has preceded rationality, let Dongzhi grab Longshen's neck, take the initiative to meet him, peck lightly on that thin and cool lips, and then quickly parted.

"Are you sure you don't feel disgusted?"

Long Shen shook his head, and even asked him: "Do you want to try again?"

"No need!" Dong Zhi hurriedly said, his face was steaming, thinking that luckily he couldn't see clearly in the dark.

Then he heard Long Shen's voice ringing in his ears.

"I have never loved anyone before, and I don't know what love is, but I am willing to try and be a flesh and blood Long Shen for you who understands love and hate."

The mist lingered in the eyes for a while, and finally flowed out, and Dong Zhi buried his head in the opponent's neck trembling.

Obviously I have never cried many times between life and death, but I always look weak in front of Long Shen.

Let him be weak again tonight.

As the night gets deeper and the sky gets cooler, the sound of the waves remains the same, but I don't know when it changes from a single surge to a harmonious harmony with ups and downs.

With the fiery body around me, the cold wind became more and more unbearable, and the winter solstice sneezed.

"Go back." Long Shen said.

Winter Solstice agreed, and Long Shen pushed the wheelchair towards the hotel.

He took one last look back in the direction of the sea.

The sparks of the ships in the distance are still there, twinkling and twinkling, echoing with the stars in the sky.

The ship lights are tonight, while the starlight comes from billions of light years away. They travel through time and space and converge into a wonderful fate.

Perhaps in the vast universe, there are countless such fates, just like him and Longshen, even if he is like the boat light, it will go out tomorrow, but at least, they have met before, and the stars may know that there was such a small amount of love. Light, on the sea of ​​a certain planet, accompanied me through the long night.