Tomorrow future

The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings, birth, old age, sickness, death, separation from love, resentment and hatred, not getting what one wants, and five skandhas.

It is nothing more than because of this form, feeling, thought, action, and consciousness that there are all kinds of greed, hatred, and ignorance!

The snow-capped mountains on the other side of Namtso are sacred and pure, but the blue sky and blue lake can't reflect the myriad of inner thoughts.

On the day of going to Namtso, I don’t know if it was because there were too many distracting thoughts in my heart, but the sky blue one seemed a little scary. Shen Duo, who was majestic all the way, suddenly started to have altitude sickness, curled up in the back seat dizzily, retching, and left the lake. The closer the reaction, the heavier the reaction.Xu Nuo wanted to give up, but he was reluctant to see the holy lake so close, so he had to sit in the back seat and lend Shen Duo his shoulder to lean on, holding a towel to prevent Shen Duo from vomiting on him all the time.

After bumping all the way, I finally arrived at the lake. Layers of prayer flags, straight Populus euphratica, sporadic beggars, blue sky and white clouds, Xu Nuo felt his chest bellows, but his head was bound by a tight hoop. At the foot is the mani pile engraved with the mantras of the six sons. Looking around, there is no green as imagined, but a touch of withered yellow dotted in it, desolate but solemn and terrible.

Xu Nuo walked a few steps, nearly fell, and was pulled by a Tibetan behind him before he stopped. Xu Nuo hurriedly thanked him, but the man shook his head and left.Only then did Xu Nuo realize that his altitude sickness turned out to be very severe.Turning around, he shouted "Dan Zhi, Shen Duo!" with a trembling voice, but he couldn't make any more sound.

Shen Duo seemed to be much better. Seeing the swinging Xu Nuo, he hurried over with Lan Danzhi's support. The three of them found a clean place, put on thick clothes and sat by the lake, looking at the clean water in front of them. The surface of the lake does not contain a single impurity, and you can feel the broadness that seems to be able to accommodate everything. The sky is connected with the sky, and the water is connected with the water. Where is the sky and where is the water?

Xu Nuo cleared his throat, and asked softly, "Is that Tanggula? You two said, is the mountain surrounding the lake, or is the lake surrounding the mountain?"

I don't know whether it was because the voice was too low, or the two people had their own thoughts, and they didn't say anything to Xu Nuo's question, and Xu Nuo didn't bother to ask, and continued to look at his lake and think about his thoughts.

After a long time, Lan Danzhi said, "You said there are groups of people turning around by the lake, what are they doing? No matter how deep the lake is, it probably won't be able to accommodate so many people's prayers!"

"That's why there are waves on this lake!" I don't know when an old Tibetan man in ragged clothes was sitting next to him, with a dark face, and said in broken but clear Chinese, "It's not so much that they are praying for Buddha, it is better to say that they are praying for themselves." , They have too much helplessness, too much suffering that cannot be understood by outsiders, who else can they tell to other than this world?"

"I said it, can the sky and the earth solve it!" Lan Danzhi sneered, "The sky is above my head, and the earth is under my feet, but where is the sky? Where is the earth?"

"Heaven and earth are in your heart!" The old man then replied, "You baby, you are too hostile. Sometimes letting go of yourself is to give yourself a chance and give others an eternal life! Life is too bitter, why should you give it to others?" Pain again?"

"Bitterness? What is bitterness?" Lan Danzhi continued to ask, after all, he was young and inexperienced, but anyone who violated his own character would inevitably not be aggressive!

"Birth is suffering, death is suffering, illness is suffering, old age is suffering, life is hard to avoid love and parting, resentment and resentment, and not getting what you want. Everything is just the five yin blazing." The old man still replied in that calm tone.

"Huh!" Lan Danzhi sneered, stood up and looked at the lake, and pointed at Tanggula opposite, "What do you say about birth, old age, sickness and death? It's not suffering, it's luck. This soil and this stone are ignorant and naturally come from nowhere. Going around, I have never seen the fragrance of flowers, never heard the song of birds, I don’t know where there is a breeze, I don’t know where there is a bright moon, they are neither born nor dead, nor immortal, so naturally they don’t know the sweetness of thinking and knowing!”

The old Tibetan also stood up and said in a trembling voice, "Some are born rich, some are born poor, some are born healthy, some are born disabled, some live a healthy life, and some live a bumpy life. A long life is a short life, every stroke in the reincarnation book is doomed..."

"Destined! Old man, do you believe in Buddhism? If you believe in this life, you will live in the next life! But I don't believe in Buddha. I only know that I am me when I am born, and I am not me when I die. The difference between life and death depends entirely on myself." Just come and fix it!" Lan Danzhi looked into the eyes of the old man, and said word by word, "This Sanger flower will not bloom because of me, nor will I thank you for it. I kowtow a few times and say a few flattering words just to give me a high look?"

"Sincerity leads to spirit!" The old man seemed to refute!

"Sincerity?" Lan Danzhi retorted that he was addicted, and regardless of the obstruction of Shen Duo and Xu Nuo beside him, he took a step forward and continued, "My heart is up to me, and I still can't see the way forward. You are so busy giving yourself Gods and Buddhas who have accumulated merits still have time to point out a bright road to me, an ordinary person!"

The old man sighed, "Everyone in the world is confused, but they always think that they are the most sober. Without faith, it is terrifying!" After speaking, he shook his head, turned the prayer bucket and staggered away.

Lan Danzhi remained behind, "Old man, it's better to be a little confused when you're alive! I, a young man, can see through it, so you should think about it!"

It's better to be a little confused, knowing so much what to do, but it's just a few short autumns.

Xu Nuo shook his head, a little wanting to laugh, wondering if this experienced old man could sleep soundly at night after being choked by a Han boy for a long time?Will he find a corner where there is no one and complain to his god and his Buddha?However, if you think about it, those magnanimous gods and Buddhas disdain a young man who is not as good as a weak crown to make a difference?But who told you that a person who is not good at speaking Chinese should try to use Chinese to persuade an eloquent Han guy?

Shen Duo didn't think so, he pulled Lan Danzhi to sit down, persuaded him softly, maybe he babbled a bit, leaned over impatiently and pulled him to promise, "Come on, let's change places, this layman must be I think I was too busy driving and ignored him just now, the ink stains are so bad, come here, don't let me listen to him chanting some magic spells alone, listen to it too!"

Shen Duo was amused, since he was really uncomfortable anyway, why not enjoy the treatment of a sick patient, simply leaned down, put his head on Lan Danzhi's lap, and said with a smile, "I said Second Young Master, I am an ordinary person, You are a saint, so please pity me, an ordinary person, and let me rest." After speaking, he raised his leg to put his foot on Xu Nuo's lap, but Xu Nuo pushed him away.

Xu Nuo said with a smile, "I said Dan Zhi, what did you do to piss off that old man just now? He eats more rice than us, and has seen more bridges than we have walked. What he said still makes sense."

Lan Danzhi lowered his head, and said after a while, "I'm already suffering, I don't need others to remind me!"

Xu Nuo was a little puzzled, and tilted his head to look at Lan Danzhi.

Lan Danzhi simply stepped back, resting his head on his arms and looking at the blue sky, he said after a long time, "Lan Danqing and I are half-brothers. , and was kicked out. The old man and the old lady only recognize Lan Danqing's mother, but they don't recognize my mother, so naturally they don't recognize me. Even now, during the Chinese New Year, they are the whole family staying at the old house to watch the New Year's Eve, and I Alone. I knew that I had a brother for a long time, but I was seven or eight years old. My brother only knew that there was a brother like me. It was the first time I entered the old house and registered for a registered permanent residence. My identity is real. Nephew, you Is it ridiculous?"

Xu Nuo didn't know how to answer the words, so he also lay down and asked after a long time, "Then, where's Auntie?"

"You mean my mother?" Lan Danzhi smiled lowly, "When I was five years old, my mother finally couldn't accept her and found someone to marry."

Shen Duo sat up and looked at Lan Danzhi from top to bottom.There is no sadness or helplessness in the young man's eyes, he is very calm, as if he is just telling a story of someone else, he cannot be in it, nor can he empathize with it.

Shen Duo also lay down, lying between the two of them, "My family is also quite messy, my family is patriarchal, and people without boys are called extinct families. My mother worked so hard to give birth to a boy, so I got me! It is said that a fine of 5000 yuan was also imposed. Since childhood, my sisters have been jealous of me and pinched me whenever I could. When I complained, they were beaten up, and then punished me, a vicious circle. Unlike you, Anyway, your brother still loves you. I was thinking, when I get married in the future, I must have one, whether it is a boy or a girl, preferably a girl, then I will love her well and buy her beautiful clothes, beautiful Issuing card, if there is a young boy who tries to get her idea, see if I won't beat him!"

"No wonder you are so kind to Wang Yixin, you are raising your feelings like a girl!" Xu Nuo joked, said it again, but stopped.

"Be nice to her..." Lan Danzhi said.

"I'm sorry, Dan Zhi..." Shen Duo was a little embarrassed.

"I'm sorry, I don't like her now." Lan Danzhi sat up and stretched his arms, "Promise, I've always wanted to ask you something, how did you get out!"

"He is, mine, a friend." Xu Nuo didn't know how to answer. When he wanted to talk to others, no one could listen to him. He didn't want to talk, but someone asked. He picked up Luo Lie before leaving The sentence "promise, goodbye", goodbye means to forget, but if you still hate, how can you forget.

"Promise, that person is not simple, he moves faster than my brother, I don't know what's the relationship between you, but you'd better stay away from him, you'd better have nothing to do with him, there are many people and things, it's good to be confused Yes!" Lan Danzhi said lightly.

At this moment, Xu Nuo suddenly felt that although Lan Danzhi was the youngest of them, he was also the most understanding.

So what about Shen Duo?Does he know his mind?

The so-called deep love will hurt if you don't live long and wisdom will hurt, that's basically it.

This trip to Tibet became a disease for three people.

In September, Lan Danzhi waved his sleeves, and it is unknown whether he took away the cloud or not.