Tomorrow future

The young couples in twos and threes on the campus don't think it's cold, they hide in the dark corners and talk to each other, even breathing ambiguously.Xia Xue blushed, and tugged on Xu Nuo's cuff, "Xu Nuo, let's stop wandering around here."

Xu Nuo didn't know what the girls were talking about in the dormitory.But what was discussed in the boys' dormitory, Xu Nuo knew and remembered it clearly.The topics in the boys’ dormitory are mostly talking about games or the opposite sex, and the opposite sex is undoubtedly the number one, especially the monk class that promises that there are not many girls in the campus, and even the sister who eats in the cafeteria will be ridiculed for a long time if she gives an extra rib school.

Xia Xue's words undoubtedly became an invitation, and Xu Nuo suddenly became excited.

So he said "OK" with some excitement, took Xia Xue by the hand and ran out of the campus, found a clean hotel in the back alley of the school and got in.

The two stood in front of the bar with blushing faces and waited for the waiter to complete the registration. They took the key and ran into the room as if fleeing for their lives, locking them firmly.

Xia Xue blushed even more when she saw Xu Nuo, who was panting heavily, and said "I'm going to the bathroom" before turning around and entering the toilet.

Xu Nuo took off the scarf, took off the down jacket and hung it on the hook on the wall, began to look around the room, turned around and saw several red boxes on the small shelf next to the TV, Xu Nuo turned on the TV and lay on the bed and picked one up to have a look, " "Coax" and his face turned red, and instantly turned pale again, he had a shadow on this thing.

Xia Xue washed her face with cold water in the bathroom, felt better, then walked out, hung the down jacket beside Xu Nuo, turned around and saw Xu Nuo looking at it with a small box, walked over curiously and sat next to Xu Nuo He asked, "What are you looking at? Show me." After speaking, he snatched it up and took a few glances.

No matter how innocent a girl is, she is still an adult. Even if she has never eaten pork, she has seen pigs running, not to mention that there is a subject called physical hygiene in the nine-year compulsory education.This thing entered the supermarket very early, and it was grandly placed on the shelves for public viewing, and many of them were placed side by side with chewing gum on the shelves next to the cash register, forcing customers who lined up to pay the bill to take a closer look.Xia Xue understood what it was just by glancing at it, her face that had just faded from redness burned again, she threw the thing on the table, turned around, sat on the other side of the bed, and gently threw it away. Sentence "rogue!"

Xu Nuo didn't hear what Xia Xue said, her body was trembling slightly, and the excitement just now suddenly disappeared.

For so long, such a long time, Xu Nuo thought that he had forgotten, forgotten the pain and forgotten the chaos of the past, but until now, he didn't know that he remembered, and he remembered very, very clearly.

The greasy feeling that this thing had left in his body was deeply engraved in his bone marrow, turning into an indelible fear.

Xu Nuo knows that he has a problem. This problem is mentioned in many Hong Kong and Taiwan police and gangster movies, and it is called post-traumatic disorder.He was afraid of this thing, afraid of any form of contact with this thing.But the more scared he was, the more he wanted to see and study, so he promised to keep peeking at the small red box without knowing it himself.

In Xia Xue's eyes, this was not the case.The girl's face was as red as an apple after frost, with an ambiguous luster.

Sexuality is undoubtedly an unavoidable word for China in the process of reform and opening up.

Chinese people who have been steeped in Confucianism for 5000 years have packaged and repacked this word with layers of noble coats, and some even locked this word in a pig cage and sunk it in a pond in order to show their holiness and purity.These people, on the surface, pretend to be noble and maintain the holiness of coming out of the mud, while secretly hiding in a corner, licking the other face and doing dirty and dirty things.Especially those literati who are upright and bright on the outside, they are all extremely dirty in their hearts, and they are not as real as the word "dry" for the poor people. reason to lust.

Xia Xue sat by the bed and hesitated. She liked Xu Nuo, ever since Xu Nuo was a little fat man.She likes it so much that she secretly folds lucky stars for Xu Nuo when she is about to take the college entrance examination, she likes it so much that she stays up late to weave a scarf for Xu Nuo, and she likes Xu Nuo so much that if she asks, she can't refuse.However, her parents instilled in her in her daily life the importance of chastity to girls, especially unmarried girls.Those women who divorced and remarried all became the jokes on the poker table of the seven aunts and eight aunts and refreshments after meals, and wonderful stories were made up.There is no law of both ends in the world, Xia Xue wants to protect on the one hand and pay for the promise on the other hand, the two cannot be balanced at all.

Xia Xue closed her eyes, took a deep breath, turned around and said, "Promise!"

"Ah!" Xu Nuo was immersed in his nightmare and was unable to extricate himself from it. Although Xia Xue called him softly, she pulled him out of the quagmire of the nightmare and made Xu Nuo's bound heart start beating again. For a moment, Xu Nuo felt that he had been redeemed, just like the pair of warm slippers that night that year.

Xia Xue is an angel, the one who can redeem the promise.

No matter how rough the road used to be, no matter how many thorns there were, but now, standing in front of Xia Xue, the road is rough and smooth.

Xu Nuo stood up, walked over step by step, knelt down in front of Xia Xue, put his head on Xia Xue's knee, wrapped his arms around her waist tightly, and said softly, "Xia Xue, I like you!" , like a wronged child seeking protection from his mother.

Xia Xue took a breath, put her hand on Xu Nuo's head, and stroked it gently. She couldn't refuse Xu Xu even if she couldn't make up her mind, so she could only hug Xu Nuo's head helplessly.

Xu Nuo suddenly became impulsive, straightened up suddenly and pushed Xia Xue onto the bed, took off his sweater, pressed it on Xia Xue's body, raised his hand and pulled Xia Xue's hair rope, and inserted his hand into the girl's hair. Lips to gently worship and kiss the girl's forehead, nose, lips, chin.

The girl's lips were warm and soft, there was no tobacco, the smell of alcohol and the bitter taste of coffee, and now they were trembling slightly, responding shyly.Xu Nuo poked her hand through the hem of Xia Xue's sweater, probing and stroking little by little. The girl's skin was delicate and full of elasticity, which made people linger on.Xu Nuo sat up, took off the white vest, and sat on Xia Xue's lap naked, panting heavily, staring into her eyes.

Xia Xue didn't dare to make eye contact with Xu Nuo, her heart was beating violently, with a little fear and a little expectation, she helplessly pulled her sweater and tilted her head, waiting for Xu Nuo's decision.

Xu Nuo waited for a few seconds to find that Xia Xue didn't refuse, so he became more courageous. He directly pulled off the girl's sweater, took off his pants with shaking hands, and then went to untie the girl's belt.

No matter how many clothes there were, there were only a few pieces, and soon the two of them saw each other almost sincerely. Xia Xue was so nervous that she instinctively raised one hand to protect her chest, and the other tremblingly held up Xu Nuo's pressure The body "promise, I, I didn't think about it, we... can we wait?"

Xu Nuo was taken aback for a moment, seeing the helplessness and uneasiness in the girl's eyes, he suddenly thought of whether he was also so helpless at that time?Is it also so uneasy?

When Xu Nuo woke up, he was deeply annoyed and regretful. He felt that what he had done was a kind of blasphemy, a blasphemy against the pure protection of his heart. He was afraid that Xia Xue would be angry, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

Xia Xue lay on the bed waiting for the promise, and kept saying in her mind, "It's okay, it's okay, he made the promise, he made the promise, he will be responsible for himself, he will." But she was still terrified, her body trembling slightly.

Xu Nuo felt distressed, pulled the quilt over, covered Xia Xue, lay down beside him, and hugged the almost naked girl to his chest from behind with the quilt, and gently comforted, "I'm sorry, Xia Xue... "

Xia Xue shook her head, at the moment just now, she seemed to see a trace of strange emotion in Xu Nuo's eyes, she blinked, and the emotion disappeared again.But it was just this moment that made her feel that there was an invisible gap between herself and the promise, and this gap made the determination she had just made disappear.But he was worried again in his heart, would Xu Nuo be angry because of his refusal?So he changed the subject, and asked nonchalantly, "Xuanuo, are you hiding something from me?"

Xu Nuo was taken aback, did Xia Xue discover something?

In an instant, his heart beat even harder, as if it was about to jump out of his throat. Xu Nuo suddenly wanted to tell Xia Xue what had happened, the hurt and insult he had suffered, and the memories he had passed in the dark. Blood and tears, tell her!

But when the words came to his lips, Xu Nuo couldn't say it. He didn't want Xia Xue to know about these horrible pasts, he didn't want Xia Xue to bear these dirty things with him, and he didn't want these horrible experiences to become Xia Xue's nightmare.

Promise that without the wings of a butterfly, he cannot fly over the ocean, nor can he attract a tornado.Taking a step back, the sea and the sky are bright, and the corner is dark and bright.Let everything that used to be a trivial matter, a story, a legend.

Promise to tell yourself, what happened is what happened, no one can change it, let him go when it’s over, and let me bear everything together!

So, Xu Nuo gritted his teeth and held back the words that came to his lips, but only held the girl's arm and retracted it.

We will have a very good, perfect tomorrow and a beautiful future.

Xia Xue breathed a sigh of relief, her psychological construction still hadn't laid a solid foundation, after waiting for a few minutes, she felt that Xu Nuo had relaxed a bit, so she called softly "Xu Nuo, I..." but didn't know what to say.

"Well, it's okay." Xu Nuo was afraid that Xia Xue would continue to delve into it, so he just patted the girl on the back and comforted him, "Go to sleep! You can wake up later tomorrow Saturday. Didn't you always say that I am not by your side and I can't go shopping with you?" Well, I'll accompany you tomorrow, let's go shopping and then go to the movies. Go to sleep, be good!" After speaking, he kissed the top of the girl's head and closed his eyes.

Xia Xue nodded, turned around, lifted a corner of the quilt, and covered Xu Nuo's waist. After thinking for a while, she pulled the quilt towards Xu Nuo until it was completely covered before turning around. direction, curled up in Xu Nuo's arms, and closed his eyes.