The road of that year, the moon of that night

Zuo You leaned on the elevator, and let out a breath of relief, Xia Wei looked at him with anger and resentment in his eyes, it was so sinful for him to piss off a big man so early in the morning!

As soon as the elevator door opened, a not-so-strong cold air rushed towards him, Zuo You shivered, and ended up standing outside, completely defeated.The cold wind was biting, and the cold air was refreshing. He shrank his neck and buttoned the sweater hat and down jacket hat on his head. He turned to look for Yang Qingyuan, but the man was standing a few steps away.

As soon as Zuo You spoke, a cloud of white gas covered his face, he jumped down the steps wheezing, "Brother Xiaoyuan, you are really early."

Yang Qingyuan stood where he was, looked at Zuo You who was jumping up and down, and asked with a smile, "Are you disturbing your sleep?"

Zuo You waved his hand, quickly stuffed it back into his pocket, and said, "No interruption, let's go! I invite you to have breakfast."

Yang Qingyuan turned his head to look at him, but could only see the hat covering half of his face, and asked, "Where is the early shop at the back door of the community?"

Zuo You turned his head and looked at Yang Qingyuan in surprise, this man was a little scared!

Yang Qingyuan looked down at the solid snow, smiled, and felt that what he said was abrupt, but he simply admitted: "You have lived here since the beginning of your third year of high school. I didn't start my university at that time, so I came to see you several times?"

Zuo You was not feeling well.During that time, he was kicked out, and Yang Qingyuan could not be found. It was a period of confusion and confusion, but this person said, "I have seen him several times."

It's just that everything has passed, he is fine now, and he doesn't want to mention the past with Yang Qingyuan at all.

He would rather the Yang Qingyuan in front of him now, or the Yang Qingyuan he liked so much back then, that he couldn't help but write this person's name all over the draft paper... would fantasize... have expectations...

Yang Qingyuan took half a step quickly, and saw Zuo You's expression seemed calm from the brim of his hat that covered most of his face.

The two of them didn't talk much after that, sitting at the breakfast table, eating the breakfast that Zuo You ate every day that year, the boss was still the same boss, and he would give him a bottle of black pepper after he sat down, The waiters have changed and the store has expanded, but the taste remains the same.

Zuo You chewed something familiar, and the scene in front of him suddenly returned to five years ago. He lived alone in a big, empty house, ate three meals by himself, and went to and from school alone. In that year, he seemed to be surrounded by the whole world. Abandoned, now that he thinks about that year, he is so fucking awesome!

He was able to come back, bringing his boyfriend with him, the mighty and handsome Xia Wei with him.

He wants to knock one for himself!

Seeing him looking out the window, Yang Qingyuan grinned, and was stunned for a moment.

The little follower who used to follow behind him and "obey his orders" has grown up, not like before, but more... charming, with every frown and smile, every word and deed!

After breakfast, Zuo You packed some more, which was enough for two people to eat.Shop early to deliver food, and the surrounding communities will deliver it for free.The waiter carried the breakfast and left according to the address given by Zuo You. After paying the bill, he went to the old place with Yang Qingyuan to revisit.

He couldn't figure out why he had to take this trip.

Yang Qingyuan didn't ask much when he saw that he was packing a takeaway, as if he didn't care.

Seeing him like this, Zuo You felt a lot more comfortable.

Zuo You suggested taking the bus, and the two got on a bus that went directly to the High School Affiliated to Normal University, and sat side by side in the second-to-last row.

On weekdays, the bus is almost full of office workers, as well as some grandpas and aunts who rush to the supermarket in the morning to grab special eggs and vegetables. The noise in the bus never stops.

After getting out of the car, Zuo You realized that he was sweating from the heat.A bit regretful, he should have driven Xia Wei's car out, but he was afraid that Xia Wei would vomit blood, so he drove Yang Qingyuan back to his old place in his own car. He was afraid that Xia Wei would have to dispose of his Cadillac as a second-hand car when he returned home .

Not to mention, he recently discovered that Xia Wei's jealousy is no less than his, and has a tendency to catch up with him.

The two got off the bus, squeezed so tightly that their shirts were crooked, Zuo You straightened his clothes and was about to go to school, Yang Qingyuan tugged him, pointed back to the other side of the road: "There, remember?"

Zuo You was happy when he saw the three words "Let's be free". His school was the only one who dared to name it at the school gate. "Let's be free" is a milk tea shop, and it is considered a time-honored brand now.After he finished laughing, he waved his hand and said, "Let's go, see if his house still sells black milk tea?"

The two of them took the overpass to cross the street, and when they got off the overpass, they saw that there were quite a few students eating breakfast in the milk tea shop early in the morning.The two of them were mixed in a group of students, only Yang Qingyuan looked a little older, Zuo You had a tender face, and he looked younger than the boys who were studying hard in the third year of high school.

Yang Qingyuan also found out, and teased him: "Did you see, many little girls look at you, and you are a primary school boy in their eyes."

Zuo You didn't look back, he met this thing a lot in high school and college, he was in his third year and fourth year, and he often met junior girls who thought he was a "junior" and came up to tease him, it was hard to describe, I burst into tears just thinking about it.

Black milk tea has become a signature, and the taste is much better after the improvement, but the appearance is still terrible.

Zuo You dangled the 700ml big milk tea cup, and said curiously: "I really want to go into the back kitchen of his house and see what the boss puts in!"

Yang Qingyuan snorted and said, "I promise you can spit out everything you drank in high school."

Zuo You looked at Yang Qingyuan with astonishment on his face, what should we do?He believed it!

Seeing that he was being bluffed, Yang Qingyuan raised his hand to cover the back of his head and said, "Scared you! You are so stupid!"

Zuo You felt hot at the tip of his ears, no good, it's over!

He lowered his head and took two sips of the horrible milk tea, followed a group of students to the campus, but the security guard still recognized the difference between them, after registering, he reported the name of the old head teacher before being released.

The first class bell rang, and the students who had been sloppy and not sober, as if they had been kicked by the dean suddenly, rushed to the teaching building with jumps, jumps and howls, "Boom, boom..." the stairs Trembling from being stomped by a group of brats.

With a straw in his mouth, Zuo You watched the students swarming into the classroom, and his mind was overwhelmed.He graduated hahaha...

Yang Qingyuan refused to let him be alone, and began to recall the past again: "Are you still always late when you are in the third year of high school?"

Zuo You missed the point, and was about to blow his hair, when he turned his head and saw that it was not Xia Wei, but Yang Qingyuan, suppressed his anger and said, "What is the boss? No boss, okay, three days a week, no more, thank you!"

Yang Qingyuan demolished him: "That's the second year of high school. When the first year of high school started, who was reading at the gate every morning?"

Zuo You finally couldn't bear it anymore: "Hey? Brother Xiaoyuan, you asked me to come out just to disturb me, right?"

Yang Qingyuan nodded, then shook his head, then sighed, fixed his eyes on a classroom on the second floor of the teaching building and said, "Those years in the same school are the ones I miss the most."

Zuo You sighed mentally, thinking to himself who is not?

A person's blooming season and rainy season plus a youth that always hurts from time to time is the best time in a person's life. No matter what posture or feeling it is, if you go far and look back, you can taste the pain A touch of sweetness.

The snow on the outdoor basketball court has been cleared, and the snow is piled up beside the guardrail.Two people stood outside the fence and looked into the stadium, but there was no one there.The cold wind was divided into pieces by the guardrail iron net and fell on the face one by one, it was still so cold.

Time has no regrets, but it will never be restored.

"Come on, Yang Qingyuan!!! Yang Qingyuan is amazing!!" The young boy ran from outside the court to the ball rack with his big schoolbag on his back, sat on the ground, waving his slender arms and shouting at the top of his voice.

"Shut up! I'll slap you again!" The sweaty teenager on the basketball court braked sharply, and ran after him with his buttocks.The boy propped his knees on one hand, pointed at the little boy under the basketball hoop with the other and yelled, "Go back and do your homework!"

"Yang Qingyuan, you lose, you are the sweet potato!" The little boy didn't listen, and kept shouting slogans until the boy won the game.

"...Brother Xiaoyuan, don't be angry, I'll treat you to baked sweet potatoes."

"Roast your pig's head, where do you get roasted sweet potatoes and peanut kernels in summer?"

"Ah! Oops~~ Hitting someone doesn't start at the head, I'm going to sue you..."

"Why don't you go to heaven! You still know how to sue."

"It's up to you whether I grow tall or not, you cover my head every day."

"Get down quickly, eating is like feeding a cat, girls in grade six develop faster than you..."

"Hey, no, sixth grade girls develop breasts, I guess I can't grow those things no matter how well developed I am... Ah! Hit again!"

The north wind suddenly picked up, wrapped in snowflakes and slapped the faces of the two of them.

Zuo You picked up his hat and put it on his head. The memory of this stadium is too deep for him, and every section is special enough.He turned his head to look at the person around him, who could no longer match the boy in his memory.

Like Xia Wei, Yang Qingyuan didn't wear a down jacket in winter, but only wore a coat with his hands in his pockets. When he stood upright, he was only a little taller than Zuo You. Standing against the wind, he became a landscape.

Zuo You looked at him, he turned his head and looked at Zuo You almost at the same time, looked at each other and smiled, the expressions in their eyes were different.

Zuo You didn't know if what he had captured was right, Yang Qingyuan's eyes were full of disappointment.

Yang Qingyuan looked at him without hesitation and said: "You are in the first year of high school, and I am in the second year of high school. At that time, you would watch every game I played, and you would shout until your voice became hoarse. After the game, please invite everyone to drink..." He paused for a long time , looked up at the sky, "But after you were in the second year of high school, you didn't watch me play often, especially in the second half of the semester. Even if you watched, you were mixed with the crowd. You just watched but didn't shout, and you didn't even say cheer."

Zuo You's heart was cold, no matter how thick the clothes were wrapped around his body, he still felt his heart trembling with cold.He suddenly expected that this was a dream he had while nestling in Xia Wei's arms. After waking up from the dream, Xia Wei, who was as warm as the scorching sun, was hugging him to sleep soundly.

At this moment, Zuo Youduo hoped that Xia Wei could call him behind him.

He didn't want to fall into the ice hole.

He walked through that period of time in fear, and finally walked to the spring grass and warm sun...

Yang Qingyuan turned his head and saw that Zuo You's face was a little stiff. He asked, "How did you find out that you like..."

Zuo You restrained his heart from trembling, and tried not to let his voice tremble too. He was afraid of saying "Do you like me?" or "When did you start liking me?" from Yang Qingyuan's mouth, he interrupted: " It’s nothing difficult! Like it or not, maybe you don’t understand it at first, but you will understand it after a long time.”

Yang Qingyuan laughed at himself: "So, why am I so slow."

Zuo You: "..." He is cold and confused at the moment, what does Yang Qingyuan mean?Is that what he thought?

Yang Qingyuan's laughter stopped abruptly, he turned to look at Zuo You, and said solemnly, "I'm sorry!"

Zuo You said "Ah?", then shook his head again: "Don't tell me that."

The expression on Yang Qingyuan's face finally stopped being weird, and he said slowly: "After filling out the application for the college entrance examination, Professor Zuo came to me and told me almost everything. I apologize for this."

Zuo You stood in place, looked down at the snow that had been trampled dirty on the ground, and smiled, his smile looked colder than the snow on the ground: "For this, there is no need to apologize."

Yang Qingyuan turned around and stood facing him.

Zuo You looked up at him and said, "I hope I didn't cause you any trouble."

Yang Qingyuan stared at him blankly and said, "It didn't happen before, but now it does."

Zuo Youhun asked with a nonchalant smile, "Do you need me to apologize?"

Yang Qing's eyes were dim and slightly guilty. He kept looking at Zuo You: "I never thought I would be so timid, even scared. At that time, I... was glad that I was going to go to university in another place soon. I don't know how to face you. I'm also afraid of your father, he is very strict, maybe you don't think it, but he is a good medicine for the children in our yard to stop crying, so I am very afraid of him."

Zuo You admitted that his father was paralyzed and had a serious and bluffing face, so he and Yu Siyan were not afraid.

Even though he had done a good job of psychological preparation to confess to Zuo You, Yang Qingyuan still felt a little difficult facing Zuo You at this moment, "Professor Zuo saw that I didn't know about it, and I didn't even treat you...so he was very angry at the time. He warned me again and again, since it’s boring, don’t give you hope, he’s angry with you, and he’s on guard against me.”

"I have never seen Professor Zuo so flustered since I was a child. I asked him if this would ruin you. After all, you are going to be in the third year of high school. Professor Zuo... He said that you have already chosen this path In the future, we will encounter more hardships than now, and the ridicule and obstacles we will encounter are not limited to relatives and friends. If our estrangement can bring you back, that's the best. Adapt to the society's attitudes and behaviors towards small groups."

"Peanut, I'm sorry!"

Zuo You's heart trembled, his lips also trembled, he didn't want to speak, he just raised his hand and waved it.

Yang Qingyuan also raised his hand, gently grabbed Zuo You's hand, rubbed it, and said, "It's so cold!"

With his head down, Zuo You only left a hat on top for Yang Qingyuan. He couldn't see the dirty snow under his feet, he only knew that even if they were dirty, they would shine brightly from different angles.

"I couldn't help but go to your house for the Spring Festival in my senior year. You were not there in the second year of junior high school. You were still not there when I went to the fifth day of junior high school. I went again for the Spring Festival in the first year of junior high school. I went early on the first day of junior high school. My mother scolded me. I'm crazy,...but you're still not here."

Zuo You blinked twice, squeezed the accumulated tears out of the sockets, and then raised his head to look at Yang Qingyuan after the tears fell to the ground, just as he was about to speak, Yang Qingyuan spoke first.

"Peanut, have you had a good life these years?" He wanted to say for sure, 'You must have had a bad life these years. 'But which man is not proud.After he finished speaking, he saw a row of small drops of water hanging on the eyelashes of Zuo You's lower eyelid, which wet the eyelashes, and a few of them stuck together into a bunch.Those wet eyes were clean and bright, and the stars were dotted like a bright starry sky.

"Very good! Always good!"

Yang Qingyuan was in his senior year, and he was in his junior year. He left in the middle of the night on New Year's Eve during the Spring Festival that year. He got a meal of New Year's Eve dumplings in the early morning, and left after eating the dumplings.Yang Qingyuan Yanyi, he was a senior, and on the morning of the first day of junior high school, he was at the McDonald's on the street of [-]. On that kind of festival, only foreign fast food restaurants were willing to take in a homeless alien like him, and he also When they met Hou Yue, Hou Yue dragged him back home.

Yang Qingyuan wiped away the moisture at the end of his eyes with his thumb, tightened the brim of his hat, and asked again: "Is he treating you well?"

Zuo You smiled, standing outside the basketball court, the first warmth hit his heart, he nodded, and then nodded again.

Yang Qingyuan pulled the arm holding his hand, hugged him, and pressed his two faces together through Zuo You's hat. Yang Qingyuan turned his head and said, "I'm late!"

In the Middle School Attached to Normal University, beside the central flower bed in front of the teaching building, Xia Wei in a black woolen coat stood quietly in the north wind.

He looked at the two people who were divided into countless pieces through the two layers of iron nets at a 90° angle.

Xia Wei has never explored how dark a person's heart can be. At this moment, the darkness in his mind has fancied the criss-crossed iron nets into sharp blades. He didn't even exclude Zuo You. , the scene in front of him was wiped out.

However, the one with his back turned...is his man!

Yang Qingyuan took Zuo You's hand, Zuo You didn't dodge, but lowered his head?

He was too far away to see Yang Qingyuan's expression clearly. He thought the expression on that person's face should be called "comfortable in love", right?

Touching the face, hugging... it seemed to be kissing the face through the hat, until the bell rang for the end of the first class.

Xia Wei turned around and walked towards the school gate. There were very few students running out of the teaching building, and almost no one wanted to come out in the cold weather.

Therefore, only those with impure goals will not hesitate to do anything, and will not give up until they achieve their goals!

"Wow~ that uncle is so cool!"

"Emma! Terminator?"

"Damn it! It's even more fucking handsome than the equipment I took down!"

Xia Wei listened to these brats bluffing, and even wanted to blow up the middle school attached to the Normal University, what the hell?A group of brats who don't study hard and fall in love with each other in high school!

The roar of the car, the sound effect of a sports car from an urban SUV, the sound of tires rubbing against the ground, and the tricky positioning in the crowd all indicated that the driver might be crazy.

The insane doesn't go back to his carefully arranged 'marriage room' anymore, and he doesn't want peanuts from his house anymore... Overtaking all the way and heading straight to the highway.

The call came back to Fuyuan, Jin City: "I, Xia Wei, the training of the Central China Branch will start tomorrow, notify the project managers, and the end-of-year assessment will begin!"