The road of that year, the moon of that night

Zuo You sat on the bed, and Xia Wei knelt on the floor with his arms around his neck.Crying and talking on and off for nearly half an hour, half of Xia Wei's shoulders were wet with snot and tears, and finally he fell asleep before he calmed down.

Xia Wei was so angry that he changed Zuo You's clothes and wiped his face briefly, then tucked him into bed to sleep.He sat on the edge of the bed and looked down at the sleeping person, with Zuo You's cries still ringing in his ears.It was as if he had been greatly wronged, and he still refused to tell him about the grievance, but he was able to cry to a person whom he hadn't seen for several years.

He never regretted chasing Zuo You, but now he is thinking about whether their progress is too fast.

The matter between him and Sun Yangtian was not finished, and it affected Zuo You. He insisted on following along with him, but his other half was obviously still a flirtatious lover.

And he found that Zuo You was living with someone mentally, and when he was not drunk or crazy, he couldn't tell it at all.

This kind of restlessness and uneasiness is rare for him, it can be said that there is almost none, but since meeting Zuo You, it is not a difficult field to expand.

He went to bed and leaned against the head of the bed, and touched Zuo You's forehead with his hand. This kid sleeps very well, he doesn't talk in sleep, he doesn't hit anyone, and he can sleep until dawn in a comfortable position.

Xia Wei suffered from insomnia. For the first time, he felt the uneasiness and irritability brought about by the emotional crisis.

But even if he was too angry, he was not willing to do anything to Zuo You.

Brother Xiaoyuan, Yang Qingyuan?

This person's status in Zuo You's psychology is by no means ordinary!

It's best for this person not to appear again in this life, but Xia Wei thinks it's like deception.

I sat in a daze, thinking wildly all night.

It was getting dark, and Xia Wei went to the kitchen to cook.

After drinking alcohol and staying up all night, my head was several times heavier than usual, and my neck felt like it was about to fall.

Fiddling with the kitchen utensils in his hands, he couldn't stop thinking wildly in his brain.

Zuo You was making a fuss about Sun Yangtian's affairs, and the quarrel passed away.But yesterday was different. He really wanted to go back to [-] to see that red post. Now he thought it was a wedding post...

The sound of the spatula colliding was unusually loud.

Xia Wei's self-abuse brain made up a drama of emotional crisis: her boyfriend's Bai Yueguang reappeared after many years, "I know you like me, but you don't know that I like you and you are forced to go away..."

"Bang!" With a sound, Xia Wei threw the spatula out of his brain.

"Are you going to smash the kitchen?" Zuo You stood outside the kitchen door with a pale face, watching Xia Wei make breakfast as vicious as demolition.

Xia Wei turned around with a cold face, the sadness in his eyes had not receded, and he just looked at Zuo You directly.

Zuo You was a little confused, and guessed psychologically: Could it be that he hit Xia Wei again when he was drunk?

Last time, I seemed to be drunk and beat someone. This is all a fucking bad habit of Shenma! ?

Zuo You felt guilty, he didn't dare to look at Xia Wei, turned around to wash up.

But his appearance, in Xia Wei's eyes, was a sign that he didn't dare to face it.

Xia Wei took a big step forward, embracing Zuo You in two or three steps, blocking people from letting him go, and asked ferociously, "Do you remember what you said last night?"

Zuo You said "Ah?", the hangover headache was about to explode, and people all over the world were suffering from amnesia when they were hungover, and Maomao asked him to wake up alone, but he didn't, he bravely said: "Hen!"

Xia Wei scolded him: "Speak well!"

Zuo You shrank his neck, thinking that beatings were not the only serious thing, he asked cautiously: "Give me some hints!" He reached out to hold Xia Wei, but Xia Wei simply put his hands behind his back, like a dean training student.

Zuo You bit his lower lip with his upper teeth, deliberately showing a pitiful expression, but it was completely useless.

Xia Wei asked, "Why did you drink last night?"

Zuo You saw that it was useless to be cute and miserable, so he started to go straight back: "Didn't you also drink it? Eight people, I am not the only one who drank it!"

Xia Wei got angry, took a deep breath, squinted at Zuo You and said, "You suspect that you got drunk on purpose."

Zuo You thought for a while, and it was true, he did not deny it: "Yes! Who hasn't been in a bad mood yet."

Xia Wei thought to himself: That's true!

"Is drinking in a bad mood useful?"

"It's useless!"

"Then you still drink?"

"What the hell are you going to say?"

"..."

Zuo You saw that he walked away without saying a word.He didn't want to quarrel with Xia Wei early in the morning, and he thought Xia Wei was probably out of breath.

Xia Wei didn't stop him anymore, turned his head and followed him into the bathroom, and the door was slammed shut with a "bang".He let out a breath, feeling extremely blocked, and stood for a while and went back to the kitchen to bring out the meal and set it up.Sitting alone at the dining table, staring at the porridge, fried eggs and ham in a daze, Zuo You didn't come out for more than ten minutes, so he got up and went to the bathroom again.

The sound of "哗哗~" did not stop, unlike the sound of a shower.Xia Wei opened the door and saw that Zuo You had a toothbrush in his mouth, and he was pouring his hair under the faucet with his head down.

Pressing the edge of the sink with both hands, the head stretched under the faucet, and the head kept shaking under the water flow, the toothbrush was still in the mouth, and the front of the pajamas was mostly wet.

Xia Wei turned off the faucet, wrapped Zuo You's head with a towel, grabbed his shoulders with both hands, leaned his face closer, and still had that fierce expression: "You..."

Zuo You opened his eyes, his face was covered with water, water drops hung on his eyelashes and eyebrows, he looked very embarrassed, he interrupted Xia Wei and said, "Can't you just say what I did wrong?" ill.

Xia Wei stretched out his hand to wipe his face, Zuo You finally opened his eyes, he suddenly felt distressed, he had a past, so did Zuo You, Zuo You can bear Sun Yangtian, why can't he bear Zuo You's white moonlight.Besides, in this impetuous and bustling world, who doesn't have a story and a past, why bother to clean it up.

He stretched out his arms to hug him, wiped Zuo You's hair with one hand, and after thinking about his words, he said, "It's okay, don't drink like this in the future, it will hurt your health, you were so uncomfortable last night..."

When Zuo You heard the adjective 'hum hum', he was unhappy, pushed Xia Wei away to wipe his hair, and said disgustedly: "The one who hums all the time is a little pig, can you talk!"

Xia Wei smiled, the smile was bitter and gentle, he felt that he was entangled all night, as long as Zuo You was by his side, bickering with him, fighting with him, he didn't seem to lose anything?

The two of them had breakfast seemingly in peace, planned their route, and drove to Tang City, to Zuo Su's hometown.

The road was slippery in snowy weather, and the car drove slowly. It took twice as long to reach the districts and counties of Tangcheng.

There are nine districts and ten counties in Tangcheng, and Nan County is Zuo Su's hometown. Zuo You's grandfather is also a teacher, a well-known old teacher in the local area.

The county cemetery occupies a small area, and the county has a small population, and most people here choose to be buried in the ground.

The car drove for more than five hours and stopped at the foot of the cemetery. It was already past noon.

The administrator was an old man with half-white hair and stern eyes.Seeing Xia Wei and Zuo You driving up the mountain in heavy snow, they were very vigilant.

Zuo You stepped forward and said to the old man, "Hi, sir!"

The old man was wearing a large army green padded jacket with an old down jacket inside, and Zuo You's politeness only got him a "Yeah!"

Zuo You saw Xia Wei walking over with a bag from the trunk, thinking that this person might be giving a gift, right?

He also said: "The elders of the family are buried here, and it happens to be free, so come and have a look."

The administrator looked at the two of them carefully and asked: "Trade number, sign up, come and register."

Zuo You had also been here before, and it was never such a trouble, but he didn't say much, and went to register with the administrator.

He bent down to write on the notebook, and the old man suddenly asked, "Young man, who are you from Zuo Yan?"

Zuo You lowered his head to write, and replied, "Grandson, Zuo Yan is my grandfather."

The uncle let out a long voice "Oh~~".

Xia Wei also just entered the hut, and nodded to the old man, but the old man ignored him and just looked at Zuo You's side face, seeing Zuo You raised his head, said: "It really looks like it!" He circled his eyebrows and eyes with his finger Say, "This looks like your grandpa."

Zuo You wanted to get close, so he asked, "Master, do you know my grandfather?"

The administrator looked at the white county town at the foot of the mountain, pointed to a residential building and said, "It used to be a school there, and the principal Zuo taught me!" His words were full of memories, and his not-so-bright eyes were covered by drooping eyelids. Once covered, the depth is bottomless.

Zuo You asked: "I came here when I was a child. At that time, my grandfather's house was already a private courtyard."

The old man smiled, and the creases on his face gathered together. He waved his hand towards the mountain and said, "Go! Go and see your grandpa. It's been a long time, hasn't he? Your parents came here in the summer. "

Zuo You clenched his fist, collected himself and asked, "Didn't you come before New Year's Day?"

The old man pouted his lips in thought and shook his head for a while, then said with certainty: "I didn't come, I live here all year round, and even ghosts and ghosts can't escape my eyes, so I didn't come."

Zuo You smiled and said, "Master, can I look through your register?"

The uncle asked curiously, "What are you doing here?"

Zuo You smiled innocently, scratched his head and said, "I want to see when my parents will come, why don't you call me?"

The old man didn't think much, and turned his book to him and said, "Look! Now most of the children don't have this kind of filial piety, remember to come back every year and festival to see the buried people, but the buried people are thinking of you! Don't go out for such a trip in the future. , The person is gone, the relationship is still there, come back often, if your parents don’t tell you, maybe it’s because of you that made them angry!” The old man said angrily, and took out a cigarette.

Seeing that he wanted to light a cigarette, Xia Wei stretched out his hand to pass Bao Ruan Zhonghua over, and called out "Master!"

The old man didn't pick it up. He has never smoked such a good cigarette a few times in his life, and he is not greedy for it. If something goes wrong, there must be a demon!

He coughed, turned around and continued lighting his cigarette.

Zuo You turned to the date and time of Zuo Su's registration. It was not long after he joined Fuyuan. It should not be long after that when Zuo Su and Yu Siyan moved away.Otherwise, how could you come to visit the grave if it is not a year or a festival?

He saw that the old man didn't accept the cigarette, so he took it, handed it to the old man, and said with a silly smile, "Master, we don't come here often, thank you for thinking of my grandpa for us!"

The old man snorted and put the cigarette on the table.

Zuo You said a few more words to the old man, and the two began to climb up the mountain.

Snow fell in front of the tomb, and Xia Wei borrowed a broom from the old administrator before going up the mountain.

Zuo You squatted in front of the tomb, wiped off the snow on the photo, swept the snow with a broom, and knelt back in front of the tomb.

"Grandpa and grandma, Peanut came to see you. It snowed last night. I'm here to sweep the snow for you today. Compliment me..."

Xia Wei felt that he was not an emotional person, but he couldn't stand this scene, so he walked away quietly.Zuo You, who was kneeling in front of the two tombs, looked from his direction, Zuo You was very small, shrinking into a black mass on the ground, and mixed with the vast expanse of white up and down the mountain, it looked out of place.

Overlooking the county town, it is only as big as the mouth of a bowl.Near the top of the mountain, you can overlook the entire county.

Not hearing Zuo You's voice, Xia Wei felt uneasy again, so he walked over.

"...Grandpa, did you just say that I did something wrong? Can they forgive me? Wait until they come to see you, and beg for me! A few years ago, I was asked to go back for a new year, but now it's good, just pack up and run away It's..."

Xia Wei felt sad and wanted to laugh when he heard it, Zuo You was like a bastard who was acting like a baby with his grandparents again.

He walked over and knelt beside Zuo You, startling Zuo You.

Zuo You stared at Xia Wei with rounded eyes: "What are you doing, you're scared to death!"

Xia Wei said in a low voice, "I'll do whatever you want, don't talk nonsense, keep begging."

Zuo You pursed his lips helplessly, then turned his head and continued: "Grandpa and grandma look at the person next to me, they are shameless, they have to follow..."

Xia Wei bumped Zuo You with his elbow, this kid couldn't do anything right in the cemetery, after he kowtowed and called "Grandpa and Grandma", he didn't know what to say.

Zuo You smiled, with tears in his eyes, and then Xia Wei said: "His name is Xia Wei, my boyfriend, how handsome is he? He made breakfast, which is delicious."

Xia Wei raised his hand to wipe Zuo You's tears, looked at Zuo You and explained: "I will work hard to earn money to support my family, I will learn to cook new dishes,... I will come back with you often to see."

Zuo You kowtowed three times, got up, and dragged Xia Wei up after kowtowing.

Before he left, he looked at the tombstone and said, "Did I embarrass you? Even so, I want to rely on them."

Xia Wei wanted to give Zuo You a hug, but she didn't dare to make a fuss in front of the old man's grave, and in the end she made herself feel quite uncomfortable.

The two went down the mountain one after the other, Zuo You walked in front, Xia Wei followed behind.

Zuo You asked: "What are you carrying?"

Xia Wei: "I want to give the administrator a piece of soft China, but he doesn't seem to be able to accept it."

Zuo You stopped and turned around, reached out to take the bag from him, and then went to the administrator's hut.

The stubborn old man really didn't accept it, Zuo You began to realize it with affection.Xia Wei also said that Zuo You made his parents angry and was kicked out, and wanted to turn around and take advantage of Zuo Su and Yu Siyan to visit the grave, begging for their forgiveness.Ask the old man to help him breathe. Finally, the stubborn old man took the cigarettes and left each other's phone calls because Zuo You was the grandson of the principal Zuo.

Xia Wei said with a sweat on his forehead, usually it is not as difficult to solve a dispute with a big client as it is to deal with a stubborn old man.

Zuo You took out a tissue and handed it to him, and asked with some anticipation: "Do you think they can come during the Chinese New Year?" Zuo Su would come here every year before New Year's Eve to deliver dumplings, and I don't know if he can come back this year.

Xia Wei started the car and drove back, comforting him and saying, "The Chinese New Year is only a month away, so be patient, it really doesn't work, let's go south."

When Zuo You heard about going south, he suddenly regained his energy. He turned to look at Xia Wei and asked, "Go south? Go to my mother's hometown?"

Xia Wei nodded and asked him: "There are uncles and aunts in my hometown..." Before he finished speaking, Zuo You began to shake his head like a rattle.

Zuo You sighed: "My grandfather is an old cadre, and my mother is the only girl."

Xia Wei admired this kind of family composition. Zuo You's parents were only children, so rare. This kind of family structure can only show that the original family is special.Either it is a high-spirited family with late marriage and late childbearing, or it is a cadre family with strict birth certificates.

This can also explain the temperament of Zuo You, although he is like a kid every day, but the temperament is something deep in his bones, like a kind of inheritance.

Zuo You was discouraged again, looked out of the window, and asked, "Should we go directly to Shanhai City?"

Xia Wei lost a piece of land|Lei came out: "The city is in Tangcheng, tell Li Yang, I told you."

Zuo You sat up straight and looked at Xia Wei with an expression of "Are you kidding me?"

Xia Wei: "The expansion of the surrounding cities has only been approved. Tangcheng is also a point. The site will be selected this year and the outreach center will be built next year. Do you want to come back?" He raised his eyebrows at Zuo You after speaking.

Zuo You raised his hand to cover his eyes. Every time Xia Wei raised his eyebrows, he would be shocked. For him, this kind of teasing was absolutely impossible.

Xia Wei flicked the back of his hand, and became confused again: "Originally, I planned to recruit a planner from this city to be in charge, but~~ If you want to come, I can accept the unspoken rules."

Zuo You lay back on the back of the chair, grinned and said, "I'm sorry, I'm very upright, I can't accept this..."

Xia Wei said solemnly: "But... I want to be sneaked by you."

Zuo You pursed his lips in joy, cursed "fuck" and jumped up from the back of the chair. He competed with the stinky shameless, and shouted: "Come on! Who is afraid of you! Come now!" As soon as he finished speaking, Xia Wei immediately changed lanes, and the car stopped on the side of the mountain road.

Zuo You suddenly withered, this place with no village in front and no shops in back, although there was no one there, but...he was just talking.

Xia Wei turned to look at him, approached slowly and asked, "Are you coming?" He glanced out the window, "No one, no car, this place..."

Zuo You raised his voice and shouted: "This place is not good, let's go!" He pushed Xia Wei to sit upright, and hurriedly caught up with a ghost chasing after him.

Xia Wei drove the car on the right road again, he just wanted to divert Zuo You's attention, Zuo You had been pretending to be calm when he came out of the cemetery, it's not hard to see that he looked devastated.

The two drove into the county town to look for restaurants to eat. The county town was no better than the city. There were many restaurants, but not many opened, and the roads were sparsely populated, and no one cleaned the roads when the snow was frozen.

Xia Wei seldom drives in snowy weather. On the one hand, it is unsafe and on the other hand, it takes a lot of effort.

Zuo You scanned the open restaurants on the street with his eyes, looking for ones that looked hygienic. After driving for two streets, he found a restaurant that butchered pigs he liked.

The road in front of the restaurant seemed to have been splashed with swill, and a foul smell emanated from the frozen ground.There is no parking space in the restaurant, and most of the cars are parked on the side of the road, and they sound crooked, just like whoever parks more crookedly when driving over.

Xiawei's car had non-slip tires, so he was looking for a small space and was trying to fit the car into the space. Suddenly, not far away, an electric car skidded and rode towards him. The electric car couldn't stop on the ice. Brakes, brakes and foot brakes are used together, and they are about to hit the front of Xia Wei's front car.

Xia Wei turned around and looked behind the car to see how far the parked car behind him was from him. While visually measuring the distance, he reversed the car backwards to avoid the electric car that was about to hit him.

At this moment, there was a muffled "bang!"

Zuo You hurriedly opened the door and jumped out of the car, and ran back, only to be relieved when he saw that he just hit the car.

He ran to the car again. The electric scooter was a student, wearing a school uniform under a thick down jacket. A fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl cried when the electric scooter hit Xiawei's car, but she didn't dare to cry loudly. Crying, lying crookedly on the ground with the electric car and sobbing all the time.

Seeing Xia Wei frowned after getting out of the car, Zuo You wanted to go up to stop him, but Xia Wei walked up to the little girl, squatted down in front of the girl and asked, "Can you get up? "He kept looking at the rear of the car, not paying attention to how the girl fell.

Zuo You also squatted down and asked, "Should I call 120?"

The girl stood up quickly from the ground, still crying: "No, no, I didn't break it, I can't stop."

Zuo Youha let out a breath of white air, and said with a smile, "Are you in a hurry? We have to report insurance." The implication is not to leave.

The little girl thought she was going to lose money, but she burst into tears when she heard it.

At this time, a few people also ran out of the pig-butcher restaurant, including a fat cook in a white apron, a man without a coat, and waiters watching the scene.

Zuo You told the girl to ask her to call the parents over, and Xia Wei got up to see what happened to the rear end of the car.

The man who ran out of the restaurant walked up to the hit car and looked at it, and asked Xia Wei who was approaching, "What's going on?"

Xia Wei told the truth, and the man asked again: "Can I take the insurance?" After he finished speaking, he looked at Xia Wei's car, and asked again: "Then the little girl, do you want to be sent to the hospital first?"

Xia Wei took out his mobile phone and called the insurance company. He saw the man's gaze fixed in front of his car, and he asked, "Know that child?"

The man shook his head, but asked, "Is that kid with you?"

Xia Wei saw that his eyes had been fixed on one spot, and followed his gaze. This man had been staring left and right. Xia Wei took half a step in front of him to block his sight. This man looked good, I didn't expect to meet a gay guy in the county town.

He just took a step to block it, but the man bypassed him and walked towards Zuo You.

Zuo You was explaining to the girl that the girl was probably made of water, her tears flowed into threads, and so did her snot.

"Hey, girl, can we stop crying? It's not a big deal. You ask your parents to come and deal with it. You want to go to school, right? You ask someone to come over, and you go to school..." As soon as he said this, he heard someone behind him Shout "Peanuts?"

Zuo You turned around looking for the sound, and was stunned when he saw it.

The man walked up to Zuo You and stood still, looked Zuo You up and down, smiled and said, "Little Peanut, it's really you! What are you doing? Bullying girls?"

Zuo You stared blankly at the man's stupid look, and said stutteringly: "No, no, he fell, Brother Xiaoyuan, you, ah!!! Brother Xiaoyuan!" He said in the end as if he woke up suddenly As if fascinated, the tone of some excited voice also raised a few degrees.

The man smiled and opened his arms, Zuo You went up and gave the man a bear hug.

When Xia Wei heard the words "Brother Xiaoyuan", he almost vomited blood.

This is really a goddamn fate!