The road of that year, the moon of that night

After Zuo You closed the door in Xiawei and went out, he stood alone and felt the fierce arguments, and then he stayed with his head full of confusion.Whether impulsive or empathetic, he did it all.

In the living room, when he was arguing with Sun Yangtian's mother, his head was raised high, but at this moment, he felt powerless and inexplicably depressed, and was weighed down again.

He lowered his head and squatted down slowly, and finally sat directly on the ground. There was something reliable behind him, so he simply leaned against it.Closing his eyes, the woman's slapping and crackling voices were still in his ears.

She is also a mother, and Yu Siyan is also a mother.Two people treat the same thing, the contrast is so great.

Yu Siyan has always only frowned incomprehensibly towards him, and sobbed in a low voice, there should be countless tears and laments behind his back.

More than an hour ago, he and Xia Wei rolled from the sofa to the carpet lingeringly, and there were still sparks of joy in the deepest part of his body.But after an hour, they also truly realized how many people such a relationship is painful.

Pleasure and pain are parallel rails. People like them, no matter how fast or slow they travel, seem to be inseparable from these two rails that always follow behind them.

Morbid, distorted, decadent, perverted, filthy, disgusting... He almost regarded these words as his own vocabulary, and for some moments he really thought they were his labels, and these labels were commendatory words.

Xia Wei opened the door and came in, and the cool breeze slipped into the bedroom through the crack of the door.He opened the window of the living room in order to disperse the 'smoke' in the room.

Zuo You looked up at the person, his head was cleared up by the cold wind, and he asked, "All gone?"

Xia Wei said "hmm", sat next to him, stretched his arms around his shoulders, rubbed his hands and said, "You surprised me just now, why are you so good!"

Zuo You only had enough strength to smile now, and turned his head to look at Xia Wei, Xia Wei turned to look at him, and a few seconds later, he kissed him on the forehead, rubbing his lips and said: "When encountering such a thing, don't Showing off, some people just can’t accept it, their thinking is too stubborn, that kind of person is a dangerous thing for us, we should stay away as soon as possible, you know?”

Zuo You bowed his head, he was stimulated by Sun Yangtian's kneeling today, he was indeed too impulsive, he let out a dull "hmm".

If there are many people with the same thinking, it will become a large dominant group, such as Sun Yangtian's mother.

And they are sexual minorities, they cannot become the dominant group, so they become heterogeneous.

After Xia Wei heard what Zuo You said to Sun Yangtian's mother, he was actually not shocked, but instead felt prickly and distressed.A person who can say this must have experienced similar things.Contacting the situation of Zuo You's family, he guessed that Zuo You must have suffered a lot when he came out of the closet, but he hadn't met Zuo You at that time.

"When you were born, I am old." Xia Wei deeply felt the helplessness of these words.

To be precise, there is an 8-year age difference between him and Zuo You, which is actually not that big, but now that he thinks about it, the 8-month age difference seems too big to him.

If they were together then...

Xia Wei thought about it and couldn't help asking: "Did you come out on your own initiative back then?"

Zuo You raised his head and lay on his back at the end of the bed. The light above his head was shining in front of his eyes, and he closed his eyes and said, "No, if you are discovered, you should just recognize it."

Xia Wei also lay on his back at the end of the bed, looked at him from his side and asked, "Have you been beaten?"

Zuo You suddenly laughed, shook his head and said, "No, isn't it very special?"

Xia Wei thought about it and said: "No, your parents are both university teachers, and they have some understanding of this kind of knowledge. They probably just can't accept what happened to their son." He reached out and touched the tip of Zuo You's nose, and left There is a shallow groove on the tip of Yu's nose. He has always been curious and wants to touch it whenever he has the chance.

Zuo You: "Probably their upbringing doesn't allow them to do anything..." He didn't continue, he thought he would be beaten and even locked up, but in fact he didn't, "I was kicked out and went to the 'marriage room', where I lived One year, I went to university and came to Tsu City, what a smooth journey.”

Xia Wei was in a panic, Zuo You's narration was extremely flat, but there was nowhere to hide the frowning look under the light.He asked, "Do you earn living expenses and tuition fees yourself?"

Zuo You opened his eyes again, there was mist in his eyes, and his eyes gleamed dimly: "They gave me the living expenses and tuition fees for high school at one time, and they never cared about me after I went to college."

Xia Wei: "University..."

"I took out a student loan in college, and I'm paying it back now. I paid for my living expenses by working part-time."

Xia Wei: "..." Because of financial problems, he chose to come out in his senior year.

"Am I lucky to have such parents? No one dominates my life, they don't like it, so they leave, they won't wantonly interfere with my choice, there is no abuse and obstruction, I still have you..."

Xia Wei slapped his face on his chest, he never regarded Zuo You as a mature man, Zuo You was at best a boy to him, but what happened tonight and this moment, Zuo You was a man standing in front of him , tenacious upward, unyielding.

He took a few breaths of the smell on his clothes, and asked in a muffled voice, "Do you want to pay off the student loan all at once?"

Zuo You closed his eyes and shook his head, the corners of his eyes were shining brightly, and said, "No, I'll do it myself, it's not much, the leader should give me some bonuses at the end of the year!"

Xia Wei raised her head and kissed him on the lips.

Zuo You touched his red-stained face, and asked: "Tomorrow you are going to see Mr. Chun, can you meet people like this?"

Xia Wei also touched the swollen half of his face, the red spots under his fingertips were uneven, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Who doesn't have a strong wife!"

Zuo You didn't have the strength to blow his hair, he laughed at the ceiling, and whispered when he had enough, "Xia Wei."

Xia Wei pulled him into his arms and hugged him, "Hmm", Zuo You didn't say anything, and called "Xia Wei" again, so he could only say "Hmm?" again.

Zuo You seemed to have been pressed the loop playback button, and kept calling his name without haste.

Xia Wei stared fixedly at the face in his arms, with his eyes closed as if he was talking in his sleep, his voice fluctuating high and low.

The more Zuo You called his name like that, the more uncomfortable he became uncontrollably.This is a manifestation of people's sense of insecurity. Language therapy repeatedly chews the names or titles of people who can bring a sense of security.

Just like when children are frightened or fall down, they often cry and call "Mom and Dad" first, because in their hearts these people will bring them safety, comfort, and shelter from wind and rain.

Xia Wei pursed her lips tightly, closed her eyes, and asked in a nasal voice, "Order takeaway for you?"

Zuo You seemed to be asleep, and didn't answer for a long time.

The two of them just sat on the ground and slept all night.

Zuo You woke up again, lying on the bed, he was the only one on the bed.He looked up at the watch on the wall, which showed that it was almost ten o'clock.

He found his phone in the living room and sent Xia Wei a message: What time is it?

He went to take a shower after sending the message, and saw a post-it note on the door of the bathroom: heat yourself early, the toothbrush is new, use mine for the rest.

Zuo You thought to himself that it was good to be all men, and it shouldn't be too fun to share resources.

He stopped walking in, turned around and walked back a few steps, standing facing the living room.

In winter, the sun is warm and warm, sprinkled on the sofa, floor and coffee table in the living room, there are floating objects in the air, swaying slowly, as if these tiny particles are the masters of this home, bathing in the sun leisurely.

In the sun-shrouded location, last night was a 'battlefield' with no gunpowder, no winners or losers, only losers.

Zuo You turned around and went back to wash. There was also a post-it note on the mirror, marking which one was facial cleanser, which one was shaving cream, which one was essence, and which one was lotion...

Zuo You kept opening his mouth in shock, and the toothpaste foam and saliva flowed out.

Does a man want to be so meticulous? He picked up the corresponding items one by one according to the labels on the sticky notes and looked at them. His uncle couldn't understand the bird language!He was in a daze when he took a shower last night, so he didn't realize that Xia Wei was so stinky.

He usually has a bottle of body wash that can wash his face and hair, let alone take a bath. Even if it is lotion, he has to buy the kind that can wipe from head to toe.

He thought Xia Wei really loved him!Deep love!

Such a delicate man, if it wasn't for true love, how could he stand a rough man like him.

There are post-it notes on the range hood in the kitchen, and post-it notes on the table in the dining room.

Zuo You was reading aloud one by one post-it notes when he heard the door open.

He trembled mentally, and suddenly tensed his body.

It wasn't until he heard the sound of breathing that he slowly relaxed his body. After he relaxed, he smiled again. Now he can tell whether the person at the door is Xia Wei just by the sound of his breathing.

He just wanted to ask if this skill was cheating?

Xia Wei walked into the kitchen while taking off his coat, leaned against the kitchen door and watched Zuo You walk around the kitchen in his pajamas.He didn't speak, and Zuo You didn't speak either.I took out the hot breakfast from the microwave and searched almost the entire wall of the cabinets before finding the chopsticks. I didn't know what to look for, so I started digging through the cabinets again.

Xia Wei couldn't see the afternoon anymore, so he went in and dragged him to the dining table and sat down, put the breakfast in front of him and said, "Honey, from today onwards, I will set aside a cabinet for you to store black pepper."

Zuo You smiled and stuffed the omelette into his mouth, Xia Wei was going to become a genius, he didn't say anything, this person could guess.

Xia Wei stroked his chin and asked, "You haven't shaved, so sexy!"

Zuo You took his hand away and said, "It won't work, um, it's not heated through." The bacon inside the omelette was still cold.

Xia Wei pinched a piece of meat, stuffed it into his mouth, tasted it, and said, "Choose something hot and eat it. It's time for lunch. Do you want to eat at home or go out?" Standing next to his little boyfriend in youthful clothes.

Zuo You put down his chopsticks, followed him into the bedroom with the plate in his hand.

Xia Wei stood in front of the closet to change clothes, only a vest and a pair of underwear were left, and when he noticed someone behind him, he suddenly turned to face Zuo You.

Zuo You was watching enthusiastically, when Xia Wei turned around, he directly swallowed the omelet bacon that he had just stuffed into his mouth, and almost passed out because of choking.

"Cough cough cough cough ~~ you, why did you suddenly turn around, cough cough!"

Xia Wei licked his lips and walked in two steps in front of him, took the plate in his hand and put it on the bookshelf, put his arms around the coughing man with a blushing neck, and walked towards the bed, saying: "You stared at me, and you blamed me for turning around." , has the little satyr seen enough?"

The two fell on the bed in a "Ku Tong", the quilt on the bed was not yet folded by Zuo You, Xia Wei lifted the quilt and rolled the two of them tightly together, and kissed under the quilt.

Zuo You writhed and crawled like a silkworm chrysalis, muttering: "Don't press the quilt, it's too hot, let go!"

Xia Wei was very tormented by the writhing silkworm chrysalis, she stretched out her hand to check if Zuo You's injury was healed.

"Hey! Where are you going to touch!?"

"Is it okay at night?"

"no!"

"you sure?"

"Last time you said let me come next time, I will be Top!"

Xia Wei put his arms around him and laughed, and said, "All right, all right, come on!" Loosening the quilt under them, the two of them got up from the quilt, "Go, let's shave you."

Zuo You touched his stubble, and said proudly: "Don't shave, such a man."

Xia Wei pursed her lips and smiled, and said, "You are a man even if you shave, the difference is whether you are a clean man or a sloppy man."

Zuo You let out a "tss", and looked around the room for the clothes he had changed.

Xia Wei said again: "It's enough for our family to have me as a sloppy man. You are responsible for the beauty."

When I heard it from left to right, I was shocked: "Why don't you take responsibility for your beauty?"

Xia Wei answered him very sincerely: "I am not as beautiful as you!"

Zuo Youbai glanced at him and said, "You are beautiful! I am handsome, okay? Okay!" Will you praise others?

Xia Wei nodded her head in recognition, she was beautiful and handsome, and it was nothing!He pushed people to the bathroom and said, "I'll serve you. Really, I haven't shaved the second person yet."

Hearing what he said, Zuo You suddenly remembered the plate of 'ex-boyfriend's scallion noodles' last night, and turned to stare at him: "It's a pity, isn't it?"

Seeing that he was smiling, Xia Wei immediately knew that he had stepped on a minefield by mistake, raised his eyebrows, and pursed his lips, thinking that he would be cute, but he didn't know if he could get away with it?

Zuo You snorted, and wiped half of his face with shaving cream indiscriminately, seeing that he was much cuter than the cute Xia Wei, Xia Wei grinned wider and wider, and was about to kiss him.

Zuo You pushed his face away, and said sternly, "Are you wrong?"

Xia Wei nodded quickly: "Wrong, wrong..."

Zuo You held the razor with the aura as if holding a 40-meter-long machete, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xia Wei blinked, thinking that everything seemed wrong last night, so she said vaguely, "Everything is wrong."

Hearing these words, Zuo You's ears were like a bastard: "Hey, why are you so perfunctory?"

Xia Wei said "Ah!", stretched out his hand to hold Zuo You's hand, and said flatteringly, "Then if you say I'm wrong, I'm wrong, isn't that okay?"

Now Zuo You is even more anxious, does this mean that he is making trouble for no reason? "you you……"

Xia Wei couldn't laugh or cry for a while, maturity has its benefits, and tenderness has its benefits, Xiao Dian can only pamper her: "Baby, don't make trouble..."

Zuo You also felt that he was a bit of a mess, but he was angry. He washed off the shaving cream indiscriminately, and his face was still dripping with water, so he walked outside, and said angrily as he walked, "I don't want to eat 'ex-boyfriend's scallion oil noodles ever again. '!" He hugged his clothes and sat on the sofa and began to change clothes.

Xia Wei sat cross-legged on the carpet to watch him change clothes, and said through the filter, "Baby, you are so cute!"

On the one hand, Zuo You felt that he was really making trouble for no reason, but he was really upset if he didn't make trouble, and he was still upset if he made trouble now.

He took out his mobile phone and called Hou Yue: "Hey! Let's eat together!"

Hou Yue hadn't woken up yet, the thick nasal sound sounded like a stuffy nose: "Don't eat, I'm sleepy, I'll die."

Zuo You didn't care whether he ate or not, and said directly: "Go there right away, get up quickly!"

Xia Wei watched him take off his pajama pants, leaned forward and hugged those legs and said, "Hou Yue, is it suitable for you to go today?"

Zuo You: "It's nothing inappropriate. I can go to my buddy's house whenever I want. It's not like your ex-boyfriend comes to check anytime and anywhere, and even brings a family group to touch porcelain and scold the street!"

Xia Wei: "You two are better than newlyweds, and newlyweds are about to enter the bridal chamber. Are you going to make a fuss about the bridal chamber now?"

Zuo You was taken aback for a moment, it made sense, no wonder Hou Yue hadn't gotten up yet, he bit the bullet and said, "You don't care!"

Xia Wei died helplessly and wanted to beat the child.But he couldn't let go, so he went up and jumped on him, pressed the person on the carpet to reveal his true nature, and warned the person who was thumping under him: "Be honest! Listen to me now."

Zuo You was stunned by his deep voice, and listened to him with staring eyes.

Seeing that he was being honest, Xia Wei withdrew his strength and said, "What happened yesterday shouldn't involve you, but I don't want to apologize. We are together. It doesn't matter whether these things will happen in the future, but as long as they happen, I hope Can you face it with me, I am Xia Wei, your Zuo You's Xia Wei, you are Zuo You, my Xia Wei's Zuo You."

Hearing the last sentence, Zuo You swallowed suddenly, Oh my god!His boyfriend is so good at talking about love!

Seeing that his expression had changed, Xia Wei stopped pressing him, so he simply lay down on the blanket with him, and continued, "Zuo You, I will accompany you to find your parents, and you also have to accompany me from the beginning to the end. The end of this life sounds like nonsense, right? In fact, this is a road, and we are already on the road. I will not allow you to take a side road without turning back, and I will not allow you to turn around and go back. If I am overbearing, I will be overbearing. This matter This is the only thing I can't give in to, I, I love you baby, stop making trouble!"

Zuo You was about to burst into tears when he heard that, but the last sentence directly angered him again. He turned over and rode on Xia Wei's body, grabbed Xia Wei's collar and asked aggressively: "You said so much just for the last sentence." Foreshadowing? Coax me to play?"

Xia Wei kissed the hand on his collar, blinked and said, "No, I didn't make a good draft, I made a slip of the tongue."

Zuo You continued to ask, "Which slip of the tongue?"

Xia Wei: "The last sentence."

Zuo You clenched his fist and punched Xia Wei's chest, with a muffled sound of "dong", Xia Wei's four legs twitched, and then he closed his eyes and laughed.

Zuo You's anger subsided, he lay down and hugged Xia Wei tightly, and after a while he said, "Xia Wei, find a rope to tie me..."

Xia Wei lifted her hips, and started talking nasty words: "I have a thick and strong rope, how long do you want?"

Zuo You was suddenly stunned by his nasty words, his ears and face slowly turned red, and he looked at him with a frown, feeling that Xia Wei, who had said such a long love story just now, and Xia Wei, who is shamelessly talking nasty now , not alone at all.

Fake, the identification is complete!

He jumped up with a "thud", spread his two big white legs, pointed at Xia Wei and shouted: "Smelly rascal, I don't care about you anymore!"

Xia Wei curled the corners of his lips, squinted his eyes, lying on the carpet with his arms pillowed on his arms, admiring the scene under his gray sweater and white shirt from bottom to top, it was simply...

Sensing his gaze, Zuo You picked up his trousers and slapped him.Turning around, wanting to turn his back on him, trying to put on his pants quickly, but after turning around with his pants in his hands and bending over,...this posture is going to be so embarrassing!

Xia Wei coughed impatiently, and said with certainty: "Honey, you are seducing me."

Zuo You was bending over and carrying his trousers, one leg had already been lifted halfway, the sound of Xia Wei getting up while speaking seemed to stab him, Zuo You yelled "Ow!", and picked up his trousers Just run to the bedroom.

Xia Wei followed behind him, enjoying himself all the way, and when he opened the door to the bedroom, it was locked.He covered his face and knocked on the door helplessly: "I didn't change my clothes, let me in!"

Zuo You shouted from the bedroom: "Wait, I'll finish changing right away."

Xia Wei thought to herself that if you put it on, I can't take it off.He leaned against the door, tapping his fingers rhythmically on the door leaf, like a beast eagerly waiting for a meal.

Zuo You kicked the door from inside and shouted, "Don't knock!"

Xia Wei laughed in a low voice, why did he feel that the more nervous and furious Zuo You was, the more he couldn't control his desire.In less than 5 minutes, the door was opened from the inside, and the very hungry beast finally waited until the 'dinner' was opened before the door opened a crack. He pushed open the door suddenly, picked up the fully dressed 'dinner' and threw it on the bed, and began to eat.

"Hmm... Xia Wei, I just got dressed!"

"When it's done, I'll help you put it on again."

"Who wants you to wear it!"

"Then I'll help you take it off."

"roll!"

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