The road of that year, the moon of that night

Five days ago, after Zuo You thought about it and sent the three photos to Xia Wei, Xia Wei seemed to have disappeared without a call or message, nor did he appear in front of his eyes.

Don't worry, it's a lie.At the beginning, he only thought of Xia Wei as the leader. He was very capable, whether he was black or powerful, and he felt at ease with such a leader sitting in a position that he had never even thought about.On the contrary, people like Li Huansha and Wang Nan witnessed Zhang Weiming's ability to work and his style of dealing with people, and they were disappointed with Zhang Weiming more than once.

He had never been disappointed with Xia Wei in this respect, he even worshiped Xia Wei as the leader.

Now the psychology is mixed.

Things were worse than he expected, he thought Xia Wei would say something, but he didn't expect it to be like this, he didn't answer him a word, disappointed and uneasy.

Zuo You sat up from the bed, Lan Tu saw that he was still wearing his coat, so he asked, "Go out?"

Zuo You shook his head and said, "It's too cold, I just want to put the cat in bed." Yangcheng is considered a northern city, and the temperature in late October is around zero degrees, with strong wind and dry air.Maybe it's because I'm used to staying in a small seaside town, and it's uncomfortable to change places at first.

Blueprint held the tablet and looked at it and said: "It's okay here, it's just cold. We went to the Northwest to support, that's easy." His face was full of indescribable words, and he didn't want to describe, "I went there twice, and I was so tanned again and again. Dry and skinny, only Mr. Xia, who goes there several times a year, doesn't take it seriously at all, hey~!"

Zuo You was also quite curious about why Xia Wei was running all over the place, he asked: "Why does Mr. Xia always go to other branches?"

Lan Tu put down the tablet in his hand, sat cross-legged on the bed, turned to Zuo You, and said, "He is considered an 'old man' in Fuyuan, we all call him that because he has a lot of experience, and he is also a business leader. Now he conducts many sales training courses at the headquarters, and many branch companies are not as old as he has worked, and as long as they establish a school, they want to drag him there and suck them up." Lantu spoke like a storytelling book, even Speaking of gestures, the branch office is called a goblin.

Zuo You smiled and said, "Listen, how does he look like Tang Seng?"

Blueprint slapped his thigh, "Is it very good brother, that's what he said, he doesn't have a home, he runs all over the world, this is called benefiting the masses, I am the salesman brought out by him in the first few batches, so many branches , Many employees at my age, if they still stay in Fuyuan, are basically his students."

Zuo You didn't pay attention to the second half of the sentence, but only paid attention to the first two sentences, what do you mean 'he doesn't have a family either? ’ he asked, “No home?”

Lantu knew that he had made a slip of the tongue, so he quickly explained: "I didn't have a family, I wasn't married."

Zuo You followed up and asked, "No, your partner?"

Lan Tu chuckled, he should be the only person in Fu Yuan who knew about Xia Wei's privacy, he said cryptically, "There seems to be a partner, it is said that it is still a marathon." After he finished speaking, he rolled over and lay down. He revealed that if he hadn't met Sun Yangtian a few times, he wouldn't have known that Xia Wei was gay.

Zuo You looked at the blueprint and lay down, not wanting to say more, he got up to wash up.With a toothbrush in his mouth, he touched the ulcer in his mouth, causing him to take a deep breath in pain, and the toothpaste foam was sucked into his throat, causing him to cough.

It took two glasses of water to rinse my mouth to make my throat feel better.He pressed his hands on the edge of the sink, remembering that Xia Wei helped him put medicine into his mouth before, and he didn't feel anything wrong with his behavior or Xia Wei's behavior at that time. Tease Xia Wei.

When he closed his eyes, it was the scene of that day. Zuo You turned on the faucet, washed his face with water, and when he opened his eyes again, he felt that many things were clear.

No one will be nice to someone for no reason.

So, how could he think that Xia Wei's actions seemed normal?

What is the concept of marathon?

The marathon relationship has lost its freshness, so come to him to find something new and exciting?

Pulling the towel from the towel rack, he wiped his face twice indiscriminately. There was nowhere to vent his psychological anger. Zuo You tightly clutched the towel in his hand, turned around and raised his hand and slammed it against the wall with a "bang".

He heard Lantu shouting outside: "What's wrong? You fell down?"

Zuo You didn't answer, went into the bathroom and turned on the shower, and hot water poured down his head, only then did he realize that he hadn't taken off his clothes.The clothes were soaked, and the process of taking them off was more troublesome than usual. When the whole process was over, Zuo You's mental blockage was replaced by questions.

Does he care too much about Xia Wei now?

Do you care?Or, was it just because Xia Wei's behavior made him care?

After thinking over and over again, he overturned this conclusion. In fact, it is not. If people don't care, how can they care about behavior.

For example, Shi Zicheng, he didn't care about this person, not even his behavior.Shi Zicheng's behavior is not much different from Xia Wei's behavior, so he is different from person to person?

After supporting the project in Yangcheng for more than half a month, Zuo You thought wildly for more than half a month. When he was busy, he had no time to think, and when he was free, he was entangled and couldn't sleep. Finally, he came to a conclusion that he was sick.

Yes, he was sick and was so tired that he was about to vomit blood, yet he still had time to think about insomnia.

Standing on the main road where customers visited the park, Zuo You pulled a honeysuckle fruit from a newly planted honeysuckle tree. The red fruit was less than one centimeter in diameter, dark red, plump and firm.

The row of honeysuckle trees in front of him has just been planted, and behind him, workers are planting another row.It is cold in the north, and honeysuckle is cold-resistant. The fruit produced in October is bright red and attractive, and a dense row is grafted on the branches.Putting the honeysuckle wood on the main visiting route of the garden makes the garden look less depressed this season.

People coming off work will greet Zuo You when they pass by. Everyone has a clear division of labor, and there is no need to stay on the construction site to freeze if they are completed earlier.

Zuo You waited for the row of gold and silver wood behind him to be completed, signed the form of the green plant company, and he could go back to the hotel.With one hand in his pocket and the other holding the red fruit, he stamped his cold feet on the spot.He didn't bring thick clothes and shoes when he came to Yangcheng, but fortunately he couldn't be idle at work and always ran around.He passed the red fruit pinched under his fingertips to his nose and sniffed it. It had a bitter taste.

The worker behind saw it, thought Zuo You wanted to eat it, and hurriedly shouted: "Don't eat it, don't eat it, it's poisonous."

When Zuo You heard that it was poisonous, he turned around and handed the fruit to the worker, asking, "This, is it poisonous?"

The worker was digging soil at the root of the honeysuckle tree with a shovel, and said, "Eat it, it makes you sick and have diarrhea. You can't eat it."

Zuo You pursed his lips, in fact he didn't eat it, he just wanted to smell it, really pretty things are poisonous.Yes, good-looking people can be toxic too.

"hungry?"

Hearing this voice, Zuo You became nervous, and crushed the red fruit on his fingertips with a "puff".

He lowered his head and looked at his thumb and index finger first. The bright red juice flowed from his fingers to his palm, which looked very beautiful and enchanting.He was grinning, when a tissue was handed to him, he took it without looking up, and wiped off the bright red juice.He raised his head and asked the worker: "Master, this fruit is crushed, is the juice poisonous?"

The worker thought it was funny, smiled and waved at him and said, "It's not in the way, it's not in the way, it's okay if you don't eat."

Zuo You raised his hand, threw the tissue into the trash can from a distance, looked up at Xia Wei who was standing beside him and said, "Thank you, leader!"

Seeing that he was finally willing to look at him, Xia Wei couldn't help but linger on his face for two more seconds. The tip of his nose, cheekbones and chin were frozen red. He asked, "Why are you wearing so little?"

Zuo You looked down at his own clothes, and then looked up at Xia Wei's clothes. This man was only wearing a suit, and he was ashamed to say that he wore less. He said, "Is it more than you?" It's impolite, big or small, but let him be respectful, and he can't be respectful at this time.Mentally entangled again, Zuo You walked towards the workers and asked, "Master, how long will it take?"

The worker glanced at the three-wheeled dump truck and said: "After planting, cultivate the soil, pour the nutrient solution and call it a day."

After Zuo You heard this, he stood next to the worker and did not leave. Xia Wei stood behind him, as if there was an existence that he couldn't ignore. He couldn't see anyone but could clearly feel that Xia Wei was behind him. He didn't know it was because of anger. The field is too strong or what.

Within 10 minutes, everything was done. Zuo You signed the form of Lvzhi Company and was ready to go back to the hotel.

Seeing that he gave the list to the workers, Xia Wei stepped forward and said, "Take you to dinner."

Zuo You turned to look at him and wanted to say: I can eat by myself.

But the words of slandering people were repeated several times in his mouth and he didn't say them out. The leadership image that Xia Wei had planted in his mind was too stubborn. As long as this person stood in front of him, he couldn't really open his mouth to slander him. That is to say in the heart.

Zuo You didn't say a word, and didn't care about him. This is not Happy City, he doesn't need to clock in, and he just leaves after get off work.Regardless of Xia Wei, he went straight out of the project, but Xia Wei followed behind him every step of the way.

The sound of the two people's footsteps made him feel irritable, Zuo You stopped abruptly, turned his head and stared at Xia Wei, just about to open his mouth to speak, Xia Wei pointed to the car beside them and said: "Get in the car, I have something to say tell you."

Xia Wei faced Zuo You, and Zuo You turned to face the project. He saw the Yangcheng project sales manager and two salesmen coming out of the project. He saw Xia Wei from a distance, and he had already walked towards them.

The sales manager of Yangcheng greeted him three steps away: "Leader, why are you here?"

Xia Wei turned to look at the person and said, "I have a meeting tomorrow morning, I have something to do later."

The manager nodded and said, "Okay, then I will inform them that the meeting will be changed to tomorrow morning."

Xia Wei nodded in agreement, then turned to Zuo You and said, "Get in the car first."

Under the watchful eyes of four people, Zuo You got into the car.Xia Wei changed the meeting time just to have something to say to him?

The car drove to Yangcheng Commercial Center, Zuo You thought at first that Xia Wei wanted to go to the dining area of ​​the shopping mall to eat, but this person went to a men's clothing store.

It didn't take long for Xia Wei to go in, so she picked out two cotton clothes, one black mid-length and one army green loose short.

However, no matter how Zuo You looked at these two clothes, they didn't look like Xia Wei could wear them.Eh?Maybe I bought it for my boyfriend.

Zuo You didn't follow him in. In the milk tea shop on the same floor, he bought a large cup of milk-covered oolong tea and stood outside the shop waiting for Xia Wei while drinking.It couldn't be more beautiful after a day of freezing, drinking hot drinks and playing with mobile phones.It took Xia Wei less than 10 minutes to finish shopping, and the two went to the top floor of the shopping mall for dinner.

After the two found their seats and sat down, Xia Wei glanced at the milk tea in Zuo You's hand and said, "I don't have my share." His voice was soft, his tone was different from usual, and he sounded a little aggrieved.

Zuo You bit the straw and raised his head, thinking, is this Xia Wei a fake?He gulped down the two pearls in his mouth without chewing, and almost choked.He took away the milk tea and asked, "This is milk tea, do you drink milk tea?" Don't believe me at all, okay, just thinking about the scene of Xia Wei drinking milk tea would give him goosebumps.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Xia Wei stretched his long arms across the table, picked up the milk tea left on the table by Zuo You, put the straw into his mouth, took a big gulp, and just inhaled a pearl, just when Zuo You reached out to snatch it, He has put the cup back in its place.While chewing pearls, he raised his eyebrows at Zuo You and said, "Why can't I drink milk tea?"

Zuo You held back all the way and finally couldn't take it anymore, and opened his mouth to curse: "Damn~!" He picked up the milk tea, knocked the bottom of the cup on the table, the milk tea and pearls swayed in the transparent cup, "I Damn it doesn't matter if you can drink it or not, this cup is mine..." He knocked the bottom of the cup again as he spoke.

Seeing that Zuo You's fried hair was about to burn to pieces, Xia Wei put the shopping bag on the table and said with a smile, "I'll give it to you, you wear too little."

Zuo You opened his mouth and wanted to scold, but when he saw the two big shopping bags, the sound suddenly disappeared, but the anger on his face was still there, but the sound was silent.He looked at the bag and then at Xia Wei, his brows furrowed twice on his angry face.

for him?

Isn't it for boyfriend?Fuck, what's going on?

He raised his hand to push the bag back, and said bluntly, "Thank you, take it away!"

Xia Wei flipped through the phone and handed it to him, motioning him to look at the phone. The screen of the phone was a receipt for reimbursement.

Zuo You stared at Xia Wei, then moved his eyes to his phone screen, and understood what it was after just one glance.Fu Yuan was reimbursed the car rental company's expenses, and the evidence was written by Li Yang.He asked, "What do you mean?"

Seeing that he forgot about the milk tea, Xia Wei explained to him at ease: "Xingheng will definitely submit the car rental fee for approval, but it has to go with other payments. I don't know when it will come down. The company will pay in advance first." Come on, so the money from you and Li Yang will be transferred back to you." After he finished speaking, he pushed two shopping bags in front of Zuo You, "You paid three thousand, deduct the money for buying clothes, and I will transfer the rest to you. for you."

Zuo You was stunned, so did he spend his money on his own initiative to buy him clothes?He took a deep breath and asked, "My money, you decide to buy clothes?"

Xia Wei said with peace of mind, "You don't wear too much. If you don't want to buy clothes, the three thousand will be transferred to you, and the clothes will be given to you as well."

Zuo You turned his face to the wall and cursed again, "Damn!"

Xia Wei pursed her lips and smiled, and called the waiter to order.

Zuo You took the shopping bag off the table, and took a look at the machine-printed receipts in the bag.

Xia Wei was ordering food with the waiter, when he saw Zuo You flipping through the shopping receipt, he felt bad.Sure enough, after he finished ordering, the phone beeped an information alert, he didn't look at the phone, he raised his hand and scratched his forehead first, it's really difficult, is it so difficult to chase someone?

Zuo You looked up at Xia Wei and said, "The reimbursement money must go to the financial department, or the personnel department, and the money for the clothes will be transferred to you. Take it." If he doesn't accept it, it's like he can treat people like that.

Xia Wei tapped on the phone, wanting to change the subject, so she said, "I went to two newly established branches for training during this period, and I haven't been in Jinshi all this time. I just came back yesterday."

Zuo You still had that expression of 'collecting money'.

Xia Wei had no choice but to lean forward and look into his eyes and asked, "Can you listen to my explanation?"

As if he couldn't stand his gaze, Zuo You leaned back on the sofa and turned his head to look aside. He knew that the topic of the meal had finally come, but he also had doubts, and he couldn't always be passive. He asked, "Seeing Doesn’t it count? Now seeing is believing and hearing is believing?”

Xia Wei guessed that his trust value in Zuo You's eyes should be very low, so he bit the bullet and said, "Yes! Do you want to listen?"

Zuo You raised one corner of his mouth, thinking that you can still weave flowers?He said, "No."

Xia Wei frowned, his mind sank, the last thing he wanted to see was Zuo You's indifferent expression, he started to say regardless: "The photo is of me and me, ex-boyfriend..."

Zuo You laughed out loud, and muttered softly, "Another ex-boyfriend."

Xia Wei was interrupted by him, and after hearing his words clearly, he asked, "Again?"

Zuo You said bluntly: "I went to the apartment in Shizicheng for dinner, and I met his ex-boyfriend." After he finished speaking, as if afraid of Xia Wei's misunderstanding, he said, "I don't mean anything else. At your age, you have an ex-boyfriend. , now that her boyfriend is too normal, it's understandable, let's continue."

Xia Wei choked on his words, what do you mean: your age?

Also, this tone is full of the meaning of watching the excitement, what does it mean?

But he couldn't refute it. He did have an ex-boyfriend. He continued, "I broke up with him after graduating from university, and I've been single since then." After he finished speaking, he waited for Zuo You's reaction, but Zuo You had already drunk Picking up the milk tea, he looked like he couldn't hear the point and was waiting for him to say the following.

He sighed and said, "The photo is of the two of us. He has been unwilling to share these years..."

Zuo You interrupted him with curiosity on his face and asked: "What did you do to be sorry for him?" After so many years of being unwilling, it's awesome!

Xia Wei explained in a depressed mood: "No, it's because it's more convenient to consider, and it's really not suitable."

Zuo You was even more puzzled, and asked with a frown: "How can we be together if they don't fit? Shouldn't they be together only when they find it's a good fit?" He has never been in a relationship, only a tragic unrequited love that failed.

Xia Wei was dumbfounded by the question, and recalled the situation at that time carefully, and told the truth: "He is going to get married, out of shape. His family's situation is special, and he is worried that he will have nothing after coming out of the closet, so he got married after graduation."

Zuo You slammed the milk tea on the table again, and asked in shock, "What? A marriage?"

Xia Wei nodded, Zuo You's expression now was similar to that when he heard Sun Yangtian said that he was going to get married, more puzzled, and even less sad, he only knew that he didn't love Sun Yangtian at that time.

Zuo You grabbed the milk tea, sucked it up, and quickly chewed two pearls to suppress his shock.He has heard of gay marriage, but has never met it before, and now his head is full of incomprehension.Suddenly Xia Wei felt a little pitiful, was this considered abandoned?

No, since it's a physical marriage, can the two be together?

Zuo You asked puzzledly: "He is married in person, you can be together too?"

Xia Wei opened his mouth, but didn't say that he didn't love Sun Yangtian, it sounded like he was very scumbag.In junior year, he came out of the closet and was accompanied by someone, especially someone like Sun Yangtian, who was able to stimulate his emotions and spirits. At that time, he felt that Sun Yangtian was good-looking and had a good personality. Having such a person with him made him feel at ease during that time and diluted it. His family was puzzled and resentful towards him. At that time, he still felt that he had done the right thing by choosing to come out of the closet.

He thought for a while and said: "Our positions are too different, and we can't integrate our views. He has his insistence, and I have my own ideas, and his marriage doesn't have much impact on me. You...understand?"

Zuo You understood Xia Wei's words over and over several times before he understood what it means to have a small impact, that is, it did not cause any harm to his feelings?To put it bluntly, he is not sad. He is not sad when his boyfriend gets married, so he doesn't care?

The more Zuo You thought about it, the sharper his eyes looked at Xia Wei, and finally the words "liar!" came out unconsciously from his bald mouth, with dissatisfaction in his tone.

Xia Wei was stunned when he heard this, thinking that he would be disgusted, but he didn't expect it to be so serious.He still wanted to explain a few words, but when he opened his mouth, Zuo You raised his hand to stop.

Zuo You raised his hand and made a stop motion, and said, "Stop! I know, there's no need to say it." He didn't feel relieved after listening to it, but it made Xia Wei's heart feel even more blocked.

Xia Wei asked: "Then have you resolved your misunderstanding about me?"

Zuo You immediately said: "I didn't misunderstand you." This was too false, he answered too quickly, and the words didn't pass his brain, and it didn't feel right after he finished speaking, "It's not a matter of misunderstanding, I just want to say..." He said Didn't go down and stopped, did he not misunderstand Xia Wei?Of course, there is no such thing as a fart!But now he admits that there was a misunderstanding, and he is afraid that Xia Wei will think that the misunderstanding has been resolved, and he can do something wrong again... He is so messed up, he dares to try something wrong with him.

Xia Wei couldn't wait for the second half of the sentence, so he asked, "What do you want to say?"

Seeing the waiter come to serve the food, Zuo You interrupted and said, "I didn't think about anything, I'm hungry and want to eat."

Xia Wei was a little excited just now, and finally waited until Zuo You answered the question directly, but he only spoke half of what he said, and he felt uncomfortable because of being wrong.But seeing Zuo You's hesitation to speak clearly, and seeing a trace of panic on his face, he knew he couldn't keep asking.

The two had a harmonious meal and drove back to the hotel together.

Seeing the hotel appearing in sight, Zuo You asked, "You." After he finished saying this word, he realized that he was talking to Xia Wei. He didn't know when he stopped using the words "you" and "leadership" Salutation, "You live here too?"

Xia Wei stuttered when he heard what he said, turned to look at him, did not answer his words first, the car parked in the parking lot on the ground, after parking, he didn't get out of the car, he wanted to continue what he hadn't finished talking before eating, he said : "I live here too, Fuyuan cooperates with this hotel chain."

After Zuo You nodded, he wanted to get out of the car. As soon as his hand touched the door, he heard a "click" and the car was locked.He suddenly turned his head to look at Xia Wei, with vigilance in his eyes, as if Xia Wei was a villain who was about to commit murder.

But Xia Wei did have a purpose. He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to keep Zuo You, so he could only lock the car first. He had been thinking about this matter over and over for more than half a month. Zuo You explained to his face.Now that he finally has an opportunity, he doesn't want to miss it.He said: "I have something to tell you, can you sit for a while?"

Zuo You thought it was funny, and he smiled incredulously, he asked with a smile: "I said no, will you open the car door and let me go?"

Xia Wei looked at him without speaking, and told him with firm eyes: No.

Zuo You stared ahead, suppressing the fire in his heart, his face was finally not too ugly.

Xia Wei asked: "Now, is our misunderstanding resolved?" He kept staring at Zuo You's side face, his tone was very gentle.

Zuo You snorted as an answer.

Xia Wei continued to ask: "After you saw the photo, your attitude towards me changed. Is it because the other person is a man? Or is it because you think I'm messing around behind my boyfriend's back?"

After Zuo You opened his mouth from Xia Wei, his heart beat faster and faster. He would reveal his own problems when he answered these two questions seriously.If he answered the first question honestly, Xia Wei would know that most of him might be gay. For the second question, he was even more guilty.

During this period of time, the reason for his depression was precisely the second question.Even if Xia Wei messed around behind his boyfriend's back, what was he doing?If he doesn't want to talk to him, he doesn't talk to him, and if he doesn't want to see him, he doesn't talk to him, but the situation is just the opposite. He just can't help being entangled and depressed. Xia Wei likes men, and Xia Wei has a boyfriend. Yes, it's gone now. It's becoming more and more obvious that what he's concerned about is just Xia Wei messing around?

No.

Xia Wei waited for a few minutes, but he didn't wait for Zuo You's answer, so he actually laughed, as if he found that Zuo You was feeling guilty.

Zuo You bluffed and turned his head to stare at Xia Wei, his face was as cold as ice, but he was so flustered that he didn't dare to speak, so he could only pretend to be fierce and stared at others.

Xia Wei opened his mouth slowly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said, "I guess it's because of the question later,... right?" In order not to annoy Zuo You, he added a question at the end to show that he was not extremely serious. Definitely, but just guessing.

Zuo You didn't think so, he felt like he was on a thief's boat.Bah, no, it's a stolen car.I really want to slam my head into the car door and forget it!

Before Zuo You could open his mouth, Xia Wei wanted to finish the sentence at once, so he continued, "But, I don't have a boyfriend." He said this in a pitiful tone, and spread his hands with a helpless expression, "So, no There's a mess problem."

Zuo You didn't want to talk to him at all, he just wanted to quietly watch him shamelessly whitewash himself, and see if he could blow himself up to [-] meters?

Xia Wei said non-stop: "Now, we don't have the first problem, right?"

Zuo You recalled the first question: Because the other party is a man?

What Xia Wei wanted to express was that his change of attitude was not because Xia Wei liked a man or Xia Wei liked a man.

To put it bluntly, it was not because of Xia Wei's sexual orientation that he resented him.

Zuo You's silence was taken by Xia Wei as the default.When he said this, he couldn't help becoming agitated again, afraid of interrupting him from left to right, so he finished in one go: "Zuo You, what you feel is right, I'm not messing around, I'm looking for a boyfriend for myself. I'm chasing someone I like."

Zuo You felt that his eardrums were about to be punctured by the sound of his heartbeat, "Bang bang bang..." The strength was stronger each time, he blinked a few times, and felt that his reaction ability was still there, but fortunately, it was only in some places unusual.

He heard Xia Wei finished speaking, he could even hear Xia Wei's breathing, he stretched out his hand to grab the car door again, the air in the car seemed to be sucked up by the two of them, the longer he stayed, the more unbearable it became.

Xia Wei saw Zuo You froze on the seat, not moving and not speaking, his expression changed from fierce at first to calm and then guilty, and now he is directly stunned.He really wanted to reach out and touch the face that was frightened by him, but judging from Zuo You's appearance, if he touched it, Zuo You would probably bounce back in fright.But he couldn't control his hand, in the end he could only reach out and touch Zuo You's hand on the side of his thigh.

Zuo You quickly withdrew his hand like an electric shock, put it on his lap, turned his head to look at Xia Wei and asked, "Have you finished?"

"Can I pursue you?" Xia Wei asked the last question carefully, full of expectations.

Zuo You's eardrums were beating again, the sound was like a beating drum, and his brain was in a mess.It's not that he never thought that Xia Wei liked him, and his original gesture of showing affection to him pointed to this result.Hearing Xia Wei's confession now was far more shocking than what he had imagined.

He didn't even want to refuse, but he didn't want to reply affirmatively either.

Xia Wei leaned back on the back of the chair and sat down, unlocked the car with a "click".As if his energy was exhausted, he smiled a little bit bravely: "Go back and rest first, you may, need to think about it." He gave Zuo You down the steps, which can be regarded as comforting himself.

Zuo You finally made a sound, just a "hmm", then opened the door and got out of the car, the door was still closed, and walked towards the hotel as if fleeing.

After walking a few steps, he began to gasp for breath. The tension in the car seemed to exhaust him.As soon as he walked up the steps, his hand was caught, he gasped heavily, and turned his head blankly, he was afraid of what Xia Wei would say at the entrance of the hotel.

Xia Wei grabbed Zuo You's wrist with one hand, handed over the shopping bag with the other, and said, "I forgot something." He didn't let go after speaking, "I..."

Zuo You was afraid that what he said at the entrance of the hotel would be overheard by the people passing by, and the people who came in and out had already been watched, so he quickly interrupted Xia Wei and said, "I'll think about it." After speaking, he took the shopping bag and strode forward Stepping up the steps, leaving Xia Wei behind.

Zuo You was in a state of confusion, and the steps were extraordinarily long. After walking up dozens of steps, he felt as if he had climbed the stairs to heaven. When he took the last step, he stood at the top of the steps and watched the hotel's revolving door keep turning. Turn around, the hotel is brightly lit, and it seems that behind him is not so scary anymore.

He turned his head slowly, Xia Wei's eyes were shining in the night, and there was an emotion that he couldn't see through, like fire or ice.

This person has lost his daytime armor and lost his vigor to overcome obstacles at work. Standing at the foot of the steps and looking at each other from a distance is just a man who is carefully courting.

Zuo You's flustered state of mind has mostly calmed down when he looked back.

The moonlight was as cool as water, and he raised his hand to look at the full moon in the sky. In the past, he would think it was a waste to see such a moonlight, because no one accompanied him to watch it.Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Xia Wei following his gaze and also looking at the full moon in the night sky.Isn't it a waste of moonlight for him from today on?

When spring returns, flowers bloom for thoughts, and when winter comes, snow falls for thoughts.

He once sent an email to Yang Qingyuan during the Spring Festival in his third year of high school, with only one sentence: "Chun Hui, do you come back?"

So far, he has not received a reply.

It seemed that spring was over, but in what he thought was the cold winter, he saw snow falling like flowers.

"Winter is the end, and everything is collected." Zuo Su's voice rang in his ears, and Zuo Su would say this sentence every year at the beginning of winter.

At this time, Xia Wei in front of him seemed to be covered with silvery moonlight, standing in front of him in a hurry on the day of the beginning of winter.

So can he be collected?

The author has something to say:

Even later, I will kneel down for a while.

In order to finish writing "Looking Back", I changed it back and forth.

Feel sorry!

Come back late, just started coding, don’t wait, let’s see it tomorrow (づ￣3￣)づ╭～