The road of that year, the moon of that night

Zuo You stood under the steps, staring down at his shoes, waiting for the numbness on his feet and calves to pass.

I was woken up by a phone call from a worker in the morning. I hurriedly put on a pair of white canvas shoes and ran over. After the whole morning, there was a layer of dust on the shoes.He raised his feet and walked aimlessly along the path by the back door, looking up to the bright sun, covering the glare with his backhand, and looking through the gaps between his fingers, looking like a refreshing autumn scene.

The convention and exhibition center is located on the edge of the central area, and behind the exhibition hall is a bungalow area.

The half-ripe persimmons bent their branches and leaned out of the courtyard wall. The leaves fluttered with the autumn wind. The shiny leaves reflected light and just burst into Zuo You's eyes. He closed his eyes and walked under the persimmon tree with his head down. Branches of persimmon tree.

The house of the owner of the persimmon tree, the roof is made of red tiles, the dark red tiles are like fish scales, it reminds Zuo You of the family courtyard of the Normal University when he was a child.As long as he could remember, he lived in a three-story red brick house with a red tile roof... Yang Qingyuan was his best friend in childhood.

Zuo Su and Yu Siyan will travel with Yang Qingyuan's parents during holidays.At that time, the two families got together, which was especially lively.

Zuo Su and Yang Qingyuan's father likes fishing, and whenever they go out, they will bring their two children with them.

Yang Qingyuan likes to spread his blue and white school uniform on the grass by the river, and lie on it to bask in the sun. He follows suit, but in the end he will definitely rub against Yang Qingyuan's school uniform, and the two of them lie side by side and bask in the sun .

He felt that he fell in love with Yang Qingyuan's school uniform first, and then fell in love with him.

Zuo You raised his head and closed his eyes, taking a deep breath of the autumn air. There was a smell of decoration and spray paint, which came from the exhibition center.

In his memory, Yang Qingyuan's school uniform was always washed very clean, and every time he got closer, he could smell the fragrant washing powder.He didn't understand what was going on with his behavior at that time, but when he saw Yang Qingyuan, he wanted to be by his side. He liked the smell of him very much, he liked to listen to Yang Qingyuan scold others, and he liked to watch Yang Qingyuan correct his homework. , secretly took Yang Qingyuan's school uniform and hid it in his closet. After he left, the smell seemed to dissipate.

During that time, he liked to be very careful, hiding the draft paper with Yang Qingyuan's name on it, and because of his name, he was even reluctant to tear off the draft paper.

I was very afraid that my eyes and thoughts would be exposed, and in the end I even hid from people.

He locked all the clues in a drawer and hid them in his heart.

It was a small secret joy, and it was also his uneasiness.

There are so many ways to deal with feelings in this world.

Shi Zicheng's feelings are straightforward, enthusiastic, and seem to seek speed.

Xia Wei's feelings are hidden and not afraid.

Hou Yue seems to be the same as him, are they too careful?

The more Zuo You thought about it, the more flustered he felt, recalling Xia Wei's various behaviors during this period, he took off the "straight man" hat he put on Xia Wei's head. In fact, Xia Wei's behavior and Shi Zicheng's behavior are very similar in purpose , just a vague, a straightforward.

Why did he think Xia Wei was a 'straight man'?

He walked through alleys and streets, listening to the cats and dogs fighting in the courtyard wall, and in the corner of his eyes, an electric car carrying children after school passed by him, and a tricycle rode head-on with a loudspeaker and kept repeating "collect old appliances and old furniture." ...'

The phone vibrated wildly in his pocket, Zuo You took out his phone and answered it without looking at the screen, he probably knew who it was.

Xia Wei: "Hey, I'm at the exit of the exhibition center, haven't I finished yet?"

Zuo You: "..." He felt that he was going to be hypocritical to death, he could reject Shi Zicheng, why couldn't he reject Xia Wei?

Xia Wei said "Hello" again.

Zuo You took a deep breath and said, "Leader, I invite the workers who built the exhibition to eat at noon, you..."

Xia Wei interrupted him and asked, "Who?"

Zuo You's heart jumped in his throat, and Xia Wei should be upset from his tone, and he said it again: "Please invite the workers who set up the exhibition to eat. I'm too busy in the morning and they will help unload the truck, so..." He really couldn't make it up. After going down, I hope Xia Wei can understand it by herself.

Xia Wei paused for two seconds, then recovered her tone and asked, "Where are you in the afternoon?"

Zuo You said truthfully: "I haven't decided yet, I have to look at both ends."

Xia Wei let out a "hmm" and hung up the phone.

Zuo You leaned his back against the base of a courtyard wall. After telling the lie, his heart became even more blocked. He raised his foot and kicked a stone away. It was loud, and he stood up straight in fright, stretching his neck to look at the opposite courtyard.Immediately afterwards, a woman in the courtyard was heard shouting: "Who's son of a bitch? You don't want to live anymore, do you?"

As soon as Zuo You heard the scolding, he turned around and ran, huffing and puffing, like a group of dogs chasing after him, he ran all the way across the alley, turned a corner before he dared to stop.Leaning against the wall, he gasped for breath, raised his hand to wipe off his sweat, and then secretly raised his head to look back. Sure enough, a fierce elder sister was yelling at the door.

"Fuck!" Zuo You quickly retracted his head.

I looked around, I didn't know where I went, and finally I was hungry and tired, so I had lunch at a breakfast shop outside the bungalow area.

The porridge was leftover from breakfast, and it was still warm, so Zuo You had no choice but to ask for another corner cake and a tea egg.After eating, I asked the boss for directions, only to realize that I had traveled a long, long way.According to the instructions of the early shop owner, I waited for a few minutes on the dirt road and stopped a Sanbengzi. It took eight yuan to enter the urban road with developed traffic.

It was two o'clock when Zuo You returned to the outreach center. Wang Nan said that Zhang Weiming was going to hold a quarterly meeting. He knew that Xia Wei and Li Yang should also go.Thinking of it like this seems to be a sigh of relief, and I can finally spend the afternoon more relaxed.

But after work, he became inexplicably nervous again. He slept for more than two hours last night. It stands to reason that he should go back to the dormitory to sleep right now. The first day of the housing exhibition tomorrow will only be busier and more tiring, but he just doesn't want to go back.

So I called Zhou Meng again, "Hello, are you divided?"

After Zhou Meng heard it clearly, he opened his mouth and cursed: "Fuck|Your second uncle, if my mother breaks up, I will be the first to sleep with you!"

Zuo You raised his hand to cover his face, this is the fucking straight man, eh!He roared inwardly, with a sluggish face, "It's okay, don't be sticky, how about I sleep in your dormitory tonight?"

Zhou Meng laughed loudly, and scolded him after laughing: "Counsel! What are you afraid of, he is a crook, what else can he do to you? Counseling!"

Zuo You burst into tears in his heart, thinking to himself, he has already tricked me, what else do he want?He asked, "Is there anyone in your dormitory?"

Zhou Meng: "I'll have dinner with my wife first, and I'll be back after nine o'clock. Brother Jun will go back to the dormitory every day after get off work to be checked by his wife. Go ahead, he's here."

Zuo You didn't continue the nonsense with him, hung up the phone and went straight to Zhou Meng's dormitory.

Brother Jun is married and lives separately from his wife. When Zuo You knocked on the door, Brother Jun was holding a phone video with his wife, reporting the content of the day.

Zuo You greeted Brother Jun, washed his hands and face, fell on Zhou Meng's bed, and fell asleep within a minute.

Feeling a cramp in his calf in a daze, he lifted his calf back and squeezed it for himself. Just as he put down his hand and leg, the phone started vibrating again.

Zuo You irritatedly raised both hands and smashed the bed, "Bang bang bang..."

Brother Jun came in sucking the noodles, saw Zuo You fell asleep after smashing the bed, and muttered, "Get up and tear down the house and bed~!"

The phone vibrated for the second time, Brother Jun picked up Zuo You's phone and glanced at it, to show his 'big leader'.

He asked: "The big leader calls, will you answer it?"

Zuo You was even more annoyed when he heard someone talking, grabbed the pillow and covered his head, shouting: "It's so annoying!!!"

Brother Jun held the phone in a daze for two seconds and answered, "Hello."

Xia Wei: "..." Who?

Brother Jun took the phone in front of his eyes and looked at it. He didn't hang it up. Why didn't he speak?

Xia Wei: "I'll look around."

Brother Jun heard a cold voice on the other side coughed and said: "Well, he is not convenient to answer the phone, let him call you back later..."

Xia Wei asked directly: "Where is he?" What the hell is it inconvenient?

Brother Jun held the noodles in one hand and the phone in the other, and said after a while, "He worked overtime last night and was trying to catch up on sleep..."

Xia Wei glanced at Zuo You's single bed, and asked, "Where is it, catch up on sleep?"

Brother Jun felt that he lived such a long life, and he had never made such a call with such a sense of urgency. He knew that Zuo You and Zhou Meng were classmates, so he said, "Zhou Meng's dormitory."

Xia Wei hung up the phone, full of doubts, why didn't he go back to his dormitory and go to Zhou Meng's?

Zhou Meng returned to the dormitory at nearly ten o'clock, went into the room and poured the fried noodles in his hand on a plate, went into the bedroom and kicked Zuo You on the bed where he was sleeping, and shouted: "Get up and eat."

Zuo You moved, then continued to sleep.

Zhou Meng walked to the head of the bed, lifted Zuo You up, and patted him on the back twice.

Brother Jun passed by the door with a look of disbelief, wondering if Zuo You would kill Zhou Meng by getting up, but Zuo You, who was lifted up by Zhou Meng in the next second, lifted the quilt to cover Zhou Meng with a "crash", All the elbows and knees were quickly greeted to Zhou Meng, and it was easy to hit with a thunderbolt.

Zhou Meng: "Aww~ vomit, cough, cough!" The howling sound like a slaughtered pig echoed throughout the room, but it was also a seven-point pretend, three-point really hurt.

Zuo You had a good time beating, got up and stretched himself, and walked towards the door barefoot.

Zhou Meng followed him and kicked his ass. Zuo You staggered and almost fell to the ground. He grabbed a handful and said, "Did you have a good time? Eat!"

Zuo You still squinted his eyes, yawned several times and said: "Don't eat, I'm not hungry, go back and sleep."

Zhou Meng poured the noodles on the plate back into the lunch box, put them in his hands, and asked, "Enough of being coaxed, aren't you afraid?"

Zuo You shook Zhou Meng's arm with the takeaway bag, didn't answer him, and went downstairs in a daze.

Xia Wei sat on the bed and thought for several hours, but she didn't understand it. Just as she was about to get up to pack her luggage, the door opened and someone came back.He knew that Zhang Weiming was holding a sales meeting, so it must be Zuo You who opened the door and came in.

He got up and got out of bed, took a few steps to the door of the bedroom and stood still, watching Zuo You change his shoes in a daze, without the slippers on, and then walking to the bedroom in a daze, then he was obviously startled when he saw him.

Zuo You was really taken aback. Zhou Meng's dormitory was just across the street from his dormitory. He was not fully awake yet, but when he saw Xia Wei, he instantly lost all sleepiness. He blinked a little shyly. Eyelids, he calmed down and asked: "Leader, you are standing here..., what are you doing? Well, do you want to eat noodles?" He almost bit his tongue when he talked nonsense, and finally raised the noodles in his hand .

Xia Wei looked at the unheated face, took it over, and asked him, "The distance is so close, why don't you come back to sleep?"

Zuo You couldn't see any emotion from his face at all, awesome man!But he can't, for someone who has seen all pornographic films, he feels nervous when he thinks of those three photos of Xia Wei, there is no reason at all, he is so fucking nervous that he wants to shake his legs.He didn't look at Xia Wei with drooping eyes, walked past him, went straight back to the bedroom, and said as he walked, "I'm so sleepy, I walked downstairs to them and went up."

Seeing his single bed, Zuo You tore off the quilt, grabbed the corners of the quilt with both hands, and covered his whole body, it seemed that he was really sleepy.

Xia Wei believed it, and took the fried noodles to the kitchen to heat them up.

Zuo You was covered under the quilt, but couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

Xia Wei came in with noodles, he could clearly smell the aroma of the noodles, and clearly heard the sound of the bottom of the plate hitting the bedside table, Xia Wei lifted the quilt covering his head, and he almost couldn't hold back and jumped out.

Can't ignore it at all, can't calm down at all.

He also knew that he was too nervous, why couldn't he face Xia Wei like he did to Shi Zicheng?

When Shi Zicheng was shameless towards him again, he didn't have the slightest ups and downs in his mind.

So is there a psychological ups and downs now?

Fuck the ups and downs, not at all.

It's blocked, blocked in the heart, blocked in the throat, even blocked in the eyes, if you really shouldn't watch it, you can't watch it, it's hot to your eyes, right?

Zuo You was in a bad mood, and his movements were extraordinarily large. "Hula", he lifted the quilt and sat up, as if he was about to fight.

The wind brought by the lifting of the quilt made Xia Wei squint his eyes.

Xia Wei watched him sit up angrily and stare at the noodles without saying a word, and asked, "What's wrong? Do you want to turn off the lights?"

The expression on Zuo You's face remained for two seconds before collapsing, picked up the noodles and said "Thank you!" weakly, and left the bedroom to the restaurant.

Xia Wei was stunned by him, and after sitting for a while, he got up and followed out.

Zuo You was eating noodles and saw Xia Wei walking around the table, taking a water glass to fetch water, he thought to himself: Don't give it to me, don't give it to me, don't give it to me...

Before finishing reading the fourth time, Xia Wei put the water glass next to his plate and said, "Eat slowly, drink some water."

Zuo You clenched his mouth, chewed a mouthful of noodles in hatred, stared at the noodles with his head down, and didn't look at the person standing by the table, but Xia Wei stood there for a few seconds and then walked away.

He raised his head and let out a breath, and suddenly saw the jacket, pants, socks,...underwear he wore yesterday hanging on the balcony!

Fuck!

He came back after two o'clock last night. Could it be that sleepwalking washed his clothes and hung them on the balcony, and washed his underwear by hand?

Yes, he always washes his underwear by hand, a good habit Yu Siyan has developed for him.

He quickly stuffed a big mouthful of noodles to calm his confused thoughts, what's going on?

Most of the time, Zhang Weiming and his clothes are drying on the balcony.

Thinking of Cao Cao, Cao Cao came back.

Zuo You swallowed the food in his mouth and hurriedly asked Zhang Weiming who had just opened the door and came in: "Brother Ming, did you wash my clothes for me?"

Zhang Weiming glanced at the balcony, then at Zuo You, with an expression of 'you think too much' and said: "No. What's wrong?"

Zuo You suddenly became weak again, the truth always makes him more embarrassed.

If it wasn't Zhang Weiming, it must have been Xia Wei. If it had happened before, he would have run over to Xia Wei and said thank you and some flattery. Now he just wants to lose his memory.

No wonder Korean dramas always play amnesia, it turns out that amnesia is so easy to use and multifunctional.

Xia Wei was packing his luggage in the back room. He felt guilty when he heard what Zuo You and Zhang Weiming said, so even if he heard it, he didn't make a sound.

This night, the two of them had nothing to do on their faces, but in fact they both had a very difficult time.

Fortunately, Xia Wei left on the first day of the 40th Golden Week. There are more than [-] projects in Fuyuan, so it is impossible for Xia Wei to stay in Shanhai City all the time.

Zuo You breathed a sigh of relief, just like a death sentence with a suspended sentence.

There are too many things he can't understand, and he can't understand how Shi Zicheng can so easily leave his ex-boyfriend at home, and so easily chase after the person he likes in front of his ex-boyfriend.

I also don't understand, where did Xia Wei get the courage to pull a man, kiss and hug him at the seaside, in the vast crowd, and even more can't understand why he is so... nice to him even though he has a boyfriend?

His irritability and depression did not reach their peak because of these two people. What made him even more depressed was that the car rental company told him that the contract had not been signed and Xingheng refused to pay the money after the seven-day housing exhibition.

Zuo You hurriedly took a taxi back to the 32nd floor of ICBC.

Zhao Lingling is the only employee of the Xingheng Marketing Department in Shanhai City. She doesn't have her own office and works in the same office as Fuyuan and the others.

Zuo You opened the door and entered the room and asked, "Sister Lingling, why can't the car rental company sign the contract?"

He found the car rental company temporarily, and now the person in charge is staring at him asking for money.

Zhao Lingling raised her head and said with a smile to Zuo You: "The headquarters called back. The reason is that we have a cooperative unit and don't accept this one we found separately. What do you say?"

Zuo You wanted to laugh, and asked him 'what should I do? ’ He pressed the fire and asked: "On September 9st, I asked you if it was possible, and you said at the time that you could submit a letter for approval."

Li Yang heard it and looked at it. It seems that both parties are wrong. It depends on who compromises in the end.

Zhao Lingling smiled and said, "Don't say that about Zuo You, I just told you that I can type the approval form, but I may not be able to get a reply." She picked up a dozen approval forms at hand, and shook them, " Look, what's so special about so many approvals being sent back?" She laughed sarcastically after she finished speaking.

Li Yang stood up, walked over and asked, "Let's go again, Lingling."

Zhao Lingling's attitude towards Shang Li Yang was a little better, but Party A's airs were held upright by her. She smiled contemptuously: "Sister Li, you have heard the reason. We have an annual cooperation unit. The approval did not comply with the regulations at all, and if I was beaten back and reported again, I should be scolded."

Zuo You suddenly became angry, that is to say, before the approval left, Zhao Lingling realized that she would be beaten back, and he asked, "Why didn't you say it then?"

Looking at Zuo You's face, Zhao Lingling immediately turned cold, and asked, "What did you say?"

Zuo You clicked on the approval form that was sent back and said, "You knew you would be sent back, why didn't you tell me then?"

Zhao Lingling knew that she didn't understand and had already started to make rounds. She stuck her neck and said, "I said, I will fight after approval, but I didn't say that I will definitely pass, and you didn't ask if you can pass!"

Li Yang: "Lingling, he is Fuyuan's executive planner, and you are Xingheng's approval commissioner. Before each approval is sent, you should clearly explain the risks according to the regulations. The dozens of approvals that were sent back , which job has been started before the approval has not been answered?"

Of course there is no such thing. When it comes to money, no one will pay in advance from their own pockets.

Zhao Lingling looked at Li Yang, and asked after a while: "Then tell me, Sister Li, what do you want to do?"

Li Yang said decisively: "Call again for approval, and I'll call Mr. Ge." After she finished speaking, she turned and left.

Zuo You was very angry, she could see that Zhao Lingling did it on purpose, and this matter probably couldn't be dragged down with the related accounts of the development department.

After Li Yang went out, he called him first, Zuo You looked obvious, hung up and went out to find Li Yang.

Li Yang was sitting in the conference room waiting, saw Zuo You coming in, and immediately asked, "Tell me about the situation at that time."

Zuo You knew that he was being tricked this time, so he explained it in detail without concealing it.

After hearing this, Li Yang patted him on the shoulder and said, "It's just one mistake, but the same mistake is not allowed to be made twice."

Zuo You nodded, and Li Yang began to call Ge Shifeng, Marketing Department of Xingheng Headquarters.

The matter was so small that after the matter was found out, Ge Shifeng's words were conveyed by his assistant, and there was only one sentence: "According to the regulations."

Li Yang only left a sentence: "It's okay, I have a sister, let's carry it together!" Then he got up and went back to the office to continue working.

Zuo You could see that years of experience in the workplace gave Li Yang, a seemingly gentle woman, a calmer and stronger appearance than him.

He sat alone in the conference room, feeling sore for a while.