proud of love

Similar words: I am blind, I am blind, I can no longer see the world... and so on, I thought about it and felt acceptable, so I felt really peaceful in my heart at that moment. 】

【What I can pay for the past, the maximum concession is roughly the same. 】

"Uncle Jiang, Uncle Jiang! I have a letter from you!!"

Jiang Huai closed the laptop in front of him, got up and opened the door.The cabin creaked and creaked with the sound of waves in the sea breeze. He opened the door, accepted the letter from the child with a smile, and took out a candy from his pocket in exchange.

"Thank you."

This small island is located in the southernmost part of the motherland. The climate is not too harsh, and the air quality is particularly high. It can be regarded as a good place for vacation and leisure if it is well developed.The only problem is that the communication is not very convenient, the wifi is always under maintenance all year round, and the data signal of the mobile phone is not very good.

The person who writes the letter is usually Tang Yu, and the frequency of two letters a month is to tell him some trivial matters and the progress of the photo exhibition.Jiang Huai opened the letter, leaned against the door frame and read it while the sea breeze was blowing, then folded it carefully and pinched it in his left hand.The sunset in the sky stretched from the end of the sea over the small island to the distance, and the scattered cotton-like clouds hung over his head. He raised his hand to take off his glasses, squinted for a while, and then turned back to the house contentedly.

After taking off his glasses, he could see not much clearly.Time always seems to be frozen in the street garden a year ago, when G City has just entered autumn.The last time he looked up at the blue sky, he saw flocks of migrating geese.

Xi Jinhe stepped in front of Jiang Huai before Gu Zhi, he heard those words clearly, but couldn't believe it.Xi Jinhe passed Gu Zhi, reached out and grabbed Jiang Huai's arm tightly, without even looking at Qin Dong who was also shocked beside him.

"you……"

Hearing his voice, Jiang Huai took a step back like a conditioned reflex, Xi Jinhe's hand fell straight down like this, he stared at Jiang Huai desperately, and called out his name in despair, "Jiang Huai, you can see see me?"

Jiang Huai had already passed the phone along Gu Zhi's hand, but he couldn't resist Xi Jinhe's low voice.He thought for a while and said to him, "Xi Jinhe, you see, you and I have no experience in this kind of situation, and Young Master Qin should also be able to understand your sense of responsibility... the spirit of contract."

He said, Xi Jinhe, actually you don't like me very much either.

The man whose name was called by him turned his head, his eyes flickered, and said: "Perhaps what you said makes sense...Jiang Huai, let's just write it off between us."

"That's the best."

Gu Zhi glanced at Xi Jinhe expressionlessly, as expected of a person who has been the president of Changfeng Club for so many years, even though he was forced to such a point by Jiang Huai's words, he still remained calm.In comparison, Qin Dong's complexion was no better than Jiang Huai's.He squeezed Jiang Huai's mobile phone, easily opened the screen, clicked on the address book, and then asked who Jiang Huai wanted to call.

But his question actually made Jiang Huai hesitate for a while, "It stands to reason that I should call my family first when encountering such a thing, but..."

"No, the surgery requires your guardian's signature, you can't wait." Xi Jinhe looked very tired, "Jianghuai, if you still want your eyes, just listen to me one last time."

Shao Qingming has not returned to downtown G for a long time.

He has never liked to meddle in the affairs of the younger generation. One is that he is old, and the other is that he lives in a suburb far away from the city center, avoiding those disturbing interpersonal relationships and electronic communications, and trying to avoid those uncontrollable life accidents.

When he arrived at the hospital, the operation was halfway through. Shao Juan sat by the side with a pale face, got up and called "Dad".

Shao Qingming frowned and scolded her: "Look at what you look like, and show the younger generation a joke?"

Shao Juan opened his mouth as if wanting to argue about something, but finally held back.She and Shao Qingming briefly talked about some simple situations, and Shao Qingming frowned only when he heard the time.

"Xiao Huai already knew about it?"

"Yes."

There were not many people present, Hongli picked up Qin Dong, and except for Shao Juan who came over from Wen Xun, only Xi Jinhe and Gu Zhi were left.

Shao Qingming's aura as an official was not at all low, and he did not show any affection for his daughter, so he blurted out: "How did you become a mother?"

Shao Juan's pale face turned even paler, "Dad..."

"I don't want to talk to you about this matter again." Shao Qingming said, "When Xiao Huai wakes up, you can talk to him yourself." His eyes fell on the two outstanding young men behind Shao Juan In the end, Xi Jinhe had communicated with this elder who once dominated the officialdom. He walked forward slowly and respectfully called "Old Shao".

Shao Qingming nodded and gave a soft "hmm".Jiang Huai didn't tell him too much about himself, he just called Shao Qingming at a fixed time every week to check on his grandfather's physical condition, and talked about other people's affairs to make him happy, but he slowly resisted all difficult things , like Jiang Shang.

When he first heard that Jianghuai had given up on Downton, Shao Qingming had already sent someone to find Xi Jinhe.He didn't have a good impression of Xi Tan, but he had a completely different view of this young man. He didn't feel like an unscrupulous businessman like Xi Tan in his speech and behavior, and he didn't look like a young boy who was irresponsible for his feelings.

"Xiao He, as you can see, I would like to hear your explanation for today's scene."

Shao Juan turned around and shouted in disbelief, "Dad! Xiao Huai is where he is today because of him, he..."

"Xiao Huai is not lying in the operating room because of anyone's choice, and no one has the right to interfere with his choice!" Shao Qingming frowned and leaned on his crutches to knock hard on the tiled floor of the hospital corridor. Reddish, she took a few steps back angrily, walked back to the seat beside her and sat down, without looking at the situation on Xi Jinhe's side, and even pulled Gu Zhi away.

"Mr. Shao, I'm sorry."

"Xiaohe, I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry. I told you before that our Shao family has never interfered with the choices of the younger generations, and we are not afraid that the family's reputation will fall into the hands of anyone in the Shao family!"

Shao Qingming's voice was sonorous and powerful, but his body suddenly relaxed. He slightly lowered his head towards Xi Jinhe, "Xiao Huai has been with me since childhood. If he hinders your life, then I apologize to you for him. The Xi family also One of the largest large groups in China, even if you lose all the shares in Changfeng, it is only a drop in the bucket, but if Xiao Huai can't get out of this operating room, or he is blind from now on, what will the consequences mean to him, I believe You know best."

Of course he is the clearest.

Xi Jinhe blinked his eyes in pain, took a deep breath, "...Old Shao, I understand."

Chapter 34

34.

Shen Feijian was the one who was going to go to Jianghuai's operating table himself.

When Jianghuai first sent it, because it had been prepared early, it was directly pushed into the imaging room.A group of people entered the hospital in a mighty way, and with a huge searchlight like Qin Dong in action, it was almost a matter of calling to the whole world that there was a headline here, and it would be a matter of time before the media were attracted.Fortunately, the hospital is a private high-end custom-made, and the security facilities have always been perfect. Shen Feijian gave instructions to the people in the logistics department in the office for a long time. Today is really funny.

Why do these two people, one doesn't want to be blind, and the other has already been blind?

What a wonderful couple, a perfect match.

Shen Feijian complained secretly, flipped through the case, looked at Gu Zhi with some joy, and said to Xi Jinhe: "I don't know the reason yet, I can only dilate the pupils and check the fundus first, and then decide how to operate. But according to my guess, probably It's a blockage of a small branch of the retinal artery, um...you need to do an anterior chamber puncture...Xi Jinhe, what are you doing with that expression?"

At that time, Jianghuai had just pushed into the room, and Xi Jinhe's back was covered with sweat, as if he had been fished out of the water.Qin Dong followed behind him, with an expression of not knowing what happened.

He greeted him with a smile: "Dongdong is here too? Your matter must have been settled, right? It was not easy for me and Lao Xi to get you back to China. In the first few years, the old people who offended your family back then... Hey Xi Jinhe, why are you pinching me?!"

Xi Jinhe didn't seem to hear what Shen Feijian was saying at all, his eyes were bloodshot and his face was quite ugly.Those big white hands with well-defined bones grabbed Shen Feijian's baggy white coat: "Will he die?"

Shen Feijian looked at him and asked, "Are you asking out of sympathy, or..."

"It's not sympathy." Xi Jinhe lowered his head and silently let him go: "Feijian... I don't know how to tell you, but for the surgery, please do your best, please."

Shen Feijian's smile froze on his face.

please?When did Xi Jinhe say these three words to whom?

"Aren't you regretting it?" Shen Feijian turned his head and glanced at Qin Dong, with a hint of warning: "Xi Jinhe, don't forget how much painstaking planning you have spent to get here today, You can't easily regret your choice, you have to think clearly."

Shen Feijian put away his look of watching the excitement, he held the case book in one hand, and touched a lollipop in his pocket with the other hand, and finally just squeezed it in his palm and let go.Bystanders can tell that he and Xi Jinhe have known each other for many years, and have seen this man's outstanding business acumen and extraordinary market foresight.He commented lightly on his old friend, only saying that he was as smart as an old fox, but he couldn't catch the prey he was willing to send to his door.

Xi Jinhe is the only male heir of the Xi family, and with such talent, he should have inherited the family business early, but in the end he was willing to step into a literary and art department like Changfeng Society for Qin Dong, doing things that he was not interested in before. thing.Because of the not-so-sophisticated bankruptcy scandal of the Qin family back then, the number of people who were dissatisfied with Xi Jinhe's clean-up of high-level officials on both the public and private sides could add up to as many as a company.Xi Tan doesn't care about him, he only cares about his ability to stand up for others, and he has told Xi Jinhe clearly that no matter whether you like men or women, the marriages of all the children of the Xi family are decided by the elders. It is decided, if you choose Qin Dong today, then don't blame him for not thinking of the love between father and son, but want to attack your little love.

Xi Jinhe only looked at his father calmly, while Qin Dong, who was far away on the other side of the Pacific Ocean, suddenly became famous overnight.There is no doubt about the benefits of this kind of spending money for exposure - as more people know and protect Qin Dong, Xi Tan will naturally become less easy to deal with.Kill one thousand enemies and lose three hundred. He used this method to fight against the Xi family.

In these years, Xi Jinhe was surrounded by Yingying and Yanyan like lanterns, beauties came and went, his president Xi still had a dead face, and he never said a word of liking to anyone.

"It stands to reason that the person who has paid the most is enough to prove that he has the deepest affection for him." Shen Feijian's expression was still serious, and his face, which was not inferior to Qin Dong's, was actually not suitable for such an expression.So there was a little nurse passing by who couldn't help muttering, Dr. Shen, who was always gentle in front of everyone, would actually be angry?

"Xi Jinhe, answer me, isn't that the case? Didn't you know in your heart whether you were right or wrong?"

"...you two, what are you talking about?" Qin Dong stepped forward and tugged at Xi Jinhe's sleeve: "You haven't explained to me clearly about the shares, what's going on with this JAC?! Didn't you say Can I trust you?! I have traveled so far, and I want to go back to my country every day, come back to find you, Xi Jinhe, what on earth are you..."

Shao Juan stepped on high-heeled shoes and walked in small steps in a hurry, pulled Qin Dong away without any explanation, and his eyes were like knives on Xi Jinhe's ugly face: "Where's Xiao Huai? What's going on here?"

Engulfed by countless interrogative sentences, Xi Jinhe only felt a headache. He was not in the mood to answer so many questions, nor was he in the mood to think about anything else.The moment Jiang Huai backed away, his empty hands felt as if his heart had been thumped violently by a hand, and the pain was transmitted to every nerve without even going through the brain.

Jiang Huai let him go, maybe he will never look back.

He stood on the corridor of the hospital, listening to Shen Feijian tell Shao Juan about Jianghuai's situation. He used many professional medical terms, but Xi Jinhe could only hear a voice in the haze, which was his own.

The voice told him: Xi Jinhe, you regret it.

Just like what he did to himself with his obscurity made people aware, what Shao Qingming gave to him was nothing more than the final order to expel him.

Xi Jinhe didn't even have one more option, he could only accept it, and then try to survive from desperation.

Chapter 35

35.

There are many reds.

Ji Hengtang, who has recently transformed from a model into the entertainment industry and is on his way to becoming a rising star, was frantically followed by the paparazzi. He only had to be fully armed to sneak into the hospital under the cover of his agent and assistants to take a look at his recovery after surgery. JAC.

"...Are you going on a blind date? Do you want to be so solemn when you see me?" Jiang Huai was pouring water in the ward, turned around and called out his name speechlessly.

The special needs ward has complete facilities, and the sun is quite strong in the morning, making the whole suite bright and spacious.Wearing a gray suit, Ji Hengtang leaned against the door frame and grinned brilliantly at him. A boy in his 20s is at the time when he is full of youth and vigor.But I haven't seen him for a while, his facial features seem to have opened up, and he is extremely handsome and handsome.

Ji Hengtang was still holding a bunch of stars in his hand, and when he saw Jiang Huai turned to look at him, he immediately took off his sunglasses, winked at him and whistled: "It seems that photographer Jiang is flattered, of course it depends on whether he is serious or not." Who is it... why are you still pouring water yourself? No one is taking care of you?"

Jiang Huai gave him a white look, then turned around and filled the empty cup in his hand: "I just had an operation, it's not like I lost my limbs."

"That's not what the previous news said..."

"News? Say what?"

"It says that you are seriously ill, and you may even be blind... But to be honest, you are really abstinent with your glasses on now." Ji Hengtang clicked his tongue twice, his face full of curiosity: "What will happen if you don't wear them?"

Jiang Huai was still wearing a hospital gown. He put down his water glass, slowly took off his glasses with one hand, frowned and looked towards the door: "Actually, it's okay... It's like myopia, it's just that people can't see things very clearly."

"Is this a failed operation?"

"What are you talking about, being alive is considered a blessing among misfortunes." Jiang Huai shook his head, he raised his hand, put his glasses back on, and motioned for Ji Hengtang to come in.He is not used to the feeling of seeing the world through a layer of things, but he hates the world becoming blurred in his eyes.

After the operation, his condition was not very good. Shen Feijian watched him almost every step of the way, and he was relieved when Jiang Huai regained consciousness.

Jiang Huai was fully prepared to be blind.Touching the chair in the room and pouring water for myself, I practiced proficiently and quickly. I never thought that I would have such an opportunity. It is really God's blessing.

Ji Hengtang closed the door and walked into the ward. The table was covered with all kinds of bouquets and opened cards, all with different signatures, most of which came from various partners of the Shao family and Downton's colleagues.The only vase in the room on the bedside table stood empty, looking particularly abrupt.

Ji Hengtang glanced at Jiang Huai, put the gypsophila in his hand into the vase, and asked, "It's almost a month now? When will you be discharged from the hospital?"

Jiang Huai hurriedly stuffed Ji Hengtang with an apple: "Are you here to visit me or to torment me? One hundred thousand why?"

"Can't we satisfy the curiosity of us little people and things?" Ji Hengtang bit his words deliberately.

"Can Ji Hengtang be a small person? Don't you know that you alone have more gossip than all the other people put together?!" Jiang Huai sighed as he looked at him eating apples heartlessly: "Original You are suitable to be a model, I didn't expect that your acting skills are also quite good. When you pretended to be the boss of the underworld..."

Ji Hengtang didn't even bother to eat the apple in his hand, and quickly stopped him from continuing: "Okay, I won't ask, and forget about those black histories."

"It's not easy to have a big star." Jiang Huai sat on the soft chair and asked him: "Did you come here specially to chat with me?"

"Why, you want to give me an eviction order?"

"After staying in the hospital these days, I am really tired, and I always want to go out for a walk."

When Ji Hengtang entered the door, he saw his thin figure and pale face, and it was understandable to think that he had suffered a serious illness.But now it seems that illness is not the root cause of Jianghuai's depression.

"So, you want me to go out with you?" Ji Hengtang turned off the phone calmly, and asked him with a smile: "Is it because I'm the prettiest?"

"Because you are the most narcissistic and easy to get along with..." Jiang Huai said: "...and because you know the least, and you don't look at me with too many eyes that make me uncomfortable... You don't know, right? The sympathy and sympathy I received were enough to crush me for the second time, and there are visible disadvantages when I can see it."

"Why don't you just close the door and thank the guests?"

Jiang Huai turned his head and thought for a while, then said, "I have no reason to refuse them."

"Is this what you said you will lose when you become famous? The so-called [rejection] ability?" Ji Hengtang also laughed, and he asked Jianghuai with his chin in his hand: "Is it worth it?"

Jiang Huai couldn't laugh, he subconsciously looked at a pile of cards on the table.In fact, if Ji Hengtang looked more carefully, he would find that a few of them had not been opened at all, and the handwriting on the envelope was beautiful, with a typical left and right structure, which was written by that person.

The way forward is unknown.

"It's agreed not to ask? One hundred thousand why students."

Ji Hengtang had nothing to do with him, waited obediently for him to change into a suit, then handed him the sunglasses, and put on the mask himself.

"Are there many reporters at the gate of the hospital?"

Jiang Huai took the sunglasses and put them in his pocket: "That depends on whether you have a good manager and team."

"It makes sense." Ji Hengtang's face was mostly covered by the mask, revealing a pair of smiling eyes, "In fact, President Xi will help you block it, and there are not many reporters who don't have long eyes who dare to pounce on you. Looking for you, why don't you let him take you out?"

Jiang Huai wearing glasses is not the same as before. Ji Hengtang thought that maybe he was not used to seeing him through a layer of things, but unexpectedly felt indifference from him, as if talking about taboo topics, and immediately unfolded The defense mechanism must keep people thousands of miles away.

"That's another topic, but I don't really want to talk about it now." The two walked side by side through the crowds coming and going in the hospital lobby.The sensor door opens and closes, and a cool breeze blows on Jianghuai's face, bringing the long-lost atmosphere of the city.

There were no reporters at the door, but there were people from the Xi family and the Shao family.

"Master Jiang, we need for your trip..."

Jiang Huai stretched out his hand and made a stop motion, interrupting them: "Who do you want to tell, that is your task, you don't need to tell me."

The bodyguard of the man in black was obviously a little embarrassed, and then glanced at Ji Hengtang next to Jiang Huai: "Who is this?"

"Similarly, my behavior is also my private matter. No matter who you are doing for whom, I don't have to tell him. If he wants to know, let him..." Jiang Huai paused, his eyes reflected the astonishment and unexpected love.Ji Hengtang followed his gaze, and saw a black Mercedes-Benz rear door opened without warning in the parking lot next to the hospital gate, Xi Jinhe hurriedly stepped out of the car door, and walked directly towards Jianghuai.

The group of bodyguards in black retreated two-thirds from Jiang Huai's side in an instant, lined up in an orderly manner, and stood beside Xi Jinhe.

Such a scene is unusually eye-catching in front of the hospital building that occupies the golden zone.Xi Jinhe obviously noticed it too, he stood still not far from Jiang Huai, regardless of him suddenly moving away and not wanting to look into his eyes.

"Where are you going? I'll see you off."

Chapter 36

36.

The last person Jiang Huai wants to see now is Xi Jinhe.

When he was still lying on the hospital bed, the visiting people around him came and went like horses watching flowers, but Xi Jinhe's voice was never heard.Later, Shao Qingming told him that Xi Jinhe had been guarding the door.

"Grandpa, why doesn't he come in?"

Shao Qingming sat on the edge of the bed leaning on a cane, rubbed his head and asked him, "Xiao Huai, do you want to see him now?"

Jiang Huai only remembered that he was trying to keep his eyes open at that time, trying to identify the details of a bouquet of flowers beside him, but in the end he shook his head at Shao Qingming.

Shen Feijian said that the results of brain surgery cannot be controlled by human beings. Although there is no accident, it is not possible to determine which side is responsible for the vision loss, and there is no guarantee that it will decline again in the future.

Jiang Huai comforted himself, this was enough.

Xi Jinhe was waiting for him across the door, waiting for him to call his name; waiting for him to settle the feud with him.

Gu Zhi was the second person besides Tang Yu who also came to the ward every day, his blue pupils always grabbed the focus of his sight, Gu Zhi said that he was still waiting for Jiang Huai, waiting for him to agree to cooperate.

"I am like this, can I continue to take pictures?"

The big TV screen in the special needs ward is playing a BBC documentary about the Antarctic ice melt.Gu Zhi smiled at Jianghuai, "Photography can not only respond to disasters, but now it can help people prevent these disasters."

Every time Gu Zhi said these things, his eyes were as deep as the sea.He has been abroad for many years and has spent a lot of effort on this, and will continue to do so in the future: "'If you feel that your shots are not good enough, it is because you are not close enough.'Jianghuai, I will always wait for you. "

……

Jiang Huai subconsciously looked away from him.

"Don't bother the president." Jiang Huai hesitated for a moment and said: "You have a lot of affairs every day, how can people like us bother you?"

Xi Jinhe's mouth trembled twice, he seemed to take back what he wanted to say, and said: "Jiang Huai, I won't go in person, is that okay?"

"...I haven't seen you for a long time, can't you take a look at me?"

This sentence is not too loud, if it exceeds half a meter, all people can hear is the sound of breath, but Ji Hengtang heard it.He looked at the person in front of him in disbelief, and he couldn't believe that Xi Jinhe would say such a thing anyway.

Jiang Huai finally turned his head to look at him. Xi Jinhe's gaze never left from the beginning. He also looked in poor condition, with obvious dark circles under his eyes, but he didn't look tired.Jiang Huai remembered vaguely hearing Tang Yu and Zhuang Qian talking about him.As the new year is approaching, Xi Jinhe already has a lot of official duties.But he chose to deal with things in the car every day and stay in front of the hospital, just so that Jiang Huai could go there as soon as he wanted to see him.But a month and a half passed, and the two never saw each other.

People have many ways to express guilt, either with money or time, under the illusion that they can make up for things they have done to hurt others in the past.But just like the fence that was nailed and then pulled out in the story, even if there are no nails, the traces will still not disappear.

"Xi Jinhe, grandpa said maybe I should talk to you alone before leaving... But now I really don't feel that way, sorry." Jiang Huai lowered his head slightly.

Xi Jinhe still stood in front of him: "Shao Lao said that he will send you out of G City to recuperate for a period of time, have you decided where you want to go?"

Ji Hengtang, who was ignored throughout the whole process, was obviously upset. He stepped forward and grabbed Jiang Huai's wrist: "We will talk about these things later. I will be in charge of Jiang Huai this afternoon, so I won't bother the president." He took the opportunity to pull Jiang Huai first. He picked up Jianghuai and ran away, reached out and stopped a taxi casually, stuffed the person in, and walked away triumphantly.

"I'm still good, right?" Ji Hengtang's show-off behavior was exposed when he caught something. He let the mask loosen on his face, and because he was in a good mood, he planned to sign an autograph for the driver.As a result, the driver didn't know him at all, and finally refused with a cold face.

Ji Hengtang put on the mask reluctantly with a dark face, which made Jiang Huai laugh out loud.

He leaned in front of the car window to see what the city looked like. The taxi crossed the bridge, and after passing through the greenery, there were bustling high-rise buildings along the river.The setting sun reflected the warm radiance, he opened the car window halfway, and the wind poured into the car from the outside, lifting the ends of his hair.

Ling Ran came to see him after the operation and said that to celebrate his surviving life, he once listened to a song called "47 Things I Want to Remember (Before Blindness)".

Jiang Huai remembered that at the end of the song, the gentle and brisk female voice said in a low voice: I must remember everything.Because I am afraid that one day someone will question me loudly, facing my invisible eyes.I will say softly, I can't see it, but I remember it all.

— before leaving.

Ji Hengtang asked the people around him who were concentrating on watching the scenery: "Is there any place you really want to go?"

"Well... I want to see my dad."

Jiang Shang's body was not able to be transported back to his homeland in the end.

Probably for a photographer who gave his life for his ideals and future, his ending was too miserable and not remembered by too many people.Jiang Shang failed to leave anything to Jiang Huai in this world, but the living will always be more regretful than the dead, which seems to be a moral law.

The Shao family set up a monument for him in the cemetery in the city center. Jianghuai went there several times a year, regardless of the fixed time period. He just ran to sit in front of the Jiangshang monument for a while when he thought of it, sometimes with flowers and Wine, sometimes forget it and let it go.

Ji Hengtang had already taken off his mask when he went up the steps. He only bowed to this person whom he had never heard of three times, and left all the time for Jiang Huai to wait at the door by himself.He stood in a corner with no one around and turned on the phone lightly, startled by the continuous bombardment of text messages.

Swiping back in time, until an hour ago, his agent was still looking for him overwhelmingly, asking him why he didn't turn on the phone.But that hour was like a watershed, and since then, no news has come to him.Ji Hengtang put the phone back in his pocket. As a competent public figure, Xi Jinhe must have done something behind his back to have such a quiet afternoon.

Jianghuai didn't stay for too long, Ji Hengtang's presence was too dazzling, and in the end the two had to pack their things and take them back to the hospital ward, and they had a lot of trouble all night.

The hospital stops visiting at [-]:[-] pm, and Xi Jinhe is also a major shareholder in the hospital, so it stands to reason that there is no need to strictly abide by this rule.But his men did all evacuate after that point.After nine o'clock, Jiang Huai quietly closed the curtains, got up and went out.Although he told Xi Jinhe that he would have a one-on-one conversation before leaving, he never planned to promise.

The time to leave was quietly advanced by him.

No one in Jianghuai informed, but left a letter for grandpa. He took back the suitcase that he had dropped at the entrance of the apartment just like that, and picked out a few cameras, tripods and lenses, filling the suitcase , and leave contentedly.

Jiang Huai only bought a ticket for a sleeper bus and got on the bus with the crowd. He lay on the upper berth, took off his glasses, looked out the window, and flashed back many scenes in his brain.

All around is the quiet night, all around are the black shadows that lie dormant in the mountains beyond the city.The chill of Lindong is hidden in it, as if being blessed by darkness, his own group has grown stronger, roaring towards the lone bus.The cold wind penetrated into the window, causing Jiang Huai to shiver.

In the distance, the warm orange street lights on both sides of the road stretch out regularly, in this darkness, it seems to tear apart a corner of the phantom before the hope comes, and finally return to the end of the light.

Jiang Huai only looked blankly at what he could see clearly, and finally stretched out his hands to hug his arms, curled up on the bunk.

In those flashbacks, Xi Jinhe's shadow is everywhere.

In the dark, the second hand of the watch made a slight turn, merged with the minute and hour hands and jumped to zero, welcoming the advent of the new first day of life.

Chapter 37

37.

"What about people?"

Facing the empty special needs ward, Xi Jinhe was silent for a long time, and only asked a question to the staff guarding the hospital.His voice was low and angry, and the exhaustion after working for several days finally showed.

The man responded tremblingly: "Young Master Jiang... He should have left. We already met with the Shao family, and their attitude was very cold. I don't know if it's them..."

"Jinhe, forget it." Shen Feijian stood at the door of the ward, waved to a group of people, and told them to leave the room.The door was gently closed, and there were only these two people left in the room. At this time, the curtains in the room were drawn, and the whole room was soaked in the warm and warm sun of Lindong.Xi Jinhe turned his back to him and faced the window, wondering what he was thinking.

"Jinhe." Shen Feijian sighed softly: "I told you before... What has become of the spirit of the contract now? It's just a contract, why bother getting too involved in the drama."

Xi Jinhe still didn't look back, he said slowly: "At first I thought I was the one who gave him things, but now I realize that what he gave me is much more than what I thought I got."

"Then what is Dongdong? Jinhe, how can you be sure whether you are in love or out of habit?"

The room was suddenly silent, as if it had been a century, Xi Jinhe finally turned around, he looked straight into Shen Feijian's eyes, his expression was sad, but he had never been serious before.He said: "It's a habit, but it's also love."

The "review books" written by Jiang Huai were all on his desk, but he never read the contents seriously, but just glanced over them.It seems that Jiang Huai later realized that he was perfunctory. After the first three or two lines of account-like explanations were removed from the later pages, Jiang Huai always used the remaining large space to write the "complaint" to Xi Jinhe: [It's really strange , Xi Jinhe doesn't seem to have said that he likes me, but today you smiled at me.You keep asking me to write a review, are you disappointed that I sneaked out and went up the mountain to take pictures?Next time, let me tell you in advance. I will tell you all the things I like you too much. 】

Xi Jinhe always read these scribbled manuscripts late at night, and fell into heavy self-blame after heartache.He didn't know about his illness until later, but what kind of mood did Jiang Huai write these things at that time?He stayed alone in the lakeside villa for many days and nights, digesting his illness and slowly accepting his future. At the same time, he still liked him as always.

Shen Feijian's gaze carefully passed over his eyebrows, and finally he frowned with a smile: "I see."

Qin Dong was leaning against the door, he heard all the conversation just now, and he didn't have any objections.For Xi Jinhe, he didn't think so much at first, he just wanted to go back to China and be by his side.Just now when Shen Feijian asked Xi Jinhe whether it was habit or love, countless childhood memories flashed through Qin Dong's mind. He loved Xi Jinhe, but what was more mixed between the two was habit.

Xi Jinhe will not be so sad and painful because of his departure. When he heard the news that Jianghuai left without warning, Xi Jinhe ran out of the office without hesitation. The secretary exclaimed, and people chased him out Only then did I see that Xi Jinhe fell at the corner.

Xi Jinhe has been up all night for several days. I don't know whether it is because of the news he received or because of his health. He is even too weak to stand up by himself. He can only touch his forehead with trembling hands and read Jiang Huai's name in a daze.Seeing this, Hongli hurried up to help him, those pride and disguise seemed to be smashed, revealing the things inside.Hongli saw it, and so did Qin Dong—it was love for Jianghuai.

After the people in the room chatted, Shen Feijian opened the door and walked out. Qin Dong turned his head and saw the smile on his face.

This is the end of the matter, there is nothing more to say.

Qin Dongchao squeezed out a smile, the two exchanged glances, and walked away from the ward one after another.

Some people stay where they are, but there are always people who want to move on.

At [-]:[-] p.m. that day, Ji Hengtang posted a Weibo: [@汤内：@摄影江华