carol

After being dragged from the hospital by Ai Ming and Lisa to eat, Ke Kailuo hurried back, while Xiao Ding and Lisa dragged their tired bodies to work.

After finally eating, the body seemed even more tired.In the lounge, she and Aiming were resting quietly.Only the two of them were left, and neither doctors nor nurses came to look for them.In the afternoon, I was stuck in the smell of disinfectant water in the hospital.

The third time I saw Rui Xin, she was still sleeping, the instrument was moving as usual, singing faithfully without knowing it.

Carol held Rui Xin's hand tightly and called her a few times.Ai Ming brought her a chair and came over, but Kai Luo still couldn't leave Rui Xin, she stretched out her hand to tidy her hair.After a while, Kai Luo sat down, but looked up at Ai Ming, there were only them and Rui Xin here.She finally couldn't take it anymore.

"Abby,"

"Huh?" Ai Ming's face was so familiar that it was like a part of himself.

"You know that Ruixin must be looking at her phone while crossing the road because she wants to read my reply..." Kailuo finally revealed the secret that tortured her.

"It's all my fault..." Kai Luo, who was sitting by the bed, looked at Rui Xin, letting tears fall one by one, "Abby...it's all me..."

"Reply, what reply?" Aiming knelt down and held Carol's arm, "Carol, you are in Italy, how could the car accident be your fault?"

"Ruixin sent me a letter last night," Kailo took out her phone, and found out that the letter was indeed only received "last night", but, for Kailuo, after receiving this letter, it was already 32 hours have passed.

Ai Ming turned her head to look at it, and Kai Luo also looked at the letter again, tears pouring out uncontrollably.

Carol:

I know we belong together because I know you and myself better than you think.

Your personality has many shortcomings, for example, you are impatient, but your most serious problem is: you have no confidence in your feelings,

You feel like you don't know me well, and you're afraid you can't give me the best, so you hold back.

I know it all, and my personality has many advantages, I am very patient, and my biggest advantage is: I love you hopelessly.

I am willing to use my whole life to understand you, I am not afraid of anything, I will give you the best, I will not give up.

I think I know you well enough.Let me take a wild guess that your biggest fears are:

You are fragile, you will be willful, you are not as strong as you appear on the outside,

You are afraid that you cannot take care of me like this, you are afraid that I will not love you after I know it, and what you are most afraid of is that you are not suitable for me like this.

Please don’t worry, and don’t back down. I will know how all your scars came from, and I will comfort and heal those wounds. I will know your weakness and worry, as long as you put yourself at ease Leave it to me, I'll support you,

Just like the love and support you have always given me, I can also give it to you, please believe me.And the only thing you have to do,

Just trust me, trust yourself, our love is enough to overcome all the difficulties in front of us.

Just reading half of this letter, Carol from the night before has completely surrendered.

"She...she knows me very well." Carol said to Abby who saw this.

"You tell her. Tell her what you want to say." Abby said softly to Carol.

Carol sat near the head of the bed, leaned over to Rui Xin's ear, "Thank you, Rui Xin, you know me very well. Even if I didn't tell you,"

"...I'm sorry." It was also after reading the letter that Carol carefully examined her heart and realized why she kept hiding these things.She didn't know, and never thought about, that these things could be revealed to Rui Xin. She never knew that Rui Xin also wanted to understand her and support her.Of course she trusted Rui Xin, but she thought she had to show Rui Xin her perfect side to be good to her.

Kailuo tried, amidst the sounds of various instruments, to Rui Xin who was asleep and didn't know if she could hear it, and practiced frankly:

"I'm surprised, you know so many things yourself, and some of them may not even be known to me." I don't know if it's because Rui Xin might not be able to hear it, but Carol felt that she was a little bold and talkative.

"I'm very touched..." When she saw Rui Xin's heroic promise that she would know all her injuries, she would comfort them all.What Ruixin expressed in the letter was a huge warmth that she had never experienced before. Kailuo stared wide-eyed in front of the computer, unable to control herself for a long time.

"There's more..." Carol read the second half of the letter again, then handed the phone to Amin for her to read.She caressed Rui Xin's face intently.She still has something to answer her.

Although I have nothing, but I have you, I may not have you, but you are always in my heart, we belong to each other,

My feelings for you, from the day we met in the department store, can neither be withdrawn nor diminished, only crazily increased.I think I have endless love to give you, I will tolerate you, take care of you, until you know that you can love me at ease, I will wait for you.

Carol, maybe you think you don't know me, but I know myself.You are the one I love the most in this world, so that's why I don't want anyone but you, you are the one for me.You don't have to be strong to take care of me, you are my lover, you don't have to be my mother.We should take care of each other and support each other.

You think you are not good enough for me, not my best match.But in fact, you have been and will always be the best person to me.

You bravely faced yourself, gave up your daughter, and endured the pain of being separated from her for me.Moreover, if it is for my good, you are willing to do anything and pay any price, aren't you?You even want to be good for me, not even your own happiness. In your mind, being with me seems selfish, right?That means you actually want to be with me, right?

Do you understand?You can do everything for me, how much have you given me in the process?And the most precious thing among them is your heart to love me and for me.Besides you, who else could be my better partner?

I am the same to you.We love each other so much we can only belong to each other.

This desire to be with you exceeds anyone and anything, and I'm sure you feel the same way.

Just like the theorem that the sun rises every day regardless of time and space, Ke Kailuo, no matter what happens,

This heart of Tian Ruixin will only love you madly forever.You've proven it before, haven't you?

Now, please let us who belong to each other meet again, I am waiting for you.

Ruixin

In the palm of her hand is Rui Xin's small face, and the brain inside is so smart.Carol looked anxiously at the bandages below her neck, what a sincere, brave and crazy soul was in this currently sleeping but seriously injured body.It was like a miracle, and the miracle loved her and only her, broken Ke Kailuo.

"Do you really think I'm nice to you?" Carol asked her again.She was still not convinced, although Rui Xin tried her best.

"Although I wanted to be nice to you, but I didn't do it, and..." Carol closed her eyes, overcoming the emotions in her heart, she had to learn to speak out, "I still ran to Italy by myself."

"I know I'm wrong, and you're right. So...you wake up?" She shouldn't have put off saying anything, otherwise it wouldn't have happened...

"Don't you want to know about me? Wake up so I can tell you." Carol called her,

"...I have nothing." Carol continued to say to her, "but I understand now, I have you, I must at least have you. I need you...Ruixin, please..." Tears threw her The mask was all wet, and Kailo wiped her tears with her hands in embarrassment.

When the time came again, they quietly walked out of the ICU one by one like other family members.After taking off the mask, Ai Ming reached out to take it over, "Put on a new one next time." She also handed over a handkerchief.

Take off the visiting clothes and put them away.They went to sit in the corner of the lounge, and Abby returned the phone to her.

"So, you wrote her back? What did you reply?"

"I said I would come back, that I would have a good talk with her. Said me..." Carol looked at Amin, interrupted her answer,

"Abby? Am I really suitable for her?" In fact, Carol was still hesitant.

"She said all she wanted was you. And she's a really nice kid."

"...Did you not answer my question?" Carol smiled wryly.

"Carol, don't you know? She loves you, she only wants you, and you love her too. How can you not be suitable for her? As long as you communicate more." Abby sighed, "You can't think about it and don't talk about it." Personality, can you change it..."

"Well, I wrote back and told her that I want to change it, because... I really want to be with her." In those few days, Carol really missed her.

But compared to now, that's all good. She can talk to Rui Xin just by making a phone call, but she's just hesitating most of the time... It's ridiculous to think about it now.

"Carol, the next visit is at 8 pm. I'll accompany you home to pack your luggage and come back after a rest, okay?" Abby suggested.

Carol was hesitant, she couldn't let go.But it is true that she is tired. Abby must be exhausted too.

"I could help you unpack, and..." Abby yawned as she spoke, and when she realized that Kailo had seen it, she smiled a little embarrassedly,

"You just go back to your house and have a good rest!" Carol said. "Thank you...Abby."

Amy calmed down and looked at her, "... There are doctors and nurses here to take care of her. We, especially you, have to take care of ourselves first." Sometimes...it should be said that most of the time, Abby makes Carol feel very reliable, It felt like she was there all the time, even if she was rash and mischievous at other times.

"Listen, Carol," Amin called her, but then lowered his head and wriggled his fingers, "You haven't slept for more than 30 hours...Imaynotcountitright...Really, go home and rest, I'll ask my driver to take you home. "

Carol looked at her old friend whose physical strength should have reached its limit, and nodded.They waited for the car to arrive together, and they took Kailuo home first, and Amin went back to her home.

After sleeping for a while, Kai Luo took a shower and was ready to go back to the hospital.My mind cleared up a lot, and I remembered that my grandfather was in the intensive care unit before, and prepared things for myself to use in the lounge at night.When she arrived at the parking lot and saw her empty parking space, she remembered that her car was still parked at the airport at all. That day, she almost drove to the airport as if she was fleeing and jumped on the first plane to Hong Kong or Singapore.She shook her head at her absurd self, it's okay, it's better to call a car in this situation.

"...or can you bring Lingling to see me?" In the car, Kai Luo first called Zhai He to explain her situation.

The ex-husband was surprised that Sui Sum had a car accident, and he knew the seriousness.Carol knew that she was asking too much, but she didn't know if she had any way to see her daughter in the past few days.She knew her daughter would miss her, and she missed her daughter too.But...she couldn't help but wonder if she was being too selfish...It's always bad to bring children to the hospital, the room is full of viruses and bacteria.She couldn't take back what she said, she just sighed.

"Otherwise, let's talk about it. I don't know what the situation will be." Of course, Zhai He has no way to decide. Hearing him hemming and hawing and not knowing how to respond, she still has to rely on herself, "Anyway, I will call later at night. Lingling, remember to let her answer the phone, just do me this favor, okay?" She sighed and hung up the phone.

Looking at the streets of Taipei outside the window, all the girls waiting on the side of the road reminded her of Rui Xin.At every red light, she wanted to take another look for the driver. It was getting dark, did the driver turn on the headlights?At this time, the vision will not be very clear...it is dangerous.

Kai Luo told herself not to think too much, she decided that she should call Rui Xin's aunt again.

Although she saved her aunt's number, she still made a special call with Rui Xin's mobile phone. This time, her aunt recognized her as "good friend Miss Ke". She asked if they were going to Taipei, and... did they contact Rui Xin? mother?

"...I can't find her mother... I think, forget it!" Hearing the sound of children crying beside the aunt,

"Is that so?" Carol tried to concentrate on distinguishing her aunt's words from the noise, but the other party suddenly scolded the child loudly, which startled her.

"Her mother, I don't have this daughter since my uncle passed away. I don't think it's useless to find her." The aunt returned to the phone and said to Carol.

"Miss Ke, you are very kind and take care of Ruixin. I...I want to tell you," Kailo heard that her aunt seemed to have walked to a quieter place,

"Since she was a child, we couldn't take care of her, so...we sent her to the nursery," her voice became softer, but clearer.

"I'm also very sorry..." Auntie whispered more and more,

"But I know that she has gone to university and is still working as a reporter... I just want to say that I can't be nice to her, and suddenly she becomes her aunt again. Do you know what I mean?" She suddenly began to speak Hokkien,

"Everyone watched her news and wished her well..." Carol listened carefully, gradually understanding her aunt's mood,

"But I didn't expect this to happen! I'm also very sad." Carol responded in a timely manner, letting her aunt finish expressing her thoughts,

"She is a very beautiful child, and I also like her very much... Alas..." The aunt's voice seemed to be sad,

"I know." Carol said, "Auntie, don't worry, I will take care of her."

"How serious is the situation now?" Auntie asked,

Ke Kailuo was thinking about how much to say, the point was that Rui Xin had to wake up, she didn't know about other situations...

Since they couldn't come to see her, she decided to choose the one that would most comfort her aunt,

"The doctor said that we still need to observe, the situation should get better in the next two days..." She wanted to believe that what she said was true.Carol always felt that when many people cared about others, they would only ask "how are you?", hoping to hear an affirmative answer so that they would no longer be burdened.

"Because...I want to say that we don't have any money, and we haven't studied any books. If something happens to her, we don't know how to deal with it." The aunt said again.

"Well, I can handle it, I know how to handle it." Carol said as calmly as possible,

"Ah, why is your friend so nice to Ruixin? Ouch! It's so rare!" Auntie seemed to be back beside the noisy children, and back to her ten or 20 years ago, only needing to think of the beautiful little Ruixin occasionally day.

Back at the hospital, I received a summons from Abby to ask her if she had eaten, and to bring her something to eat.Kai Luo wanted to answer her waywardly: "If you can't eat it, don't want to eat it, don't bring it."Think about it or let her.She sat in a chair and sorted out her notes, thinking about the part about brain injuries and fractures, should she ask a different doctor... I should ask Abby later.

As a result, Aiming brought some easy-to-eat sandwiches made by Lisa, and Lisa asked her to go to the restaurant to pick them up.She asked Lisa not to ask for leave first, "Anyway, I'm here, it's most convenient for me not to ask for leave." Ai Ming said.Her job is as a consultant. Most of the time, her colleagues make appointments first, and then she will arrive when she needs to.Ai Ming did get a list of doctors and their contact information from her brother. When they were discussing what questions to ask them, Zhou Dingna arrived.

"Did you all leave?" Xiao Ding asked them in surprise,

"Yes, you have changed your whole body, didn't you see?" Abby answered him, but she still gave him a sandwich very kindly.

Xiao Ding didn't seem to change his clothes, he didn't look as clean and tidy as he remembered, yes, he didn't rest or go home, and came back after get off work.

"His colleague said he would come over after get off work. I said I'd like to ask you if it's convenient for them to visit at eight o'clock..." Xiao Ding hurriedly said to them.

"...Well, good." Carol nodded, thinking about it.

After 07:30, Carol kept looking at her watch, or if a doctor came to them.

"Xiao Ding!" Someone approached and called Xiao Ding.Carol looked up and saw a very familiar long-haired boy, followed by a man with gray hair and an anxious face.She stood up instinctively.

"I'm in charge, Deputy Manager Chen." The long-haired boy said to them, and introduced the man to them.

"I'm Ruixin's supervisor, Chen Junzhang." He seemed to be confirming who to introduce himself to, but his eyes stopped on Kailuo and he spoke.

"I'm Ke Kailuo," Kailuo stretched out her hand, but she didn't let Fuli Chen's hesitation back, and shook hands with him.

"Thank you for taking good care of Rui Xin," Kai Luo said sincerely. She has heard Rui Xin talk about it countless times this year, and she knows that Fuli Chen is very kind to Rui Xin. "Are you Xiao Yan? Thank you too." The long-haired boy nodded shyly to her.

Carol knew to introduce herself.Her heart was pounding, and she was extremely hesitant about what to say.

The author has something to say:

I didn't want to truncate it here, so I will be responsible for waking Rui Xin up within 24 hours