carol

Rui Xin bit her lower lip, thinking seriously, pursing her lips made her lovely dimples so deep.Because she was thinking about something, her beautiful big eyes blinked a few times, and then she typed quickly.She is sitting on a chair in the studio, looking at the computer and smiling confidently.

Stop writing, stop writing Rui Xin!Just don't write it.

Kai Luo also stared at the computer all night, did not check any furniture information, but looked at Rui Xin's words and the letter.Thoughts were running fast, and she ran her hands through her hair, messing them all up.She stood up and stomped around the hotel room, stroking her neck.Under the mess of hair, there were a bunch of messy thoughts, and she finally decided to take a shower and sleep first.

Yes, go to sleep, and don't reply when you wake up.Please, this is fine.

Thick clouds shrouded the streets of Taipei, and there seemed to be one or two large raindrops falling, brewing rain.Rui Xin looked around and saw a convenience store across the street, yes, it must be for her and her colleagues to buy a cup of coffee for the afternoon.Her ponytail danced briskly, and ran over without an umbrella.While waiting for coffee, she coughed into her mouth and took out her mobile phone to check.It was just a habit, no, because she was anxious to know if Carol had read the letter.

She checked the time in Italy, but just as it happened, a new letter came.When the clerk finished the coffee and called her, she looked up and smiled politely, but wanted to check her phone.She asked the clerk to put the two cups of coffee in a bag, and looked down to read the letter she had received.After receiving the coffee, she had to cross the road and hurry back to continue the interview, when the light happened to be green.Finally able to read Kai Luo's reply, she looked down intently while walking...

No!Don't look, Rui Xin!How did I not know that you would look at your phone while walking...

After shaking for a while, Ke Kailuo woke up with a start.

The plane was shaking up and down horribly, and the lady on the other side of the aisle let out a small exclamation. Carol looked at her, and the other party gave an embarrassed smile. After the lady's eyes focused on her face, they softened , and in turn comforted her: "It's okay! It's turbulent flow!"

Carol closed her eyes and lay back in her seat, feeling the turbulence.Get bigger and just crash like this.I don't want to live anyway.Tears rolled down again.

Someone tapped her on the shoulder.Damn, the stewardess is at it again. "Miss Ke..." Kailuo sat up quickly, covering the corners of her eyes with her hands,

"Are you feeling better? The airflow is not stable, is it more uncomfortable?"

There seemed to be thousands of knives in Kailuo's chest, which were about to pierce through and burst out, and she could no longer control her expression.But she suppresses herself, blinks, takes a breath,

"Well, maybe you can give me... the same, I think it will be better" Carol's fingers twisted around, unable to say the word,

"Another Whiskey? Okay. Wait a minute, please." The stewardess smiled at her, who also had dimples.It made Carol's heart ache.

She leaned on the table and covered her face with her hands. Fortunately, there was no one in the next seat.Her stomach twisted and her hands twisted her hair.She couldn't think about anything, and even with her eyes open, she couldn't see anything.She couldn't breathe... Her ears were filled with the great rumbling of the cabin.

But she opened her eyes anyway, she wanted to know what time it was.It's two o'clock in the afternoon, what time does she take the plane?nine o'clock?No, it didn't take off until close to ten o'clock, so this is... only four hours later, only one-third of the way!God!Can't you go faster?Carol looked at the phone, her hands began to tremble, she knew the letter would only take a few more taps, but she didn't dare to read it.Rui Xin's photo is only a finger away, she is staring at her thumb, hanging there, should she click on the photo album...

"Miss Ke? Your Whiskey." Looking up, the stewardess handed over the glass of amber drink,

"We're going to turn off the lights, you take a rest? Is there anything else you need to ring for me?" Carol nodded to her, trying to squeeze out a twisted smile.The dimpled stewardess looked at her with concern, but left politely.

So it's night in Taipei, what happened in the afternoon, Abby said that she will deal with it, now... will she have surgery?or worse?This idea couldn't stop running out, Kai Luo seemed to be hit from the back of the head, she coughed and cried, she held the wine glass with one hand and covered her eyes with the other, but the severe pain in her chest couldn't stop. …No reason!it's all me!It's my fault!Endless regret made her tightly cover her eyes, but tears overflowed from her hands.

After calming down a little, she drank in small sips.Turning out the bag, she can't cry anymore, she needs more tissues.I can't find anything in this bag.Annoyed, she gulped down the wine without paying attention.In the dark cabin, Ke Kailuo stared blankly at the back of the seat in front of her. In the darkness of nothingness, she could finally not exist in this world.

In fact, she knew very little. As soon as she woke up in the morning, she immediately sat down at the desk and decided to start answering letters, and then hurriedly prepared to go out when Abby called.She told her to calm down and come back immediately, and told her that she had just received a call from Rui Xin's colleague to go to the hospital, and she would definitely deal with it with all her strength, but the situation might be serious.

Ke Kailuo's world seemed to turn into an overexposed bright white in an instant. She worked quickly, packed her luggage, and took a car to the airport.She waited eagerly for Ai Ming to call again, only to realize that she had missed Rui Xin's call in the morning!5 minutes before Amin called!Is that Rui Xin?She regretted that she didn't receive the call. She hurriedly called Abby. She had just arrived at the hospital, but she hadn't found them yet.Carol told her not to hang up, and she also bought a direct flight ticket.

She listened to Ai Ming and asked several people before she found Rui Xin's colleague.She vaguely heard them say that Rui Xin was behind the curtain, and the doctors and nurses were dealing with them.The scene sounded very chaotic and noisy. Abby asked about the situation, while repeating it directly to her. Carol told Amin that she could hear her, and asked her to turn on speakerphone...bring the phone closer and she listened directly.

"I was hit by a truck when I was crossing the road. It was so serious that she couldn't move her hands and half of her side. She looked very painful... I ran over, and she passed out when she handed me her mobile phone," said the male voice.

"How did it hit? Did the other party break the rules?" She heard Abby ask, but that wasn't the point,

"What did the doctor say? Her condition now!" Carol said loudly, she was so anxious that tears welled up,

"Is this her family?" The male voice froze for a moment, as if asking Ai Ming,

"...Yes, you tell her!"

"The doctor said there was no sound on one side of the chest, and a chest tube should be inserted immediately," the male voice said clearly into the phone,

"Is she awake?" she heard Abby ask.

"After arriving at the hospital, I woke up and told me to find Kai Luo, Ai Ming and Xiao Ding. I used her mobile phone to call them one by one..."

Still awake, still able to explain things.Carol remembered the confusion on the phone again, as if Ding had arrived, and he was asking similar questions loudly.Carol was anxious and wanted to know the emergency situation, so she called Abby,

"Carol, let me check the situation inside, where are you now?" Abby's voice came clearly,

"I'm at the airport, my God...Abby..." Carol remembered that she was at the airline counter, leaning against the wall for a while, squatting with her mouth covered, crying uncontrollably, and her emotions knocked her down again , when it should least be.

"Carol, Carol! Get yourself together, have you bought your plane ticket? I'll tell you how you are doing? Now just get yourself back here, Okay?" Carol covered her mouth and nodded, only to find that her plane ticket had fallen to the ground.

Abby checked the situation, and a nurse told her that the operation should be prepared immediately,

"Has your relative arrived?" She heard the nurse ask on the phone,

"She has no relatives, none in Taipei!" Xiao Ding should have answered loudly,

"Okay, it doesn't matter. Are you colleagues? Friends?" The nurse said, "It's urgent, anyone can sign, and someone will sign for me later."

Then Abby suddenly said to Kai Luo: "I saw her!" Kai Luo's heartbeat seemed to have stopped,

"OhGod..." Abby let out a faint exclamation,

"Abby! Speak!"

"A lot of equipment, they are transfusing her blood... She took the tube, the doctor... the doctor's body is covered with blood..." Carol covered her mouth anxiously after hearing this,

"Rui Xin seems to be awake!" Abby said excitedly, she heard her walking forward, "The doctor is asking her, her face is as white as paper, she seems to be panting... speechless"

"Miss, you are waiting outside!" A girl suddenly said loudly, and Carol heard the sound of the curtain being drawn,

"Carol, you just buy the plane ticket and come back as soon as possible!" The phone and Abby's voice inside were the only things she could feel. After listening to the words, she came back to her senses and looked at the plane ticket.She was holding the phone in her trembling hands, and the time displayed on it indicated that it was almost time to board the plane. She had to move quickly so that she could go back early.

"I've bought a plane ticket, and I'm going inside."

"Okay, let me tell you, it's useless to talk on the phone like this, it won't help Rui Xin, do you understand? All you can do is come back quickly, don't worry about it? I'll hang up first, and you get on the plane first, okay? ?”

"Call me again! Tell me about the situation! Please!"

"Okay, you can call me too, but you need to find a way to get on the plane first. By the way, tell me the flight. Carol! Get on the plane, and, tell me the flight! Okay? Canyoudoit?"

"OK." Carol took a deep breath and wiped away the tears on her face.Holding the ticket and mobile phone in one hand, she quickly dragged her luggage forward.

Then she had two phone calls with Ai Ming before boarding the plane. The first time Ai Ming said that she had talked with Rui Xin’s colleague. It was Rui Xin who ran the red light. She started to cross the main road before the green light was about to end. Why was she so focused on looking at her phone, that she didn't notice the light signal change in the second half of the road and didn't stop.Carol stopped in front of the duty-free shop and listened. Amin seemed to say that she had found a lawyer to reassure her, but Carol's heart only sank.

With tears of regret in her eyes, it took all her will to make her way to the boarding gate.Rui Xin was reading her reply letter, so it must be.

Abby called a second time before boarding the plane because they were finally able to see her.

But Rui Xin was in a coma and received a large amount of blood transfusion.None of them could speak to her.

Carol didn't know what to think.She boarded the plane like a walking dead.

Abby said it was because of a concussion, and the doctor said that he would check the brain again, but as soon as there was an operating room, he had to solve the problem of hemothorax first, after all, he was still awake when he first arrived.Carol doesn't understand these things, neither she nor Abby have encountered them.

Darkness.The only light in front of Ke Kailuo's eyes came from outside the window.Outside the small plane window, a layer of orange light shines through the edge of the black sea of ​​clouds, making the sky above turn into a gradient of orange, white, and then dark blue.In the gloom before sunrise, this strange scene is not like in the world.

The same business class, not only without her by her side, what scares Kailuo the most is: Maybe at this moment, she may never have the chance to be with Ruixin again, but she just doesn't know.Rui Xin only took the plane back and forth once.Why did I come to Italy by myself? !Why on earth did I leave her? Carol gritted her teeth and squeezed her hand hard. The huge regret made her heart ache. She wanted to break and pierce herself.

I would like to take you out!How many times, how often, how long, living abroad is fine, I will never leave you again, just give me another chance.Please, please God, please God.I know I was wrong, please, let me see her again.

Kai Luo began to pray, all the gods, gods and Buddhas she has never believed in, all the existences above this painful life, she is willing to exchange anything, as long as Rui Xin can survive, as long as they can give them a chance.She closed her eyes and pleaded piously in her heart, but at the same time she wondered, if there were any great beings, why would they help her, this self-inflicted her.

No, please have mercy on Ruixin, my baby.She is so kind and innocent.Rui Xin's smiling face, and her imaginary blood-stained but extremely pale, how painful it must be, or...she can't feel the pain anymore? !These Ruixins appeared in front of Kailuo at the same time.Let her go back to being happy, let all the misfortunes happen to me, and trade my life for it.

In the huge aircraft that is trying to cross the earth at a speed of 900 kilometers per hour, the high-decibel sound of the engine surrounds the quiet passengers.And all the thoughts are continuing to destroy Ke Kailuo's will.

Looking at the foreign tourists talking and laughing on the stone road outside the window, it was sunny, Ke Kailuo smiled, and she finally talked to Rui Xin about her decision on the phone.Hearing that Rui Xin was very happy, she was even happier.Then she contacted a few things and set off for Taiwan.All of a sudden, she had leisurely returned to her home in Taipei and packed her luggage.The house still looked familiar, and she even took a special look at Rui Xin's room, and in the master bedroom, there were also her unfolded quilts.It was still broad daylight, but she couldn't wait for Rui Xin to get off work, so she directly asked Rui Xin where she was, and eagerly went to the place where she was interviewing to find her and wanted to pick her up.She wanted to hug her so much.

When she got there, she searched for a while, and luckily she saw Rui Xin from far away. Even though her beautiful figure was out of reach, Kai Luo still felt a sense of happiness... so strong.In the sunshine of Taipei, she was talking to her colleagues while nodding. The dimples when she was serious were Kailuo's favorite.Feeling that her work was over, Carol walked up to her and called her.Rui Xin looked around, finally she saw Kai Luo, she smiled brightly and ran towards her immediately.They were crossing the road in the middle, Kailo looked at the passing cars and suddenly felt a strong sense of unease, she looked left and right at the traffic flow...

No... no, Rui Xin, don't come here!Suddenly, it rained heavily, and even the fastest wipers could not let people see the heavy rain ahead.Kailuo held the steering wheel tightly, the white water curtain blocked her view, she couldn't see anything, but she couldn't stop the car immediately... She drove the car forward quickly, but she was so scared in her heart that something might happen...Suddenly , Suddenly a figure appeared from the side in front of the car!

Carol woke up again in a cold sweat, clutching an empty wine glass instead of a steering wheel.

The cabin lights were on.Carol touched the armrest of the seat and the back of the seat in front of her in a daze to confirm that she was not in the car, let alone in Taipei.Of course, Rui Xin was not there either.The screen on the front wall indicated the plane's current range, which was 1,134 kilometers to TPE.

She didn't want to fall asleep again, but she didn't want to stay awake either.

Finally, it was time to order more drinks. The captain finally announced that she had disembarked and passed customs. She didn't even want to wait for the luggage. She was so anxious that she wanted to run to the hospital.As soon as she landed, she called Amin.Out of the final gate, she searched for familiar faces.

"Carol!" Following the voice, Aiming's short-haired, tall figure waved to her across the crowd, and gestured for her to go aside. She couldn't wait to hug Carol quickly, and clapped Pat her on the back.

"Come on, I just asked the driver to come over and wait." Ai Ming still hugged her, took the luggage, and they walked quickly to the exit together.

"Is the operation over?" Carol just heard her say on the phone, because Lisa and Rui Xin's friends were waiting there, Abby decided to ask her family's driver to take her to pick her up. It's the safest, the operation has been going on all night but it's not over yet, Lisa will call her as soon as there is news.

Abby hugged her hand and put it down. It turned out that she had been holding on to the phone tightly. She stopped and looked at it, "Well, I haven't called yet. It's okay. Let's call Lisa after we get in the car, okay?"

Carol looked into her concerned eyes, dark circles under them, and a tiredness that was rare in Abby.But her every word is still so spiritual. "You..." Carol opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Abby asked her, returning her hand to her back, "Is it okay? Are you worried?" She stroked Kailo's back, and this strength also supported Kailo to move forward Walk,

Amin must have stayed there the entire time, without taking a break, and then rushed to pick her up.Because she knows she needs her. "Thank you. You look so bad." Carol couldn't help talking incoherently.

"You look worse." Abby almost smiled, "It's okay, you're all back, we'll have good news as soon as we go... Be confident." Under the automatic gate at the airport, the strong wind made Carol squint her eyes , it was only the early morning sky outside.The middle-aged man opened the door of the car for them first, then took her luggage neatly and walked to the back of the car.Aiming quickly got into the car, "Come on! I'll be at the hospital soon."

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to be continued,

Hmmm... it hurts me to write this too.well, scold...