secretly like him

When Gu Xun finished his meal, Shen Lan hadn't finished calling, so he wanted to eavesdrop.

In the end, Gu Jingyuan didn't allow him to go there: "Be careful that your mother really beats you."

Gu Xun thought that his mother was sometimes unreasonable, and felt that it was not impossible.

So the father and son didn't go to Her Lady Queen's side, they just stayed in the dining room and watched TV.

Shen Lan's phone call didn't last too long, and when she came back, she told Gu Xun, "It's okay, that kid is fine, but there is a bruise on his stomach."

The tone that Gu Xun raised could be regarded as cowardly: "Thank God..."

Shen Lan stretched out her hand and pinched his ear: "I will let you provoke the little girl!"

Gu Xun hurriedly stood up and leaned towards Shen Lan's forceful direction, shouting injustice: "I didn't!"

Shen Lan: "You talk and laugh with the little girl all day, aren't you sincerely recruiting people!"

Gu Xun jumped: "Then I didn't say a few words to Song Xinxin either!"

Gu Xun felt that he was wronged. He talked and laughed a lot with the female students in the class, but the key point was that the girls who had talked and laughed didn't fall in love with him, so he just fell in love with him without joking. What's the matter?

What he remembers most clearly is when they were assigned to be on duty in the second year of junior high school. He said a few words to Song Xinxin about assigning tasks, and the girl looked like she was about to cry, which frightened him later. He didn't dare to take the initiative to say anything to her again.

Gu Xun always thought that he was too unrestrained and frightened the reserved little girl, but who knew that it was a legendary crush!

Gu Xun was particularly sad and indignant: "I died unjustly!"

Shen Lan let go, and patted him on the back: "Go take a bath! You're covered in sweat!"

Boss Gu Xun let out a "hum" unconvinced, and wanted to say that it didn't smell bad, but when he smelled it himself, it smelled rotten.

Gu Xun felt that there was no way to refute this matter, and was about to take a bath in desperation, when he suddenly remembered something.

He turned around and pawed at the door frame of the dining room to act coquettishly with his mother: "Dear Mama, let's discuss something..."

Shen Lan probably hadn't recovered from her fighting spirit, and her tone was very rough: "Fart, let go!"

Gu Xun also replied in a very simple and clear way: "Is it possible to let Shen Yanzhi come to our house for lunch in the future? Well, he will pay for the food. No one cooks at his house, and the cafeteria is terrible..."

After hearing this, Shen Lan looked back at him in surprise: "How did he tell you?"

Gu Xun was confused: "What did you tell me?"

Shen Lan asked: "There is no one at home."

Gu Xun was even more confused, so he said everything in one go, what happened at that time, and described it to his mother in detail.

After hearing this, Shen Lan made a decision and said: "We will eat at our house, lunch and dinner are all included, he can live in the same room with you if he wants, and he doesn't need any money!"

Gu Xun suddenly felt a sense of crisis: "Mom! You don't care about other people's sons, so you want to snatch them over and raise them! I'm your own!"

Shen Lan replied directly: "Yeah, what's the matter, are you afraid?"

Gu Xun: "...a little bit."

As a result, Shen Lan on the opposite side suddenly sighed, and said to him: "He is the only one in Xiao Shen's family right now, so don't worry too much if your mother wants to be partial in the future."

There was a "buzz" in Gu Xun's mind, what do you mean he is the only one in Xiao Shen's family?

Shen Lan looked at her son's bewildered expression, thought for a while, and whispered, "Xiao Shen's parents died in a car accident, and they left him a sum of money, and his relatives are now robbing him of custody rights." .”

Speaking of this, Shen Lan stopped and didn't describe to her son what she heard, but just sighed again.

Gu Xun's throat choked, and he felt extremely tight in his chest.

Shen Yanzhi's shallow smile seemed to be right in front of his eyes, but...

Gu Xun blinked, feeling the heat in his eye sockets.

Shen Lan patted her son on the shoulder and told him, "Don't talk about this."

Gu Xun nodded, turned around and walked towards his room as if he had lost his soul, but after walking a few steps, he suddenly stopped again.

He took a few deep breaths, caught a glimpse of his schoolbag still on the sofa in the living room, rushed over to grab it, and ran out.

Shen Lan was taken aback, and hurriedly shouted: "Where are you going!"

Gu Xun yelled without looking back: "I'm going to find Ah Yan to do my homework together!"

Gu Xun ran all the way to the small western-style building of Shen's house, and it was still dark tomorrow, but Gu Xun felt that the road was extremely dark.

When Gu Xun stopped in front of the small western building, he felt that this originally beautiful small building seemed to be shrouded in a cloud of cloud.

Gu Xun felt that he was going a little crazy, but he couldn't stop, he shouted loudly: "A Yan! Ah Yan! I'm Gu Xun! Come and open the door for me!"

Gu Xun yelled a few times before he saw a window on the second floor was pulled open from the inside. Shen Yanzhi poked his head out of the window to look down, his hair was wet and dripping, and his expression was shocked when he saw him : "Gu Xun?"

Gu Xun endured the sour feeling in his heart, waved to him with a smile, and shouted: "Come and open the door for me!"

Shen Yanzhi hesitated for a while before saying, "Wait."

Then the man shrank back from the window, came downstairs after a while, and opened the outer wall door for Gu Xun.

Gu Xun thought that he had already come, so he had to go in, so he walked in shamelessly.

Shen Yanzhi, the master, walked behind instead, and when Gu Xun finally entered the main entrance of the small building, he asked, "Why are you here?"

Gu Xun didn't know what to say now, did he tell Shen Yanzhi that I feel very uncomfortable knowing that your parents are gone, that's why he wanted to come to accompany you?

Gu Xun wanted to tell some nonsense to deal with it, but the drops of water hanging from Shen Yan's forehead fell on the end of his eyebrows, and the water drops ran down the corners of his eyes along the ends of the eyebrows, and finally left a line on Shen Yan's cheeks. Water marks.

Like, like a teardrop.

Gu Xun couldn't tell any nonsense anymore, he felt that if he told Shen Yanzhi nonsense, he would be struck by lightning.

Shen Yanzhi raised his hand to wipe off the water mark, and said to him with a smile: "I was taking a shower just now, wait for me to get off, I'll go to that towel and wipe my hair off."

When Gu Xun looked at Shen Yanzhi before, he only thought he had a pretty smile, and wished that his team could laugh by himself, but seeing him smile now, he just felt sad.

Gu Xun pulled Shen Yanzhi back, and whispered, "Stop laughing."

Shen Yan was taken aback: "Huh?"

Gu Xun: "Stop laughing, don't laugh if you don't want to."

The smile on the corner of Shen Yanzhi's mouth smoothed away little by little, and his voice was faint, as if it was far away: "Did Aunt Shen tell you?"

For a moment, Gu Xun felt that he was very bad, and he felt that his behavior of running over regardless of his care was simply insane.

It was as if he had dug out a hidden secret with his own hands, and opened a wound that healed with great difficulty.

Gu Xun has never hated his temper that says wind is rain so much. It would be great if he didn't come...

Shen Yanzhi's overly beautiful face was right in front of him, expressionless, if not for a few drops of water falling down his hair from time to time, he would be like a still painting.

It was only then that Gu Xun realized that although Shen Yanzhi's hair was very dark, his pupils were a little lighter, so when he looked at people without emotion, there was always an indescribable feeling.

It was as if they were strange and their relationship was indifferent, as if he, Gu Xun, was nothing to Shen Yanzhi.

Gu Xun also realized it belatedly, as if it had always been like this.

Today is only the second meeting, and they have only been together for a day. At most, they are just classmates who met in advance.

Perhaps for Shen Yanzhi, it was like this.

This realization made Gu Xun feel a little uneasy, and felt empty in his heart. He couldn't help but took a step back: "I don't mean anything else, I just... I just want to come and see you."

Shen Yanzhi didn't speak for a long time, and when Gu Xun felt that he would not answer him, he heard him say: "Then you have seen it."

Gu Xun heard his subtext, and when he saw it, it was time to leave.

Gu Xun didn't want to leave, but he couldn't find a reason to stay. They didn't have a deep friendship, so he rashly came to poke her wound.

Shen Yanzhi probably didn't want to continue the stalemate with him like this, so he said, "I won't send you off."

After he finished speaking, he wanted to go upstairs.

Gu Xun's hand moved faster than his brain, and he immediately grabbed Shen Yanzhi's arm.

Shen Yanzhi looked back at him, waiting for him to speak expressionlessly.

Gu Xun felt like he was insane, but he felt that he couldn't say something, so he took a deep breath and said in a hoarse voice: "I told my mother that you can eat lunch at home from now on, and you can eat dinner at home. It can be solved together, if you don't mind, you can live with me at night."

Shen Yanzhi didn't answer, he had heard too many such words.

Many promises, many, many I will treat you well, our family will treat you well,

Although not necessarily all fake, but just, just he doesn't need it.

But seeing Gu Xun's slightly red eyes, Shen Yanzhi finally just said softly, "I'm not as pitiful as you think."

Shen Yanzhi said, "I'm not as sad as you think."

"They are very busy, so the relationship is not very deep."

"There is a lot of inheritance, enough for me to live on."

Shen Yanzhi finally said: "So, I don't need..."

Before he finished speaking, he felt Gu Xun's hand holding his arm was stronger.

Gu Xun blinked fiercely, breathing more and more, as if he lacked oxygen, but he just held on to Shen Yanzhi's arm and refused to let go.

He didn't know why, Shen Yanzhiyue said, he felt more and more uncomfortable, as if something was stirring in his heart.

Gu Xun said, "Stop talking."

Shen Yanzhi just looked at the one opposite, who had been smiling all day, crying like a boy who is not afraid of the sky falling.

He didn't cry, but he did.

Obviously not, but Shen Yanzhi had the illusion of being bullied.

Gu Xun didn't move, and he didn't let Shen Yanzhi go, he just whispered: "Stop talking."

Then tears slid down Gu Xun's cheeks, mixing with the sweat on his face and neck.

Shen Yanzhi thought, when he came over, he must have been running very fast, otherwise why would he sweat so much.